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#but I only got a few sentences into that b4 I went to do an Autobot!DJD (AJD?) torture scene w qb Jazz where the nameless character to die
kandicon · 6 months
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*writes the same exact headcannons in slightly different scenarios over and over again*
#it all comes back to my unicron-spawn Starscream and my quintesson-built Jazz#today I worked a little on us Starscream and qb Jazz becoming friends and getting a absurdly similar dynamic to how I write Prowl and Jazz#but I stopped that to work on a memory loss fic w that Jazz fighting his way from autobots to Starscream bc he was the only one who he#trusted with a complete memory back up as another not-cybertronian#and I stopped THAT to work on a qb Jazz/Prowl fic where it's non-essential no pain killer surgery that Prowl has to do on Hazx bc he refuses#to go to medics. partially bc the surgery is completely unsafe in any firm and partly bc qb Jazz doesn't want anyone else to know what he is#(and Prowl barely knows either)#but I only got a few sentences into that b4 I went to do an Autobot!DJD (AJD?) torture scene w qb Jazz where the nameless character to die#manages to tear open his chest while fighting back and finds nothing inside#BUT that's rlly similar 2 a fic where I've done the same thing w Starscream (the chest discovery in a scuffle bit) so I reread that before#I got distracted thinking abt my Starop fic that's all Starscream doesn't have a spark because he's a ghost Optimus Prime doesn't have a#spark because he's a lab experiment gone rogue. Misunderstandings ensue. which I adore but have no idea how to fit a plot into#so bc I couldn't think of anything more than a few sentences for that I went to my fic where ALL of the command trine formed from Unicron#but Skywarp and Thundercracker died early and Starscream spends millions of years searching all of cybertron and hoping Vector Sigma#reincarnation works for unicronians too. biiiig depression angst fic. I can't decide if I want it to end in Starscream self-inducing stasis#in one of Vector Sigma's chambers or whether I want it to end w Starscream brutally murdering the new trine member the reincarnated versions#of Skywarp and Thundercracker were made with (who ftr would be Sun Storm)#n that fic reminded me of that one rewritting of the Starscream's Ghost ep where Starscream catches a glimpse of Scourge and immediately#attacks. it's barely a fight because in seconds SS is ripping through layers of armor desperately searching for Thundercracker beneath the#shell Unicron gave him. He needs Thundercracker to be there (he isn't). Only when his claws have gone completely thru Scourge's back does he#round on the armada- only to completely ignore Cyclonus and go for one of his clones (Skywarp)#and that reminded me of- *gunshots*#do u see why I only ever manage to post ponies?? I have less ideas w them so I actually finish.#I'm worried of hitting tag limit but I have plenty more of even less fleshed out fics for us Starscream and qb Jazz#(I barely said half of what's in my writing docs)
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21 March 2023 Tuesday 6:45 pmpdt
I think incubus (pain upper right back thigh 6:47 pmpdt) /miñion damaged my teeth & gums more when they visited me or remotely while I slept. Right hip bone pain 6:49 pmpdt 😤🥵😤🥵😖😭 I decided to tell another 2 memories of possible reasons incubus decided to steal my ideas 💡. 4th grade? Or 5th grade, I met a girl 👧 in my class I will call NgP. She drew very well. I loved her drawings. She drew a lot (acid throat pain 6:53 pmpdt) better than me. It wasn’t the first time I met someone in my classes who drew better than me. Usually I admired other people’s drawings drawings✍️🎨 like I admired my dad’s stuff & other older kids stuff. I could have been jealous but I don’t remember. I remember wanting to do a theme/prompt as soon as I heard it & NgP I think she expressed out loud that she wanted to do it too after I already decided in my mind I wanted to do it. She was very quick to complete the assignment b4 it was due & she let me see it. After I saw 👀 it/read her book 📚 I psyched myself out that I can’t think 💭 of anything better than her idea 💡. I can’t remember how I did it. I might have returned it ?& then from my memory I sorta copied her. I’m not sure now Bcz I barely remember that part. I believe our teacher 👩‍🏫 noticed & told her. She confronted me about it & I acted like I didn’t know what she was talking about but I felt shame. I don’t think I did it again. After that I think I tried to be more honest with a few exceptions: I wrote a book 📖 report summary on mathilda the movie 🎥. Usually books 📖 & movies have differences & this one girl 👧 who had a tamagotchi I left on a desk after she let 7:08 pmpdt (sounded like my door 🚪 was touched 7:09 pmpdt) & then was stolen by someone, she questioned me about a parrot 🦜 & that’s how I realized that those were different. I felt bad for years that I lied 🤥 to her & the teacher 👩‍🏫 with my submission but if there were many differences I probably was caught, but maybe the teacher 👩‍🏫 passed on disciplining me until next time. In school 🏫 when I am not honest about doing homework 📚 I’m the one who gets cheated Bcz it’s me who has to have skills to do something. 7:14 pmpdt 7:15 pmpdt 7:16 pmpdt
8:02 pmpdt & the UCB mistake I wrote about some posts ago. 8:03 pmpdt
12:42 am pdt Wednesday 22 March 2023 incubus is torturing my feet 🦶 & elbows. I think 💭 I touched the kids hip with the tricycle. &. Incubus already got me back for it when I rode the razor scooter 🛴 in frisco. He probably got me back 100x worse than what that kid got. Maybe 🤔 even a billion times worse! & I (vag acid pain 12:46 am pdt) also probably prepaid for it when I flew over my bike 🚴🏼 handles when I was around ≈11 years old trying to learn to ride with out training wheels. I wrote about probably 100 posts ago. 12:48 am pdt Middle school 🏫 dances were cheap plus it bought me the opportunity to see my current crush 😻 if he chose to go which unfortunately for me? He didn’t. In high school 🏫 I only went to one prom & bought 2 high school 🏫 year books 📚 Bcz all those were expensive. I went to prom Bcz every one else in my clique was choosing to go but I think 💭 people were starting to think 💭 I was weird which probably was Bcz I hit my head a lot & I don’t think 💭 anyone realized it Bcz they didn’t see it - people in my clique. They got a hotel 🏨 room but didn’t invite me. They really wanted a younger guy in our clique to come so I think 💭 that was the only reason they told me to come. After a few dances with me (which I didn’t know how to do properly I think 💭 it probably hurt 😞 the way I did it. But he didn’t tell me & he ran away from me & danced with someone else. I don’t think I was myself that night but incubus will probably say differently. 12:57 am pdt
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incubus is hurting my feet again. 2:40 am pdt I want to paste a YouTube.com link here. 2:41 am pdt
22 March 2023 Wednesday 12:22 pmpdt I realized that prom sentence is a little misleading Bcz I did go to cheaper high school dances. 12:23 I don’t remember how many. At least 2. I think middle school dances were more fun than high school dances. 12:25 pmpdt
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yootaesowlwrites · 4 years
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Request by: Mi1234ll
Request: B4 and b27 with Carlos?
Prompts: B4*- “Grab The Headboard For Me, Will Ya?” & B27*- “Don’t Be Gentle.”
A/N: I’m sorry, but there isn’t a detailed sex scene this time, .
Warnings: Cocky!Carlos, One night stand, explicit language, Pre-Covid-19, drinking, public touching, nude, getting eaten out, face sitting, cum swallowing, handjob, safe sex mentioned.
Word Count: 2.5K
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It was a night for celebrations when Carlos had got back home after getting his first podium with McLaren, as soon as they were back home they went to a club to celebrate with the team, once they arrived the place was already packed with music blaring through the speakers as sweaty bodies danced to the beat, or tried, they made their way towards the bar and ordered some shots for every, (Y/n) sat on the other end of the bar watching her friends dance with people they had met earlier, she had once again lost out and hadn’t found anybody that piqued her interest, she stirred the cosmopolitan before taking a sip from the drink, her eyes moved away from the dance floor to stare at her drink, Carlos picked up his shot glass and tossed his head back as he tossed the drink down his throat, he lowers the glass and cheered with his friends before h looked around the bar, his eyes fall on (Y/n) as she sat by herself looking almost miserable, he quickly excused himself from his friends and made his way towards her.
“Hello,” Carlos says as he comes to a stop behind her, (Y/n) takes in a deep breath as yet another guy greeted her, she turns to look at the person and send him on his way only for her words to get caught in her throat, her eyes moved over his face as she took in his dark brown eyes. “Can I buy you a drink or at least pay for the one you’re currently drinking?” He took a seat in the empty chair next to her.
“Well, we have a tab open, I doubt you’d want to pay for everyone’s drink.” (Y/n) says as she felt heat run up her veins.
“We?” Carlos questions as his brows furrowed. “As in you and your…?” He trails off, hoping she would tell him that she was single.
“Friends.” (Y/n) finishes his sentence.
“You and your friends,” Carlos says as he nods his head, but he still didn’t know if she was available or not.
“Yes, although they have abandoned me.” (Y/n) says as she glanced towards the dance floor, her friends still clung to the people as they tried to dance, (Y/n) looks back at Carlos. “I’m (Y/n).” She extended her arm towards her.
“Nice to meet you, (Y/n),” Carlos says as he took hold of her hand. “Carlos.” He could feel her soft delicate skin underneath his touch.
“So, what brings you here, Carlos?” (Y/n) ask as she releases his hand and placed it on her lap.
“Celebration, and you, what brings you here?” Carlos asks.
“A night out to let loose.” (Y/n) says, it was a month thing for (Y/n) and her friends, they would go to the club and hoped they would have a fun night, Carlos glanced towards the dance floor, unsure who her friends were.
“Well, it looks like you’re not having any fun,” Carlos says as he returns his gaze to her, the lights flickered around them, the lights creating a slight illumination on her.
“Nobody’s caught my interest.” (Y/n) says. “Yet.” Her eyes fall from his face to his chest before moving lower, she could see the outline of his body through the white t-shirt he wore, he moved closer to her and placed his hand on her knee, watching her reactions carefully.
“No?” Carlos says. “Have I not caught your eye?” He made sure she didn’t tense as his hand moved higher up her exposed thigh, he didn’t want to pressure a woman he had just met into something she didn’t want to do, but she has yet to make a move to remove his hand from her thigh.
“You are quite good looking, but I’m not convinced that you’re what I’m looking for.” (Y/n) says causing Carlos to chuckle, he started to trace circular patterns on her inner thigh.
“Then let me convince you that I am what you are looking for,” Carlos says, she could feel her body tingling with excitement as she felt his hand on her inner thigh, heat pooled between her legs.
“If you think you’re worthy, I will give you a minute to convince me.”
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An hour had barely passed when (Y/n) and Carlos stumbled into a nearby hotel, quickly checking into a room for the night before making their way towards the elevator, once the doors shut with them inside, Carlos pressed her up against the mirror walls as his lips brush against her, her lips felt soft against his lips as the kiss deepens, they barely realized the doors had opened on their floor as the kiss became rougher.
“Mhm.” (Y/n) tries to speak against his lips as she saw the floor number, they break the kiss and quickly step out of the elevator and make their way down the hallway towards the room, Carlos quickly unlocked the door and stepped aside to allow (Y/n) to enter first, his eyes fall to her ass as she walked past him entering the room, he followed her inside and placed the ‘Do not disturb’ sign on the door before shutting the door, the room appeared to luxurious, but they barely noticed the expensive things as they rushed towards the nearest bedroom, she quickly removed her heels as he discarded his shoes and socks before closing the space between them, his hands gripper her hips as he pulled her body against his, she placed her hands on either side of his face before pulling him in for another kiss, his hands moved to the back of her dress and quickly found the zipper, his fingers fumbled with it for a few seconds before he pulled it open, he tugs at the dress before it felt to the floor and pooled around her feet, she steps out from the dress and felt the cool air from the room surround her casing her to shiver from the cold.
Carlos’s hands moved down to her thing, the only thing still clinging to her skin as she had decided against a bra for the night, they break the kiss as their lungs became to feel the effects from the lack of hair, (Y/n) took in a deep breath as her lungs felt on fire while Carlos’s fingers curled around her thong while peppering kisses down her jawline, he tugged the thong down before releasing it to fall to the ground, she steps away from the thin fabric and took hold of his hand and started leading him to the bed.
“I wanna taste you.” Carlos suddenly says, his words taking her by surprise. “Eat you out.” She looks back at him as her eyes darken with lust.
“Soon.” (Y/n) says, she wasn’t used to men willingly wanting to eat her out, they usually used their fingers before deciding it was time for the deed, Carlos tugged at her arm, pulling her against him, his free hand moved between her legs and felt the warmth coming from her as the heat stepped through her folds.
“Soon?” Carlos questioned, her eyes closed halfway as she felt his fingers ghostly brushing over her folds. “You feel ready now.”
“You caused that at the club when you kept teasing me.” (Y/n) says as she releases his hand. “But if you’re that eager to taste me, we can skip the touching, and you can dive right in, I’m already so damn wet for you.” She moves to sit on the bed only for him to stop her.
“Oh, no, I want you to sit on my face while I eat you out.” A devious smile tugged at the corner of her lips, it would be her first time sitting on top of somebody’s face.
“Well, I’m not gonna turn that down.” (Y/n) says as her fingers curl around his white t-shirt. “But we should remove this, I wouldn’t want to make it dirty.” She begins lifting his shirt, her knuckles brushing against his warm skin, the ghostly touch sending shivers up his spine and he was left to imagine how it would feel once her hands wrapped around his growing cock, he lifts his arms letting her remove the shirt, she tosses it aside while stepping away from the bed, he quickly climbed on then ed and moved to the middle of it, she quickly joined him on the bed.
“Ready?” Carlos asks, she carefully climbs on top of him and his arms wrapped around her thighs, his hands digging into the skin on her inner thigh, her moist pussy hovered above his face. “Why don’t you grab the headboard for me, won’t ya?” (Y/n) placed her hands on the hard wooden headboard, tightening her grip on it as she waited for him to begin, she could feel his breath blowing against her warm wet pussy, causing her to shudder in excitement while a knot slowly formed inside her. “You’re so wet.” She barely had time to respond when she felt his tongue move between her folds.
“OH!” (Y/n) gasps snarly at the sudden foreign contact, his tongue flicked over her clit and a shock wave of pleasure ran up her spine as her fingers gripped the headboard tighter, the pleasurable feeling of his tongue moving between her folds and licking her clit almost sent her over the edge, it was something she had yet to experience. “Oh, oh, right there!” She could feel his hands on her inner thigh tightening, his lips wrap around her sensitive nub. “OH, MHM!” As he sucked at her clit, her insides were set ablaze from the pleasure, her mind fogged up as nothing else mattered but the pleasure he was causing her, she could feel the knot inside her tightening as the pleasure became more, the once cold air that surrounded them now felt hot and thick, the cream satin sheets on the bed stuck to her legs as a thin layer of sweat formed on her skin. “SKSK!” His lips moved away from her clit and his tongue moved towards her slit before moving back to her clit, she throws her head back in pleasure as her breathing became hard, deep and rapid, the sounds of her breathing and Carlos eating her out filled the room, the sinful sounds seeming to motivate him, his tongue circled around her slit before he died his tongue inside her.
“OH, GO- CARLOS!” (Y/n) screamed as the immense pleasure running through her, she could feel her clit twitch with pleasure as her toes curl in pleasure while her grip on the headboard became tighter. “CAR- OH- CARLOS!” His tongue darted in and other slit causing the tension to tighten inside her, her skin felt ablaze as her eyes rolled to the back of her head before her eyelids fell close. “I’m- oh, oh- close.” She breathes out, he flattens hit gone against her pussy and licked a stride towards her clit before flicking his tongue back and forth over her clit, her muscles tightened and Carlos could feel how close she was.
“Mhm.” Carlos hums, the vibrations travelled through her body, sending her towards her edge.
“Oh, oh, oh.” (Y/n) moans out as her mind became clouded with pleasure, her body quivered with pleasure and the tension continued to build up inside her, it continued to build until it broke and pleasure washed over her body, fireworks seemed to go off behind her eyelids as Carlos’s tongue moved back to her slit and lapped at her slit as she released against his mouth, his tongue darting around as he lapped everything up, not wanting to miss a drop, she lowers her head as her toes uncurl, her grip on the headboard loosens as her eyes slowly open, she takes in a deep breath and felt his grip on her thighs loosening, she climbs off from him and saw his chin covered with her wetness, her eyes move down his toned torso before stopping at his jeans and stared at the bulge in his jeans, her hands reached for his jeans, one hand unbutton them and the other one unzipping them, she scoots lower and begins to tug them down, he lifts his hip for the bed allowing her to easily remove them.
