#i'm so scared for him like fr
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Ooh everyone desperate for workers but then need a fucking background check to stock apples in your own hometown I'm going to strangle someone
#that takes over a month to process and is out of your hands but if it doesn't come in on time ur still screwed#ignore me#personal#there's more to this i'm just oh god i'm so mad and terrified for the health of a friend rn...#because the system sucks society is in shambles and everything piles on at once#biting major store chains with extreme malice#setting fire to government buildings with extreme malice#kicking certain health care “professionals” who ignore things they shouldn't with extreme malice#fighting anyone who uses the phrase no one wants to work anymore with extreme malice#people want to work no one wants to hire or treat them with respect#and they expect you to jump through hoops for the opportunity to be perpetually stressed under their beration#i'm so scared for him like fr
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Skén:nen sá:sewh
as promised, here's Precious boy™ getting kissed by Precious wife™ because he deserves all the love in the world :cc
translation: Get home safe
#nobody translate the file name#nah but home girl is the strongest soldier let me tell you#imagine date/being married to an assassin fr I would loose my mind#I'm such a sucker for the friends to lovers trope ok hear me out#Girlie is an ally to the assassin's and that's how she meets Connor and they become friends because Ratonhnhaké:ton deserves more friends o#she is VERY smart knows how to stand her ground but also very sweet and funny he respects and admires her a lot and so does she#she's from another displaced kanien'kehá:ka clan they bond really close sooner than later the feeling just blooms everyone's knows but THEM#until prob the recruits and the people in the homestead get tired of these oblivious fools in love and plot to finally get them together#I headcanon Connor didn't settle down completely until they were expecting their first child like they both panicked when they realized#I mean they're already married and stuff but still our girl is all over the place bcs she's scared of something happening to him or the bby#and connor acts cool and leveled on the outside but he's just a whirpool of emotions on the inside as well it's really funny to watch#they probably broke down in tears from both laughter and fear but they are amazing parents we are certain of it :')#I want their dinamic to be like that mainly because Connor deserves some light and laugh in his life after all the things he went through#connor i'm in love with your wife#ratonhnhaké:ton#connor kenway#connor's mistery wife#ac 3#assassin's creed#oc#the way you can tell I almost never draw men just from this sketch 💀#my art
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night city's sweetest little guy
#cp2077#art:reuben#nuclearocs#nuclearart#rbs encouraged <3#he is so facking important to me actually#he has only ever known pain and misery and hatred while with maelstrom and yet he still chooses kindness#people tend to be scared of him but that won't stop him. and he keeps an eye on the kids playing in the streets too#to make sure they won't end up getting hurt by gangs. or taken by gangs like how maelstrom took him when he was still a little kid :(#but all is well now :] he's just a little guy fr he fits in my pocket#he still has cyberware that's reminiscent of what maelstrom gave him but it doesn't mean anything#it's just part of his body and there's nothing wrong with it. he likes how he looks! and i'm. very facking normal about that [lying]
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hybe calling woongki slurs is so crazy...
#woongki is one of my fav people on this earth I'm so real about it#like I cannot begin to express my admiration for him I love him so bad#hybe actually should be scared of him coz there has never been a person more capable of thriving in that industry than woongki#woongkis been thru Shit everywhere he goes and gets so much love and support no matter what because he's so genuine and a true talent like.#the slur on its own is crazy but to use it for woongki and not recognising how fucking talented he is is just embarrassing#like yeah he's femme? and he organised and sold out multiple days of his own fanmeets without a company............#like he is a force to be reckoned with to even try sum him up with a slur is so insane and embarrassing .....#like it's giving 'he's a fag so we don't need to worry about him' like no u should worry he could take any of your jobs fr#he could be hybe ceo and raise sales like I'm not even joking he could do it
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Okay, so I wanted to send my mutual an episode of KikoRiki to familiarise him with Pin — a character I really like (one episode isn't enough to say EVERYTHING about him, but dear god, he's the best, I love the kid robot's German mechanic dad :> )
Which meant I had to watch one episode to see what his name is, since some were changed in the English dub
And holy hell........
