#i'm so mad rn SO SO MAD AUGH
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Wraith
Had an interesting dream where Vice had been picked-up/recruited by Raffen Shiv as a teenager, and to cope with the heartbreak of Phantom Liberty I decided to put off finishing the game to...make it real? 💀👻
(psst @wraithsoutlaws you were totally right 😭)
#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk photomode#cyberpunk v#oc: vice de'angelo#my screenshots#the most cursed AU but D A M N if he doesn't look good af#i'm so mad rn SO SO MAD AUGH
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Hey! So i got to know about you by duckverse, magicstone because I'm mainly a duckverse fan and all and i came to check out your blog, and Omg I didn't know that you wrote a book! I went to check it out and it has a great plot, this is not really a question but really just a thank you note for being an inspiration :3 (if you end up reading this, have a good day mod✨)
AUGH THANK YOU i still love magicstone and ducks and hope one day to return... but rn im so mad busy I haven't had the chance ;o;
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Robooty Reviews: Killer Crush (10/10) PERSONAL FAVORITE
Professional killer Joo Taeman has found himself completely head over heels with Korea's biggest heart throb actor Kang Da-Hyuk. Not to be confused with the average hobbyist serial killer, Joo Taemin's professional is his legitmate career and he has endured severe training mentally and physically his entire life to be up to the job. But suddenly he finds himself melting from the mere glance at Da-Hyuk's "boy next door" smile! This manhwa is packed to the brim with comedy and cute pannels. IF YOU LIKE ROBOOTY STYLE ITAGER YOU WILL LIKE THIS.
First review eeheehee! And whats more fitting than to continue this draft i made all the way back in March 2023? Dont expect proper summaries for the next ones lol. but ohhhh my god... this one is so good okay. ITS SO FUNNY AND AAUGWHHS ITS LIKE ROBOOTY ITAGER ADJACENT. LIKE FUCKING TRUST ME RN OKAY. THIS READS LIKE AN ITAGER AU TO ME ALRIGHT GUYS ITS NOT FULLY THE SAME OBVIOUSLY BUT IT HAS LIKE... COCAINE. COKE-HYENA! IF YOU LIKE THE SHIT I MAKE YOU WILL MOST DEFINATELY LIKE THIS!!!!!!
The romance is so cute too and ohh my god this art is to die for it's sooooo good.. I wish i drew as good as the author.... IM SO MAD THAT I DONT KNOW HOW TO ORDER THINGS USING A KOREAN WAREHOUSE ADDRESS BECAUSE THERES OFFICIAL PLUSHIES AND I WANTED ONE SOOOO FUCKING BAD AUGH **TEARING GRASS OUT OF THE EARF**
Anyways rn it's on hiatus because season 2 finished and I'm going to cry I need season 3... I wish there was a physical print of this PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MAKE A PHYSICAL PRINT I WILL BUY EVERY SINGLE VOLUME. This is my first post and it's a 10/10 but no seriously guys. I dont give out 10/10s like candy alright. It's that good. This is unironically the only yaoi manga that I would feel comfortable recommending to anyone because its just a genuinely good comic. (It's not my all time favorite yaoi, but it holds second/third place with another manga I'll talk about later).
