#i'm speechless. screaming crying throwing up etc

[shreksstepfather]

Light at the end of the tunnel, blurred by the stained glass walls of your chapel.

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[sqquidzz]

How would kny characters hurt you in an argument?

Includes: Tanjiro Kamado, Kyojuro Rengoku, Giyuu Tomioka, Sanemi Shinazugawa

A/N: Hello readers! This is an idea I got from a hc post on here, I'm not sure who made it but I give credit to them for this hc idea. Anyways, I hope you enjoy!

KAMADO TANJIRO:

I feel like most arguments would start because of Tanjiro's protectiveness of his friends

He would probably start scolding you for doing something he thought was reckless while fighting a demon

Especially if Nezuko we're to be the one to save you and get injured, he would probably be pissed off

Tanjiro is the type of person to bottle his emotions up, so he really just snapped at you

He seems like the person who yells and cries during an argument

He would bring up the fact that you had jumped into danger without thinking, calling you selfish for thinking only about the battle and not of your friends

If someone had gotten injured protecting you, like Nezuko, she wouldn't be able to say anything since she was healing and unable to stick up for you

You would just be too shocked to even say anything to defend yourself, along with everyone else, since no one has seen Tanjiro like this before

Once he finishes, he simply excuses himself quietly, saying that he's tired from dealing with this

Bonus!

Zenitsu would immediately rush to your side to comfort you as tears spilled down your cheeks

This would be especially hard if you had past problems with arguments and yelling

RENGOKU KYOJURO:

Now Rengoku seems like a type of person to be less of a yelling type at the beginning, but slowly builds up his anger to the point that he starts yelling

Usually the arguments are about how Shinjuro treats Rengoku and Senjuro, with Rengoku insisting that he can convince his father to be better

You try to tell him that Rengoku should ask for help to deal with his father, but Rengoku stubbornly disagrees

His demeanor during arguments is different, his eyes looking darker and it seems like he loses his friendly glow

When Rengoku argues back, he usually uses something your sensitive about, like if you had a bad relationship with your parents

He would claims that he's at least trying to fix his relationship with his dad, hitting you hard and causing you to go speechless

rengoku usually just stomps away from the fight when he's done saying his mind, leaving you teary eyes and with a broken heart

TOMIOKA GIYUU:

Giyuu always wants to avoid arguing as much as possible, always shutting you down when you want to talk about some problems

This causes you to get frustrated and start bombarding him with questions, like why is he avoiding their problems

Giyuu seems like the type of person to talk more than yell, but his voice is still strained as if he's holding back from yelling at you

Giyuu knows exactly where to hit you to make it hurt, taunting you about problems that you could never solve

His words would go to the point that he makes you burst out crying and run out of the room

He immediately regrets whatever he said in the argument, and ends up going to bed alone, covering himself in the sheets as tears of regret slide down his face

Bonus!

Giyuu wouldn't be able to face you for a few days after the a t in fear of hurting you again with his words

It takes a lot of reassurance from you to get him outside again

SHINAZUGAWA SANEMI:

Sanemi is the type of dude yo go all out during arguments, yelling and screaming at you, even sometimes going as far as you throw things into the ground in rage

You both seem like you're at each other's necks, not backing down from proving your side right

Sanemi seems like the type of person to call you degrading names, such as coward, selfish, etc.

You try to stay calm at first, but you have yo resort to yelling to get your point across

Sanemi is usually arguing to you about staying out of his and Genya's relationship, saying that it is non of your business

You end up running out of breath before he does, simply listening to him yell at you for a few more minutes before he storms out the room and slams the door

By the time he's gone, tears are already streaming down your face, breathless and tired from screaming your lungs out as you collapse to your knees, sobbing

[spiteslucanis]

was tagged by the ever lovely @zhalar to share 9 albums i've been listening to, thank you for the opportunity <3 i've included my self-indulgent commentary on each, and i tried to mostly pick ones that i've specifically been listening to recently! (ps. thank you for songs you shared in the previous tag game we had, several ended up on my playlists)

lazily tagging anyone who sees this and wants to do it! just say i tagged you. i love hearing ppl talk about music

my album commentary under the read more cut bcs i ended up elaborating a lot

i. chappel roan, "the rise and fall of a midwest princess" — ALBUM of the YEAR. to me. i know it came out last year but still. no skips, love her and this album so so dearly. i need it on vinyl stat. inject that shit into my veins etc. current faves: guilty pleasure and super graphic ultra modern girl, but i did also recently listen to california for like a week non-stop

ii. ethel cain, "preacher's daughter" — again i'm LATE to this one, but as far as concept albums go, this is. the peak. like just. screaming crying throwing up, even. i made a powerpoint presentation abt this just so i could share its story with a friend. INSANITY. faves: american teenager, ptolemaea, sun bleached flies (i forgive it all as it comes back to me............. kill me)

iii. taylor swift, "tortured poets department" — i went to the eras tour earlier this month. speechless! wow. i still haven't recovered OR finished listening to all of anthology but i sure have been blasting who's afraid of little old me and but daddy i love him

iv. metteson, "look to a star" — actual album of the year for me. saw him live this spring and he was so so sweet (was manning his own merch booth afterwards and complimented my make up <3 also signed my vinyl) ANYWAY insane voice? like simply unbelievably beautiful. and this is just the debut album??? future records might simply eviscerate me i'm afraid. faves are second heart (!!!), naturally (but nothing comes natural to me / nothing comes naturally...... augh) and heavier than a heart

v. pet shop boys, "nonetheless" — breaking news my favourite old gay men are still releasing bops and bangers and heartbreaking melodies. this released close-ish to my birthday so i've claimed it as a birthday present. what more can i say, they're my favourite band of all time <3 faves rn: new london boy (skinheads will mock you, call you a fag / last laugh is yours, there's a brick in your bag!!) and bullet for narcissus

vi. orville peck, "stampede: vol. 1" — i adore this cowboy beyond measure. as i think i said in a different post, i don't usually care for features and duets, but this does indeed fucking slap. insane vocals as per usual. love the concept. can't wait for vol 2, and also, mr. peck PLEASE come to europe. faves: miénteme and cowboys are frequently secretly fond of each other <3

vii. sea power, "disco elysium" — this is FINALLY on spotify!!! the game of all time, and the soundtrack is equally heartbreaking and hardcore (to the mega). i was going Through It at some point this spring and replayed DE and then just listened to burn baby burn outside whilst smoking. european depression core. faves rn: burn baby burn, saint-brune 1147 (small pinewood church) and precinct 41 major crime unit

viii. jan valta + adam sporka, "kingdom come: deliverance (OST)" — finally bought this recently when it was on sale and my god i'm so glad i did. an immensely entertaining game that you can tell was made with much love. henry of skalitz my SON. been listening to the soundtrack on/off, currently absolutely obsessed with the song poverty and famine (and särmä if you're reading i think you might vibe with this one?)

