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my final from last semester that i made into a zine. cooked this one up in a couple hours before the critique (the ink was still wet!), so it's very raw and kind of sloppy but the sentiment is there. i love you trans people of color. we are the backbone of this community 🌟
#pan draws#pan designs#zine#risograph#i'm not gonna lie i don't love how this one turned out OTL and i think the wording is not done but well... a deadline is a deadline#i'll probably touch it up and rewrite it in the future but who's to say.. i need to stew on how to articulate my feelings coherently#anyway my transness is so closely tied to my experience as a person of color. the current political climate is so fucking ass to exist in#but more than anything i am pissed off at white punks & leftists & trans people that refuse to have meaningful solidarity with us.#so yeah anyway. i was stuck on this one forever and only really got anywhere with it after attending 2 punk noise shows in a row where they#actually used their fucking platform to do like. anything. our struggles are connected you need to careeeee YOU HAVE TO CARE........ ok bye#tdov#trans day of visibility#<- i was sitting on uploading this for a while so the stars kind of aligned for it to be today huh.... happy tdov i love you#xines
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genuinely would love for some of the "both parties are the same" people to name me a single election in the entirety of the twenty first century where the outcome for the country wouldn't have been better if a democrat had won
#personal#like come on we all know shit would have been amazingly better if the supreme court hadn't couped al gore#kerry would have also been infinitely better than bush too#i'm very glad we got two years of obama rather than a mccain presidency or a romney presidency#and honestly if you think hillary would have been worse than trump or that biden has been worse than trump#or that kamala will somehow be worse than trump 2.0 as he attempts to install himself as fascist dictator for life#you're not a serious person and shouldn't be allowed outside without an adult and also should probably get smacked in the head#with a cast iron pan#every american presidential election for my entire life has very obviously been 'the democrat is infinitely better than the republican'#and has only gotten moreso as i've grown up#hell every election in general is still showing that dems are better than republicans#democrats control the house? they get stuff down#republicans control the house? they go to recess early and are legit gearing up to shut down the government in october#(of an ELECTION YEAR god please let republicans singlehandedly shut down the government a month before election day)#(as a republican tries to take back the white house please god it would be so fucking funny to watch them deal with that)#but like yeah literally vote blue no matter who because i've been alive for twenty five whole years#and in those twenty five years never once has the republican been remotely the better option or even the 'lesser of two evils' option
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There's a LOT of things people do wrong when constructing fantasy beliefs in pantheons of gods, but one of the more specific is having only one god related to fertility and it kind of being just a horny sex thing.
Like you'll have one in the entire bunch whose sphere is listed as fertility and it's basically like Yeah this is the sex one. She's always depicted naked (but not TOO naked because censorship and/or the writer's own skittishness). She's going to have the exact body type epitomized in contemporary western beauty standards and there's usually no chance in hell that she's gonna be fat (unless MAYBE they're referencing 'venus' figurines). Her thing is fertility, which means having sex and making babies. Might be a goddess of beauty or love or marriage too, because these are kinda sex things, but that's probably it. And yeah that sort of thing is virtually nonexistent in real life.
Like the concept of fertility is so fundamentally important to the function of most societies in human history in ways that it is just Not in industrialized imperial core countries. Most people are getting food from stores, and not having to worry about harvesting crops or breeding livestock or foraging for food or having enough animals to hunt, so fertility only really comes up as a concern if you're trying to have kids (and there is certainly societal pressure to have children, but your wellbeing and survival is rarely going to Depend on it). And I think writing only from that perspective and not even trying to learn about WHY fertility is so conceptually important is why you see this trend.
There's no absolute universal statement about how people believe in gods but it's broadly accurate that systems with many deities will Usually have more than one deity associated with fertility, and these associations will certainly include human reproduction but also the fertility of livestock/hunted animals, plants, the land itself.
