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E/riel gives "But daddy I love him" vibes in the worst of ways
#antie/riel#anti e/riel#it don't make sense y'all#i'm trying to understand#welcome to my brain#mind wandering#wandering mind#just thinking
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can you please show me how you did it?
Oh hello! Um, can you elaborate on this? Do you mean how did I change it? If it's that, you can change it in settings under Asks. Like this:
Is this what you meant? Sorry if it isn't!
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listening to ego and his own
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we're afraid
i'm afraid
what if i only exist today
what if i go to sleep and someone else wakes up
what if the lobby people come back
what if the lobby people don't come back
i woke up in a stranger's bed this morning and the other people here say it's mine
that it's ours
that i'm them and they're me
that we are called alters
that this is called DID
that we exist at all because terrible things happened to a kid for a really long time
but i only woke up for the first time today
i didn't exist before i think
and the other people aren't sure they existed before either
if they're people who were here already or if they're brain copies of those people
are any of us real
am i real
i don't want to disappear
#other post#-mm#that's the format rea says to use#i'm trying to understand#but i haven't gotten very far
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understanding academic concepts got me blushing swinging my legs giggling
#dude I spent like 3h trying to understand one algorithm yesterday & wrote the messiest most confusing ever paragraph abt it to the thesis#only to have a WAIT A MINUTE-moment today and completely rewriting that in like 20minutes#dont wanna say yesterday was wasted bc I'm sure that was just the thinking process I had to go through to get it to my head#studyblr#uni studyblr#april 2024#2024
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and i know i've kissed you before, but i didn't do it right
#something something the essence of bakugou's life is trying over and over to confront and understand and make up to deku#this drawing took me several days .. not sure if i'm satisfied with it but at least it's done lol#bnha#mha#bakugou katsuki#midoriya izuku#bakudeku#bkdk#fan art#becki draws stuff n stuff
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faves from s2
#squid game#squid game 2#player 230#player 124#player 333#player 125#230 x 124#124 x 230#thagyu#squid game fanart#sorry i'm still trying to understand how to draw them
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Look what we've become.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#Initially I wanted to do a 'Mutiny' quote to follow the 'Luck runs out' quote.#But the musical earworms demanded a different blood to be drawn. And I think it works just as well.#Alright. It's time to confess something. I really struggled with this comic. I didn't want to draw it. Then I didn't want to upload it.#Because I knew I would be here in the tags writing and backspacing for hours trying to articulate my thoughts.#I'm going to talk about death and grief in the tags today so this is your WARNING to look away if you aren't in a headspace for it.#Sometimes in media there are scenes and characters which land on topics so specific to your wounds that it reopens them all over again.#Because here's the truth. When you've known someone like this for nearly your whole life...it doesn't matter how bad the fight is.#You always think 'We'll always have time. One day this dust will settle and we'll rebuild the bridge.'#And then the fucker dies!!! He dies and suddenly there will never ever be time to repair the rift.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. And part of you did just a bit. But love and hate aren't mutually exclusive.#He's fucking dead and you are left with so many broken and unfinished pieces between the two of you.#Jiang Cheng loses Wei Wuxian thinking that WWX thought they hated each other.#He's a younger brother who will one day be older than the person he lost.#Who has no one else in the world who understands those feelings of love and hate and grief.#I can't be normal about this character. I don't think he even heals me. Zero catharsis to be gained here.#I just look at his sour grape ass and think 'shit that's a little too close to home.' JC is my discomfort character.#I'm probably going to regret being this vulnerable in the tags in like. An hour. So. sorry if you see this once and never again.#EDIT: Yeah sorry this took 4 hours to muster the courage to post. Surprise update!#EDIT 2: You guys were being too nice to me on my sad comic to point out the spelling error. I have fixed it now B'*)
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the strength it must have taken for illario to not immediately go full 'lmao since when have you even had a kiss hello lucanis' sibling violence mode during the café talk. inspirational. rook and lucanis really were doing all that right in front of his salad huh
#lucanis is being SO cringe with that line right out there in public and I would die for him. it's just such a weird thing to say#tbf if anyone in the world is used to the insane things lucanis says and would go 'yes yes lucanis waxing poetic about coffee#in ways normal people reserve for trying to get in someone's pants (the roast won't fuck you lucanis)#we've all heard it' like it's all normal I suppose it would be illario. and also he's too busy with the 'shit fuck shit he's not dead#he's not dead of the family members 'supposed' to be dead we're at two definite failures out of two and woe me if the twain should meet#if that IS a demon in there it sure talks exactly in the same bizarre way only my cousin does#does that mean anything what the fuck do I do who do I kill about this' internal monologue I guess#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#I mean he does very much say that to a non-romancing rook too which only makes it all the more delightfully odd#is it a very lucaniscore way of testing the waters. is it just how he always talks about coffee. many plausible approaches here#no one forced him to bring up kisses and 'you should try it' out of the blue like that is all I'm saying. he could have acted normal#(theoretically)#i feel there are reasons to read some stuff into it lol#lucanis when rye says he prefers tea: it's so over cautious overture I don't quite understand myself yet gently rebuffed#lucanis when rye takes him up on the 'so what should a first kiss be' theme: oh we're so back!!!! wait. what. what do I do now#what is this#it's kind of really sweet that rook answers with their own playfully florid beverage based barely hidden metaphor at the end too#matching freaks and having fun with it#as far as lucanis is concerned rye's only true flaws are 1) prefers tea to coffee (oh well. no one can be perfect. cross-cultural love#can conquer all even in this) and 2) weird taste in interior design (did we really HAVE to bring your 15 foot tall corpse statues#with us home rook. I can understand a tasteful skull here and there but this seems excessive. well if it makes you happy I guess)