I love this shit. it's hilarious. I don't laugh often while reading yaoi (such a shame) or well even laugh often while reading manga (I need more comedy in mai life), but this made me laugh a whole lot. So good...... please read this I am begging you
#robooty reviews#yaoi review#robooty personal favorite#Killer Crush#recommendations#recs#rec#recommended
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Storm
The fucking post limit
IS SILENCING ME
AND IM MAD ABOUT ITTTT AUGH
Also work is being bad rn so I'm suffering
Add a headache on top of that and you have me rn
Silent seething
Hhrhrghrgrhrhrg sorry for the yelling I just needed to tell someone bc if I didn't I would become an internet clip
How you doing pretty boy? :D hope your doing good :3
NAURR POST LIMIT BELOATHEDDD
Oushsjshd yer good man i get your pain 😔😔
Ebebrhbendhdjd I'm doin goooodddddd :333 I've been playing Pressure on Roblox like . All day lmao- silly fish guy Sebastian has been added to the blorbo list methinks
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Yesterday at work I unfortunately had to drink some liquid ca|ories because I had low blood sugar even tho I ate before I worked 😣 feeling like such a wannarexic cuz i wasn't even really hungry today but forced myself to eat a yogurt so I wouldn't pass out at work, but of course once I start eating it's hard to stop so I had 3 mini pancakes as well, and then I only ended up working an hour cuz my work closed early because the weather is horrible 😒 so now I'm mad I ate before work because NOW IM HUNGRY and working let's me be like "I can't eat rn I'm working" mindset BUT NOW THAT IM HOME ALL I WANNA DO IS EATTTTTTT AUGH 😭😭😭
Already at 345 ca|s today so I'm probably not gonna be able to do under 500 today like I wanted too. Hopefully dinner will be low enough ca| that I'll be under 700 and do an hour or 2 on the treadmill:p
Sorry that was my little rant 😔
#ed blr#i just want to be thin#4nor3xia#ana rexx#anor3c1a#st4rv1ng#@n@ diary#shmeating shmisorder#pro m1a#tw skipping meals
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Ok but I actually really love deranged slow burn fics
And it's coz of 2 stupid cartoon dogs. Maxley. Toxic as fuck in an actual relationship. But goooooddddd this ship is just so
Ugh😫
Like. Yeah. A lot of yall fuckers are writing these guys all sweet and shit. So cute an cuddle an sweet. Nah. These hoes hate fuck.
Bradley loves seeing Max in pain. Bro fr gets a lil glint in his eyes when he sees the anger build in that boy
Max. He just haaates bradley. And slowly, he loves hating him. He loves seeing that pissed off look. The one that has Something hidden. The look of a mad man who gets excited abt this kinda shit.
They love hating each other.
And the few fics that actually show their toxicity. I'm fuckin eating that shit UP NOM NOM NOM YES GIMME MORE
Anyway. Highly recommend "Phyco". I would say who it's made by but the author posted it anonymously :[ WHO EVER YOU ARE THAT MADE THAT MAXLEY FIC JUST KNOW I LOVE AND HATE YOU FOR GETTING ME BACK INTO TOXIC SHIPS(I will never love toxic stuff irl please know that it's only for fictional characters fuck you if you think otherwise)
Also PLEASE check out Wink_Wonk_Wank_Wenk's fics coz like AUGH THEY WRITE BRADLEY SO FUCKING GOOOOODDD I SWEAR TO GOD UGH I LOVE THEM SM AND EVERYTHING THEY WRITE
Reading their newest fic "You and I" rn. It's a dead dove one. I usually steer away from dead dove fics with only a few exceptions, this is one of then. There's only 2 chapters of it so far AND I LOVE IT SM
#these fics be makin me more fucked up in the head teehee#idek if i should tag the characters n stuff coz my ass scared of bein judged lmaoo#fuck it#its my alt anyway#let em see me be insane >:D#max goof#maximillian goof#bradley uppercrust#bradley uppercrust the third#bradley uppercrust iii#max x bradley#bradley x max#maxley#this is a sideblog kinda post
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Ik this isn't my sdv blog but idgaf. I'm writing a sdv fic rn and I'm like going mad over it/pos I legit haven't written a fanfic since I was in 7th grade and into homestuck (it was a PB&J fic and I posted it to Wattpad. sobbing.) It's just a really short little Elliott x male farmer (his name is Finley :3) oneshot so I can get used to writing Elliott in preparation for an even longer fic that's been floating around my mind for months and UGH IM SO EXCITED TO GET IT WRITTEN DOWN. one of my friends is the unofficial beta reader (i've literally just been sending her paragraphs and she's been critiquing it. I don't know if she knows what I'm doing lmao) and AUGH it's so bad but idgaf I'm having so much fun. Whimsy is so real and it's in writing.
