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backyard summer dreamin'
#i'm so in love with my new camera#she's beautiful#i got her for like eight bucks off ebay#she thinks it's 2002#she doesn't have a manual and i can't find any online so i'm just trying to figure everything out by experimentation!!!!#really loving the dreamy vibe she gives photos <3#my photography#nature#nature photography#southern americana#midwest americana#< i never know which one cause everyone disagrees so 🤷🏻#summer#summer aesthetic#nostalgia#i love my backyard so much#butterflies#2000s#2000s nostalgia#2000s aesthetic
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(It's ok Yurgir will respawn in Avernus)
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[[ All Croissant Adventures (chronological, desktop) ]]
[[ All Croissant Adventures (app) ]]
#...right- LOL#I was so scared of losing anyone I pretty much only summoned Yurgir!#ok let me ramble about this fight in the tags#I.....listen. Listen. I love this game with my entire heart. It's one of my favorite games of all time.#.....the final battle took me out of it a little bit ngjfkdlnshjk#It introduced a bunch of new mechanics and maybe I'm dumb but it felt like it wasn't super clear how everything worked#First I restarted it because I dropped a globe of invuln on the starting area thinking Orpheus could just activate the stones from that far#Then I restarted it bc I basically ran out of time on the rounds...except I didn't realize the fight would continue since every other-#-turn-based round counter was usually a game over#THEN I actually summoned the flaming fist to help clean up right at the end which made the camera SUPER confused when I went in the portal#It was a mess.#I still give the game an 11/10 tho lmao#Oh also Orpheus did something - I don't know what - and then the dragon just died with 120hp left. So. Good job buddy LOL#Lae'zel ended up killing the Emperor - I'm sure she enjoyed that#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#act III spoilers#croissant adventures#tav#prince orpheus#yurgir#shadowheart#lae'zel#gale#breadweave#comics
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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My friendly neighbourhood cat on film <3
#he's my muse#i am so happy with how this photo turned out aaah#my new roll is so summery i'm so full of love#photos#photography#cats#cute cats#cottage core#cottagecore#aesthetic#summer#summer aesthetic#photo#film camera#film#photograph#kitten#gato#cuteness#cameras#animals#cute animals#fairy aesthetic#fairy grunge
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good news wildcats, I'm finally watching hsmtmts s4. I just finished episode 1 and I am SCREAMING.
toxic ricky is back!!!!!!!!!!! unhinged unstable season 1 ricky my darling!!!! my beloved!!!!!!!!! my pathetic soggy prayers have been answered!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#anyway it started making my brain too happy so I'm gonna have to pick it up and put it down until I get good n fixated enough to mass consum#but the good news is I'm getting so many ideas for rocks 2 n 3 n 4!!!!!!!!!#it will be a slow and steady process but it's chuggin down the choo choo tracks!!!!!!!!!! I'm working on wrapping up curiosity while I outl#then when I write those probs is when I'll outline cur2-3.#also mike being like “yeah I met your mom in my senior year so uh... be safe”#and ricky's like “don't worry dad I won't get my heart broken”#“......OH. you mean THAT kind of safe.”#I am WAITING AND AGONIZING for them to drop an implied sex scene#i know they probs won't cause it's disney but PLEASE GOD PLEASE#I NEED TO SEE WHAT RICKY LOOKS LIKE ON CAMERA AFTER GETTING HIS FUCKING WORLD ROCKED#PLEASE GOD PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU#anyway yeah#tried to talk to someone about all this and got HORRIBLE rejection sensitive dysphoria so time to delve into fanfiction to cope!!!!!!!!#love writing as a creative outlet!!!!!! love that I have therapy tomorrow!!!!!!!!
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THE MOON IS SO BIG TONIGHT
- hero-of-the-wolf
Djskfjidkejsdkg I saw it it was so cool!
I knew it was the solstice so spent a while looking at her while walking Stitch, my mum also pointed it out to me. The moon is so beautiful I love her.
