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Thank you for tag! YIPEEEE!☆

Before I downloaded tumblr, I had never communicated with anyone on the Internet... But there are so many cool people here! Essentially, for me, this is a small cozy corner on the Internet where you can chat, share your theories on this or that fandom, and of course play “tag games.” Thank you very much to these lovely guys: @civvywivvy @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @dazaiismytherapist @ribex @thottykunikida @persimmonpoet @theonlyqualitytrash!!!♡

I love you all!(o´▽`o)

@animated-scribble @y0ur-f4vor1te-crypt1d @kartsstuffig @44-mr-midnight-44 @silver-eater @free-slug-cat @my-mom-named-me-duck @softenedsunbeams @ccosmicentity @starsofthestorm @jaime-in-chaos @ the person who sent me this (i cant remember your url so sorry man) @ UHM UHM I FORGOT URLS

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For the first time in my life... I received a MANGA as a gift! I usually read manga on the Internet and on the shelf among other books, I don’t have it, but now I received 4 volumes of “Bungo stray dogs: wan!”. I think this is the best gift I received for the New Year)☆ I haven’t read BSD wan yet (I’ve only watched the anime) So I think it will be VERY interesting(≧▽≦) YIPEEEEEEE!!!

(when my younger sister saw Atsushi she thought it was a girl(╥_╥))

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Yes, that's definitely me... And this is a very cool test!🐟💙

@the-real-loser-otaku-girl @thottykunikida @theonlyqualitytrash @persimmonpoet @ribex @dazaiismytherapist @civvywivvy @son-of-the-celestial-gods + open tags☆

FISH QUIZZZZ!!! FISH QUIZZZ!!!! TAKE IT!!!

quiz made: june 2024

[edgarpoeandkarl]

Even though I wasn’t tagged, I decided to join)

Congrats, you're the one who makes it to the end. your instincts, paranoia, and/or pure fucking stubbornness guide you every bloody step of the way. when the dawn finally breaks, you're the last one left standing. sure, it cost you friends and loved ones and you're going to have one hell of a therapy bill, but at least you're alive.

I just realized that my whole life is a "horror movie"🥲

@civvywivvy @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @dazaiismytherapist @persimmonpoet @thottykunikida @son-of-the-celestial-gods @theonlyqualitytrash @ribex + open tags☆

pov: you’re in a horror movie

1. create your own look here

2. find out what role you are here

I kind of love the result I got :)

no pressure tags: @foodiewithdahoodie @queereldritch @elhaspowers @gothbower @ohfallingdisco @josephandjamie @josephfakingquinn @johnsimms @cuethemulti @can-of-pringles @loki-is-my-kink-awakening @nebulousfishgills @mimisempai @thelostsisters @lokisgoodgirl @cultofsheep @onesmainbitch @jcbbby @whumpzone @catboysienna @lussiane333 @erdarielthewhumper @abitofboth @galactic-magick @llywenn @chaos-monkeyy @highwarlockofphilly (only if you feel like playing, no pressure or anything 🥰)

if I didn’t tag you and you’d love to join, please don’t hesitate to do so. I’d love to see the results you got. everybody is welcome!

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I'll bring some strawberry jam cookies🍓🍪

(lol, this is the only thing I can bake)

@persimmonpoet @ribex @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @civvywivvy @theonlyqualitytrash @dazaiismytherapist @son-of-the-celestial-gods + any other moots☆

Moot Sleepover Starting Now

@a-fucking-tornado

@silentlydying

@fairyb0ii

@tori-spring12

@survivingmyownlife

@spir4nts-lun4r

@back-totheoldhouse

@aloserwholikesheartstopper

@moomoomwahaha

@xoxonxo

[edgarpoeandkarl]

Thank you for tagging me♡ ～('▽^人)

I made Chara from Undertale❤😈🔪

@civvywivvy @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @dazaiismytherapist @thottykunikida @persimmonpoet @ribex @son-of-the-celestial-gods + open tags☆

go ahead and make yourselves guys... or whatever is the closest to you.

this is the closest to ira irl :( except the brown hair is swapped by black. gonna probably make a few more of these hehe.

@baldgirl212 @disenchantedbysociety @ranpazz and everyone else please, have fun guys.