Some fertility deities may also be heavily associated with seasonal changes or environmental factors that agriculture or foraging is dependent on (spring/summer/fall, seasonal rains, seasonal flooding, rain itself, sunlight, good soil, rivers, wetlands, etc). Some certainly might be related to love, marriage, sex, and beauty, but that's VERY RARELY going to be the sole way the concept of fertility is embodied. And they'll often will have other associations not directly about fertility, or related to fertility in culturally specific ways.
#I think a lot of the time people are using Aphrodite as their sole reference for the concept of Fertility Deity (and even then#not really grasping the nuances of her depiction/worship or place in the broader ancient Greek religious worldview)#Or understanding that she isn't the Only fertility related deity (like jsut off the top of my head there's fertility associations with#Hera + Artemis + Pan + Dionysus + Demeter + Persephone + Priapus and I'm pretty sure I'm missing several here)#Just in general pantheons where there is only one god associated with any given concept are very rare (unless the concept is very specific)#Like a pantheon with dozens of gods will probably have more than one solar deity but might have only one that presides specifically#over a certain crop or something#Also in a wide reaching/long-spanning religion associations might change with time or as a result of religious syncretism#Or gods may be worshipped under specific and/or localized epithets which describe the god specifically as it presides over this#location or the god as it relates to specific parts of its nature.#It might be a little different if you're writing in a context where the gods are a confirmable part of material reality but even then like#unless your gods are extremely active in managing how they're worshipped culture is going to shape their perception.#Also as a side note if you are completely within your power to depict what you want you should probably be okay with depicting#nudity. Like there's always cultural variations in what/how much/under which circumstances nudity is acceptable (and many cases#where personal nudity is not okay but depictions in art are). But the outright refusal to show a Bare Tit or Flaccid Penis even in art is#virtually nonexistent throughout the vast majority and wide span of human history and like realistically speaking there's going to be#Erect Phallus too. Phallic imagery isn't quite Ubiquitous but VERY common across human history like.. You gotta get over it
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something something headcanon Michael wrote a good amount of the Fnaf songs as a way of coping with the horrors™️ so like in his handy dandy notebook, right next to his plans of arson and vivid drawings of nightmares, it reads "I can see you there, warmth and life, why don't you share, it's been many years, stuck here living with out fears-" and it doubles as Michael trying to categorize all the information he's learnt and helping him process all this information and it gives this really funny visual of later on, Gregory asking Glamrock Freddy something from the past of Fazbear Entertainment or his previous family drama and then Freddy just starts humming and muttering "....mmm all stay strong, we live eternally, all is well in mmmmm pure insanity, mmmmm-AH!- here is your answer, Gregory! :333" no because imagine he shows Gregory "Too Far" (by CK9C) and Greg's like "Thats......a lot of yelling." "I was going through a rough time haha." -listens to it further before taking of the headphones- "...You good man?" "I'm really not, but we ball, Gregory."
