#i'm on level 45.

[stabbyfoxandrew]

im sorry to hear that :( you’ve been kinda quiet lately so i was hoping that wasn’t the case. i hope you take care of yourself and things get better soon <3

oh have i? i'm sorry.

i've just basically been existing the last week or so? the depression is Getting me real good. literally like i eat and sleep and play fortnite with jess.

that's all i've felt like doing lately. i haven't even been reading fics really? the state of Everything has got me feeling like shit my dude. ty for checkin on me <333

[every-sanji]

[starmocha]

This man loves with his whole heart, body, and soul, and that is the only kind of love I will accept from now on. 🥹💕

[thenugking]

that was just--we started off from a point of "going insane over an actor's name for the past several weeks," and I've been swinging back and forth between "it's just her name, she's a real person, it doesn't mean anything" and "rtd absolutely knows what he's doing here though" but look as much as I wanted Susan I didn't want to get my hopes up too high. I thought we might be getting the Trickster, possibly the Guardians, but more likely a new generic villain I had no reason to care about.

And then they IMMEDIATELY have the character be called Susan too?? And bring up the annagram of TARDIS?? And I'm sitting here going "Susan named the TARDIS, is this a reference, are they actually doing a reference????" and then they straight up NAMEDROPPED HER and brought up the possibility themselves and I had my mouth hanging open through the titles.

And look I got that it probably wasn't actually Susan! And I was vaguely worried that if it was, they'd make things I didn't want Decisively Canon. And then the doctor's talking about how Susan was his granddaughter but that didn't mean he'd had her parent which??? Are we making Lungbarrow TV canon here??? And I know showrunners love to disagree, but the Doctor metioned being a dad in russell's first run, in both Fear Her and the Doctor's Daughter, so.... was that about Miranda?? Is Miranda also TV canon??

And THEN we get to the end and the TARDIS has something evil going on with it--is it Zagreus? Is it anti-time?? Why is this theme music so similar to the Master's Sound of Drums theme, it can't be the Master, can it?? I'd almost decided it was the trickster (I was getting Vibes from ruby's bio mum) but then he gets namedropped, and then the Mara gets namedropped and then?? The Other gets namedropped????

I got it at Set. Literally went "is this Sutekh??" outloud. Spent the final few minutes laughing. Did anyone call this??? "What if it's Susan/the Rani/the Master/the Trickster/the Toymaker/River/Tecteun/Rogue/Roger ap Gwilliam/Iris/Omega/the fucking Carnival Queen?" Nope it's fucking Sutekh apparently. He's back now.

I hope Ruby's bio mum turns out to be the person crouched behind his throne and holding it steady. what the fuck.

[etdraconis]

( kind of regret running a degree audit today to see what I still need to graduate, bc now I wanna cry lmao )

[mo-ok]

i love the spread of available pokemon in ruby/sapphire and i always feel like i want to use so many of them that 6 slots never feels like enough

that being said the electric options feel so limited and lacking. like the most interesting are lanturn/magneton but i already have my two water types planned out and i've used magneton in literally the last 5 pokemon games i've played but a grass type isnt going to be anywhere near as useful why is this so hard

[two-person-job]

pokemon has such an atrocious hold on me.

[pupmon1]

I think I broke something...

[nukaposting]

whoever griefed my camp in fallout 76 last night you suck ass at picking targets. if you want to cause REAL devastation you go for the guys who build three story mansions filled wall to wall with dispensers and microtransaction goodies

[rabbithaver]

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

[stabbyfoxandrew]

i wasn't lying anon...

[nerdyfangirlingbooks]

Every now and then I remember the times I would mention to my flatmate that I was thinking of buying myself something reasonably expensive (that I had been eyeing up for months and had budgeted for) and she'd tell me that I shouldn't spend that much money on something I didn't need and it would be stupid etc etc while she regularly impulse bought things that cost at least as much and she would use once (while complaining that she was under a lot of financial stress and couldn't afford <$3/week for 2 months for a rental washing machine when ours broke). She is... perhaps not my first call for financial advice

[antennatoheaven]

i let a stranger catch a tapu lele that was bothering me on my beach and as thanks they upgraded all my armour to netherite (i'd been walking around in mismatched iron and diamond armour) and got me a bunch of enchantment books. peace and love on planet earth

[howcanibesadyetalsoacowboy]

I have a pain playthrough and a therapy playthrough of dark souls

[tonyglowheart]

reading thru old meta posts on qian qiu and there's like, some stuff I agree with sure but there's also a lot I don't lol. w like yan wushi especially. there's a lot of. I think too much conventional-mindedness in approaching yws even from the ppl who did like him as a character. saying he's a difficult character, and is meant to be a difficult character, but then still framing him along more conventional moral frameworks. yet another apartment 'complex'? strange, I find it quite simple moments.

[hawkeyedflame]

ran a 7:01 mile today, after two and a half weeks of not running (but doing a lot of hiking). i didn't feel great going into the run though because it's been raining and dreary the last few days which tanks my energy levels, so i think i can do even better. i set a goal of 6:30 by the end of june and i was starting to feel doubtful about being able to hit it, but i think i got this.