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teaboot · 14 days ago

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One of the most bizarre feelings imo is finding out about a prejudice you didn't know existed

Like. I only recently found out that there's areas IN MY OWN COUNTRY where discrimination against Italian people is a genuine problem

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I definitely know WHY I always assumed Racism was a prejudice more dependant on differences in skin colour but holy shit damn yeah okay so there's also ultraviolet racism too huh, we're all just drinking the shitty bitch water then

#I don't know why I'm surprised #And I fear I don't have the education yet to fully grasp this #But in my specific area colorism is the biggest visible aspect of our racist culture #So like #None of this stupid shit makes sense but now it makes EXTRA no sense #Like they ain't even scared cause you look different #But yeah dam n it does drive home that all this crap is politically driven huh #Like as much as fuckers pretending it's science to back up racist rhetoric about why a race is better or worse #It totally does prove that these biases are absolutely arbitrary with no grounds in reality #No heritage is fundamentally DIFFERENT when you get down to it #People is people #Why didn't we talk about this in social studies back in school it's a fascinating angle #It would really have driven it home to a room full of white kids too #We would have been blown away

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angelshizuka · 5 months ago

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#I think I know who the voice is

HELLUVA BOSS 2.01 - The Circus 2.08 - The Full Moon

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hotwaterandmilk · 7 months ago

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Do you have pictures of your manga/magazine collection? You must have a lot!

Hi! Yeah I'd say my collection is a decent size, but it's not very impressive to look at.

My magazines are just in magazine holders, my furoku is in boxes (to keep light and moisture out), and my shelves are packed to the brim & in no way aesthetically pleasing. Plus a lot of my older manga and doujinshi are in storage.

I think if I showed my full setup it would be pretty disappointing, honestly. Here's a random snap of a couple of shelves as an example (did absolutely no setup for this and lighting is terrible but eh whatever).

My dream is to have a place of my own and enough room to have things placed in an accessible and ordered manner. Which isn't to say I'm messy or disordered now, but room to display things properly isn't easy to come by when you're poor and renting. I'm sure I'm not alone in this frustration :(

#answers #askbox #ask box #i'm sorry this is so crappy!!#i really wish i had like a full aesthetic youtuber-esque setup #but i really just live surrounded by a lot of crap and crap in boxes

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stellaluna33 · 5 months ago

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Me: "I have a theory that's probably going to be pretty unpopular..."

Me when there's backlash: 😮

#😂😭#ANYWAY... If I've been a little quiet since then this is why #Most people have been very nice to me and I really appreciate it #I ALSO really appreciate everyone who thinks I'm full of crap and either patted me on the head or politely ignored me #But I've been feeling pretty low for the past day or so nevertheless #Whatever. I'll be ok. I'll calm down eventually and maybe even feel brave enough to express an opinion again some time. Peace.

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captain-crowfish · 2 months ago

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The Warrior Cats Phenomenon

A beloved xenofiction series that is, in reality, incredibly mediocre, is subsequently glamorized and over-inflated by the perception of adolescents, influenced by the cultural landscape at the time of the fandom's mainstream conception. The era of the early 2000s brought about the popularization of the internet, and with it came a new sub-division in alt. youth pop culture; which for the sake of this tangent I will refer to as "Alternative animal expressionism." In less formal terms, just about all the artsy kids on deviantart had a fursona that walked on four legs and was adorned with an abundance of accessories and bright colors, as well as punk/emo-resembling hair styles. This is reflective of the commonplace visual aesthetics we now refer to as MySpace/MyScene subculture. MySpace was designed as a platform for older teenagers and young adults, and just so happened to collide with the rise of Youtube, and with it came two other communities that were skyrocketing in popularity; AMVs and furries. The history of furries is too long to elaborate on here, however many of them were pioneers in developing crucial components of code still used in modern operating systems. What defines a "Furry" is debated, but mostly revolves around an enjoyment of anthropomorphized animals. arguably one of if not the most popular forms of media depicting animals with such characteristics at the time was Walt Disney's The Lion King, and the growing number of forum websites meant that multiple forums and websites were bound to surface that were entirely dedicated to The Lion King and its fans, serving as a dedicated space to discuss the film, and potentially their own fan-made characters. AMV is an incredibly broad and potentially outdated term. The Acronym "AMV" was first coined as "Anime music video." Although for reasons I will touch on a bit later it can also mean "Animated music video." Again, with the notoriety of forum websites and online fan spaces, information can much more easily be found, given, and spread. Anime was still a relatively new concept in the world of Western entertainment (and was first popularized by, you guessed it, Furries.), and until files and videos could easily be shared over the internet, the only way to watch Anime was to get your hands on a physical VHS tape, which at the time still proved to be difficult and an incredibly niche practice, especially if you wanted subtitled or dubbed Anime.