ix. alkemie, "pentiment (original soundtrack)" — rounding up with another video game soundtrack because i'll simply never get over pentiment. stole my heart in a major way. this soundtrack is STUNNING. can't do it justice with words. my faves rn: sic arsit historia kiersis and rüdeger's rehearsal

[the-silver-peahen-residence]

Hi there Peahen mom,

First to say, love your blog. I had a question; I remember you had this thread involving Yuuka Nakano being infected with some black bug parasite quirk. So I have a bad end au request:

What would happen if Ophelia and them didn't save Yuuka in time? Was their a bad end scene to it?

((Hello there anon dear, hope your well today. First to say, thank you so much for loving the blog. I'm glad you do and I hope you enjoy reading what is here. As to the thread, yes it was with demon mun when writing that one thread. And it seems you have a question of a bad end au hmm? I think I can write something. Now to say, this isn't cannon, it's a Au so no worries, this never happened and Yuu is alright. It's just a bad end au scene.))

((Now to warn you; this is heavily NSFW (Meaning blood, gore, infection effect, bad ending (No happy ending) etc. Is present in this. If others are disturbed with this, please don't read. Oh, and some spoken in this belongs to my amazing friend @demon-blood-youths If you are still reading, you were warned.))

Silver butterfly mun/Peahen mom

It was too late, too long and too slow. Right now, Ophelia didn't know what to think about from this. Her green eyes were widen in horror, pupils dilated due to the view in front of her. The others in that same room were speechless seeing it. What would the others think, what would Oblivion think if they knew!?

'N..No..No no no no! This isn't happening! It's not happening!' she screams in her mind but felt a shaky hand knowing Jaron and the others were keeping away from what is going on. On the ground was a twitching Yuuka but the quirk taking over her mind has become too strong. She was surrounded with those black parasites right now but she already barfed up more seeing they were more agitated right now.

"......." Doppo, Kyoka, Fosh, Jaron, Luna, and Ophelia were scared. They didn't say a single word hearing the harsh coughing and throwing up from Yuuka before they saw her go still.

".......Y...Yuu?" Ophelia speaks still crying but they saw the body twitch. She still was moving or the parasites were. That's when they saw her body twitch with a bone crack. This got their faces to pale seeing Yuu's bones breaking or cracking but Doppo gets in front of everyone holding a gun even if he didn't want to shoot. This quirk took over but something might have happened with Dazai, Maggie, Gerald, and Taz when finding Takashi. However, they held their breaths seeing Yuu's body spamming like something really was wrong as she claws the floor with her nails. Hissing and groaning like some monster.

".........We need to leave....now." Doppo said to the others behind him.

"B..but we can't leave her like this. We can still save her..we have to." Ophelia was whispering but the tears didn't stop.

"Ophelia, we were too late. Takashi took over her brain or did something. If we stay any longer she might attack us."

"I'm not leaving her. I can't. I told the others I would-"

"I know that but what can we do? That quirk has taken over her mind..and she's not behaving normal right now..how do you explain this?" Doppo said but he looks ahead seeing and hearing the noises. "We have to leave...theirs nothing else we can do for her right now." he said even if he didn't want to. Ophelia was shaking but Jaron was nervous even if seeing Yuu like this. How is this going to be told to the others. However, the group keeps looking before seeing Yuu suddenly stop laying on the ground.

"............"

"Y..Yuuka?..." Fosh was scared but that's when they saw her body slowly sit up but they wonder if she started fighting back against the black parasites quirk. She didn't look up but her head slowly lifts up to look in their direction. They saw the black parasites around her, being coughed up heavily as she was coughing and catching her breath. However, she hisses at the group while black slime mixed with her blood shows from her chin. The others eyes widen in horror, that was not a good sign.

She then stood up to look at them tilting her head. Doppo moves everyone back but he keeps his gun aimed. "Yuuka...don't make me do this...don't do anything stupid.." he warns but she didn't speak before suddenly dashing to attack them baring her hands hissing like a beast.

"Shit!" He quickly closes the door but heard a loud thud as Yuu crashes against the door. She hisses and roars out now banging against the door. "EVERYONE GET OUT! GET OUT NOW!"

"WE have to help her! I know Yuuka is still alive and she-"

"How is she!? That quick took over Ophelia! We need to get out of here!" He said before quickly locking the door to move away but heard loud banging as she was trying to break it down. He quickly moves to push a desk over to block the door hearing more of the loud rams. She really was going to kill herself but Doppo had to get the others out.

Fosh and Jaron hurries to get Ophelia to move with Doppo doing the same for Kyoka. The group rushes trying to get out of the temple quickly trying to get to the car. However, as they did, something got smashed down.

"Fuck, she got out! Hurry and run!" Doppo said leading everyone out. They hurry along trying to get to the outside before something jumps in front showing a aggravated Yuuka. She was on all fours slowly moving to them while looking feral. The parasites were seeing poking out of her skin but she snarls and hisses at them like food. She lost it but Opheila was upset.

"Maybe I can try to use my silver tongue on her-"

"And how are you going to do that? She won't stay still to let you do that." Doppo told Jaron but keeps the gun at Yuuka as everyone backed up. She keeps moving forward but the parasites were falling off as she looked worse. Her eyes were dark but she was bleeding now.

