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"Your heart was in the right place. Don't blame your earnestness and efforts for their lack of understanding—the right people will appreciate your heart."
EDIT: i mention this in the tags already, but please don't copy my vent tags in your reblogs. thanks for understanding.
#fnaf eclipse#fnaf dca#dca fandom#crab art#traditional art#bright colours#self-insert#my OC Esther#nearly didn't colour this because i was really happy with the lines#but i'm glad i did#please don't copy these tags i'm just going to vent a bit#sigh i've been really feeling it lately#just very discouraged when my efforts to help are dismissed#i know i'm a people pleaser and i just want people to like me#but like#sometimes we just don't click#and it's not worth trying to work myself to the bone to convince people to give me a chance#and it's not fair to blame myself for the friendships that never came to be#they're on their own journey and i'm simply not a part of that journey#just as they are not a part of mine#and that's fine#it's easy to forget when we can connect with so many people online#that we have a limit to how many quality relationships we can realistically maintain#what does it matter if you have so many friends who “like” you#but have no one close enough for you to be open and honest with?#so i will save my heart for those who appreciate it#for friends who will celebrate with me as i celebrate their achievements#who i feel comfortable enough with sharing our troubles and sorrows and supporting each other through it#those are the friends who are worth my heart
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jungkook x blue 💙 [ cr: 0613data, namuspromised, @jung-koook ]
#btsedit#btsgif#jungkookedit#dailybts#usersky#userpat#userines#heygingko#userdimple#usersevn#raplineuser#annietrack#uservans#rjshope#useremmeline#usermaggie#anialook#usermizuoka#jungkook#*mine#yes this is a birthday gift to myself#why shouldn't i join in on the fun y'know#this truly was a labour of love because what possessed me to make a 30 gif comp fr#apparently i don't know when to stop lol#also don't come for me you colour this many different pieces of content and there's sure to be inconsistencies#and yes i tried to arrange it from light to dark (as best as i could anyway)#i digress i'm really happy with how this came out#and i can't wait to get to the next instalment <3
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Do you even know whether you're running toward or away from something anymore? I guess it's all just running, all the same.
#the sims 4#ts4#ts4 screenshots#ts4 alpha#ts4 edits#ts4 story#The Journey Forward#ch: Sabrina#so i'm def not committing to full time storytelling again bc I SIMPLY do not have it in me#HOWEVER#i'm going to get this damn book done one way or another#and if that means recreating every major scene in the sims to do so then SO BE IT#if anyone remembers any of the many iterations of this scene i've played around with over the years (including the original)#let me kith u#this is my first real utilization of the increased picture limit on here and lemme tell u#i'm about to be a PROBLEM#where was this when i was in my storytelling prime#anyway i'm v happy with how this came out#although i am not happy to retraumatize Bri once again#the story's changed a lot but there's still a ton that remains the same#bc honestly the bones of this story are still etched into my soul#it just need a little...refining#and i rly hope if i have any former readers that are still around that you guys like the changes i've made#and i'm really excited to have y'all along for the journey forward#har har see what i did thar#i think that's my cue to skedaddle#i'll see myself out
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Here have a Kaito Kid
Thank you to @adorkastock for the great pose ref. It was perfect for KID
#boy let me tell you drawing suits is a challenge lmao#I'm happy with how it came out though#this was a really fun color pallet to work with#kaito kid#kuroba kaito#magic kaito#detective conan#detective conan fanart#detco fanart#dcmk#meitantei conan#art#drawing#eldritchart
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*Watch what happens when I cast a spell I don't know!
