#i'm just chronically online cus i am..

[funkycrabturtle]

meow meow mf, kitty cat regret. miku in the house

she's definitely doing this for more profit from her concerts (..maybe even opening up a pop-up cafe at HC Icecream too)

pros ➟ every time someone throws a tomato at her, she'll just eat it instead (mm, yummy in my tummy!! :p)

..helicopter helicopter tail mode activate

cons ➟ eww pickles. SHE HATES EVERYTHING INCLUDING ONIONS, LOUD MUSIC & WILL SCRATCH YOU IF SHE HAS TO!!!!!!

also she'll just straight up start yapping like "i am sitting on your bed cus i'm a cat in minecraaaaft" but she's just basically speaks like a minecraft cat now..

also, great news! HIT IT CUZZ (a thousand miles instrumental starts playing) 🎹🎼

Making my way downtown,

With my Mac,

STAT & miku comics are gonna be out the hat!!

DUDUDUDUN DUDUDUDUDUD-

[lunarle-old]

What started your interest in danganronpa and saiouma in the first place? I really love how you write all the characters and plots so much, there so interesting. I have even started writing my own fanfic cause of you and because I miss your fanfics honestly

Thank you!! ^.^ Believe it or not I used to be pretty anti-danganronpa. Back in the day i was the most chronically online tiktok user ever, and I heard danganronpa was "problematic" (ironic considering i was a dreamsmp fan T_T) and yeah. danganronpa has its issues. its Many. Many many many issues ( ´-ω-) but hey look where we are now

I got into it because an ex friend of mine liked it, and in one of our rps, they included Makoto. Actually the first time i ever drew a danganronpa character is in this beautiful time capsule of a screenshot (2022)

After i calmed down a bit and realized i was allowed to like things without being the worst person alive, I watched Jay from the Kubz Scouts play chapters 1-5 of Trigger Happy Havoc (i got mad they changed the formula in chapter 5 so i just skipped to sdr2 xD) Then, I watched him play halfway through the second trial. I stopped bcus it was my birthday and I has to go somewhere, but after that i just decided to play the games myself (*｀・ω-)ノ (i don't like thinking about that person cus it makes me feel weird but i have "reclaimed" my interest for myself so its whatevs. if anyone asks thank jay from the cube scouts)

I dont know where my interest in Saiouma came from ...? I know I was a big fan of Nagito when I played SDR2, so i was able to identify the person who filled his role in drv3 and kinda grew attached to him and how he interacted with Shuichi. I found the way they interacted really interesting and their dynamic was something i latched onto bcus i liked it so much ^.^ also kokichi wouldnt stop fucking flirting with him so that was probably part of it too

But also, :D !! I'm super SO SO happy to hear that!! Encouraging people to write their own fics was kind of always a dream of mine when i saw how much people liked my fics so it's super fun to see that dream becoming a reality σ(≧ω≦*)

And yeah, it's been a while since I posted a DR fic (ノ_･､) HGH ended a whole month ago now wowie . . . But I am working on another thing danganronpa! I have absolutely zero guarantee when it'll be done but i'll have it. Eventually. I'm working on it ( ；∀；)

if it helps heres the only non-spoilery doodle i have from it (=^ェ^=)

[acynicalsweetheart]

hii not sure if i will get hate from my own mutuals... but i honestly don't care at this point.

If taking inspo from writers I follow/mutuals I interact with is plagiarism then I guess I am a big fat copy cat too 😭 like shit. Sometimes things just... REALLYY get in ur brain. I'm not about to credit somebody for the way they explained something. Esp when that style and formatting is everywhere ???? 🤔 Wym i gotta credit somebody for the way I'm breathing now 🥲🥲 huh!

Like I get so fascinated with the way people word things or how they punctuate... so, I like copy them too. It's human nature, you imitate ppl you surround yourself w/!!!

That's why I don't read any fics anymore. Maybe it's because I frankly don't give a shit if people copy my work word for word, because I know damn well I pieced it together from stuff I've personally read/ didn't write or figure out how the fuck to phrase it. I'm not original!!(at least I don't feel like I am.....)

And yes, I do understand plagiarism is a real big thing. It can make the writer feel like shit, make them paranoid - I guess ? - and it's just not cool to do. that doesn't mean u get to bully somebody ? Or allow hate on that person just cus they wrote something similar to u??

Am I making sense..? This makes total sense in my head. I get it, if they are making money off of this and their ideas are totally new, then yeaa.. maybe don't copy and paste it almost word for word.