"Yuuka, please it's us! Your friends. You have to wake up. You don't want to do this.." Opheila said crying about to move to her but Doppo stops her.

"What are you doing-"

"Trying to save her. I know I can. I can help her." she said but looks to her as the others were nervous. Ophelia moves to her but Yuu hisses at her. "Please....you don't want to attack us Yuuka..were your friends. You have to wake up. Please...please don't let this get to you. You have to fight it." She held a hand to her but she wanted to help her; she wanted to save her. Yuuka hisses at her as Ophelia was nervous but she knew she was there. She had to be. Yuuka looks to her but she stops hissing at her just looking at her. She blinks wondering if Yuuka heard her. "Y..Yuuka?"

She didn't move nor speak looking at her. However, as soon as her hand got real close, Yuuka twitched that she hisses at her to tackle Ophelia trying to attack her.

"!?"

"OPHELIA!"

"Yuuka, no! Snap out of it! It's me! Please!!" She keeps her back as Yuuka tries to eat her. She tries to bite or eat her hissing as some black parasites fall on her. Ophelia wanted to save her she tries to talk to her even if she was seeing her friends rushing to help her but purple goo hits them as they got trapped. She keeps trying to attack Ophelia seeing her trying to keep her back.

"Yuuka stop! Please! It's me!!!" she begs of her crying as Yuuka got kicked back hitting the wall. She groans out wincing in pain but she shook it off, snarling at Ophelia ready to kill her. She backs up still crying as Yuuka charges at her about to kill her.

Ophelia raised her arms seeing her rushing closer to her, ready to kill her.

When suddenly...

A loud bang like noise was heard throughout the Shinto temple that cuts through the night. The others were silent hearing this but their eyes were wide. Ophelia was shaking with eyes wide as she saw a hand in front of her face twitching. Doppo panted holding the gun but it was just fired.

Yuuka shook with eyes wide but she got shot by him. Blood begins seeping through her chest as she didn't move for a moment. Her body wouldn't move before her eyes rolls in the back of her head to fall to the side. Yuu's blood was on Ophelia as she was looking at her with blood coming out.

"Y..Yuuka?.......Yuuka?!" Snapping out of her shock, she goes to her but Yuuka didn't move while she was weezing now. "Yuuka, no no no! D..don't worry, I'll help you! I'll..." she looks around trying to find something to stop the bleeding but she was crying now as Doppo lowers the gun.

"D...doppo why did you-" Kyoka was silent but he didn't say anything. He didn't want to..but she was going to kill Opheila if he didn't. The others rush to Yuuka but she was laying there on the ground as Jaron carefully turns her head while hoping to help stop the bleeding.

"Yuuka, you'll be okay..you'll be alright..don't w...worry.." Ophelia said in tears but as she was about to heal her, a hand rests on her own to make her blink. She looks to see it was Yuuka's hand. Her eyes were normal but she was crying with blood showing.

"..........Yuu?"

"......I...s....sorry.........I'm s..sorry.......sorry..." she speaks in a raspy voice but Ophelia looks to her shaking her head.

"It's fine..it's fine you were..I mean you....please don't speak. You'll be okay. We just have to get you to a hospital.." she said holding her hand but Yuuka shook her head to look at her.

"P...Parasites...hurt....t...turn....c..can't s..save..." she whispered but Ophelia shook her head.

"No! We will help you! I give you my word! You will be safe and you can go back home to the others. You'll be okay..yo..you'll be.." she was shaking holding her hand but Yuuka was quiet before she slowly reaches to take something out and reaches to set it in Ophelia's lap.

"?????"

She looks down seeing a charm? It looks to be wrapped up nicely and it seems to be for someone. She blinks to pick it up to look at it then at Yuuka.

"....g....g..i...ve....O...O...t..Tae....give...Tae......s...say...s...sorry......I s..sorry..." she whispered crying now but she slowly lowers her head feeling weaker but she feels the parasites getting worse as she winces.

"Yuuka!" Opheila tries to help but Fosh and Jaron moves her as she was coughing again. She was bleeding out but Doppo was silent while seeing Yuuka look down to close her eyes.

"Yuuka!?"

"........I...s...orry.....I'm s..sorry......" she whispered for a bit before she goes started not to move anymore as blood still pools around her. The others said nothing but Ophelia was shaking.