“You tasted so good,” Carlos says as his jeans reached his ankles, she quickly pulls them over his feet and dropped it to the ground before she placed her hands on his legs, she slowly slides her hand up towards his underwear, the touch leaving a burning trail behind on his skin, her fingers curl around the fabric and she carefully pulled it down, his hard cock standing tall as she pulled his underwear down, her eyes stared at his length while quickly pulling the fabric down his legs and quickly discarding it. “Like what you see?” She quickly moved closer to his cock, her hand gently wraps around the base of his cock and twisted her hand around as she moved her hand upwards, he closes his eyes and focused on the pleasure her hands were causing him, as her hand moved upwards his pre-cum dripped from the tip, she licks her lips as she watches it slowly roll down his length before stopping against her hand, she slides her thumb over the tip, coating her thumb with his pre-cum before spreading it over his cock. “Mhm.” Her hand twists around his cock as her hand moved down his length, her other hand reached for his balls and softly took them in her hands. “Oh.” Her hand carefully played with his balls while her other hand moved up and down his length, brushing her thumb over his tip each time she reached the top of his cock. “Your hands feel so good.” She could see his muscles stiffening as he was getting closer to his release, each stroke over his balls and cock felt incredible to him and edged him closer to his high, he couldn’t describe the pleasure he felt from just her hands. “I need to be inside you, now.”
“You’ve got a condom, right?” (Y/n) asks as she continued to stroke him, she wasn’t going to let him near her unless he had protection.
“Yes, in the pocket of my jeans,” Carlos answered, she unwraps her hand from his length and her other hand released his balls, she climbs off the bed and picks his jeans up, she reached into his pocket and pulled out a silver packet, she hands it to him as she dropped the jeans back down to the floor, he tore the packet open as he moved to sit on the edge of the bed, he took out the protection from the packet while she stepped closer to him, he dropped the empty silver packet to the floor and rolled the condom over his cock, once he secured the condom he reached for hips, his fingers digging into her skin as he pulled her closer to him, she placed her hands on his shoulders before he laid back down on the bed, she could feel his length brushing against the inside of her thigh.
“Remember, don’t be gentle.” (Y/n) purrs into his ear.
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Indomitable
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Pairing:   Sebastian Stan / Plus Size Reader
Words:  1.5k
A/N:  Written for @the-ss-horniest-book-club​ endless quarantine as long as there are prompts we’ll write them thingy, and a prompt from @prunes-said-bucky​.  I’ve never written Sebastian before, never really considered it TBH, since he’s not just a character to play with but hey, I gave it a shot.  Hope it’s not horrific.
Warnings:  Angst, body shaming, emotional hurt/comfort, fluff, strong and confident plus size reader, emotional support, kissing and teasing, no smut.
There is a section that contains a list of body shaming comments.  This is a block quote with ######### at the start and end, so feel free to skip over those if you are so inclined.
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***FINAL REMINDER TO READ THE WARNINGS FOLKS***
Sebastian slumped back in his chair.  The computer screen glared at him accusingly as bile rose in his throat.  He did this.  He failed to protect you.  His career, and the whole shebang that went with it; toxic.
There were good parts, hell, there were great parts, but this… this wasn’t one of them.  His fans were usually great.  Kind, accepting, fun, keen, and dedicated.  He loved Winter’s Children and gave as much of himself as he could while maintaining a balance that kept him sane.
You were part of that. Far removed from the lime light, you were a nobody.  A regular person.  Not tied to the entertainment industry in anyway other than being his girlfriend. The world barely knew you existed and he worked hard to keep it that way.
Until now.
“Hey, sweetie!”  You knocked on the study door after letting yourself into his apartment, peeking in to see him at his desk.  “You need anything?  I’m just about to make some fresh coffee.”  You smiled knowingly; he loved his coffee
“Oh, hey, yeah sure.” Sebastian scrambled to shut the screen off so you wouldn’t see what he was reading.  “Thanks, babe.”  He smiled back.
“Oooohh, was that porn?” You smirked, coming to stand behind him, resting your hands on his shoulders and feeling tension there.  “Discovering something new you want to try, huh?”  You teased a little to lighten the mood. Something had him stressed out.
He sighed, leaning his head back to rest against your stomach.  From there he looked up at you, past your boobs, with worry in his big blue eyes.
“I wish it was porn.”
“Skype audition not go so well?”  You massaged his taut trapezius until he moaned lightly, relaxing under your touch.  You slid your hands into the neck of his shirt, smoothing them over his chest, feeling the light prickle of stubble where his chest hair was starting to grow back in.  “Want to talk about it?”
He wrapped his hands around your wrists, stilling you gently.  The nervous lick of his lips concerned you.
“Oh, the audition went great.”  He sat up, swivelling his chair to face you where he tugged on your hips to sit you across his lap.  “It’s what came after that I need to talk to you about.”
You could see something was really eating him up but you let him get to it in his own time.
“I spoke to Elaine.”
“Social media manager, Elaine?”  You knew every member of team of people who Sebastian relied on in his career. Elaine had been with Seb for years, helping him managing his social media presence, and she was very good at what she did.
“Right.”  He stroked your lower back absently.  “Well, I called her because some pictures got out.  Of us.”
You knew he tried to keep you separate from all the media stuff.  He needed a safe haven, and he also didn’t want to ruin your life with paparazzi hounding you and gossip sites dissecting your whole existence.
“Of the other week when we went out comet watching and ended up getting jiggy in the back of your car?” You teased.
He laughed, scrunching his face up in that cute way you loved.  “No.”  He grinned. “Surprisingly, not that.”
“Phew,” you play acted utter relief, “thank heavens my tatas didn’t make it onto TMZ.”
“You’re amazing, you know that right?”  He squeezed his arms around your waist.
“Yeah, I know,” you beamed, “caught you, hook, line and sinker, didn’t I?”  You murmured into his hair, pressing a kiss there.  “What’s up?”
“I don’t really know how to deal with this, y/n.  It’s everything I’ve always tried to shield you from.”
You tightened your arms around his shoulders, reassuringly.  This really wasn’t like him at all.  “Just show me.”
 The pictures were fine. Seb and you, sat on a wall by the banks of the Danube, eating charcoal black ice cream in the sun.  Holding hands by the stalls of a street market. Him stealing a kiss while you laughed at something he said.  They were older photos from a trip you took to Romania the year before.  You smiled, remembering the fun you had there.  Seb’s boy-like exuberance as he rediscovered his country of birth with you.  They were great memories.
It was the bitchy comments that he was concerned about.
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Why would someone as hot as him be with someone like her?
Ikr, she fat
Who is she?  Nvr seen her b4
Not surprised we’ve never seen her.  I’d be embarrassed to bee seen with her too.
Pity fuck
Maybe it’s for a role.
Guurrrllll… Swap that ice cream for a salad.
She’s disgusting! Sebby what are you doing?!!!
Look at that fat body! What a waste of a pretty face…
Pretty? Lol pretty ugly.
What does he see in her?
He looks younger in this. Must’ve already dumped her fat ass.
She’s curvy?  Maybe he likes that. Not my cup of tea though.
Curvy like the Michelin man lol
Definitely not the right clothes for your body type sweetie… dress appropriately.
Lost all respect for Seb now UGH!
Look at that cellulite!
Seabass meets a whale lol
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You glanced through the comments.  Most were positive but some were brutal.  You could see why he was upset by these.  He cared a great deal about his fans but this was making him consider if it was worth the effort.
Sebastian swallowed nervously, looking up into your eyes.
“You’re worried about how I feel about this?”
“Of course I am.”  His tone was pleading.  “I love you.  I never wanted you to get dragged into any of this crap, but look at them!”  He was getting agitated.  “I’m going to tell Elaine to take it all down, I’m done.”
“What’s that going to prove, huh?”  You soothed.
“Nothing.  But it’ll be gone, right?  No more fan stuff if they can’t respect both of us.”
“I dunno, it seems a shame to deprive your good and loyal fans of their sexy seabass,” you winked at him, “besides if the things people did online got to me I’d have drawn a line in the sand at some of that filthy dirty fan fiction they like to write.”
“C’mon, y/n, I’m being serious,” he begged with his eyes.  “They can’t talk about you like this.  It’s shitty and they’re completely wrong.”
“Babe.”  You levelled a steady gaze at him.  “I don’t care what these people think.”  Stroking your fingers soothingly through his hair, you scratched and massaged gently.  “The only people whose opinions matter about any of that stuff are right here in this room, okay?”
Seb sighed and hid his face in your plush bosom, and for a while neither of you spoke.  He relaxed, breathing slowing until you thought he’d fallen asleep.  You trailed your fingers across the back of his neck and to the sensitive place below his ear.
“If you keep at that there’s going to be trouble.”  Muffled against your chest you could feel him smirking.
“I like trouble.”  You whispered with a cheeky grin as he lifted his head.
“Thanks for distracting me.” He stretched up to place a chaste kiss on your lips.  “I think I know what to do.”
“Oh?”  You chuckled as he scooted the wheels of the chair closer to the desk with you still in his lap.  You tried to give him some space but he held you firm.
“Stay put,” he shifted so you were stable again, “this’ll take 2 seconds.”
Sebastian fired off an email to Elaine, letting her know everything was fine.  You weren’t concerned by the comments but he suggested letting a few of his top most trusted fans to help moderate the official site.  Let them get invested in the two of you as a facet of his brand.  You were definitely here to stay.
He counted himself the luckiest man alive to have found someone so caring, kind and gentle as you, but also someone so confident and steadfast.  Your spirit was unbreakable.  You were his rock, the foundations on which he grew and thrived.
 “So, now that you’re done righting wrongs, what’s the plan for today?”  You asked sweetly.  “You asked me to sleep over on a work day, so…”
“Well, first of all,” he eyed you mischievously, “I’m going to reiterate how much I love every single inch of you.”
“I like the sound of that,” you simpered.
“Do you?”  He teased.
“I do.”
“Good,” Seb nuzzled your neck seductively.  “Then we’re going to go out to eat,” he nipped your ear with his teeth.  “I made reservations.”
“Sounds… public.”  You sighed, distracted.
“Don’t care.”
“Okay…”
“And then,” he pulled back to look you in the eyes.  “Then, I want to talk to you about getting a place together.”
“You had this planned? You kissed him between sentences.
“I did.”
“Seems rushed.”
“Four years is plenty long enough,” he murmured.
“Ok,” you smiled against his lips, “but I’m keeping my apartment.”
“Of course.”  He slid his hands into your hair ready to deepen the kiss but paused.  “Where else is all your craft stuff going to live?”
Laughter rang out as you swatted at him and he tickled your waist.  The world could do whatever the hell it wanted.  As long as you both had each other, there was nothing else you needed, and nothing you needed to prove.
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Summary: You were a weapons expert and creator for Kingsmen and you’d been working yourself to the bone since the Golden Circle was disbanded. Eggsy Unwin, your close friend and crush that you refused to acknowledge, notices that you’re exhausted. You dismiss his offer to help you relax, but after he tucks you into bed after you fell asleep in your workshop, some feelings come out that you weren’t expecting.
A/N: Alright, mthfckers, I finished it! With all the stuff in my brain, I finally managed to get it all out on the page! I hope you like it, and this is my first time posting smut, so PLEASE tell me what you think of it!
Warnings: some angst, insecurity, canon divergence from Kingsmen: The Golden Circle, some alcohol, Eggsy being a bit of a dick for awhile, SMUT (do NOT read if you’re under 18), oral (m and f receiving), unprotected sex (wrap it b4 you tap it), vaginal sex, lots of kissing and fluff, dirty talk, swearing
Word Count: 6730
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“What’s a gorgeous girl like you doing in a place like this?” a familiar voice rang in your ear. You rolled your eyes as you turned around to be met with hazel green eyes.
“Working, Eggsy,” you shot back with a raised brow.
“C’mon, love, no need to be so coarse,” he smirked at you.
“Yeah, there is, because I know you’re just here to bug me instead of letting me actually get some work done,” you scoffed with another eyeroll.
You designed and created weapons/armor for the Kingsmen, and ever since the merger with the Statesmen, your work was now even more worldwide than before. Designing and creating weapons ran in your family; your family had been doing this exact job for the Kingsmen since the organization was founded.
You loved creating something from nothing, and then figuring out how to incorporate it into the style and espionage of the Kingsmen. It stimulated your brain perfectly, combining both creative and technical techniques. Testing the weapons was quite entertaining as well.
It was true what they said about loving your job and never working a day in your life, or at least it was true for you.
Eggsy, though, was the one part of your job that made you dread going to work on occasion. He loved to bug you with annoying and needless questions.
It hadn’t always been like this, though. When Eggsy first became a Kingsman, you were still in your “apprenticeship” with your family and several master craftsmen. Your post was already guaranteed with the secret organization, but due to a minor accident from your youth, your actual apprenticeship started a year late.
Of course, you’d been creating things since before you could speak in full-fledged sentences, but the rules had to be followed.
So, Eggsy had been a Kingsman for six months when you finally arrived to begin your actual job. He’d already used a few of your weapons and had no idea what your job was supposed to be when Merlin introduced you.
“So, uh, who are you? Too lovely to be a Kingsman, ain’t ya?” he’d asked you.
Your ears burned but you kept your cool. You’d always been better with technology than people. “I’m Y/N,” you introduced yourself. “I create the weapons.”
“Oh really?” he asked with a smirk. You nodded. “Well, quite a talented lovely thing, aren’t ya? I’m surprised, though, ‘cause I thought that our current guy, Greg, was too young to retire or whateva.”
“That’s my uncle,” you said. “He’s 68, Mr. Unwin. He doesn’t look it, but he is.”
“So, why’d you get the job?” he then asked with narrowed eyes.
“Their family has been designing and creating our weapons since the organization began, Eggsy,” Merlin stepped in. “They are incredibly talented with technology and creativity. Y/N is especially talented; probably the most talented yet.”
“Oh, Merlin, you exaggerate,” you laughed, bumping his shoulder slightly. “Always been one for dramatics, of course.”
“Well, I look forward to usin’ your creations, Y/N,” Eggsy said with a grin. “You goin’ to the bar for the agent party?”
“Yeah,” you said with a small sigh, “I have to.”
“Oh, it won’t be that bad, Y/N!” Merlin reassured you.
“Not a fan of parties, eh?” Eggsy asked rhetorically. “Stick with me, love, and you’ll be fine. I’ll see you at the party tomorrow,” he winked as he strode away.
At the party, you were surprised to see Eggsy flirting with you. You flirted back to the best of your abilities, though most of it was you looking away sheepishly and trying to keep your heartrate down.
It continued like that for several weeks and a handful of parties. You got close to Eggsy, at least as friends, and he continued to flirt with you. His winks would make your heart skip happily, and his pet names made your soul soar. You’d never been around anyone quite like Eggsy.
One day, though, it all went crashing down.
Eggsy invited you and Merlin out to a club to unwind after a particularly tense mission. You always worked backup for Merlin during missions that would be difficult. That one had everyone on the edge of their seats and hoping everything would work out smoothly.
At the club, Eggsy handed you your favorite drink with a wink, then went off to find the friends he’d invited. Merlin was off talking to a handsome man, but Eggsy promised that he’d be right back to “give you all his attention.” And you believed him, because he had never given you a reason to doubt him.
You waited patiently for Eggsy to return, sipping slowly on your drink as you blended into the crowd like you always did. As you waited, you’d typed a few ideas for more tech on your phone. When you heard Eggsy’s bright laugh, you turned with hope in your eyes.
The hope quickly died.
Eggsy was wrapped around an incredibly leggy, thin woman, mouthing at her neck as she ran her hands through his hair. The man straightened as they reached the bar, ordering a few drinks. It was then that you saw his friends had followed behind him. You decided to watch for a few more minutes before you’d make your exit.