Now in the 2000's, the popularity of Anime has increased almost tenfold. And while animation is a media that can be easily translated is necessary and enjoyed by a Western Audience, Japanese music did not quite reach the same level of popularity, at least not alongside Anime. Western audiences often combined clips of various Anime TV shows and films to music, most of which was Western-made. The intent, editing style, and end result of each fan-made music video often differed greatly from each other, although a common idea was evidently present: The music landscape at the time, brought on by the newest wave of counter culture, could be relatable to the situations of the animated characters. (This was not a completely new concept, and full disclosure I do not know how people made fan made music videos before computer video editing software was invented. According to Wikipedia, "The first AMV was created in 1982 by 21-year-old Jim Kaposztas. [He] hooked up two videocassette recorders to each other and edited the most violent scenes from Star Blazers to "All You Need Is Love" by the Beatles to produce a humorous effect.") These were also sometimes referred to as "Anime mixes", particularly if they contained footage from more than one property. Similar media also included MMVs ("Manga music videos"), FMVs (literally "Fan Music Videos") and HMVs (which were obviously created for a more adult audience).

The oldest AMV on Youtube (at least that I could find) After some time, the appeal of creating a fan-made music video spread to other fandoms (again through social cross-pollination, i.e. someone who was a fan of both Anime and The Lion King was more likely to adopt these mediums), particularly The Lion King, and fan made music videos using footage from the film and its sequels began to surface, although still using the "AMV" Moniker. The next logical step for anyone who enjoyed Western mainstream animation was to include other Disney properties in fan-made music videos. But why stop at mainstream? Why stop at films? the medium soon evolved to contain and pay tribute to all kinds of Western animation, from Walt Disney to cult classics such as the likes of Watership Down, to TV shows like Avatar The Last Airbender (the latter of which was often understandably grouped in with Anime and AMVs). In 2003, a group of authors underneath the pseudonym Erin Hunter released the first book in what would become one of the most popular and most beloved xenofiction book series of all time. Warriors: Into the Wild. Like most budding fandoms, Warrior Cats also sprouted dedicated fan websites for discussion of the series. The up-and-coming Warrior Cats fandom found itself somewhere on the spectrum between the anime and furry communities, combining the ingenuity and creative thinking with the"Sparkledog" furry art style. However, the more "visual" creative types lacked almost any pre-existing media to work with, and before 2009, fan-made music videos often consisted of picture slideshows with simple or non-existent effects and transitions, with some scattered fan-made animations here and there. And then, everything changed when a small team of artists and animators driven purely by devotion, passion, and seemingly sheer creative will, released the first episode of their new Anime-inspired, episodic retelling of the first Warriors book. SSSWarriorCats was so Anime-inspired, both in animation style, direction and pacing, perfectly straddling the balance between the Anime and furry communities, respectfully. The series, although technically incomplete, still garners an enormous fanbase to this day. Evidently Warrior Cats fans have been inspired by these animations for over a decade, and it's not hard to see why. And thus the release and subsequent releases of episodes sparked what is regarded as the “Classic” period in Warrior Cats fan animations, and also sparked the creation of “MAPs” (“Multi-Animator-Projects”), as opportunities to collaborate with fellow artists. To summarize, Warrior Cats had the ingenuity of Anime fans to create music videos out of already-existing content, but upon realizing they had none, looked to the furry, tactile-based artistic side of their fandom’s conception to create it, instead of waiting for an official adaptation to surface. (And considering what Tencent animation is doing… I’m glad they did.) In other, perhaps more unserious terminology, the Warrior Cats fandom is the cultural brainchild of the Anime and Furry communities. To summarize, Warrior Cats had the ingenuity of Anime fans to create music videos out of already-existing content, but upon realizing they had none, looked to the furry, tactile-based artistic side of their fandom’s conception to create it, instead of waiting for an official adaptation to surface. (And considering what Tencent animation is doing… I’m glad they did.) In other, perhaps more unserious terminology, the Warrior Cats fandom is the cultural brainchild of the Anime and Furry communities. The Warrior Cats Fandom continues to persist, even after two decades, seemingly out of sheer artistic will. But, of course, the question remains as to why all of this happened, why does the possibility for these ideas to occur exist in the first place? The answer is simple, The perception of adolescents that such amalgamated fan-made media can be perceived as "mature" or even "edgy" is not one that has disappeared from our culture and probably never will. Cringe culture is dead.

