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kicking and screaming as i get dragged back into this
#nanatsu no taizai#mokushiroku no yonkishi#tristan liones#lancelot#merlin#vivian#diane#gelda#guila#jericho#i'm sooo fucking normal#guilicho#trislance
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bonus:
:inhales and slams hands on the desk: akechi. palace. pitch.
disclaimer: the setting for this is all about vibes and aesthetics, it kinda got away from me when i started hashing out the plot around it two months ago so now we're here. in hell. (i'll probably have to make a secondary post i made wayyy too many concepts,)
yes i made an ost for this idea, here is a youtube playlist of chill european jazz
AU details under the cut-
Akechi Goro's palace is "Ampitheatrum Doloris”.
KEYWORDS: Akechi Goro, Tokyo Highcourt, Amphitheater
Akechi's psyche is a massive collection of locked doors, puzzles, and contradictions. He wants to be seen but not understood—heard but never known, ect. This makes his palace infiltration a waking nightmare (affectionate).
His palace is made up of five main layers. They each mirror a stage of grief:
1) There is the outer layer of with the appearance of a Venice-esque water canal maze, there is a door that must be opened to reach the entrance to infiltrate the second layer underneath the amphitheater. The puzzle's actually pretty sentimental and revolves around Akechi's interest in literature.
(This layer is depression, Goro mourns what he lost and the fact that the choices he made for the sake of revenge ultimately led to nowhere. This is reflected in how desolate/meandering the outer layer feels, it is the largest and most time consuming part of the palace for this reason. It takes weeks to finish. AKA, Akira and Morgana have a terrible, no good, very bad month of May.)
2) The Labyrinth under the amphitheater; it is full of shadows for the arena champion to use as fodder for the enjoyment of the masses. ‘Loki’ resides here—this layer’s theme loosely plays on the Minotaur myth.
The only way to escape is through a pulley/elevator mechanism which leads to the surface after shattering the Champion’s chains by force. Loki taunts in Old Norse, but gives Akira (and the party by extension) genuine hints on how to escape.
(This layer is anger, Goro is always angry, about the hand he’s been dealt, the futility of his own actions, and the fact that his life has always been a dead end, written in the stars.)
3) The Audience Stands; full of human cognitions and Akechi’s former clients and fans, despite everything, like Sae, he sees them as ‘people’ and is disgusted by them. Their compliments are shallow and empty, surface level like Goro’s facade. Cognition Sae is delegated to a middle manager-type role, and leads Akira and Co. through puzzles.
Different cognitions from Akechi’s shitshow of a childhood throw riddles based around philosophy and the nature of justice at the party, if the answer is ‘wrong’, there’s a mini-boss fight. Answering everything correctly yields a prize—a key, this process is made difficult by all of Robin’s ‘hints’ (which the Thieves can directly ask for) being lies.
(Bargaining. Goro always thought he could still salvage his revenge despite his enemy being essentially invincible, even now deep down he thinks he can salvage all the effort and sacrifices he put in.)
4) The Stage; Robin Hood appears proper instead of in cameo appearances, this is the lead actor's stage. To earn the right to stand with him, Akira has to have to prove his worth in one-on-one combat while showing the crowd a rousing show. The goal is to use the key obtained in the bargaining layer to unlock the Performer's cuffs.
(Denial, Goro doesn’t believe he needs or deserves saving or a life outside of his revenge, he believes there is no other way forward.)
Hereward and the 'treasure' are in the Imperial box area, which I'll save for part 2 of this I think! The second half of this'll have less focus on the environments and more on general plot and character design.
