#i'm emotional bc it's siri

[thebestofoneshots]

firstly, I absolutely adore your blog!! <3 ur so cool

secondly im curious to know- what marvel superhero would you assign to each of the marauders? I personally think sirius would love ironman, he’s so tony stark coded

AH, you're combining some of my favourite fandoms, babe! Which is why I might end up writing a way deeper analysis than I need to lol. But let's go through it one by one.

My darling James, the golden boy of his era, he is 100% Captain America. He is hell-bent on protecting those he loves, and he would do anything for them. Also, he's been in love with one girl for all of his life. It's just so fitting for him, I feel?

But also, I feel like James could also be a great Spiderman (and that is probably his favourite superhero), especially younger James, with his charm and charisma and how he is loved and cherished by his people. Also, he is totally in love with a redhead.

Remus Lupin is a complicated one. You know, I feel like Hulk is quite fitting, since you know he gets angry and turns into a green monster, which kind of relates to Rem in a deeper level. Having said that, I think his superhero would be Moon Knight and I'm ready to diе on this grave.

Hear me out, it's about the deep-held emotional trauma and the way Steven and Jake came into existence to protect Mark, he would absolutely love, love Moon Knight, especially the Disney+ version of him. There's also the lack of control the multiple personalities entail (which is very much like Remus' turning into Moony) and the moon theme. Besides, Rem would totally have a mini crush on Oscar Isaac.

And for Sirius, I agree, he is definitely Iron Man coded and would love Tony, I mean it's in the daddy issues they share with each other, the family background, the rich kid persona and all that. But I also think Sirius would love, and I mean LOVE Peter Quill (StarLord).

StarLord also has family issues, but he grew to become an absolutely charming character, sharing his love for beings with Sirius (aka they're both a little bit of heartbreakers) and he is super funny, which I feel Sirius would love. They both love music, and Sirius would praise Starlord's taste every single day of the week. Something else Siri would love about StarLord is his found family. He met the Guardians of the Galaxy and they all adopted each other, in the same way, Sirius adopted and was adopted by James and Remus.

Reggie is Bucky Barnes (and this is one of my favourite Marvel characters). Bucky was brainwashed and tortured by Hydra, in pretty much the same way Reggie was by his family. He shared that traumatic past and his absolute desire to be better, and to improve, he doesn't want to be a deatheater anymore and he fights for what's good. Also, if he is Bucky and James is Cap, we can have a bit of Starchaser hehe.

Lily loves Spiderman, and not because James does, nah, Lily has been a fan since she was a kid, she loves his sense of justice and how he fights for what's good. Spiderman's motto "With great power, comes great responsibility" is literally Lily's bible.

Marlene is into Black Window, and not only bc she has a massive crush on her, but because she thinks she is the most badass character in the entire fucking Marvel universe, no joke. She can stand against beasts three times her size, and fight alongside the most powerful superheroes on earth by being just a human woman? She is INCREDIBLE!

Mary gives me Vision vibes, I'm not sure why, but I totally see her reading Vision fanfiction and writing some too.

Barty is a Loki kid, you cannot change my mind. I mean, forgotten and neglected child who has to be exceptionally good at everything to get the attention from his dad? He becomes evil bc he thinks it's the only way he'll get Odin to see him? This to me screams Barty, and he would love Loki.

And lastly, I think Evan likes Quick Silver. Firstly, he thinks he's super hot, but he also loved his relationship with his sister, and he loves Pietro's charm. There's just something about him that he can't stop thinking about. I also feel he would like Mystique, but that's due to her complicated past, and her ability to become anything anyone she wants. He feels it would be so freeing to do that.

PS. Didn't I say I'd go crazy with this analysis? Aaaah I'm such a nerd...

[icy-watch]

Um.

Ah?

So.

Yeah.

Emotions.

Ok.

The cycle has come to an end, but there's something in me that's saying MK's going to do something. Something to keep the cycle going, in spite of Nüwa. Well, maybe not so much Nüwa, but the way things have gone for however many cycles she's seen.

Nüwa did instill him with chaos. Maybe a part of her was hoping that this time things would end differently. But I'm not totally sure on that bc I don't have a good read on her as a character yet.

Whatever happens in the next episode, there is Change coming. (Siri, play "Here Comes The Change" by Kesha.) I don't know have a tangible idea of what that Change will be, but it's going to happen.

Alright, so tomorrow is Movie Night. We've moved up the time bc people are starting jobs (read as: several members of the Movie Night group are teachers or assistant teachers), so they've got earlier bedtimes. Which means I won't be able to squeeze in the last episode before we start. So, I'll pick up the day after. Until then!

