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tbh been so busy i forgot abt tumblr at all but life update: i downgraded my government job to part time and picked up a gig working back of house at the restaurant and bar my fiance works at and it turned out that
the management has mad connections to really big names in food and beverage (like people on food network, michelin star people)
the back of house was a mess bc the management is only bar people and they don't know much abt running a kitchen, so all the food is mediocre at best and the food safety is not necessarily correct
my fiance and i know how to run a kitchen and have now been tasked w fixing the place
so i did some menu development and pitched some items yesterday and now i'm the executive chef at this place (my fiance is the kitchen manager, also yeah he's my fiance now)
and the schedule is so flexible i can still do archaeology rotations sometimes
very excited abt this stage in my life
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Look what came through the mail today! The letters & ( •̀ω•́ )σ 3 little gremlins from letterstoear.
Just wanna say i adore the flower stickers on the letters too much, they are that much worth mentioning.
#letterstoear#nui#twst#twisted wonderland#sebek zigvolt#malleus draconia#twst grim#mod posting#okay but i love squishing the bears with my thumb; they just have the right thickness to be pressed on#i really like the flower stickers; they look like romantically artistic wax seal#the letters are pleasantly nice#i love the part where cheka personally request for an audience with yuu thru sebek 🥺🥺🥹🥹 too cute hnggh .......#sebek becoming our little mailman for our little invitation aw 🥹 for those who wanna know the context of the letter;#i requested a letter from sebek that he sent home while he was away accompanying malleus on other country duty#my other favorite part is just him simply opening the letter with 'My love'#i'm sealed 🥹 the first paragraph is written so sweetly#i enjoy reading the letter slowly outside in peaceful afternoon today; i ran it through together with sebek nui#this will be my treasured keepsake from now on 🥹; it seriously made me miss letters and wish i have someone to send this kind of letter to#it was a bit funny how the envelope sebek's letter came from is sticked with the guys from free! sticker fhsdsh 🤣😂#and me with the white haired guy like WHo are u?? fsjdsdjsd (´つヮ⊂); but it's a really nice service#the thank you letter came with such a cute and yummy folding paper; thank you for the stickers too#i feel like there's a bit whoopsie on grim's winky eye fshfh like i think the sharpie just blurs the separating space '<' supposed to have#and just combine it all together into one angry eye; and sebek bear's eyes are just a little bigger than i expected it to be#but the more i look at them i think they are just having a little individuality & still cute#i embraced it all together while knowing the fact none of handmade thing would always be the same one with the other; hehe sebek nui has fr#i kinda forget that there's this kind of clip earring fshd; because i always get the ones that work like screw from aliexpress#i know that the literal clip one would just be literal meaning of pain fsh; just like the magnet one my father once got me when i was a kid#it was painful but pretty; tho i lost it quickly bcs magnet easily get loosed once one part of it moves around when u touch ur hair or face#anyhow i had a pleasant day because of this; thank you very much ! sebek nui said 'thank you' too! ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. ❀ ✿ 𖤣…
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"I did it for Louis, I do everything for Louis"
#ehi guys wanna see something fucked up I made#iwtv parallels that make me sick#ok this episode broke my soul and brain#that's all from me | can't bear to rewatch this one#I'm gonna be watching wwdits and only wwdits for the foreseeable future#if you see another version of this post no you don’t#I changed the size of the gifs because I didn’t like that it was different#iwtv gifset#iwtv#interview with the vampire#iwtv s2#iwtv spoilers#iwtv s1#lestat de lioncourt#jacob anderson#louis de pointe du lac#Sam Reid#original p.#iwtv gifsets
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leif is doing his best
(tube link with subtitles under the cut:)
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#bug fables#bf#leif#leif bug fables#kabbu#vi#lotsa bug fable guys it's kinda an ensemble cast I'm not tagging them all </3#dragon doodles#my vids#animatic#rejoice! animatic be upon you#saw someone mention they read all of leif's lines with ice bear wbb's voice and it kinda went from there GFDHS#this took a while so I lay in the dirt now. more chitchatting in the yout description if you want rambly thoughts#I like leif :]#Youtube
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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Wizard 101: Hey kid, you just got pulled into Wizard School, and it looks like you're ready to start. Go down that path and someone will teach you to fight. Oh shit, that's Malistare, uhhhh, *one minor battle later* Good job kid. Go and do some little quests and beat up some fairies, you're doing great! :)
Pirate 101: You're in jail. Pirates are breaking you out of jail! They're... asking about your trauma. You're a pirate, an orphan, the son of a whore and a scotsman, you were raised by another group of people, now you're pulling a jail break and helping other prisoners escape! A uhhh, a guy threatens to murder you. He's the one who locked you up. The pirate guy almost dies and you have to drive his ship??? *one stressful sail later* Hey kid, go beat up this guy who stole from me. I'm gonna cheat and scam you, btw, just so you know. :)
