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can i be real with you guys i fucking hate the "HOW HIGH WERE U WRITING THIS XD CARBON MONOXIDE DETECTOR!!! LOL WHAT!! UR A CRAZY PSYCHO FOR WRITING YHIS" schtick that I've been seeing around recently . it's like. Not funny at best and really rude and annoying at worst
#i say 'recently' but i am fully aware its been happenint since like forever#Just feels like every time i make a post cuz i felt like puttingn a bunch of words together i get peoplle in my notes doing this shit#SO ANNOYINGGGG SHUT UPP. I was completely sober writing the guy who wants to be a bird post. i wrote it#while sitting on the floor in between two shelves at work because i was bored and wanted to play toys with words#Im sorry you dont understand my imaginative whimsy
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Owen → Cringe gays [affectionate] → Wife
[cowboy au]
#Dear google how draw wohuhman?#google how draw whamun#google wamnahamanan how?#Almost scrapped the second panel because its soo... so lazy...but i stayed strong even tho my eye is twitching#Saf#spies are forever#Cowboys are forever#art#fanart#Agent curt mega#Owen carvour#Tatiana Slozhno#Yee-hawen Carvour - Tat-yee-haw-na - and Curt... uh... curt yee??... Curt yee-meg-haw#anyway there we go - i promise i’m done with the cowboy stuff [for now]#at least posting it#Also me drawing/making clothes: how boring can i possibly make these... lets see#why is a brit and a russian even out here being cowboys? we'll never know#I should have drawn curt with a head shot as well because i really need to do him some justice but to late now!#Cowboys your spies#i realized all my “fan-oc”’s[which i said i don’t really do] are animals - Chat am I cringe/hj
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#since I did a fast eloise only sketch yesterday#here are some Sebastians😇🙏#he got tired after sneaking into the restricted section and…I feel like classes are kind of boring to him#I’m almost done with the most wretched book ever🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#it’s so terrible and depressing I am just hate-finishing it at this point#it just solidifies in me that I was just meant to read old books over and over again lol#like…this book is SUPPOSEDLY really popular and I DONT GET IT !!!#I also HATED The Overstory which is also popular…it’s weird though#bc the first part was genuinely one of my favorite things I’ve ever read#so i stuck with the rest in the hope it would keep that momentum and it…didn’t…#oh well I just keep reading and rereading novels I already know I’ll like😇😇 and avoid this author forever and ever 🙏#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart
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hot take but i don't care if the tenth doctor was bad sometimes actually it makes me love him even more
#s3 ten dickriding forever!#tenth doctor#but okay seriously a conversation needs to be had. on why people think it's problematic to like a character#unless theyre 100% saintly (aka boring)#ten is manipulative and arrogant and is an arsehole and i am going to like him anyway? this doesn't tell you anything about my morals#because he's not real#hope this helps#otp: i believe in her
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The tragedy of ur boyfriends not letting u bite them just a little. As a Treat.
A Tup from @trudemaethien’s excellent fic Edeemi, Baby, One More Time that I drew back in May! I didn’t have a Star Wars tumblr at the time and wasnt planning on posting it anywhere so I forgot about it until now, but I had such a fun time playing around with lighting effects and his expression!