#fnaf#michael afton#five nights at freddy’s#glammike#glamrock freddy#Do you see the vision chat#Fazbear Entertainment probably published all these songs by finding Michael's notebook in the rubble lol#“Gregory you do not understand theyre using the wrong octave gregory!! its not my artistic vision gregory!!”#screw it im making it a part of silly salvaged lol#william in his little peepaw area finds a copy of the notebook thats up for display in RockRow's museum and he bullies Mike relentlessly lo#“really? thats the best Rhyme scheme you could come up with? PLEASE!”#“When me and Henry worked on the Diner's music at least the lyrics were clever! here in this verse you're just calling me evil!”#“If you're going to be in my shadow please try and keep up; I'm not Peter Pan Michael.”#And then Gregory's like “Yk I thought your music was pretty alright Freddy :D” and then all is right in Freddy's world#he is however fine with CC and Lizzy dunking on him. yk. sibling things#one day Freddy catches Vanessa humming to like....Left Behind or something and he laughs to himself#also shoutout Welcome to Freddy's by Madame Macabre#BANGER SONG FRFR
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HANDS DIRTY | DELTA RAE
I've been thinking about this song + JGY for a long time ("I get my hands dirty, I show up so early, they show me no mercy, so I just keep working" hello???? hello??????), and I would like to personally thank ZZJ for his wonderful face and brilliant acting 🙏
#jin guangyao#making this video truly made me appreciate how much on-screen abuse and violence we see inflicted on JGY 😬#also godddd!!! the scene with Madam Jin yelling at JGY at phoenix mountain!!!#JGY doing this quick little panicked look around when she's done talking to see if anyone is going to do anything#and the pan we get of Zixun + Zixuan + Yanli + freakin Sect Leader Yao#and even XICHEN. all just standing there like :T awkward.#then it cuts back to JGY's devastated little face as he tries his best to carry on. probably fucking mortified that this is public#and both relieved yet slightly upset that no one tried to defend him over something that everyone knew was not his fault#UUGHHHHH#sorry I'm done now#the untamed
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OK, but the way Pan spends the entire game trying to save his own hide, make sure it wasn't his fault Calliope died and to hide his involvement but if romanced he steps up to threaten Athena. Like, it's almost expected from the others (e.g. Apollo stood up to Athena, though subtly, the very first time we saw him and Persephone is Persephone) but it's such a pleasant surprise from Pan. Even in the friendship route, if you call on him to stand by you, Athena is surprised that he does.
#stray gods#stray gods spoilers#anyway#sobbing over 'I only want to dance with you' again#I'm not seeing enough Pan love so I'm going to post it myself#I was halfway through Freddie's romance when my laptop crashed and I lost all my saves#So now I have to start over#And I'm probably going for Pan again instead
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Any time someone refers to a member of the queer community as 'exempt' from some kind of bigotry or 'straight passing' or whatever it really rubs me the wrong way.
I'm not a trans woman, so I'm 'exempt'' from trans misogyny. But am I really? What about all the cis, gnc, and intersex women who are mistaken for trans women and targeted as such?
What about the fact that one of my parents is an intersex trans woman? You think the bullshit they face doesn't affect me? Affect my whole family??
I'm exempt from lesbophobia, because I am not a lesbian. But I was still verbally assaulted on a bus for being a 'filthy pussy licker' for no reason I could discern other than I have an undercut.
My partner and I may 'pass' as a straight couple, but do you really think it's a privilege to be mistaken for something I'm not? To get dirty looks when I'm buying/wearing pride stuff with my husband beside me?
Why do we have to split it up into microlabels of who gets subjected to what kind of bigotry?
I am not saying not to talk about your own unique experience, of course not. And of course some of the terms and labels for certain kinds of discrimination are useful for expressing what you're facing. But dismissing everyone else's experience because 'oh well they're exempt/immune to the exact kind of bigotry I face'?
I dunno. Just seems shitty to me
#yes this is about people saying tma/tme#yes this is about people dismissing bi pan and ace people who have 'passing privilege'#yes this is about intersex people having to work their asses off to pass one way or another and being harassed if they don't#and then being told how lucky they are to be 'naturally nonbinary' or whatever bullshit#stop thinking the bigotry you face is the only kind or ths most important#of course it's the most important to YOU#but don't sweep everyone else under the rug#ugh. i'm probably opening a can of worms with this but i'm so tired of seeing it#we're all queer. we all face a lot of bullshit#let's stand together against it instead of arguing about who is or isn't facing each individual flavor of bigotry#mod post#lgbt+#pride#lgbt+ discourse#ask to tag#queer
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One of these days, I'll learn to stop getting upset and scroll past a bad take of Astarion and the blatant bi/pan erasure of them, but that day isn't today.
I also don't see it happening tomorrow.
Anyway, here's a screenshot of my female human bard and the canonically pansexual vampire elven man who adores her.