EDIT: here's part two
#goro akechi#persona 5 royal#shuake#akeshu#persona 5 protagonist#akira kurusu#silly little meta joke in there about atlus thanos snapping gravity water and earth enemies out of existence between p2 and p3-5 lo#as always--morgana fucking HATES it here lads#pls hear me out i promise i'm sooo normal about akechi and the tangled mess of slinkys in his brain#akira has a REALLY bad time--the lvl 99 dlc palace experience#i'd make an orpheus joke but that's late stage plot stuff lol#using my illustration degree for fandom crimes once again#striarts#akechi palace au
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Possibly a bit of a vent... oops! more npd Fresh thoughts :-]
#cb: “yeah cirro is sooo cool X]]]” fresh. through gritted teeth: “that's good. stripes.”#bit of a vent oh no </333#I'm actgin very normal irl because. I can put weird into fresh .because he's a fictional character#and he can be weird and fucked up and possessive and it'll be cute :-] and not like. harm a person.#fresh#fresh sans#fresh!sans#utmv#undertale multiverse#puppydraws#eyestrain#cw eyestrain#cb#cb sans#cb!sans#fresh & cb
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the raw power of gorgug and kristen synchronized second hand embarrassment is unspeakable
#okay i have more clips from this episode#i feel bad because emily and brian aren't in this one but it might be one of The Best in fantasy high#purely because lou is on an absolute TEAR#everything he does is fucking astoundingly funny in this episode#like he is on fire for real#god i love fabian he's THE WORST#his character growth in this season alone is astounding like in junior year he's sooo much better at just. not being selfish lol#love this guy love his fucked up family dynamic where his parents try to fight him to the death all the time#love the idea of being raised in a family where emotional vulnerability is almost always substituted for violence#i'm normal about him#fabian seacaster#kristen applebees#gorgug thistlespring#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year
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Dream begging the universe for George to like Florida but when he felt like it didn't happen he was trying his best to let it go
#Sorry I feel like everyone already got over this but it's genuinely just hitting me two years later for some fucking reason#He sounds so much like the “I'm happy I'm happy” evil April clip as he's saying that he is okay with George being in la#And them just living together 50% of the time#also him syaing it's even more normal to like live together that amount of time and trying to make it so rational#gets to me sooo bad. Something about when dream wants to use his logic brain out of a feeling#very clearly and it isn't working and he gets frustrated with himself just idk really gets to me#star rambles
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Me and my wife went to a noodle place today and they had ROBOT SERVERS??? they were so adorable. you can tell those little guys are shy they just slowly carefuly waddle up to your table, I always gave them a little pat on the head when we got our food, make sure they know they did a good job <3 i need to go back there again at some point
#theyre sooo adorable and just. augh. I'd fuck that. sorry I'm so normal#machine objectum#robophilia#mechanophilia#objectum#heresay testifies#objectophilia
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It's always sans this... Sans that..
I NEED MORE PAPYRUS
#i fucking love underswap papyrus#classic is sooo wholesome#fell! papyrus needs therapy#everyone in underfell does actually..#anyway#HEHEHHEHE#I'm normal for them#i swear#undertale#UTMV
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the adult horror conversation with yourself of 'i could have tortillas with dinner tonight. i just had tortillas the other day. that's okay. i can, in fact, have tortillas again! i am putting a different filling in them! but if i have these tortillas, i will have a total of six tortillas left in the freezer. eventually i will have to buy more tortillas. by god, girl, you are allowed to eat the things you have in the freezer, instead of feeling like you have to save them for some potential eventuality so you don't run out of them, and like, what situation are you even imagining where the tortillas would be better to have later instead of for this particular dinner??? if you keep feeling like you have to save them for Something you will just not eat the tortillas!! eventually EVERYTHING runs out and you have to buy more of them!! that is the way the world works!! you are allowed to not have things aggressively stockpiled, except for like, tissues, but that was a purchasing incident on mom's card while she was still here, so you just happen to have, a bizarre amount of tissue boxes. AND WHILE YOUR FINANCES ARE STILL BIG RED QUESTION MARKS, YOU CAN, IN FACT, AFFORD TO GO BUY MORE TORTILLAS IF YOU FUCKING WANT TO!!! YOU GET THE STREET TACO SIZE AND THEY'RE LIKE $2.99!!!!! AND WHEN DID YOU EVEN BUY THESE TORTILLAS, HUH???????? YOU DON'T KNOW, DO YOU???? WHICH MEANS YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH THE TORTILLAS AT AN ACCEPTABLE PACE!! WHATEVER THE HELL THAT SENTENCE MEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
anyway i'm eating the tortillas. or i mean they're on the counter defrosting while i have some chicken toasting in the toaster oven
