#i'm not sure if it's final goodbye
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Soup solves everything.
#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#Senshi#izutsumi#chilchuck tims#laios touden#marcille donato#THE SOUP CHAPTER HAS BEEN ANIMATED#I have so many thoughts about senshi's backstory and how much that experience has shaped who he is.#This is such a powerful moment because it makes it clear how *stuck* senshi has been because of his trauma.#Up until now he has been a mystery! He's the chef guy! Don't worry about his apparent reclusiveness from society!#Don't worry about his intense need to make sure 'the young ones are fed'!#Senshi still has a lot of healing but this was the moment he could finally forgive himself.#This chapter is so important to me because sometimes you truly do need to face the most terrifying things to move past them.#This joke here is a bit too narrow to be funny for the masses...but mdzs fans know.#MDZS :handshake: Dungeon Meshi: Soup moment.#Laios and Jiang Yanli have a powerful magic call "Eat some soup and maybe you'll feel better'#That is also a spell you can cast upon yourself. Go eat some soup and you will feel better. Merry Soupmas everyone.#One more week of Thistle Thursdays....I'm not ready to say goodbye B*(
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I've been anxious for so long and so brave about it this year and I'm really hoping it will allow me to not have to brave for a while because. jesus fucking christ
#that job i had in july? i left it in august because i finally decided to do something i want to do#and not wait until i convince myself that something is 'good enough'#my anxiety was so bad during those two months. which was a shame because my boss was lovely and the place was pretty nice#but i made the first brave decision in a very long time and left to look for a job i'm passionate about#and my boss was so great because when they were saying goodbye she said in front of everyone that#she's sure some people there admired my bravery to just leave and pursue my dreams#and i could have cried right there and then it was so good to hear?????? i can't make brave choices and my anxiety is a bitch#so when she said that i was just. SO touched#and yeah an opportunity came along and i'm going to be working as an editor starting later this week!#so fingers crossed that i'm going to be less anxious and my brain won't ruin this for me because it's a really really nice opportunity#and i want to squeeze as much as i can from it without my brain getting in the way and making me see just the negatives until i get out#in general i just really REALLY want to stop feeling like a hunted animal in everyday situations. here's to getting there someday#it's mine my own my precious#not lotr
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[Start ID. A drawing of V1 and Gabriel from Ultrakill. They're angled towards each other, both leaning backwards with one leg bent at the knee. V1 is pulling itself towards Gabriel with the whiplash, the end of which curls around him, and he reaches one hand out to hold the cord. Gabriel's pose seems almost relaxed, while V1 is more tense and somewhat energetic. The background is mauve, and bears markings that emphasize the heart-like shape formed by V1 and Gabriel. End ID]
Did not know what to caption this. Uh. Gay people
(alts under the cut, as usual)
#yeehaw i drew this three weeks ago so i'm fairly excited to finally be able to post it#got!! new art tablet!! and at long last I started playing rain world recently thanks to cog's commission so that may have art soon#peridots-art#v1 ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#ultrakill#this may be my first uk post yet that doesn't have a tw lol#bots#not sure what else to say but it is so so nice to be able to draw again. a three-inch screen is understandably not great for art purposes#it's been over a month since the tf2 fixation started too so Hopefully i'll get something out that isn't my rough phone doodle of pyro#anyway goodbye fair tag-wanderer. may your days be many and your woes few#gabv1el
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Oh ok. I get now why a lot of people didn't vibe with the ending.
