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E/riel gives "But daddy I love him" vibes in the worst of ways
#antie/riel#anti e/riel#it don't make sense y'all#i'm trying to understand#welcome to my brain#mind wandering#wandering mind#just thinking
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can you please show me how you did it?
Oh hello! Um, can you elaborate on this? Do you mean how did I change it? If it's that, you can change it in settings under Asks. Like this:
Is this what you meant? Sorry if it isn't!
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listening to ego and his own
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we're afraid
i'm afraid
what if i only exist today
what if i go to sleep and someone else wakes up
what if the lobby people come back
what if the lobby people don't come back
i woke up in a stranger's bed this morning and the other people here say it's mine
that it's ours
that i'm them and they're me
that we are called alters
that this is called DID
that we exist at all because terrible things happened to a kid for a really long time
but i only woke up for the first time today
i didn't exist before i think
and the other people aren't sure they existed before either
if they're people who were here already or if they're brain copies of those people
are any of us real
am i real
i don't want to disappear
#other post#-mm#that's the format rea says to use#i'm trying to understand#but i haven't gotten very far
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understanding academic concepts got me blushing swinging my legs giggling
#dude I spent like 3h trying to understand one algorithm yesterday & wrote the messiest most confusing ever paragraph abt it to the thesis#only to have a WAIT A MINUTE-moment today and completely rewriting that in like 20minutes#dont wanna say yesterday was wasted bc I'm sure that was just the thinking process I had to go through to get it to my head#studyblr#uni studyblr#april 2024#2024
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and i know i've kissed you before, but i didn't do it right
#something something the essence of bakugou's life is trying over and over to confront and understand and make up to deku#this drawing took me several days .. not sure if i'm satisfied with it but at least it's done lol#bnha#mha#bakugou katsuki#midoriya izuku#bakudeku#bkdk#fan art#becki draws stuff n stuff
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Look what we've become.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#Initially I wanted to do a 'Mutiny' quote to follow the 'Luck runs out' quote.#But the musical earworms demanded a different blood to be drawn. And I think it works just as well.#Alright. It's time to confess something. I really struggled with this comic. I didn't want to draw it. Then I didn't want to upload it.#Because I knew I would be here in the tags writing and backspacing for hours trying to articulate my thoughts.#I'm going to talk about death and grief in the tags today so this is your WARNING to look away if you aren't in a headspace for it.#Sometimes in media there are scenes and characters which land on topics so specific to your wounds that it reopens them all over again.#Because here's the truth. When you've known someone like this for nearly your whole life...it doesn't matter how bad the fight is.#You always think 'We'll always have time. One day this dust will settle and we'll rebuild the bridge.'#And then the fucker dies!!! He dies and suddenly there will never ever be time to repair the rift.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. And part of you did just a bit. But love and hate aren't mutually exclusive.#He's fucking dead and you are left with so many broken and unfinished pieces between the two of you.#Jiang Cheng loses Wei Wuxian thinking that WWX thought they hated each other.#He's a younger brother who will one day be older than the person he lost.#Who has no one else in the world who understands those feelings of love and hate and grief.#I can't be normal about this character. I don't think he even heals me. Zero catharsis to be gained here.#I just look at his sour grape ass and think 'shit that's a little too close to home.' JC is my discomfort character.#I'm probably going to regret being this vulnerable in the tags in like. An hour. So. sorry if you see this once and never again.#EDIT: Yeah sorry this took 4 hours to muster the courage to post. Surprise update!#EDIT 2: You guys were being too nice to me on my sad comic to point out the spelling error. I have fixed it now B'*)
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I need everyone to sit with me on the floor for a second. You guys remember this is a community centered around a dress up game, right? A simulation game. You know. EA once stared down at SimCity and asked themselves: "hey! Those people screaming down there, because of the alien attack, what are they thinking about?" And then we got The Sims. This is what this community is about. You remember that, right? We're all just a bunch of nerds (affectionate) playing a videogame. We are ALL nerds. You are not the cool kid for bullying another nerd. In the end of the day you are also a nerd who's obsessed with a game. And I mean this with all the kindness in my heart. We were supposed to be sharing our little colorful pixel people and cheering for each other's games and stuff. How does "hey this modder didn't update my favorite mod in 5 days now. I should expose their address online for strangers to harass him personally" comes to one's mind??? Over a dress up simulation game???? Hello??? Respect your other nerd friend! Stop biting, kid! I'm calling your mom!
