#i'm gonna go get a drink now

[jwoongz]

Why is Alex a Tsukkhini (Tsuki + zucchini) ?? 😭😭

[its-a-me-mango]

Oh great Mango from the... Wherever Mango's are from.

What is your wisdom?

He's very passionate about keeping as many patients away from his hospital as possible.

When in doubt, my wisdom is always "you can't think of any wisdom with a headache, take a sippy" and you'll never guess what! turns out i'm just dumb and can't think of anything smart to say in general! But at least I don't have a headache.

[jumbledthemes]

Told my boss I was taking the day off for a once-in-a-lifetime family reuinion but jokes on her that got canceled the week after it was proposed bc my dad's cousin wanted a thousand bucks per family to rent a firehouse rec room and get food (I run events, my own big event for 130 people topped out at 750 for venue, tables & chairs, and food) so instead I'm keeping the day off and going fishing. Wish me luck in the pond.

[finalgirlsamwinchester]

thinking about pilot draft dean harrison again

[menlove]

me needing to write vs me having the most stressful busy week ever fight

[deadcrowcalling]

bro thank you guys so much??? i literally started actively posting like not even three weeks ago

i legit can express how much this means to me like i feel special now

[teatitty]

This will not make any sense to anyone who does not religiously follow my Iruka posts but I woke up with the vivid idea of Iruka offhandedly telling Kurenai not to burden herself with his health problems [the chronic back pain] and Kurenai getting so mad about this she tugs his hair to make him look at her and asks if he thinks it's a burden when Kakashi gets migraines. Is it a burden when he has to lay down flat and hold a press over his eye because it throbs so harshly? Is it a burden when Gai's neurotic hyper energy goes too far, and we have to remind him of an inside voice? Is it a burden when we help one another out of the hospital? When Asuma got injured on a mission and needed help limping back?

And Iruka can't say anything to this because no, he doesn't see any of that as a burden he can only say "That's different" without being able to explain why and then Kurenai hits him with "We're friends, Iruka. You could be missing half your limbs and I'd still be in your life." Iruka, of course, doesn't know how to deal with that either, outside of getting irritated and bothered and shrugging her off so he can leave only to feel like an arsehole when he gets back home

He feels so bad about it, in fact, that next time he sees Kurenai he drops off some takowasa for her to eat and awkwardly accepts her invitation to sit at the table with her. He gets better about accepting her help after that

[moonchild-in-blue]

HOW DID IT GO MY LIDDOL TWIN SISTER SUPERSTAR DID YOU CRUSH IT BENEATH YOUR HEEL LIKE THE QUEEN YOU ARE

BITCH I DID IT!!!!

Okay, first the bad stuff:

got lost a few times and it was very noticeable (not too many but. hm)

my intonation for this one part was either sky-high or down in the Hades 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 don't let anyone tell you violin is easy. it is NOT.

my bowing was wrong a few times and since i'm now in the literal first row it disrupts the flow a little bit 😔😔😔😔

In my defense, I went from complete beginner to 1st in 3 years, so there are a few things that I still struggle a lot 🥺 I'm a baby on the violin still 🥺

GOOD!!! STUFF:

even though i got lost, i managed to find my place super quickly and recover 👍👍👍👍👍 (same with intonation, i eventually managed to get my hand slightly back and things were good)

MY BOW DID NOT SHAKE ONCE. NOT ONE TIME. i was sooooo nervous because aaaa and people and i hate concerts but i managed 🥹

there's this one very tricky 1st to 3rd position shift that i was soooo worried about AND I NAILED IT. MY PINKIE WAS FANTASTIC. MY INTONATION WAS PERFECT THERE ugh the relief

also i looked very very hot if i may say so. shame the cute viola teacher is no longer there 😔 i have 0 people i can flirt with now which is ABISMAL