All and all: excellent manga, overall very good final act, too rushed final 2-3 chapters but weak and honestly mediocre epilogue, which makes the high of the ending kind of leave a bitter taste. I think Noda had a good steed and suddenly he had to finish and had to rush all. So the ending in the sense of the final arc was good but the ending proper (final couple chapters) + epilogue......... Not so much
#i liked rhe ending (though made the mistake to read comments so now I'm like 'yeah you are right that did not make sense' when on my own i#probably would not have noticed. but ok. I'll work my suspension of disbelief. HOWEVER the epilogue WAS indeed very lackluster#i get it's an epilogue but it was so rushed. we barely get a closure for ume and saichi and tanigaki did not get to#take asirpa back to uci as he should have (though he was instrumental for that). overall it was super rushed#like we did not even see how Sugimoto was rescued. the epilogue was faaaar too rushed tbh and also too vague in parts#siraishi not really saying goodbye.... also sugimoto and asirpa living together that's cute idc and i think the line into nastyness was not#crossed but oh boy is it a thin thread... i still choose to believe they are platonic soulmates lol but i want to see an official#translation of the volume that's all i say. what else... oh yes. the way the gold never got to actually be distributed doesn't sit right#with me at all but the worst part was definitely the sugimoto/ume thing oh god that was BAD#we did get to see osoma which was cute#OH AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON VASILY??? We didn't even see him. the epoligue for him in particular was great though but his ending was not#like he just hanged around ogata gor chapters and chapters on end and we don't even get a glimpse of him during the final showdown??#tbh i think noda wanted to do something more with him but realized he did not quite fit into the story and in the end got#caught up with all the main lines he did have to close and he obviously had planned and probably combined with his own exhaustion well#did not go nice for vasily! i also would have liked a more proper epilogue for tsukishima and koito. they deserved it#I don't like how pre-epilogue the tsukishima-tsurumi-koito tension seems to reach a breaking point only to kind of not get resolved because#they have to keep fighting lol.#laura reads#also i get the sentiment of the ending regarding the ainu and i think noda did his best but it seems like a rather soft thing for asirpa to#do like... sure. museums and stuff. i GET it but it goes a little too soft in the actual colonialism that went on from the japanese. i feel#noda starts off fairly critical of that but in the end softens his stance which is a shame but ok. the bar is in hell so this is actually#much better than average from what i can personally gather of my little knowledge#golden kamuy#gk spoilers
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this watcher stuff is an absolute trainwreck that i cannot turn away from
#i finally watched their goodbye vid and shane looks rly uncomfortable in it esp when they're on the couch together#and the way ryan recoiled when shane was like 'share passwords for the streamer' lmao#you always gotta be mindful not to parasocial too hard here#but i would like to believe that shane 'eat the rich' madej has always been sincere about his beliefs#and i appreciate that sometimes your ideals conflict with your reality#i just struggle to see him actually being on board with this#and the handful of 'oh so you don't think artists should be paid' comments i've seen#you fucking knuckleheads it has nothing to do with that#plenty of people want to make sure they get paid!#hence their very successful patreon!#it's about being completely out of touch with your audience#no one watches for the slick production#it's for the banter and the chemistry#and tbh although fuck buzzfeed i enjoyed the unsolved format more than the ghost/mystery files format#there's TOO much production in some cases#i like the boys a little unrefined#anyway if they follow through with this move i'm definitely out#shows: watcher#t: wench.txt
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Good evening to everyone except the person who decided to have Haru disappear from the home screen after finishing the game
#no thank you!!!#that shit hurted#i actually teared up#he waved goodbye then faded away :((((#i'm really stupid so kouichi's route left me more confused than anything#aniki is alive apparently???#i feel bad for bunbun#i hated him at first because journalists are usually scum but then he grew on me#he's the sad wet cat of the game#ryu's route was my least favourite‚ then kouichi's‚ hiroyuki's and maki's is my fav#idk what my problem is with stuck up dudes with glasses who lost their younger sister to sex trafficking#first fujieda now ryu#kouichi's route had some great moments but the final rape scene + the fact kouichi thought haru might be his son the whole time is kinda...#not my cup of tea#also kouichi's son was kidnapped when he was 6‚ that's more than old enough to have like‚ recognizable facial features??#how can he not know for sure haru's definitely not his son?#on paper hiroyuki's route seems like it would be my least favourite#two guys the same age who immediately get along with the bottom being a virgin blablabla#sounds boring when put like that but they turned out to be extremely cute and uuuh piyoshi has a really cute voice#boy was i glad to be home alone when playing his route because that guy is LOUD#i'm at 97% and am missing quite a few CGs so i'll go through it again then once i'm done‚ time for lkyt i guess#also want to go back to room n.9 real quick because i don't think i got 100% on it either#parade#blvn
