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jeymania · 1 year ago

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it's the fact that absolutely no one would tell stede the truth. it's that no matter how much ed hurt them, no matter what ed did, no matter what the crew felt like they had to do in the end, they never once wanted to tell stede any of it. it's that izzy lied again and again and again to stede's face, not to be malicious, but to protect him from the truth.

it's that no matter what happened, they all recognized that to tell stede the truth would be to break his heart even further, and they couldn't stand to hurt him. because they watched that same hurt destroy ed. because they couldn't let the hope go out of stede's eyes the way it drained out of ed's.

#it's the way lucius had to tell stede out of anger but he escaped the very worst of the storm #it's the way they all handled stede so gently. the way izzy wanted stede to say something. say anything at all.#they saw the fragile hope and heartbreak and guilt in stede and they could've been cruel bc ed was cruel to them #but instead they chose to collectively try to protect stede from the truth. but it was a truth that stede already knew #stede !!!! already !!!!! knew !!!!!!#burn the world down or die with it. stede already knew.#i'm so broken actually #ofmd spoilers #our flag means death #stede bonnet #.#katie.txt

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kj-beastboy · 7 months ago

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Paperhatober Day 5: Redraw

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floccinaucinihilipilificationa · 2 years ago

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Hello may 31th anon! Look at that, another year behind us and a new one to come. Have a nice day! ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡

#may 31th anon #hello friends!! (｡’▽’｡)♡ how are you!! I missed you so much!#I'm sorry that once again i have not been posting but I did that thing again where I got scared of posting #I do not know why but it is the same with physical paper diarys #I have 3 diarys and they all have 1 entry #I think one just says 'I am ten'#what have you been up to!! did you do something fun? is it summer too where you live? c:#my tumblr messages seem to be broken! I'm sorry if you wrote something :C it just says 'no new messages' despite also saying new messages #not a lot has happened here! I got a tomato plant and then I got very invested into the tomato plant and I have eaten three tomatos so far (#my roses are also doing well!! I just got a new yellow rose and since she got here she only made orange flowers #I do not know the meaning of that #but I am very thankful! ( ˊᵕˋ )♡ I love it when things are orange!!#I've been trying to buy an orange shirt for the past 2 weeks but they always sell out before I get to them #I'm also thinking about buying a jean jacket #I have not worn a jean jacket for at least 15 years because one time in 7th grade tthe girl behind me said #that I was wearing a cool jean jacket and I just assumed that this was bullying for no actual reason #but maybe she just thought that it was an acutal cool jean jacket #we'll soon have out 10 year school reunion #maybe I should ask her #is anyone else going to a secret Sherlock phase again #I just want to see that silly little hat again #would sherlock holmes wear a jean jacket #have a nice day everyone!!#see you soon hopefully!!#♡＾▽＾♡

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what-am-i-doing-in-this-fandom · 2 months ago

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GUYS OH MY GOD. THE ABSOLUTE BEST NEWS.

Okay, the reason my SD card "broke" was because I dropped my laptop, but apparently when I dropped it, my SD card didn't break, my SD card READER broke. In my laptop. GUYS I HAVE BEEN BANKING ON THAT BEING THE CASE SINCE IT HAPPENED

I'm sweating, omg, my USB SD card reader that I ordered just came in and..... It works 😭😭😭 I can access all my art again, guys, it's a Christmas miracle 😭

#I can get back to that comic oh my god #I'm genuinely sweating guys the high I'm getting from this is better than literally any drug #guyssssss 😭#anyways this concludes the SD card saga 🙏#cole's talking #obviously it's not great that my laptop is a little broken #but I would take that over my SD card being completely gone #my fingers have never been crossed so hard for something to work AHHH #AND IT WORKED #WE ARE SO BACK GUYS #I'M LITERALLY ASCENDING I WILL BE MAKING ART FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS #going through my art like genuinely appreciating it cause I thought it would only live on in my memory 😭#suddenly I'm actually an artist like when did my art get so good?? When i thought i would never see it again??? That feels kinda unfair 😭

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thy-lovelylionheart · 1 month ago

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hate to say it guys but the "That's not Will," line is only in the s1 trailer and not the actual show [edit: when they find El]

#yes we can infer that he did say this but it begs the question of #can a line cut from the final product be called a canon line #Byler #stranger things #like I'm of the opinion that yeah Mike did probably say this right after ep1 ends #but we don't actually hear it in the canon of the season #so I think it would be better to cite the trailer rather than the scene itself #reposted bc of the whole broken tags thing lol

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blackhholes · 6 months ago

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teen wolf meme: [3/6] creatures -> kitsune

There are thirteen kinds of Kitsune: celestial, wild, ocean, thunder... But there is one, a dark Kitsune. They call it void, or Nogitsune.

