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I refuse to believe Link's hair stays that neat through all those weather changes. (And skydiving. And fighting. And just walking around in the wilderness.)
#totk#totk link#loz#my art#I'm still fairly early in the story despite playing for like 70 hours already#i'm just very easily distracted#I love the zonai designs so much but it's so difficult to draw#kinda just gave up on this after a while
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I’ve spent a lot of hours reviewing videos of horses and writing down their behavior, and I’ve come to accept that my contribute to humanity will be one of the memes I made using horse pictures from the videos.
Here you go, internet
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how i thought 2v8 would go...
#art#my art#fanart#dbd fanart#dead by daylight#dbd trapper#the trapper#evan macmillan#dbd wraith#the wraith#philip ojomo#LISTEN#it would've been a REALLY stupid idea if they had implemented this#but also#extremely funny#i just know i'd be stepping on traps ALL the time bc i get very distracted easily#also#i'm SUPER excited for 2v8's return!#ooohhh the POSSIBILITIES
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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The consequences of my poor financial decisions are here!!
#blame Kat for this lmao. she got the Yangchen novels first and I very easily give in to peer pressure (that wasn't exerted. but whatever)#three days earlier than scheduled too. which worked out perfectly bc I picked them up on the way home from grandma's#and carried them for 2 km. 2 hardcover books + the thick cardboard boxset they're in#+ the backpack full of food my grandma gave me#in the rain#I nearly fucking died#I'm not made for this level of physical exercise 😅#okay moving on#nia stop calling things like this poor financial decisions challenge#it cost like. the equivalent of 40 bucks#I have 30 times as much hidden away in my sock drawer#and I am usually responsible with my spending. I'm allowed a slightly more expensive treat every once in a while#also my dad doesn't know but I'm sure if I would him 'hey I spent 3.8k on a pair of books is that okay'#he'd be like 'why tf are you asking when have I ever said no to you spending money'#but again. I do try to be mindful#which is why as much as I want the lok art books and could probably ask for money for them. I won't#bc they cost an arm and a leg and I cannot morally allow myself to spend that kind of money#anyway. getting distracted again#do you know how hard it was to get these? I checked like 3 marketplaces before I did#and I was fully ready to get them in russian because non-classical english books are impossible to come by here#sanctions and all that. but somehow I did. and it only cost half the money in my bank account#I don't even know if Russian editions exist. these books were written before the war and before the gay propaganda ban but still#I didn't find them when I looked. maybe they don't sell them now that the law is in place or smth#I don't really care enough to look it up#the point is. I now own the books and can happily read about best girl kyoshi whenever I want#if the stress for an upcoming event doesn't kill me. that is#also I have read rok before but it was 3 years ago so my memory is vague. and I just realised how much thinner sok is?#I'll have to check the page count later
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Hello! Um, Are you ok? How have you been doing?
Hello!
I am fine, thank you for asking. I had some health issues a while back, but all seems okay now after several unhelpful doctor visits. 👍
Most recently, I'm struggling with mental health. ADHD especially, which has gotten worse as I get older. I kinda thought my mental health would even out with every birthday, but apparently that is not the case. Sitting down to work steadily on a project is nearly impossible - it's a good day if I can get five to ten minutes of writing or drawing done at a time. It's become very frustrating to live like this, but I'm trying to manage, and continue working on things when I can! I have so many things I want to do (including finishing Éxtasis oh my god I'm so sorry for people who wait so patiently for every chapter - I promise I'm doing my best!)
Anyway, that's part of what's going on behind the scenes here! Also I don't go outside anymore because it's been 105+ degrees for three weeks straight.
Bonus Insmeeth snarlkitty sticker with holographic hearts because it makes me laugh.
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yumi yumi yumi.
do you have a playlist you listen to when you're working on your oneshots/series? or are you someone who needs a more quiet environment to immerse yourself?
hmmm i think i don't care either way the only time i put on music while writing is when i actually want to listen to music, otherwise i just write in silence, exactly like this, hunched back and all
#the quietness of my room prob helps#and i usually fill the silence with my own muttering or humming some songs lmao#i'm also very easily distracted so writing just... happens in between lol it's hard to focus and write#music is distracting bc i'll be writing and then suddenly my fav part of my fav song is on and i just have to#drop everything and pretend i'm the one who sang this#and give a live stage performance to the demons in my room#choreo and all#also i'd be writing and suddenly i'm#deep into memorising world flags#(real story)#yumi.asks
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I love my auntie dearly, I really do, but good god is being around her nowadays pretty much akin to being in Alien...