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randomnameless · 3 months ago

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Whenever you have a Supreme Leader line, always double check to see if it isn't one of Pat's specialities!

So, Pat!Supreme Leader wants to force (uh) the people of Fodlan to open their eyes to the truth contained in her manifesto (CoS BaD, Kingdom and Alliance nobles BaD), and those people, after having their eyes opened, will abandon the idea of wanting to resist against Adrestia invading their homes and conquering their lands.

FE16's Supreme Leader wants to use her manifesto to cause "disquiet" in the lands to be conquered : this disquiet will influence people to not rebel when Adrestia will knock at their doors.

#lolcalisation woes #lolcalisation issues #Pat's gotta Pat #Interesting how he wrote the 'we will enlighten them and tell them the truth!!!'#when Supreme Leader's aim isn't to reveal any sort of truth in FE16 but to cause disquiet #and to think the game gives us more material about injustice or foul practices of Adrestian nobles #than the so called injustices of the Faerghans/Leicesterians #I'm half wondering if the manifesto isn't full of obvious crap like the shit satire journals used to have here #just to dunk of royalty/people etc #après le collier de marie antoinette #la gourmette de Madeline Gautier #'vous savez que Rodrigue Achille Fraldarius duc vend des bébés aux Sreng pour en faire des sacs en cuir?'#le genre de propagande tellement grosse et tellement conne qui prend sur les débiles #enfin vu que Fraldarius et l'est du Royaume ne se sont pas rangés...#faut croire que le manifesto c'était de la merde

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icewindandboringhorror · 13 days ago

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It's always interesting to hear about people's weird/unexpected "alternate life paths". Like, something that you could have done with your life, a job you almost took, a school you almost went to, etc - that was still actually realistic enough that it could have happened, but NOW it seems to not suit your current personality.

Like for example, I currently hate advertising (how manipulative it is, brands trying to be 'relatable', social media amplifying it to an obnoxious extreme, etc.) so much that even seeing a little ad before a youtube video is grating to even witness, but there was a point in time where I was genuinely seriously considering going into marketing/making commercials as a career lol. Or like, I have a relative who was very inclined to be a pastor when they were younger, even though today they're a super strong atheist, etc. etc.