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The difference is driving me insane. Literally
I know that dubs aren't always good at conveying the original's intent, look no further than Gumball's Russian dub with its censorship of "harsh" words like "butt", but THEY STRAIGHT UP CHANGE LINES TO SOMETHING THAT BARELY MAKES THE DIALOGUE FLOW AND THE VOICES ARE KILLING ME
so yeah i found another thing to be mad at
#random.dusty#kikoriki#смешарики#pls where's the techno scatting in the end what the fuck is 'wally in the house' PLEASE 😭😭😭😭#you don't understand i love pin sm he's just like me fr#i love him speaking german i love him getting mad at things not working i LOVE that he went through essentially#an artist's crisis in one episode i love him laughing at his own stories despite nobody else getting it HE'S SO FUCKINGSTCSRSCSUCWJS#they didn't do justice to him and many others why does sovunya (olga) sound like that she's too young >:(#and losyash (doco)......... despite knowing what happens in the episode i thought that was kar-karych at first#WHERE'S THE BI WITH MALE LEAN VOICE?????? >:[[[[[[#also if you didn't know uh i'm a sovunya x kar-karych x losyash truther they're all married and they love each other sorry 💅💅💅#but anyways barash's (wally's) monologue in the middle about aliens capturing him to teach him their 'horrible' dances#IT'S SO NOT IT IN ENGLISH DUB LIKE MY MAN WHY ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT THIS IT BARELY MAKES SENSE 💀💀💀💀#in rus it's 'did you get scared' 'no i'm not allowed to take anything close to heart. neither good nor bad'#'you're lucky. i get nightmares about aliens taking me on their ship and teaching me their horrible dances'#IT'S SO SIMPLE AND SO FLOWY AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#russian media#Youtube
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I have been really enjoying making sonic art lately. I finally feel like I have a grasp on how I want them to look and I don't feel as shameful about how I want to portray them either
#Having my own circle of friends that are into sonic helps as well. because the greater sonic fanbase makes me soooo anxious#I think it has to do with being in the same peer group obviously but it seems like the louder tumblr fanbase isnt so-#-off put about sonic being trans or gay anymore. I have always felt so close to Sonic as a character and saw myself in him#He was rlly the gay trans blueprint fr for me#I feel weird getting so anxious about it but also. I was like 12 when I was first into sonic in the 2010s#the greater fanbase's bigotry and proshi pping scared me off soooo fast#idk why I'm pouring out my heart on tumblr dot com like its 2018 but ummmm yeah#I just hope my art shows the love I have for sonic and its characters.#Theyre worth so much to me.
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moots i'm so scared... i think he's been working out and i don't think i'm mentally strong enough to endure that too
#with he i mean the man in my user aka raccoon duck puppy cat being#i'm so scared of this being true bc what happened to him hating to work out that always kept me so safe 😞😞#i can not handle anything else pls someone needs to shoot me with a tranquilizers like a wild animal fr#going into work shaking and trembling#we need to break up#the reason: he's getting too hot for me#000
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man it's so depressing reading abt your own disorder and seeing stuff like "some doctors prefer not to diagnose or help people with this disorder due to patients' tendency to lie or manipulate others" do you not hear how fucked up you sound bestie. idk how to explain to you that you are not the victim or vulnerable party in this situation. and the fact the main rebuttal to this is often "that's not true about *all* patients!" or "they're not doing it on purpose!" instead of "hey 1 that's a very fucked up assumption that's barely based on anything 2 you are refusing help to people who are suffering because of said fucked up assumption. you are not even looking at them like people". like maybe the reason ppl with this disorder feel the need to lie is we don't feel safe telling the truth abt our situation bc we're scared doctors will kick us out or refuse treatment bc we're so "difficult" 🤨
#yeah maybe I'm talking from personal experience too (<- keeps a tally of how many mental health workers refused to help him)#. so I'm meeting my psychiatrist tomorrow. and I'm scared she'll be disappointed with me. as one does.#this is awful I'm gonna get a bad grade in therapy something that is both normal to fear and possible to achieve#fr tho sometimes I'll tell her smth and immediately go ''oooohh i shouldn't have said that. this is it -#- this is gonna be the reason she cuts me off'' and so far she really has been super chill. but I'm still constantly scared ajdkflg#and like can you blame me!!!! this is super common for ppl like me. this has happened to me before!!!!!!#I'm still reading and like the fact some doctors have to go ''hey maybe assuming our patients are automatically evil -#- when they already have a disorder that makes them think they're inherently evil. isn't the best course of action''#like it's a bit ridiculous that this even has to be said right? and yet!!!#vent#kinda?#negative //#ask to tag
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Rereading the tgcf manhua and "I'm not sure maybe I'll sleep on the streets or find a cave to rest in" I can't
I js can't with his fucking dramatic gay ass I'm literally dying here smh
#also the whole “I'm scared thing”#it's the babygirl in him#fr tho he's so smitten for xie lian#but like fair#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#hua cheng#san lang#hualian
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Having dreams where a hot vampire or something is hunting me down? Cool, exciting, fun, sexy.