Tldr I feel like nobody is new and everything is basically reusing other people's works but adding a twist or a spin of ur own. Some people act so entitled over a few words 😭 like damn im unemployed + chronically online and i feel bad for those ppl, not everything is gonna go ur way in life. Just chillax lol🙂‍↕️🙏🏻

hii yah a lot of things were inspo but some of the things i did was plagiarism even if i didn’t mean to. like idk when i look up the word copying in the dictionary they say it’s an exact duplicate of the original piece in question which it wasn’t, it was a rewrite which is why i didn’t say the word copy? and tbh i don’t get how that could cause such a mayhem LOL but here we are. and yeah i read a lot of works that are similar in writing to hers bc i prefer like literature stuff and good writing over just plain smut. they’re pretty hard to find but they definitely out there.. and for example the idea of having a cotton frontal lobe and that, i didn’t realise how it could be seen as plagiarism because i thought it was fitting because of the bunny hybrid aspect? ok again tired not making sense

and YES! i do pierce things together from things that i’ve seen and read over the years but i do understand how that’s upsetting since that was people’s original work. which i apologised for.. and i do pick up words/phrases/ideas from everywhere too like it’s just hard for me to know when it’s okay and not okay to use that knowledge? which again is my bad 😭 and these were old too

but yah i am being called a bitch not bc of the rewriting thing but bc i wanted to make it clear i wasn’t targeting one person in particular? but someone else or a group of people! like everything I said was being used to assume things like. that i was saying somebody was organising a witch hunt when i never even used those words and i specifically said people as in plural… anyway it is making sense what you’re saying to me! and i agree ab the twist/spin thing and i also get if somebody wants credit for that. but i also think the whole thing went out of proportion like i said i dont think it’s life or death serious!

[crielumin]

Looking for online friends? I'm here!!

Haii!! My name is crielumin but you can just call me Ciel (I'm a girl btw). To start things off, I am a minor. I am here to find friends because I cannot physically interact with anyone besides my friends irl and family :(( I will not specify my age because I'm uncomfortable with sharing it on Tumblr :D!

If you're interested in being by friend, here's some of my interests that might intrigue you even more ＼⁠(⁠^⁠o⁠^⁠)⁠／

- i rlly like talking about anime and video games, specifically, genshin, hsr, persona, obey me, visual novels, twisted wonderland, omori, etc.

- I can be unintentionally cringe sometimes cus I am chronically online sometimes ;;..

- My fav animes are; Kuro(black butler), demon slayer, Blue spring ride, my happy marriage, undead girl murder farce(?), ouran highschool ost club, tbhk, madoka magical, and many others that I cannot remember at the moment!!

- I'm also low-key interested in kpop songs n groups like; seventeen (jeonghan my love), (g)-idle, aespa, new jeans, enhypen!

- My hobbies are listening to music, reading and sometimes writing (I only write drabbles bc i do NOT have the motivation to fully finish an actual fic ;;).

- I have many more interests that I cannot list off my mind (⁠ ⁠･ั⁠﹏⁠･ั⁠) I'm so sorry ^^"

- I swear a lot whenever I get comfortable with someone unfortunately.. /pos

- Fortunately! I have a discord where we could chat more! (This looks so unprofessional I'm so sorry idk how shit works???)

→⁠_⁠→ Discord: crielumin

[princessfaerygia]

You're 30? You look way younger that! Also You're not even even fat and you certainly don't look overweight I'm not writing this just to be nice,

your bf projects a lot...

people have assumed me much younger than i am! highschool buses have stopped for me and asked if i need ride to school (happened twice now in two diff towns in the past year). one time recently, a cashier at the grocery store was convinced i graduated with him! so i asked "how old are you?" and he's only 22.

i am truly in my mid thirties. my boyfriend also looks young for his age. he's half a year older than me!

yes & he does "project" alot though i not entirely sure what that means. he accuses me of cheating and says he has "video or photographic evidence" yet never one has shown me. (prolly cus i know darn well i haven't cheated on him. i am not a good liar when i have a guilty conscience.) he is the boyfriend i've been most loyal too. i haven't cheated on him physically at all , have not even hung out with another guy as a friend.

my boyfriend threatens to make me go to the psych ward sometimes cuz he knows that's my worst fear. but it is actually HE who is less stable than me. sometimes he hallucinates, he is delusional about me cheating or just manipulative? he also says he hates his life everyday. every single day, "oh im so irritated!" or "i hate my life everything about it im so pissed off!".