Merry Krismas! :)
#deltarune#pixel art#my art#noelle deltarune#berdly#...sort of#spamton#...also sort of#utdr fanart#snowgrave#weird route#once again not sure if this needs a blood warning or not#tell me if you think it does#speaking of the blood#i'm of the belief that monsters still don't bleed in deltarune#but it wouldnt have the same effect if i used white dust#so please suspend your disbelief#honestly really happy with how this one came out#wasnt even planning on doing anything for christmas this year#I've been way too tired for a week or so and only just recovered yesterday#but i had energy and a vague idea of something cool#next thing i knew id been doing nothing but working on this for 10 hours straight#(with occasional 10 minute breaks to walk around of course)#yeah i somehow did this in one day#no clue how#anyway im gonna stop rambling and lie down#merry christmas
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the way that phoom is crying and how bittersweet this moment is for him but the look on vicha's face is just pure happiness
SOMEHOW THAT HURTS MORE??
forced to dance and re-experience his death every night for 23 years in a place that only reminds him of who he lost and yet he's just so happy to be reunited, in the most uncomplicated way, knowing that he's where they're meant to be for the remainder of eternity
because phoom thinks it has to end, but vicha knows it won't
#WHY DID I GO IN THE TAG#I HAVEN'T EATEN ANYTHING YET AND NOW I'M CRYING#phoomvicha#peaceful property#forcebook#my caps#ppts liveblog#mjtag#forathousandbyeol#<- i'm sorry for tagging you guys i wanted to bring you down with me#btw i'm never capping these without zoom to fill again that was so fucking annoying lol#also idk how they came out so lq i had it on 1080p?#also kudos to book for not crying and breaking character#i know SOME PEOPLE 😒 have trouble understanding that characters react differently to the same thing or how direction works lol#but it must have been really hard not to cry in that moment and it's really impressive just how PURELY happy he looks#EDIT: I FORGOT A PICTURE
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wano zoro my beloved
#one piece#one pice fanart#art#fanart#roronoa zoro#one piece zoro#wano#zine#one piece zine#this is the only time I've raised my hand to request a spread illo for a zine and hoo boy… the struggle was so real you guys#I changed the swords a whole bunch of times in order to not have them end up broken in the middle of the fold#over all I'm really happy with how this illo came out but a part of me still lowkey thinks the first draft was better jskjkfdg
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"but you see......this is where my story ends."
"then, let's start it―― right now! your next story!"
as if you're opening a present every second.
as if i'm searching for a star that's still unknown to anyone. 🎪
#mellohi draws stuff#emu otori#project sekai#prsk#pjsk#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#otori emu#emu ootori#ootori emu#our happy ending#kirapipi kirapika#who up happying they ending (it is tomorrow)#are you ready to DIE wonderlands x showtime#kirapipi kirapika actually means so so much to me to say it's the best would be an understatement it's perfect this event is perfect#oh my god oh my god#THEY COMISSIONED NYANYANNYA OF NAMARI HIME FAME TO MAKE A SONG FOR EMU OTORI#LIKE WHAT. WHAT. COLOPAL ARE YOU STUPID.#he literally tuned meiko for both versions of the song you can tell it's the exact same#i was NOT expecting vocaloid6 ohh my god nyanyannya you crazy son of a bitch#also kirapipi kirapika came out on my birthday like waow thank you colopal for the birthday present what if i gave myself a lobotomy#I HATE OUR HAPPY ENDING I HOPE WONDERLANDS X SHOWTIME EXPLODE#sorry the demons BUT LIKE#UEUEUEUEUEUEU#ue ue ue (sound of crying)#feels bad that i can't spend my entire 60k crystals on this event since i'm only doing like one maybe two pulls#but third anniversary is around the corner and i need a failsafe for tsukasa's card#like if i save up between their releases and get lucky with it then maybe i can get most tsukasa cards in game#this might end horribly but there's like two-three months between each so if i really put my mind to it i can achieve greatness#reruns might throw me off but it's fiiine so long as i get like knightkasa and lilykasa
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I'm probably not the first to admit this but goddamn was I a narcissistic prick when I wasn't on stimulants
#adhd#not art#like this only thing I could think about was how understimulated I was#every person was boring because I was in such a severe and chronic state of dopamine deficiency#so I wasn't interested or curious about ANYONE and nobody could 'satiate me' and I deemed everyone boring because of it#then the first week on my meds & I went to visit my neighbor#& I was like 'omg your granddaughter came to visit this weekend? how was she? :)'#and then after I went home and I was like wow she's so sweet and her life seems so interesting I cant wait to talk more about it#and then it hit me I had known her for YEARS and it wasn't until now that I.. cared :(#made me feel really bad but also glad that I actually have the capacity to care and it wasn't just my personality#I had to do a lot of damage control :T but some bridges were burned and I gotta live with that#now I can proudly proclaim that no im not a narcissist bc I think people are interesting and I wanna hear them talk#i can just sit and listen and internalizing their perspective ..#for once I like people and I'm not a victim in some imaginary fight for mediocrity with everyone else#it never excited and im happy to feel that way#also whenever I speak with unmedicated adhders I just look at them like wow you don't even know how much your brain is making itself suffer#every adhder may not want to or can take meds and that's fine but everyone at least deserves to know what it feels when they work
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(more of this)
so, when i say chara and siffrin would get along, i mean they would have a complicated & sometimes antagonistic relationship, but they would, on the whole, understand each-other and enjoy each-other's company. they'd often think they understood each-other better than they did, which would be a source of conflict at times, but it also means they'd have a lot to talk about!