After the woman shouted about going to the bathroom, Eggsy’s friend Jamal began to shout as well. You were glad you’d worn your “secret ears” that allowed you to listen to conversations that were far away. They also allowed you to filter out noises and hone in on the conversation you wanted; these were a new prototype and you had known tonight would be a good opportunity to test them more.
“Eggsy,” Jamal began, “what about that one girl you’ve been workin’ with? Thought you had a thing for her, with how you talk about her.”
“Ya mean Y/N?” Eggsy waved the man off as he downed a shot. “She’s not the type for some fun, ya know? Realized tha’ when I saw her earlier, covered in oil from a project.”
The men laughed as your eyes misted over with tears.
Eggsy had only been nice and had flirted with you because he wanted some “fun,” not because he saw you as a friend or potential girlfriend.
You’d left the club immediately after that, refusing to cry as you made your way home. To your happiness, you didn’t cry about the deception at all. You had been deceived before, so your recovery from this one was short.
Eggsy continued to be nice to you at work, but you stopped attempting to flirt back. Instead, you would do your best to keep all conversations professional, to a spine-straightening point. Eventually, he stopped attempting to flirt so much, and you allowed a few nonprofessional conversations until you both became genuine friends.
Still, sometimes you’d think about his deception and your heart would ache. And sometimes, well, you really were infatuated with him. As much as you hated it and tried to push it away, you had a crush on the handsome, sweet agent.
Even though you were friends now, with your crush always pushed away, sometimes you really couldn’t handle him in your space. It was certainly one of those days.
“Why, Y/N, I would never distract you from your work, certainly not on purpose!” Eggsy said dramatically.
With another roll of your eyes, you picked up your blowtorch. You lowered your goggles down over your eyes again and began to solder the metal carefully.
“Y/N,” Eggsy repeated your name. When you didn’t answer, he repeated your name until you couldn’t take it anymore.
You whirled around with your blowtorch still on, glaring at him through your tinted goggles. “What?” you growled menacingly.
Eggsy flinched in surprise, not used to seeing you look so threatening. “I, uh, I was wondering if you’d go over some things from the previous mission with me?”
You narrowed your eyes and he quickly waved his tablet at you. Ever since the majority of the organization had been lost due to the Golden Circle, you were taking on many more responsibilities. Merlin, now in a wheelchair, was focused on recruiting new agents with Harry, who had adopted the pseudonym Lancelot, allowing Eggsy to remain Galahad.
“Fine,” you sighed heavily, “just let me finish this prototype. Okay? And don’t bug me or I’ll melt those lips right off your face.”
“Right,” Eggsy seemed to believe your threat, turning away and allowing you to finish what you were doing.
You were trying to develop working legs for Merlin, but he didn’t want any like Gazelle’s, or the kind of prosthesis Charlie had for his arm. Merlin wanted legs that were sophisticated and functional as actual legs, not weapons. He refused to go back out into the field, no matter the circumstance, stating that he was much too old now. You knew that it was total garbage, but you couldn’t blame him. And, well, he really did love to be working behind the scenes; it was what he was best at.
“Okay,” you announced as you pushed your goggles onto your forehead and pulled off your gloves. You removed your apron and tossed it on the table before crossing over to Eggsy. The man gave you a small smile, noticing your overall tense posture.
“When was the last time you got laid, Y/N?” he asked you suddenly.
You looked at him sharply in shock. “Excuse me?”
“When did you last get some, Y/N?” he chuckled. “Like, when was the last time you orgasmed? Or had someone rock your world?”
You rolled your eyes again and calmed your heartrate as you snatched the tablet from his hands. As you scanned the electronic paperwork, you could feel Eggsy’s eyes burning into the side of your face.
“I’ll take your silence as you saying that it’s been awhile,” he smirked at you.
“It’s none of your business,” you snapped, shoving the tablet back at him. “Your paperwork looks fine; everything looks in order. I signed it. Now let me get back to these damn legs, alright?”
You put your goggles back on as you sat down, making them focus on the wiring you had in front of you, making sure to turn off the tint of the goggles. You grasped your tweezers in steady hands as you got back to work.
“You know, Y/N,” Eggsy’s smooth voice interrupted your journey to your working zone, “I could help out with that orgasm problem ya have.” He was leaning on your table and looking down at you with unreadable green eyes.
You scowled at him. “Nice offer, Eggsy,” you drawled, “but I’m fine. Now please leave, I really do need to focus on this work.”
Eggsy stared at you for a few more moments before nodding. “Alright, love, sorry for disrupting ya. Make sure ya get some rest tonight, okay? You need it.”
“I will, Eggsy,” you said as genuinely as you could.
The agent smiled at you tenderly and pressed a kiss to your forehead like he often did when you were stressed. As soon as he left, the door closing behind him, you let your head fall into your hands.
You really were tired. You’d been putting in way too many hours, but no one knew about it, and your skills were needed. No one knew that you were staying well into the night in your workshop, sometimes even sleeping on a cot in the corner. Not even Merlin or Harry knew, being much too busy with waves of recruits.
You yanked your goggles down around your neck and rubbed your tired eyes. After a mental debate about whether or not to think about Eggsy and his stupid offer, you heaved a deep sigh. He had been right, of course, but he didn’t need the ego boost of knowing that for sure. You’d never been a horny person, not really. Sure, sex was nice, but it wasn’t like you needed it or craved it, not the way Eggsy seemed to.
After a few moments of irritated thoughts running through your head, you pulled your goggles back up and got back to work.
 You were woken up by the feeling of being in the air. As you opened drowsy eyes, you saw Eggsy above you and looking forward stoically.
“Eggsy?” you mumbled while you rubbed the blurriness from your eyes. “What’s goin’ on? What time is it?”
“It’s two a.m., Y/N,” he sighed as he looked down at you. “I had a feeling that you weren’t going to go home tonight, so I came to check on ya. Lo and behold, I find you asleep on your desk, goggles still on and still holding those tweezers.” He chuckled at the memory. “So, I figured I’d take you to an actual bed so you could get some actual sleep.”
“How are we moving?” you asked as a yawn graced your face.
“Uh, I’m carryin’ you, love,” he raised a brow at you.
“Huh? How? I weigh so much more than you.”
“You’re not as heavy as you think,” he rolled his eyes. “Besides, I’m an agent, I work out all the time. But really, you’re not as heavy as you seem to think.”
You huffed but found yourself too sleepy to argue. The sleepiness was taking over as you nuzzled into Eggsy’s chest, drifting back into a light slumber.
When Eggsy gently lowered you onto your bed in the residential area of headquarters, you woke up again. Your sleepy mind registered the man taking off your shoes and socks, then tucking you in. He even went so far as to plug in your phone for you.
You reached out and tugged on his pinky as he looked around the room. His green eyes looked down at you and you smiled at him sleepily. “Thanks, Eggsy,” you mumbled, “you’re a good person. Even if,” you paused to yawn, “you annoy me on purpose.”
Eggsy chuckled and ruffled your hair. As you drifted off to sleep, your mind barely registered the man kissing your forehead and whispering, “I love you, Y/N.”
 You woke up with a start, not quite realizing where you were. As you looked around and saw familiar furnishings, you knew you were in your room at headquarters. You rarely used the room, though, even though you often slept at headquarters.
A light snore drew your eyes to the corner of the room, where Eggsy was sleeping on the recliner. His hat was over his eyes and his shoes were next to the chair.
You ran your hand over your face and over the top of your head, managing to smooth it down a bit. After checking the time and realizing you’d slept a full eight hours, you swung your legs over the side of the beg and crossed to Eggsy.
“Eggsy,” you gently shook his shoulder. “Eggsy,” you sang gently, a tender smile on your lips. “C’mon, Unwin, time to wake up.”
The man grumbled and you snatched the hat from its spot over his eyes. “Ugh, bright!” he complained, throwing his arm over his face. “Y/N,” he whined.
“C’mon, Eggsy, you gotta wake up,” you chuckled. “It’s like 10:30 in the morning.”
He was suddenly scrambling to sit up properly, his eyes wide. The panicked green looked at you and calmed ever so slightly, but then he demanded, “What day is it?”
“Um, Saturday?” you answered hesitantly. After a quick check of your phone, you nodded and repeated, “Saturday.”
Eggsy let out a deep sigh of relief and leaned back into the recliner. “Thank goodness,” he breathed. “You have no idea how happy I am to not be hungover on a Saturday… though I guess I have you to thank for that.”
“Hey, I didn’t ask you to come check on me,” you muttered bitterly.
“I wanted to,” Eggsy informed you with a tone that said it should be obvious. “I was worried about you, Y/N. You really have been stressed lately. I should’ve noticed sooner. Hell, I didn’t even see that cot you’ve been sleeping on in the workshop until last night.”
“Oh, I have?” you asked innocently as you pulled a clean shirt out of the closet.
“You’ve been so incredibly tense, Y/N,” Eggsy stated.
“I guess you’re right,” you shrugged as you bent to look through your pile of old leggings at the bottom of your closet. You wanted to get out of the ones you were in.
Eggsy was right behind you as you straightened. His eyes were dark with an unreadable expression, and it made you shiver in a surprisingly delicious way.
“You know, I was serious when I said I could help you relax, Y/N,” he nearly purred in a low voice. “I could help you, if you let me.”
You felt arousal and indignation rise in your chest and you found yourself whirling around to poke him in the chest in anger. “You don’t know what I need,” you nearly hissed. “And I know you weren’t serious. Now please, step aside so I can shower.”
Eggsy looked hurt and didn’t move from his spot. “How would you know if I’m serious or not? I am, by the way, but why would you think I’m not?”
You sighed and felt the anger ebb towards the same accepting sadness that you’d felt ever since that night in the club. Still, you rustled up enough frustration to sneer, “Because I’m not the type for ‘some fun,’ Eggsy.” You pushed past his broad form and started towards the bathroom with your clothes.
Eggsy’s rough but warm and gentle hand grabbed your wrist to pull you to a stop. “Y/N, what are you talking about?” he asked with genuine confusion.
Your previously buried emotions burst out of their graves with a vengeance and your eyes began to mist with long-retired tears. “I heard you that night, Eggsy. After the Norway mission, at the club, I heard you say that you knew I wasn’t the type for ‘some fun.’ You almost literally said that I wasn’t worth spending time with because I’m not a thin, leggy, properly proportioned thing. So, that is how I know you’re not serious. I’m not your type, Eggsy. I get it. I just hate,” you angrily wiped at a steamy tear that escaped, “that you pretended to be nice to me because you wanted to see if I was worth the effort.”
You yanked your wrist from his grasp and let your clothes fall to the floor as you angrily wiped at the tears that were performing a prison break. Huffing incoherent curses at yourself, you whirled around from Eggsy and rubbed at your face.
“Stupid fucking emotions, fucking face, stupid fucking eyes and chemicals, stupid motherfucking Y/N,” you viciously spat to yourself under your breath.
“The Norway… but that was nearly two years ago, Y/N!”
“I am aware,” you hissed back.
“And… that’s why you became so distant after that.”
You crossed your arms over your chest and tried to shrink into yourself. “It’s whatever, Eggsy. I know the truth and I’ve accepted it.”
“But you didn’t hear the rest of that conversation,” Eggsy said gently, taking one of the hands that was scrubbing at your face angrily.
“It doesn’t matter, Eggsy,” you tried to tug your hand away, but he held fast.
Eggsy pulled you to the bed and sat you both down on the edge of it. He laced your hands together and you didn’t know what to do.
“That night,” he began quietly, “I decided that you weren’t made for fun, Y/N. You were made for the long haul, to be wooed and swept off your feet, to be loved for who you are. You aren’t made to be tossed aside or ignored after one night. And after you disappeared that night, well, I realized that I wanted to be the one to woo you.”
“What?” you stuttered.
He ran his thumb over your knuckles. “I like you, Y/N. In fact, I think I love you, I’m in love with you. I was hoping to start seriously flirting with you, wooing you, after that night at the club. But you were shut off. It was night and day; the sweet, shy, adorable Y/N was now barely acknowledging me. It broke my heart, but I decided that being friends would be enough for me. Of course, I just fell more and more in love with you every day, but there was nothing I could do. I want you to be happy.”
You swallowed nervously. “Eggsy, I’m not… I’m not that great. And, I mean, look at me, and then look at you…” You sighed. “You won’t like what’s underneath these clothes.”
Eggsy tilted your head towards him. You were surprised when he pressed your foreheads together and rubbed his thumb on your cheekbone. “Darling, I already love you. Why would you being naked make me love you less? Just the thought of it,” he inhaled sharply, “the thought of it gets me all sorts of bothered, love. But I need to know what you feel, too, sweetheart.”
“I,” you tried to calm the beating of your heart, “I think… I think that I feel the same.”
“Yeah?” he asked gently, the brightest smile on his face.
“Yeah,” you echoed. “I… I really, really like you, Eggsy. Maybe, maybe even love. I just don’t… I never thought… I never thought you could love me too, so I’ve never let… let myself admit the feelings. I actually don’t know if I’ll be able to really… accept that you are in love with… me.”
“Can I show you, love? Please, let me show you, how much I love you, and how much I want you, for you. It’ll be okay. Please, trust me.”
“I do trust you,” you stated.
“Good,” he smirked, and you saw a bit of that other side of him that you had always seen before. That softness, though, that gleam, was still there. You let yourself start to believe, or understand, that maybe, maybe, it was actual love in his eyes.
“May I?” Eggsy inquired with such gentleness. “Please, love.”
“Are you sure?” You fiddled with the edge of your shirt, “It’s really not… the best.”
“I’m positive, love. Please,” he pleaded softly.
“Okay,” you breathed, nodding for emphasis.
Eggsy beamed at you before kissing your forehead. He started to pepper kisses all over your face, finally stopping at your lips, where you really wanted him.
After hovering for what felt like too long, Eggsy pressed his soft lips to yours. At that moment, you felt your entire body relax against him. His large hand slid down from your face and rested on your waist. When your body tensed at that, he gently nipped your lip. He smiled against your lips as you hummed in response.
Your nerves were tingling and sparked as Eggsy’s tongue brushed the seam of your lips. Eggsy pulled you closer and nearly growled into your mouth when it opened for him.
You let out a small yelp of surprise as Eggsy pulled you into his lap so you could straddle him. His pupils were blown with lust and adoration as you pulled back, your hands on his shoulders and resting most of your weight on your knees. Large hands gripped your hips tightly and you did your best to relax.
Eggsy rubbed his nose against yours, tilting your head and pressing a sweeter kiss to your lips. He squeezed your hips gently and nipped your lip again.
“C’mon, love,” he murmured as he pulled your lip with his teeth, “you’re not gonna break me, darling. Just relax.”
You let out a shaky breath, still stiffer than you wanted to be. Suddenly, you were letting out another yelp as Eggsy pulled your hips towards him. Now, you were firmly seated on his lap, yours faces mere breaths away from each other, and your arms now around his neck. His eyes were sparkling, and his body felt absolutely delicious against you.
“That’s my girl,” he murmured as he cupped your cheek. “I’ve always wanted to feel you like this, darling. So bloody beautiful.”
Your blood heated and you looked down shyly. “Me too,” you admitted quietly.
“Do I get to make you feel good, love?” he asked you, brushing his lips against yours.
“Are you sure?” you whispered one last time.
Eggsy let out a growl and pulled your hips down against him. You could feel his hardness against you, and you let out a small squeak. He dragged your hips back and forth slowly, his breathing ragged, and you couldn’t help the moan that left your mouth as your eyes squeezed shut. You started to move on your own, delighting in his small whimpers.
Eggsy felt so good underneath you, his hard cock straining against his pants. When your head tilted back, he leaned forward and began to press wet kisses to your neck. He lightly grazed his teeth across your pulse point and your breath hitched.
Another growl left Eggsy and the next thing you knew, you were on your back. Eggsy smirked down at you as he straddled your waist, his eyes dark with hunger.
As he leaned down to nuzzle your neck, you heard him chuckle. “So sensitive, aren’t you darling?” he breathed against your throat as he began to roll his hips against you. “It’s been awhile since you’ve been touched like this, hasn’t it?” His hand traced up and down from under your breasts and to your waist. “Does it feel nice, love? Hm?”
You nodded, only to hear him huff in amusement.