[racfoam]

I miss Harry and her perfect godfather:’) I hope someday Harry will call him “father”. I know probably Siri is going to die but he deserves to hear it cause in the fact he trying hard for his little girl 😭😭😭😭

Awww, I miss them, too, anon! Their bond is so precious and their scenes are so heartwarming to write.

Excuse you, anon!

Sirius is NOT dying in nynn! NOT ON THIS CAPYBARA'S WATCH!

Hmmm, I don't know if I should make Harry call Sirius "father"... There are multiple reasons but... Hmmm... Idk how to explain it...

But I do agree Sirius deserves all the love cus he is trying so hard and doing really well! I always planned on writing him as that paternal fatherly figure to Harry so I'm glad to hear that people want Harry to call him dad.

But Sirius is definitely the Dadfoot. There is a reason I call nynn Sirius Dadfoot. Because he is Dadfoot.

I just don't think Harry will ever feel confident enough to call Sirius dad, bcs she'd feel a lot of conflicting emotions regarding that, and she doesn't want to do it out of the blue, either. Damn trauma the Dursleys gave her. Damn them all to hell.

[duskterrace]

🌿 + 🥀

✉️ : LETTER TO SANTA ( decided to do them tgt )

Buzz,

This one might be a bit difficult. I feel like we talk about almost everything, so searching deep down to find something I haven’t yet vocalized is kinda hard.  I’ll give it my best shot, but … sorry if it gets a little rambly at some point. You're a breath of fresh air. You’re a blessing I never knew I was searching for. You've helped me through countless issues– though, let’s be real, you’ve also been the cause of most of those issues. But without that added dose of chaos in my life, I'm not sure I would've made it as far as I have. I won’t go and be dramatic or anything but, the day you were assigned as my roommate is one I look back on fondly, because it's the day that I met that… one really awkward guy who swore my computer was talking to him ( aka you, if you didn’t get it ) . I think for one, I've never gotten a chance to say this to you face to face but …thank you. Genuinely. For consoling me at night when you notice I'm stressed or on rare occasions, if I'm imbalanced and am probably scaring you while switching back and forth because of a sudden panic attack. Thank you for also making me laugh. Albeit, most of that laughter comes at your expense because you're so bad at skateboarding and always choose to do it inside the dorm room, but it really helps me destress most days. I normally keep away from people because I never know who i can befriend since a few people in the past have had nefarious intentions after figuring out what my power entails but you’ve always been overly respectful of boundaries, even of ones I wasn't aware I had. And that makes you so special. You’ve earned my trust and let me tell you…that's…pretty rare. To sum it up…I hate to admit it but  those nights where you’re overwhelmed by technology are quickly becoming my favorite over the past few months. Because, frankly, I enjoy the idea of turning off all of our technology for one night and just doing whatever chaotic list of shenanigans comes to our minds, just because we can. It’s the one day in a week where i can let loose and not feel like i'll be judged switching 10-20 times during out conversations based off of emotions or…thoughts. Also…?  Racing up to the roof to just sit in a childish blanket fort and stare at stars that would otherwise elude us, is a plus. I never knew I was lonely in that dorm room, until you moved in. Now I find myself waiting for you to come back from classes just to have someone to ignore me for the better part of the day. Not sure why… but silence is so much better when you have someone to be silent with. Okay sappy shit aside. You're pretty cool. Thanks for being my roommate, blah blah. I’m writing this letter by hand to give your brain a bit of a tech break, so you're welcome. Read it too much or get too happy about it and i'm burning it. Ps. thanks for trying to figure out how to charge my phone, i hope you figure it out soon bc i broke my charger...again.

Sincerely, Jinsol. 

🥀 : 3AM DRUNK TEXT ( ✉️ )   SMS    →   BUZZ  

delivered / 03:10 am ✓ › i mayu or may not be be drunk but..serious quest chin (?)

delivered / 03:19 am ✓ › queschion › queschien › [voice note] hey siri spell question oh thats not- › [speech to text] hey siri spell question › [speech to text] spell question › [speech to text] quest in › [speech to text] no spell question › ayeeee it didit › wait fcuk wat was my questchin againn?

[loverspidey]

oh i- wow. this was truly so perfect, i'm in awe. this concept for sirius is so lovely.