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ok im going a *little* bit mad w the garden update ... ive not done as much as i would like its prolly a rather unimpressive amount really bit im SO excited for stats abt it ... skycrypt garden stats pretty please 👉👈 ALSO just checked the visitor list on the wiki (the guest book i dont have patience to look at</3) and im ESPECIALLY excited that the puzzler?? can come by?? ough i REALLY wanna see the puzzler.... also i lovee that tia herself can pop in what a delight .... hhh its such a delightful visitor list ... anyways i need to lament somewhere that ive got a full queue of visitors 4 of which want ungodly amounts of ench pumpkin and 1 of which wants 4 ench cookies ..... dire straits !! im gonna hafta start setting up a ton more pumpkin minions at this rate</33 Any Ways i am having a delightful time w the garden i REALLY didnt expect to get into it much but i just need to walk around and use the replenishing hoe i got and my personal compactors take care of the rest its soo nice to just put on a stream/vod in the background and just go .... augh i have the lotus stuff i wanna say already but idk if its been that quick.... ive got 3 plots all fully planted in and more farming than ive ever done by hand in a few days </33 garden update my beloved ..... also since odowa is one of the folks wanting ench pumpkins from me i looked up their name and saw that odowa means trader :0 waugh... TRYIMg to make a drawing abt it ehehe
-crenshaw121
(i copy pasted the image without thinkin uhhh idk if itll show up but . yea :])
YOOOOO ART!!!!
i haven't done anything with the garden yet bc i cant afford to get invested rn </3 i playtested on alpha and stuff but i'm refusing to get too into it, i have to graduate lmao. i logged in for the first time in weeks today and decided to set up one (1) plot full of wheat, then bought like 100m worth of combat gear bc i felt like it. me and ark did 3 runs of f5 and decided that was enough for the day :P
#i am already farming 42 but i hope that just makes the garden even more fun#i have a fully upgraded potato hoe yippee i am going to put it to GREAT use#im so glad the pumpkin dicer is getting an upgrade#before i get involved in that tho i need to focus on my midterm. and find a new house. and move </3#im a little excited to move. nervous but happy. never moved but My God We Need To Move#gonna miss the puppies next door D:#im gonna graduate then move then job hunt aaaugh. is it not enough to play videogames and have fun in this world#they should pay me to play games and have fun with friends amen#asks#crenshaw121#sb
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ok so idk if this is a hot take or whatever but i rewatched the rgg movie from 2007 and that shit ROCKS i like it so much more now bc like,, the first time i watched it i was expecting a straightforward adaptation of the first game's plot and that's just fully not what it is at all nor what it was trying to be
like yeah most of the nishiki final boss stuff at the end is pretty underwhelming but it's not about him. it's about kamurocho!! it's about the reasons people turn to crime and the humanity of everyone involved except for jingu lmao and how fucking bonkers mad you feel when it's a little too hot outside and?? sadomasochism??? between the masochist info guy and majima using the same door slamming technique on kiryu that he used for said info guy and then the very very sexual connotations to the majima chestsitting knife dick shot in the bedroom at the soapland I'm just saying there are. implications. like additional ones to the inherent ones of the kazumaji dynamic like yeah!! that's all good. and once you stop waiting on game events to happen you can just like,, enjoy the stuff happening in it. it's a very character-centric movie and that scratches an itch for me.