“Mm, doesn’t work that way, love,” Eggsy whispered in your ear. “I need to hear you. I want to hear your voice, your whimpers and moans. I want to hear everything that I do to you. Do you think you can manage that, darling?”
“Yes,” you murmured.
“Good,” he kissed behind your ear.
Eggsy stopped straddling you and instead pushed your knees apart. He settled against you comfortably, a hum in his throat. Holding himself up on one arm, Eggsy breezed his hand back up your side. He palmed your breast and you couldn’t hold back the sigh that left your throat. Eggsy essentially purred as he felt your soft body.
The simple sensation of feeling his hands on your body, his body putting weight on yours, was making you feel incredibly comfortable. When he squeezed your breast again and you bit your lip, he let out a growl.
Both hands traced down your body, to the bottom of your shirt. Eggsy slowed down slightly as you tensed a bit; instead of pushing your shirt up, he slid his hands under it, gently petting your skin, and pressed kisses to your stomach.
Eggsy kissed a ticklish spot and you let out a giggle. You felt him smirk against you and his nimble fingers, still under your shirt, began to tickle you. Letting out a squeal of laughter, you squirmed under him to try and escape his fingers. Your hands pushed against him as you pleaded for him to stop tickling you.
Your hands were pinned to the bed and Eggsy’s eyes burned up at you from his spot between your thighs.
“What do you want, darling?” he whispered.
“You,” you sighed dreamily.
Your eyes locked on Eggsy’s as he took the bottom of your shirt with his teeth. He chuckled as you squirmed a bit, moving up your body and bringing your shirt with him. You giggled as his breath puffed against your skin. He stopped right at the bottom of your bra.
“You are terribly delectable,” he murmured as he pressed a kiss to your sternum.
“You could do well to go faster, you know,” you murmured back, putting your hands on his shoulders. “I don’t mind.”
“I want to take my time with you, love,” Eggsy replied. “But if you’re getting impatient, well, all you have to do is ask. Unless you’re too proud.”
You huffed with amusement, only for it to be cut off as Eggsy pressed a kiss to your covered nipple. He chuckled against your skin and bit your nipple gently.
“C’mon, you just gotta say it,” he said into your skin before laving his tongue over your still-covered-but-now-peaked nipple. His other hand came up and pinched your other nipple between his fingers. Your breath hitched and Eggsy chuckled again.
“C’mon,” you nearly whined, “Eggsy, you don’t have to tease. Don’t you want me?”
His eyes flashed almost dangerously. “Of course, darling. But I also want to watch you squirm and beg. Though, I suppose,” he paused as he pulled your bra down and revealed your breasts, “we’ll have plenty of time for that.”
With that, Eggsy essentially attacked your nipple, sucking it into his mouth with a vigor you had never thought you’d get to experience. His eyes sparkled up at you, still blown with lust, as his other hand continued to pull and squeeze your other one.
When Eggsy bit your nipple, you gasped, clutching his shoulders tightly. You felt his smile as he removed his lips, tugging your bud with his teeth before letting go. He sucked a hickey into your soft skin before kissing up to your collarbone. Eggsy seemed to enjoy creating hickeys as much as you enjoyed receiving them, since he was littering you with dark red and purple marks.
He made his way to your other nipple, squeezing your breast in his hand and flicking his tongue across it. You whimpered and he growled into your skin. After another moment, you felt his hand dance down your side and grip your thigh.
At his gentle urging, you wrapped your leg around his waist. When he pulled your nipple slowly again, you scratched at his shoulders and pulled him up to your mouth. You caught his bottom lip in your teeth and sucked, delighting in his gasp of delight.
“Little minx,” he grinned into your lips.
“Shush,” you breathed back, crashing your lips back to his.
The hand that was on your thigh moved to pull down your leggings. He scrambled to get them off before ripping your legs apart again. His body slid down yours and his green eyes sparkled up at you from between your thighs.
You breathed in shakily as he ran gentle fingers over your clothed pussy. You nearly let out a yelp when he pressed his lips to the top of your labia. Eggsy seemed to breathe in deeply, another growl deep in his throat, and tongued up your panties.
“You smell divine, love,” he growled into you, “I wonder if your juices taste as amazing. Good thing I’m already here.”
Before you could say anything, Eggsy legitimately ripped your panties. He tossed the scraps to the side and pulled your labia apart. He hummed in happiness and arousal as you dripped for him, muttering something that you couldn’t hear.
Then, his tongue licked at your opening.
You wrapped your thighs around his head, delighting in his hum of approval, and ran your hands through his hair. Eggsy moved his tongue to your clit, flicking it gently then harder as you moaned in approval.
His wonderful fingers gently probed your opening as his delicious lips wrapped around your clit and sucked.
“Fuck, Eggsy,” you sighed.
“That’s right, baby, talk to me,” he paused his sucking to say to you.
You nodded, breathing out a curse word or two as he plunged two fingers inside of you. Eggsy pressed into the roof of your pussy, massaging your walls. He started to move his fingers faster and soon, with a come-hither motion, he found your g-spot.
“Shit, Eggsy, fuck, right there,” you whined, pulling on his hair.
Eggsy hummed around your clit as he finger-fucked your dripping pussy. You squeezed your thighs around his head, and he did something—you couldn’t tell what—but he did something with his fingers and his mouth, making you come around his fingers with a harsh cry of his name and a growl ripped from your throat.
“Fuck, darling,” he breathed as he stroked you down from your high.
“Eggsy,” you managed to get out.
“Look at that beautiful pussy, darling,” he said in a reverent and breathy voice. “That gorgeous pussy dripping wet all for me. I was right when I said you tasted amazing.”
Your breathing hitched as he wrapped his lips around his fingers and licked your juices from them. To top it off, he’d stared you down as he did.
“Eggsy, I need you,” you pleaded, holding your hands out for him.
“Oh, my needy girl,” he purred, taking your hands in his.
With a wicked grin, you pulled yourself up and quickly pinned him to the bed. Those beautiful and loving green eyes regarded you with surprise and an intense arousal as you slid down his body, keeping one hand threaded with his.
“My turn,” you smirked, slipping your hands under his shirt. Eggsy purred and folded his arms behind his head to stare down at you. It made you feel a bit nervous, but as you felt Eggsy’s hard cock under your body, you realized how much power you had under your fingertips. You were ready for some fun.
You pushed Eggsy’s shirt up and pressed chaste kisses to his abs. Moving down, you tugged a bit on his pants, revealing his hipbones. With a smirk up at him, you kissed his hipbone before nipping it. As his breath hitched, you sucked a deep hickey into his hip.
“You’re already going to be the death of me, Y/N,” Eggsy sighed.
With a light chuckle, you pulled his pants down more and continued to nip and kiss his skin. Eggsy lifted his legs a little, whining to just take the pants off already. You gave in to his pleas; as you slid the pants off, he threw his shirt over his head and laid back again.
His cock was straining against his boxer-briefs and you could see a small wet patch forming on the gray cloth. Your mouth nearly watered and you palmed him before giving him a squeeze. Eggsy hissed and you saw his jaw clench.
With another smirk sent his way, you mouthed the outline of his cock and rubbed your hands on his thighs. You felt the heat from his cock and decided to just go for it.
You were as full of surprises as Eggsy could be.
Pulling his boxers down, Eggsy’s rather lovely cock sprang up, the tip essentially weeping for attention. Weeping for your attention.
Licking your lips, you gripped the base and heard Eggsy’s inhalation. You stroked him gently, lightly, before you surprised him again by wrapping your lips around his tip.
“Shit,” he moaned, moving one hand to run it through your hair. “Fuck, baby,” he purred as you sucked his tip.
You hummed in the back of your throat as you swirled your tongue around his head, pressing right under it. With one hand, you cupped his balls and delighted in his moan. You hollowed your cheeks and tried to relax as you lowered your mouth farther down.
Eggsy gripped your hair in a tight hand and moaned, making you hum again. Bobbing your head up and down hollowing your cheeks, you glanced up at him and felt your body shiver at his heavy-lidded gaze.
You took all of him in your mouth and hummed, dragging your tongue along him. A moan tore from Eggsy’s throat and suddenly he was tugging you off his cock.
“Darling, that mouth is dangerous,” he growled as he pulled you to his chest.
“Didn’t you know?” you breathed against him.
Eggsy let out another growl and lightly smacked your ass before pulling your other leg across his waist. You held back a small moan and saw his eyes gleam at that reaction.
He was obviously ignoring that until later, though, as he crashed his lips into yours and squeezed your hips. You rubbed your dripping slit along his cock, both of you moaning in response. Your hips bucked slightly as his pressed against your clit.
Eggsy raised your hips and used one hand to guide his cock to your opening. You moaned with your head tilted back and grasped his shoulders.
“That’s right, baby, take me nice and slow. You feel so good, baby, so wet for me,” Eggsy leaned towards you, whispering in your ear sensually.
You lowered yourself onto his cock, the moan erupting from your mouth. Eggsy groaned out a curse and various praises as you seated yourself on him fully. Your breathing was uneven as you arched, and Eggsy ran his hands up and down your sides.
“Breathe, love, breathe,” he murmured to you. “That’s it, love, fuck, you feel so good squeezing my cock, baby. So good and you haven’t moved yet, fuck.”
You smiled a bit and gave an experimental swirl of your hips.
Eggsy nearly yelled your name.
With a devious grin, you began to move up and down on his cock, swirling your hips as you did. He was reaching places that hadn’t been touched in too long; one hand squeezed your hip while the other moved to squeeze and palm your breasts.
“Fuck,” you moaned as he took your nipple in his mouth. He nipped and tugged on it, making your hips buck on his cock violently.
“That’s it, baby, doing so good. What do you want, darling, hm? What do you need?”
You panted and sat fully on him again, moaning in the back of your throat. Squeezing your muscles, you circled your hips without moving up. Eggsy began to kiss your neck and whispered the same question in your ear.
“Fuck, Eggsy,” you whimpered in his ear as he arched into you, making you feel fuller than you thought possible, “fuck, you feel so good.”
“That’s right, baby, you’re making me feel bloody amazing. C’mon, baby, tell me what you need. I know you need more. Tell me,” he growled as he started to fuck into you.
“Fuck, Eggsy!” his thumb began to rub your clit and you leaned your head on his shoulder. “Eggsy, please, fuck, just, fuck me, make me come, please!”
His growl made you shiver as he flipped you over, pounding into you hard and fast. Eggsy rubbed your clit furiously, his moans mixing with yours. You dug your nails into his shoulders, and he leant to bite your neck. You were getting so, so close; he made you feel better than anyone ever had.
“Fuck, darling, you make me want to come so bad,” he mumbled into your neck.
“Please, Eggsy, please,” you babbled breathlessly. “Please, you feel so good, wanna feel you come, wanna come with you.”
“That’s right, baby,” he whispered as he moved to kiss you deeply. “Fuck, darling. So fucking close, Y/N, you feel so good.”
“Eggsy,” you whined into his mouth. “Please.”
“Come for me, Y/N, let’s come together, c’mon,” he pleaded into your mouth.
Eggsy bit your lip and sheathed his pulsing cock fully into you, sending you over that coveted edge with a pinch to your clit.
“Eggsy!” you called out as your vision went white, clutching him close to your body. He followed you while your muscles clenched around him like they would never relax. His groan of your name into your mouth made you feel warm and fuzzy inside, in a different way that the orgasm made you feel.
Eggsy pulled out as you both calmed your breathing, but he let his body lay on you with his face tucked into your neck. You chuckled breathlessly and ran your hands up and down his back, delighting in his purr of comfort. His skin was smooth and soft, his toned muscles relaxed from the orgasm.
“Fuck, I love you so much,” Eggsy murmured into your skin.
“I love you too,” you admitted gently.
On slightly shaky arms, Eggsy pushed up to look at you with adoration in his eyes. “I’ve wanted to hear you say that for so long, Y/N.”
“How long?” you asked teasingly.
“Longer than you could imagine. But I’d wait again.”
“For how long?”
“However long it takes, darling,” he told you as he pressed a sweet, loving kiss to your lips. “However long it takes.”
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admutual · 4 years
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Do you have any headcanons for the members of B12?
i do have a few, but most of them are mostly just random facts i thought were fitting rather than actual lore rip.
b2 / georgie-
he’s always making those types of tiktoks roleplaying the viewer’s s/o…… and the poor guy gets bullied in the comments a lot.
also the type who pretends to be all suave and charming, but once he actually has a crush, he can’t talk to them to save his life.
went through a goth phase in middle school, i don’t make the rules.
learned to play acoustic guitar, and he reaaally wants to learn to play bass.
steve def had a little crush on him for a while.
b4 / tj-
probably the most chill out of the group. he’s just there to Vibe.
he’s a Gamer Bro. Bro he is gaming.
he also really likes to rollerblade in his free time, that’s probably one of his main hobbies second to singing.
honestly doesn’t show his emotions much. no one in the group could ever really tell how he was feeling because he just . never let them know.
he’s always wearing mismatched clothes. hawaiian shirts coupled with goth skinny jeans, and a jean jacket, and it drives everyone crazy how out-of-place it all looks.
b5 / parker-
Soft Nature Boi. he pretty much exists to give people random facts about animals at the first invite.
really artsy too, he always liked decorating the walls of his room with his own art growing up.
he had nicknames for every single member. he never referred to any of them by their actual names, just nicknames he spun up.
super close with his mom, and they’d often go on berrypicking trips together.
in general just a really bright gentle sunshine boy.
b8 / victor-
they’re a nonbinary trans guy who, by the time of this ep, hasn’t completely figured themselves out yet.
Loud Jock. they kicked ass in basketball.
also the type who just . makes friends with everyone. everyone in the group came to the agreement on the first day that victor rocks.
loves to read in their free time, they’re always cycling between books every week, and they’re a bit of a writer when they want to be.
secretly a metalhead and no one in the group finds out until after their breakup.
b9 / abraham-
really quiet and shy. took a good while to open up to the other members, but i imagine he made good friends with them.
nearsighted, but hasn’t had his eyes checked yet to get glasses prescribed so he just Suffers.
likes to stitch and knit, and he’s trying to learn how to design stuffed animals and dolls.
also lowkey wants to act, but hasn’t really applied himself yet.
doesn’t seem like it, but he really likes high action movies. those are the only movies that can keep his attention.
b10 / boris-
big sports guy tbh. he was the type of guy to take gym class way too seriously.
his fave sport’s football, which ironically he absolutely sucks at.
he lowkey has a friendly rivalry with victor due to both of them being sports nuts, but victor beats him in nearly every challenge.
he’s always wearing tank tops and basketball shorts no matter how cold it is.
has no sense of personal space, i think he was the most touchy-feely out of all the members.
b11 / abraham h-
really introverted and doesn’t like spending much time around others. he made an exception for the band as he got closer to them, but even then he still needs his space sometimes.
in general has a habit of scaring people off on accident because of Resting Bitch Face.
has a habit of swearing every other god damn sentence.
plays the flute in his band class, but everyone in the group refuses to believe it.
actually a really great writer, he’s always writing short stories for himself.
b12 / constantine-
he’s a trans boy.
gives himself his own haircuts, whether they turn out fine is a 50/50 chance.
loves rainy days, and his fave activity when he was younger was to go outside after it rains to seek out the worms chilling on the sidewalk.
really likes bugs and spiders,, he took over responsibility of handling stray spiders and moving them outside in his house.
also a big fan of monsters and cryptids, and he loves horror movies.
always wearing Lazy comfortable clothes, like big sweaters and hoodies.
also ,,, i like to imagine they’re all still pretty good friends. they don’t tend to meet up as a complete group anymore, but they still keep in touch.
someday i’ll come up with actual backstories for them.
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rainbowdress · 6 years
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First of all, I would like to thank Ruby for the most amazing opportunity of my entire life. She did not have to take me as her plus one to meet Taylor, but she did. I am forever thankful.
I’ll try and keep this short, but I will probably fail tremendously. The first Taylor song I heard was Teardrops on my Guitar when I was 11 or 12 years old (I’m 23 now, which just goes to show that I truly am here for the long haul). The first show I ever attended was the Manchester show in 2015, I never had the opportunity due to finances before that.