Having dreams where my ex is hunting me down? Uncomfortable, gross, stressful, sickening!
#i'm so into that shit fr just not into him it's giving scary vibes#actually i never have real nightmares just these chase scenes and usually if i'm scared i go lucid so I don't get caught#um but yeah also i'm not scared of my ex irl or anything idk how i could be when he's only an inch taller than me?#i thought i saw him the other day but i often think i see him sometimes bc anyone who looks similar i only try to see in my peripherals#um and my partner made us walk by him so i just like sidestepped so he was inbetween me and what was probably just some stranger#and i'm honestly just very proud of myself because that required a lot of grace and it took a lot to just keep my eyes forward#because yeah u could've seen it was just a stranger but what if it wasn't then i'd probably have an anxiety attack or something else stupid
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shout out to everyone witnessing my writing crisis on the dash. im gonna walk into the sea
#to be fr#i want to write hurt/comfort#with link and taylor#because after everything link said to grant at the end of episode 37#i think he would be so unbelievably shaken up#and like i wrote link comforting taylor#bc his dads taught him grounding exercises#but i also feel like#like in episode 7#grant said when link is anxious he gets scared link will turn out like him#and i feel like#links household has a little bit of happiness is the most important and everything else is kinda bad for you to experience#vibes#so i feel lile#he would be pretty shaken up#but also not show it#and i know that when i'm in that situation#that leads to dissociation#so i was thinking of writing a fic of link dissociating like. right after that#like i guess#dndads spoilers#but like#the catbus ride maybe?#is when it would really sink in or i guess not sink in because repressing emotions or whatever#everyone has their own shit going on obviously but taylor objectively has the least shit going on (doesn't know what happened w/ his mom yet#either)#so i was thinking of writing taylor noticing that link is really fucking shaken and not quite knowing what to do because he isn't really one#for comforting in that sorta way#but still trying to help#and maybe it helps a bit maybe it doesnt i don't know. I DON'T KNOW ☹
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Maybe love is the opposite of shame?