#teen wolf #kitsune #kira yukimura #nogitsune #noshiko yukimura #twedit #twgifs #mine #my gifs #twmeme #kitsune my beloveds #we should have gotten more of noshiko #actually they should have just treated all the yukimuras better #kira's tail should have had more impact on the story #i know noshiko only had like 13 tails or smth after being alive for 900 years so it wouldn't make sense for kira to get another one #during the run of the show BUT what they did do with her tail like her father using it to bring her back in season 5 had so much potential #they should have done more with it is all i want honestly #i'm gonna sound like a broken record for all these creature ones but the kitsune are soooo cool within the show #would have been great if they didn't use japanese imagery like that tho #not even gonna touch on how the movie messed up so much of the mythology and changed stuff i'll get angry #just know i love them

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silusvesuius · 11 months ago

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steer clear of ....the illigitimate child of... nvm

#skyrim #oc #nelavis #my art #the OC art i make spanning across seasons just cus i wait for it to pile up and then not draw anything LMFAO #if u remove 1 letter and switch move one his name is literally n*lvas so i'm thinking in another universe he's their child #and it fits!#n*loth would impregnate t*lvas just to see what happens (❓❓) and then throw the child out #t*lvas is really heartbroken but nothing comes before his education. but he visits him sometimes #that's why nelavis can read and write and do a lot of things #nelavis will tell you sob stories of his broken family and how his mom is always being abused by his dad with a big smile -#- over at his house during tea and cracker hour #while you're confused about the weird smell coming from the basement #that's not canon though #anyways enuff of that.. maybe i'll post more OCs in the future maybe not; i actually think about them quite a lot lol..#i'm Shy

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pareidolla · 4 months ago

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yippee!! got permission from @tai-janai to doodle what i think heroic tower might look like since she's been living in my mind rent free. in the same way base tower is the most divine of the vessels, i imagine heroic tower might be the most heroic of the heroines? so naturally, knight centaur! protector of the forest! big beautiful woman who will run at you vv fast parry this you filthy casual etc etc

also bonus spectre bullying doodle

#this is NOT heroic tower propaganda btw im not voting for her next loop lmao #but oooo im so so so so excited to see her actual design and compare #really hoping im super off cos it'll be funny (+ more of a surprise!)#and oughhh i'm so excited for her route im kicking my legs thinking abt it #hunted broken's sheer existence implies the need to dodge her which leads me to believe we'll fight again #but tai also said smth that implies he might love her...?#would it be like the end of the den route where the voices realize she's also suffering? or is it a begrudging admiration for her?#is he a tsundere????? is that it????#putting them in a snowglobe and shaking them. god forbid what'll happen when i finally get to see them. the world will explode likely #♡. scribbles #the tower #slay the heroine

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livelovecaliforniadreams · 3 months ago

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#madison almost crying broke my heart #and i felt like it was a permanent thing his death before but this is really really permanent #so i'm broken hearted all over again #outer banks #jiara #jj x kiara #kiara x jj #jj maybank #kiara carrera #what could have been #season 4 you fumbled so hard #rudy pankow #madison bailey #im not crying you are #sobbing actually

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neverpathia · 2 months ago

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Hiya! Hello! I already told you that I was going to visit you, but I didn't tell you with what or when, and the answer is with light ParaHero and now! Your guys are so detailed and so pretty, so I tried my hardest to draw them well in all their glory <3

Fun fact: despite what you tried to guess in Discord, I originally planned to draw just Hero (and the reason is because I didn't want to draw Para's skeleton wings 😭)... but then you decided to give your Paranoid a makeover, and how could I say no to such luscious hair! And these bottom lashes! I couldn't resist <3

Rambling aside, I hope you like this little drawing!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.A.AAA.A.A.A.A.A.A...A.

this is my honest reaction to most of the stuff that pops up in my inbox but i canNOT HELP IT AAAAAAAAAAAAAHA.A.

ABSOLUTE LEGEND EVEREST GALE UP IN MY INBOX???? PARAHERO???? THESE TWO?????? HOLY SHIT????? HOLY SHIT?????