#'I DON'T KNOW HOW ANYONE CAN SEE HIM WITH A FEMALE' probably because he's pan???#I'm going to start blocking people on sight for this nonsense#I know it's not something worth getting upset about because he's a fictional character but I can't help myself#people who make posts like 'stop romancing him with a woman' just gets me so mad#he's canonically pansexual#also I paid $80 for this game so I'll play it however I damn well please 💕#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate iii#bg3#bg3 astarion#astarion#astarion x tav#elayne the bard#astarion x elayne#jessica's personal stuff#text post#screenshots
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still a great shame we never got erika walking kä on a leash for ruoska at umk or böle :(( would have slayed too much penis ig
#like can u imagine the intro and then jUST HERRRR and then it pans down to him grovelling at her feet#well#i'm sure he'd enjoy that - probably a little too much - and that's likely the problem here HAJKSHDAJ 💀#käärijä#erika vikman#ruoska
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wip of something that might never see the light of day
#wip#the fun part about having a cervical disk degeneration is that I can't draw for more than 30 minutes without feeling like im going to die#and that's why 99% of the shit i post is unfinished work or shitposting/meme cuz they are much faster/easier to make#I also just wanted an excuse to draw telemachus again cuz I want him to have the fluffiest hair in the world and idc if nobody agrees#I'm always picturing animatics of the songs in my head but I don't have the patience to actually make them#so instead I just scribble random scenes that I would like to see in said animatics#anyways if anyone want to donate a new spinal cord to me I'll pay you 50 cents and a pan of brigadeiro#was this wip post just an excuse to vent about my cervical pain? most probably but we can pretend otherwise#anyways I usaully post wips and unfinished shit on my bluesky if anyone is interested: @llamapallooza.bsky.social#and none for twitter. bye.
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I uh. would die for him btw
#he probably wouldn't let me in a very funny non-commital way but he is EVERYTHING to me#he showed up and I was immediately like 'ah shit here we go again' fhdjska sad clown trickster weak spot duly hit/obliterated#stray gods#stray gods pan#this game fucking ROCKS and I'm so sad for it that it was released along bg3 b/c it deserves so much more attention and love
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Good morning gamers! Hope you're all doing well! <3 I got about 1-2 before I gotta go for class soooo Maybe I'll give L.imbus company a try- (This is an invitation for my L.imbus moots to tell me about their f/os and ships from the game)
#pan rambles#Hopefully playing the game will help calm my nerves#I've been feeling anxious all morning-sjfjsjdj#Also! Now that I'm back in school I'll probably have time to do train doodles!#(Doodles I do on the train. not doodles of trains-)#Those doodles always help me come up with ideas#Anyways onto the game!
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I haven't even read the ending and I won't have a full opinion on it until the actual chapter comes out, but from I have seen about "loose ends"... I could imagine that Gege actually wanted to explore more but there are certain reasons that kind of halted that. Similarly, like with MHA's ending.
(I'm sorry but I'm not deciding on just leaks on whether a chapter is good or bad.)
It just feels odd to me. I don't know, it just does.
I think about the overall scheduling and that Gege can't and can do certain things because he does work with other people he has answer to. I wouldn't be surprised if after this, Gege comes out with a statement saying there was a lot he wanted to continue to explore but couldn't due to reasons. There's also Gege's health to consider.
Whether the ending got fumbled or not, again, I don't know. I'm not here defending Gege or making excuses, but putting insight and why the ending possibly became what it is.
Hell, just last year people were upset because how some of the episodes of the anime looked but then it's turns out how the workers literally had to crunch for time and apologized (which I think was just so sad to do because the animation and pacing was fine for me and I know that has to be hard to do with little time to perfect it but some of you couldn't relate but I digress) as if they are actually to blame when they're just employees.
Maybe it is just me but it just seems odd to me.
And I know some people are upset about Gojo. If you are, I'm not holding it against you. I like him, too and yeah, I'm shedding a tear or two.
However, how this fandom acts now compared to before is such major whiplash for me.