I really love their mer universe and I’m especially fond of Tup’s POV in this fic. It’s such a good job of expressing the confusion and frustration of communication barriers and reasonable, best-intent misunderstandings between all of them, while still leaning into the positive aspects of discovering the world and representing it from slightly different perspective than people normally take 10/10 highly recommended
Closeup of the sketch for his expression under the cut because I was super happy with it
#clone trooper tup#mermay#my art#sw tcw#mermay bc technically i drew it may 23rd or smth#the background is very boring but im ok w that honestly bc i made this for myself to live on my tablet forever#actually i also sent it to my mom and she said it made her happy :)#anyway i vibed so hard w this tup and his confusion/frustration/rejection sensitivity at wooley going hoshit dont bite me#as someone whos Strong Feelings often get redirected into Bite Impulse the twin frustration and disappointment that someone takes it bad?#so real#me and tup shaking hands over partners who let us bite. as a treat.#the sketch i channeled the feeling of going to bite To Be Sweet and ur partner going ‘no!!! mean!’ real hard#like please i am overwhelmed with affection i need to feel it in my teeth#anyway @trudemaethian (sp?) u got me out of a literal years long art slump to start making meaningful amnts of content bc i was so Overcome#so thank u very much and very deeply for that!#in exchange the fruits of me relearning how to use my drawing program
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sometimes I think I can be normal while taking screencaps of my beloved husband. I am always incorrect
BONUS BECAUSE I'M IN THE THROES OF AGONY OVER THIS STATUESQUE MAN
#your honor i LOVE him#in my dreams i am always in flagrante delicto with him#any time any place any position he wants it he has it#the bonus picture makes me weak in the knees AAAUGGHHH#i need to be wrapped around him so tight he can't breathe#i just. want to hear him moan one time#ONE TIME and i'll be satisfied#but this whole set is just perfection to me#every time i see him in that snuggly blanket by the fireside my brain goes into full domestic scenario mode#where am i???#where am i in these photos if i'm not tucked up under his arm with my head on his chest??#the sexiest thing maximus ever did was exist#he literally does not have to do anything he can just stand there#and i am a flood of desire for him#look at his beautiful sparkly eyes and his perfect nose and kissable lips and smooth neck and LITERALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM#i need him emotionally physically spiritually biblically and every other way there is to have him#i need to experience the Broadness personally#in my bed#for an entire night and also an entire lifetime#i would NEVER get bored even if we did the exact same thing over and over#just to be with him i would be content forever#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe#low quality screencaps of a high quality man
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Nathalie / Emilie / Gabriel. do you see my vision
#on the subject of the last one: Gabriel turning from#Gabi to Gabriel to various terrorist aliases#gabi latching on to Emilie’s wealth and influence#I am reminded of nemali’s pygmalion thoughts#who is changing who….. I can imagine Emilie getting. bored. what a predictable move#she was surrounded by men like that all her life#Gabriel to HM because she died ofc#idolatry…….. dependency…..#anyway. you don’t even wanna KNOW how I’ve twisted the first chorus of this song for eminath#Asukies ramble#I am reminded. of. jimmy to Saul pipeline.#Nathalie obviously makes it out alive but. at what cost. I could think abt that forever
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#floette#aaahhh yes. i love how they're always going :D in sv every time you look at them#whenever i see this pokémon i always think of a fucked up little man bc one of my characters in my pmd oc campaign thing that i talk abt#is a floette. he's a human-turned-floette that was like. a really rigid and emotionally cut off software developer with a passion for his#work and really subdued emotions kinda Businessman Guy who got turned into a tiny little fairy-type flower creature and is super fucked up#about it. not because he hates being a girly little flower‚ but because he's like “how the hell am i gonna use a computer NOW”#and all he wants to do is get back to the human world so he can do his boring dayjob again and not have to be a little flower guy#so i look at this thing and i'm like. yeeeeaaahh. fucked up little man who goes crazy learning he's stuck as a flower baby forever now
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horsifies your pride and prejudice, black friesian with low white is darcy in my brain and the arab is elizabeth, she's hot headed and frequently walks so she gets to be an endurance pony
#i am halfway through pride and prejudice its taking me forever to read because i find it mind numbingly boring at times#i have to take frequent brain breaks#this is saying something i read old latin books for fun majority of the time#bonus horse i guess? horses?