I bought tickets for the Rep Manchester show in presale, and had seats in block 212. Further down the line, a friend of mine was selling her block D2 tickets for the same night, so I bought the tickets from her. So I had some spare tickets. I thought about selling them, and even made a tumblr post about it which circulated, but then I had an idea. SO many people couldn’t afford tickets to the show, and I hated that they wouldn’t have the chance, so what if I could make someone’s dreams come true by giving the tickets away? I deleted the original post, and made a brand new one for the ticket giveaway. I had around 50 people enter both on tumblr and twitter, and on the 18th of May I picked the winner using a random generator. This is where @magic-madness-heaven comes into the picture. Ruby won the tickets, and I was SO EXCITED to tell her! I contacted her immediately, and she was so so so so happy!
Fast forward to this week. I received a text message on Wednesday from ticket master explaining that our seats had changed due to the stage layout and I would be moved to block B4, row B instead!!! BONUS!!! Ruby’s seats had also been changed, so I let her know and we spoke about how excited we were to meet etc.
Fast forward again to Thursday. I was at work when Ruby contacted me:
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I WAS FREAKING OUT SO MUCH FOR HER!!! NOT ONLY DID I MAKE HER DREAM OF SEEING TAYLOR LIVE COME TRUE, BUT SHE WAS NOW MEETING HER BECAUSE OF IT!!!
I have to admit, which I even told Ruby, I was jealous but in a good way! I would have loved to have been contacted, but I was so glad I had made someone’s biggest dream come true and I just knew I had made the right decision by doing the giveaway. Money was no payment for the happiness I had given her. BUT THEN I RECEIVED THIS MESSAGE AND WHEN IT POPPED UP ON THE SCREEN I LOST MY SHIT AT WORK:
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I WAS MEETING TAYLOR!!! I WAS MEETING TAYLOR WITH RUBY!!! OH MY GOD THE DREAM!!!! IT WAS HAPPENING!!!!
I could not stop thanking Ruby for the opportunity, and she couldn’t stop thanking me for doing the ticket giveaway, and we were both just a big bowl of emotions at this point. We arranged where we would meet and I gave her my details for Taylor Nation.
On Friday, I was a mess. I could not form sentences without stumbling over my words. I arrived at the venue at 4pm and found Ruby and Victoria!!! We went to collect the envelope we needed, bumped into Kam ( @itsjustinyourwildestdreams ) AND SHE SHOUTED MY NAME SO LOUD!!! It was SO CUTE!!! We had a few hours to kill, and we met up with some of my friends (shout out to the coven, Mette, Judith and Natalie).
At 5:45, we were queued up ready to go into the rep room (oh, my god) and some of my group chat friends were also there (what are the chances!!!) we were all freaking out while in the queue...
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Then it came to us meeting Taylor...
The lady at the curtain opened it and was like, “it’s your turn” and I very loudly exclaimed, “OH SHIT” and pushed Ruby into the room because I panicked. So Ruby walked in and Taylor said “oh, my gosh, hello!” And she pulled her into a hug, and then pulled me into a hug and said “thank you so much for coming! How are you?” And I said “nervous”
She nodded and smiled like she does when she’s listening to someone. And she said to me “have you changed your hair? I love it! It’s so cute!” And she stroked it!!!!! “Are you keeping it for the summer?” And I said “I dyed it a couple of months ago and I love it so I’ll probably keep it for a while” and she nodded and smiled again like she does and she looked at Ruby and was like “you’ve colour coordinated! Your shirt matches her hair!” And she GIGGLED!!! Then I told her about the ticket giveaway and how it was Ruby’s first ever concert! and Taylor said “oh, wow! Wow, that’s so sweet of you!” That’s when Ruby FINALLY found some words and said “yeah, I’ve never been to a concert, but I’ve really really wanted to go to a Taylor Swift concert and I won the tickets and I can’t believe I’m here????” and she smiled at us both AGAIN and was like “I’m so glad you’re here! Do you want to take a picture?” And Ruby exclaimed “yes please!” So she pulled me to the other side of her and said “you come and stand here, be aware because the lights are REALLY bright!” And I said “oh great, I’m going to go blind for Taylor Swift” and we had the picture taken and then she turned to us both again and said “thank you so much for coming, I hope you enjoy the show” and Ruby told Taylor she loved her and she smiled so CUTE and said “I love you too!” and then we had to leave so she hugged us both again and I whispered “I love you” in her ear and she squeezed me ahxbeownsnskwbw
I can never, ever, ever thank Ruby enough for the opportunity of a LIFETIME. And although I never got to thank Taylor for liking the post when I came out to my dad, or ask about the smelly cat (2015) step by step process (which I had dared her to do) I had the time of my life.
And that’s the story of how I met Taylor and I will never be the same again.
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shannonfreakingleto · 7 years
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Do Or Die: Part Eight
Taylor's POV
Trying to get back into a normal routine I sighed, Torrie had returned to the road just short of two weeks ago. Getting busy with a few clients I had been texting Torrie and getting updates on where the band was, seeing Shannon's name as he texted me again he always messaged to say when he had arrived in the new place safely. Rolling over in bed I was bored, having only spoken to Shannon briefly I closed my eyes as I missed him more and more.
Calling him I laid there waiting for it to connect, smiling as the call connected Shannon answered immediately. Hearing his breath in my ear I could tell he was smiling from ear to ear, licking over my lips I smiled.
"Baby…" Shannon smiled, closing my eyes I smiled a little  
"Hi Shan" I smiled
"Baby please come see me, I miss you so much. Fly out here, I'll pay for it all" Shannon pleaded
"Your halfway across the world Shannon, you know it’s not as easy as that I can't jump in a cab and be there in 10 minutes. I’m not coming…not yet anyway I have a few work commitments I've picked up. I heard what you did for Torrie though" I smiled
"Yeah I did that for her and Jared...If I couldn't have you then Jared deserved to have his girl. It’s only fair she sacrificed her happiness for you, figured I’d do something nice" Shannon sighed
"It was nice Shannon, you made her super happy she’s enjoying herself with that fancy hotel as well. I can't thank her enough for coming back with me but I didn't make her and she could have gone back whenever she wanted to" I frowned
"Please Taylor… I’ll pay for it all" Shannon pleaded
"I can’t Shannon. I can't be hurt like that again and if I come…it’ll be harder for me to walk away, it's not like you're talking about what happened that night either...Just...let me think about it ok" I frowned
"Please! I’m fucking begging you, please fly out here Tay. Think about it but please don't wait too long either, listen I have to go but I'll text you later ok?" Shannon smiled
Nodding I smiled weakly, ending the call with Shannon I tossed my phone down. Looking up at the ceiling I sighed unhappily, getting up slowly I took a shower, being lost in my thoughts for the rest of the day I picked at my dinner. Finishing my work commitments earlier than I had planned I held onto my phone, playing with the bracelet Shannon had given me I sighed. Cursing him he always was able to wear me down, going upstairs I pulled my case out knowing it would be the only way to fully talk things over and hopefully fix them. Packing my case, I went to bed early, sleeping on it I was more determined than ever to solve things between Shannon and I.  
Shannon's POV
Wakening up the next morning I sighed, replaying the conversation I had had with Taylor the night before I rubbed over my face. Sighing loudly out into the dark room I grabbed my phone, smiling weakly at the screen saver of Taylor and I scrolled through my social media. Tossing my phone down on the bed I slowly got up, heading for the shower I knew things were bad between Taylor and I, needing to clear my head I stepped into the shower.
Taking a deep breath, I knew I had lost the love of my life and would do anything to have her back and by my side, pleading with her wasn't enough. Resting my head against the shower wall I had not only lost her but I had lost my best friend as well, humming a tune I started to wash down. Rinsing down I frowned when I sang the chorus to Do or Die, feeling my heart breaking I closed my eyes as it was mine and Taylor's song. Wiping my eyes I slowly turned the shower off, humming along to do or die again I dried myself with a towel. Freezing instantly it was my phone, hurrying out the bathroom I knew it was Taylor calling. Fumbling around on the bed I growled in frustration when I couldn't find it, throwing the duvet back my phone came into view. Answering just before it went off I smiled weakly as I was a little out of breath, putting the phone to my ear I licked my lips.
"Hello? Tay babe that you?" I smiled
"I’m sorry!" Taylor said quickly
"Whoa wait what?" I said as I dried my hair, stopping I licked over my lips
"I’m sorry. I’m sorry for everything, for what I said I didn’t mean any of it. I still love you and I always have, I was tired that night and said things I shouldn’t have. I would have been back earlier but I couldn't fly out but...Emma's got me tickets and I'm flying out in an hour or so" Taylor said hurriedly, smiling I walked around the bed to my case.  
"I love you too babe...I just want you ba.... wait what" I said stopping mid-sentence, closing my eyes I hoped I heard her properly
"I'm flying out in an hour so I'll see you before the show tonight" Taylor Beamed
"Thank you, Baby! I'll get the details from Emma and I'll pick you up from the airport if I can" I said smiling instantly, feeling my heart pounding in my chest I couldn't wipe the smile from my face.
Finishing the call, I looked through my clothes, pulling on my favourite jeans and shirt I pulled my boots on. Calling Emma, I saved all the details, going to a few interviews I couldn't stop smiling and glancing at the clock.
Taylor's POV
Smiling I felt back to my old self ending the call with Shannon I was all hyped up after hearing his reaction. Finishing up the last few things I needed to do I smiled as I was headed to the airport before I knew it, smiling as I walked through the airport I was in a daze over the whole trip. Finally landing I headed through security, checking my reflection in the mirror the smile was plastered on my face. Texting Shannon I was stuck at security, sighing I couldn't wait to see him
"Hey babe where are you x"  
Holding onto my phone I yawned, holding onto my case I waited in line. Feeling my phone buzz, I looked down to see Shannon's message, smiling from ear to ear I sent a quick text back before putting my phone in my back pocket. Finally making my way out of security I made my way over to the B4 door, walking closer I looked around for Shannon. Dragging my case behind me I looked around, humming it was a beautiful day out.  
Yawning as I was a little jet lagged I stopped to look at a few things, continuing on my path I smiled wide as soon as my eyes landed on Shannon. Turning around he searched the crowd for me, walking a little closer a smiled spread across his face. Hurrying over to him he opened his arms wide beaming from ear to ear, throwing myself into his arms I hugged him tightly.
"I missed you. I missed you so much Shannon" I whispered into his ear as he squeezed me
"I missed you too babe, so so much" Shannon smiled
Pulling back a little I licked over my lips, feeling the tears burning at my eyes my chest ached to be back in his arms. Smiling as I held onto Shannon he kissed my forehead, dragging his hands up my sides Shannon smiled. Holding onto my face he brushed his thumbs across my cheeks, leaning down he kissed my lips softly. Putting everything into the kiss I closed my eyes, feeling Shannon smiling into the kiss he held onto me tightly, slowly pulling away I rested my forehead against his. Holding onto Shannon's hand I interlaced our fingers, smiling as Shannon grabbed my case we headed back to the car. Stopping for coffee I didn't stop holding Shannon's hand the whole ride back to the venue.
Making it to the venue Shannon held my hand as we walked backstage, walking to his dressing room the butterflies danced as I knew we had to talk everything over. Walking over to the couch I sat down, slowly closing the door behind us Shannon sighed. Sitting down beside me he kept a small distance, not knowing where to start I looked down at my hands.
"I missed you, I didn't think you were coming back" Shannon barely whispered
Nodding my head in the beginning I didn't think I was either, taking a deep breath, I barely looked up at Shannon as I explained how I had felt. Letting everything out it felt like a huge weight off of my shoulders, growling Shannon snapped back.
"You could have just told me about it before we fucking got here Tay...I mean come on. We've always been open and honest with each another so why was it so hard to do that now!" Shannon said his voice rising.
"Don't even start Shannon I swear...how could I say what I felt when your stupid brother was around all the time. I felt like we never got time to ourselves, I love Jay and Torrie but I still want there to be time for us too you know...I felt like I had to share you, we barely got to hang out...watch a movie and just be us. I felt like you were always after one thing Shan" I sighed the tears burning in my eyes again
Reaching over Shannon held onto my hand, wiping my tears away with the other he cradled my hands in his. Kissing my hands, he closed his eyes, feeling my eyes stinging I didn't want to fight with him anymore. Squeezing my hands Shannon looked up at me, lifting my chin gently I opened my eyes to look up at him. Wiping my tears away my lip wobbled as his own stung at his hazel eyes, licking his lips he took a deep breath.
"I'm ready to fight for you Taylor...I don't want anyone but you.... I love you with everything I have" Shannon said his voice breaking
Sitting there I nodded, leaning over I held onto his face, brushing my thumbs over his cheeks I rested my forehead against his. Relaxing into his hold we sat here for what felt like a lifetime just holding onto each another trying to heal each another's hearts. Slowly pulling back I trailed my finger along his bottom lip smiling as I licked over my own I pressed his lip gently against his freckle. Slowly leaning down Shannon licked over his lips quickly, pressing my lips to his I felt all the stress and worries over the last few week leave my body. Pulling away the butterflies danced in my stomach knowing things would go a little slow I was just happy I had Shannon in my life again.
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conflictedrabbit · 7 years
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2* the AvPD
Conversation w/ my friend I mentioned earlier. With their name / identifying characteristics edited out and some chopping here and there. 
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I made a post abt avod once tho and it got like A few rbs and I thought "if this isn't irony idk what is" Trje
66ccff: ekjal;kdjd;
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me: why do, so many avoidants want to pay for being alive avpd Tumblr: hm . I relate
66ccff: ekleja;ejdl;k
___: me: I'm glad to know people relate but are we fucking ok
66ccff: 
LOL i mean mood tbh
___: HINESTLT like I noticed i do it cuz of you NFBNSBDKSBDKSS
66ccff: though do you mean pay as in like. pay the medical system or pay as in guilt
___: Guilt
66ccff: 
kejk;ldj;L yes ok that is definitely me me: i breathed 5 gallons of air within 3 hours i am so sorry world
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me: [realizes it's not entirely religious trauma and also probably just Guilt over taking up space and needing to help ppl otherwise Why Live?} 
Oh god me
66ccff: (this is not even ironic i get like this multiple times a week)
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hdjhdjsd I've been having a bad ep lately actually and like I think I failed to look 5-6 people in the eyes today CUZ IM JUST [WALKS AROHND] WOW . TERRIBLE
66ccff: 
omg it's ok i nearly cried in class today b/c i didn't have a good eng translation for this jp sentence
i was like.... no.... don't....
i stabilized cuz the teacher went on a tangent for a second but like forcing myself to look in his eyes and act normal was so hard i looked away so many times i wa slike. oog my god. end m i love it when walking around where there's other people makes me really nervous and irritable agoraphobia is great!
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GOD yea It's so awkward for me I'm fine if I have a safe person or I'm walking to class but like
66ccff: i came back from class today and took a 6 hr nap cuz of my shame and agoraphobia
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Rip Wish I could do that...
66ccff: well i haven't done my homework so
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I just. Cry a lot NDKSJDJDNSKDNS rip me: I'm strong Me: spent the last 5 days like crying over nothing
66ccff: 
dkjle;ajd i mean... i used to cry but then i got mad at myself for crying so now i just Repress (tm) and sleep and then. the joke is that sometimes it doesn't work self harms... oops... that didn't work either better nap again
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zz Pillows keep u safe Idk what I've been doing lately but I thought I was getting better til I realized I was like Abstaining from feeding myself BFBJSBFSJJFD
66ccff: o h my god
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And I was like "oh fuck I'm a terrible person bc someone told me I should eat and j Didn't Do It I Failed Them"
66ccff: 
ahahahahaahahaha i thought i was getting better too but it was actually because i was just forcing myself to study to give myself an illusion of doing my part and then i went to school and my actual performance is like bad b/c i avoid so many activities that would make me better and i just
___: samd
66ccff: 
Wow i want to die!