[edgarpoeandkarl]

I think it's time to change the name of my blog...😶

You are a rather contradictory kind of person: so proud of yourself yet so insecure. What you want most in life is peace and safety, and yet, life seems to continually throw more at you. You are a very sentimental kind of person, and one who cares deeply for others... However, at times, you find it hard to express. Often times, you might push the envelope too far, and accidentally hurt people when you only mean well. More than anything, you need to learn to be kinder to yourself; don't overthink so much! People love you for who you are, but because you are constantly concerned with your own appearance, that can be so hard to see. Take a step back and see the whole picture for what it is: you are an immensely kind person who goes above and beyond for others, and the people around you recognize that. I promise.

@the-real-loser-otaku-girl @civvywivvy @theonlyqualitytrash @dazaiismytherapist @ribex @persimmonpoet @son-of-the-celestial-gods + open tags☆

I took a test. Erm!

Is it lonely, feeling like there is always a glass wall between yourself and others? You see the world through a lens of contempt; not rooted in disgust, but in pity. A third-person spectator of society, you struggle to feel, at times, like you're human at all. Not in a sense that you're a monster or a creature, but that you are simply without which defines man. You watch the motions of existence with a dull sense of separation, untouchably. Even so, you're tired. You're exhausted. You wish it would all end, gently and quietly. You feel, in some sense, it would be a mercy to euthanize the world as a whole, even. You have already accepted that this is a lonely viewpoint, after all, it isn't possible anyone could truly see the world the same way. Not without going through your very same pain. Not without your same wisdom; to see the meaninglessness in human continuance, when we never learn from history. Further, no one else can keep up in a matter of intellect, anyway. Everyone around you is so, so... Dull. Even so, there is an ache inside you that yearns for some form of understanding, some form of companionship so, at least, you wouldn't need to watch the world destroy itself alone. Deep down, I know you're a person who cares so, so much. You're someone with far too much empathy for a heart to hold- have you ever thought, maybe, to direct that empathy towards yourself?

@still-fatemeh -> you'd lowk like this

@jsol1015 -> I need to see if you get sigma lol

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Shock content!😱 Their noses are missing!👀

☆I've been making BSD memes all evening, so there will be a lot of them this week)☆

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Silly Ranpo, Mushi-kun is not an imposter🙄💅

☆This meme was originally in Russian, but I translated it into English✩

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No questions... ONLY RASHOMON!😈

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In the first picture is my drawing and in the second original art (if anyone knows the author of the art in the second photo please tell me their name😭)

[edgarpoeandkarl]

Thank you for tagging(≧◡≦)

I'm not sure about 'sogginess' - "Selfish" because every day I worry and care about everyone around me more than I should.

(/▿＼ )

@dazaiismytherapist @civvywivvy @son-of-the-celestial-gods @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @ribex @persimmonpoet + open tags~☆

so i did the toast thing and yk what's not even funny is how accurate this is because what

uhhh tags: @marauding-almond @mae-occasionally-reads @lionmythflower @my-castles-crumbling + anyone who wants to :)

[edgarpoeandkarl]

Thank you for tag☆ ～('▽^人)

I made Higuchi and Akutagawa(≧◡≦) ♡

@dazaiismytherapist @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @civvywivvy @ribex @son-of-the-celestial-gods @theonlyqualitytrash + open tags~☆

Tag game :^) here

Lovebombing this freak on Christmas 💕

No pressure tags: @lumiambrose @strawchocoberry @i-am-so-strange @bunndemia @ravelroses

@choccorin @nyxypoo @littleplantfreak @suosteacup @solelyysha @wannabepoeticischiya + anyone else who wants to join yipee

[edgarpoeandkarl]

Of course, I will read this wonderful manga to the end (≧▽≦) (and it was bsd that aroused my interest in the history of writers and their literature) Every evening I read two chapters☆ Thank you very much for your answer♡

Merry Christmas to you!☆ ～('▽^人)

The irony of Fyodor's words:

These words have always stuck with me when I started to reread the manga, especially with the recent chapters and Fyodor's behavior. He says something deeply philosophical, but also deeply ironic.

In the anime, he says:

“People are eager to believe that they are acting with free will. That they know best. They become so excited by their own discoveries that they give them too much value. We all loathe to believe we can be controlled.” (Season 3, Episode 4, 17:35)

And in the manga:

"People, honestly, simply, wrongly assume that 'I thought so myself.'" (Vol. 10, Ch. 42, Page 35)

At first glance, these two quotes seem to say something very similar—that people tend to overvalue their own thoughts and discoveries, believing them to be entirely their own, when in reality, they might be influenced by something (or someone) else. But here's where the irony kicks in: Fyodor himself embodies this very mindset.