#light's spot#W101#P101#pirate101#wizard101#I'm biased because I'm a Wizard thru and thru#but I played Pirate yesterday and am losing my mind over the shift of tone#in w101 it's like sure I'm the hero of the spiral but it's a story of training and growth and friendship#in p101 it's like I'm a wanted criminal yet I don't have a ship or a name for myself nor a crew and this Armada guy really wants to murder#me specifically???#anyways#Silent Ryan Ironside is my mute pirate and Subodai will forever be my first mate because we're bound by mutual imprisonment and escape#<- She's a Swashbuckler and was raised in Grizzleheim btw. her parents were killed in a mutiny#pretty sure she became a mute after her parents were killed and the Grizzleheim bears gave her the name “Silent” and she took the lastname#of “Ironside” while she was in their care because she'd shoulder her way into battle#fun shift of pace from Natalie BlueFlower who was just like#huh I'm an ice wizard now- HOLY SHIT I'M GETTING MAGICKED AT-#and then never stopped being magicked at lmao
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I don't know WHY, but for some reason I've had a vision of a Golden Ratio Slay the Princess AU.
I genuinely don't know why, maybe it's because of Ratio's owl motif and one of 2.1 quests being named A Cat Among Pigeons (in reference to Agatha Christie and possibly Aventurine's role) and then later owning three black cakecats even if he's mostly associated with peacocks? Maybe it's because I somehow associate Aventurine's many masks and personas we see over the time we know him with the Shifting Mound's many perspectives and how both her and him are so confident their respective foil won't kill or betray them at the end of everything (and are even fine with it if it does happen), how both the Princess and Aventurine always, always fight for freedom and are denied it until the very end of their story when they finally are granted a true escape through their own efforts and an outside force be it through being show the way or death? How they're both connected to a being so much larger than them but have no say over it (the Princess being seen as only a part/perspective of the Shifting Mound even if she can be found at her heart, Aventurine was blessed by Gaiathra Triclops and ultimately none of that did them any good).
Or maybe it's because I can practically hear this line from the Princess coming out of Aventurine's mouth to Ratio the more close he is to knowing who the real Aventurine is after I woke up in a cold sweat from a nap to write this out:
"Have you figured out what you want to do yet, or are you going to keep trying to find a center that doesn't exist?"
(The Princess saying this about herself and how she's the heart of the Shifting Mound and hasn't really been herself or stopped playing a role through the entirety of the game, but in this context Aventurine saying that there is no 'Kakavasha' or 'No.35' or even 'Aventurine' anymore, just the many masks he wears even though he admits to himself he hasn't changed)
I have no idea if this is anything though or if it would fit their characters at all though. Maybe it's just a silly vision I'll write out one day, maybe not.
#aventio#golden ratio#ratiorine#raturine#slay the princess au#slay the princess spoilers#is this anything?#I dunno folks I'm tired I have several coding assignments to do and a deadline has slowly been approaching my location#haven't had the time to analyze these two as much as I'd like#I just know I had a vision while trying to nap about Aventurine during his time as No.35 as The Witch from Slay the Princess#and then later as himself fulfilling the place of the Thorn with Ratio as the Slayer#and then suddenly blacked out and had this all written out#I also have no idea why but I have a feeling the Princess and the Long Quiet would both like Aventurine. Just a hunch tho#as if the poor guy isn't the favorite/bears the gaze of one too many deities already#also the thought of Ratio as a owl person thing trying to figure out what's going on in the Construct and arguing with the Narrator#over his view on death is insanely funny to me
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i'm so proud of him you don't understand
#astarion#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 spoilers#my screenshots#i'm gonna cry#my boy :(#i waited 3 years for that character development and I GOT IT#I NEVER GAVE UP ON HIM#to everyone who reduces him to some one dimensional evil asshole and/or the bear guy or whatever... GET AWAY#he is so much more than that#and to make it clear#i am not defending who he was or what he did#there are mistakes he can't undo and there'll always be things i hated that he did but the fact that he is still capable of growing is huge#like cazador took everything from him and then abused and tortured him for so long#of course he was going to be broken#he had only known cruelty#he probably never wanted to pretend to be a hero or make false promises of helping others because he never experienced that#no one ever helped him#being emotionless prevented him from being further in pain#but as you get to know him more and actually start treating him like a person he starts showing emotion again#he starts feeling things#he literally approved when i gave a child on the street some food#ages ago he wouldn't have done that#but it just shows how much he's grown#and he is genuinely grateful for our support and the fact that we treat him like a person#he never knew what that felt like#anyways i am emotional
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[Image ID: a digital drawing of a muscular man with pointed ears and yellow eyes hugging a woman close to his chest as he looks at the viewer. he has a curious, almost smug look on his face while the woman looks relaxed and has her eyes closed. /End ID]
perhaps he is at least a little possessive underneath it all...