it's also like wayy funnier than i remembered lol. some of it's not really on purpose like the cg helicopter just skating all over town shattering windows for idk reasons I guess. probably because jingu's an asshole? idk you could probably read meaning into jingu's symbol of power carelessly wrecking kamurocho but i think it's probably just for shits. but like,, the baseball stuff (the scene where majima calls their match a doubleheader and then the subtitles explain what that is for like three lines over like 30 seconds of gunshot footage is fucking top notch) and kiryu's flip phone troubles and the hostage takers requesting nice expensive food and the hostages thanking them and then the cop being like "if they'd asked for anything more expensive we would have taken them out" and all that idk I'm so endeared to it rn
i also find it kinda fascinating that majima is so present in this because like,, to my understanding, before the release of 0 (and therefore before kiwami's majima everywhere system and whatnot), majima was considered this kinda random side character, like he'd just show up whenever and fuck off again like that. he played a much smaller role. he's not even especially important in the og yakuza, and this came out around 9 months before y2 so it's just based on y1 majima's vibe. yet they gave him significantly more attention than nishiki or kazama or even yumi (though all three were sorta background figures it's like they were already ghosts. man kazama doesn't even DIE in this, he just leaves. they make up for him living by making nishiki's hair a casualty bc oh my LORD what was that jdhshsh). truly goes to show what a silly guy does to a mf
(also they actually give majima and haruka an interaction here??? and he's kind to her and kiryu trusts him to not hurt her and she's like "idc I'll beat you up don't fucking TOUCH ojisan" and he's like "well damn. go on then" gah augh love. closest thing we have in rgg to my knowledge is majima kidnapping her offscreen and him [vague rgg5 spoilers] risking his and saejima's lives to save her bc she means so much to kiryu. here he just doesn't wanna hurt a kid)
obviously it's kinda weird to ditch most of the plot/key characters of the game and i don't think it's great that they tried to tie it in at the end how they did but like. eh idk I'm happy with it. it's a good time. i won't argue it's a masterpiece (mostly bc i don't like arguing over whether media is "objectively good" or whatever) but it DOES make me happy :D. so. thanks like a dragon (2007) mwah mwah xoxo
anyway point is it's about the vibes of playing yakuza, which is (for me) about getting immersed in the city and the little side plots of the people in it and whatever and then cramming the plot in last minute :)
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza#kiryu kazuma#like a dragon#they also know how to make a guy look good getting beat up which is ABSOLUTELY a good chunk of the rgg experience#so good on them#dick shot in the soapland bedroom by the heartshaped bed sounds like a clue murder summary#anyway I think about that scene all the time. what a choice#we'll just make it so so blatantly homoerotic to make up for the fact that majima didn't take a knife for kiryu this time#and kiryu like smirks?? at majima when he challenges him at the batting cages?? i think? idk im bad w faces but i think he does#in a very :| way bc it's kiryu but still a notable way for like.. y1 era#truly ahead of its time bc he would go on to smile at majima when theyre about to fight in other games and also#all the time in my head#like a dragon 2007#correction: there was NOT a heart shaped bed in the soapland room my brain just fully inserted one in there lol
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HI FOR THE LOVE OF G-D HELLO! i just went thru ur spn poetry tag a little and im like. frothing at the mouth rn. vomiting blood. eating glass etc. i feel emotionally keelhauled by the "family (derogatory)" poem in the BEST way. "cloth mother, wire mother, wooden mother-father-brother" I WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM THIS!!!! like sorry im trying so hard to pay you like, socially acceptable NORMAL compliments about ur poetry (BC YOUR POETRY IS SO GOOD!!!) but all i can think to say is that i feel like a maenad at a bacchanal receiving a divine spirit of frenzied madness or sth. THANKS i think you might have permanently knocked sth loose in my brain <3
AUGH OH MY GOD THIS IS SO NICE????? hugging this ask to my chest forever and ever holy shit thank you so much. i'm so glad you enjoyed it AUUGHHH XOXOXO
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Babyyyy!!!!! :DDDDD
Hello :3 💋💋💋
I hope you are well, beloved! I am sending you so many cuddles and kisses and good wishes 💛✨️. I hope life has been kind to you and I hope you've been able to keep cool this summer! Also wishing you strength amongst all that is happening 🍉🇵🇸.
The new bleach trailer and message from the series leads on Twitter have me so so excited!! October is going to be so so very special 🥰.