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We did it joe.gif
(I know a week isn't a lot in the grand scheme of things, but for me it is so I'm celebrating lmao)
#the plan is at least another 6 weeks. basically until 911 is back and then if/when I've stuck with it i might let myself have ONE drink#with the episode#but who knows. ideally by that point i wont want one at all#but i find if i give myself a date to work towards im more likely to stick with it than just. 😠 no more booze forever 😠#anyway give it up for one week babyyyyyyyy i am SO BORED#sober#sobriety
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#dai critical#dragon age critical#i'm putting this all in the tags bc normally i am more well-worded than this but this is mostly just pure hatred#so i don't really want it reblogable bc it's just ranting without depth/purpose but i am SO damn irritated#SO ANYWAY...#it's hard to believe that the team that made dai was unaware of how incredibly boring this game is#i'm trying to finish it but holy fuck#literally only the main quest is interesting and some of the companion quests#not even ALL of the companion quests#and literally none of the side quests are even remotely interesting#i keep trying to slog through it bc i need to level at least somewhat to be able to handle each main quest + i need to be able to unlock it#but jesus christ#it's like it gets more boring the longer i play it#so like the quests where you have to collect stuff for blackwall or kill people for cassandra?#those took FOREVER to finish#they needed so many different maps visited#blackwall's quest needed a special perk#they both needed access to special areas of maps that aren't easy to get to#i thought i'd at least get a cut scene with the character afterwards#but there's just nothing?? not even a brief comment to acknowledge you finished the whole quest??? just the same ones they usually make???#never have i ever played a game before that felt like such an absolute waste of time literally 90% of the time that i'm playing it#they really should have just released the main quest and cut out literally everything else and it would have been a much better game
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nothing more cringe than coaxing and half-forcing someone to go to the movies with you because you're talking up how good the last one in the series was and then they finally agree to go and then it ends up being over two hours long and also kinda the worst 😬
#this is about the latest mad max movie btw#IM SO UPSET I WANTED IT TO BE GOOD BUT IT WASNT GOOD#fury road is just one of my fave movies ever and i assumed this one would also be fun but it was like#weirdly paced kind of oddly boring and also uncomfortably gratuitously violent#and now i feel crazy because everyone is raving about it in the reviews#im like am i the only one who didn't like it??#chris hemsworth makes a shitty villain and also they didnt really give him anything of substance to work with as a character here#anya taylor joy did well but also took forever to appear and is either mute most of the time or awkwardly dubbed over by charlize theron#the fights and actions scenes didnt make a lot of sense much of the time and had random plot holes abounding#and half the cool and mysterious worldbuilding and character stuff from the previous movie were kinda wrecked a bit for me somehow#at least we still have fury road but dang thats like a 5 star movie to me and this was like a 2.5 star movie#and the good stuff in it is just stuff thats good about the mad max world in general really not this movie itself#wahhhhhh im sad#at least i paid for everyone's tickets i guess#i was like apologizing to the people i dragged to it haha#and then i checked the critics' responses and everyone is like 5 stars!! a masterpiece!!#im so confused by all the rave reviews#furiosa spoilers#movies#p
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clear all your sins; Get born again
#womp womp#uhhmh i spent abt 30 mins on this so ignore the bad doodles LOL#i was just listening to alice in chains and went. yk yeah why not im bored#this is abt my cringey red dead oc but nobody but me knows what this means#im silly !#ignore how edgy it is sorry i am#red dead#red dead redemption 2#red dead 2#red dead redemption oc#red dead online#red dead online oc#rdo#red dead oc#more cliff art; i didnt put a Ton of effort into this bc it was just a 30 min quick doodle :]#tldr cliff was shot in the head (survived) but kinda altered his life forever. because.. it kinda would yk LOL#// eyestrain#tw eyestrain#tw// eyestrain
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"We can get through this by working together, reach out to your friends, community is all we have, a social network will be your security in the world, now is the time to lean on others!"