#moonlight valley comic#moonlight valley#werewolf#human x werewolf#romance#digital art#missionkitty draws#you meet them...and they're very kind and a little goofy#you thought you'd be more afraid of him at first#but he was nothing but sweet and considerate#a big teddy bear of a guy really#but you see a flash of something in his eyes#just for a second#when he hugs her there's something knowing in his gaze as you briefly meet his stare#you know you're safe#really you do#but you start to think that initial fear you had wasn't so unfounded#hm. can you tell i'm thirsting a little over my own oc?#i just like something about going from having an initial fear of someone but you learn they're a big softie#however...there's still something in there that maybe your instincts just couldn't ignore :)#it wasn't the big arms that worried you#it was the look in his eyes that did
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Now that I finally got to play TWST diasomnia chapter 1 myself, I'm gonna need everyone who said Malleus was a baby throwing a tantrum for no reason to pay me 2000 dollars each
#twst#twisted wonderland#yes it did take me until the second to last day of the new chapter event to finish book 6 what of it#in my defense i had no good leona&jamil cards for chapters 66 and 67‚ i'm glad i managed to do it at all. robe malleus carried the team <3#anyways! i haven't seen this take in a while but i remember it popping up a lot earlier this year when we got diasomnia on the jp server#as a member of the malleus defense squad i can't bear all this slander and now i have proof it's baseless#his overblot is one of the most justified ones??? what do you mean no reason#He's already established to be constantly left out and lonely because of it#And now he gets hit with the triple whammy of 1) realizing his fellow students' mortality after book 6#2) learning that his father figure is dying and in one week fucking off to fantasy china to live out his retirement without him#3) his best friend the MC telling him they found a way to un-isekai themself#Maybe he could have weathered one of those‚ but all three at the same time?#Poor guy stood no chance‚ those are hits straight into the trauma#Of course he's gonna have a breakdown! It's not his fault breakdowns in twisted wonderland come with a side of destructive berserking#And to be fair from what i've heard in spoilers all he did was put the whole school to sleep he didn't even destroy all that much#like yes putting everyone to sleep so they can live forever and never leave him is not a healthy reaction#but this is Unhealthy Reactions The School it's not like he's such an outlier in that#leave my boy alone 😭#excuse my ranting i'm just insane about twisted wonderland and malleus specifically
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There is no greater love than that of an autistic bisexual towards a pathetic fictional man with absolutely no rizz
#speaking from personal experience that seems to describe a lot of my fictional crushes#(note that some of these are just me assuming a lack of rizz based on just how pathetic they are)#disco bear#cactus gunman#avery pokemon#magma admin tabitha#whisper yokai watch#various smug villagers from animal crossing (olaf and pietro are like my top 2 faves)#roulxs kaard#spamton g spamton#karamatsu matsuno#i even had a phase for a hot minute like last year or the year before where i got fixated on johnny bravo of all characters#then there's marvin the martian/commander x2 and n gin who definitely have the pathetic part down#the rizz tho? still debatable#i mean they could easily sway ME with their charms but I'm Weird™️#special mention goes to gordie pokemon who's only *slightly* pathetic and has HELLA rizz but the fandom at large won't accept canon on that#really I'd argue these guys have rizz but like an unintentional autistic rizz that only another autistic person would appreciate#and yes i do headcanon ALL of the aforementioned characters as being autistic
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oh hey since everyone's posting art I figured I'd post my branch doodles from over thr last week or so.
As you can see I changed his hair.