"Y..Yuuka?....Yuuka!" she runs over to her but tries to carefully turn her on her back but she looks seeing her eyes closed. "Yuuka, hey, wake up! Yuu wake up please!!!!! Please......." she said upset but the others were silent now as they look away seeing and hearing Ophelia sobbing heavily.

~~~~~~~~~Hours later~~~~~~~~~

Maggie along with Dazai, Taz, and Gerald got back to the temple but they did find Takashi and took him down. "Guys! Hey, we did it! We got the asshole. Now Yuuka should be-" As Maggie speaks she stops seeing the others but they were outside the temple but saw Ophelia sitting down near something covered but also burning in a fire. The smoke rises up to the sky while she looks upset.

"Guys? What's going on?" she asked.

"........"

"Ophelia? Jaron?...." Taz was confused but the four saw under the thing burning had blood seeping through. Even when asked, Ophelia was looking at it but she slowly covers her face with tears running down her face.

"Guys? What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Gerald asked worried but Doppo sighed to walk over to the four to look at them.

"......We were too late. The quirk took over and.......well, if you take a minute to think about it..you'll know.." he said but Maggie and Dazai were quiet before their eyes widen. No way. It was not true!

".......No way..tell me that's not true!" Maggie said but Doppo said nothing.

Taz and Gerald goes to see if Ophelia was okay but they stop seeing blood on her. Wait, was she hurt!? And second, where was Yuuka?

"O..Ophelia?" Taz asked worried but she heard her now sobbing loudly but didn't look up. However, she shook hiding her face with the glasses off.

Taz said nothing but she slowly looks to the covered up body and caught a familiar scent. Even from it burning, she knew or caught a familiar scent. In a moment, Taz's eyes widen in shock to shake. It was not possible was it? Not saying much, she knew this smell even mixed with blood. This got Taz to start showing tears but looks away quickly hugging Ophelia tight as both started crying. Gerald said nothing but he got a bad feeling only to feel tears too.

".........We have to tell Ink and the others............" Doppo said but Maggie was speechless before looking away.

After a while, Ophelia did call and tell the others after the fight with Iron Titan but it was painful.

'Hey, Ophelia! What's wrong? Did you do it? Is Yuuka okay?' she heard Ink's voice but Ophelia was still crying.

"......"

'Ophelia? Are you there?' Ink asked again but that's when she heard sobs on the other line but she had the phone on speaker. 'Ophelia-'

"I'm sorry Ink...I'm so so sorry.....I...I did everything I could I...I'm so sorry.." she sobs loudly but Ink said nothing that her grey eyes widen. The others were confused to what happened but Ink only looks down that her hood covered her upper face hearing Ophelia's sobs from the phone.

"Ink? What is it? Why is Ophelia crying?" Rust asked but the others said nothing as Ink sighed. ".............She didn't make it." she said but the words made the other DBT silent. Oblivion said nothing but her eyes widen to look.

'.......Yuuka.....don't tell me you....No.....no no damn it NO! Your not dead..your not! you Better not be dead! I...' Oblivion said nothing but she kept hearing the sobs on the other line but she couldn't speak.

The DBT got word that Yuuka died but thanks to this, they now felt another need; to take the Iron Titan down and get revenge for Yuuka.

[valtsv]

Hi I just finished watching Severance and the last episode was the best (and most stressful) thing I've ever seen and I'm speechless and want to shout cry scream throw up etc, just wanted to say thank you 'cause I decided to watch it because of your posts about it

YAYYYYYYYY another severed head for the team

[itsmeimcathy]

I was absolutely hypnotized while watching the first two episodes of interview with the vampire - i have no words!! i'm speechless. in awe. screaming crying throwing up etc etc. i was this close to crying for the beauty and poetry of ep1 and then ep2 started and i completely fell in love with the dark comedy vibes - literally how did they do it!!!!!! and lestat's voice!!!!!!!!!! insane!!! unparalleled!!! galaxy brained!!! out of this world!!!!!!! i'm not gonna be normal about this

[luminousscammer]

all for myself

Midari Ikishima x fem!reader

note: i was doing another thing but this idea screamed at me to be written, i just know this b would get off with this. also this is self-indulgent lmao.

I'm aware that the fandom is kinda dead here but i wanted to post this anyway.

Warnings: smut duh, yandere-ish, slight dumbification and overstimulation, gunplay, i can't believe I'm saying this but POSSIBLY snuff? lmao

Wc: 1.3k

tags: @interstellarpumpkin

The first time you met Midari it was kind of… strange. She had already seen you before, gambling against other students who you almost always beat, you also had your losses but not enough to have a debt. From that moment on she couldn't take her eyes off you.

She would follow you to your classes and she even sent members of the beautification group to you, just to make sure you’re staying safe. You "accidentally" bumped into her in the hallway at school, she took that opportunity to say all kinds of compliments, she said that she always watched you from afar, she knew your schedules, even your favorite food, where you spent time when you wanted to clear your mind, etc.

For other people that would have been a red flag, that they should run from there as soon as possible!

But you didn't think that, on the contrary, you thought it was considerate and thoughtful on her part. She was completely stunned when she heard your response, it was the first time someone accepted her. From that moment on, you two became inseparable, her carefree and impulsive nature when gambling fascinated you, although, there were moments that made you worry, for example that time she played with Yumeko. When you saw the state in which she left her, you felt… jealous? But why?! If you two were only friends!!

The truth is that you developed a crush on her, everyone said that she was a freak, weird and obsessive, but that's why you liked her. You wanted to make her feel what Yumeko did, you wanted to hear her pathetically cry your name.

“If I manage to break you, you will be my girlfriend,” That took Midari by surprise, but didn't stop her from nodding like an overexcited puppy in less than a second.

XXXX

With hands tied at the wooden headboard and her legs around your hips, she whimpers as you ram into her, not even waiting for her to adjust to the strap. Bottoming out, she throws her head back and cries out your name, the sound of her whines drowning out your own moans. She can feel her heart rate pick up as you pull out almost all the way before sinking back into her cunt in one fluid thrust. Sobbing and wrapping her legs around your waist tightly, she raises her hips to meet each of your thrusts.

But this wasn't enough for you, coming to a halt, you reached out to open the drawer of the bedside table, Midari was about to yell at you to continue but as soon as she saw what you took out she swallowed her words.

“Let's make this more interesting, shall we?” The smile on your face was as twisted as any of the girls knowing that they had the upper hand, “Where were we?” Putting a single bullet in the revolver barrel, you gave it a spin and with a flick of your wrist you put it in its place.