I was wondering if you also saw the trailer for the new console game they're working on that came out earlier the same day? 👀
IT LOOKS SO GOOD‼️
Other animes in the big three, dbz, and new gen have gotten so many console games over the years. While Bleach has only really gotten mobile games. (The way I'm still mad they put goku in Ichigo's place on the cover of Jump Force hekdjdkhdjdj).
Apparently the last console game to come out for bleach was in 2011? And that was even before I became a bleach fan.
but AUGH I WANNA PLAY REBIRTH OF SOULS SO BAD IT LOOKS BEAUTIFUL AND HIGH QUALITY I KNOW IT WOULD MAKE ME SO HAPPY.
I am so EXCITED that it is going to exist but so SAD bc I won't have a way to play it upon release 😭😭😭. It's for Playstation, Xbox, and PC. I don't have either of those consoles and my laptop cant handle gaming 😔. So my hope is that it is eventually ported to Nintendo Switch.
If I could I WOULD BUY IT ON RELEASE. or pre-order even. Le sigh 🧎🏾♀️.
Yapping aside, I love you very much Nada, my dear. May health and good fortune be upon you forevermore <33333. I hope your day is nothing short of lovely, just like u :3 🫶🏾.
HIIIII LOVELY!!!!!!! 💋💋💋
Im doing good especially after I watched the trailer im the happiest person rn
I hope you’re doing great how have you been??
may Allah protect them our hearts with 🇵🇸🫒🍉
ommmmg the trailer IM SCREAMING BC IM SO EXCITED FOR COUR THREE KYORAKU’S BANKAI AND ICHIHIME BABIES I CANNOT WAIT FOR IT AND THE NEW OPENING/ENDING LOOKS SO GOOD!!!!!!!!!! October will be always my favorite month haha
The game looks amazing!!!! like I want to play it NOW im glad it’s not just for PS5 but also for PS4 i mean most the new games don’t support the ps4 version and I just have ps4 :(
tbh I don’t like mobile games I didn’t even play bleach brave souls im not a fake fan lol but I hate mobile games it’s not for me but I’m rly rly glad they make a PlayStation game for us
I hope we play the new game lovely don’t worry we will!!!!!!!! I have only ps4 but I don’t know if I can play it but i hope so bc the quality and everything is just AMAZING!!!!
AAAAAAAAA I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH I HOPE YOU ALL THE HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD YOU DESERVE ALL THE GOOD THINGS 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 I CANNOT WAIT FOR COUR 3 TO JUST TALK WITH YOU ABOUT IT IM SO EXCITED 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
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Im so happy-mad rn
Well, not MAD, more like inconvenienced lmao
Like I love seeing Hannibal stuff on my tumbler, LOVE. IT. but also like...it gets so terribly difficult to avoid spoilers :')
Like I've watched S1 and I'm almost done with S2, but that little part of S2 I haven't watched and S3 keep appearing and it's just so AUGH.
and I feel like I can't actively search for Hannibal stuff to make the brain worms go 'ajshsjgd', unless I want a spoiler. (I do not 😔)
And I also feel like I can't talk about the show, or even write about it, because I don't know enough. And it's so f r u s t r a t i n g.
It makes me wanna rush to finish the show, too, and that SUCKS. Because then I don't appreciate it, don't analyze the episodes or the dialogue as much as I normally would, because I just want to get it over with so I can finally talk about it and finally consume media from it. It makes me not enjoy the show yk?