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Seok Jin 🤝🏼 me losing our sh*t after that absolutely nervewracking Five Pieces game
#the devil's plan#i'm literally shaking and sobbing rn same as him bc the way that sh*t took out Si Won????? the way he almost met the same fate?????#they didn't even let her say goodbye and then he had to go through that without getting a chance to grieve how they had slowly#stripped his team from him one by one and then it finally hit him and he just. yeah. yeah. i would have fallen apart too honest to God#if this man does not win the entire game i'm burning something down he has f*cking suffered the most among everyone here#he and Dong Jae. f*ck i'm still not ok rn#edit: someone uploaded the short clip of his reaction on YouTube and 1. he did say f*ck. i wasn't sure when i heard it but he did#2. i was not the only one who lost my sh*t. all the Korean comments were like 'we got chills' 'we all started crying' 'Seok Jin oppa#hwaiting' as they should be tyvm
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right. so
#the king's explanation for wanting to preserve vaugarde in time mentioning coming with no name + the ending lines ''not when i still can't#say it''. i'm guessing he and siffrin are both from the island that got wiped? and the king retains/has recalled just enough to be fucked u#in a very specific way about it + wanting the most surefire way possible to ensure vaugarde can't meet the same fate#siffrin's muttering while crafting maybe has to do with Craft as well? i'll have to get the carving tools to check but maybe ''time craft''#was more of a thing there...? and something about the favor tree. i'm not giving up on that there's a shiny book we can't read in the secre#library in the shelf between ''we lost colors'' and ''how to make a time stop shield''.#fun things to chew on this loop.#also i felt so stupid because i was running through and i. Forgot to level grind. so i went in there without an aoe heal#besides siffrin's regen. it was fine obviously but man.#head housemaiden time :)#''finally you'll all be able to go home!'' funnier the second time around. even if i'm not right about the island#everyone saying goodbye to sif like they're so sure they're itching to travel alone again ;; guys they love you#c'mon beau you can do it#HELP ME. MIRABELLE. GIVE US LIKE 10 SECONDS HE WAS SO CLOSE#also i thought this last time as well but didn't we explicitly have dialogue about him not wanting to go back to his old job#i'm sure it'll be addressed in his sidequests. maybe#ein babbles#isat blogging#''why do you write your entire post in the tags'' builtin read more
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man I can't even enjoy my last five days until I'm forcefully inducted into the programme I can't do. because I'm still sick and I wouldn't be surprised if I'm not well enough to do anything until right before I have to start it :(
#I found out they're gonna assume me as capable to do it until I get the results of the form saying I'm not#but I'm not sure if they even will grant it since I don't have enough information about what's wrong with me since#they haven't give me the chance for doctors to help me and find out :\#I may be forced into this and that's it and if I don't get out then life is going to become really fucking shitty with no end in sight#I'll be trapped and I can't even spend my last days free doing anything nice. I can't even sit outside I'm too sick#not just from whatever I caught but also my usual chronic pain and fatigue#wow I'm so fit for this program! guess I'll just have to faint in front of them maybe they'll finally understand lol#literally feel like I'm about to be put away behind bars and these are my last days as a free man because#apparently I'll be harassed multiple times daily by them. it's actually over goodbye freedom#delete later
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#turning away from refuge and into jianghu#gfe: SAVE YOURSELF. DO NOT GO. xdq: i'm not listening goodbye#monk: SAVE YOURSELF AND GO HOME. lxy: i'm not listening goodbye#(有人的地方就有江���)#mark i have no choice but to release this now bc you're assaulting me in the dm with xdq/lxy knives#hlht#lhl#my posts#at the end of ep 60 when the audience didn't know for sure xdq was dead#lwx took down the guanyin painting to reveal the landscape painting of the cranes at the back#one of which was initially painted as a symbolisation of xdq#(thus the choice of cap being from the initial conception of the painting rather than in its final form)#我们的太子还不如这画中鹤活得逍遥自在#it's the only thing we know that came closest to being xdq's portrait - of how he was perceived by others and remembered#and it was hanging in the room before an altar after he's (very most likely) dead. like a memorial. but a secret one#i'm not trying to say anything but i also am...#(thinking about the whole scene of fdb paying respects to lxy...)#画中的李相夷还不如李莲花活着的逍遥自在#llh is basically. what if xdq does get the chance to become the crane in the painting - the symbol of freedom#but hey. did you know the crane is trapped in the painting after all#life is the painting. an illusion.#so they exit the painting.#the hlht lhl brainrot gets worse every day buddy
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accurate depiction of me working on this headcanon that's been rumbling around in my head all day.