The full moon of June's happening on the same day (ish) as the solstice which is rare- she's gonna be really pretty tonight and tomorrow too! Go look at the moon everybody, all this weekend she's gonna look fairly full. If it's cloudy I will flip some tables. but luckily I'm not in a big city with as much light pollution now so I'll probably be able to see her well :)
I love the moon :D
#she's my gf#asks#personal#the moon!!#I love the moon :D#she's literally so pretty#and so cool#and she was huge and beautiful last night#and and#the moon :)#it's like special or something that the full moon of June lined up with the solstice#pretty cool time to be alive yeah?#I didn't trust myself to get a actually nice picture#but I want a new pfp of the moon I just don't know how to get one :/#it's ok that I'm stalking the moon in twilight princess right? not too wierd#twilight princess' animation is so beautiful...#especially the moon lol#it's actually really pretty in all the Zelda games#*that I've played! majoras mask does not count for me!#*cracks knuckles* I'm gonna watch the moon so hard this weekend#maybe try and use a camera for pictures...#also thank you for messaging me!! I really appreciate it and love seeing it and that you think of me#hugs <33 (but platonic and virtual)#a wolf friend
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ART CREDIT! 💖 LYNN FOUND DEAD IN MIAMI OMGG my friend (irl 🫣) commissioned hakuno art 4 meee 🥺🥺😭😭😭🥹🫶🫶🙏💘💞💖💗💓💘 gajfhskfbd it's kind of a long story but PLSS SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL........ i'm so blessed so moved,,, and i wanna share real quick bc úwù🫶 and as u can see, i'm using the chibi as my dash icon now too ! ✨️but also pls do tell me if the quality is fudged up or sth 😳🙏 am not sure if it looks okie !!
#&&. out of#SNIFFLES i am being fed so well frfr 🫶🫶#tis a bday present for me she saidd 🥺 my bday isn't anywhere near today tho!! this is actually a pretty belated present vskfbsjc#IM NOT COMPLAINING THO OFC IM ON KNEES RN ACTUALLY SOBBING SO GRATEFULY#so the story isss my friend offered to draw me sth for my bday (she planned on drawing a.yato at first bc i am Down Bad for that man🐕)#BUT I WAS LIKE 😳👉👈 well there's this oc............#i keep my h.akuno simpery a secret okok wgfksbfkd They Do Not Know That I Am Madly In Love With A Moon Lady and write her on tunglr dot com#SO- yes i am a lying lynn who lied 🗿#my friend ended up not being able to draw it herself tho; but she still wanted 2 give me sth#that was 'my oc' (lynn stares into the camera like in the office) so she got a commission for it egaddd 😳😳😳#andd here we r now ! ✨️✨️#also if u have me on d.iscord; u may notice da new icon alr 😌🫶#IM IMPATIENT OKOK I WANTED TO PRINT AND PASTE HER EVERYWHERE LIKE#HAVE YOU SEEN HER????? well now u have :]#also my fren said she got one more c.hibi comm of her omg 😭🙏💖💞💗 IM LIKE BLESSED FR#ok i'll shut up now but i'm jst obsessed sowwy wgfjwjd#*LOUD SNIFFLE* moon wife....................
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Over 3000 hours of playtime in 14 and I just learned something new...I love the vast world of gameplay tech
#I learned new melee tech for gaze mechanics#In legacy movement it makes it easier to deal with them and keep uptime if you hold both your mouse buttons and cancel out the forward#movement from that by holding s#Your character will stay looking away between gcds (though hitting your gcd attack will make your character considered 'looking at' the bos#so you have to time your gcds around the mech's snapshot)#This makes me happy#I looooove melee uptime tech it's the reason I'm a melee main lol#That and I love to feel the wind in my hair as my character's tiny hitbox succeeds in being as close to things going off as possible without#being hit lol#Apparently in standard movement you can just wiggle your camera for gaze mechs but I hate standard movement lol
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just got my phone in da maaaiillll :3
i looove her omg
#mine#z flip 6 is unbelievably lightweight compared to the flip 4 omgggggg#she's so beautiful!!!!#the camera rings are a lil tacky but the cover screeeeennnnn holy shit yall#i'm so excited abt playing with this this weekend!!#gonna work to set everything up#i'm most of the way there and man am i happy that data transfer between galaxies is so easy#bc whew... the way that i was sweating abt my music not being backed up anywhere#i had all of my songs only on my phone#so so so happy i don't have to transfer via computer bc goddamn#i love my desktop but this bitch simply does not read my fucking phone#literally dont kno why#anyways#yippeee!!! so happy with my new flippy! :D#after such a mess of a week#its so nice to 1. get my new phone 2. go to the movies with my friends on sunday and 3. see so many nice comments on my new ficlet i posted#hooray! :) nice end to a week
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I have a big google doc thing where I keep track of media and stuff (putting everything in loosely ranked categories), which is mostly just for my own reference so I know what tv shows I've already seen before, etc. and I never really look back through it, typically just a quick "okay, watched two movie in the past 8 months, need to quickly slap them somewhere in the lists. okay. done. save document. exit". But today I was actually reading through some of the old notes and there are like... MULTIPLE places where my comment is basically "It would have been good if it were about elves" or "I wish there was a fantasy show made in this same style" or "It's well made, but I just keep thinking about how I would like it more if everyone was an elf or was in old 1700s costumes" or etc like...... lol.... Most biased media ranking system on earth blatantly made by someone with an extremely hyperspecific range of narrow interests. It'd be like if a food reviewer only had 5 foods they actually liked, so they'd just go to a pizza place and be like "eh, the pizza was okay, but I just think it would be better if it was cereal instead. :/ ...2 out of 10"