#adulting is going soooooooo normally i tell you WHAT#first option of how to keep the house is going to fall through (or well it's not long-term sustainable)#so now we're on second option to keep the house and tomorrow that process starts and i will find out soon if THAT'S possible!!!!!!!!!!!#aaaaaaaaaand if not! then! well!!! will have to move. some places i have an eye on but it's also. Thousand Yard Stare#i got a projected electricity bill -- that was A+ i was so pleased with it!! not bad at all!!! sooo much lower than i was assuming. yay.#BUT THE GAS BILL MADE ME GO 'ARE YOU FUCKING FOR REAL??????'#FIRST OFF LOCAL GAS COMPANY IT'S NOT MY FAULT IF YOUR METER READER CAN'T TRUDGE THROUGH THE SNOW TO THE BACKYARD#AND IS ESTIMATING 100 UNITS HIGHER THAN PREVIOUS USAGE WHICH I'M SURE MAKES A DIFFERENCE#THERE ARE PEOPLE LOCALLY WHO KEEP THEIR HEATER ON 60 BTW AND YOU'RE STILL CHARGING THEM $300 WHICH AT LEAST YOU AREN'T CHARGING ME BUT DAMN#this area is having a bit of a Time with gas and electric bills. it's a whole Thing. mostly i have luckily escaped that.#/crosses self for good luck even if it does NOT work that way and i am Not religious by ANY means#also they're breaking up a security deposit over 3 months bc i didn't have any other real bills in my name when i switched all the bills#(at least the gas was the only one that wanted a security deposit. and they'll give it back to me in a year if i'm current for a year.)#(but also. rrrrrrrrrrude)#so i was expecting that but also a specific budget billing but they are asking for moreeeee than i thought they would!#mostly this is a jan-march issue. after march at least it'll go down like $90. which is better but also. still. sigh.#idk if i should call and argue about the reading. i should just let it go probably. i don't like it but. well. idk.#WELL I GOTTA GET THROUGH TOMORROW FIRST.#AND BEFORE THAT. TONIGHT. AND MY TORTILLAS.
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*SCREAMS* KANAKO YASAKA I AM GOING TO BOIL YOUR EYES LIKE SPAGHETTI
#seriously. seriously. SOOO close to beating her on normal. had like 10% of attack left on the last one#i've also just stopped trying it with reimu since i've been marisa-ing it up the past couple of days in touhou12 and some other ones#and i just got used to that i guess.. evidently works better bc i don't think i ever got this far with reimu#that or it's just more dedication and planning.#i Am going to fucking get this i swear on my fuckin left asscheek.#then Maybe i can move on to 15...#touhou#<- unsure if i should put that tag tbh i'm worried this post is too mean... please correct me.
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hey quick question random youtube commenter what movie did you watch because it certainly wasn't top gun maverick
#look i'm normally all for staying in my lane and not commenting on other people's character takes if i don't agree but#how is it even POSSIBLE to get this so wrong ajksjksjkas#absolutely losing my mind over the idea of rooster being the fucking normie of the group#he's sooo well adjusted (cosplays his dead dad cosplays his dead dad cosplays his dead dad)#bradley rooster bradshaw#top gun maverick
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jango fett is the kind of character that just fucks me up he's perfect truly nobody is in my brain like he is and then to think about BOBA?
jango's outlived everyone and killed for them and his life is vengeance and loss. that's what he remembers when he thinks about his family. when do you stop living with a wound? when the wound is what you become. when the earliest memory you have, any more, is your family dying (loss) and your adopted father asking how you feel about killing the man who killed them (vengeance). the father who stepped in to protect you and you remember everything he did for you but mostly you remember him dying in your arms (loss).
you tell your son about the family you once had (loss) and he asks why they're not with you any more and you have to tell him about how cruel the world can be (loss) and he asks what happened to the people who killed them and you have to tell him what you're capable of (vengeance). he's not afraid of you even though you know he should be. he asks why you're making an army for jedi if you hate them so much and you don't have an answer for that because you don't know if it's hatred or fear and you don't want to live but you haven't killed yourself yet so apparently you also don't want to die.
so you're stuck in the middle and it's so fucking stupid how so many people see the world in black and white when all you've got to work with is greys. you took a job because the alternative was probably going to be getting killed for saying no, but when's the last time you saw someone pointing a blaster at you and thought about getting out of the way?
sure you can trust your armour to take the bolt but maybe this time it won't. your father's armour couldn't stand up to a tank, and maybe enough blaster bolts will start wearing a hole through your shell to the nothing underneath it. maybe that's the legacy you're meant to have. you get shot like your father and you die like your father and you have - what?
you have a son and you want him to be jaster's legacy but maybe you wonder what that legacy is supposed to be exactly. you wonder if leaving your son alone is part of the legacy. if it's the point. the only way to get a legacy is to inherit it and you can only inherit things from murdered fathers. what happens when the story won't stop haunting you? when you know what the end is - because it's the way you want it to end, whenever you're alone long enough to think about it.
what happens when you realise too late that you're part of a cycle and your son is too? when you realise that everyone you love is dead and there's so many people killed in so many ways and you're the only thing they all had in common?
are you proud when he tries to shoot a jedi? is it a good thing that you see yourself in him? is that your legacy, dying in front of the only thing you want to protect? do you see the future? do you see the past? do you realise they're the same thing? do you realise it too late?