#BECAUSE I knew I really liked filming and editing things and doing set design and costume design (from having done little bits of that #here and there in media classes and my own stuff - i used to be a lot more into making videos than I am now). BUT I was always thinking #that a movie is WAAY to big and long. even a short film. So I was trying to think of ways I could still like #have the fun of scouting locations to film and dressing up actors and etc. etc. without it having to be a Huge Million Dollar Production #on tv show or movie level. SO then I was thinking about like... just doing commercials. Or music videos. Like shorter things where I still #get the fun of the filming and everything but it's less of an intensive long term project.#So there is an alternate version of me (I suppose if i somehow did not end up having physical and mental health issues #as badly somehow.. or like.. randomly came into wealth and was able to pay my way through a nice college despite missing #days constantly being out because I'm sick or something lol) that works in some corporate advertising office coming up with commercials #and directing or filming them or doing the sets for them or something in that general vicinity.#I also was considering being a corporate psychologist. or whatever its called.. oh from google:#''Industrial and organizational (I/O) psychologists study and assess individual group and organization dynamics in the workplace''#I don't think I even knew what the job entailed. I was at the time just thinking like.. the type of person that comes into a business offic #and gives everyone personality assessments or does MBTI or big-5 testing crap for whatever reason that some businesses get that #done for people. Really i just wanted to be in a Corporate Big Office setting yet still do psychology. Because I used to be really fixated #on living in a big city. Like the ideas of everything being walkable. picking up a coffee in the morning. walking to my job in a Big #Skyscraper Building. people watching in a huge hotel lobby for lunch. flying frequently (I love airplanes and airports aesthetically).#living in an apartment with a giant window overlooking the city. etc. etc. BUT that was before i had really BEEN to a city. Then I actually #hung around a city a few times and went places and I was like... AUGh... The Sensory Overwhelm.. cars people lights loudness noise scary #everything happening all at once. etc. etc. (though even when I wanted to live in a city i NEVER strove for the Night Life. when i say I #enjoy city imagery I mean like... in the day time. Many people who like cities talk about The Night Life and post pictures of cities all #lit up at night and clubs and dancing and restaurants. none of that EVER appealed to me. perhaps a sign I am not a real city person. Like #I am NOT standing in a crowded bar full of loud people in the middle of the night lol.. get AWAY from me!!) but I do adore the #architecture of like bright white clean sterile modern spaces like huge airport lobbies or malls or etc. I think thats what reminded me of #city and what I liked about the idea of that life. Like I always LOVED the layout of schools and hospitals and trainstations and public #transport in general. Though even then I knew enough that I would not be a good architect/city planner. so I guess my adoration for those #spaces was merely to be channeled into LIVING there. but then I realized I didn't even really want to do that that much. I mean I still #definitely aim to live NEAR a city. like the little areas outside of it. I would never live in a rural place 4 hours from anything. I liter #ally just COULDNT since I need close access to hospitals sometimes lol. But I used to want to live in the CENTER of citites like high rise #condo. and now I'm like.... eh....... perhaps a smaller quieter walkable space nearby lol.. ANYWAY.. alternate me in my Business Suit eheh

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fuckyeah-bears · 2 years ago

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literally exerting sooo much self control and impulse control not to snap back at idiots replying stupid shit on my posts. people are annoying as fuck sometimes. like if you have 'commentary' about how i interact with shit and answer asks, you can literally fuck off. i spend absurd amounts of time trying to be nice and provide specific bears and nice replies to people at their request. and then the one time i get slightly irritated people freak the fuck out and start lecturing me about being 'unprofessional' and 'rude' and 'obnoxious' like im sorry but fuck all the way off. this is fucking tumblr. nothing about tumblr is professional. i don't have to provide y'all with bears. i don't have to make a pinned post to explain myself. newsflash, i already have a pinned post that i'm rather fond of. i don't have to act or respond to things any kind of way. i choose to respond kindly with nice encouraging messages and provide bears, and spend ridiculous amounts of time looking up specific requested bears for people. i choose to do that because i want to make people happy and spread some positivity. i choose to do that because this world is shit as fuck sometimes and i want to create a little space free from drama and negativity where people can enjoy bears and get a little reprieve from this shit ass world and the bullshit of life. i choose to do all that because i want to. but heaven forbid i'm not in the mood 100% of the time to always be perfectly nice and happy and go-lucky. and then i get shits giving me crap over it like i'm somehow obligated to do all this shit for free and always respond exactly the way they desire me to. and it is pissing me the fuck off. because i genuinely put so much effort into bearotonin and trying to make other peoples' lives better in this one tiny small way. i have a life y'all. i have a job and school and an actual adult life with responsibilities. but i choose to do this because i love bears and i think bearotonin is hilarious and making people happy is something that makes me happy. but i don't owe anyone anything, and if you have complaints about the way i comport myself or respond to messages or posts i make, well you can fuck off. i don't want to hear it. you don't need to reblog my posts and tag them with little messages about how you disagree, or write replies/comments saying i should act better or should be expecting this, or send me stupid asks. you can literally keep your negative thoughts to yourself. because people need to fucking realize that your tags are not private. if you put them on a post, the op is going to see them. and in this case, the op is going to be super pissed off by them.

to be clear, 99% of people are awesome and super nice and i love y'all dearly (and this post is absolutely not about you in any way), but the other 1% are really getting on my fucking nerves right now and it is taking a lot of effort to not engage with them directly and tell them to fuck off to their faces

