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election results mean i'm going to be hibernating for five to seven business days
#election 2024#alexa play i hate here by taylor swift#i'm laughing but crying on the inside#am i kissing my rights goodbye?#we shall see
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deep breath
My attempt at a femjay cosplay. Is it what it is and it is not good. But I got ✨encouraged✨ to share. (go read the mini fic I just posted instead or something nothing to see here nope nada no worries yep kthnxbye)
Now I'm going to go quietly into the Void. Peace out from me and Golduck. ✌️ incoherent screaming
#femjay#fem jason todd#cosplay#dc comics#I CANT FIND A DECENT MASK OK#wry#wry so hard#its my first try so please don't laugh I'm already crying inside#and i am so insanely stupidly viciously barbarically emphatically nth degree levels of insecure
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in all seriousness a 4 year old game getting a remaster is a symbol of just how fucked the gaming industry truly is. absolutely 0 risk taking. keep making safe bets that will guarantee sales. what a joke
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Finding your stuff on tiktok is absolutely hilarious.
https://www.tiktok.com/@gigglepotato/video/7321940218699861279
The fact that THAT post is the one the tiktok bots want to memorialize forever on that platform....sigh. I guess it's fine. I'll be famous for Kryptonian prostate discussions, sure.
#asks#anon#I'm laughing but i'm also crying on the inside#is this my legacy y'all?#frownyalfred#tiktok
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New battle cry of 2024: "GIVE ME THE GUMMY WORMS YOU BAMBI-EYED BITCH!"
#long story short: partner playfully stole my candy it turned into a war#chasing each other through the apartment we're both parkouring over the furniture#i slam dunked my ass over the couch and he tried giving me puppy dog eyes and at this point im not having it#cause i spent a good 20 minutes in the shoes of peter parker flying around as spiderman and I'm exhausted#so i rise up and let out this godzilla skreeonk and shouted the battle cry as i chased his ass outside#he's dead now#he laughed so hard i think his soul departed#it came out as a dry wheeze until he was curled up in a little ball and couldn't breathe#to the neighbors it probably looked like i socked him in the gut#didn't help i had to drag him back inside by the leg after i got my candy back#this is my dork#i love him
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I am SO ANGRY.
I should have pulled out of the garage to open the back hatch. But I opened the hatch while it was inside. Which was actually fine. The garage door was open, plenty of room.
But then I hit the button to close the garage door. While the hatch was still open. And now I have a huge scrape in the paint, down to metal, on the hatch. 🫠
I can't even right now. I'm so angry I could cry.
#The one positive thing is that I realized my home truly is a safe space#I came inside trying not to cry and told my partner and they just laughed a little and went “Oh honey. It's okay.”#And I realized I was holding back tears because I was genuinely upset at my mistake and not because I feared anyone else's reaction#And then I got hit with a whole nother wave of emotions at that realization#So anyway I brought my partner outside to show the damage and we both cringed and then went back inside and immediately started joking#And in writing all this out I'm also shocked to realize I never felt the urge to apologize either#Because it's understood that of course it was an accident and I already feel terrible about it#So like at least I've learned that I have in fact healed from my childhood quite a lot
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WHO DID THIS?
Who changed Daruk's picture on Google, and who even is this guy
#breath of the wild#legend of zelda#botw daruk#I'm crying and laughing on the inside#Who is this guy?#Now I haven't played Totk but I feel like this doesn't happen
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#Ignore me#4 months is quickly coming up... 4 months since Alec died#Every moment of every day I'm at a loss for what to do#And how to behave#Keeping myself busy at work is nice. I have#To be forced to use my brain other ways and do things#But by the end of the day I'm so unbelievably exhausted#I'm just masking as a happy-okay person.#I spend the quiet time at work rotating this new reality#It's exhausting to pretend to be okay#But what else am I supposed to do?#It's not fair to the people around me to constantly be on the brink of crying.#To be sad and quiet and idk. I don't want their pity or sad looks#But sometimes I do just wanna scream#I don't always want to hear about their recent adventures#I want to curl up in a ball because my regrets are eating me from the inside out#I fucked up an important part of my life because I'm a coward and#I was juggling too many trashfires in my life to deal with the messy place#We left our friendship. I thought there was time. There should've been time.#A whole lifetime to figure it out. Make things worse. Make things better.#To be happy#And now he's dead and none of it matters#I'm supposed to live the rest of my life now#I don't know how to do that anymore#Nothing feels right or real#Every atom of my being keeps raging against the truth#He's gone#The sweet boy that would make me laugh... share my love of myth & language...#Carry me bridal style... kiss every inch of my face... kiss the palm of my hand#And then hold it to his chest to fall asleep....
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guess who had to ask the hostel staff to break open a lock at 11 pm.