#;; i'm ***unhinged***#;; and i have another massive meta i'm working on but i'M GETTING QUOTES TOGETHER FOR IT AND IT'S ALLLLL ABOUT MAGIC#;; VALYRIAN SORCERY AND DANY'S INTRINSIC KNOWLEDGE AND THE AWAKENING OF IT!!!#;; the way she has the pyre built for drogo?? the way she perfectly mirrors the cleansing actions first done when she was presented to drog#;; and when she gives him her final goodbye ???#;; ***ALL OF THIS IS JUST FILLED WITH MAGICAL INTENT AND I WANNA MAKE SURE I CAPTURE ALL OF IT***#♕░░ queen of the summer isles ( LUXX SPEAKING )#;; tbd.
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currently making a lewis/zane gifset and it’s so sad that they barely interacted at all in s3 🥲
#i mean yes lewis leaves so there's that too#but in the episodes we do have they barely interact#i think the only one is 3x12 but i'm not 100% sure#also in 3x13 when he leaves they show us lewis saying goodbye to will but not zane???!?!?!?!?!#an nothing even when he comes back to the finale#so sad 🥲
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Dean travelling through time and space and still finding ways to protect people is as close to perfection (without retconning the finale) as it possible. Jensen gets this show and his character on a special level and it makes me very soft.
#this is the song#i love this song#jensen was kinder than i would have been if i were him because i am a spiteful bitch#but if we have to accept that the finale exists this was the perfect way to gently and kindly say ''fuck you'' to it#sure dean's dead but he's not dead dead like only kind of dead like half dead#he's out there tumbling around the multiverse haunting everyone looking for a case to work saving all his moms#it's great#i accept this#i accept this as goodbye#for canon dean anyway i'm keeping fic dean going he's got work to do#dean winchester#spnwin spoilers#asks#anon#the winchesters
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very brave of the yellowjackets writers to be like 'hey, what if eating your friend was a bad thing?'
#🐇#yellowjackets#I appreciate it though loved the opening scene love the aftermath of last week#I don't understand nat though like rip jackie you might be what helps us survive the winter#like maybe if you had kept some leftovers but you gobbled her up in one sitting#the whole bird thing happened but I doubt nat will make the connection there like lottie surely will#I'd also imagine now that ben can finally eat because of the birds but he might be passively suicidal like jackie was#and we know how that went. he should've quit his job and had indoor heating someone that loves him and gay sex#I still really hate the adult timeline. I love jeff and lottie's stuff is getting interesting but that's about it#I'm kinda wondering if lottie will start the cannibal rituals now after the hive vision at the end#idk I think I'm traumatized from other shows trying to shock people so I need to make theories#and I think maybe with this show the simplest explanation is the answer so I'm trying not to make theories#even though I think antler queen jackie would be so fun like it's probably just lottie#also needs to be said I dislike misty and showtunes even more now the girls should have probably had them for brunch already#and also I'm like convinced that shauna has a personality disorder like I won't say she didn't have feelings for jackie#but like she wanted to be jackie more than she wanted to be with jackie#there are many other reasons but yeah totally sure of it now#anyway I could probably say more but I have to start packing! so goodbye for now!