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hdjsjdjs
I think I only managed to eat cuz my brother was expecting me to
66ccff: tavpdfw you want to be punished constantly so you don't have to have anxiety about existing
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Cuz he bought me dinner like 6 hours ago but I didn't touch it til now BFJDJD MEEEEE
66ccff: dkja;eljd;
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GOD me: ah I feel good today Me like 3 hours later: oh my God I shouldn't feel good abt myself that's so Selfish ? I am trash
66ccff: oh Mood
___: Avpd solidarity
66ccff: 
honestly i love my environmental soicology class but liek it talks about how we're all consuming and putting things back into the environment
___: Idk how I manage to have avpd and __pd but that's how it is on ths bitch of an earth
66ccff: and i was literally contemplating if death was the only way to take myself out from the cycle
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Me Bhhjsfjd
66ccff: 
i was like holy shit. it's not just consumption i forgot i also put bad gases into the air with everything i breathe i am Bad
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All day today I was hearing abt what happened in Vegas and we were like. Talking in my apologetics class abt the Nature of Evil
66ccff: the true environmentalist take is death
___: And I was just thinking "why must I, exist if all I am is bad"
66ccff: 
oh my god same! i looked over my abt page and i was like this looks fake tumblerina
___: 
apologetics: so mankind is basically evil Me: great! I'll die so there's less evil in the world
66ccff: 
me ME
MEMEMMEMEMEMMEMEMEMEME
___: HHDHSBDJSHD
66ccff: 
sometimes i have fantasies of like going backwards and apologizing to everyone i've ever talked to and to everyone who ever had to work to produce what i've consumed
___: 
M. E
m
66ccff: 
and then hoping that they forget about me and then like disappearing forever i jsut can't see how some people can be like oh yeah factories in china and mexico earn less than 2 dollars an hour to make our stuff and not jus twant to kill themselves
___: 
I'm just pathetic and compulsive if I feel bad about stuff I apologize til like 2 weeks after God. Yea
66ccff: 
the joke is that people hate if you overapologize so you jsut damned if you do damned if you dont :upside_down:
___:
me: uh sorry for being sad People: don't apologize for that Me: Avpd:.  They are mad that I am apologizing also that I am sad Hhhfjjejd
Me: 
ME WKJD;LKD "can you stop saying sorry" "sorry"
___: 
me: oh God I'm so miserable Someone: oh im sorry Me: I wish I could accept this but Pity is too much for a lowly worm like me
66ccff: "what did i just say"
___: MMSNDNBHHHHHHGGGGG
66ccff: 
:smile: :gun:
MOOD
___: avpd feel when you don't deserve to be pitied ?
66ccff: pity is too much kindness ___: 
God yea
LIKE probably just a conflicted feel but I prefer ppl being active than pitying me but then I'm like
"that's selfish I don't deserve that ?"
66ccff: 
someone tells you to watch where you're going feel like you're unable to go outside for the rest of the day
___: 
m. mebdbdhdhdjs
66ccff: oh yeah the joke is that i want people to like. be kind to me but also i don't
___: hell brain
66ccff: so i can't say what i want
___: GGG YEAH
66ccff: 
be kind to me except don't because i'll feel invalid either way so maybe just don't talk to me >feels worse anyway
___: 
Hhhhhhhhhhh me Me: talk to me ? But I don't know what to talk abt ? But I am also not good enough for pity you could just sit there maybe But then the presence of another person will overwhlem me and I'll go cry again/s
66ccff: feel free to entertain yourself, and forget about me, ___: 
Mebdndmdkskdjsja god [looks at all cluster c disorders] you are all bitches and I hate tou
66ccff: 
tavpdfw u gotta depersonalize to make it through the day of talking to other people and acting like ur a normal human bean MOOD
___: GOD yea
66ccff: 
i have a question though if im depersonalizing why do i still feel terrible even if i feel ilke im fake smh
___: God me
66ccff: 
me: i'm not real so heres me acting like i am chill and cool person that is interesting maybe or maybe not me, inside: this sucks and i hate this but im not real so it shouldnt affect me but damn i hate this when u feel separate from your auto-pilot but you still experience all the shame you would without it :thinking: avpd is stupid and contradictory and evolutionarily useless
___: 
__pd isnkind of the same but like if you manage it well you can get stuff done but you still breakdown over the TINIEST DETAIL I hate it And I waste more time thinking abt what I'm gonna do and not actully DOING MT SHIT
66ccff: cripes
___: LIKE A NORMAL PERSON
66ccff:
me in high school UGH i'm ahving that problem right now dude in high school i used to just waste my days reading manga and thnking i should do my homeworka
___: 
me: I'll spend this hour scheduling [2hours later] Me: [stressed nbdjdjjsjdjsjdks
66ccff: and then i'd like. start at 10pm and fuck myself over ___: rip 66ccff: have a crying session at 4am every time an essay is due the next day ___: I actually didn't do one of my assignments tonight 66ccff: bad coping habits ___: Rip me I got discouraged over something lame JFJSNFKSNFD 66ccff: oh mood
___:
relationship issues: occur Me: well, I can't, do anything ever again
66ccff: 
i shouldn't even be discouraged abt my classes bc i'm here to learn and i'm just like. i know nothing i deserve to die kejd;kakejd friend, disagrees with you on something you feel unsure about: WELL I GUESS I AM BAD AND THEY HATE ME NOW time to ghost them
___: 
me: [perceives someone not caring for me] me: and Now...what is Mine Purpose...what do I live for...my Friends....have all abandoned m MEEEEEE avpd sounds super dramatic when you separate it from yourself but like In the moment I'm always just [jdut starts Fucking Crying
66ccff: 
i just want to manage to some kind of social work, give my wealth to some impoverished family, and then kms before 30
yeah my therapists in the past are like why... so soon
___: Jfjdjfjdf 66ccff: and i'm just like "why not i need to minimize all my ills on the world and also on the emotions of my family" ___: That reminds me of like. One of my mutuals talking abt how early he sleeps and he was just 66ccff: this is the optimal time look my life plan
___: 
"why be awake longer than necessary"
Hdhdhfjsjfdjdjdband. I was just . Me
66ccff:
because you hate yourself too much sleep :^)
___: 
God yea That's true. Me rn
I should've been asleep like an hour ago but [plays secret of Mana and then mopes]
66ccff:
dude i used to have bouts of insomnia b4 i got drugs that knock me out (and help me w/ anxiety) like.... i would lay awake and every second of being awake was just making the situation worse
___: I feel like I should get meds to balance out my bipolar eps but
66ccff: but then i couldn't sleep anyway so it was a damned situation ___: my parents r so anti meds 66ccff: rrghbh
___: 
also like Internalized ableism That I don't Needthem and So Many people don't need them
66ccff: oh yeah, why do my essay when i can read an hour of garbage romo manga and feel slightly less bad during that time and then hate myself more
___: 
So I Can do it cuz I'm like Everyone Else and not like Those "crazy" people Rifp
66ccff: 
man i don't wanna encourage meds if your side effects r bad but honestly how did i get the fuck through high school other than triggering intense anxiety about all assignments
like... i was so nonfunctional i shouldn't have even been in school
.....
66ccff: 
all accessibility problems are solvable humans are so bad
___: caring ? About others ? What a concept 66ccff: except sometimes they are good but that is definitely not me
___: 
Me
Ok I try to overcompensate w good to make up for inherent badness THANKS RELIGION
66ccff: 
the US is like: here's a pricetag for your life pay up
___: AAAA
66ccff: 
yeah i can see how christainity wouldn't help there w/ the "original sin" and stuff that doesn't quite exist in other abrahamic religions iirc judaism doesn't even have hell
___:  it's really weird
66ccff: 
i'm guessing its bc of jesus like.... y'all binches killed him so now this is life - christainity
___: 
Like. Christianity makes the most sense to me probably cuz I grew up w it but fuck Man
66ccff:  o yeah i grew up w/ some christianity too ___: It's FUCKED!!!!!! 66ccff:  i actually have agoraphobia issues w/ going inside of churches ___: Oh same 66ccff:  :^) ___: I'm actually fairly anti-church just because the current state of them is very bsd 66ccff:  oh yeah
....
66ccff: 
how can someone like me, who is literally not deserving of life, raise someone else
scrumbles
___:
Me Hdjehdsk
66ccff:  ___ we are so fucked ___: 
It's true Life is fucked We, are fucked
66ccff: existence is violence
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Maddox/B4 “you’re not the one i love.’
spiritual sequel to “Test Subject Day Job.” kinda fluffy. literally just got drunk, chilled, and wrote whatever tf. also sorry riker, but the idea that ppl don’t watch movies or television in the 24th century is fucking lame so w/e
B4 was up and ready to go at 0500 the next day, nudging the sleeping Maddox when the replicator failed to make coffee at the usual time.
“Bruce?” He asked, shaking the human’s arm gently.
His head underneath a pillow, Maddox hmm’d and shifted over to his side.
“It’s time to get up.”
Maddox tossed moved the pillow from his head. His hair was greasy and his breath smelled like whiskey. With squinted eyes, he checked his wristwatch.
“It’s Saturday, B.”
And with that, he turned over on his stomach, his sheets falling from his naked ass, and went right back to sleep.
Slightly embarrassed, B4 said nothing. He dressed quietly and played with his blocks, organizing them by the color of the spectrum until he smiled at his ingenuity.
They spent a quiet day at home, with the lights turned off for the majority of the day so as not to aggravate Maddox’s headache.
B4 was learning quickly when to be quiet. While Maddox sat at his kitchen table, frowning into a PADD, he set down a mug of strong, dark roast coffee in front of the cyberneticist.
“Thank you,” Maddox said without looking up, taking the coffee to his lips.
“You’re welcome.” B4 excused himself into the living room, found his own PADD, and played a matching game with it, until Maddox heard childlike giggling.
After he’d finished the coffee, he placed his PADD on the table and sat on the floor across from the android and asked him what he was playing.
Smiling, B4 showed him the tablet.
“Ah. Tetris.”
Maddox looked at the score. His charge wasn’t doing so well. He plucked his glasses from their place in the collar of his shirt and put them on, taking the PADD from him.
“May I try?”
Delighted, B4 scooted closer to Maddox, leaning over with wonder to see how quickly his friend could clear line after line.
At B4′s request, they watched a movie in the living room after dark. Maddox had no reason to turn him down.
They sat on the couch, Maddox comfortably clad in threadbare sweatpants and a hoodie from his time on the Academy’s track team that had seen its best days; B4 snuggled in a set of hand me down pajamas that Data had given him.
For whatever reason, B4 had chosen to watch a spaghetti western. Maddox paid no mind: he was working, his head in a PADD and his legs tucked underneath him, leaning against the armchair of his couch while his android gently lay his head in his lap, watching the black and white frames on the TV.
It took about forty-five minutes before Maddox’s eyes began to hurt. He put down his PADD and removed his glasses, running a hand through B4′s hair as he pretended to watch too.
Wordlessly, B4 shifted his weight, moving so that he was looking directly up at the scientist.
It took no time at all for him to notice. Maddox enjoyed B4′s calculated silence; a symbol of progress on the android’s part: and more importantly, on his part.
He leaned down to kiss B4 in what began as a gentle form of recognition for his hard work and good behavior. Then he opened his mouth to him and cradled his face in his hands, in what became–to the android–a symbol of his affection.
They went to bed quietly, B4 asking no questions, only sighing pleasantly when Maddox acknowledged his arousal by placing his slender hand around it as he fucked him slowly, gently, his lips in contact with the android at nearly all times.
He was hooked up again, wires extended from his skull like a sick child on life support. This time, there were multiple techs included in the experiment–including Jessica, the chatty girl that he had grown fond of.
Unfortunately, he had no time to talk with her at all that morning. He had learned that when there was more movement than usual in the lab, it benefited him best to be silent.
“It won’t hurt today, B4,” Maddox had said to him before he even had a chance to ask. He believed him–why would he lie to him, an android?
“Might be a bit uncomfortable, but it won’t hurt.”
“Okay,” B4 said, amiably. He was still warm from his memory of the night before, how Bruce had held him close and fallen asleep with a head on his shoulders. It hardly bothered him that he was naked this time, and it certainly did not seem to be of any concern to anyone involved.
“So today,” the cyberneticist began, “Is going to be a little bit different. I’m going to show you a series of photographs. You may speak if you want.”
“Okay.”
The first one: a classic, black and white photo of a man and a woman, kissing; a rose held between them.
B4 smiled. Maddox turned toward his station and plucked at his PADD.
The second one. A girl laughing in the rain, without an umbrella.
B4 found the picture pleasant, but was otherwise indifferent to it.
The third: a vibrant photograph of shrimp linguini. Bored, B4 ignored it.
The fourth: a display of Fourth of July fireworks. B4 chuckled.
The fifth: a black and white photograph of someone’s tongue sticking out of an open mouth, saliva and bubbles dripping from it. B4 was confused, and felt strangely about it.
The sixth: a moving picture of an erect male horse mounting a female. Something pulled at him–something he couldn’t define.
Each picture grew exponentially explicit. A naked breast. A triangle of pubic hair. An erect penis lying against a navel. Welts on exposed buttocks.
“Bruce,” B4 asked on the thirty-second picture; a man’s mouth waiting expectantly on the other side of a glory hole. Maddox turned to him.
“I…” B4 shifted his weight in his chair. He looked down at his half-erect penis, not quite remembering it appearing.
“I don’t understand.”
“Computer,” Maddox said. “Pause playback.”
The computer acknowledged with a chime.
“B4,” Maddox said in his stern, “work” voice, which B4 felt the most uncomfortable about. “We’ve talked about this before.”
“I don’t remember.”
Maddox knelt before the android. “Yes, you do. Androids don’t forget, B.”
B4 wasn’t quite sure how to explain to Maddox that it was the context of this experiment he was missing. He didn’t quite have the best grasp on the idea of context in the first place.
He looked down between his legs again. He was leaking. Pathetically, he looked back at Maddox.
“I–”
“You know what this experiment is,” the human said, annoyed. From behind him, he could hear the taptap of Jessica’s stylus. “You know what’s expected of you. Perform your natural response to this imagery.”
“I can’t,” he said quietly, eyes shining with moisture. “I need h–”
Before he could finish his sentence, Maddox drew himself upright and said to Jessica and the two techs:
“You’re dismissed.”
B4 turned to gauge Jessica’s reaction. She was shocked; disappointed. Her bottom lip fell open partially to reveal her braces and the arm with the PADD fell to her side.
“Commander, but–”
“Get out, I said.”
She wasted no time in ushering her techs out of the door and scurrying away herself. Maddox placed a security lock on the door before coming around to stand in front of B4.
“I’m not going to help you this time, B,” he said, the tenderness of the night before hacked to pieces with the sterility of the environment. “Do your job.”
He continued the battery of visual stimuli. B4 was so distracted  that he hardly paid any of them mind.
“I want to go home,” he said, looking through the graphic images rather than at them.
Maddox paused the playback again. He drew in a deep sigh, before whirling on B4. He was about to say something, before his combadge buzzed.
He reached underneath his labcoat to touch it.
“Yes,” he said, deeply annoyed. “What is it?”
“Commander, excuse the interruption, but you have a guest?”
“A guest? But–”
He stopped talking. His face relaxed in a strange way, as if he suddenly remembered that he were expecting someone. B4 sat quietly; patiently, listening.
Maddox touched his combadge again. “Show him to my office, please.”
“Acknowledged.”
Immediately, Maddox removed his labcoat and draped it over his chair at his workstation, entering a few commands into it.
“B4, I want you to stay right there,” he said as he moved toward the door. He entered a few digits into the touchpad and walked out.
“Remember our discussion,” he said vaguely, before the door slid shut between them.
B4 counted the minutes. Twenty-four and thirteen seconds before he heard the low rumble of Maddox’s voice in the hallway, the door of the adjoining laboratory sliding open, and another familiar voice.
To his right, where the images were projected, the glass lit up to give him a one-way view of the next room.
“Hey,” he said out loud, happily and with a smile. “There is the Little One.”
Data and Maddox had entered the lab, Maddox with a broad smile on his face. He couldn’t precisely hear what they were saying: the sound feed was off, and he had not yet mastered the skill of lip-reading.
They chatted for a while, his brother’s gold top looking magnetically out of place to him, after seeing nothing but science teal for so many months.
He wanted so badly to say hello or tap on the glass, but he stayed put in his chair, hooked up to Maddox’s sensor readings.
“What are they talking about about?” he wondered aloud.