#Which.. I mean... I am allowed to be biased because literally it's just for my own personal reference (or occasionall#y to send to friends or something if we're discussing the topic) so like.. nowhere am I saying 'I am the god of perfect taste and these#rankings are objectively the absolute truth and everyone should have my same opinion' or anything#BUT still.. it's funny to me sometimes#'Succession would be 100x better if it had the same cast/character quirks and shaky camera style and#acting choices/weird dialogue and general concept etc. EXCEPT it takes place within an elven noble family or something#managing the family business and everyone is in fantasy costumes now'' like.....okay...... but it's NOT that way..soo... thats not the show#''I like the acting style/general tone of Fleabag but i don't care for any of the characters or any of the subject matter and I wish it was#set in the 1800s and had vampires and was about magic instead'' okay..... again... you are making up an entirely new show in that case lol#OR my other beloved typical complaint ''The concept is good but theres too much plot and action and not enough people just sitting#around doing nothing and exposition dumping world and character lore'' ''this needs more goofy sideplots and filler episodes''#''this Drama was too dramatic I think it should be more lighthearted & people need to sit around doing nothing just being weird more often'#''the Action Movie was ok except for the action scenes - which I skipped through all of- but I liked the costumes and worldbuilding'' etc.#ERM sorry your plot has too much plot. also elves have to be included somehow. bye#BUT SERIOUSLY!!!!!! I literally genuinely believe that any show I like (or even dislike) could ALWAYS be improved greatly by#putting people in fantasy or historical costume/setting/etc... why the FUNK would I want to see bland jeans and cars and cell phones#when I could see elaborate velvet cloaks and fantastical landscapes and interior design and innovative takes on historical or#magical technology or etc. etc. etc. I LIVE in the modern day. I see it all the time!!! BORING! stinky!! boo!!!#ANYWAY... another social divide for me.. People love to bond by discussing media. which is hard when I'm like#'I literally will not watch something at all unless it fits into one of these 10 extremely specific categories which are all i care about i#the entire world''.. I say this and yet I still dislike most fantasy or historical things I've watched lol. ok TWO main criteria then!!#it must 1. be in a different world or time period. 2. be goofy silly. Nothing ever has BOTH. It's always overly serious boring drama action#fantasy/history stuff OR it's comedic lighthearted but with modern day characters... WHY.. anguish and woe and so on..#ANYWAY jhjnk... at least I can make that divide. Some people seem to project their own personal preferences and get really emotionally#defensive if you say you didn't like something - as if the fact that they DO like it is some Objective Truth or something rather than just#opinion/preference based. I can still easily say ''this is well made/well written/acted/good in a technical sense/has a lot of#points of appeal that most people would be drawn to/etc'' and admit that it's a GOOD show probably. I just PERSONALLY think its#bad because my tastes are very narrow. Some things ARE actually made badly but. things are not bad INHERENTLY just bc they dont suit ME lol#Better to recognize/accept whats odd about you and be peacefully aware of it than just being mad at everyone all the time for not fully#agreeing with you even when you're the one with the Weird opinion in that case lol.. I am right though :3 but.. lol... still. i get it
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wanna play the sims soooo baaaaad but bg3 takes up so much space I can't update it </3 maybe I'll ask N to help me clean out some stuff bc I simply Do Not Know things about computers lmao
#rAMbles#I'm also mourning my laptop that stopped working three years ago again#mostly bc i had so many interesting academic pdfs saved that i didn't appreciate in college and want to read again#i gotta try to remember that one website that has SOOOO many experimental films on it that i used my university's library login for...#i wonder if I'd still have access to it#maybe I'll reach out to my old professor and ask if he has any new site recommendations#j**** r******* you will forever be one of the best professors I've ever had!!!!#omg one day we just drew on 10ft of 35mm and he played it through a projector.. man that was a cool day#lemme dig up my notes from that class and research all the artists he shared again..#I'm thinking about his notes saying the work i created in his class was on par with grad level work and... auuuughhh i miss making video art#i was so spoiled using 4k cameras and professional mics and access to several video editing programs#time to ask N to find me rips of them i think :) i loved editing i was just too high and depressed in college to make more work#ugh maybe I'll ask my friend if i can use her mac so i can transfer some work i have on my mac only harddrive onto a flashdrive.. hmm...#okay rambling done i just really miss being a video artist#i lied last thought.. i really want to make a documentary again#OKAY BYE
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one thing i really miss is photography. i used to take so many pictures and i was good at it but a terrible college class completely destroyed my confidence. the professor hated everything i did and made me feel awful about my work.