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I need everyone to sit with me on the floor for a second. You guys remember this is a community centered around a dress up game, right? A simulation game. You know. EA once stared down at SimCity and asked themselves: "hey! Those people screaming down there, because of the alien attack, what are they thinking about?" And then we got The Sims. This is what this community is about. You remember that, right? We're all just a bunch of nerds (affectionate) playing a videogame. We are ALL nerds. You are not the cool kid for bullying another nerd. In the end of the day you are also a nerd who's obsessed with a game. And I mean this with all the kindness in my heart. We were supposed to be sharing our little colorful pixel people and cheering for each other's games and stuff. How does "hey this modder didn't update my favorite mod in 5 days now. I should expose their address online for strangers to harass him personally" comes to one's mind??? Over a dress up simulation game???? Hello??? Respect your other nerd friend! Stop biting, kid! I'm calling your mom!
#sorry for the rant#this is another 'neurodivergent person does not understand stuff' episode apparently#because I'm really trying to understand HOW#my 3 yo nephew doesn't act like this you know
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Aww are you blushing, Mossjuro?
...browgoro-shitcook..
#zosan#zoro x sanji#zosanzo#sighs#iltsm#i'm trying hard to understand lighting#i'm so happy for the anatomy books my teacher lended me#also thank you so so so much for the support when i was feeling down#i love you guys. you're all so kind
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i do think the "dark age of the law" thing in dual destinies was perhaps the stupidest thing imaginable. why's everyone suddenly freaking out about corruption in the courtroom. do you think manfred von karma got that forty-year win streak out of nowhere. do you think miles edgeworth got HIS win streak out of nowhere. do you think damon gant's control over Fucking Everything came out of nowhere. do you think furio tigre's ability to masquerade as a defense attorney and nobody saying a damn thing about it came out of nowhere. do you think franziska von karma holding up a photograph and being like "i know this picture is illegal but what are you gonna do? Unsee it? <3" came out of nowhere. The three-day "guilty until proven innocent" trial system. The sheer sway prosecutors held over the entirety of the court, up to and including shit like being able to assault the judge and opposing defense attorney with zero consequences + tailoring witness testimony to suit their case and threatening said witnesses if they said anything too revealing. Hello. Can anyone hear me. I'm going nuts
#THERE WAS AN ENTIRE TRILOGY ABOUT HOW FUCKED UP EVERYTHING WAS.#i'm trying not to be a hater this year because quite frankly i've got more#important things to worry about but please understand i think dd is genuinely one of the worst games capcom's ever#come out with and its most blatantly attempted cashgrab to boot. i mean goddamn#how do you make a game that feels so empty you could hide a whole pocket dimension in there
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"I don't like Renee because she seems so fake" my brother in christ did you read the book
#SHE IS FAKE! That's literally what makes her interesting#what part of “I'm a bad person trying very hard to be a good one” do you not understand#aftg#all for the game#renee walker#I love you always and forever Renee
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Can I interest you in............ Jarmulkes or perhaps........ Jippahs???
#jumblr#meme#personal thoughts tag#i'm trying so hard to understand the appeal of this i'm sorry but.#denim?????????#DENIM kippot?????#DENIM??#can somebody who wears these explain to me like i'm four#i promise this is all in good fun tho
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quick study <3
#my art#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#I was trying to get a hang of drawing their quills#and also drawing more dynamic poses#you have to understand I started drawing mobians this year#and I have never drawn furries in my life#but I'm getting there hehe#sth#sonic
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Hi folks! Sorry I've been a bit awol lately! Holidays and all that. Also I've been going through a bit of a digital detox and I've been feeling INCREDIBLE because of it. It's making me feel more free. Makes me want to step back from the internet even more. I've gotten much more physically active, I've been working out and reading books and learning to cook... developing my own novel that I've been wanting to do for years! MAN. It's been really nice.
I don't have any plans to just stop Something Wonderful and not continue it, but it might be a while before the next post!
#cqchat#yall are always so understanding with me so I appreciate it very much!#and I've always wanted to write a novel#been developing the characters and the world and I'll work at my own pace until its ready for the world#I always put too much pressure on myself so I'm trying to remove some of that and just do something for the pure love of it#digital detox has been real helpful!#thanks as always for your time#:D
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