chara and loop, on the other hand, each take one look at the other, immediately project most of their own flaws, insecurities & trauma onto them, and are 90% correct.
what i'm saying is, they would absolutely despise each-other.
#in stars and time#isat#undertale#utdr#isat comic#undertale comic#isat crossover#undertale crossover#isat au#isat siffrin#isat loop#chara dreemurr#isat chara insert au#mine#isat spoilers#kinda#idk if a vaguardian equivalent of 'fuck' would be in loop's vocabulary but nothing else has quite the same vibe so i'm letting them say fuc#i'm just really amused by the idea of siffrin becoming increasingly frustrated trying to get his narrator & this weird ex-narrator to talk#chara's using sans' old codephrase because they never came up with one of their own#they didn't think the 'prove you're a time traveller' thing would ever be relevant after all. not from this side anyway#but even if chara can figure that part out quickly the codephrase serves as an efficient 'future you trusted me a little bit'#so they give it to siffrin like 'i might actually stab you if you track me down outa nowhere and don't say this' which is. VERY reassuring#anyway#don't mind me changing chara's design every time i draw them#really happy with the siffrin faces on pg5 though. nyoops.png
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DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND MY VISION
I am calling for a Mr and Little Miss LMK au please I am begging/j
Mr Miserable and Mr Cheeky:
#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#lmk mayor#monkie kid mayor#lmk macaque#monkie kid macaque#is there such thing as a crack AU since there are crack ships?#I sure hope so because I'm pretty sure this is a crack AU#did anybody else grow up with these childrens books?#for those of you who don't understand: Mr Miserable was thr most miserable person in Happy Land#and then Mr Happy came along and managed to get him to laugh and smile again#so I like to think after such an enlightening experience- Mr Miserable does not ever want to be miserable ever again#to the point where they are overly happy and excited and borderline a maniac#you can see where this is going#anyways- Mr Cheeky's story is actually hilarious to me because the dude literally just goes around insulting people and bullying them#fits Macaque a lot I reckon lmao#Mr Cheeky redeems himself (not really) and so that ALSO fits with Macaque#all in all- Mr Cheeky is not actually 'cheeky' and he is in fact just a massive jerk and I love him for it#PS: please do not deadname Mr Smiles in front of them- they will not like it
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kaveh is prengante
#genshin impact#genshin#kaveh#cyno#faruzan#haikaveh#kavehtham#(for like two seconds if you squint)#animatic#fanimatic#meme#funny#I AM ON A ROLL WITH THESE ANIMATICS#GETTING A JOB WITH ANIMATION MADE ME SO CONFIDENT WITH THESE!!!!!#Also this is my favorite clip and I'm so happy with out it came out!!!#less happy about cyno but its my first time ever drawing him#still really like how he came out in some shots#the punches were the hardest part tho#im not really good at those#but the final result isnt that bad!!!!