LOOK AT ME RIGHT NOW BOY. I FEEL VERY PRETTY 💅✨

[tvrningout]

with the new year comes some little bits of housekeeping, and it's mainly how i plan to approach interactions moving forward. the plain and unfortunate truth is i suck at keeping up with messages. it's easier the closer i feel to someone, but i can still get easily overwhelmed. i'm still forgetful, both with messages and interaction calls. so this year, i'm going to do my best to act in accordance to my strengths and stop pushing myself to do something that i simply don't have the mental energy to do constantly.

what does this mean? well, i won't be making plotting calls going forward; instead, i plan to make lists of plots for each muse as well as general plots/dynamics i want, and i'll approach you if you like one of these posts. this should make dynamics easier to develop since we'll already have a starting place. i will also occasionally reblog a plotting meme of some sort, so if you want a more personalized idea from me, those will be the way to go. i probably won't like plotting calls myself unless i have a pretty solid idea in mind.

when i make starter/inbox calls, i'm going to start placing a cap on them so that i don't bite off more than i can chew. if i get through that initial cap, i might raise it if i still feel good enough to do more, but if i don't, it's okay bc i guarantee i'll make another interaction call before long! i just need to start doing this bc i honestly forget what i owe within a few days if i get busy.

and i want to be honest -- the little interactions make me more comfortable around my mutuals and more likely to pursue interactions. liking my headcanons/ooc posts/etc., commenting on posts, and sending in memes ( ic or ooc ) show me you do have an interest in what i have to offer. i understand reaching out is nerve-wracking bc i get nervous, too, but reaching out can be something as small as liking a post. and this is just a general note in regards to my own comfort that i might put in my rules! i guess what i'm saying is, if you're having a hard time approaching me, just a little interaction will help me bridge the gap, if that makes sense. if both of us feel shy but at least one of us reaches out even in a small way, we can make a connection over time!

i think that's it for the time being! i promise i'll be doing my best to show my interest even when it's hard for me to talk, and i hope these changes make it easier to connect <3

[forgotten-daydreamer]

vent moment but my health is a bit worse than i let on, which is weird ik since it seems like complain about it all the time here, and apparently i also look sick, because two separate people in their 40s or 50s asked me, 24, if i needed their seat on the bus. kind of them. but humiliating nonetheless.

[there-will-be-a-way]

Every Saturday and Sunday I go to the clinic to do an alcohol test - because being controlled is the only thing that keeps me sober (this plan was my idea, yes, I got praised for this by the staff 🙌🏻). So today when I went there, I asked to have a talk and confessed that I relapsed. I'm proud that I was honest. Even prouder that I stopped the relapse. I didn't continue drinking today - I genuinely didn't want to which is new.

The nurse thanked me for my honesty and offered that next time I can come over before I relapse and stay the night. Not sure if I'll manage to do that but I can try and it's good to have this option.

[thesmokinpossum]

I hope y'all had a great easter! Mine rocked, I cooked a big brunch for my family then we went to the museum to see an exhibit that turned out to be pretty mid tbh (still a good time tho) and then we went to a bar and I lowkey came out as bisexual to my family but I'm not entirely sure if they noticed because we were all a bit drunk, an all around great day.

[imwritesometimes]

I think a fun activity for Thanksgiving this year, with the way the vote count is going, would be to cancel the whole dinner altogether and I order a pizza and drink a whole bottle of wine and huck my phone off the roof

[knifegremliin]

i truly did not expect to learn that my Back Is Fucking Broken today but hey here we are.

[ridiculously-over-obsessed]

I swear, this is the last ever New Year that I ring in with people who don't value me or my time and efforts. This is the last year that I spend the holidays etc feeling utterly despondant and miserable. This is the last time I spend the 2 weeks that encompass Christmas, New Years, and my birthday with my cunt of a mother and sister. They have had almost 25 of them in some way or another, and this is their last. I'm done.

[ubike-official]

britney spears ... my loneliness is killing me besties.. sighhjss. i was not built for the digital era. fuck texting, bring back long phone calls and letters... fuck man.