#the most recent drawings are toward the bottom :)#I didn't like his hair from when I first drew it so I changed it#it fits him more tbh#also I can't draw canon design branch for SHIT#so you're stuck with this 🩵#trolls#trolls world tour#branch trolls#silly guy he is#also yes I redrew that one scene from the first trolls (if you know what I'm talking about then you know)#s m u g#bear cub art things#man I love this guy sm#and I'm so happy branch x poppy is canon (w h a t is their ship name 😭😭)#<- it was implied in the first movie that branch liked poppy and then they became official at the end of world tour#so stfu I'm not doing bc I want to its actually canon (celebrating bc they're the couple ever)
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I said the other day that she's my favourite and here is my proof, have a pony picture as thanks for enjoying my niche feeling interests alongside me 😌😌💜💜
Isn't she beautiful-
#she was a gift from my ex for my 16th birthday lmao#he knew how much i loved mlp and was a bit too ashamed to get a plushie for myself#so he got me my sweet💜💜💜#i still call her derpy I'm sorry ik that's like... a bit wrong#but that's just the name of my toy lmao i won't be saying that of any other pony#she is muffins or ditzy or bubbles or whatever name you associate with her idk she's a silly lil guy with too many names isn't she#i fucking LOVE how her smile is literally :3#like they didn't get her cross eyes but BOY she sure still looks goofy lol#ugh she's great#i took her to uni with me#i was really out there at 18 bringing cool people into my room and going 'oh yeah just ignore the pony and mountain of other plushies'#not featured is the fact she usually serves as a load-bearing plush to my stuffie mountain which contains a squirtle and momo the lemur#i have great taste#ANYWAY#as always i be rambling#i have therapy in an hour and I'm putting off preparing by taking photos of 10 year old cuddly toys 😌#i have a CRAPTON of gen 3 toys in the loft from when i was... 6? 7? i will never get rid of those i love them sm#i wish i could display them but *guestures vaguely at the cosmic horror of my room* no space lol
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misophonia sucks for several reasons but i really gotta say my least favorite part is how much music gets ruined for me by my brain focusing too much on The Triangle
#jusg realized all my misophonia posts feature me crying There is a simple reason for tjis. it is my stress response<3 thanks#my friends are like wow haha i love new pork bossa that cool track from the final arc of mother 3 and i'm like STRAINED SMILE YEAH SURE ITS#ITS NICE.#misophonia#bri talks#i hate tjge triangle a song will be like Heheh dingalingaling!!! and i will be like NOOO!!!! NOO NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!#i don't know many misophonic ppl do you guys also have like. Bad Instruments. or is this just my burden to bear HAHFHA
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#I don't know how to do this#I don't know how to fucking do this#I had a fucking Hours long crying breakdown after my parents left today#bc i'll never be fucking good enough for them#but if I say anything then we're acknowledging it and maybe it's better to not acknowledge it#maybe we just go back to ignoring the distance#if I say anything then I’m the bad guy again#I don't want to have to do this I don't want to have to keep being the one who steps forward first#I just want to stop trying and let it be what it is and let it hurt in a dull distant way#i've started crying again just from thinking about it#and I don't cry. I haven't cried more than like a light sniffle in three years until today#(bc of antidepressants)#I don't know what to do#I don't want to make it worse I don't want to hurt her feelings I don't want to be the one that starts shit#and I knoowwww I’m gaslighting myself bc she trained me to do this and I Cannot ignore the. two hour bathtub sob#but god what if I *am* the problem what if I *am* instigating and actually we had a good day#what if I’m expecting too much from her and this is better so maybe this is as good as it gets#do I bear it? do I bear it because she can't?#I know it's not fair and I know i'm hurting but maybe that's better than her hurting#do I just carry it for both of us?#I’m not a kid anymore I don't have that excuse#maybe this is womanhood. carrying it so your mother doesn't have to#she's carrying it for my grandmother. maybe this is just it.#I don't know. I don't know what to do.#I’m so fucking tired and it hurts#whatever.#vent#sad kids with bad moms club
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Here is some progress I have been making on another Cleo Vtuber! I wanted to try the glue function and fix some stuff from the original model I made.
Once this one is done it will also be available for free on my BOOTH and ITCH.IO ! I also have a Ko-Fi if you are interested in giving me money for some reason
#zombie cleo#hermitcraft#hermitblr#limited life#the clockers#life series#witchcraft smp#I know the leotard goes outside but it looked to nsfwy for my taste okay#anyways#after this one I kind of want to do something less human looking so I'm debating if I do Docm or I go for like a football club mascot#because I think a Berni the Bayern Munich bear guy would be hilarious as a vtuber model#that or Mighty Red from Liverpool I feel like it would be so funny
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