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One year anniversary of the kelp blorbo who changed my brain chemistry forever
Happy birthday Beetle :)
#my ârt#kelpie stuff#beetle of#digital painting#ok ok ok let me ramble for a second here#yes this was all sparked by user intistone and their awesome fic and the silly little au the group of us came up with#but we all talk regularly about even more silly little stories and aus of all kinds and it's just such a wonderful experience and I'm just#really happy this happened#yeah I don't talk as much on here these days#but I get to talk and draw and be creative in small ways all the time in the discord and it's helped develop my art at#mach speeds never previously imagined#sorry to get sappy just wanted to say I've been doing well#and it started with my one year old son who I love#so anyway LOOK AT MY SON IN PAINTING FORM#IM SHOWIJG HIM OFF BC IM HAPPY#if you read this far I'm giving you a seaweed snack to munch on
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Furred Attempts at One's Self
#my art#my ocs#furry art#furry oc#AKA FURSONAS RAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH#I've been finally meaning to rip that bandage off and revist my hyena-sona and as you can see there's no time like the present!!#It's actually been a really refreshing and overall happy process so far and I'm happy to share these small bits of it hehe#This all came from the fact I'm getting into the habit of animal studies again and I felt like this would be a nice test of my knowledge#I'm still forever learning but I think I'm on the right path of capturing the face structure of a hyena and in turn other canviorous mammal#My furrysonas are also vessels to give myself bodymods I'm way to scare to get to I just keep winning hehe#Perhaps I'll look just as cool as this...so day#Also fun fact: The reason I choose a capybara as a sona is because I was a capybara in my friend's Cult of the Lamb playthrough hehe#Ever since I've been connected to the large wet rodents; and I wouldn't have it any other way#THAT AND THERE'S BARELY ANY REFERENCES FOR CAPYBARA PAWS HELP ME#I must make them accurate and yet the limits of search engines pain me#That and hyena noses are tricky to understand but I shall digress
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for @lenteur from your carat secret santa🎄
#caratsecretsanta#seventeen#scoups#s.coups#heysol#chwedoutbox#maddieblr#i really don't know if i should tag anyone this looks horrible lmao anyway#happy holidays dearest mal!!#this might come as a surprise since we didn't follow each other before the gift exchange but i've been sneakily checking up on your#blog this whole time so you wouldn't find out who your secret santa is hehe#i know it doesn't look very christmassy at all but your whole aesthetic made me associate you with summer!#i also really wanted to try and make something inspired by seongryul's art hence the watercolour sort of look#which thinking back on it now was extremely ambitious considering i'm not good at art in the slightest#but just know that it came from the heart!#i hope you're doing great and spending these days doing something that brings you joy ❤️
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thank you everybody who crossed their fingers and toes bc aventurine AND acheron are now both safely at home:3333333333
#the amount of tickets i went through?#let's not talk abt that#i also got six sampo's#and like eight (??) pela's#(i was about to fucking kill somebody i don'T EVEN USE HERRRR LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEE LITTLE LADY)#and then tingyun and hanya and yukong (2x)#and gepard#who is cute but at the moment i was not that happy bc he was standing between me and my wife😠😠😠😠#i feel like i'm forgetting someone lmao#anyway#acheron was playing hard to get i do feel just a bit sad bc i am so low on tickets now and i kinda wanted her lc too#and idk whether i should still try to get it or not............................#my brother pulled her for me btw😭😭😭#i was losing hope but then he came into my room to talk abt his day and i was like okok . i need you to just push this button for me#AND IT ONLY TOOK TWOOOOO PULLS#😭😭😭😭😭😭#everybody say thank you mickey's little brother we love you mickey's little brother#i can't even use her rn though bc i can't get a good relic set for her lmao#I CAN USE AVENTURINE THOUUUGHHH AND HE'S SOO SOO GOOD EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE ITTTT#mmmm i should probably level up tingyun too right i've heard that she's good#i'm facing another very difficult decision now though bc................. i love jy...........................#but how many lightning charas do i need...................... if firefly is really getting a rerun at the same time........................#i might....................................... prioritize her.....................................#I HATE ITTTTT:(((((((((((((((#BUT I WANT JY TOOOO:(((((((((((((((((((#genuinely feels like i'm betraying him wahhhhhhhhh#anyway i'm in (what i hope) are my period feelings so hhhhhhhhhh#dying over and over again but dw i'll be back on my regular bs soon:333333#mayor of loserville
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