#i'm improving

[momochimchim]

Jjk au thingies (◍•ᴗ•◍)

[inmymagnetoera]

GUESS WHAT I DID TODAYYY-

[thunder-threnodies]

Daily Hiram for your viewing pleasure and because I'm SO BORED here at work, dudes

[actualalienfauna]

I re-dyed my hair and the color is so perfect.

[sofloodmelikeatlantic]

I have a little jar of notes to myself that I keep on my desk. Just little slips of paper in them with lots of how I felt that day.

They range from "I'm... pretty." To "I've never hated anyone more than myself."

One even reads "I doubt they really care so what's stopping me from killing myself."

Today, I decided I was going to write a note that was going to try and put a lighter spin on it.

Today, I wrote "living can be really hard sometimes. I think I've been doing much better. I'm not perfect yet, but I haven't been crying as much. I'm around people that appreciate me the way I do them. I still have moments j want to hurt and distract, but these are sparse. I think I'm okay.

Maybe more."

[romansleftshoulderpad]

As a writer, I love going back through the comments I've gotten on AO3. I promise that the minute you take of your time has been appreciated for hours/months/years

[definitionofacritter]

tfw your friend secretly crosses a fucking ocean to play a deity / GM for the first time in his life and you had no idea he was even in the country, much less your studio

Abubakar Salim, the man that you are!!!

[ruby-red-inky-blue]

hello, sexiest man alive committee? yes I'd love to nominate Lou Wilson and Brian Murphy for attempting to speed-write an actual in-universe 300-word essay in 5 minutes of real time as Fabian and Riz posing as Fabian with complete earnest and a 120 percent commitment. both this effort and the incredibly smooth hand-off in the middle of it was maybe the most attractive thing i've ever seen a man do

yes it's a dungeons and dragons show. don't put me on hold. hello

[pichiicake]

2 year difference

[well-wishing-for-a-life]

Anyways hi, I guess I haven't really talked about myself in a hot minute have I.

Life's been.. interesting to say the least. I've surrounded myself with good people and the whole gender transformation is going fantastic (woohoo two years).

I keep myself quite busy most days, and as you can tell, I have a wonderful, sweet, and silly cat. She's truly improved my life immeasurably, and made the transition to living alone that much more bearable (for however long that lasts, it feels like things are always changing)

On the flipside, learning what the bevy of fun neurodivergent features I've got rattling around has not improved things, but at least I can put a name to em! So that's something, still a lot of rough days but we survive.

All in all I'm doing better than I was this time last year, and the year before. It's all growth and i recognize it's not linear, but it is mine and that counts for something.

[kyojuuros]

[yeetmythoughts]

this morning after i did that i imminently fixed it by talking it out w my brother and my mom. we all good.

now i gotta worry ab how i’m going to take my meds tonight bc i tried taking them w a banana and my body did not like that and was like: ewie get that out of me :( *bleghfhgj*

so the meds i took are no longer in me and i gotta wait a bit to let my stomach settle whatever it’s going through. bruh lemme eat my bananas. maybe my body doesn’t like me eating solely bananas? idk.

[snarkspawn]

I really enjoy playing through tnp again like hi it's been a while

[haunted-pool-noodle]

euclydia was destroyed, what, a few trillion years ago? we can joke about it by now, right?

(audio is of course from john mulaney's "The One Thing You Can't Replace")

[Video description:

Bill Cipher is shown, heavily zoomed in so that only the top half of his eye is visible.

The speaker in the audio says, "And I had that thought, that only blackout drunks, and Steve Urkel, can have." The audience laughs.

It zooms out to show that Bill is floating in front of the remains of Euclydia, the rest of his body covered in blood.

"Did-" The speaker is cut off as the audience continues to laugh and clap.

Bill looks at his blood-covered hands, then turns to look behind him. He glances back at himself, and jumps back as he notices the blood all over him.

"Did I do that?"

It zooms in on Bill's haunted expression, sharply contrasted by the humorous tone of the words. End description]

[vanmarkus]

⚡️ 9-1-1 • S3E15 || S6E10 ⚡️

[collophora]

Do yourself a favor and go read the entire fanfic work of @fanfoolishness

(In order: Under sun and shade, Blind Side, and Breathless (patching up is one of my fav too, I just had no cool sketch idea for it)