#i'm in desperate need of a distraction

[groovygrub]

hey. got some wild news for you folks that i feel would be selfish of me not to share.

you can literally just. create your own interpretation and/or entire timeline for your favorite media (well, any media). and use that as the basis for your feelings and ideas and narrative choices when creating your own media about it. or sometimes even just when thinking about it.

like yeah it's not reality. but i doubt the original media is either. yeah it's made up. but so is the original media. we're all just playing with lil dolls and vaguely sexualized action figures and shit. go off, dude. get weird with it.

[kandicon]

*writes the same exact headcannons in slightly different scenarios over and over again*

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible

[c0rpsedemon]

there's so much manga i have to read it's unreal 😭

[thelastspeecher]

Trying real hard not to take something as a slight and trying real hard not to take that perceived slight personally and failing miserably bc I've made a couple mistakes at work recently and it doesn't matter that I caught them and one didn't even cause any issues once I fixed it and the other one I took all the steps proper to address it once I noticed it bc every time I make a mistake it's proof that I don't know what I'm doing and am terrible at my job and the guy who got hired after me is now in a role in which he'll be quality checking my paperwork and data entries and I've been really phoning it in at work bc I'm trying to stave off burnout and still dealing with grief over losing my grandmother and dog of 14 years within days of each other a few months ago

But I'm fine I'm totally fine even though my boss just told me to edit a form but the form is a PDF and I don't know how to edit it without messing up the formatting so I'm just gonna hope he forgets he suggested I do that like he forgot he suggested I make a new form for a different monitor bc I was frustrated that we didn't have a standardized form for it and thus no way to keep track of maintenance checks on it even though we report data to the fucking government and every step of the way of everything we do has to be written down somewhere

[melodic-haze]

I'VE DONE ONE OUT OF THREE SONGS I FUCKING CHEERED

Also sorry no actual ask answering rn or until I've grinded my coursework 😭😭 oops

[magicshop]

need whatever joon's new project is to come and save me ☹️

[malachitezmeyka]

It's that "spend hours sobbing my eyes out in bed for several reasons, including but not limited to the fact tomorrow is Monday, the fact my social battery has been completely drained and won't recover anytime soon, the fact my landlady is due to show up tomorrow evening and will likely piss me off again, the fact I've had the urge to write since Friday and ended up not writing even a single fucking word, the fact exam pressure keeps rising and I still don't know what to do with my life after I'm done with school, and the fact I'm both completely overwhelmed and so terribly lonely at the same time" kind of Sunday evenings

[hyperfixation-tangentopia]

Randomly got surged with love for my dog, hug your dogs everyone <3

[jaynovz]

According to my mood tracking app, the longest I have gone without writing since I started up again in Jan 2021 was ten days in a row, which was when I was in GA for xmas during the last two weeks of Dec 2021...

The overall effect on my mood when including the writing activity is pretty high, in a positive way, based on the data.

All of that to say that my current depressive slump as a result of facing the fact that I may have finally hit a hard wall of burn out, after two years of intense output?

...well, it makes sense lol.

[bau-drabbles]

How do you get moots on here? 🥲 I really want to thirst about hotch and spencer but I'm so shy alskslsksll (ps I love your blog!)

you're asking the wrong person bae, i'm in the same boat 😭 i'm so awkward, i don't even know how to talk to someone here. so i just thirst about hotch and hope someone comes along and feels the same way so we can fall into a rabbit hole on why he's so amazing and deserves everything in the world ☠🥹😩🫡

but also you're more than welcome to talk to me if you'd like :") 🤍

[shadowglens]

so i was up all night with anxiety after almost having a panic attack, and now this morning i feel like absolute crap

[swordsofsaturn]

How do I stop being literally addicted to tumblr

[sunfyredarchive]

just reminding you that i deleted the rotting asks in my inbox so consider this a revamp. if we had a thread going on that you'd like to continue, please let me know in private ( and send me a link if you can i literally lost everything ), thank you for your patience & understanding. p.s. i can also be found at @helbroth & @summerkng.

[commissionsdarian]

Update us on Five and Alir, when they're both stable at least. I read a little of what's been happening, but I obviously don't know exactly what's going on. Good luck with them!

They're fine. I mean, as fine as they can be given their injuries. But I've sorted it out as best I can. Just need to make sure Klaus and Theo are ok. They're not. But we'll just? Try

[allbeendonebefore]

thinking about my approach to personification ocs once again today and i feel like i have two lenses. the first is the Classicist Lens which is like a telescope where i have to think across lifetimes about things like the past is a foreign country and how i am using the telescope to look at a projection of a photo of a reflection of a mountain to try to describe the mountain

and then the other is i guess the modern magnifying glass which mostly involves me listening to local news and then going to municipal websites and tearing apart their information architecture.

and generally i have my ancient ocs in focus with one lens and my modern ocs in another - the truly frightening thing is one day i could just pick up the modern magnifying glass and applying it to Ancient Cities that Absolutely Still Exist! but i don't because .... because.... because....