Data was engaging with Maddox, but neither of them were looking at panels or PADDs, nor did it seem that they were discussing anything remotely related to work.
Eventually, he saw Maddox touching Data’s elbow gently, before his hand fell down to his side.
Data’s lips moved. The two stood closer.
B4 felt strange. He wasn’t smiling any longer.
And before long, he saw Data lean down towards Maddox to kiss him, his eyes closed. Maddox clutched at the front of Data’s uniform. They stayed like that for what seemed like forever, exploring each other’s mouths. Maddox had a look on his face that B4 had never before known him to have when they were together.
When they moved away from each other, Maddox brought his hands up behind Data’s back and unzipped him. Data shrugged out of his top while Maddox worked on his trousers, a look of absolute devotion and desire on his face.
B4 began to sniffle.
It took the sight of his human friend clearing the desk against the far wall with a sweeping motion of the arm and sitting upon it, his legs open, for B4 to understand what Maddox wanted. Data moved between Maddox’s thighs, his cock exposed from his black slacks, and pulled the human close to him, fucking him against the desk.
He couldn’t hear, but he saw how much Maddox enjoyed it; how hard he was, how his mouth remained open, how he kept rolling his head back, how Data kept leaning forward as if to drink from his moans.
When Maddox reached for his cock, so did B4; and when the human came, so did he.
B4 looked down on his soiled hand. He didn’t see how Maddox had kissed his brother passionately; hands roaming up his back and into his hair, and how the android had pulled out of him, or how they had cleaned the mess afterwards.
He didn’t look up until Maddox, in a new uniform and with his hair in perfect condition, returned to the main lab fifteen minutes later.
Satisfied, he exhaled.
“How was it, B4?” He said, turning to his terminal and picking up the PADD he’d left at his desk. “Did you enjoy that?”
B4 didn’t answer, and Maddox didn’t complain.
“Nice,” he said, turning to his charge. “Very nice.”
He knelt down and put a hand against B4′s neck.
B4 only looked up at him with glistening, pained eyes as Maddox pulled him in for a hug.
“Oh, you stop that,” he said.
“Just another pony.”
A week later, B4 was prepared when Maddox’s secretary called for him to attend to another visitor.
Or so he thought.
“Oh no,” B4 complained sadly as he watched a black-haired girl stand on her toes to give Maddox a hug. They leaned their mouths into each others’ necks, and Maddox’s eyes flicked to where he knew B4 would be able to see.
“Not the Baby.”
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tparadox · 7 years
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Some further thoughts about Soong family things
The preview at the end of Mirror Broken #0 (is it a #0 or a preview of #1?) has gotten me thinking again about the process of B4 integrating Data’s memories after Nemesis.
Where I earlier pictured it as Data and B4 being consciously merging entities that ultimately make a decision about who he's going to be, kind of like every time Data’s body was hijacked, with discrete personalities that ultimately can’t share, I'm now thinking it'd be more like this:
B4 starts remembering Data's memories, adopting Data's behaviors, slipping into Data's habits and relationships, and all the while tinkering with his body because he can remember having an easier time with Data's more advanced systems, and then surpassing them (we know Data improved upon himself before, there's that time he tells a cybernetics expert that some limit she heard about is no longer true because he made improvements).
At some point, B4 realises that he has essentially become Data and more.
This intersects interestingly with my headcanons because I've come to think in the past few years that a lot of the things that keep Data from acting fully human are a matter of psychological programming. Fearing another Lore, Noonien and Juliana designed Data to suppress and deny his emotions until he was ready for them, venerate humanity, stay inside hard-coded morality subroutines, and be incapable of composing sentences with contractions (though he has no problem reciting other people's contractions).
Now, B4 was built as a prototype before Lore, so he would have none of those checks and safeguards, but he's still assimilating Data's memories and building a personality based on them.
Data spent over 30 years believing he didn't have what limited emotions I assert he did indeed have, and it only took him a few years to integrate allowing himself to have a full range of emotions to the point that you can't tell there's much of a difference. Perhaps B4 isn't capable of the depth of emotions Lore is, but in my headcanon, he would also have no compulsion to pretend he's completely emotionless.
If the Chip was safely in Data's quarters when Data went to the Scimitar, if he was in the habit of putting it away when he was on duty, which I doubt, I'm more inclined to believe by that time he had mastered his emotions to the point that he was able to do his job without having to deactivate it when things got tough, but if he had put it away that day, it's possible that it could be adapted for use with B4 (hell, Lore somehow managed to trick Noonien into installing it in him, so it can't have been a specialized interface), but even so, B4 should have no illusions about needing it to feel any emotion whatsoever, only to maybe feel the full depth and range.
B4 speaks very simply because he's a very young AI. It's unclear whether he's incapable of contractions or doesn't understand them yet. If the latter, the process of integrating Data should bring sufficient mastery of the language that he would be able to use them (though prefer not to because Data is used to speaking precisely). If the former, it may be something he puts on his tinker list, because it’s kind of annoying to have such an arbitrary limit.
B4 may not have hard-coded morality. He would learn morality from Data, but not be bound by it. You wouldn't see much of a change, but the moments like at the end of "The Most Toys" where he decides that killing Fajo is the more ethical choice than letting him live and continue to be a monster wouldn't be as shocking.
One thing I fear would really be lost is Data's dream programming. It's highly unlikely B4 would be programmed to dream once he reached an arbitrary level of sophistication, and that's programming, not memories. So he would remember dreaming, but be incapable of continuing to dream. He may try to reconstruct it, but I'm not certain he could do what his father did.
Finally, B4 with added Data would, in my headcanon, not venerate and aspire to humanity as adamantly as Data. Reconstructing Data's personality without a hardwired Pinocchio Complex would result in possibly the biggest divergence from Data. I imagine he would work on becoming more human only in superficial ways that he considers at best an affectation for personal interest, and at least expedient to relating to organic humanoids. Outside of that, he would be content to pursue whatever personal growth he finds most satisfying, freed from seeing humanity as a gold standard.
Like Spock's arc through the movies of coming to decide that purging his human side was a mistake and becoming a more integrated self who knew that Logic is the beginning, but only the beginning, or the Doctor growing in his identity as an artificial intelligence and perfectly comfortable with ways he's different from organics while still having positive relationships with friends and colleagues, B4 would be secure in his artificial nature without being excessively arrogant or resentful of the divide.
Postscript: Is Juliana still alive in the time of Nemesis? Imagine her reuniting with B4, going to Data's memorial, reacting to the merger of her two sons. I expect if Lore ever came back he’d be peeved if he didn’t get to attend his brother’s memorial. I’m not sure if Juliana would want Lore to be revived in some limited form so he could go or not.
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I was wondering what happens if someone crashes into a car with a salvage title. Will the other person's insurance pay the normal amount for it, or do they only offer a reduced amount because it is salvaged? This is obviously assuming the other driver is at fault.""
Why has the cost of Car insurance suddenly shot up?
Got my renewal quote today, car insurance has risen by over 250 extra, I phoned around and the companies are saying that the quotes have just gone up without explanation. Is this just sheer exploitation and profiteering?, in this time of recession how can they seriously do this and ask for such things hand over fist.? Rip of Britain indeed. Is there an insurance regulator people can go to to get an opinion on it?""
Conservatives! What do you fear will be the impact of more people having QUALITY health insurance?
under so-called Obama care?
How much trouble would I get into if I drove my car without any plates or insurance?
My other cars engine blew out and I was just going to put that cars plate onto my other one (which doesn't have any plates or insurance) I live in MI..Im pretty sure its not a felony, the other one was registered to me until i transfered the plates and insurance onto the car thats engine blew.""
Allstate Teen Car Insurance?
Does anyone know the title and who sings the song on the Allstate Teen Car Insurance commercial where they drive away and never come back? I swear I've heard parts of it on something else and its driving me insane.
I have insurance for a car I had for 6 days. The insurance co. says it's a total loss. They gave me a value?
Audatex is not kelly blue book they look at craigslist & not the dealer. Craigslist sometimes has cars where a mechanic might not catch it but is damaged. The price I paid is higher due to getting sick & credit went down so I had to go to a local dealer with higher interest. They want the insurance check plus $1700.00 & interest. So I will pay for this thing for over 1 1/2 years. I had it 6 days when some crazy driver almost hit me I turned & hit a wall. The insurance company says I loose my good driver discount. Since I will have to wait to pay off this car I can cancel my insurance once the dealer gets the check. Is there any California law that would say if this happens I would be able to pay off the car. It's worth more as a loss then to try to fix it. Please help. Thank You.
How much does car insurance cost?
I have a land rover that costed 51,120 pounds and I cannot drive it until I have insurance on it, so I was wondering how much car insurance would cost?""
What exaclty are the purpose and definition of INSURANCE?
Why did people invent insurance, what was their reasoning behind it? And why did we make auto insurance mandatory...or the insurance for your home? Wasn' t it conceived to help in case of catastrophic events? Isn't the purpose of health inurance similar..to help pay for the catastrophic or complex diseases? How is making this mandatory different from making auto insurance mandatory?""
Will Caresource health insurance from ohio cover braces?
My sisters teeth are awful. Will her health insurance cover the cost of braces??
How much is the insurancwe difference on a v6 and gt 04 mustang?
im probably not gonna insure it to thwe hill just the necessity car damage and personal injury
How much will my insurance rise for having a speeding citation?
I've done a bit of hunting around the Internet, but I haven't been able to find an objective answer to this. For some background, I'm 19 years of age. Unfortunately, I ...show more""
UK - Insurance for Teenagers?
Hello, Does anyone know where newly qualified drivers can take advantage of low insurance prices. I have tried a few of the price comparison sites, but find that the price of the insurance cover is more than the car. If I purchased a car for about 800, how much should the insurance be. What is the cheapest way of buying it. Is it better to Telephone a local Broker ? Or online.""
UK: Converting standard car to kit car to reduce insurance?
I'm 19 and I drove a Jaguar S-type in the US. I've moved back to the UK and my insurance premiums are looking around 7000 (roughly 4x of what it was in the US). What I'm thinking is what if I buy an s-type, and replace the engine with a small 1.6L engine (I don't care about speed, just luxury) and change the car to a 'kit car' status, will that lower my insurance to a more affordable rate? Thanks for any advice.""
Best home Insurance in Texas?
I'm a first time homer buyer and I'm about to gets quotes for home insurance and I was wondering what are some of the best and affordable companies to go with????
Can my father insure my car under his name?
I'm planing on financing a car and my father will Co sign. Can he put the car under his insurance I am only 18 years old so insurance just under my name is extremely expensive or is there a way he can be a Co owner of the vehicle if so how ?
Why do people keep comparing health insurance to car insurance?
Liberals justify a Federal Mandate to carry health insurance by comparing it to govt. mandates on car insurance. The Government cannot force anyone to purchase anything. Driving is a choice , and if you choose to drive you understand that you need to purchase insurance. Living is not a choice!!!! Does anyone agree?""
Who is the cheapest car insurance in NC?
I am with nationwide, but want to change, I have a car and an suv with full coverage and renters insurance, bundled thur them, I am trying to see who is the out there that is lower in cost, my mom likes Gieco, but I see all the ads about progressive......who do you think?""
California 50cc scooter laws?
a 50cc scooter the kind that you sit on and seats 2 goes about 40 mph does it need to be registered in ca and have insurance on it? do i need a motorcycle class license to drive it? or anything else i should know about driving it in california? riverside county.
Does having a 2 door civic make my insurance go up vs 4 door?
im 16 buying a civic. i like the 2 door civic coupes. if i buy a 2 door civic, will the insurance be higher than if i buy a 4 door civic?""
Do i need insurance to sell motobikes?
I am selling mini moto's and quad bikes online, do i need liability insurance to sell these?""
Cheap Car insurance in Montreal?
Hi, I moved to Montreal on a new job and would like to take new insurance for my Toyota Corolla S 4DR. Any idea which insurance is cheap??""
How much should my car insurance cost?
I am 16 year old girl, will be driving a two door 1995 Honda civic, and have 4.1 gpa in school.""
I saw on TV awhile back a life insurance policy you can use while your still living?
I saw it awhile ago on television that it's a life insurance policy you can use while still living such as to pay for children's college and stuff? Do they still offer this and from what company is it from?
How much do you pay for car insurance?
Ok so im a 17 year old girl with a job that pays 600 a month. and i want a 2005 toyota matrix. its 7,000 but i know where to get it cheeper. but the question is how much do you pay . can you tell me your age and year of your car it would help me compare this whole thing alot better THANKYOU :)""
Which Car Insurance is cheaper at the state of NJ?
I tire of riding in public transportation, I had my licend 1 year ago but the thing is that I am 21 years old and almost a new driver and I want to get the Cheaper option for me. I dont have the car yet but if i found a insurance that fix for me buy it will not be a problem. Let said that i buy a car from Honda 2000. I want something with the basic, i know it going to be hard for my age but their is no impossibe.""
How much insurance cost would it cost for a provisional driver on a vauxal corsa?
hi, im 16 and soon to be 17 and learning to drive. i want to find out how much it would cost for me to be on a vauxal corsa (2001?)(1.3L) on a provisional learners license. i wanted to go on my mums tesco car insurance but they said i need to give them my provisional licence details but ive only recently sent off for one so i cant give them the details.. any ideas on the cost (any insurer) thankyou so much! katherine""
Who is the most cheapest auto insurance out there?
I need auto insurance but im 18 and I only have a permit not a license yet. I drive a 1990 Honda civic hatchback ef. And i only want liability just to drive. So who is the cheapest one out there let me know thanks :D??
Statute of limitations on no car insurance fine?
how long has to go by before statute of limitations is in effect after you have had a no insurance ticket handed to you and does this stand the same if you had hit another persons vehicle with the car that was uninsured.i live in calgary alberta and am unsure of how this statute works.i am not looking for a cop out of this.this occured 3 years ago and i was sent home under the condition that i show up for court.i was unable to show up for court because i had been kicked out of where me and my mom were living and tried to find a place for us.
""Car insurance help quick, Best answer will be Given!?""
Okay say i set up my car insurance at like 12:00 in the afternoon on a sunday, how long until om covered, straight away, Few days? or.. Please help!""
INSURANCE !!! any 17 years old insured ??
hi i wanna know any 17 year olds insured by themselves on wat car, how much they are paing and which insurer plz""
What is average increase in car insurance rates after you get a speeding ticket?
Ausome that this is the persons second ticket and they cannot go to traffic school to erase the ticket
So confused bout car insurance.....?
i want to save a little money by switching my car insurance! i have allstate insurance and pay for 2 cars 786 every 6 months.both my husband and i have good driving records and are over 50. to me this seems like a lot of money. our cars are not high performance cars. why so much? geico quoted me a policy of 404 every 6 months,but i don't know if they are good or too good to be true! anybody out there have any feed back for me?? Thanks""
Do I need insurance to register my motorcycle in Nebraska?
I just bought motorcycle and need to get plates. Do I need to have insurance before i can register my bike?
Question about car insurance?
My grandmother traded my car in & got me an 06 explorer. They financed it threw C&F fiance Company. The interest rate it 16.99% and the payments are $439.57 for 72 months. My question is, after we got home she got to looking at the paperwork and realized they put GAP insurance on the car charging $625.00 What exactly is this insurance? Is it necessary with me with my full coverage? Why was she not asked rather she wanted this kind of insurance or not? Thanks to anyone that may could possibly help me!""
Do i have to inform my car insurance company if i move?
I'm under my dad's insurance. He is listed as the primary driver. My mom and I are under the same policy. It expired on 10/15 and we renewed the policy the same day for another 6 months. Well, I am moving tomorrow to another county about 30 miles away and we didn't think about the insurance. I am also about to turn in to the DMV a notice of change of address. Do I need to notify the insurance company? Since I am living on my own, will it force me to be on my own policy? Another sideball question: I am in ownership of my mom's car and my dad is in ownership of my car (my car is newer so Dad wanted cheaper insurance). However policy does match me driving the newer car. How could we do this with me moving out with the new car (not the car that I own under DMV).""
How much is the insurancwe difference on a v6 and gt 04 mustang?
im probably not gonna insure it to thwe hill just the necessity car damage and personal injury
Can I put car insurance in my name on my brothers car?