Midari was speechless, from the moment she saw the gun, her mind and breath quickened, but this wasn't a bad thing, she couldn't wait for what was going to happen, thinking of all the possibilities her pussy clenched around your cock. Slamming back into her, you started a brutal pace, seeing her tits bounce up and down, her flushed face and teary eyes, and oh, don't get me even started on the sounds she makes, it was fucking music to your ears, so desperate and sinful.

With the hand that is holding the gun, you put it right above her temple, the coldness of the canon made her let out a pathetic whine. The sound of you pulling the hammer back, makes her keen into you, noticing her reaction makes you let out ragged breaths. At first you were wondering if this was a good idea, what if I accidentally killed her? ... It wasn't normal, but the way she squirmed under you, and the faces she makes, made you forget everything. Plus, you would be lying if you said that you didn't want to pull the trigger to see what the result was.

In an impulsive attack, you pulled the trigger.

Clank.

The sound rumbling in the dorm.

Her face screw shut, tears littering her lashes. “Y/N! Yes! Do it again! Fuck, do it again!” she cries out.

And you did, you did it nine times more, but you lost the count in that moment.

“Look at you, getting off to having a loaded gun to your head while being fucked dumb. You can't even talk properly anymore. Are you having a hard time, baby? Do you wanna cum?”

“Y-Yes! Please yes! I’m so close.” She moans like a slut for you, her words hitting something deep and fucking feral in the pit of your stomach. She's babbling nonsense as you hit her cervix over and over again, her walls clench and unclench around you, pulling the trigger one more time, with nothing but the clank sound coming out again, her eyes rolled to the back of her head, and combined with a few more thrusts against her spot she cums. Her nails bite into the heel of her palms, body going taught as her cunt flutters against your cock.

Your hips stutter hard as you chase your own high. Her pussy gushes warm around you, muscles spasming rhythmically despite the stretch of you filling her to her limits. She chokes out your name with a final gasp. You pull out before the oversensitivity can become too much, you crawl down her body. She's too tired to check what you're doing and assumes that you're just trying to get off of the bed to grab a rag.

You don't make a move to leave her side, though, and when the rough texture of your tongue draws a long line down her pussy, her eyes go wide. You repeat the motion once more before pushing your tongue into her and lick her cum out of her until she's all clean. Taking off the strap and straddling her stomach, you untie her hands with care, the skin of her wrists was red. When you were about to apologise, you didn't expect that she still had enough strength to throw herself into your arms with your back hitting the bed to hug you really tight.

Wrapping one of your arms around her naked waist, you let out a content sigh. “You know what this means right?” looking at you with an almost confused face, her cheeks suddenly tinted a vermilion color and showed you a smile that it wasn't like her. It was sweet, her eyes full of adoration, you could swear that if you stared a little longer you'd see hearts in her eyes. She lets out a little laugh and attacks you, peppering your face with kisses, it makes you feel full, wanted. You laugh at the ticklish sensation, happy that your work has paid off.

“I want you to myself,” placing both of her hands on your cheeks, she confessed. “I like you, I love you. I want to do everything with you, I never want to leave your side, if I ever died because of you I wouldn't even care, because dying by your side would be such a heavenly way to die.”

Now it was your turn to look at her, the tenderness in your eyes was the enough acceptance and confirmation that she needed. Without a single word, she places her head in your chest and closes her eyes, your arms cradling her like a baby. In that position, you both fall asleep with the security that both will be there for each other in the morning.

[bigfan-fanfic]

I feel like current DC would want to make Batdad's life a living hell. My opinion, at least. Like, how would Batdad cope with Bruce getting sent into the time-stream? A man has to grieve one way or another, and they depict him as another person that delves into work, I'm going apeshit. I need, quality, grief. Like depressed grief where you can't even get out of bed grief. And what about Jason's death and resurrection, how would a single man be able to handle their child dying by their husband's rival who he refuses to do anything else to disrupt their dance they've made? Dick's unfortunate and traumatic interaction with Tarantula. Tim getting prayed uppon by Ra's. And don't even start with Damian. How is this one man supposed to handle all that shit. DC would make him suffer so much to the point fans aren't even sure what to do besides be angry at the shit their favorite character is going through.

//Sorry for the rant.

Okay, so I can see three ways this can go. We all know how Bruce dives into his work and shuts himself down. So we have Batdad doing the opposite, trying to keep it together for the family, putting on the calm front when all he really wants to do is scream and break down in tears. Oooh, maybe a simple few pages recounting the horrors Batdad has gone through as a parent and the way he can never really show how he feels.  I’m seeing colorful, speechless panels of Batdad comforting others (patting Dick’s back while he cries, talking with Alfred over coffee, bringing Bruce to bed and holding him, voice-conferencing with a crying Barbara, speaking to a Jason who has his fists clenched, rubbing Tim’s shoulders, kneeling and hugging Damian) and then... slowly... the panels lose color. They go pale and faded as we see still silent panels of Batdad alone in the Manor. Going to his room. Locking the door. With one last burst of color in the word “click” of the locking door, and suddenly it’s in black and white, all harsh shadows and stark whites, frightening and jagged. And Batdad breaking into tears and a final insert of him opening his mouth in a silent scream. 

That one, I see people starting to warm up to the idea of Batdad leaving Bruce, because it’s clear that Batdad is keeping so much inside that he doesn’t feel like he can let out. 

Two, Batdad having a stark look at depression and trauma and grief, maybe a conversation late at night with Alfred about how he nearly has a panic attack every night seeing his boys and husband put themselves in danger, and for what? A city that never gets any better, a citizenry that actively hates them? While Bruce throws himself into work, Batdad shuts down and can’t even bring himself to get out of bed. Maybe for the first time we see Batdad angry, yelling at Bruce for doing this to him, to their family... blaming him for Jason’s death. I can even see Jason, still in his angry stage after being brought back to life, coming to hurt Bruce by attacking Batdad and being stunned when Batdad rages right back at him, furious that Jason would try to hurt him, to hurt the family and cause him more pain.

