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@bsdfanweek's skk Valentine's week day 2: Camellias and Floral Troubles
Dazai's love life is so hard. This is in reference to my recent skk post!
#weep for dazai he's trying really hard#they're still settling in their new relationship#enjoy my monstrosity of cursive and capital letters for maximum drama and lisibility#my cursive is rusty and i'm not convinced all of you can even read cursive in the first place#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd fanart#skk#soukoku#i'm playing the romantic skk up because it's valentine's day week#when ironically it is very much almost aro week. but most of my stuff falls in the ambiguous category the rest of the year jshdgfsjhfg#also without remi i could not have come up with a corny one-liner so thank you very much
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I absolutely adore the Shoin institute arc especially the underwater base part.
Also in my head it kind of looks like the 20.000 lums under the sea levels in rayman legends and honestly I really love that as a visual.
#honestly I'm just a big fan of things with a kind of steampunk-y vibe being underwater#I can’t explain it but I love it very much#The entire Shoin institute arc is something that would probably be really cool to animate#but sadly I don't have infinite time to do it because life isn’t fair#This alone took way too long#Mostly because it has a lot of elements I haven't drawn that much before#but it was cool to figure out how to do those things#rusty quill gaming#cel sidebottom#zolf smith#rqg azu#rqg#rqg fanart#fanart#art
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hope you guys are doing okay (you too mun!)


Achilles: A lot’s been going on!
#asks#patrochilles#achilles#patroclus#[Okay so there’s a bit of a Timeskip LMAO]#[this ask has been sitting in my inbox for a month I’m so sorry but I am doing well so thank you ❤️]#[I'm still not back and I'm not sure when I'll fully return to this blog]#[I'm still very much also mentally recovering from the fandom burnout/racism in general]#[Also my art is kinda rusty I haven't really drawn in months lol]
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CRAB IS YOUR MOON OKAY WITH HUGS?
PLEASE THIS GUYS NEED SOME AFFECTION
LET ME JUST-
GHHHHHH-/pos

#fnaf moon#Moon New Do Same You AU#fnaf dca#dca fandom#mutual shenanigans#other people's art#crab art#traditional art#Moon likes hugs#but he's very particular about them#he prefers hugs around his shoulders or his waist#he does not like being hugged from behind#he does not like being hugged by surprise#he's a bit skittish#like a cat#you have to learn his habits#and sometimes just wait for him to come to you#you know i am up to No GoodTM when i draw extreme close ups of Moon and his back#i also don't know what possessed me to do this in watercolours#but... i'm okay with the final look#i'm just very rusty#and i remembered why the last time i painted in watercolour i went into an artblock#it really do be a “trust the process” kinda deal#also for people who saw the wip#haHA you thought this was about moon ass but it was actually MOON ANGST#MOON ANGST FRIDAY#i always post my moon angst on friday it seems
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First drawing of the New Year is always the first Havve of the New Year

#suave says#I’m not sure if I’m completely back yet#honestly it feels weird right now typing this. I do feel better though#I'm just going to stay positive instead of thinking too much about it#forgive the messiness. I’m quite rusty because I haven’t really been drawing these past few months#hope you guys enjoyed my very small queue of posts. I thought the ‘queued 4 u’ tag was going to be cute. I was right#I'll be back for Martha March. I know that for sure#I also have a ton of posts I need to go through and reblog. you guys have been so busy in the twrp tag making cool art and stuff#not today tho. I think one post is a good start for now#twrp#twrpband#havve hogan
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went back to comfort zone and ... got stuck there