#so yeah i'm vague posting instead #whatever #sorry not sorry for the rant #but this bullshit lately is so insanely annoying #and i'm allowed to be annoyed over it #because i have crap going on in my real life #and i come on tumblr FOR FUN #so it should be fun #not full of pointless dumb drama #i don't care if you're angry or confused about why i say things. just keep it to yourself #i genuinely do not want to see it right now #maybe in like 2 weeks or whatever when i've calmed the fuck down i will engage but right now i'm pissed enough that #unless it's something entirely neutral or positive #i genuinely do not want to hear it #no constructive criticism or helpful suggestion shit #i'm not interested #these are my fucking blogs and if you don't like the way i run them then you can literally unfollow #simple as that #okay i'm done ranting now #sorry to all of y'all who are lovely and kind #you know this post is absolutely not about you at all #not bears #just a rant #bearotonin rants

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psychicthepsychic-daily · 11 months ago

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happy second anniversary to mind games fnf

has anyone been watching the cake? uh oh-

y'know. this is probably the mod I never would have expected to love as much as I do. I always considered myself an Entity girlie, but somehow Psychic (and senpai boyfriend to a lesser scale /j) managed to steal my heart. (i'm being very dramatic)

I started this blog this past June, but I've loved the mod for so much longer. I'm so glad to have found it; Mind Games is a brilliant concept with spectacular execution that deserves all the praise it gets. It's still so overlooked, but I'm really happy to see it getting more love! And I'm so grateful for all my followers and the people who like my art and writing for these silly lil guys.

thank you to everyone who's stuck around, congrats to riveren and their team for making such a banger mod, and I hope all of you have a blessed New Year! <3

#i am of the conviction that mind games' full release would be so much more popular if it didn't release right before hex's weekend update #anyway happy new year! remember to eat your greens; stay hydrated; stay safe and healthy! please look after yourselves and have a good year #i'm gonna post this one on reddit too wish me luck #i've never drawn spirit before btw that's why he looks crap #my artwork #fnf fanart #fnf psychic #psychic fnf #fnf spirit #spirit fnf #fnf week 6 #fnf mind games #fnf girlfriend #fnf boyfriend #fnf #friday night funkin #jen the mouse

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theladycarpathia · 8 months ago

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I feel like every writer has two friends - one that's a chronic enabler and another that knows you are completely full of BULLSHIT.

#I've been so focused on my Harringrove Big Bang for so long I kind of got a bit overwhelmed by being able to write other things #new hyperfixation calls #harringrove #hellcheer #merthur #first bestie encourages #second bestie knows I'm full of crap #I'll finish my pirate au before I start filling my ao3 up with Merlin stuff

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sherlock-is-ace · 1 month ago

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#so fucking sick of mold and humidity!!!#this winter was absolute shit and crap!#after spending like 3 full days cleaning my entire house i just find out that MY FUCKING BED was covered in moldy bits at the bottom...#i've been sleeping on mold this hole time #UGH #at least it's not like black mold or something truly dangerous but still! fucking hate it here #you'd think i live in a dump... i don't! but my house is made out of cardboard so it gets damp easily in winter #when every window is shut and the heating is on #the condensation is hell so everything gets wet...#although now that my matress and full bed are outside getting some sun (clouds actually)#i think i'm FINALLY done with the cleaning... i fucking hope so at least #i better not find any more fucking mold or humidity spots anywhere else 👀#i'm so tired lol #angel talks #personal #i promise i don't live like a pig! my house is actually pretty clean i prommie! dkfjhdkfg

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flickeringflame216 · 1 month ago

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#blessings roll call!#feel free to hop in the tags or replies <3 #started my new job this week-- working as a PT tech at a rehab clinic #that training is going well and it's such a blessing to not have to be actively searching for a job during the semester #since I've got a very full class schedule trying to find time to apply and interview would be a nightmare rn #so grateful that got done literally right before the semester picked up #and now I can focus on learning the job. also praise that all my coworkers are kind and patient.#school is going better than expected. there's a lot to do but so far I'm doing really well in all my classes #and singing in choir has been such a joy!#we have so many gorgeous pieces including a Sara Teasdale poem arranged for chorale #it sounds heavenly! the solo is lovely and the alto part is a lot of sustained notes that come together with the other parts to make this #insane almost organ-like sound #got to chat with my bestie today at my other job which was good #homemade soup!#food in general actually. The first week or two of the semester I was subsisting on nothing or junk food #and got to the point where I was starting to feel like crap and went grocery shopping #I've been bringing meals to college and work the last 2 weeks and it's made such a difference!#and I missed eating vegetables and actually getting protein so now I have nutrient-dense meals and it's great #actually getting close to enough sleep and it's been great #talked to my grandparents about visiting over Christmas break and they're down so I might be going to see them soon!#hanging out with my sister a bit more now that we drive to school together #despite being super busy it's been a good month. ups and downs but overall the best September I've had in a while #prayer request-- the one thing I haven't been consistent with is my quiet times.#definitely struggling in that area right now. please pray I can spend time in worship and prayer and study even when I don't feel like it <#college chronicles #journal