“I would have been miserable here all alone, but you being here, this is the best gift you could have given me,” he confessed, his hands planted on the sides of your shoulders in a comforting manner.

and this? it's so heartwarming and comforting and so personal between him and the reader, i don't think anyone could ask for anything more. i truly love this so much.

the perfect gift | s.b

sirius black x gn!reader

requested by @natashxromanovf where the reader stays at hogwarts with sirius over xmas using prompts "I thought you were going home for Christmas.” - “Well, I couldn’t leave you all alone.” & “This is the best gift you could’ve given me.”

warnings; gender neutral pronouns, mentions of food, fluff!

word count; 1500+

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Sirius wasn’t terribly bothered by the prospect of staying at Hogwarts over the Christmas period instead of being dragged kicking and screaming to his parent’s house of misery. The only detail of the arrangement that was not so pleasing to him, was that the rest of his friends were to be home for Christmas. He couldn’t very well make them feel guilty for having families to go home to, he was not so selfish as to do that. But he couldn’t deny it was going to be an awfully lonely Christmas without anyone with whom he could share it.

He’d made peace with the fact that his family was never going to be who he wanted them to be. They were not made to withstand change, and so they clung to continuity like it was the very air they breathed and that death would befall them if they were ever to be without it. He supposed life might look safer when the walls never changed and the room stayed the same, but he also supposed that was why they were so angry all the time. He would be too if he were locked up in the same room day after day, year after year, stuck in the same silence with the same irritating wallpaper.

And so, he waved his friends goodbye as they left the common room and promised to write. Each of them left a gift on the sofa beside him and wished him a merry Christmas, though he was sure it would not be half so good if his friends weren’t leaving. Though he should be grateful that it’ll be far more merry than if he were at home.

James, Remus, Peter, Lily, Marlene, Dorcas and Mary had left him to fend for himself, and soon, Y/N would bid him farewell until the new year too. But it had been nearly thirty minutes since the last of his friends left, and Y/N was nowhere in sight. Surely they would not have left without saying goodbye? He looked around the room, perhaps searching for a belonging of theirs that would indicate that had not yet gone, but he found nothing. He went through the gifts beside him, wondering if you’d slipped out without him noticing but there was not one from you in the small pile.

Sirius was becoming more bewildered by the second; he knew you were going home, you’d told him so yourself. He was tempted to go and look for you, but it would be just his luck that he’d leave as you entered and miss you entirely. But the train was leaving any minute now, you’d miss it if you weren’t already there.

“Alright, Pads?” you asked, dropping down on the sofa beside Sirius and startling him.

“What are you doing here? I thought you were going home for Christmas,” Sirius asked, puzzled.

“Well I couldn’t leave you all alone, but I can if you want, it’s not trouble at all! Just thought you might like some company,” you smiled, ruffling his hair.

“Didn’t I tell you to stop doing that?” Sirius laughed, wrapping his arms around your chest and bringing you into a tight hold.

“Let me go, will you?” you struggled against his arms, but to no avail, “Fine! I won’t do it again,” you conceded, as did Sirius.

“That’s what I like to hear,” he smirked, releasing you, “Now, are you really staying over the holidays?” he asked.

“Yes, why, should I not?” you asked nervously, wondering if you’d made an awful mistake or misread signs you thought he had written for you.

“No! That’s not it, just don’t want you or your family missing out because of me,” he admitted sheepishly, bringing a hand to your face instinctively.

Ignoring the drop in your stomach and your skin heating around Sirius’ touch, you laughed the situation into another, one where his hand was by his side and the two of you looked anxiously at each other and the fire ahead of you. Searching for a topic of conversation, you looked around the room quickly, surveying your options and locking onto the pile of gifts by his side.

“Didn’t get you a present,” you said rather disappointedly, “I was going to when I went home. I’ve been looking for weeks and I just couldn’t find anything,” you confessed, looking up at him through your eyelashes.

Sirius laughed quietly, as if anything you did could disappoint him, he thought. But even his supposed good humour could not cure the frown that adorned your lips at the thought of letting him down. You really had been looking in every shop window for something that might bring a smile to his face on Christmas day, spending hours on the streets of snow. Nevertheless, your hours of searching brought you no closer to finding the perfect gift, or even something sub-prefect. Sirius had never been so hard to buy for as of this year.

“Come with me,” Sirius said, offering his hand to you.

“Where?” you asked confused.

Sirius nodded his head in the direction of the common room door, beckoning you to come with him wherever he was thinking of. He had never led you astray thus far, and taking his hand, Sirius stood up from the Sofa and began to lead you through the common room, down the stairs and through the halls of Hogwarts. The corridors were practically empty, a rare sight for the middle of the afternoon on a weekend. It was only in a similar appearance when everyone had classes or when daring students were roaming the halls past curfew–something you had done once or twice.

