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legit obsessed with the fact that Will would probably hate Eddie lol
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Very stupid VHD headcanon
There isn't a single hair tie in the entire frontier that can contain the sheer amount of hair D has. He had even tried shaving some of it to lower the volume. It. Does. Not. Work.
#a great hair comes with a great responsibility#and a great deal of difficulties#d coded#vhd#vampire hunter d#I'm not projecting I swear#dhampirno rambling#stupid headcanons
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I haven't done one of these in forever but welcome back to Sketch Rambles About MCSM Stuff at an Unreasonable Hour of the Night 🎉🎉🎉
Tonight, I'm gonna discuss one of my favorite songs from the Minecraft: Story Mode OST, "Redstone Baby," and the potential lore that it holds. And why that's very Sorengaard related.
Disclaimer: this is me interpreting silly block people. Unless otherwise stated (or in the game), it ain't actually canon. Also, I am a teenage girl. I am not versed very well in the specifics of how music theory works and how it's used in media. Also also, I wrote most of this like two months ago and completely forgot about it.
(In case you needed a reminder of how it sounds)
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This song appears twice in the season 1 episode 3: when you arrive in Soren's lab area, and again in the end credits. It can also be heard through the closed secret entrance wall in the Wool World™, and it gradually becomes clearer as you approach the door to Soren's lab, where a music disc is playing the song inside.
The instrumentation of "Redstone Baby" consists of guitar, piano, and violin. It feels comforting and cozy, whilst also giving a sad, longing sort of vibe. According to a comment written 6 years ago by Antimo on the linked video, they were going for a sorta "Fallout: New Vegas" vibe when they wrote it. The song holds an air of nostalgia, of better times. An idealized dream of how the world could be.
To get to the point: it's cute, it's cozy, and it's a love song in a game where they weren't allowed to explicitly write any canon ships (if I'm remembering correctly). Also one of the few songs in this game to be given lyrics. So, of course, we're gonna talk about this. Or rather I'm gonna write about it and you're gonna read it.
The lyrics go as follows:
In a marshmallow world, you're my sweetheart.
In a marshmallow world, you're my sweetheart.
You're the bed to my rock,
The flint to my steel.
My redstone baby doll...
My redstone baby doll.
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In a marshmallow world, you're my sweetheart.
In a marshmallow world, you're my sweetheart.
My sugar baby...
aaaah ladada, awoah...
The lyrics are pretty strange, right? It seems nonsensical at first, but I (and many others) believe that it has more meaning than meets the eye.
This is a love song addressed to a someone proficient with redstone. Funnily enough, Soren's old friend group did have one of those. A brilliant Redstone Engineer: Ellegaard. And quite interestingly, these two were pretty close, as is said multiple times in canon. I think Magnus mentions their little "Nerd Club," in episode 3 at some point. Another fact to back me up on this: Soren calls the song "Symphony in E" in-game on the little radio-disk-program-thing.
And for whatever reason, Soren and Ellegaard didn't stay close or end up together. There's not really a way to know for certain what went down between them. All we do know is that Soren wishes it was different.
The "marshmallow world" that is talked about in the song is Soren's perfect world. It's safe, sweet, and fluffy. I am of the opinion that it could possibly be an indirect reference to the wool world that Soren built. It's bright. It's safe. No monsters can get him there. He can just build things and be happy. In a perfect, marshmallow world, Ellegaard is with Soren.
The metaphors Soren uses here, "the bed to my rock, the flint to my steel," they're both iconic, inseparable duos: bedrock, and flint and steel. In Minecraft, bedrock is the unbreakable foundation beneath all else in the Overworld. Flint and steel is used to set things on fire, and is most often used to light Nether portals, which is way less symbolic (unless someone can find something? maybe the whole flaming heart being a metaphor for love thing?) but still iconic and the phrase has a very nice rhythm to it.
When we first hear the song, it feels like normal wishful thinking. It's more just fluff and poetry than full-on wants and desires.
But when we hear it in the end credits of episode 3... We just saw someone die after sacrificing their safety for Jesse's. The monster that they died to help kill isn't even dead. Someone we thought was dead is actually alive and doesn't remember anything. It's loud, dark, and burning. A sickening storm of death and destruction. Anything but the marshmallow world.
Without considering which of the two died, this song is already quite jarring in comparison to what was just witnessed. This "marshmallow world" that seemed somewhat close just a moment ago now feels implausible, and thus it'd be worth so much more if it were real.
I will never not love when something in a piece of media is treated as a good sign or motif or something and then it gets recontextualized and hurts ya right in the feels.
And with Redstone Baby combined with Ellegaard dying, it's just that extra brutal.