I dunno this was a dumb rant but at this point that's what Tumblr is for soooooo...yeah :3
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final episode of s&b season 1 reaction!! i cant wait to start s2 since the other crows (except matthias) are there too
inej forgetting who milo is just like amita in that one interview (i've watched like. half of the interviews the cast is just so good)
zoya!!!
nina and matthias!!!!
they're so cute but theyre so tragic at the same time i wish they got a happy ending
"i hunt slavers now" stop copying inej
i dont think this is how it went it the book?? i dont want them to change their backstory stopp😭😭
"see it enough in the mirror do you" helpdjfjfk
mal planning to shoot them and then inej just pressing the knife to his throat shes the best
i've been rewatching the last few scenes over and over because honestly im so confused
i think i get it now?? im at the part where they reach west ravka (or at least i think its west ravka 💀)
INEJ COME BACK joking she made the right decision. kinda
where is she now
"only because i'm not in the game" he literally has all the best lines 🔥🔥
ZOYA AND INEJ MEETING its not really one but whatever
how did he know she was the wraith
inej and zoya could literally be The power duo i need them to interact more next season
PLEASE NOT KAZ HIDING BEHIDN THE BAGS he looks so scared hes such a coward
the way he was literally cowering earlier but the second inej is in danger he puts his life on the line
did she poke a hole through his hand im so confused
OH SHE DIDD
is that ugly ass collar finally gonna be gone i literally cannot look at it any longer
YES ITS GONE
its always that fucking heartrender guy i forgot his name
i can barely see anything 💀💀 tf is going on
inej's talk with alina is so sweet ahh
"have you found religion too" PLEASEE they really shouldve given him more lines like that bc that is exactly what book kaz wouldve said
"the deal is the deal" bro couldnt even say thank you normally
inej's longing look after kaz oh my godd she wants to hug him so badly
I KEEP REWATCHING IT the look in her eyes the way she moves her hands the yearning is baddd 😭😭
please let them have one final talk this episode
the crows and zoya watching mal and alina's deep romantic moment is so funny to me
FINALLY ZOYAS SPEAKING
KANEJ TALKKK
"im keeping my promise to you" AHHHHH
"i need you" OH THEYRE GONNA PARALLEL THIS WITH THE I WANT YOU LINE NEXT SEASON
"after that, we'll see" honestly i might just watch the first episode of season 2 today i need to know what happens
the helink angst is worse than in the booksbecause its not nina's fault at all and he doesnt know and hes mad at her and aughh 😭😭
HOW MANY TIMES ARE THE CROWS GONNA *JUST* MISS NINA
"true wealth is the friends you make along the way" "im talking of milo of course" will he ever shut up about that fucking goat
NINA LOOKED AT THEM PLEASEE LET HER JOIN THEM RN
HIS TINY SMILE FOR INEJ AUGHH ☹️☹️ i rewatched this scene a million times too!! im not okay
"i know some people in this world who would like those odd" shes talking ab the crowsss
augh fuck this later today i am watching s2 ep1!!!! i just need to idk why
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rough sex with hanma and some fluff at the end😖💘
❦︎ - uhm excuse me? did you read my fucking mind? i've been thinking about rough sex with some bitch but idk who so ig i'll go with hanma💀and so sorry it took me decades to write this i actually finished writing it last month but i forgot to post it LMAO
cw - sub!hanma, dom!reader, pegging, orgasm denial, ooc hanma(lmao),really short cuz im dumb
your hips has been going non-stop fucking your boyfriend's ass. you see, this was supposed to be a punishment. because your dumb boyfriend was 'pranking' you by flirting with some bitches when you both are at the pub earlier. this is hanma shuji we're talking about here. ofc he's enjoying the 'punishment' you're giving him as of right now. "agh- good! 's good! more! fuck me more-" even though you're fucking him from behind, you can still see that satisfied grin he always have on his face.
landing a harsh slap on his ass repeatedly. hanma's moans just got louder and louder. your neighbors probably already heard your boyfriend's moans considering how loud he is. the punishment you're giving him rn is no longer a punishment because he keep asking for more. pushing his head on the mattress, you switch on the vibrator that was attached to his leaking cock to the maximum level. the tip of your strap hitting his prostate so hard he start seeing white. "cum-cumming! gonna cum- augh!" hands gripping the sheets tightly it almost got ripped.
you grab his cock on the base preventing him from cumming. and you continue thrusting your cock in and out of his sopping hole. "hey- y/n... let me cum!" ignoring his pleas, you thrust your cock deeper he can feel the bulge on his stomach now. "y/n- why are- AGH! you so qu-quiet? eek! ahm! say-say something!" trying to look back, his head got pressed even more onto the pillow. he hates this. no matter how much you get mad at him, you always talk to him. but not any sound coming from you somehow makes him anxious.