Despite his belief that people are wrong to assume their thoughts are independent, Fyodor operates under the assumption that his philosophy is entirely his own. In truth, it’s shaped by a lifetime of suffering, trauma, and a near-obsessive need to control the world around him.

Fyodor’s theory—that all ability users should be eradicated—is rooted in his own experiences of feeling powerless and out of control. The abuse he’s endured, combined with his ability, has led him to view the world—and its "free will"—as fundamentally flawed. He believes that to restore order to this chaotic world, the gifted must be suppressed. Yet, isn't this philosophy itself an example of the very thing he criticizes in others? His conviction that he has discovered the "truth" mirrors the self-deception he critiques: the tendency to believe that his thoughts are purely his own, unaffected by external forces, including his trauma.

In a way, Fyodor is trapped in the very mindset he warns against: the idea that his conclusions are logical and independent, when they are actually the product of his suffering, his obsession with control, and his refusal to accept the chaos of human nature. His belief that he’s arrived at the ultimate truth—that ability users must be eradicated to prevent chaos—reflects the same misguided, self-affirming belief that he accuses others of having.

Fyodor, in his isolation and intellectual torment, has convinced himself that eradicating others' abilities is the only way to restore order. But this "discovery" is not a product of pure intellect. It is, instead, the result of his trauma and distorted worldview. The irony is that he has become the very thing he despises: someone who clings to his own belief as the ultimate truth, dismissing the possibility that his thoughts are shaped by his personal history, his suffering, and his need for control.

At the heart of this contradiction is Fyodor’s desperate desire for control. His philosophy isn't just intellectual; it’s emotionally driven, born of his experiences with powerlessness. In seeking to rid the world of chaos and disorder, he longs for a sense of security. But he fails to see that his quest for control is itself a response to his internalized trauma. His attempts to impose order are shaped not just by logic, but by his scars.

This leads us to the central irony: Fyodor cannot see that his belief system is flawed not because it's illogical, but because it’s emotionally driven. He claims to have transcended the emotional influence of others, yet in doing so, he becomes a prisoner of his own narrative. He cannot escape the fact that his thoughts, like those of the people he criticizes, are shaped by his fears, desires, and personal history.

Fyodor's rejection of external influence is, in the end, a perfect reflection of the flaw he exhibits: the inability to recognize that his thoughts are not independent, but deeply shaped by a lifetime of suffering and a need for control. He believes that he has arrived at the ultimate truth through intellectual reasoning, but in reality, his philosophy is just as much a product of his internal struggles as anyone else’s beliefs.

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk :>

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Ask game :3 List five of your favorite or top songs, then send this ask to the last ten people in your notifications ✨

Yipee! (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ

Penelope Scott (American Healthcare (Glitzy), Rät..)

Undertale OST (Death by glamour, Dreams and Hopes, Fallen down...)

Hard Drive Mettaton

Hold release; Rakshasa and Carcasses

ROKI Mikito P

People Allergy

Girl A

Aishite (Ado)

Amygdala's Rag Doll

Boku dake ga Inai Machi (full op)

Bsd op and endings (all seasons)

Wonder egg priority (full ending)

Twaddles of a Flue Faker

Spirited away

Mad father Old doll

OMORI OST (White space, Title, Lost at a sleepover)

Nimbasa core

Dancing samurai (Gakupo)

Fear Garden (Kagamine Rin)

Pepoyo

Friday night funking OST

And bonus❄:

Laaast Christmas I give you my heart😫

Heh, maybe in the future I will make a post about my full playlist with Vocaloid songs and many others)

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Tagged by: @thottykunikida ☆ ～('▽^人)

Last song: American Healthcare (Glitzy)

Fav color: I like any color

Last books: Rashomon and Seventeen Other Stories by Akutagawa Ryunosuke

Last movie: Bungo stray dogs: Beast (2022)

Last show: Dororo

Sweet/spicy/savory: sweet and spicy

Relationship status: Single

Current obsession: Any anime, books and manga, drawing, animation basics and translation of texts (or books), writing my own stories and poems

Looking forward to: I've been hiding gifts for my family in my school bag all this time and I can't wait to give my little sister a Gravity Falls book with a poster inside)

Tagging: @ribex @persimmonpoet @civvywivvy @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @son-of-the-celestial-gods @dazaiismytherapist @xzettax @mspaintakus2 @candiedfright @pleucas

Ten People I’d Like to Get to Know Better

tagged by: @orphiclovers

last song: It’s all been Christmas retail crap or if you count the radio on the drive home playing Avril Lavigne

fav color: this pale seafoam green for things or white for clothes

last book: Eclipse by Wilder (poetry)

last movie: Deadpool & Wolverine

last show: N/A

sweet/spicy/savory: sweet and savory 

relationship status: 4 people proposed to me this year. 1 meant it fr 🥹 (engaged irl) otherwise I have a harem on AO3 going.

last thing i googled: how big is a wintermelon?

current obsession: cooking and Infinity Nikki

looking forward to: I’m planning a road trip with the girls later this week!!

