#i'm drunk and reflecting on my traumas and how they manifest in my current life feel free to ignore lmao | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

thesmokinpossum · 2 years ago

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for real tho, i managed to get away from the inherently erroneous belief that people are against me by default quite a long time ago but my traumas still manifest in the latent belief that people kinda forget me the minute they stop seeing me on the reg so it's incredicly comforting/validating but a little hard to believe when people say or do things that very much confirm that they still think and care about me even if they haven't see me in quite a while, idk

#like i have no problem talking in front of a crowd or hanging out with a new group #but i do have a very hard time not keeping people at a arm lenght and actually bounding with them on a deeper level #and that's why you should never become a part of a kids life if you're not planning to be in it for the rest of your own life *shrug emoji*#i'm drunk and reflecting on my traumas and how they manifest in my current life feel free to ignore lmao #then again it's been months if not years since the last time i got drunk and trauma dumped on my blog so...that's some special content #enjoy it maybe #idk #seriously tho for all my followers who might be dealing with traumas: the idea that random people are against you is false #full stop #yes being marginalised in one way or the other might complexify the thing but even then...#the average joe must likely don't want to see you in pain #and realizing that is so important in order to built a worthy life #(yes theres nuance to that but i'm drunk feeling positive and writing positive shits in my tags leavce me alone)

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