#i'm such a mess jfc
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#ugh god I wanna message them and ask if there's still a shot for us at all but I'm like so certain it's a bad idea#but I need that clarity so bad I had a dream about them the other night#they're on my mind so much but even if we were a thing right now I wouldn't be able to see them anyways#bc I'm doing iop and don't have the time#or really the money for gas#to drive three hours to see them even just every other weekend#but also if they just tell me no it can't happen then it's fine I could stop clinging onto this hope that it might#i can move on#gid ugfhshshsjxbsn#i'm such a mess jfc
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picked up animal crossing again after nearly 2 years and uuuuh i'm getting some ideas 👀
#yes i messed up 2 squares i'm rusty but god i love that shot of him#forgot how much of an absolute PAIN it is to place flooring though jfc#animal crossing new horizons#acnh#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep
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[Watch_Dogs]
"oh no i ordered pizza delivery but i don't actually have any money! perhaps i can pay some other way…..?"
here's more pizza guy aiden pearce, now with more tbone.
#watch dogs#rayden#aiden pearce#raymond kenney#tbone grady#you can't even tell it's tbone and aiden lmaooooooo#but it is i promise#i'm done messing with this take it take it take it#y'all by the time you're done the pizza's gonna be cold jfc
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wait u have a woundfucking kink and u work in the OR???????? 💀💀💀
ah yes, the 'I want to stick my hand in that gaping incision for horny reasons' to 'orthopedic surgeon' pipeline
#SLKFDGLKDSHKLDSHGGDS REST ASSURED THAT WHAT I FIND HOT TO EXPLORE#IN STRICTLY FICTIONAL SCENARIOS#IS VERY DIFFERENT TO WHAT I FIND HOT IRL#I think Batman should stick his fingers in bullet holes in the Joker's body to interrogate him/get him off.#I think that's very fun for them!#but I promise I'm not a mad scientist torturing my poor patients jfc slfhglksdfkdsg LMAO#I have 0 interest in this kink irl I just think it adds a really gross dark fun dynamic to already messed up & hyperviolent ships :3c
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Man idk the argument about hvy being a Chinese company and so they're restricted on having characters with dark skin tones when dislyte is ALSO a Chinese company and they typically are really good at representing the culture they take from for their characters makes it somewhat mute
#Like ppl aren't even asking to make new body models literally just to slap on your darkest (which isn't even that dark mind you!) skin tone#On the characters that is inspired by mostly brown/black cultures#Also it a bad look when you can perfectly design enemies in those regions of having various cultures design such as dreadlocks but -#Not on your playable 'good guys' 😬#Natlan update is gonna be a mess with it characters I'm hoping it won't be as tone deaf like what happen w sumeru#The jeht world quest still fucks with me with how racist paimon became for that like jfc orz#Especially since with dislyte they got in trouble with the character design (half animal and death features) that they made alt costumes bu#Never touch the feature of any of their more ethic diverse characters like lmao? It also very popular least I think it is#Like it definitely feels like hvy is either doing this on purpose or they're too cowardly to try and even properly design character inspire#By real ppl which is like why you taking real life ppl/figures n half assing it as if you were force to design them?? Lazy#Also dislyte was only an example I remember since I played it#I heard that other Chinese games does a better job too with it non-white/pale designs than hvy#Which is like 😬😬😬😬😬#Your able to keep designing femboys but draw the line at trying to have dark playable characters oh my god
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man sometimes I should really keep my stupid mouth shut 😮💨
vented about smth in a group chat with some friends, was rlly just kinda looking for an 'aw man that sucks' mutual nodding situation. Instead i kind of misphrased things and gave off an impression that the thing was more serious than it actually is, so now i've got ppl concerned/telling me how to deal with a Worse Thing ☠️ and there's really no good way to explain/backtrack without 1. looking like a stubborn asshole who just doesn't wanna take their advice and is just determined to suffer/be stupid or 2. looking like a liar/someone who just exaggerated for attention
god please let them accept my clarification at face value 😭🙏 it was NOT as big a deal as they now worry it is and now i feel bad lmao i don't have the social skills to smoothly navigate this
#not omo#bear txt#i can't explain what it is bc it is specific and also complicated#but 100% believe me it was not actually dangerous or anything terrible i just wanted to bitch and blow off steam ajdhfkl#i shoulda just kept my grumbling to myself and my family ☠️ it wasn't worth this mess jfc#i don't want them to think i'm a stubborn dumbass or a liar aaaaa fuck
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Oh Aoi..
Way to make me cry again.
#jfc#I'm a sobbing mess#I truly hope seeing him in his dreams helped him#that it brought him some peace#reita will always be looking after you#aoi
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So we've seen Crowley hiding goats against Hell's direct orders so they could live.