Because now it's not just, "in a perfect world, we'd be together." It's "in a perfect world, you wouldn't be dead, and we'd be together."
If only Soren wasn't so much of a coward. How differently things could've gone.
#in summary: i love this song#we need more minecraft-themed love songs pls#i respect the other ships for soren and ellie but i will always ship them together because i'm a sucker for nerds in love#i'm not projecting i swear#< me when i lie#actual soren analysis post needs to happen at some point tbh#mcsm sorengaard#sorengaard#mcsm#mcsm headcanons#minecraft story mode#mcsm soren#mcsm ellegaard#ah yes the cowards of mcsm being far too relatable once again#hopefully my 3 am writing makes sense#mcsm analysis
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Older brothers be like: *Beats the living crap out of you and psychologically torments you during your entire childhood* Hey wanna go to Burger King
#You've heard of mommy and daddy issues now get ready for older sibling issues#I'm not projecting I swear#My comfort characters being based on 'cool big sis/brother' figures is a coincidence#en mp3
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Maybe Shaun should just kiss someone finally, that would probs fix him
#random squeak#shaun the imp#i'm not projecting i swear#i need to ship him with someone i NEED him to at least be held by someone who would make him feel safe#who he can trust they won't use him or betray him#b a h
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First sentence: If Steve stopped to think this through, he'd never go through with it.
I forgot I reblogged the game and had to look it up fdsjlfk
If Steve stopped to think this through, he'd never go through with it. But, honestly, he wasn't even really thinking of himself. No, his focus was on making Eddie happy. And if adopting this semi-feral, one-eyed kitten made him happy? Well, Steve supposes he can deal with it. Even if that means hiding the allergy pills he's going to need to survive this.
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Osamu 5161% listens to Tool.
#that's all#now i'm going to make a sandwich#probably his favorite band ever#i'm not projecting i swear#i feel like i would see him at a tool concert#ohhhsamu 🍙#osamu#osamu miya#osamu hcs#osamu miya hcs#let's see how few people can appreciate this
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Skelegirl - fresh 14 yr old
She died--I think-- and now she's spooky... which is perfect for her because she loves spooky. She loves rainbow hair and emo/scene aesthetically. They listen to nightcore/anything edgy.
Yandere Sim, fnaf, batim, baldi, creepy pasta, old mcyt, and a smidgen of gacha life type of kid. Maybe animation memes too. Gets into undertale later down the line. Neurodivergent.
Meow
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Thinking about how Trucy Wright seems to do her best to just...brush past all her trauma. And I don't mean this in a "it's bad writing" way, I mean that her way of dealing with things seems to be to mostly ignore it. To move on as quick as possible and try to ignore the more emotional implications.
Yes Zak Gramarye was her dad and yes he abandoned her but Trucy doesn't talk about it more than she has to. She just immediately accepts Phoenix's offer to adopt her, calling him Daddy as soon as he told her it was okay to. She even seems to take the Wright last name with no complaint, she even seems to take pride in it!
When Apollo finds out she's actually adopted and her real father was gone, this exchange happens:
Yes Trucy is visibly sad here, but she just as quickly moves on from the subject
When Apollo reveals to the court that Zak was the victim in case 1, he looks at Trucy. Presumably expecting her to be upset, cry, or something
Yet all she does is encourage Apollo to continue with his case
I've seen people compare her to Maya, and while they definitely both have the "smile through the pain" thing going on, I do think there is a subtle difference. Maya downplays her trauma, but it seems Trucy doesn't like to let herself feel at all.
No, I think she acts more like Phoenix.
Phoenix, who is practically known for being cagey and as vague as possible about important events in his past. Especially in this game.
He doesn't talk about his ex girlfriend who framed him for murder, he just moves on to becoming a lawyer. He doesn't talk about Edgeworth "choosing death", he just continues trying to be a perfect defense attorney. He doesn't even talk about important details about his disbarment until he absolutely has to, when it's relevant for his jurist test.
Phoenix, who has been betrayed and left before, who desperately clings onto every person who shows him even a little kindness, who focuses on everyone else's problems and pasts before he acknowledges his own.
This is the man who adopted a girl who most certainly had abandonment issues, because chances are so does he.