sometimes since i'm on tumblr so often ~~infused with gratitude, friendship, creativity, and optimism!!!~~his outlook is a stark contrast to my personal feelings and demeanor. im not saying he brings me down, he gives me something IRL to work with and focus on. i've been an addicted, almost chronically online, internet girlie*°*~ since i was like 11 years old.

in the beginning of our relationship i did get him to see a therapist. but it was a stupid drug rehab therapist not a real psychologist. what he needs is someone who cares , preferably female cus he has large mommy issues, and someone to help him with his anger and deep trauma.

he once said he'd pay for couples counseling but if I have to hide our violence that makes it hard for me , for i may burst into tears. also it is quite expensive.

but there are things i can personally work on for him:

•act like a poised stable adult in public(i know i can do this!)

•do not argue with him or defend myself proudly like i always do~especially when he is in the wrong because it only escalates from there.

[stalking-fictional-characters]

People often don't believe I'm autistic because I have a lot of less obvious traits and basically was able to figure out masking pretty well during highschool.

I'm always hesitant and afraid to bring up my autism even if I want to because I'm afraid I'm "not autistic enough" or "maybe I somehow 'cured' it as a teen".

I have academically done very well and am now in law school. Just hearing I'm in law school seems to be enough for people to be skeptical. But I'm so fucking autistic and law school is so fucking hard and hell and the worst decision I've ever gone along with.

I don't view most of the reading the same way as others or think of the "correct" interpretation.

I have extreme difficulty socializing or interacting with others and the atmosphere in law school has made me feel extremely ostracized and alone and like a black sheep. I'm pretty sure I've cause some significant mental decline with how fucking isolated I have been. I have barely spoken with anyone outside my family for 3 years.

My memory recall and ability to learn is actually quite poor. I have a good short term memory and very good problem solving skills so I've been able to pass tests and hence my classes. But I can never recall info when asked in class and wouldn't be able to basically anytime if people did talk to me. I don't remember any of my classmates names and it bothers me how so many seem to know mine.

On the slim chance I actually know the info asked of me I am terrible with processing info when asked suddenly (cold called) and so I stutter and give a jumbled response cus I can't think so fast.

I can't drive due to slow processing speed and anxiety (and it took so long for me to acknowledge and accept that me not driving wasn't due to me "not wanting to" or "overreacting" but that actually it is due to legit medical reasons that make it unsafe for me and others)

I have low heat tolerance/baro-sensitive sensory disorder so for most of the year I wear shorts and sleeveless shirts. Which makes me stick out at school.

I wear a bra to school cuz it's expected but it causes me discomfort (they are the correct size and I got extenders) so I don't wear them outside of school and it has definitely caused other to judge.

I have Keychains of my hyperfixation on my backpack and still own several graphic tees which makes me "childish".

My anxiety and poor fine motor control gives me a accommodation to use my laptop which makes me stick out in some classes and I've gotten stares.

(Also should state the law profession is extremely ableist and a teacher implied once I couldn't be autistic cuz I make it past the first year of school)

I dislike being near others and have found a isolated spot in the library. It throws me off when someone gets there before me and I have trouble doing work anywhere else in the library. Also this spot is the only place in the school I can feel relaxed due to no one seeing me and hence not being under pressure to follow whatever social norms or cues I feel all the time I am missing.

I have very poor auditory learning and processing of auditory information. Which means most classes I teach myself using the PowerPoint slides (if there are any) and by looking up outlines online.

I have poor sleep management/ some kind of chronic fatigue so I fall asleep in classes alot which is very difficult to hide from the teacher.

There is more things but I felt like pointing out law school based issues.

I got light sensitivity, problem processing sacrcasm/jokes sometimes, hunger cues issues, and executive disfunction and choice paralysis. But those mostly are at home.

To the average person I know how to be polite, I hold eye contact (kinda excessively but I've learned to make myself look away), I am educated and in what people assume is a very difficult field (it's not for school) that isn't accommodating, and I can carry a conversation a socially acceptable amount.

So I don't seem autistic to them.