My brother recently got a dui and he already has sr-22 insurance. His license is going to be taken away and he lost his job because his job involoved driving a vehicle. He wont be able to pay for his insurance and car. I don't have the credit to out right buy his car from him but loan is in his name. I want to take over his payments for him cause he wont get back out of the car what he owes the bank. The bank will let him keep the car as long as the payments are made I know that, but will they allow me to put full coverage insurance on his car and drive it? I am trying to save his credit and his car from gettin takin""
Finding the cheapest Medicare Supplemental Insurance?
I'm looking for a good resource to find Medicare Supplemental Insurance, including quotes. Can anyone help?""
How long do i have to get insurance?
I am going to buy a motorcycle and am going to need insurance and am wondering if i have a time limmit after i buy one.
What the average of a male 25 year old would pay for car insurance?
i planning on buying a dodge charge 2013 and getting my own car insurances i want to know around how much i would pay i'm been driving for 6 years already but with my parents insurances. but now i want to get my own car insurance
""If I finance a new car, how much insurance do I buy?""
I know it will have full coverage, but how much? I'm trying to get an accurate quote through geico to see if I can afford it before buying the car.""
Could a person have too many insurance policies?
i have 5 from 2 different companies, 3 different agents...coz i have difficulty saying no...is that too much?""
Has the law changed with car insurance for additional drivers?
Today I was looking at car insurance quotes & it seems that it costs the same to be an additional driver on somebody Else's car as it is to be a main driver on your own car. I got a quote to be an additional driver on my mothers car she currently pays 850 per year on her car and to get me also insured on her car it will cost 4.700 a year. It will cost me 3,995 a year on my own 1.0l corsa (main driver). My mothers car is a VW polo 1.4. I think the reason for the law change is because of a lot of parents are fronting for their children to make it a lot cheaper which I believe is called fronting.""
Whats the cheapest auto insurance for honda civic?
I'm 19 years old, i have had a license for a year and a half. i have had one speeding incident where i was going 100 miles per hour. Other than that i have no records of bad driving. i drive a honda civic sedan. what is the cheapest car insurance i can get so i can drive again?""
Making 40k a yearm take home 2500 monthly after taxes and insurance. How much rent can I afford?
Can I afford 750 amonth making 40k a year? I have a car note of 300, cell phone, car insurance no credit card debt. It's really nice and I've looked it has black appliances, ...show more""
""I am about to quit my job, need advice about insurance?
I am quitting my job in a couple of weeks to start my own business. I am shopping around for individual health insurance plans and have found a couple that will suit my needs. The problem is that the plans are both Anthem (Blue Cross California) and that is the same insurance that my employer carries. I'm worried that contacting Anthem to start the process of getting coverage will alert my employer that I am leaving. Should I be concerned?
Primary and Secondary Health Insurance?
I would like to know what health insurance company is my primary. I had health insurance through my previous employer. I worked until the 6th of the month and I was told I had coverage through them until the end of the moth. My new job health insurance went into effect on the 1st of that month so for one month I had 2 coverages. One health insurance company is saying the job I was at first would be primary until the coverage ended. The other insurance company (the one I had the longest) says they would be primary up until my last day at my first job. Then even though I had two coverages my active employers health insurance would be primary. I will find out from my health insurance company tomorrow what is primary but since there office is now closed does anyon know the answer to this.
I need liability insurance for a small taxi company in NJ. Anyone have any recommendations?
I need liability insurance for a small taxi company in NJ. Anyone have any recommendations? Also need price quotes for both taxi car insurance or limo car insurance.
Keeping my car at a different address than given to car insurance company?
I am currently looking at car insurance (17 male) and for a peugot 106 its 2,100 at my address, but at my dads address its 1,850? He only lives like 1 mile away... If i put his address in the insurance website, but the car will be staying at my address is there anyway they can find out or check? I stay at my dads now and then and the car will be there sometimes but most of the time it will be at my address.... But i dont want to pay another 250pound for living like 1 mile away...lol""
How much would it cost to insure a cheap motorcycle for a teen?
I found a good bike for two thousand dollars it's nothing fancy but it's enough to get around so I was wondering how much would it cost to insure a bike like this. I have very good grades my parents have a good driving record so I think that will help
Some Cheap Auto Insurance Companies for Young Drivers?
Can you list cheap auto insurance companies for young drivers please?
How long does it take to get a check from renters insurance?
Lightning just struck and destroyed all of my electronics, other than the TV :-) Xbox, Modem, Router, Computer, Printer, And a few other things. How long will I have to be without entertainment? I don't have cable or satellite so this sucks.""
What use of a bike is cheaper for insurance?
on the progressive motorcycle insurance site, it has a tab for use of vehicle--- which would be cheaper: pleasure or to/from work/school?""
What happens if someone without insurance rear-ends me?
Here's a scenario. If I have a motorcycle with no insurance. Someone hits me at the red light and they don't have insurance. And it cost $25000 in damages. Considering they don't have insurance, it means they are poor. How can I get my money?""
What's the best CAR Insurance?
i'm trying to save myself some money. if you know just tell me which car insurance is the best and cheapest.
Im going to buy a car and insure it under my parents name..is a camaro a cheap car to insure?
what are some cars that are cheap on insurance
About what would the insurance be on a '94 Camaro V6?
This doesn't apply to me...one of my friends asked me to post this--long story Anyway, he wants to buy this '94 Chevy Camaro base model; not the Z28!! He's gonna buy it off a local guy for $3000...it was 3200 something but he gave him a break for cash. So I'm supposed to ask what kind of insurance that he, a 16 year old will a spotless driving record and good grades, could expect to pay. His parents would like to put liability only on it to keep the cost down. Does anybody have any estimates???--remember liability ONLY..... Oh and we're here in Iowa if location makes any difference....""
300zx insurance quote?
I am currently 18 years old and i am trying to buy a manual nissan 300zx. I am currently accident free and I wanted to know the approximate cost for insurance?
Car insurance premium went up because of the state?
I noticed that my monthly car insurance bill increased by about $40. When I called my insurance company to ask why my premium went up (since there were no accidents, changes in cars or policy/discount changes), the rep told me that it was because of the state. I knew he meant government and he said it's been happening all across the country but the increases are highest in California, New York, New Jersey and Florida. I live in California. Has anyone else experienced this? Can someone explain to me in specifics what the government may have done that lead to the increase?""
Recommendation for Mexican auto insurance (going to Ensenada).?
We are traveling to Ensenada this weekend and I want to purchase insurance online before we go. Does anyone have a carrier they recommend?
""If a car insurance policy cancel your policy, can they still charge a cancellation fee?""
I have held a full uk driving licence for 14 years.......my husband (who has a provisional licence) was put on my new policy last year as a named driver. Today, he passed his test, so to keep it all legal, i contacted the insurance to advise of change of circs. I expected the monthly premiums to rise a little, but what happened next confused and angered me and I really need to know if there is anything I can do......he we go....they said they could no longer insure me and my husband and that they would cancel the policy and were gving me 7 days notice before this happened, (why cant it just be amended, i know loads of people that have done this) they said it was a special deal for me because i had a provisional driver as my named driver..(to me this makes no sense, they work on risk, surely they wouldnt give special deals for unexperienced drivers?) but the icing on the cake they want to charge a 40 cancellation fee, however i am not cancelling they are??? also i can take out a new policy with them which i have to pay an admin fee for making a change to the policy, however it is supposedly a brand new policy??? Has anyone any idea what to do or any ideas? i know I could just change insurers however it would be easier and cheaper to stay with who i'm with and I was never told when I took the policy that if my husband passed his test this one would be void..........and this is more principle as I dont like being hadover, I am going to phone and kick off tomorrow, but want to know if anyone has any solid rules and regs on this. Any help will be appricated........bloody insurance company.....also they have ruined the whole pass day for my hubby who wanted to go and drive around on his own and now cant!!!! grrrr""
How much is the insurancwe difference on a v6 and gt 04 mustang?
im probably not gonna insure it to thwe hill just the necessity car damage and personal injury
Does anyone know what the average insurance cost for a 2004 Dodge Ram is?
I just bought a beautiful 2004 dodge ram quad cab 4x2 4.7 V8 and i have quotes that range from $165- $303 per month. If you have a similiar truck to mine, how much is the average insurance payment, and what company do you use? I head AAA and 21st Century were pretty good?""
What can I do about car insurance from another state? PLEASE HELP!?
Okay basically here's the story. I'm 19, I live with my parents in Wisconsin but I'm trying to move back to Pennsylvania with my aunt and uncle. However I'm not in school at the moment. Apparently if I moved to PA, I'd have to pay 278 dollars more a month through Geico because I'd be living in a different state. I already have a job set up there and all so they could obviously see my paycheck is not from Wisconsin so I can't just lie or something lol. I really know nothing about insurance and how I can work this out without paying that much more. Can anyone help me with other options I could have?""
Medical insurance?
I am looking to obtain a medical insurance policy. Any insurance brokers out there want to quote me? I am 21 years old. I have excellent health. 6 foot 160 llbs. 92630 zip code. California.
Car insurance for 17 year old male?
hi can anyone help me i have been looking round for car insurance for a 1.0ltr corsa 2002 and my cheapest quote i have had is 15,540 per year and i am wondering if anyone could tell me if there is anywhere i can get it cheeper or is that the cheepest i am gooing to find thanks ant""
I'm getting a car. Can I be under my moms car insurance if my dad is the one paying for the car?
So here's the scenario/idea. My dad is buying me a car, but wants me to go under my moms insurance (I'm currently under his)..As a fair deal he buys me the car and my mom pays the insurance for it. Both are separated by the way, so they have two different insurance companies. The question is can the car be under my moms insurance if my dad is the one making the full payment and list himself as the co-owner or owner on the title? Or does the title have to be under my name or my moms name?""
How do I cancel Primerica life insurance policy?
I was briefly a Primerica rep about 2 years ago. While I was a rep, I purchased a Primerica Life Insurance policy at their suggestion. About 6 months later I quit. I still have the policy. Now it seems like a complete waste of money. It is $37 per month, and I really have no need for life insurance. I am a bachelor, and nobody depends on my income. I called the Primerica number, and the recording said to cancel a policy, send them a letter in the mail requesting cancellation with the policy number. That seems awfully vague. Is there anything else I need to put on the letter? Do I need to send the letter certified mail so they can't say, We never received it, and keep charging me every month? Dumb questions. Sorry.""
Good auto insurance?
i have quite a complicated issue with insurance 1. im CANADIAN andi go to school in the states but do not hold a Michigan drivers license -however i CAN get one 2. i have no document history in michigan so this puts me at a high premuim so is it possible for the insurance companies to insure me in michigan and use my canadian driving history....im 21 years old female...also i was thinking if it is possible to put it under my parents plan who are canadians but if they could purchase an american insurance plan and use there canadian driving history to get a quote...thanks!!
How much should I expect to get from my insurance company?
My car was totaled off. It was a 96 Suzuki Esteem. It was rebuilt after a previous total loss. Its in decent condition externally and it ran fine until the most recent accident. There is however a small hole in the front bumper from where I hit a hitch of a truck. They have deducted 600$ from what they are willing to pay me for my car. I understand that this question is probably pretty vague, but I'm not looking for a very specific answer. Just an idea of what I should be expecting back.""
Can you get car insurance for 1 day?
Im 18 years old and i have 1 years no claims. Is there a company that will insure me on a car for one day?
Which insurance companies will have to pay to fix my car? Mine or the other guy?
I had a car accident two days ago. I was hit by other one but police said that's a miner damage. And it seems to be my fault. No police report make. Today, I went to a body shop to estimate the repair. It's about around $2200-3000. It's a lot. kinda scared me actually. No idea should i call my insurance company to tell them or? That's my first time to have a car accident. My insurance has $200 deductible. Can anyone tell me what does that mean?""
Rough price for motorcylce insurance?
I'm 17, the bike im hoping to get is 2005 Honda CBR 125 How much would it be roughly for basic insurance""
Do I need car insurance ?
Ok so u just got my learners permit today and my mom said she's pretty sure I don't need car insurance that I'm automatically covered since I'm a minor and can only drive in the car when they are in it so am I covered I live in Tampa Florida if that matters I just want to start driving immediately but dad says I need to make sure I'm under his policy so I can drive
Does U.S. car insurance (Allstate) cover you in Puerto Rico?
I'm going to be renting a vehicle from Thrifty car rental in Puerto Rico next week and I would like to just use my own insurance for the car. Does anyone know if Allstate covers driving in Puerto Rico? Thanks.
How much could my car insurance increase if I pay a 90.00 fine that included 1 point on my record?
I have a clean driving record so would it be worth paying the ticket and watching my insurance go up a few bucks? I can't imagine my insurance going up too much for a single point, but maybe I am totally wrong. Any advice on this matter would be much appreciated.""
I was passenger in a car accident. i injured my foot bad. how much should ask for the insurance settlement.?
iv been out of work for 2 weeks, and still cant walk good on my foot. iv paid for perscriptions and co-pays. how much should i ask for from the insurance company.""
How much would this cost? (car insurance) on average?
I hope to drive when i get too 17. Ive already got 900 saved for driving lessons, And the car will be bought for a 18th birthday present. Im just wondering how much it would be on average to insure myself, at 17, with a car probably about 04/05 Plate, maybe a corsa, or a KA, not something to flashyy. How much on average will it cost in insurance per month?? Thanks..""
What would the insurance price be for me?
I'm an 18 year old male, and am thinking about getting an 2006 Pontiac Grand Prix with 115000 miles on it, what do you think would be the cost of insurance for me if you could guess/estimate?""
Can you register and buy a (cheap) car with no license or insurance?
I want to know if i can register a very cheap car thats around 2,000 tops at a used car lot and buy it with no problems.What problems will i face isnt it easyier to get a cheap car like this then at a actual new dealer i have no license or insurance do i pick a dealer with in house financing the only thing they will most likely ask for is it to get registered can i do that im paying half down.?im 21 im getting my license in 2 weeks (and no i cant wait)""
Can anyone help with car insurance?
I'm 17 and I passed my test about 2 months ago. I am looking to buy a Peugeot 306 and insure it with my mum as main driver as she is not a main driver on any another policy then have me as named driver. The only problem is that she doesnt have any No Claims Bonus as she is named driver on my dad's insurance. Could anyone tell me which company might be cheapest to do this with please?
Can someone else drive my car if i have cancel my insurance cover?
I am going on holiday for 5 months and thinking of cancelling my car insurance. My car is taxed until next year and wondering if my brother can drive my car if I have cancelled my car insurace? (he has his own insurance for his car), does he has to add my car reg on his insurance? Please HELP...""
What is the best auto insurance in southern california?
i want to know the cheapest is south coast insurance any good
Why should each of these people get insurance?
When you are broke in what order should a , young married couple without children, 18-25 single person or single 18-25 year old parent purchase different types of insurance? Why?""
How much would the average commercial insurance quote be for a warehouse?
I am doing a project for school, creating a fake business plan for an online grocer that we are creating in Boston (again, fake grocer). As part of the business plan, we must include miscelleneous costs, including Insurance. Any idea? (180,000 sq ft facility)""
Harley Davidson Insurance -Typical Cost?
I am a 19-year old male who has been riding a motorcycle for about 3 years and took a rider safety course. I was wondering what possible insurance costs would be for a Harley 883 Sportster, probably a 98 or newer (probably nothing newer than a 2005 though). Specifically, I was wondering about American Family Insurance (but any general info would be appreciated too). I am looking to upgrade my bike (along with the size of my engine, ive been driving a 250 for a while now). I beleive american family cant even cover sport bikes for a rider like me, so i was thinking about getting another cruiser/standard style bike. i have kind of been drawn towards Harley, but if insurance is too expensive, ill have to look for something else. Does anyone have any other suggestions for bikes? or general info? thanks""
Where can I find an affordable party hall in brooklyn for less than $2500?
I want to plan a surprise 21st birthday party. So far, I haven't been able to find anything for less than $2500 for less than 100 people. Can anybody please help!!!!!""
How much is the insurancwe difference on a v6 and gt 04 mustang?
im probably not gonna insure it to thwe hill just the necessity car damage and personal injury
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