"yellow.." he mumbles slowly though you heard it and immediately let go of his head. pulling out, you turn hanma on his back. you can see tears pooling in his eyes. "i'm sorry hun... am i too hard? you ask while caressing his flushed face. "no... just talk to me! i'm sorry! i won't do that again!" he's looking at you with wide eyes, begging for forgiveness. you lean down and leave a kiss on his wet lips. "alright. don't do that again okay?"
"i promise! please don't ignore me.." hanma shuji hates when you ignore him. after all he got ghost by his bestfriend (literally). after a while, you continue thrusting back into your boyfriend's hole as you keep telling him how much you love his stupid ass.
now both of you are lying down facing each other while you push his hair out of his face. who would've thought that 'hanma shuji' would cry for his lover. "...ve you" he said. "what did you say?" you ask making him move closer to your chest. "i said i love you, stupid" and you couldnt missed how red his face while saying that.
"i know. and i love you too shuji"
he definitely love this affection it you're giving. it's warm and it feels like home<3
#❦︎ zay's asks#mann im too dumb to do this shit#sub tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers smut#tokyo revengers x reader#hanma shuji smut#hanma smut#hanma x reader#hanma x y/n#sub hanma#dom!reader
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You doin ok buddy? i'm here to help
bvvv i dunno ,, my mind always finds some way to ruin everything i see or do or w/e even if its something that shouldnt be a very big deal sometimes i say im in a happy mood and i even feel like it but i just know if anyone in the house tried to talk to me i'd snap at them and my mood would be ruined and someones mad at me now and that just doesnt seem happy im always focusing on insignificant things and cant help it ? ex anytime i see a video recorded in a car i just kinda wish i was there bcz i like cars and car rides and its literally no big deal at all but then i find myself on the verge of tears cause god i dont wanna be where i am right now or i see any piece of art and i just am suddenly hit with how unhappy i am w my own, even if i like how it turns out sometimes i feel like im not really progressing any more and i just cant find comfort in anything i have fun sometimes but its just so easy to ruin the mood and overall i feel kind of miserable hearing footsteps outside my room is enough to stress me out sort of unrelated but it keeps occuring to me that some of these things i do or think just arent really normal things ive got this insane paranoia at any time of the day my mind convinces me someone else is just. in my head and ive gotta stop everything im doing n yell at them to go away . n then its a kind of guessing game . i never know when theyve left. if they have at all it stops me from doing so many things just because they feel weird, for example saying or even typing certain words that arent weird words at all? theyre like in so many peoples daily dictionary? but for some reason no i could never say/type that in front of whoevers in my head rn on top of this i dont like speaking at all anyways sometimes im just too exhausted for it and i physically cant form words or i just. dont. feel like it obviously im always pressured to talk anyways and its not like theres anythig i can do about that other than feel bad augh ayways sorry abt all of this its a real mess i doubt theres much of a way to help with all this but just giving me a space to talk abt it makes it feel a little better so thank you
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hey so i just wanted to say i have mad respect for you & as a 23 year old also workin her way through life i just wanted to say you're major inspo, seem hype & boujee as hell & your writing is so unique & leaves a girl awestruck & i've just really enjoyed watching the evolution of your stories. i'm finishing my first series right now & knowing the work that goes into writing & shit really just blow my mind the amount of content you publish like damn babe Get. It.
woooowee!! thank you augh. really makes me warm to hear this cos i don’t feel like i’m doing that good of a job rn haha. your early 20s are fuckign wack, so do what you can! share your best moments, and sometimes your worst! we’re old enough to already have regrets, so if you want to do something... DO IT! even with writing lol. thank u again! 💕
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