#i'm still

[gatioxd]

fun fact

[baltharino]

[tengo-sentimientos-saben]

Hesperia unknowingly ends up saving Marinette three times.

He pulls her to safety, asks her if she's okay, and saves her without even questioning whether she's an ally or an enemy.

Is that your hero? Mine does.

[mx-misty-eyed]

Denver night one (Setlist was 90% mashups/transitions)

overcompensate

holding on to you

vignette

car radio

the judge

cut my lip/judge mashup

the craving ("this songs called lavish"-tyler)

tear in my heart

backslide

shy away (MTV unplugged setup)

heathens (with transition and josh focus)

next semester (bass crowd stand + crowd singing)

addict with a pen (bstage piano mashup start)

migraine

forest

fall away

mulberry street (bstage mashup end) (crowd phone lights)

navigating (torchbearer brings Clancy fit to Tyler, dema in background)

nico and the niners

heavydirtysoul

my blood

slowtown

fake you out

guns for hands

lavish

ride (featuring Allen, Jason, nathaniel)

paladin (josh singing bandito in background)

jumpsuit

midwest indigo

stressed out (josh vocals)

trees

[the-stars-were-his]

OH. EM. GEE. MY BIO TEACHER TODAY SHOWED US A PICTURE OF A ZEBRA'S PENIS BECAUSE HE SAW IT ON VACATION AND WANTED TO SHARE. OMG.

[unbridledbrainrots]

Young hearts

It's the emancipation of our minds. We fly free like a bird; still young at hearts. Fool around from day to midnight like the nitwits. Become drunk cause of juice; no sobersides. Sleepover to oversleep at somebody's.

Love blossoms for all the youths. Immature, but have guts for challenging the odds. Kiss 'em in the hallway; that unforgettable first kiss. Dissolving ourselves ‘til we are blinded with cracks.

Come through the break ups; all become faults. We've been through some heartbreaks; we celebrate our mischievousness, betrayals; far away gone for partying, living the youths before it all dissipate, starts from graduations.

Day by day, this will be indelible; reminisce youths. Giving our life like strawberries and cigarettes.

Note: this one was also published in a magazine managed by my major’s journalistic club years ago.

[robyn-i-guess]

liking someone platonically is so embarrassing like. yeah i admire you. yeah i think about you all the time. yeah i look forward to every time i see you even if it's only for a minute. yeah it's all platonic and yeah i couldn't explain this because it'd sound romantic. fucking hell

[w1lmuttart]

The lake town

[hansoeii]

only you.

[baltharino]

[demaparbat-hp]

He's never happy

[theartofangirling]

[pangur-and-grim]

a lot of you probably knows Belphie's story, but I'll summarize just in case.

Devon Rex cats are better for people with allergies (less shed fur + less Fel d1 protein in their saliva), so on February 16, 2024, I went the breeder route and put down a deposit. before Belphie even opened his eyes, he was mine!

every Friday, the breeder sent me a new photo. I had a broken leg, and was basically rotting in bed at that point, so it was the best part of my week. then, at 12 weeks old, I BROUGHT HIM HOME!

at first, he was so alive! like a wind-up monkey that never shut off. he dangled from the wall-hangings, savaged my feet as I walked, and used my elderly cats as jumping poles to do cool acrobatics over. but all this gradually faded.

first, he stopped playing. then he stopped climbing. then he stopped moving much at all. my vet ran tests on him and found multiple pathogens (calcivrius + mycoplasma), but the medication didn't help - he kept declining.

on September 17th, I woke up to find him swollen like a balloon. we finally had an answer: he had Feline infectious Peritonitis, aka FIP. before 2017, this would've been a death sentence. he would've kept bloating until he drowned in his own fluids. and before 2024, I would've been forced to inject him with black market drugs. but thankfully, South Tower Animal Hospital in Fergus, Ontario was doing a study on the oral medication! we drove two hours, enrolled him, and left with the GS-441524 pills.

and he went from those photos above.....to this:

I thought Belphie would die as a kitten. I'd accepted that he would never grow up. but now he gets to LIVE!

and all for the low cost of $7,553.....ahhhahaha........god.

that + a recent home disaster has wiped out my savings, but I still need to pay for Belphie's medication. to remain in this study, I need to do bloodwork monthly until Feb 2025, and he'll need daily pills until March 2025.

I've put a risograph print + enamel pin set up at greerstothers.shop. I hate asking for help, but if you'd like to support Belphie's continued treatment, please consider checking them out!

[podcastwizard]

this one gets to breach containment me thinks

[chodzacaparodia]

It's frustrating that you can come up with the plot of an entire fic in just a few seconds, but writing it all down can take anywhere from never to forever.