And we've seen Crowley yelling at people for feeding bread to ducks bc it's bad for them and that they should be given frozen peas instead.
I'm not saying that Crowley would adopt every stray animal he sees BUT—
#Guys. I don't care if this gets 0 notes this is an absolute banger to me. It's midnight so it's big brain time#If Crowley and Aziraphale lived together he'd constantly go to him with Aziraphale already knowing what's going on#And Crowley puts on his best puppy eyes holds whatever animal he has found THIS TIME up to show Zira just how cute it is & goes 'Pleaaase?'#And we all know Aziraphale. He can't say no to him. He just draws the line at the animals messing with his books#Good Omens#I'm still healing from the finale and imagining this makes me so happy :')#Crowley#Anthony J. Crowley#Good Omens Season 2#Good Omens S2#Good Omens Spoilers#Good Omens Season 2 Spoilers#Good Omens S2 Spoilers#All these tags jfc#My posts
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What do you mean Lewis to Ferrari it's a real thing
#no for real be a cover up for the andretti mess#it was all fun and games but this shit's serious#the greatest fuck up by lewis in history or he's a genius but ferrari ain't no good team baby#nobody says the r word i'm so serious 🔪#how is this a good move for anyone involved#jfc i'll have to block so many people#lewis hamilton#jo.text
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I snapped today at work, and by snapped I mean I politely commented on a help desk ticket by summing up an mess of an (type of) issue that's come up for at least the fourth time in the 2+ months I've been managing user accounts, and asked the person responsible to fix it (himself for once) because last time I fixed his mess-up it took me two whole days to work out the details with at least four other colleagues from different departments and I really don't want to do it again. there's other shit that needs doing, I've been working 10+ hour days for most of this week already, so I need to cut down not add on more.
(good thing tho - at least we managed to fix the issue where the dataset of a newer employee got mixed up with another one of the same name and therefore wasn't able to apply for any of the access/accounts she needed. technically not entirely my area but it does impact us not being allowed to create an account for her so I figured I might as well track that issue down. took three days and at least three other people, but hey - it should all work out now. yay for that)
#been feeling anxious af ever since bc it's the first time I've been this firm in a reply and idk how they'll take it#there's underlying issues in inter-departmental communication that need fixing that cause these issues to happen again and again#but my boss is on parental leave and his substitute is sick not that she cares or is up for doing her job where communication is concerned#so there's no real sense in addressing that rn esp by me who's only been there since June. but it does frustrate me a lot#anyway. I'm sure I'll get over this too. but yeah.. ppl not thinking things through for the two mins it takes to create an account#or the twenty seconds it takes to check if one already exists before creating a new one#or the minute it takes to check if folks still have an active contract past their time working in your department before deleting an accoun#just jfc. put in a smidge of effort and five mins total and save the rest of us from spending half a day to fix your mistake#oh well. if I get a pissy response I'll just blame it on being new as an intern and being too motivated and idealistic I guess#god forbid I expect people to do their jobs thoroughly or with at least a singular thought..#anyway. I feel like I'm allowed to be grumpy abt this since we are the folks who end up having to fix this shit#and by we I mean pretty much mostly me at this point bc one colleague is sick atm. my boss barely has time for this and is on leave#and my other colleague only works half time so I'm the one who's been handling most of these over the past month or so#which.. is still insane considering how I'm a goddamn intern who shouldn't even have admin rights tbh#but without them I couldn't do anything at all lol so here I am. nice that they trust and believe in me I suppose#that's why I try to do my best. (who am I kidding that's always the case anyway)#but yeah. definitely a 50% staff support job and only 50% of the other important things that need doing rn it's more like 90/10#and it's funny how I still dread my two hours of hotline. but every time the line is too busy I still jump in#we are also only 6 people atm out of 10 and three of us are still in training. and one of the trained folks had to come back in mid time of#next week we'll likely be 4#depending on if our substitute boss lady is back.. not that I'd look forward to it. she's a mess and she's been horrible to deal with latel#sure. she's stressed. but she's either snapping at me when I ask abt shit I can't know yet or she's ignoring me. great basis for team work.#so honestly I'd rather she not return on Monday. esp not if she's gonna spread her germs everywhere#but now sleep. sorry for the rant. it's certainly been quite the month since I returned from my own wisdom tooth rated sick leave..#gotta be up again in 6.5 hrs so I can be at work at 6 to let the electrician in. I'm gonna sleep so hard over the weekend I stg#a day in the life of..