THE WAY YOU DREW THEM???????? THE WAY PARA GENTLY GRIPS HERO'S ARM WARILY YET CLOSELY LIKE???????? HERO LOOKING LIKE A CONFUSED HIMBO AS ALWAYS????? THE FOLDS ON HIS FUCKING SHAWL AND THE CLOTHES IN GENERAL I AM FUCKING SCREAMING

yes thank you so very much thank you SO VERY MUCH and glad you like his redesign love the way you drew his hair thanks for the attention to detail i love paranoid i love paranoid i fucking love- [dramatically flops out of my chair and collapses onto the floor with an inelegant, earth-shattering crash.] SHE'S SO CUTE.

(funnily how this coincides with the fact that i'm currently drawing para in a dress lol) (there's a reason i swear)

10/10. Full marks. Love it. Really. Truly. Unshittingly. it's them it's them it's THEM and parahero is always a damned bonus.

also don't worry i struggle with the skeleton wings too so i always kinda just end up chicken scratching them with lines- so you're pretty based for almost cutting him from the picture i'm gonna be ngl.

#slay the princess #stp #stp voices #voice of the hero #stp hero #voice of the paranoid #stp paranoid #i'm still not over this #eg actually drew my bois. holy fuck.#itsonlypolite drew my cheated pareidolla drew my broken everestgale drew my paranoid #all these ABSOLUTE FUCKING LEGENDS be drawing all my favourite voices AND MY DESIGNS TOO and PAYING ATTENTION TO DETAIL and HOOOOOO SO PRET #also a not-so-fun fact: i was actually in the middle of drawing something back for this #but you guessed it! the damned thing got drenched during the mega leak sketchbook drowning mass discarding pissing off incident!#so it might be a while before i actually do that lol #putting off a lot of gifts oooooof

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vaguely-concerned · 2 months ago

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if everything with varric weren't enough to make rye go the level of ape shit at solas that he does (and goodness don't get me wrong it was more than enough!), forcing him to sit alone with himself in the fade and wonder if he really just saw lucanis die right in front of him with no way to know for sure added kill bill sirens in his head so loud the voice of the Maker Himself could not be heard over them if He personally peeped through the blanket of the dark to cry 'hold, hold'

(That no compunctious visitings of nature shake my fell purpose, nor keep peace between the effect and it. indeed. maybe you should have thought a bit harder before making me quite so much in your own image. bitch)

#literally what was the purpose of that other than pure cruelty. solas. SOLAS #dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age spoilers #lucanis dellamorte #rook x lucanis #rookanis #solas #oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar #Dynamic: That my keen knife see not the wound it makes #gonna make that my solas & rye tag I think. I must be cringe to be free 2: the even freer sequel #aiding and macbething. ahaha. hm. I originally wrote this at like two in the morning pls have patience with me #can you tell I'm kind of enjoying getting to go full cathartic vengeful sicko mode on this one vicariously lol #I'm getting it all out of my system so I'm ready to put on my 'compassion and forgiveness ARE important actually' gloves #for the next run when I'm redeeming him fhsdakj yeah okay I will acknowledge the clear spelling out in the narrative #that the cycle of violence and revenge *must* be broken at some point and someone must be the first to do it. I will do that.#tomorrow.#today I am digging two graves. one on top of the other so I get to bury you twice as deep and you won't get back out you *motherfucker* <3

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starlingpaw · 1 month ago

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when i'm in your mind

then i'm in your mind

king gizzard and the lizard wizard + warrior cats

#shadowsight #art #ashfur #warrior cats #artists on tumblr #wc #kgatlw #king gizzard #king gizzard and the lizard wizard #i'm in your mind fuzz #music based kitties #starlingpaw's art #the broken code #phone drawing #kinda??? drawn and colored on phone then rendered on tablet #i haven't seen a single wc animation using a kgatlw song and that needs to be changed however i understand that songs about dragons #destroying the world that are actually a metaphor for climate change aren't really suited for a fighting cats mv #ashfur prob knows the entire gizzverse lore honestly #i wanted this piece to have a sort of cheap film poster vibe to it and i think i sorta achieved it. i'm really proud of this [especially #ashfur's head which was so so so hard to draw at that specific angle]#also i reworked my shadowsight design from the a wolf at the door pmv and now it looks so much better i think and also easier to draw

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arttsuka · 7 months ago

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I wonder if Jedediah and octavius ever celebrated the 4th of July together? (also your leftover veggie dish looks like it would make Gordon Ramsay cry with joy :) )

They probably, most definitely did celebrate together I think