#sorry for the rant#this is another 'neurodivergent person does not understand stuff' episode apparently#because I'm really trying to understand HOW#my 3 yo nephew doesn't act like this you know
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faves from s2
#squid game#squid game 2#player 230#player 124#player 333#player 125#230 x 124#124 x 230#thagyu#squid game fanart#sorry i'm still trying to understand how to draw them
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Can I interest you in............ Jarmulkes or perhaps........ Jippahs???
#jumblr#meme#personal thoughts tag#i'm trying so hard to understand the appeal of this i'm sorry but.#denim?????????#DENIM kippot?????#DENIM??#can somebody who wears these explain to me like i'm four#i promise this is all in good fun tho
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quick study <3
#my art#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#I was trying to get a hang of drawing their quills#and also drawing more dynamic poses#you have to understand I started drawing mobians this year#and I have never drawn furries in my life#but I'm getting there hehe#sth#sonic
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Hi folks! Sorry I've been a bit awol lately! Holidays and all that. Also I've been going through a bit of a digital detox and I've been feeling INCREDIBLE because of it. It's making me feel more free. Makes me want to step back from the internet even more. I've gotten much more physically active, I've been working out and reading books and learning to cook... developing my own novel that I've been wanting to do for years! MAN. It's been really nice.
I don't have any plans to just stop Something Wonderful and not continue it, but it might be a while before the next post!
#cqchat#yall are always so understanding with me so I appreciate it very much!#and I've always wanted to write a novel#been developing the characters and the world and I'll work at my own pace until its ready for the world#I always put too much pressure on myself so I'm trying to remove some of that and just do something for the pure love of it#digital detox has been real helpful!#thanks as always for your time#:D
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Once you stop thinking about queer people's labels as strict indications of what's in their pants and who they do/don't bed and instead view queer people's labels as how they interact with the world, you'll find that you'll get along with queer people better and treat them better, I think.
#queer#lgbt#lgbtq#like of course some people use labels in the way i described first and i don't think that's inherently bad...#...but like. as a trans person i hate when people try to like... use my labels (or their labels they force on me) to say what's in my pants#i think there's a fone line between somebody using a label in the first way i described and somebody forcing their understanding of other...#...people onto them. like.#i think it can be a small shift in thought but it's helpful#it reminds me of the shirt that went around of the boston dyke march (<3) shirt design...#...which basically listed who was welcomed at the march and it was a super long list#if anybody is wondering what i'm talking about wrt the last two tags i have the image on hand
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#was looking for some fics with these two#I imagine this is one of their first interactions and Hunter is already fed up with Darius#but Darius is just trying to get to know the successor of his mentor and check if he's at least a little bit capable of doing his job#he's also a little weirded out by the similarity between these two#basically I imagine Darius gave him a couple of vibe checks that Hunter had failed#and Hunter takes it as questoning his place in the coven#god darius design is so pink and awful#it's so jover uni starts tommorow#it's like the most boring drawing ever but I'm just still in my I have to get better at backgrounds era#and also if I'll draw 100 awful things I get a decent one eventually#it's like inktober but lasts your whole life and devours your soul in the process#no caption just pure tags now I understand those few people who keep reblogging all my tags cuz I give all the fucking context there#there's probably like 10 things I would spot tommorow that would fix the drawing a whole bunch but I just ...don't want to ig#the owl house#sheerak#the golden guard#darius deamonne#hunter toh#toh hunter#hunter deamonne#toh fanart#the owl house fanart#dadrius#not yet but#you guys most fellow toh fanartists moved on and fanart fiona and cake but I keep brainrotting the same stuff over and over#good old toh trashpile
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"give us more complex well written flawed female characters and queer relationships"
Nah, you guys ain't even ready to maturely understand CaitVi yet.
#oh remember catradora as well#yeah#just ranting because I'm tired of seeing the negativity going around with zero understanding of media literacy#you guys would probably try to point fingers at korrasami as well#anyways#caitvi#arcane spoilers#caitlyn kiramman#vi#arcane
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A bitter sweet memory ❤️
Pre-Calamity flashback panel from my Zelink comic. Work in progress.
#my art#zelink#cue Muse's “Endlessly”#breath of the wild#loz fanart#legend of zelda#pre calamity#zelda fanart#zelda#tears of the kingdom#princess zelda#botw#the ANGST#They were both under so much pressure#unrequited love#link x zelda#Link secretly loving Zelda in silence while she “hated” him hdgsjsgjds#Link accepts being Zelda's punching bag. He understands her anxiety...#If he can be a safe space for Zelda to lash out#so be it T_T#Obviouly he wished things could be different hjdhjknhsjscu#sheik fangirl is making a Zelink comic#I'm trying to finish it but i want it to be perfect and special#sheik fangirl
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