But then again, suffering so much grief and showing that off isn’t always conducive to the enjoyment of readers. Having a realistic response to that kind of intense trauma might run the risk of the vocal minority thinking of Batdad as “whiny” or “pathetic” and then they might even get the writers to kill Batdad off or worse, undermine his whole character by making him become a vigilante. But I mean, any one of these is absolutely devastating to a caring parent but can you imagine having all of those happening and feeling powerless to stop it? Feeling guilty because you never said anything when your husband started training these boys, never saying anything when they were injured... and horrible things KEEP HAPPENING. It’s absolutely awful. Even just considering canon, Batdad would go through an inhuman amount of trauma, and that’s not even thinking about if Bruce and Selina/Talia/Diana/etc. have an affair or the things happening to the Justice League.

So we have a Batdad that is superhuman in his ability to process trauma and grief... or a Batdad who’s even better at compartmentalization than his husband... or is just better at disguising it. But maybe we have a Batdad who does his best to process all this in a healthy way. We give readers the chance to see the character who is arguably one of the most mentally stable in the DCU at therapy. Not only could this reduce the stigma around therapy, it could also give a chance to help people see a real character development, that Batdad is so strong because he knows when to seek out help. I mean, it’d be pretty cool if the entire message of the Batdad character was sort of the opposite of the superhero fantasy - while Batman is kind of the “you can do anything on your own,” Batdad represents the “you can’t do everything alone” and serves to connect and unite people. And he obeys this in every aspect of his life by not feeling the need to keep his trauma inside and instead tries to process it in a healthy way.

If you read this far, let me know what you think? If Batdad was a real character, how do you think he’d be portrayed over the years, ideally?

[xplrsquad7137]

How I Met Your Mother-

Colby Brock × Reader

Chapter Twelve is here...

Chapter Thirteen: Anniversary

Word Count 1,975

Warnings: Fluff and Smut

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Today, it is Y/n and I's anniversary of the day that we first met. I have something special planned for her so I asked Sam to take our daughter for the day.

"Hey, beautiful! Are you excited to see uncle Sam today?!"

Our daughter "Yeah! Is uncle Corey and uncle Jake going to be there?"

"I'm not sure, babes..they might be."

Our daughter "Okay"

….

Y/n does our daughters hair and puts her in cute clothing before we take her to Sam's house (the traphouse). I am making sure the plans are still in order so that everything goes perfectly.

Y/n "Our little girl is ready!" She comes out of the room and I see my two girls all dolled up. O/D/N is in a pink dress with sandals on and her hair is curled and has a little pink bow. Y/n is in one of my favorite dresses that she owns: a long white, strapless dress. 

"Look at my girls!! You both look absolutely stunning."

Our daughter "Thank you daddy!"

Y/n "thanks babe, you look great too like damn!" I am in a fitted outfit that isn't quite a suite but it is very formal.

"Thank you, baby. O/D/N, go downstairs and get ready to go okay?"

Our daughter "Okay!" She walks downstairs and does as she is told. I look down at my wife who is beaming up at me. Her smile is so pure and filled with joy and love. I cup her cheeks and into my hands and I place a soft kiss to her lips.

"Are you ready for today, baby girl."

Y/n "mhm. What are we doing?"

"Don't you worry, you're going to love it. Let's go drop her off at Sam's so we can get this party started!" She laughs and takes my hand in hers.

….

As soon as we pull up to the house, O/D/N gets out of the car and runs to Sam who was waiting for her from the porch.

Sam "HEY!! There's my goddaughter!!"

Our daughter "UNCLE SAM!" She leaps and Sam catches her in his arms. Y/n and I get out of the car for a few moments to say hi and give him hugs.

"Thank you again brother for taking her."

Sam "No problem Colby, you look beautiful Y/n!"

Y/n "Thank you Sam!" 

Sam "You guys go have fun, I got her."

"Alright, love you."

Y/n "Love you Sam!"

Sam "I love you guys too, see you tonight."

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Y/n hasn't stopped smiling all day, she woke up with a smile and she will have one all day. I don't let go of her thigh the entire ride.

Y/n "wait...is this.."

"The Vidcon stadium where we met? Yes it is, baby!" The stadium has twinkle lights all around and there is a huge projector for a movie tonight. 

Y/n "Aw babe are you serious!?" 

"Yeah, come on, let's go check it out." 

I take her hand in mine and we enter the stadium. The whole place is filled with photos of us throughout our eight years of being together. Some while we were dating, some with our friends and family. But my favorites are photos from our proposal and our wedding and then her maternity photoshoot. Y/n's eyes fill up with happy tears and so are mine. 

Y/n "I...I am speechless!"

"Wait til the end baby!" We walk until we get to where we bumped into each other and that is where I put the pictures of the day our daughter was born. She holds my hand tighter and starts to cry harder as do I. 

Y/n "Colbyy...she was so tiny!"

"I know...now she is so big."

Y/n "this...this is where we bumped into each other, isn't it?"

"Yeah babe." 

Y/n "I didn't think that you remembered that."

"Of course I remember it! Baby, the day I met you, I gained the world. How could I forget any detail of the day I met the love of my life?!" She jumps into my arms and kisses me passionately. I kiss her until I can't catch my breath and I put her down.

"I love you so much."

Y/n "I love you more Colby!"

"Come on, it's getting dark out, let's go see your second surprise." She takes my hand and I lead her out the door to the soundstage. There is a projector and it says Today Is The Day We All Knew…

Y/n "We?" I look down at her and smile. I push play and our friend's faces pop up on the screen.

Sam "Hey Y/n! I asked Colby to be the first one out of our friend group to say how much you mean to all of us. I don't know if Colby has ever told you this but before we met you, he had the biggest crush on you! Like the biggest crush. When I told him that you were going to be at Vidcon, he got so nervous it was adorable! After he met you, he pulled me to the side and he was like….I think I just met my person. I knew personally that you two were going to click immediately and I am so glad that you guys did. When I met you, I remember thinking holy shit this girl is awesome!" He laughs in the video and we laugh along. "But in all seriousness, I love you so so much. You don't just mean the world to Colby, you mean the world to me as well so..I hope that you have enjoyed this little surprise so far. Love you guys!" Y/n looks up at me while I am holding her in my arms and she has tears in her eyes.

Y/n "Babeee that was so sweet!"

"It's not over."

Corey "Yooo...it's my favorite couple!! I know everything that Colby has in store for you today so I hope you are ready! I just wanted to say how amazing you are and how much I love you Y/n. You make one of my closest friends the happiest man in the entire world every single day and for that, I thank you. On this day, a year ago...my brother's life changed for the better well...all of our lives changed for the better because now we have you. Happy anniversary guys, I love you." All of our friends: Jake and Tara, Kat and Cassie, Kevin and Aryia, Mike etc did a video for my wife and I. It was very emotional and sweet and it truly meant the world to the both of us. By the end of it, we are both a crying mess.