He understands her better than anyone not just because he's her legal father but because it takes one to know one
#*holds Trucy up to Phoenix* Look! She has your coping mechanism!#sorry i swear I'm never coherent or eloquent in these meta posts#i try to keep fanon from altering my view on canon but i might be projecting a little here#i believe this though. wholeheartedly#feral yapping hours#trucy wright#phoenix wright#ace attorney#ace attorney spoilers
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🌟🍬🤖🎈Congrats to Wonderlands x Showtime for finishing their 4x4!🌟🍬🤖🎈
#project sekai#prsk#tsukasa tenma#emu otori#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wonderlands x showtime#wxs#the 4x4 is four rounds of four characters' songs if that wasn't obvious#also please don't ask me what happened to the colors i do not know everything got WAY paler on export#i color picked everything i swear#anyways i love wxs so much and i wanted to draw something serious for this huge milestone of so many songs that i adore#i was initially planning on doing this for every band but if you can imagine making four gifs from scratch is actually a lot of work#i do probably have a bit of time before honami 4 comes out (mixed first + 3DMV) though so maybe i'll still do it idk#but i'm proud of myself for having finished this#wish i had remembered to add a watermark but it would take way too much work to fix it now so. please remember me.....#(and don't repost without credit :) )#my art#fanart#if the gifs are out of sync i am so sorry i have no idea how to fix that. this is my first time posting gifs :(#i hope they will be fixed
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characters that put up a front and a performance so constantly that they start to believe the caricature they've created of themself is more authentic than their core and/or elements of that fabrication start to become ingrained in their actual perception of self 🤌
#finding a throughline for characters i think about a normal amount.#bc i'm having a brainrot moment#.d#also back in my mp100 era so im cleaning up an analysis thing i wrote last year and having thoughts#it's not projection it's not i swear (sweating)#anyway some character tags for myself don't bully me#reigen arataka#shigeo kageyama#goro akechi#joshua kiryu#des#.....#pla volo#homura akemi#*
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jason: you should pick the red ones, you know?
y/n: but they don't match my dress, i think that green goes better
jason: but red is prettier
y/n: baby, red won't match my grad dress
jason: ):
y/n: what if i paint my nails red, hm? bet they'll look pretty with my degree and later with something else
jason: (:
#brainrot marita#i swear i'm projecting myself here bc i'll have my graduation tomorrow#yes i picked green shoes and they are cute#jason todd imagine#jason todd x reader#jason todd x you#jason todd blurb#jason todd fluff#jason todd x y/n#red hood imagine#red hood fluff#red hood#jason todd
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Are you guys ever coming back? :<
Someday! -r
#1. i'm incredibly lazy 2. i've been working on another project but once that's done then... soon... hopefully...#sorry to keep you all waiting orz i swear im not abandoning this blog#asks
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cat nap with a cat dog
#today's track is The Lick™️: The Song#from this project i learned that the clarinet and fiddle samples have INSANE synergy.#like soda and french fries level of synergy. the secret lovers.#nanaki was so much fun to draw i need to draw him more often!!#ffvii#cloud strife#red xiii#nanaki#cactuar#my art <3#my music <3#i swear i'll update my youtube channel eventually......... i'm so far behind lol
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This project is officially out of hand - I swore 3 months ago that I won't expand it to clones territory, I really won't, and look where I am now! I also had to double down on Rex, if I'm here and have accepted defeat, as I finally got around to watching Rebels and I just love him so much with that beard, and his freckles omg TTnTT (I really really wouldn't mind seeing him in the Ahsoka show either, please)
The rest of the Mandalorian Star Wars meets Hades AU project is here
I've spent my sick day real productively, I believe :3
#star wars fanart#hades AU#tcw#the clone wars#tcw fanart#captain rex#ahsoka tano#ahsoka#commander cody#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#luke skywalker#bo katan kryze#my art#sw fanart#I SWEAR I was so ready to exercise some self restraint here I SWEAR I WAS#but then my partner had the gall to spend his yearly quota of enabling on talking me through how seamlessly I could work them all into#this project and I TRUSTED HIM TO TALK ME OUT OF IT AND HE FAILED ME#Somebody please sign up as my impulse control because I don't actually have much more concrete plans than Ahsoka and old man Rex#also I had to give Luke's symbol to Obi Wan and I'm so mad#I ENJOYED DRAWING THESE SO MUCH THO TT^TT#they are so cute and round just look at them#Fun fact: Anakin and Luke share colours#as well as Boba and Cody and Rex I'm paying attention to these things!#and Ahsoka's symbol got recoloured so that Cody could have his 212th gold
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I think Ponyboy would like musicals
#Totally not because I'm projecting because I LOVE musicals#I swear#the outsiders 1983#the outsiders se hinton#the outsiders#se hinton#ponyboy#stay gold ponyboy#ponyboy curtis#ponyboy michael curtis#the outsiders ponyboy#the outsiders headcanons#the outsiders hcs#hc#hcs#headcanons#my headcanons#headcannon#the outsiders musical#the outsiders book#the outsiders movie#the outsiders fandom
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