#i'm failing ..

[born-in-neverland03]

No I'm really curious. Were there actually people out there who're suprised about that Rio is death thing in episode 7? Because there were a lot of hints and funko even spoiled it in some way. I really want to know if anybody was shocked about it.

[brryth]

this is what the hidden leaf ninjas must've felt like finding out danzo was up for hokage

[taroet]

i always want to send memes but i never know what memes to send if we haven't plotted so i end up sending nothing

[rafrfr]

life hack for trombonists: when you're thirsty and don't wanna go get water, you can just drink the year old water in the miniature spray bottle meant for your trombone slide :3

[deadpoolkisser]

Staring at my phone trying not to make another HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL post...

[gallonwghost]

My two favs interacting lmao

[magiclostinfantasy]

Ladies and Gentlemen, it's exam day! Am I prepared?

Frankly, no.

Is it 4 in the morning?

Yes.

Should I be studying?

Yes.

Will I scroll Tumblr instead of studying?

Also yes.

Will I fail my exam?

Yeah probably.

[isaliquid]

I don't get it.

How are you supposed to stop being self destructive?

I *know* it's wrong, that's why I feel fucking awful. But in the moment, it feels great. Some glitch in my emotions getting stuck on a stupid impulse, and then it ends.

I try to be correct. I try to work, and stay optimistic. I try to ignore the part of me that screams and begs to just let it all fucking stop. I scream and I scream and I scream. I feel scared when I'm not failing. I feel terrible when I am productive. And then sometimes I don't feel anything but "hurt" all week. But I try to just push past it.

Then it all gets fucked again, and I failed again, and I try again. But I don't think that it's working.

I recently thought that I was improving. I was wrong. Again.

Fuck me, I guess.

[lostinthemist]

My teen experienced his first food pantry today. Nothing new to me, but I hadn't wanted to have to resort to it for him. I'm so thankful for these programs to help out. But am feeling down today. Still so far away from having rent. I'm afraid he will have to go back to my Mom's. He is trans and does not get the support he needs there. He is mis gendered, dead named and ridiculed. I was raised in the narcissistic household and feel sick at the thought of him going back more than the thought of me being homeless again. I beg, any help is beyond appreciated. Photos of his first pride because I'm a proud Mama.

[last-son-of-mars]

I've been fucking untethered and going through shit which means I've been making tier lists nonstop. Posting this so I can gaze upon this whenever I feel too normal

1: DbD killers cunt levels tier list

2: JJK anime character tier list

3: Haikyuu character tier list

4: Inuyasha character tier list

5: Drag Race queen tier list (couldn't remove the legit pieces of shit unfortunately)

6: Amazing Race teams tier list (sorry for the sea of whites)

7: D20 character tier list

8: DbD survivor trust (how much do you trust them in solo queue)

9: Avatar tier list

10: DnD 5e class tier list

[omarfor-orchestra]

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[edgarpoeandkarl]

I have never been so offended... (okay, maybe it was, but obviously not because of the some Internet site with manga) What is the reason? I worked very hard on a collection about BSD characters who received little screen time on a manga site (I don’t want to say which site). The name of the collection is “BSD Minor Characters” (the first part is on Tumblr) And this is the result I got:

And this is the result with 892 views yesterday (views are still coming). I didn’t understand WHY I had so many 'minuses' and then I received the following comments that I:

Was violating the rules of the site

“What is BSD? Write the full name because someone didn’t understand what exactly it is”

“This the collection repeats the functionality of the site"

1 - I didn't write any insults and added a spoiler warning on the site (you can read the same description in part 1 on tumblr)

2 - This collection was intended for an audience who watched anime and would understand what it was about. I'm not going to explain what it is when you can go to Google... Damn, it's literally the official shortened name!

3 - Yes, on the site there is a list with minor characters... BUT I specifically wrote in the description that we are talking specifically about those characters who were given little screen time (description part 1 tumblr). Should I have written the name of collection like this: “Characters who received little screen time and for who did not understand this is the anime Bungo stray dogs”?

I am very upset that I received a lot of minuses and insults on my favorite site where I read manga only because many did not understand what “BSD” is and what we are talking about, although I wrote what exactly I meant in the description.

Now I'm doing the same collection with same description again, but now on tumblr and I had to split the huge collection into parts (because here I can't add more than 10 pictures to a post). I just share this with people who are interested in it like me... I didn’t want to offend anyone, on the contrary, I spent my whole day on this... And I left the collection on the very site where views and 'minuses' are still collected (even despite the insults) only because I tried for a VERY long time and there are people who like it.

I made a mistake again and I feel like a failure...

[melancholic-bats]

Try not to be sad about someone you haven't spoken to in two years challenge!!

[noperopesaredope]

I wish we had more female characters like Eleanor Shellstrop. One of the most unlikable people you've ever met. Read a Buzzfeed article on most rude things you can do on a daily basis and decided to use that as a list of goals. Makes everyone's day worse just by being there. Dropped a margarita mix on the ground and tried to pick it up, only to get hit by a row of shopping carts which pushed her into the road where she was hit by a boner pill delivery truck, killing her instantly. Cannot keep a romantic partner despite being bisexual. Had a terrible childhood but will die before she gets therapy. Best employee at a scam company. Just the worst but also can't help but root for her to improve.

Absolute loser. Girl-failure. Bad at almost everything. Literally perfect female character.

[theap-sap]

Trying to squeeze all my personal time, chores, hobbies, relaxing, eating, excersize, and voice training into the hour and a half block where I get the house to myself

[clary-jace]

my goal in 2025 is to be MORE annoying about my interests, actually