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when your fun little haha fic officially passes the fault in our stars in word count with (currently) two more chapters left
#this is going to be a full length fucking novel by the time i'm done with it#jfc#for scale i think the next longest thing i've written to date was like#37k???#something like that#and i really only started seriously working on it in like?? september??#also for the record i am Aware that foelu no longer classifies as a fun little haha fic#but that was the Intent#it was going to be like a little five chapter dick-around messing with speculative anatomy and fanon tropes#and then it grew LEGS#on its OWN#foelu#writing updates#kind of#writing process
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#it's 1am and i'm depressed and don't want to go to bed#there's such an unbelievable amount of century-defining tragedy and horror in the world rn#and i know that’s always true but jfc we know about so much more of it simultaneously now#like i'm supposed to be chill and functional in the face of war pandemic climate change forever chemicals micro plastics and fascism?#and and and?#i'm supposed to smile and ask follow-up questions when people tell me about vacations to Hawaii#rather than shaking them and saying holy fuck stop doing that please learn about the ramifications and historical context of your actions#i'm supposed to smile and give a measured response when a new coworker asks my other coworker and me#when they can/SHOULD use generative AI *for work purposes*#rather than screaming and throwing articles at them about the environmental impact of LLM bullshit#and that's all large scale#that's not getting into the fact that there's a growing family chilliness over refusal to communicate about I/P shit#or the fact that my mom is dying slowly and hates it and is worsening her relationship with my siblings little by little#or the fact that I'm peeling away at my sanity trying to process a divorce and get healthcare for my cat and dental care for myself#or the fact that it takes hours of research to find DISH SOAP THAT DOESN’T KILL THE MICROBIOMES OF THE LOCAL WATER SUPPLY#(10/10 recommend 'blueland' for that if you're reading btw)#like i'm painfully aware of the back-patting level of efficacy that i have for buying different soap and going to the farmer's market#but there's only so much i can do so i have to try to do what i can right? but it's so little and everything is so much#and my mental health is a mess; the fact that my particular neurotype is known to get more volatile with age scares the shit oit of me#like it's this bad at 33 and it gets WORSE?#my job is great for personal privilege but so *so* meaningless and redundant#and how tf do i look at all of this and not feel fucking hopeless?#i can distract myself with my garden but the candide approach was myopic even in the 17th century so it's hard to justify now#I'm so tired#just... fuck man#tag rant#i should delete this but I'll forget if you read this far i hope it wasnt damaging to your mental health#i just had to let off the brain scream pressure somewhere
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#jfc everything is such a fucking mess i'm so fucking done with all the bullshit#i need 5 years of paid vacation#blah blah text post#lady whines
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Hot take!!!
If Crystalized was gonna force us to sit trough SO man insufferable and boring callbacks, the LEAST they could do was like, have a remix of The Final Battle track for Lloyd fighting the Overlord!! Like this track works WONDERFULLY for the original fight, and so why couldn't it work for the Crystalized finale? (assuming they would also make a decent finale, that is)
#I'm still a bit upset ab the finale#like how all harumi says is 'lloyd. lloyd. lloyd are you alright?'#it reminds me of how almost everything Claire said in Trollhunters was 'Jim' like... wtf man#sigh#hot mess the season over here jfc#ninjago#raine's rambles#ns15#ns16#ninjago crystalized
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#yeah man.. had a few hours of back and forth argument with my friend..idk really if i want to call her that now#but it was an eye opening mess.. it all started with her sending me dreadwolf trailer and i said it's all promises talk#and literally it went downhill from there she claimed that it's been announced like a year ago i said it's been in development for years#it then went to a fandom talk and how she thinks people in fandoms are pathetic and etc bullshit#how being a fan of something is not normal#and being invested in fiction and vgs and fandoms is something ppl with little responsibility do..#man i can't even write out all the stuff she said i genuinely felt so bad after this argument#i don't think i ever want to speak to her again#people having fun in her understanding is pathetic childish and a sign of a person not having enough responsibilities in life??#jfc i never realized just how truly toxic she is...#i mean deep down i did i just didn't want to admit to myself.. her general attitude to people being fans of something is just sickening#i'm determined to not write to her at all unless she reaches out which i doubt#she just shitted on everything despite me trying to expain how fiction can even literally save people#i tried expaining to her why some people are telling other ppl to not buy dreadwolf and pirate instead#i said about the fucked over emplyees of bioware and what she said was#it's a cruel world but idgaf it's business cry me a river - something along these lines#she literally has zero empathy i understand it now#the way she only selectively cares about wars going on in world#i said if people can boycott companies that support wars why cant they also support people who suffer from companies#she said and i qoute 'to compare war to people being fired wow that's something'#i was not comparing i just tried to find empathy in her to no avail#anyways.. i am so dissapointed in her and in myself that i didn't see this sooner#tbd
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y'know, for someone with "tired all the time" disorder, i sure am shocked each and every time i get, uh, tired 😒
#WEARY SIGH#im a medical mess#you guys will never guess how i'm doing today - vis a vis my energy levels aslkdfjaskljdf#who woulda guessed the chronic fatigue kid is fatigued. chronically. HUH. jfc
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