Sirius didn’t talk at all, just let your passing comments dissipate in the air, which might have had better use for them than he did at the present moment. He was too busy thinking of how exactly he might phrase his next words and what exactly might your reaction be. He hoped, beyond all measurable hope, that it would be a favourable response, though he would not hold it against you if it wasn’t. After all, he was just a boy, and a damaged one at that. But you were so much more, something that words failed to describe, something that photographs could not capture and a feeling of which he could not pinpoint.

“The Room of Requirement,” you stated, more confused than you had been to begin with, “What are we doing here, Sirius?”

“Just wait and see, will you? You’ve made it this far,” he smiled softly at your impatient curiosity.

He closed his eyes and thought very carefully of what he wanted to see when he opened the door. The idea had only graced his thoughts when you talked about absent gifts, for he too had a nightmare finding the right one for you. When he pushed open the door and peered inside, it was exactly how he had imagined it. There was a fireplace, a fortress of cushions laid out particularly on the rug before it, and a Christmas tree in the corner decorated in your favourite colour. Hot chocolate and sweets were set out neatly on the tray in the middle of the cushions for you to treat yourselves, while the record player beside them played soft, old Christmas songs. It was perfect.

“Sirius!” you gasped, taking in each element of the room he had thought up in his mind, everything down to the star atop the tree, “Now I’m even more upset I didn’t get you anything!” you scoffed, punching him in the arm.

“If it makes you feel any better, I didn’t pay for it,” he laughed.

“Well they do say it’s the thought that counts, but I’m still annoyed.”

“Don’t be,” he started, wiping his hands on his trousers, hoping it would rid them of the sweat building there, “You saw the halls, they were empty, more empty than they ever are. Especially because you know there’s no one in the classrooms or dorms to fill them later,” he continued, losing his point in the ramblings, “I would have been miserable here all alone, but you being here, this is the best gift you could have given me,” he confessed, his hands planted on the sides of your shoulders in a comforting manner.

“You gave up your Christmas to stay here with me, that’s more thoughtful than anything you could have bought,” he smiled softly.

It was all so surreal, that Sirius might really be expressing something that you’d felt for so long now. It was always harder to bear things alone and not even love could claim absence from that burden. But now Sirius was offering to share the weight of your heart.

“Do you mean it, truly?”

“Yes, darling, I really do.”

“Then kiss me already, please?” you asked, giggling as his lips grew closer and granted your Christmas wish.

When he pulled away, he looked at you with such fondness you felt as if you were sure to break, but his eyes drifted upwards and he began to laugh, prompting you to look too. There, from the ceiling of the Room of Requirement, was mistletoe growing above the two of you. You gave Sirius a teasing glare, but he swore it was not his doing. Whether you believed him or not, he didn’t know, but rather than dwelling on it, he brought you close again and took advantage of the Christmas tradition.

[lalunanymph]

Hi how are you? I follow you since you uploaded the haunted one shot and then when you decided to turn it into a story, I think it was the best decision. I've reread it a couple of times because your writing is captivating and doesn't fail to convey the same emotions.

I wanted to ask a question (hope you don't mind and if you do, feel free to skip this and don't answer). Now I am reading us again and as spellbound, I love the arranged marriage plot where one of them was already in love with someone else. I wanted to know if you could recommend me novels or fanfics with that plot style :( I think I'm getting addicted to that kind of angst. (hope you don't mind this last one).

it's no worry at all! here are some works that i recommend!

affliction by bby siri @/multistan-247

one of my fave hanma angst that ripped my heart out

stormchaser by @/amjustagirl

idk even know who atsumu is bc i'm not in the haikyuu fandom but their angst is top tier 😩 i will have to rb it soon with my thoughts bc gd did it take a toll on me

the other side of wedding rings by @/harufilms (though i think they deactivated already cries so im not too sure if you can still access their fics)

[berlinini]

I get the nervous feeling too, I think it’s bc we just want him to have the best show ever. we’re all nervous for him. i know he’s gonna smash it tho!! so proud of him 🥹

Siri, add "feeling nervous, barely sleeping and dying of excitement" to my calendar, from August 27 to November 11.

Ha! Sorry I'm replying late. In retrospect, the nervosity pre-show was NOTHING compared to the roller coaster of emotions, the heart attack and the high blood pressure I experienced DURING the show.