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theparadoxmachine · 1 year ago

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I know that I need to stop impulse buying plushies as a coping mechanism against stress but I had 2 doctors appointments today, and one yesterday, culminating in 3 (three) doctors appointments in 2 (two) days and this here demon frog speaks to me on a spiritual level

#if a single person enables me this frog will be on my doorstep and in my hands #i have medical trauma and while the appointments went well it's still stressful af #i can't concentrate for crap eithet #i feel like my brain is full of angry wasps #I'm so tired and so energized at the same time #mental health ref #one appointment was over the phone but this does NOT reduce the stress ok

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zenjestrr · 5 months ago

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watching someone go thru Ocarina of Time blind and he got to Gerudo Valley and he's like "where are all the men at? did Ganondorf get rid of them all?" and like...buddy the fandom has been coming up with theories as to why the Gerudo only produce 1 guy every century for decades now. we will never get an answer to this and if Nintendo ever does give us an answer it'll be DUMB AS FUCK just do what Fujibayashi wants you to do. turn your brain off. accept everything at face value. embrace the "okay ♥ yay ♥". and join me and the other 10000+ bitter lore nerds who actually gave a shit about consistency and either stop caring and/or make your own reality

#I'm still bitter. yes #on the subject of Gerudo as much as I love them and adore them #they would 100% embrace that divine feminine tiktok crap while also making Giga Chad memes if they were dropped into our world right now #fuck now I wanna make mock Gerudo memes.......#no but it sucks cuz this guy I'm watching is SUPER into lore and always pieces shit together #bro figured out who Solas was like 20 hours before the reveal #so seeing him experience Zelda for the 1st time is really nice and it'll be fun watching him go full conspiracy theoracy with all the lore #but like...after Tears of the Kingdom it doesn't matter lmao

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tintysun · 5 months ago

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♪ Lyrical technician an electrician Y'all light work ♪

Eminem | Houdini

#// so i heard eminem was a comic books nerd and that's... believable #// though i figure that if he was he wasn't the type of nerd to be too disconnected from the physical world #// can't be clumsy & awkward and still rap at his level #// so either he's naturally talented (though that still develops) or INSANELY devoted to improving his skills against ALL odds #// in any case impressive work 😲#// (btw for the mbti crowd... long ago...)#// (saw him typed as both ISTP and INTJ... it had me wondering because he can be really deep too. but i'm currently leaning more ISTP 🤔)#// (everyone else... i don't recommend going down the MBTI rabbit hole rn - it's full of missinformation)#// (just read from sources that aren't full of crap if you will anyway)#// (also typing others can be annoying i just don't care about being annoying in this instance 🙄)#// (i got mistyped a bunch of times as INFJ and a few times as ENTP as a compliment but when they got my type right then i must be evil 😂)#// (anyhow that's that for going on an MBTI tangent)#Bits of/from/about Artists #Highlighted Artworks #music #music videos #eminem

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cosmic-ships · 8 months ago

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Hmmm not sure if I like that..

#I'm wobbling when I walk/stand... getting that light headed faint feeling #Please GAWD don't make me have a Meniere's attack #I don't want todo +10 hours of that crap-#I'm hoping that it's just gonna stay at this weird uncomfortable light headed/wobble thing and not go into full blown vertigo. Thankfully n #headache yet so that's good. I'm going to stay ontop of my water intake for the rest of the night I think..#Please cross your fingers for me that it doesn't fucking escalate . I REALLY don't want an attack- They're so disorienting and painful #I'm okay when I'm sitting and my headset gives me some good pressure on the top of my head so perhaps #I'll just keep my headset on/drink a lot of water/ and stay seated...#;_; godddddddd #vent.tw

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