Tagging: @auuwmk, @ssunfish, @ajhaijma, @stoneclaw, @quiteboared, @kiwiandmint, @dgeneralacc, @rex44201, @readingdreaming4951, @thottykunikida

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I love this♡ Honestly, before this post, I didn’t even understand Fedor’s motives...

I thought that he wanted to get rid of espers, believing that they were “sinners” because of his spiritual values ​​and belief in God...💀 (I watched the anime and now stopped in the middle of the manga)

The irony of Fyodor's words:

These words have always stuck with me when I started to reread the manga, especially with the recent chapters and Fyodor's behavior. He says something deeply philosophical, but also deeply ironic.

In the anime, he says:

“People are eager to believe that they are acting with free will. That they know best. They become so excited by their own discoveries that they give them too much value. We all loathe to believe we can be controlled.” (Season 3, Episode 4, 17:35)

And in the manga:

"People, honestly, simply, wrongly assume that 'I thought so myself.'" (Vol. 10, Ch. 42, Page 35)

At first glance, these two quotes seem to say something very similar—that people tend to overvalue their own thoughts and discoveries, believing them to be entirely their own, when in reality, they might be influenced by something (or someone) else. But here's where the irony kicks in: Fyodor himself embodies this very mindset.

Despite his belief that people are wrong to assume their thoughts are independent, Fyodor operates under the assumption that his philosophy is entirely his own. In truth, it’s shaped by a lifetime of suffering, trauma, and a near-obsessive need to control the world around him.

Fyodor’s theory—that all ability users should be eradicated—is rooted in his own experiences of feeling powerless and out of control. The abuse he’s endured, combined with his ability, has led him to view the world—and its "free will"—as fundamentally flawed. He believes that to restore order to this chaotic world, the gifted must be suppressed. Yet, isn't this philosophy itself an example of the very thing he criticizes in others? His conviction that he has discovered the "truth" mirrors the self-deception he critiques: the tendency to believe that his thoughts are purely his own, unaffected by external forces, including his trauma.

In a way, Fyodor is trapped in the very mindset he warns against: the idea that his conclusions are logical and independent, when they are actually the product of his suffering, his obsession with control, and his refusal to accept the chaos of human nature. His belief that he’s arrived at the ultimate truth—that ability users must be eradicated to prevent chaos—reflects the same misguided, self-affirming belief that he accuses others of having.

Fyodor, in his isolation and intellectual torment, has convinced himself that eradicating others' abilities is the only way to restore order. But this "discovery" is not a product of pure intellect. It is, instead, the result of his trauma and distorted worldview. The irony is that he has become the very thing he despises: someone who clings to his own belief as the ultimate truth, dismissing the possibility that his thoughts are shaped by his personal history, his suffering, and his need for control.

At the heart of this contradiction is Fyodor’s desperate desire for control. His philosophy isn't just intellectual; it’s emotionally driven, born of his experiences with powerlessness. In seeking to rid the world of chaos and disorder, he longs for a sense of security. But he fails to see that his quest for control is itself a response to his internalized trauma. His attempts to impose order are shaped not just by logic, but by his scars.

This leads us to the central irony: Fyodor cannot see that his belief system is flawed not because it's illogical, but because it’s emotionally driven. He claims to have transcended the emotional influence of others, yet in doing so, he becomes a prisoner of his own narrative. He cannot escape the fact that his thoughts, like those of the people he criticizes, are shaped by his fears, desires, and personal history.

Fyodor's rejection of external influence is, in the end, a perfect reflection of the flaw he exhibits: the inability to recognize that his thoughts are not independent, but deeply shaped by a lifetime of suffering and a need for control. He believes that he has arrived at the ultimate truth through intellectual reasoning, but in reality, his philosophy is just as much a product of his internal struggles as anyone else’s beliefs.

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk :>