#i'm in fuckin PAIN
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#𐂃「out of bullets」 || ooc.#( IT'S FINALLY DONE !!#Added are;#spidersins#lustsang#clwngasm#unholi#yoroiis#wanted to add 2 more fizzys but#as Moxx would say: it's my time of the month#i'm in fuckin PAIN#so this is it from me tonight#gonna take some pills && doodle the rest of the night#hoping to answer stuff tomorrow )#deletelater
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if you get this, answer with three random facts about yourself and send it to the last seven blogs in your notifs. anon or not, doesn’t matter, let’s get to know the person behind the blog!
1. I really want to flirt with women through Sleep Token lyrics. (and vice versa) 🖤
2. "Are you in pain like I am?" Yes, I am. My back pain is killing me right now.
3. I have 17 piercings
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Things I spend way too much time on: figuring out floor plans of fictional character's living spaces.
#i have a whiteboard on my desk for expressly this purpose#this apartment has confounded me since it was black/white's#it confused me as cher's#and now it's starting to take shape as sandnick (or... snick#as i've written)#but the overarching theme is i still dont fuckin know where the bathroom is#the one shot we have of the doorway of the bathroom has crates and amps around it#but there doesn't appear to be enough space at the end of he hallway between the bedrooms for that#i'm going to build it in the sims to see what the spacing looks like in 3d probably#i do that a lot too#i've been both manic and in pain today#so i've made a massive apple crumble and done this and 17 crosswords#and otherwise spent the past 10 hours rolling around feeling useless#someone put me out of my misery pls#tell me where the bathroom is#make it make senseeee#so it is decreed#adventures in ofts#i guess this goes there
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Even after he has to put on glasses Ice doesn't stop recognising when Mav is around. He maybe can't see him all that clearly when he doesn't have them on but if Mav is around, moving or being still (and that's something extremely rare), Ice knows he's there. It's the way Mav walks, the sound his horrible boots do and the way his steps are always a little slower after a day of work but they almost sound excited to be almost home. Mav thinks he should stop drinking everything Slider offers him and Ice laughs, takes away his glasses and enjoys the sound of Mav moving, breathing, living, around him.
#tom iceman kazansky#pete maverick mitchell#icemav#ice could pick mav's ways of walking in the middle of a platoon#to the fucking annoying knee pain i'm having and the fuckin' related insomnia so just let them be happy#happy sappy men in love#ice and his glasses#otp: things get old our love is gold
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Demon!Edwin doodle :D
Just a minor warning for under the cut: there's blood! It's not extremely graphic though
Charles: Edwin's harmless :D
Edwin:
#Man I'm just realising people have no context for the black ink lol#it's his mascara running /j#I'll post about his demonic features eventually#It just makes me think of that vine yknow 'GET YO FUCKIN DOG BITCH' It don't bite 'YES IT DO'#Because in Charles' mind HE's the violent protective 'brawn'#edwin paine#edwin payne#Demon!Edwin Au
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#resident evil 4 remake#re4r#re4redit#reedit#gamingedit#videogameedit#jack krauser#my gifs#i don't have the brain power left for captions lmao#i'm just here with some pain#re4r spoilers#ngl i cried during this part the first time i played it#because ofcourse i fuckin did
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Why tf does my new pain medication look so intense
#not trek#and after all that theres 2 tablets inside#i have 4 of these in total#bro I'm on the fuckin pain train work with me here
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which okay. I completely understand from a character standpoint why wei wuxian doesn't just carry suibian around anyway after losing his core and I'm not saying that this is a character flaw or a plot hole or wherever but every time I'm still like. ya could have made your life so much easier by just carrying the damn sword around
#I KNOW WHY HE DOESN'T like I get the pain and trauma and its the principle of the thing for him and he's a very take me as I am person etc#but I'm still like. you are making this harder for yourself then it has to be 😭#I love you but you are already lying. you could just lie a little bit more and not have to deal with all of this#its not even about being more pallitable its about not having to talk about it every 5 fuckin minutes#ghost posts#text#wwx#cqltober lb
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MINECRAFT TRALIER JUST DROPPED AND IM CRYING
THIS IS THE MOST 2014-2017 MINECRAFT IRL VIDEO I HAVE EVER SEEN WHO THOUGHT A LIVE ACTION MINECRAFT MOVIE WAS A GOOD IDEA?!?!
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IM CRYING SO HARD RIGHT NOW I HAVE SUCH MIXED FEELINGS ON THIS
THEY LOOK SO POORLY GREEN SCREENED IN 😭😭😭😭
#Minecraft#OMFG PLEASE THIS WAS SO PAINFUL TO WATCH#WHO THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE A GOOD FUCKIN IDEA#I'm gonna go cry in a corner now#Youtube#MINECRAFT WAS MY CHILDHOOD MAN WTF
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if i project on her hard enough i'll get a cane :]
#critical role#cr3#laudna#laudna cr#cr laudna#i NEED to go to a doctor#cause if my pain can be helped with physical therapy that would be nice...#idk. i'm figuring out this chronic pain stuff -_-#never realized i had it cause i was raised to just not ever talk abt my pain ever so#and i still have that guilt of feeling like i'm faking it eugh#anyway in good news i used my knee brace today and it helped ! nothing fancy but my leg wasn't throbbing in pain by the end of the day !#like it still hurt but WOW. who fuckin knew.#i really want to try and get a cane. it'd make my walk to work so much easier#and it'd mean i can go on walks with my friend TwT#but i don't think my mom would ever get me a cane if i ask or would get mad if i got one wah...#ok i shut up now :)
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I'm Very Tired and I'm gonna go to sleep, i just need t Yell Into The Void that I'm Currently In Pain and angry at the healthcare system
#This ovulation pain is kicking my ass#Something is Not Right in my whole uterus business but I'm so scared of hospitals and surgery and shit#That having a surgical procedure is just not an option for me#I'd kill to get a doctor who listens and I'd kill to get a fuckin CT or MRI scan#Sick of people telling me that my pain isn't normal and then doctors telling me they can't find any issues#Bro I got a hormonal coil two years ago and my ferritin fucking plummeted#I got said hormonal coil bevause my periods were making me really me really unwell - to the point of S. Ideation#Debilitating symptoms are MY normal so I don't KNOW anything else at the same time as I KNOW it's not normal#Rant. Small rant
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hey in case anyone needs this:
your pain doesn't have to be at high levels constantly to be valid. Chronic pain is classified as "pain lasting over three months." I don't fully agree with this definition, but it supports the fact that your pain doesn't always have to be super bad to be chronic!!!
Any level of pain, if long-term, is considered chronic pain!!! For example, I have chronic pain, but most days it's at like a 1-3 when sitting or laying down and not moving my joints, and like a 3-5 when standing or walking!! You don't always have to be in like level 7-10 pain for your pain to be valid!!!
Obviously, I'm not trying to say that people who are always in extremely high levels of pain aren't valid, or that they don't need support. I'm just saying that it's ok to not be in super high levels of pain constantly and that it doesn't mean you aren't 'disabled enough'!!
this post is about physical disability, please don't derail it
#also like please don't attack me or whatever with like#some bs like “you always have to be in insane levels of pain to be disabled!!11!!!”#like literally shut the fuck up#you don't have to meet certain criteria to consider yourself disabled???#if you feel like you have something that is#in fact#disabling#then you can fucking call yourself disabled#also like before you come for my fuckin ass about this i'm literally disabled#and am diagnosed with a physical disability#i'm also being evaluated for a chronic illness that i meet diagnostic criteria for so#like i'm literally disabled by definition so i think i get to fucking speak on it#actually disabled#physical disability#hypermobile spectrum disorder#probably heds#heds#cripple punk#cpunk#c punk#chronic pain#joint pain
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i am reaching "a cup of coffee is basically a meal right?" levels of busy + Sad
#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#i'm gambling with my guts let's fuckin gooooo will i or will i not be in agonizing pain in the bathroom later
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me holding eddie munson by the neck and squeezing. his eyes pop out like
#EDDIE MUNSON I TOLD U TO TAKE CARE OF MY FUCKING LITTLE MEOW MEOW#every time that the party takes eddie's lead in acting a certain way towards steve#an angel dies#as in i'm so vengeful i kill an angel#STEVE HARRINGTON PLS BE ADORED PLS!!!!!#eddie is safe as long as he is only making steve happy#i can't bear to put my Girl through pain#LIKE . why am i crying fr over some fic where eddie was avoiding steve re:a crush and the party thought steve did smth to eddie and???#dropped him???#and steve just BLAMED HIMSELF....#like sobbing fuckin throwing up#me punching my wall like i'm so serious about this
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mingyu's naked shoulder: several dead, many injured, at least 3 in critical condition.
#mingyu#kim mingyu#mingyu gifs#svt gifs#seventeen gifs#my gif#*mine#yeah i deleted the other one and remade them smaller What About It#i spent too long staring at them and decided i did not like how they looked#struggles of the overthinker etc etc etc#i'm like. 60% happier with these?? maybe bc they're smaller they don't LOOK as dithered idk anyway. anyway im not gonna look at them any lo#longer than i have to bc he's causing me pain#gorgeous gorgeous man my heart pounds in my chest every time i see a single fucking LICK of his skin#i hate it here you big fuckin puppy <33333#q
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#hhhhh I'll probably delete this later but if i don't physically put these thoughts somewhere I'll maybe explode.#but fuck man. shit sucks fr! I highkey think I can't go to work tomorrow but yknow how it goes!!!!#I'm caught somewhere between finally being taken seriously about my health issues#and having the most wretched mental health crisis#like on one hand fantastic! I'm being taken seriously now its gotten to the point where I cant fucking walk normally#but on the other hand oh my god holy shit. i had to get this bad???? and I'm worried. i know theres shit so much bigger than me rn going on#but I'm worried about my health. especially when I've been trying to deal with it for the better part of like.... 5 years#since i was 19!!!!#I'm 24 and worrying about whether or not I'll actually walk about with 0 pain ever again isn't that fucked.#so that's bittersweet. ive got physio tomorrow. blood tests next week#an ultrasound coming up#its ultimately a good thing im being taken seriously. if not a terrifying acceptance that everything ive been feeling has been real and#well. bad.#and like with this right is the crash of my mental health. just a fuckin nosedive man.#i have a relatively stressful job i felt out of my depth about and thus guilty for but now its a role that I've approached in constant pain#for the last few months.#i can't deal with that actually! lots of stress! lots of pain! lots of mental pain over my physical condition! my job grinding my soul!#aaaaa!!!!!!!#like i dont WANT to be unemployed either#I'd much rather be uhhhh employed! and able to save money towards actually getting Help™#but I've got to admit that i hurt too much. and its consuming my whole fucking brain.#but I'll go on#ive got my first trip out the country solo next week!! im heading to san Fransisco!!! im excited.#but I'm worried for the inevitable moment where my pains catch up with me#ill surpress it while I'm out there. try and remind myself to have a good time. return to the uk and feel a weeks worth of pain#and even THAT sucks to consider#but i should stop#rambles
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