i try to quiet the critical voice in my head when i take photos now but it's hard. i want to take photos for work because i have realized my coworkers are scared of the library d-slr. it's a model i dislike (the interface makes it hard to switch between modes and the menus make no damn sense) but i decided today that i am going to learn everything i can about that camera and really work on taking good photos for work. i'll have defined projects to shoot which is always better for me and how i take photos.
anyway, all to say that i want to take photos again and maybe recapture some of the joy i once had behind the camera.
#it's a long way off but i would love to get a new ish d-slr#they're hella expensive even used or not the newest model#it's the canon rebel we have at work and it is so fussy#i wanted to look through the viewfinder heaven forbid and it was so extra about switching to that#i'm used to olympus and nikon but especially olympus#that's what i shot during my photography internship and fell in love with it#i could keep my face to the camera and switch what i was doing with just buttons and by feel#maria blabs
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Shadow of the Colossus (2018) 1/?
#shadow of the colossus#sotc#virtual photography#the photomode is a bit difficult for me but i'm loving the remaster (remake?) of this game#there are some great depth-of-field options - much appreciated#bonus points - aside from the intro i hardly remember anything abt it#so it's like i'm playing a completely new game!#i swear i did finish it on my ps2#lol i guess my brain is old#srsly tho it's really beautiful#even when i'm fighting with the camera and steering agro badly#props to bluepoint#they seem to do a really awesome job of remakes#i blame(affectionate) team ico for the camera lol bc the last guardian was the same#i made this
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we had Big Work Event on tuesday night and our Video Boys™ were busy doing video things and needed me to help take still photos and i just looked through the edited selects that they posted and recognized so many shots that i took and they look so nice i'm really happy 🥹 i always get so nervous when i have to take pictures for the video boys but!!! i tried to be more confident this time and i had a great lens and i got some good shots 💪
#personal#photography is not a standard job task for me lol#i love photography and i minored in photography in college but i've never done it ''professionally''#and i don't play around with my dslr much anymore#so it's always a little scary to me to jump in and take over for the guys who do this every day haha#but i got to use a new camera body and a really nice lens which was fun 🥰#and i got to be in charge of mostly mid-range to close up shots and i liked that and i think i got some really good pics 🥹#anyway that event really took me out lol i've been so tired#but i'm taking tomorrow off!! (to spend it all making chex mix for my brother's bday but still)#so that'll be v nice i'm looking forward to not-work lolololol
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This was going to be a post about how I needed Bread Names because I have a new device I needed to name but. Her name is Tart. It came to me like in a vision.
#knight light#camera btw#i got her a few days ago but she was having settings problems so I wasn't sure if I had to send her back#she's fine tho#I'm going to keep her#Toast and Sourdough and Tortilla have a sister now#👍#istg my updates are either about how much I despise everything#or how I love what I do and have some new trinket
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peeping the horrors (thinking abt how long this ongoing fight with body image and dysmorphia and physical health has been going on and how long it will go on!)
#always in either the deep trenches of depression or 'well it's not bothering me if i do everything i can to ignore it!'#thinking a lot lately about how much selfie cameras distort your face and are not accurate representations#but if i look into a mirror i can't see who is there. i'm looking at them but i don't see them#i don't want to be around people physically or meet anybody new because I don't know who it is they're looking at!!!!!!#brain is deeply busted as well. so even when I can muster the focus to start working on myself physically#even when i really try! i fall off#it's sad how she's so optimistic every time#like 'this will be the time! i will finally loose some weight and become more fit'#never quite made it happen#my fatigue and chronic pain are coming from something physically wrong with me but even when I make it all the way through the system#even when i get to see the specialists it's still 'ok so lose some weight and that will help'#yeah babes. so true. I do want to do that and I do try to do that#all i can do is look at pics of me at 17 when i thought i was obese and hideous and now say 'she was so cute#she was soo cute and not at all the weight she thought she was#i keep trying i always keep trying. please can it work out#i would love to feel just a little bit of peace. just a tiny bit of harmony with my own body please#please can spring begin now. please! i need to get out of the winter brain fog#sad posting ig
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