But guys I am. I'm so fucking autistic. I haven't had friends for 6 years cuz i cant socialize, and I spend all free time reading fanfiction for a fandom I've been hyperfixated on for 7 years and 9 months

fuck it. shout out to "high functioning" neurodivergents

the ones who can mask easily, the ones who can get social cues, the ones who have managed to go most of their life not even knowing they were ND because they didn't present as the stereotypical ND person.

the ones who can pay attention in class, understand social etiquette, who understand societial expectations

the ones who don't feel neurodivergent enough bc they don't struggle in the same ways/areas a lot of NDs do, or they can't relate to other NDs' experiences because they always understood these things easily

the ones with high empathy, the ones who DO get the joke, the ones who are constantly told that they can't possibly be neurodivergent because they don't act like what you'd expect a neurodivergent person to act like.

you are neurodivergent enough. you are valid, and so are your experiences. not struggling as much as others do in some places doesn't mean you dont struggle at all. your condition and diagnosis is valid. your symptoms are valid. YOU ARE VALID. not checking all the supposed boxes doesn't mean you aren't neurodivergent. you are enough. you are valid. you are loved. you are valued. you matter. you belong in neurodivergent spaces, you deserve to use whatever resources are available to you, you are allowed to take up space in these communities. and i am so, so proud of you.

feel free to, and actually, i encourage you to reblog this with your experiences. we belong in this community as much as anyone else. please also tag this w/ any neurodivergent conditions i may have forgotten 💙

[infinitejourneysinfiniteworlds]

Just felt like posting a little bit about my DRs!

Better CR-- Shady Oak Lane. I am basically me, but I have a healthy body (I'm chronically ill/disabled in my OR), I'm a successful freelance artist, I'm financially stable, I have a lovely house in the foothills of the Berkshires in Massachusetts, and I'm well on my way to writing and publishing my own illustrated urban fantasy series, which will also be successful. I have wonderful friends both in person and online, some of whom I consider to be like family. My childhood in this reality was basically the same as my childhood here, and my young adult years had some similarity to those years here, though there were quite a few things that diverged in adulthood as well. I've scripted a lot of different entertainment options, such as TV adaptations of my favorite books and comic book runs with my favorite artists and writers at the helm. I am also an active reality shifter in this reality.

Magical Found Family DR-- Seacrest Lane. This is an original DR and would take a bit to explain because there's a big history to it. But basically, there are eight of us, and we live all over the world (except for one, who lives in the other realm). We all have keys that, when used in any door in the mundane world, will open the doorway that leads to Starpath Manor, which exists in another realm that is a part of the same universe but on a different plane of existence. We all have some sort of connection to Starpath. Six of us have reincarnated into human bodies, one is a functionally immortal Dragon shapeshifter (half human), and one is Sidhe. This DR does have some excitement and intrigue, but it's also very well balanced with mundane life, and is quite cozy most of the time. In the mundane world, I live in an old Victorian farmhouse in Maine, by the ocean, currently on my own, but I've scripted that the Dragon shapeshifter and I will end up together eventually if it's right for us. Seacrest Lane is the name of the road I live on in the mundane world.

D*resden F*iles. I have yet to meet anyone else who wants to shift there, but it's been one of my main DRs for a long time. The script is based on the books, not the show (which sucks in this universe). I've basically got a similar backstory to what I've got in the magical found family DR, though I haven't discovered my magic or Starpath yet. I'm actually skeptical and agnostic, and living in the upstairs apartment of the building H*arry D*resden also lives in. When I figure out that magic is real, it's going to be interesting. I've toned down the danger/potential trauma elements quite a bit from the series, but it's still going to be pretty intense, so I've scripted a lot of safety things for this DR. I live in Chicago in this DR, only because that's where the series takes place and I wanted a somewhat more "authentic" DR for this.

My Waystation (Waiting Room). I recycled Starpath Manor for this again, but scripted some differences too. It's geared more for entertainment, with access to every TV show, movie, book, etc. in the multiverse, a Holodeck, a food station that creates any kind of food I want, and the ability to shift with pinpoint accuracy to whatever DR I script. I have a nice house in the mundane world in this reality too, just because I know I will start to feel ungrounded living full time in Starpath.

I have a few other DRs that I'm toying with-- a few in the M*CU and some X-*Men/m*utant-related DRs, a Doctor Who DR, and some cozy and safe DRs that I share with my comfort characters. Currently, I've been focusing pretty much solely on 1 and 4, with the intention of shifting to 2 and 3 from either my Better CR or my Waystation.

[deltarelics]

Website code commissioning? Damn no wonder you're chronically online no offense tho Im taking a wild guess on your major, it's BsIT right?

hahsha sorry but am i? it's just bc i study and work And write using my pc so i can't help but check twt too from time to time cus coding is shit but hey, i'm graduating. also no i don't major in bsit but good guess though