And I feel so mean for saying that because I know she loves her kids and wants to have them, and it's rude in general, but watching her constantly groaning in discomfort and complaining and almost doubling over when one of them kicks, which happens at least once every five minutes... it's fucking body horror to me. The actual outline of a foot showing through her skin has burned itself into my memory and I wish I could forget it
In my defense she's very clearly reaching the end of her rope as well, always swearing and cursing out both her husband and herself for getting into this, repeating "10 more weeks" over and over again like a mantra, and just generally looking extremely exhausted, especially since she's got a hyperactive six year old on her hands too
And to think that this is technically the easy part, they're not even born yet... may whatever higher power there is give her strength, that's all I can really say
#idk why I'm making this post#I just have a lot of thoughts about this whole situation. I suppose#my auntie isn't without her flaws but she's easily the strongest person I know#I just hope she's okay and that everything turns out fine. that's all#and if there's one thing I've learned over the past 5 ish months it's that I definitely never want to be pregnant#never. absolutely not#watching is horrific enough. thank you very much#there is an upside though#I'm taking extensive mental notes in case the opportunity to write a pregnant Malina arises#that sounds kinda awful and exploitative but look. when else am I gonna get an opportunity like this??#I'm taking what I can get here#also I'm rambling because I ate too much and now feel a little sick#and need a distraction#stomach aches are the worst man#this post went in like 5 different directions lmao
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The best decision in my oc-making career is making Rix not wear any shirt ever
#making a meme with my own oc just hits different#art#starry art#I'm making more designs for this story rn and I get distracted very easily lol
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The Spy-Maestro dynamic is the FUNNIEST thing to me because they’re both getting a taste of their own personality through the other but they are also so incredibly petty towards each other.
Spy recognizes Maestro as someone so committed to their job/persona that she’s borderline stopped being herself anymore. Maestro views herself as least important when it comes to her job and her future. She's not the person that she used to be anymore, she's Maestro and that is what matters most. What comes first is what needs to be done and how she needs to do it. And isn't that him? He's dedicated his life to his job but what about when it's done? What happens next? What is he doing this for? They all have skeletons in their closet but he’s recognizing his own.
But Spy also dislikes Maestro because they’re both full of themselves in a way that pisses off the other. It's hard for Spy to maintain his cool-guy persona when Maestro consistently recognizes him by the tar in his lungs and has no problem telling others as much. She also decided to wear a cheap suit to the battlefield because she does not care to spend the time to buy a suit that would be fashionable and comfortable like his own despite the fact that she could easily do so. Her fashion sense is an atrocity and-
Maestro sees Spy as what she could become. Maestro could devote herself so much to her job that she’s lost sight of why she’s doing it. She’s not Maestro the Mercenary, she's Maestro the Future Star, and it's important to remember that distinction. She is going to be famous and Spy is Spy. And there’s something terrifying about that. How easy it would be to get sucked into this world, and to stop fighting the cesspool. To become so dedicated to what has to be done that you’ve lost sight of why you’re doing it.
Maestro also dislikes Spy because fuck him her fashion sense is amazing. Nevermind that she hasn't had a composition played anywhere in years, everyone goes through rough patches who cares about hers. And actually Spy it says more about him that he's bothered to research her because he's probably the one who's "deluding" himself and not her. Also there's no point in her wearing an expensive suit to work because they are paid to kill and die everyday so who gives a damn about what brand of suit she's wearing as long as she's wearing it.
#tf2#tf2 oc#team fortress 2#they are so funny to me#just getting a taste of their own personality and going 'MAN that guy sucks'#and not reflecting about what that says about them at ALL#something something circus mirrors#just looking at each other and going 'glad i'm not THAT guy lmao'#but knowing how easily that they COULD become that guy#and that scares both of them#the pettiness is also because they're focusing on their differences#in order to distract themselves from how close they both are#this leads to a Dynamic for sure#it's also very funny to me in spy x maestro x engie x scout's ma timelines#because spy and maestro are doing this and bickering#and engie and scout's ma are like: We love you but y'all are adorable idiots
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since i know that tumblr is going to ignore the fact i put a readmore there i guess i'll just talk in the tags
edit: how did i literally know you were going to do that tumblr, why are you like this. take two. not that it matters since it's all in the tags anyway.
#so. every time i have considered whether i might be autistic i have always come to the conclusion that i'm not#but i consider it regularly because i do resonate with a lot of autistic experiences - stuff i would all consider 'secondary' traits#and so not actually 'definitive' - but the fact that i do resonate makes it continually cycle back#e.g. feeling the need to explain myself very clearly so there's no room for ambiguity and in the process causing unnecessary confusion#or finding it difficult to look people in the eyes (i really find it hard to believe people maintain eye contact naturally???)#i've always thought even if i was it wouldn't make a difference to me to have a diagnosis or a label#but now i'm like 'maybe i should just get tested so i can definitively say (to my own standard) that i'm not so stop coming back to it >:('#adhd too#which. i'm less convinced of but i also realised that i probably DO do some things that i don't even realise are dealing with traits#e.g. i listen to music all the time because i'd get too easily distracted or unable to focus without it#i do play with various things a lot (e.g. pens; rings; the strings of my hoodie)#idk i just more and more get the feeling that SOMETHING is up with me but i just don't know what#i just don't seem to interact with the world the way most people do
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@beatingheart-bride
"Now that's a good question," Dorian smiled as he leaned back in his seat-it was a question he had pondered a number of times, especially once the plan started to get underway. Although he planned to take quite a bit of money with him when they escaped New Orleans, so as to start them off on a good foot, he knew it wouldn't last forever, and he wanted to be a good provider to Elizabeth and their family, so it was a question he'd long sought to find an answer for.