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ouuuuugggghhhh
#mine#im going to save everyone from the long tag ramble and thus save myself from the embarrassment#but im on my 4th playthrough of beegee3 and im finally romancing someone other than 4st4r1on#and i got to the scene where my character and him are like. officially in a relationship ingame like coded that way#and everything#and um. wow#at first i was emotional and then i was shocked and bashful and startled and then i was emotional again and then i was kind of like#a teenager kicking my feet and giggling and that was like 45-60 mins ago and ive just been letting it settle#WOW.....wow#MAN....WOW!!!#wow. WOW!!!!#ok heres the part where i embarrass myself. but he (romanced companion) reminds me a lot of me#in surface level ways and in deep ways that i kind of like ... forgot were part of his story#and its catching me off guard like i didnt expect some of the themes to be hitting me like this#and idk theres just something about him maybe its because he reminds me of me or maybe its not but idk#ough. i'm in my feelings#its also 11pm im going to bed goodbye now#it really makes me feel for 4st4ri0n romancers who are also survivors though because like wow i could not imagine#im sure on some level its very cathartic or at least it can be and maybe i will get there too with this character but like#wowwwwwwww when the games writing is as strong as it is and the theme of the character and their backstory/romance#is so closely tied to struggles you have had in your own life. ouch!!!!!!! it is difficult#ok. goodnight
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📱😪
#well glad i finally stopped overthinking for three days and sent the damn text#i get if things are super hectic with work and everything immediate i do--but if we've still been feeling each other we'd still find a way#to connect?#i thought dinner with him went well a few weeks back--and would've gone better at mine if not for shitty super (big stressor) halfassing a#roof leak repair job in his closet making him have to go handle that after it rained a little during dinner#but we kissed goodbye saying we'd hang labor day and i told him to text me once home or about how the leak goes and he never did#but okay things were stressy and he forgot no worries#labor day came and i followed up day of not having heard from him and did an afternoon in the park after not hearing back#he apologized the next day saying he was going through a lot and i understood and said i'd still like to help take his mind off things--nada#he works weekends so i sent him a doggo video on IG to help some and checked in the next Monday asking if we did still want to hang again#and that i'd missed him--he apologized last Tuesday saying work was chaos and that he was two-weeksing his part time job#i understood and asked what he planned on doing from there to have us talking--nothing#but he did see the doggo video finally and said 'thanks for the doggo c:'#i did also have a free evening on thurs from a day off with mom so i low-presh said 'hey if you wanna hang?' and nothing#last thing was i asked on Sunday how his week was going and nothing#what confused me is that through all this he would still pop into my IG stories and like things which makes me think 'interest'#but i'd low-pressure like or comment a thing on his and i wouldnt get anything#and also still kinda seeing him on the site we met on with a guy leaving him a bj review a few weeks ago... which#it's fine it's been two dates so sure--but i'm also v much wanting to do things with him too and i'm kinda right there??#so all this to say that i felt like i had to just see if we are doing okay given it's been hard to tell#...but i did so much overthinking on how to phrase it the past 2-3 days before finally sending it#saying that if we are i'd like us to connect a bit more and that maybe Snapchat could help with that#[we probably should've traded SCs already 🥲]#anyway we'll see how that goes but idk as much as i've liked our chemistry i kinda feel like--to quote The Drums' 626 Bedford Ave--#i dont get near what i've been givin'#(space considerations for the hecticness aside ofc#so if we can communicate a bit better that'd be nice but could also gear toward an end so we'll see with the ball in his court#anyway thanks for reading that pre-bed vent#you're now imagining a corgi about to go paddling on a boat as a treat :)#🥱
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