#i will not be tagging this LOL only#for y'all ❤️ a treat from me ... something no one asked for nor wanted ❤️#just went back to my furries to comfort myself because i am incredibly unwell <3 i've been throwing up from stress among other things 💔#just quit my job so i'll probably. maybe. be drawing more. also my first appointment with my new psychiatrist is to#morrow ... so everyone please cross your fingers for me that i get to feeling a little better soon :)#thank you everyone as always for your constant patience :') i really want to get to asks soon ! i want to answer them so bad but i get so#overwhelmed trying to answer them that i kinda just ... shut down :'/ and i do that a lot just. in life. and it makes me kinda miserable#that i can't share joy with people who go out of their way to share it with ME so hopefully i can get my anxiety under control so that i can#be more active :') and my brain fog too ... even if i wanted to post i usually can't because i genuinely have no thoughts in my head ever.#(terrifyingly). so overall i hope everyone's patience with me will all be worth it soon :') please wish me the best !#anyway. lore dump out of the way. these are my furries of them that i have owned for like 4/5 years now because i used to not be able (or#want to) draw humans AT ALL and i was very very heavily involved in the furry and oc communities so i would just make everyone furries :)#it was very very comforting for me and sometimes it still is so i wanted to revisit them a little bit because they make me happy and i rly#need that boost today :')#i'm soooo rusty w furries. so. don't look too close.#i'll tag this as#rdr2#and for organization purposes#but nothing else because ... weh. it's not really ... Content ....#i will however make a new tag for these furries (and maybe other things) jic i get in the habit of drawing them again#hero's shameless self indulgence#hero draws sometimes#image#art
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The wind in summertime 🎋
#jjba diu#josuke higashikata#okuyasu nijimura#koichi hirose#duwang gang#tanabata#yes i use cheap watercolors meant for children#I'm really rusty lol#trying to put more time into art since social media is such a letdown#I'm not sure if i'm feeling this one or not#I'm very on the fence about it lol#jojo's bizarre adventure
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a messy sketch as i practice drawing this guy a lil' faster
this is the teenage version in my mind and thus i don't have to render any of the adult version's battle damage ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#boba fett#syn's art#sorry i know it's really messy#i'm very rusty art-wise#have barely drawn at all for the past several months#always up to draw this dude looking unhinged tho
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My fathers cat just like mauled tf out of my hands so drawing n stuff is gonna be a bit difficult atm. A little bit. She mostly got the hand i never use, but god shit hurts bad. She bit a huge hole like almost through my finger its been gushing blood all over the place. Anyways don't accidentally leave windows open or something idek what happened.
#dogma2323#ow#doesn't help that my dads cat just doesn't like me for some reason#i really dont know why i bottle fed her since she was a baby and still am the one who feeds and cleans up after her#but now she def hates me#ruined her fun#had to crawl through thorn bushes and trash and nails and rusty metal and dog shit#because nobody else would to get to her#she ended up in one of my neighbors yards and when i was finally able to snatch her she flipped out#so ow owchie#I'm in a very bad mood today too so I'm justvlike#agh#stupid vent type thing sorry guys but agh iblove all kitties why does this one hate me#makes me feel bad
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Have a WIP to show that I'm not actually dead when it comes to drawing DCA stuff. Also, new AU yaaaaay! No I haven't forgotten about my circus theater AU, but these two suddenly decided they have a right to take up space in my brain and wanted a story to go with it, so that's a thing now. I can't wait to actually show off their designs, so happy with how they came out.
I'm calling this AU the Eclipse Protocol and I'm really excited about it 👀 I say that while I still haven't uploaded the first chapter of Cirque des Célestes, which is still sitting unfinished at 14k+ words which is way too big and I have yet to figure out how I'm gonna tackle that and make that story manageable. I don't have the brain power for that right now, so I'm giving the new AU priority for the moment.
I also have a love/hate relationship with drawing robo hands/joints/parts aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. It's fun but it hurts my brain.