#idk feeling soft today#like. when I moved out with Merlin I apologized so much and was very scared of idk being in the way ig#and now it's like. chill u know?#and then also now that I'm more stable and falling in love with more people because I have the capacity...#it's like I'm alive I'm present I'm here I want to stay here#as opposed to i already died and none of this is real anymore I'm watching myself from afar and I just want everything to finally end fr#you know?#too cheesy? get this#I'm wearing a collar I made myself that touches my neck and it is warm and comfortable and six years ago i almost threw up drawing someone#wearing the same because imagining the feeling was too triggering already#I'm safe and I'm loved and I'm loving you know#i don't want to disappear#also idk when Altaïr was here I finally wanted everyone to meet them and like. when k came I. didn't want people to meet him#and you know that was mean of me but also. uhh yeahhh not going into it#you know. all that kind of stuff
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girl some of the shit I've seen from posters on the uni walls and heard from classmates talking literally perfectly mirror what was said by the one woman who stabbed the Asian girl on the bus because 'Chinese are buying our houses' or whatever 😶😶😶 I'm gonna start lying abt being Chinese fr if someone asks I'll make something up, sorry beforehand for cultural appropriation I just don't want to get stabbed by someone who thinks I'm a diseased communist spy lol
#diary#hater tag#if i say mongolian (part mongolian) from mongolia (inner mongolia)#jkjk but fr im like. genuinely scared LOL#i hesitated last time and said 'i'm from alberta' and maybe ill do it again#but i was out w my mom over xmas and this guy at the yoga studio literally chased her down asking where we were from even tho she kept#ignoring him and avoiding the question so im jsut like.........#hahahhahahhahahah holy fuck shit fuck#maybe i rlly DO need to move back home after uni smh gonna end up dead here or smthn
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i should put my comfort charas in my rentry Mayhaps
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#i often get scared bcs the dark scares me and i get paranoid too so#but i also . Mental Health. so#my ccs range from Raha to Zenos which i think is funny#aka people who'd hug me vs people who'd fight for me :] <3 zenos wld likely rather Fight Me#but like... if i'm in danger he'd attack whoever's after me fr LMFAO#so yeah there's akira and then theres akechi and i think thats so funny to me#my favs in fe3h r all ccs lowkey. they can protect me... they prollt need the hugs more tho LMFAO#raha is the biggest cc fr tho aaa the single mention of him makes me happy (im so smitten)
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Bruh
#the way . I am crying over a pizza delivery driver dumping my pharmD ass#he was sooooo stinky i miss him 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i knew he was going to end it i knew he would#be the one to end things I was head over heels but he was like 🧍#I want him to bleed lowkey but i'm normal. He was a good guy just immature at times and i think he saw i'm a#cold stone bitch with her life together making 4x he does. so he was like Ok ur future is bright i dont#want to waste your time im not good enough. but its whatever I'm pretty cool and normal#Just been crying a lot#Its cool though. seriously.#I mightve posted about him once or twice Yes i hated him at first bc i was scared once i realized he isnt#scared of me being a bitch to him i was like Ok he seems to actually want to break down my emotional barriers Ok and i#fell in love... then he's like Nah. and Ii'm like Oh Yayyyyy#I serioisly dont know how anyone handles anything#it was literally only 5 months i met him via bumble and we just dated since then but like. Bruh if#it was 12 mknths? 2 years? 10 years? I would actually kill myself no joke#anyway Fuck my life i'm good tho I'll continue slinging norco and percocet and adderall XR and#he'll keep slinging out those amazing fuckimg breadsticks witht he homemade ranch 🥲🥲🥲🥲 I will miss the#pizza from.his job where he'd get 50% off for me equally as much as i will miss him Fr FR.
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Just finished all the shrines and got the reward, and not to vague blog but like, what the heck is that.
#Getting all the shrines was soooo much easier than in botw I didn't even need the shrine sensor or a guide or nothing! Much appreciated lol#But fr what on earth was that thing lol#spoilers for totk#totk spoilers#It's not even got face animation wtf it's terrifying!!#Didn't help that I stepped outside and straight into the smoke of a rising blood moon lmao#Nintendo why... You literally spent a year polishing the game and that was the best you could do??? It scares me XD!#The ears are tiny and the tail is about as reactive as a stick (and why is there a tail at all????) and?? Why are the eye whites black??#Why is the hair red?! Why did you give him a mf Glasgow grin it's creepy! It's so creepy!! The eyes look mad and why does he have the muzzl#Maybe it was made based on some concept art before they finalised the designs? And then they just... Forgot to make its face move.#But fr ToT Nintendo you were so close to an absolute banger#loz#legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#totk#loz totk#loz tears of the kingdom#Seriously why does the hero aspect look like he's possessed by ganon. The zonai had white hair and eye whites! Smaller muzzle! No tail!#Okay you know what I'm making a separate post
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