I do agree, and it's scientifically sound (pretty sure there is data about how people with better social networks live longer and etc) but also....augh..... what about the severe social issues, difficulty to leave the house, physical issues which lead to like zero socialization energy a majority of the time, etc. etc. Social support can be a replacement for structural support, but.. I guess I just wish it didn't have to be. Community is extremely difficult to build, even moreso if you're someone who has issues with social cues or group conversations or even just being around others in the first place. And blah, nuance, of course I'm just complaining or maybe being too negative or maybe misunderstanding, but, I hardly have the energy to brush my hair once every 2 months.. how am I supposed to maintain a wide social network and be active in a Community and Join Groups lol... sometimes it kind of feels like "er.. well if thats my only option then...... ruh roh". It's overwhelming
#Kind of like some post I saw a long time ago talking about how even the meanest shittiest most difficult to get along with#elderly people or whaever still deserve to have some sort of systems in place to support them so they're not just relying on the#grace of relatives or etc. who may not be able to deal with them. Not saying that I'm like mean and cruel or anything#but the fact of the matter is in most social situations either I am compromising or the other person is. Not in like an ~`ouuu im so weirdd#nobody willever understand my quirky swagg hee heee~' way but like a.. Just factually the things that make me happy and comfortable#are often incompatible with people. The way I communicate and process things is different from the way other people do and that#is always a barrier. I cannot have ''easy''' interactions. Even with 'understanding' people there is nearly always a significant#amount of effort. You can't walk into a group of people and then be like ''okay you guys all have to wear#masks and you also cant play music too loud and also we should communicate turns of speaking very clearly so group conversations#arent too stressful. and also i need this and that and we have to do this and that and '' etc. etc. You CAN. And some people will#go along with that. but they will ALWAYS secretly resent you for it. You will be the one person they're relieved to not have to be around.#theyre glad when you dont show up since they can go back to doing things however they want and not masking and all these boring#annoying things. OR you can say none of that and just deal with the loud music and the talking and the unmasked people. but then#YOU'RE compromising. and no matter how nice they are it's exhausting to be around and youre just further alienated#while in the presence of people and uncofmrtoabel the whole time.#Which I'm not saying the only form of community is a group setting specificially but just giving that as an example lol#I just wish there were a better option than ''well learn to socialize normally or just suffer then'' . Which I know is not what people are#saying. I guess I just always feel a bit scared when 'community is the answer'. Since its not like 'oh im just socially anxious and need to#get out of my shell~!' or something thats really that remedy-able. It's like.. my mostly unchangeable physical health issues combined#with the mostly unchangable literal way that my brain processes sensory informationand other things means that interacting with#others in a normal and easy way is incredibly difficult and often exhausting especially to maintain in any longform fashion. So then#when it's like ''the answer to staying safe is to maintain longform social connections!! :3 just reach out!!'' then.. ermm... O_O#also I'm not even one of the cutesy shy emotional hermits that's nervous. I'm the Bad Stereotype emotionless robotic cold seeming#looms in the corner of the room type of thing so people have less pity on you in that way. -_- ANYWAY gghj#I need like.. a designated social representative or something.. When I did work in that bookshop forever ago they gave me a#person who basically was just with me to help communicate with others on my behalf and supervise me and stuff. I need that.. Some#more extraverted person I can latch onto and they can maintain the Social Support Network for me and I can just be their +1 to all#of the Social Things and community. I have helpful skills I can contribute to other people and stuff it's just like.. I cant socialize lol#I cook food or something for you.. then you keep me in contact with Community.. a deal. (but then what about when I'm too sick to#contribute? as is often the case. there's not much place for people like me in communities sometimes i fear.. sigh.) ***
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I like Manchester.
#people are nice to me here#yes i am wearing the same thing as yesterday i just love this shirt okay#also if my hair could just stay this colour forever and not fade within a week and revert back to boring brown that would be great thanks#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbtqia#gender euphoria
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Sometimes I feel like I don't care what other people think and other times. Sigh
#here's the thing#i love my mom but alas! we don't have the same taste in everything#and i've accepted that! i just watch the stuff she wouldn't like on my own!#except. now i don't know how to tell what she would like that i find fun#and i just assume she wouldn't like anything i like#and just. ugh#i both want to introduce her to the stuff i love#and am scared that she'll hate it so i shouldn't even try#but i think she might like it! but what if she DOESN'T ya know?#then i'll just be devastated forever and ever#not really but i feel bad about wasting her time and/or boring her#and it's just FRUSTRATING#cause my mom is honestly one of my best friends#and i love sharing my favorite things with my favorite people#but for some reason i'm very scared she will not share my love for this stuff#(not much in specific btw. just stuff in general)#it's weird because i don't get that sad when my friends don't share the same love for stuff as i do#(a little sad but it's not the end of the world)#but i do not enjoy introducing my mom to stuff and having her not like it#OH maybe it's recommending something to someone and that person watches it on their own#versus watching something with someone side by side and having to suffer through their reactions or non reactions#it's just something i gotta get over#but it's HARD
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