#Fnaf Sun#Fnaf Moon#Fnaf DCA#DCA AU#DCA fandom#The Eclipse Protocol#very much a WIP#inking this bitch alone took me like... hours#coloring is gonna be a paaaaaaain#I can tell I haven't drawn in a while I'm so rusty#artist woes lmao#anyway yeah I just wanted to upload something because it's been so long#I have full body references with clothing designs for these two in the work as well#and sometimes I really hate my NEED to add in as much detail as I can when designing characters#because that always comes back to bite me in the ass when I wanna make proper illustrations with them lol#WHEN WILL I LEARN#the answer is never#Rhonu draws#Rhonu blogs Fnaf#TEP art
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cooking mushrooms feels weird now that i know more about fungi. i have this being of decay (personsonable & miaislying, 2018) chopped up into thin slices on my nonstick frying pan, and im sauteéing this thing, i guess. these organisms for the several blessed years of childhood i understood to be plants (because they dont move and they're in the produce section of grocery stores, duh) before i was hit by the harsh realities of the classifications of life in middle school. as years progressed i learned that on the cellular level they're a lot more similar to animal cells than they are to plants, but the button mushrooms sizzling and shrinking away on my pan don't bleed, do they. i think it would be pretty fucking metal if they did (i am aware of the strawberries and cream fungus but apparently it "tastes so bitter as to be inedible" (Fearnley, 2016) and that makes me want to scream and cry). at some point our ancestors diverged and here we are today still interacting in ways that are coded into our very beings. i consume fungi and i suppose in the end they will consume me too. and it's not that i feel guilt for eating a fellow organism. i still eat meat, and i definitely eat plants, so i have no qualms about eating these non-animal-non-plant weirdos. and yeah, the fact that fungi are, in fact, a separate kingdom from both me and the garlic i sauteed it with shouldn't be so groundbreaking of revelations but i can't control my emotions to things, okay, that's not the point. but here in my parents' kitchen the contents of my pan have turned to a passionless shade of brown and i just think about how weird fungi are (and they're everywhere oh my god) and that i should probably finish reading that fungi book by sheldrake but it's time for me to dump these bastards on a bowl of rice and go yummy yum yum
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References
Fearnley, K. (2016, July 5). Weird & Wonderful Creatures: Bleeding Tooth Fungus. AAAS; American Association for the Advancement of Science. https://www.aaas.org/news/weird-wonderful-creatures-bleeding-tooth-fungus
personsonable & miaislying. (2018, June 16). me holding a gun to a mushroom: tell me the name of god you fungal piece of shit. Tumblr. https://www.tumblr.com/miaislying/174932522589/forest-of-stars-and-wind-miaislying?source=share
#If I got the citations wrong I am so sorry#I haven't had to cite anything since like this february?? and I'm rusty and I thought I should practice.#also I've never cited a blog post before. this is somethign i should probably brush up on. fascinating#anyways im studying bio at uni from this autumn and I am very interested in fungi (fascinating) but also biology as a whole is really cool#and i don't know what to do with my life so I'm gonna hope that i figure it out during the next four years or so
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#OOC#Out Of Codes#(( I've got some really good asks. ))#(( I'm eating right now and writing is slow as I am still very rusty. ))#(( been gone a long time but trying to keep up. ))#(( when i am done chowing down and doing some work i am answering my asks here. ))#(( best as I can of course! ))
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Changed my URL (formerly indistinctlyaverage) and PFP (a scribble I did in 5 seconds to not look like a bot) last night and totally forgot to like. post about it. I did some art of my fursona and now I have a sightly better URL and a PFP of my own art, which came out pretty good imo.
Absolutely crushed in quality but I can be proud of it nonetheless. I dedicate this turn into having an actual face and identity to being trans and also getting ADHD meds.
#my art#furry art#transgender#given how rusty I am I'm really happy with how good she turned out#also I don't have a name for her cause I'm so bad at names oh my god#very scuffed signature cause I have no confidence I'll settle on this handle again I am bad at names
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I've had exactly 2 beers and now my brain is like "Why not an Aardvarkavist?" Thanks for coming to my TEDtalk
#tma#tma podcast#the magnus archives#the archivist#aardvark#I'm really very normal about this#rusty quill
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Thinking a lot again about actually making a proper roleplay group within the GW2 community... I've been sitting on a lot of things regarding the Tideturners as a fully functional Mists-based group, but most of what holds me back is just a lack of confidence.
There's definitely a niche there that needs filling though, and it doesn't seem like anybody else is really doing anything with it.
#my posts#I won't put any tags on this but#thinking a lot about this more since the landscape is so unbelievably bleak for GW2 rp communities at this point#feels more and more like the only way anything will ever change is if I personally put my foot down and Do something#like. be the change you want to see you know?#there need to be better options than what we've got.#I have a lot of complicated thoughts and feelings but it is what it is. the hard part I think is not knowing if I can pull it off#since I'm REALLY rusty even if I DID run successful communities in other fandoms for many many years#like I have the experience! but that's a double-edged sword#considering those communities were VERY different...#sighs. personally I think this RPC could stand to learn a LOT from what those communities had to offer though.#that's the most I'll say about that here though.
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i'm very excited to try tattooing and i haven't been this excited for something in so long i hope it goes well
#i still need to save money to buy everything but i've been practicing my drawing and is going pretty good i think :)#me @ my brain every day: do not ruin this for us. don't you dare#i also need to find a style i enjoy the most#i have an idea but i've been trying my hand at different styles of drawings to see what feels natural to me#I haven't touched a pencil to draw in ages so lol im very very rusty#but it's nice i'm loving it#i should've known I'd end up in something artistic really i've always been the artistic kid from day one
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