Sure, stanning Louis Tomlinson gives you great skin and a good ass, but it's not for the weak... Proceed at your own risks (secondary effects include serotonin boost, dopamine boost and lingering effects of horniness)

[scribbleboxfox]

What's your favorite thing about each of TCC + Sachs and Sanchez (no idea if I spelled their names right)?

My favorite thing about them is just everything. And I mean everything when you finish this fic I'm gonna cry and then reread it over and over again so I can still "see" them.

jfhskdfjsk sorry for taking forever to reply. I’m still recovering from a very long January and my energy has been in flux :’D

Gosh, this is a hard question to answer cuz they’re like....my kids???? But I’ll try!!!

Fox: definitely the fact that she’s been through a whole lot of awful shit and still came out compassionate on the other side. It’s one of my favorite character archetypes tbh.

Jersey: the fact that he can make just about any scene funny. Also his emotions are just so big???? I love writing him because of this. I always know exactly what he’s thinking/feeling so it’s super easy to write from his perspective. He’s definitely someone who wears his heart on his sleeve and I love it!!!

Grizzly: he just cares SO much ALL THE TIME and like #mood but also ;-; Also his signature move is literally hugging people so hard they die and like. I can respect that.

Niner: ok confession time: canon 479er is just my little sister in machinima form. So that’s how I write her (with added murder, obviously. Like my sister lives in NYC so I’m not saying she hasn’t probably killed someone at some point but like...) But yeah I love her for the same reasons I love my sister: snarky, won’t put up with your shit, but also cares a lot and deep down really just wants everyone to be ok.

Siris: He’s a walking dad joke and a total dork who drinks Love My Wife juice. That and the fact that in TLRH, his entire wardrobe is canonically only purple clothes. It drives Meg nuts. Everyone in the neighborhood makes fun of him for it. He’s so goofy I love him so much.

Rocket: I love him bc he tries SO HARD to be one of the big kids. That and he’s the character that I can channel my dumb tumblr/twitter/tiktok humor through bc he’s the youngest one so it fits lmao.

Locus: I like him bc he’s a fucking CHALLENGE to write. Like holy god this man does NOT want character development to happen to him and it gives my brain a workout every time I have to drag him kicking and screaming through both the plot and his own emotions. He’s come so far and I’m very proud of him but I still want to hit him with a broom sometimes. Also it’s very fun to throw him into really goofy scenarios bc he never knows what to do. Like that one time Fox was just eating a head of lettuce on the floor. God bless him.

Cobalt: SHE’S SO BUBBLY AND FUN AND I CAN ALREADY TELL SHE’S GOING TO BE ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS TO WRITE!!! She’s just so fun and goofy and she vibes so well with the rest of the team and dskfjhdjukeafheadj I can’t explain how much I love her ok she’s SO good!!!

Marco: he’s also one of my favorite characters to write bc he’s just Locus and Fox at the same time. Like he wants SO BADLY TO CARE BUT DOESN’T WANT TO LET HIMSELF CARE BC EVERY TIME HE DOES SOMEONE WINDS UP DEAD!!!! LIKE?????? I LOVE YOU I WANT THE WORLD FOR YOU I’M SORRY I TRAUMATIZED YOU SO BAD PLEASE JUST LET THE REST OF YOUR TEAM HUG YOU FOREVER YOU TINY TOUCH-STARVED KNIFE MAN

Sanchez: (yes you spelled his name right) He’s actually based on my great uncle Benny!!!! Like his house is what I envisioned when I wrote about Fox visiting him that one time. He passed away last year of old age. I’m really grateful I got to meet him the few times that I did. After my sister and I moved north, we started to visit his house whenever our grandma (his sister) came to spend the month with him in the spring. I’m really glad we spent that time together. I guess I love Sanchez because in a way, he’s my great uncle immortalized in the text. I could go on and on about Benny tbh, so I’ll just leave it off here. (But I’m more than willing to share more about him if anyone’s interested.)

Sachs: (you spelled his name right too lol) he’s just Sarge but somehow more chaotic and with ridiculous amounts of political power. Which is terrifying. He also exclusively wields RIDICULOUSLY large weapons and I love him for it.

Marz: I love her because she’s an ASSHOLE. That and her character has a lot more depth than we’ve seen so far and I love her a lot bc I know what happens with her >:)

Milo: HE’S GOOD BOY!!!!

skfhdsjf I’m so glad you like them so much ahhhhhh!!! Thank you so much for the ask!!!! <3