Y/n "Well now that my makeup is ruined, what's next!" I laugh and kiss her whole face.

"Well...now we go outside."

Y/n "Outside?"

"Mhm…" I guide her outside and there is a picnic dinner on the grass in front of the main projector. There are twinkle lights all around and there are pillows and blankets. I see her jaw drop in amazement.

Y/n "Baby...it's beautiful!!"

"Not as beautiful as you baby girl." 

….

After we are done eating, I get ready to turn on the screen and her eyes light up. It is a compilation of all of the videos we have been in together since day one. Eight years full of footage of us dating, getting engaged, our wedding, everything in between, our announcement of being pregnant and our daughters birthing video and of course everything else leading up to our most recent uploads. 

Y/n "I thought that I was done crying but I thought wrong!" She laughed through the tears and I pulled her into my arms. We watch the whole footage and soak in every ounce of memory that we have together. 

"Did you love it, baby?"

Y/n "Of course I love it baby! That was so special, I...I am speechless!" 

"I am glad, we have been together for a long time.."

Y/n "A long time but we will be together forever!"

"Amen to that babe, forever and always!"

….

I took her back to our house for the last surprise. Once we got to the front door, I picked her up bridal style and lead her to the bedroom. There was rose peddles on the bed and candles just waiting to be lit.

Y/n "...how did you do this without me knowing?!"

"I did it quickly before we left. Remember when I said that I forgot my drink? Yeah well that's when I did the peddles."

Y/n "oooo you're clever." 

"Mhm.." I lean into her and she kisses my lips. She allows my tongue entrance and our tongues dance in perfect harmony. I can feel her need for me so I lift her up by her hips and place her on the bed. 

Y/n "Colby-"

"I know baby girl. I'm going to make you feel so good, I promise." Her head leans back into the pillows when I take off her underwear so that I have full entrance. "Oh baby you are soaked already." I don't give her enough time to answer me before I swipe my entire tongue over her whole pussy. Her taste is so sweet, like pure fucking honey. I moan the harder she grinds on my fance. 

Y/n "Fuck Colby please don't stop!"

"Mmm-never." After a few seconds, I add two fingers into her core. She likes it when I keep my rings on so of course, they stay on. I can feel her legs shake around my shoulders and her pussy starts to throb around my fingers. 

Y/n "I-I'ma cum!"

"Cum on my face, baby girl." Not long after, she cums and I lick up every drop of her. She is a moaning mess when I hover over her and kiss her lips. She can taste herself on my lips and moans.

Y/n "Mmm I do taste good."

"See, I told you. You always taste so good for me baby." She tries to move so that she can pleasure me but I stop her, "uh uh, baby. Tonight is about you."

Y/n "It's also about you Colby…"

"I know but I just want it to be about you tonight, you pleasured me all day the other night. Now come here." I move her so that she is laying on her stomach. She cums quicker in this position. 

"Are you ready for me baby?"

Y/n "mhm..please.." I lunge into her in one quick motion, she is so wet for me that it went in so easily. The feeling of her tight pussy around my big cock is enough for me to cum in seconds.

"Fuck baby…. Your pussy feels so good."

Y/n "yeah? Is my pussy making your cock feel good baby?"

"Yeah-FUCK!" She starts to grind her hips into me, making me breathless. She screams my name and cums for the second time. I cum shortly after. 

She moves positions and is ready for round three. 

…

Round three was long and sexy. We both marked up each other's bodies with scratches and love bites. We were in desperate need for a shower but we have to pick up our daughter from Sam's. We throw on loose clothing because we are both fairly sore and head out the door.

"Did you enjoy our anniversary baby?"

Y/n "The best anniversary every babe. I loved every second of it. I love you so much, Colby."

"I love you more, angel. When we get home, shower and round four?"

She smirks at me, "You're on."

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@moriartysringtone7137 @multistanimagines @cutiecolbsss @kid-that-likes-to-xplr @azurebrock @taradummy

[shantihades]

001

Only Mine Chapter 1.

One of my wattpad stories

Hope you enjoy🌹♥️

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⚠ Warning : Gore, Violince, Grammar mistake, wrong written words, blood, etc

Year: 1087

The wind brush over your skin, you breath the air out and in your lungs, It's cold outside. It's winter, you could see your own breath.

It was like yesterday, your parents told you that you got cursed. From nobody else than the Mother of Ryomen Sukuna, the now king of curses.

His Parents made him like that, his Father Punished him for unnecessary things. He was beautiful when he was young, that's why his own Mother Raped him.

His Mother was so Jealous about your Parents relationship, so she cursed the child.

Now you're here your chin on your knees, looking up in the stars. Letting out your Curse form.

Your eyes whiter as the snow, glowing energy coming out of them as if white strings are transforming Lashes. Red small horns and a Tail with an spade Form in the end.

*crack*

You flichend at the sound Transforming back, why you brought it even up? The curse sight from you is mostly not to hide. It's hard and cost much energy to hold it back, to hold your cursed side. You try it Often, you went even to the Gojo-clan which exercise curses.

It's still hard as a half curse, you don't belong anywhere. The most thing that scare you, is dying. When you die, you'll be fully a curse.

You knew that the clan didn't care about you. They didn't even care to train you, also they were scared. Your almost so Strong as Sukuna Ryomen.

"Wh-Who's there?!" You stuttered out, looking around. Nothing.

A laugh, devilish deep. It was creepy, it scared you. Your senses told you to run for your life. But your Body was froze. A Shadow moved reveling a Tall man.

"So what is such an Angel doing here? Alone?" He grapped your neck, choking you. You tried to pull his Grip away from your throat, he just tighten.

"Pathetic." He let out not loosing the grip away, you felt dizzy and your head felt like it's going to Explode. Your head was red, it tried to fight.

Your control faded away letting your curse form out. Letting the Attacker to let go your throat, he touches his chin looking at your features. He hummed.

"you're quite Interesting. Well, What's your name. Woman?" He made for you a smug smile.

You were coughing, and calmed down your breathing and took control again.

Sukuna's face frown at your Human form. "I don't like your Human form. Change." You shook your head backing away from the Stranger, holding your own throat wondering why you're so weak.

You knew you were weak, but not so, your cursed Form saved your life. But you still didn't accept the other side from you. The Biest how you call it.