"Well, as you know, my father has been a shipping magnate for many, many years," he replied, fingers laced together as he gave his answer. "He received the business from his father, who received it from his father, and so on and so forth. But to tell you the truth, even though my old man has tried to prime me to take it up someday, I've always found it dreadfully boring. No, if I'm going to go into business for myself, I don't want to sit behind a desk in a stuffy old office all day, it'd drive me mad. And so, once we make it to California, I...I would like to become a florist."
Although his parents politely tolerated Dorian's love of horticulture as a silly little hobby, he himself actually took it very seriously-much more seriously than any of his other studies they'd foisted upon him, and so, he'd love to parlay that into a business all his own, finding it a much more appealing career path than that of a shipping magnate. A job where he could be on his feet instead of stuck behind a desk, interacting with people, helping them with their own gardens, assembling bouquets for young couples, getting to work with plants all day as he often wished to do here at home-what wasn't to love about that?
"I'd especially like to specialize in roses," he explained with a small smile. "I...I hope to take some cuttings with us when we leave, from the roses Mrs. Pace planted here. I'm sorry that I won't be able to take them with us wholesale, but...at least a part of them will be able to live on in our new home."
#((i'm not usually into anime myself either; but 'kitaro' happened to catch my attention))#((largely because of its decades of history; evolving from street theater to a horror manga))#((to a fairly family-friendly anime; with no decade since the 60s having passed without 'kitaro' on tv))#((and just being a hugely beloved part of the culture thanks to its revitalization in the stories of yokai!))#((it has a rich and fascinating history and is overall great spooky viewing for the season!))#((but i digress! in regards to hitogata; i'm inclined to believe that it *is* real))#((given how commonplace trains/mass transit is in japan; it wouldn't surprise me))#((if there was a commercial that warned about the dangers of being distracted near the tracks))#((so that's why i'm leaning more towards it being real-i could very well be wrong))#((it could easily be a sort of mandela effect; especially with the similar commercials you mentioned))#((but i dunno; i just feel like there's a good chance it could be real!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Days of Future Past
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If I don't get my episode 95 aftermath finished by Saturday y'all should be allowed to take something away from me like I'm so close if I don't finish it I deserve consequences 😭
#literally I'm so close I could finish it today if I just sat down and did it#but I'm a procrastinator and get very easily distracted so writing for long periods is very hard but there's no excuses at this point#you're gonna get this oneshot tonight or tomorrow or saturday at the latest if it kills me 😤#yugioh gx#yugioh gx fanfiction
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taking a risk and inviting my favorite business boy for tea instead of coffee. will keep you all posted
#i was telling adriel this i adore my business boys but I'm really not sure what activities to invite them to#there's 1) study for an exam we're both going to take 2) do homework next to each other or 3) get coffee#i invited him to this super cute little tea place we have it has slightly more flair and intrigue than my usual coffee shop#usually i have better luck getting coffee with girls from business class and better luck studying for exams with guys#(by which i dont mean girls cant take exams rather that they can actually have conversations and the exam just becomes a distraction)#(business boys arent very chatty i have to do all the work so its easier to have an activity to keep us occupied)#but this guy's super friendly and he's my favorite so I'll take him to my gay little tea shop i suppose#hes leaving for the summer :-( i intend to try and keep loosely in touch w him. i am so easily attached to people its terrible
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My autistic ass could NOT be in a open-world Pokemon game!! /ref
#🐉🎮.txt#clare liveblogs#sorta.#scarlet is fun so far! i just. get distracted VERY easily#i'm not even out of the ''tutorial'' yet. i've just been fucking around in the beginning routes
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2, 9, 33! also i hope you can stay warm!!!!
2. lighter or matches?
Lighter but that never stops me from accidently burning myself on either option, aheh. I play too much.
9. which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee?
Hot coffee, there's something comforting about a warm drink that's just sweet enough while still being a bit bitter. Best of both worlds.
33. the last adventure you’ve been on?
Going to a trampoline park and immediately leaving because we realized it was meant for children under ten. (Listen, I would've stayed but there's no way I wouldn't have punted one of them like a lil football on accident.)
#listen i'm not saying i'm clumsy i'm just saying i could use better focus#and if i'm distracted of course i'm gonna touch fire on accident#very easily distracted#also i'm pretty sure we#as almost 30 year old adults#stumbled onto a children's birthday party#hap birth have you ever wondered what it's like to fly to the end zone#have you ever wanted to be a human touchdown#bitchlestat#asks
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