#if you're going to leave a legacy. first you have to leave. and what does that mean for the son who inherits your ghosts?#don't mind me being up at 2am just to lose my mind about cycles and legacies and inheritances#i'm just. i'm not normal about them any more and i'm not sorry.#there's sooo much and it's all SO fucked up#he kept surviving and for what#absolute blorbo of a man#jango fett#boba fett
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having a tiny moment
#like whatever i'm so normal but#booked june japan trip and then texted my dad to tell him and he said to tell my aunt#and she's immediately offering to let me stay with her and being sooo kind#i almost always feel so isolated and left out re: family what do u fucking mean i am loved...#what do u fucking mean my aunt WANTS me at her condo in tokyo...
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thought about maxlie. Felt things. You may see me on the news as consequence
#OOC.#[ i am a multishipper but it's so. any other ship just has to come to terms w/ the fact that a part of maxwell will always love charlie#[ he wouldn't persue it he doesn't deserve that and he strong believes and respects it but he always will#[ just. what if he loves her so much okay??#[ what if he loves her so much and he'll always love her even if he knows he's undeserving of her love?#[ what if he loves her so so much and he's the one who dragged her into this mess?#[ what if he's sentenced the one person he's ever truly loved to an eternal existence of suffering#[ what if he has no one to blame charlie's fate on but himself#[ what if she's the one person he'll always bend for what if he knows nothing can make up for what he's done#[ what if in this world full of people he's condemned and ruined#[ she's the only one he's geniuenly truly regretful towards#[ he's learning to care for the other survivors but it's difficult to seperate his time as puppeted king to his time as mortal#[ it's sooo#[ i still can't believe they actually made maxwell side with charlie canon like#[ guy who Is learning to get along with the others!! thinks ab wolfgang and wickerbottom's quotes n thinks ab wigfrid#[ n thinks about the contrast between ds and dst with maxwell's interactions with the world#[ guy who would throw that all away for her because she's his queen#[ there's conflict there's insecurity but it's of himself never charlie#[ never again#[ i'm soooo grahhhh#[ guy who fucked up so badly and knows it guy who is so fucked up and fucked up others so bad <3#[ but what if there's a world out there where things worked out and they were happy okay??#[ what if there's a world out there where william didn't Need them <- the things i could say ab#[ toxic relationship w/ a book also. preys into your insecurities and curiosity and makes you dependant#[ but what if there was a world where william didn't need them anymore and what if there's a world where he reconnected with jack#[ and the twins got to call her auntie charlie what if there's a world where jack teased william about her#[ and asks him when he plans to propose laughing when william splutters in protest saying they're not even dating#[ but then he'd turn to look at her and his face would soften into a smile each time what if there was a world like that okay?#[ im soooo#[ normal about 'what could have been'. as you can tell
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this bitch raphael😭😭 baby she doesn't want you no more!! you made best friends with her evil tormentor!!!
#“i'm on my way to vegas with myself my bike and my duffel bag full of photographs of my ex”#theres over ten photos in this shot alone raph you are sooo embarrassing#this fucking guy#shut the fuck up i just saw alopex's mask is there as well RAPHAEL#raphael RAPHAEL this isn't normal behaviour hes SO EMBARRASSING#lesbians can never have a clean break up#tmnt#tmnt idw spoilers#tmnt idw#chara thoughts
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There's something really funny about people saying that 100 hours long RPGs are too much while I just finished WOTR after 80 hours and all I'm thinking is that I could have done with another 80 hours and that I can't wait to replay it with all DLCs because they should add at least 50 hours of game more
#I'm so normal about this type of games sooo normal this is me being normal#i can't help it fucking long RPGs are my biggest obsession 😔
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#this is sooo fucking bizarre of me but#MONTHS ago i vividly remember being on tinder and matching with this person#and then i got on hinge and matched with her AGAIN and i was like oh i think i remember this profile from tinder i'm gonna send her a msg#but she never replied and i was like well that's ok it happens#and like a few months later i was over hinge but she finally messaged me back but since i was over hinge i also didn't reply#and then i randomly saw them at the lesbian bar like. twice?#and then they approached me and now we're sleeping together but i have not divulged this previous information bc i'm like that's a bit odd#but it is weird that i remembered all of this so vividly bc normally i like don't think about matches that i don't have conversations with
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