When you let it out, you feel like yourself. But the blood Lust, the sadistic thoughts. You don't want to harm anyone.

He walked forward, you were still backing away till you met the big tree behind you.

"You think you can run from me?" He laughed, stepping on your Hand which was laying on the ground. He presses all his power.

It cracked and you screamed, your hand bones were now fragmented. He laughed with pleasure written on his face.

He moved on your Hand earning more screams and crying from you. "Now answer and I might Stop." He smiled, "M-My N-N-am-e-e Is Y-/-/N" Your lungs were sour from screaming and crying, when you talked it hurt like daggers rammend in your lungs everytime you let out a tone.

"Y/n? Last name?" He stopped and letting your Hand go, just to step on the other one doing the Same way.

"I-It's L/-/-/-n!" You sobbed he let go, taking your throat, pulling you closer almost lips on lips. He smiled, then throw you across the woods.

You coughed out blood, and tried to scream, but your lungs have already given up only thing that came out of your throat was the blood.

He didn't even gave you five seconds, he hold your Throat again. Your body was number and heavier than before. You didn't fought.

"I know that Name, isn't it the Family that my mother cursed the Child? Maybe.... You?" You flinched.

"I didn't presented myself, I'm Ryomen Sukuna. Your worst nightmare." Your Hand lost his Arm, and fell on your hips. Then it hits you. You have A knife. You pulled it out Stabbing his neck. It hurted like hell, but you can't die. Not yet.

He let's you go, holding his wound. He cursed as he saw you humping away, he smirked then, "I'll see you soon, my Dearest Angel." He laughed sadistic.

You ran, still humping back to your Village. A blood trail behind you, you can't even think straight, the only thing in your head is.

Survive, Family and The Strange man.

You Finally managed to get to the door, not knocking, your hands are still Fragmented. You Vision blurry and the pain to entensive.

You knocked your head in the door, the door Opens and you fell infront of them.

Your body Shaken of the cold, and from the pain you could feel. It's too much, when you don't die from the blood lost, then maybe from your Shock.

Your Mother screamed at your body and called instand your Father, he rushed down to you and your Mother.

Your younger sister and Brother also. Your Mother rushed to them bringing them Back to bed.

Your Father brought you to your bed, fixing your wounds. Healing your both hands, not completely since He's not good in reversed Technique.

"My Child, What happened to you?!" His Voice was Shaken and your breath  was heavy and short, he caress your hand, the pain crosses over your body. But you calmed down when you realize that it was your own Father who was holding it.

You looked tired, you hoped that this was just a nightmare. And yoh would wake up anymoment.

"you don't need to answer. I'm staying here, you can rest and sleep." his Voice was soft what made you slightly smile, and you could Finally sleep.

Deep.

<{~}>

It was cold, you opened your eyes meeting the white curtains. They were flying in the wind.

Your Brother slept next to you, and your father slept on your lap. You smiled, then all at once slapping you right in the face.

All what happened, Banadges around your neck and Hands. That must meant that it wasn't a dream.

Your body begun to tremble your eyes full of fear to see him again. This Ryomen Sukuna, You hated the Idea to step out of this house again. But you must.

You need to return to the Gojo clan, since it was your job and you're cursed. Other wise they'd kill all your beloved ones and you two. And you'll become a curse.

But you Almost die yesterday, his face Almost Shooting constantly in your face made you scream. The scream wasn't loud, the damaged he had payed to your body was Incredible. You Breathed in and out to calm down and it didn't helped.

Your Brother woke up, hugging you tight. You hugged him back didn't let him go, your Father also woke up, and do the same.

They both calmed you down, they stood up and walked out waving a goodbye. You hold tight on your Blanket, like it was a Shield that protected you from everything and anything.

You couldn't even close your eyes without getting memories about the night.

Your Body was Shaking and tears Falling on the Blanket and Sheet.

Your Mother brought food up in the room, seeing your state, she rushed over to you and comfort you.

"you don't need to tell me, but I'm Always here. Even If someone die, they're here." She pointed at your heart, where Bandages where, you knew she wanted to make you happy. And it did kind of. But she didn't had any clue what really Happened in these woods.

You met something that you shouldn't met. Today is also the day that you're going back to the Gojo-clan. You knew that they don't care, they don't care if you and your Family die. You're cursed and that's all.

You stood up, not humping anymore. Your balance was a little less than before, you got used to it. You dressed in a new suit, that was made to kill curses. Your body Shivers at the thought of him. Maybe you Should ask your Mother.

Who's Ryomen Sukuna?

Your Father don't want that you go. He thought a Simply curse attacked you, and you're Mentally unstable now. He wasn't wrong with all, he was right you're Mentally unstable. But you didn't met with a simply curse, you got attacked by something much dangerouslier.

You walked down with your Uniform, your body still tremble. What if you see him again? What will he do.

Even the thought made your breath heavier and uncontrollable. "M-Moth-er who's R-Ryo-men Suk-kuna?" Tears overwhelmed your sight and you felt again dizzy.

Your Parents Stopped, anger building up. They felt also guilty that this happened to you. So they answered as if it was an excuse.

"He's the king of curses, We think you know what the king of curses is. He's a Demon or Satan hisself. He'll brake you in his joy, tell me sweetheart, why do you need that info for?" Your Mother asked worried and your Father looked deep in your eyes, to see if you lie.

You wanted to tell the truth, you felt like you're going to collapse. "The one I was m-meeti-ng was g-him." You let your fork fall down and Support your head. Your sight was blurry, your Father gasped. He's speechless as your Mother brought a glass and Pours the water on your face. She brought new Water and force's you to drink it.

Your nerves calmed down and you broke the wall around you, you broke in your Mother's arms crying. She supported you and caress your back. You just cried. And then collapsed in your Mother's Arm's, still sobbing.

<{~}>

You woke up not in your room, it was the room in the Gojo-clan. So they came and brought you here. You was slightly happy that you're here now, and don't must go by yourself.

*creak*

You looked over to the door and A young man maybe in your age standing there, brown eyes and silver hair. He lay medicine beside you.

"We heard what Happened, we checked on you. Your Father did a good job, but he Forgot your ribs. Your ribs crushed a bit your lungs, that's why you couldn't speek. And if course you were in a Shock. We gave you medicine, since you're cursed they are strong." He smiled softly, your face was still cold and traumatized. You nod, he left with an Awkward laugh.

You looked at your own reflection in the window besides you. You looked horrible, you should take a Shower.