#lily talks#I don't know whether to laugh or cry lmao#The key was inside and I closed it...#Yes I am extremely talented#I think it's for the best I'm leaving in the morning lmao
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Pov: you actually can't count so you think you have at least 20 wishes between you and soft pity so "another ten pull won't hurt", so you do a ten pull and it lights up in gold and you go "oh, shit, it's fine, I'll lose my 50/50, I haven't lost one in a while, karma's coming for me today and I'll have guaranteed wmos (wriothesley)" but then YOU GET THE SAD DRAGON MAN ANYWAY
... I'm suffering from a bad case of damn now I need to farm THREE SETS OF THE NEW ARTEFACT DOMAIN
#genshin impact#genshin impact neuvillette#genshin#genshin pulls#i will make it a regular thing ig#wmos is an inside joke with my friends i mispelt emos and she thought i actually mispelt wriothesley bcs he was the topic#i know nothing about neuvilette bcs i haven't done the story (no time and burnout) so like maybe i would like him idk#it just means i'm absolutely going to have to spend money on wriothesley#and i'm ranting in my tags great thankd for witnessing this#i just want to laugh and cry at some funny bad good luck#good luck on all your pulls guys if he's turning up at my house uninvited then he can turn up when he's invited to yours
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Ignore me. Apparently tumblr, the tech platform, has just decided I'm annoying or whatever and my posts shouldn't show up in specific instances. Oh well.
#would love to hide in a hole today but sadly I must return to work and deal with the usual bullshit#I would laugh so I don't cry because everything's right back to form#but I'm empty inside wheee!#personal bullshit
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TBD. personal vent in the tags.
#I'm okay and moving forward and loving living alone#and i know in my head that both of us needed this space and that i'm doing much better now that life has changed#but my heart aches constantly#not even for romance#but just to get my best friend back#no one knows me like he did#and it's too hard to open up so completely to new people#I want to say our inside jokes and laugh until we cry and drive around listening to music while we sip coffees#I want to hear about his art and the cats and talk about my job#I want to ask how his family is doing and tell him the tea on mine#I miss my best friend so much all the time#tbd
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#tag talk#as much as I hate to see the social cinema grow as I get new followers. we're at a good and satisfying number. and I like that#also also also. I've introduced a friend to Hannibal (tv show) and he's loving it and I'm so happy cause none of#of my other friends have been able to stomach the body horror. so it's super cool to find someone to hype over it with#another random story that I genuinely can't remember if I said already. got told by a kid in minecraft that he's smiled a lot more around me#which. huge compliment. genuine honor to make people happy and smile and laugh#people don't laugh enough. we don't smile enough. be happy or die. and I'm too powerful to die. been there. haven't done that#cry and then laugh and then punch as hard as you can.#got to visit some of my favorite residents from the nursing home I first worked at. lotta new staff but my three favorite nurses are still#which is nice. I cried when I left that job because even though it crushed my soul I loved my coworkers and most of my residents.#I get why some healthcare workers grind themselves to the bone for the job. you're making such a huge difference in people's lives.#I tried but didn't have the fortitude for it. but it's nice to be able to go back and say hi to the friends I made and see how things are.#anyway. sorry for being weird like.. one or two weeks ago. I think things are settling out again. moving is rough but we're making it work#It's been a lot of Lear again lately. especially while being at my parents house. he doesn't mind being deadnamed as much sooo....#idk. at least one of us is capable of surviving the dmv and the state medicaid website. heaven knows I can't manage.#trying to stop using him as a crutch for getting things done has just resulted in us not being able to get things done.#but I don't want to be someone else I want to be me. I don't want to be the armor I want to be the human inside.#I don't want to live defensively. pushing everyone away. I can't do that.#anyway. we're back home! and work is on the horizon. hopefully this job works out cause I don't want to have to apply for new jobs.#the hr rep is a man at this store and I immediately got set on edge and our voice dropped as I stepped back.#then we introduced ourselves with the wrong name and he got confused and I just felt stupid about it#but how am I supposed to know which name he's been told. he didn't even use our paperwork name. Anyway that was a disaster#but we're on track and embarrassment is not a setback but a feeling about the way things progress. and it is progress we're making
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we popping the BIGGEST bottles when brightheart gets an apprentice next week
#warrior cats#memes#shitpost#a thief in thunderclan#i laugh about this but i'm actually crying on the inside#i am laughing purely as a coping mechanism at this point#my post
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steady once more. we'll see how long that's lasts 😂
#i put a laughing emoji but i'm actually crying inside#😂#see?#lis speaks#lis also hates valentine's day and will be spending hers reading fanfiction#cuz she ain't got no bitches#😂😂😂#the more laughing emoji the more cry
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Idk how I feel about anything anymore, I want to run away but I want to stay home forever. I love my parents but I never want to be close to them. I want to travel the whole world and see everything but I want to lay down and sleep for the rest of my life. I like my coworker but as soon as I stop and think about it for more than a second I start to think I dont actually like him all that much after all. I want to start college but I'd rather pull my teeth out than go back to school
#theres so much i want to do#and i have so little energy for anything at all#my mom thinks i like my coworker#but i think maybe it's just been a really long time since i had a friend i could see and touch#my mom thinks hes perfect for me#i think he makes me laugh and i like that but not in a “i have feelings for you and want to commit to you” kind of way#he just makes me laugh#but i don't think he's actually what I'm looking for or need#and that makes me want to cry bc i have this empty feeling inside me when i don't have something to focus my love on#it's so lonely feeling#and frankly I'm just tired of being lonely lately
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