Some of you want to throw around "Gege hates Gojo" so much but Gege is the same creator who gave the audience Gojo and a story to understand and yet a lot of people still mischaracterize him and only see him as "a hot character" or "the powerhouse that should come back because how dare he be happy in the afterlife" or "the blue eyed twink".
Actually, I find that some of you probably hate canon Gojo more than Gege supposedly does because of all these different versions that the fandom have conjured up.
The most Gojo did deserve is a funeral after he died and I get being upset if he didn't get that in the story, I would be upset for sure.
But given how much I have seen the fandom act when it comes to Satoru Gojo's character, I'm taking a lot of opinions on "Gege mistreated Gojo's character", the ending and everything else with a very teeny grain of salt. Yeah, be "critical" all you want but it just seems for anything nowadays that's all people want to do without considering other factors.
You can still hate or like something and acknowledge other things that play into why that something is the way it is.
#whether i hate or don't hate the ending that's just for me to tell#sometimes yeah some stories don't pan out well but sometimes#it's not because the writer can't write#or the writer has some vendetta against you get the fuck over your damn self you ain't that fucking special#it is because outside factors#they do exist#it is very clear some of you forget that#yeah the ending to any story could be better but sometimes it's okay to sit back and think why it wasn't#without the urge to grab a damn pitchfork#starting to think that some of you never actually written or drew anything before to experience outside factors#i write and sometimes i feel like i mess up on my writing but it's because i do have a life that I cannot stop#I'm sure gege probably did want to explore more with the ending and probably beating himself over it#but it does seem quite odd to me how mha ended so soon and then jjk follows after both being major shonen mangas#and around this time aren't other mangas getting popular? I don't know just seems... odd#just kiya's thoughts#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk 271#jjk manga spoilers#jjk spoilers
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Hi! I don't know if you're still allowed to ask for these, if not I'm sorry, please ignore this. But if you are, could you draw a pansexual/demi girl betta splendens? Maybe a veiltail? Or whatever tail type you like. Thank you so much
One fish, two fish, betta splendens fish!
#ask#art#art request#my art#pan#pansexual#demigirl#betta splendens#betta splendens veiltail#siamese fighting fish#animal art#queer art#fish art#critter series#lgbtqia+#lgbtq+#the rhyme should probably be: 'one fish two fish technicolour fish sepia fish' because wow the contrast between the two XD#not sure if these are completely accurate to how veiltails look; can't say i'm an expect at fish species like this#and their tails are fairly complicated. too complicated for my style to do justice#i'm not entirely in love with how these turned out but i hope you liked them all the same#so long and thanks for all the fish#queue
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#whiscash#and i'm back!! y'all wouldn't have seen any interruption since obviously i keep a very long queue for a reason but#i didn't queue up any pokémon for like five days. because i was in california. but i'm back home now and this is the morning after i return#like. i'm queueing this up the morning after i return. it's gonna post like july 20-something'th. idk. but last night (to me writing these#tags) i arrived home at like 1 AM and just immediately collapsed into bed and passed the fuck out bc i was wrecked#and i'm taking the rest of the week off of work. which may or may not actually pan out—i'm probably gonna get antsy and work at least a#little bit but. y'know. i'm tired. obviously. anyway whiscash pond? whiscash has a pond. we all know his pond#i don't know that much about rescue team tbqh. not my favorite pmd game. but he was definitely in it. i think he was actually floating#right above the evolution cave or something. i dunno#but here he is. he's on the blog#a fish with a blog. a blog in a bog. bc his pond?
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honestly I haven’t truly matured past the age of like 13 because I can’t not fantasize about meeting someone at this ball in kingston this weekend. does anyone want a sprightly and intrepid young redcoat who knows the music better than the dance
#will this actually pan out? probably not but i'm gonna be there anyway#i’m so excited honestly. I’m never on the receiving end of the music#for good reason of course but lately i have been wanting to learn the dances#redcoatposting#mine
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