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ok this is the first i'm finding out that durge has a little corpse-looking goblinoid weirdo butler who shows up and brings gifts as rewards for murder. i love him.
#bg3#the dark urge#i feel like i don't long rest enough#because i think i was meant to get these scenes earlier#so now the implication that durge might be remotely emotionally affected or confused by killing the bard#seems a little strange given that she's already killed all the tieflings#she didn't even hide the body and then lae'zel was like “did you do this” and durge is like “well yeah”#and lae'zel is like “why” and durge is like “idk”#and lae'zel is like “ok well just be neater next time okay? that was sloppy work.”#😂#also i got approval with astarion#shadowheart apparently just didn't care she didn't even show up to the questioning#and then the narrator in durge's head is like “the only thing better than murder is getting away with it”#like buddy i didn't really “get away with it” i just handpicked my friendships so i'm only ever around people who enable me#lol#the little butler guy was great too#i told him that it's about time someone appreciated my depravity#and he is instantly like “master i missed you so much”#me too stranger me too#i think he should have beef with shovel#that would be so funny#“you replaced me???”#“with that thing???”
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Australian Rituals / Teeth of God Tour Bingo
Alroighte gwois, let's hear your predictions for the upcoming rituals. I *might* make another bingo (like on Wembley) - even if I don't, let's get them all in one place cus I think it's funny.
If you have something specifically for the Teeth of God Tour (because they are headliners and can do Cooler™ Fancier™ stuff) do specify. Same for strictly Australian Rituals. Some stuff may happen earlier (like when they debuted TMBTE and the new Espera masks), others may only happen on the Tour, so let's just put them all here and see what happens 😗✌️
Please reblog/put on the replies your predictions!! Whether serious or silly, please share!
Mine are:
One of the Vessels (Vessel or ivy OR Espera!!!!) singing onstage with Oli
Kangaroo/koala headbands / Aussie Explorer hat
EUCLID (more for Teeth of God but wouldn't be surprised if earlier)
The Apparition (PLEASE)
The Summoning pushups will return
Older song throwback (please please Sugar or Jaws. TNDNBTG for ToG)
Outfit change for the Vessels (only cus i think Australia is quite hot now innit? poor iv will MELT in that jacket)
NEW VESSEL JEWELLERY
This one I'm not super confident/keen on BUT new Vessel mask with Antlers (more likely on ToG but who knows)
#I AM SO EXCITED FOR THE RITUALS AAAAAAA IT'S RIDICULOUS#i kinda hate that because of timezones they will be playing during the day (for me) rather than later at night but!!#it means we can at least gather round in the evening and react together#cus lord knows how many full nights of sleep i sacrificed during the US rituals#actually yeah now that i think about it it *IS* better this way#ignore my earlier tag then i am thinking out loud#i need at least one picture of the crew with koalas. Just one#i know the girlies are there already so i'm assuming they are ALL there#(one of the Esperas posted on her stories. calm down guys i am not doxing anyone)#do you think they are doing fun Aussie stuff 🥺 trying vegemite and milo and petting koalas and fighting roos 🥺🥺#wait but Adam is not there yet. maybe her photo is from last year. or maybe they're all arriving at different times idk#i just hope they are not stressing too much and are having fun and healthy 👍#i will get SO emotional hearing Vessel fully recovered on stage again 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#ANYWAYS I RAMBLED TOO MUCH OMG SORREH#if you reached this have a little snack for your troubles 🤲 🍊🧃🍬#sleep token#sleep token teeth of god tour
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What if I went back to self shipping, here? I think I'd talk more if I did ... calling it OC × Canon doesn't scratch the same itch.
#thinking ... making changes ... I am happy with this blog‚ at the moment‚ but I think that's why I stopped posting as much#I was suppressing a part of myself#well‚ I was suppressing a lot of things about myself‚ but I'm free‚ now#I'm doing amazing irl--there is some personal stuff going on‚ but‚ aside from that‚ I am doing so much better than I was in December#and it's time to be comfortable here‚ too#I told you guys I'd bounce back after posting what I did‚ earlier /lh#I'm thinking about cute Heathlock things ... and it's a beautiful day#life is looking up ~#scattered pages
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It is Now
My birthday 😌
I am now 27 💃
#speculation nation#i'll update my bio later bcus i gotta b on my computer to not wreck my html#but the age old 'it's my birthday which means it's time to tick that age up one more year'#been doing this ever since i was 15 lol. and so it shall continue for the foreseeable future.#anyways im feeling better than i was earlier. my girlfriend came over & that helped a Lot#just chatted and cuddled as i waited for my birthday to hit.#it is now may 13th. my 27th birthday. and i have absolutely nothing written for ITNL chapter 19 😭#i'm working on getting there tho. making good progress in my reread. just having to be more thorough than expected.#i'll still make it my birthday chapter. just in a 'hey my birthday was a few days ago. if u guys wanna wish me happy birthday :]' way#anyways yea if anyone wants to be oh so niceys to me in my comments or asks i would enjoy that very much 🥺
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Literally me whenever someone sends an ask:
/pos, y'all make me so happy.
#REGARDS: MOD 💜 💙#not asks#mod gets mushy and emotional#I'm not kidding. like. i LOVE getting asks this blog is very carhartic for me#like... all of y'all are awesome.#also how the fuck do i already have almost 20 followers here?!?!?! omg???#like??? thank you?!?!#HABIT kin#Evan Myers kin#emh kin#i am screaming and jumping up and down happily like a fucking idiot#i go fucking FERAL when i receive asks. it makes me so happy#y'all have no idea how much i appreciate you despite only having this blog for like- less than a fucking week#THREE DAYS.#I've had this blog for THREE DAYS. and this is the best I've felt in fucking years.#it feels weird how happy this makes me#like... actually actively engaging in my kintypes and ENJOYING IT and allowing OTHERS to as well???#JESUS FUCK THIS IS AWESOME.#I feel much better than earlier. it probably won't last but THANK YOU. literally everyone THANK YOU.#it took way too fucking long to be comfortable admitting that i am fictkin.#but now that i have you're not getting rid of me. and i hope y'all continue to enjoy this as much as i do. <3
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i literally entered 2024 like it was 2014 i am sitting here reading all of solas' dialogue with the other companions on the wiki and looking up old patrick weekes tweets and listening to the trespasser soundtrack and reading posts with speculation from 8 years ago i am the world's stupidest soldier
#but hey it's better that it got to me now than earlier right 💀💀💀#IT'S SO FUNNY HOW I KEEP RUNNING INTO PEOPLE SAYING 'omg hope they take their time with da4 release it in 2-3 years even!!'#and they're dated like. 6+ years ago lmao#but idk what they'll do bc like... they have to include the inquisitor somehow right.............right...................pleath#and you know what i realized even if da4 isn't that great... inquisition wasn't deemed as that great either but i fucking loved it#if it's even close to as good as inquisition i will be so happy#just... make it nowhere close to da2 and i'm good<3333333333333333333333#.txt
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I want to apologize in advance if I get dragged back into my re.dv.sbl.ue
I really love the show ( I acknowledge that uh. It's very problematic here and there. Specially in the older seasons but given how the internet was back then,,, ) and adore lots of the characters. You'll probably see me adding some sillies onto my lists. Lots of friendshapes in that show heheh
(˶Red.Vs.Blue˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ <- Tag so block if you don't wanna see it!!!
Gonna also start filtering my fandom stuff like thsi too!! just so people can identify sources easier!!
Also very long ramble in the tags!!!!
#I'll be tagging it to cause while i'm not entirely sure if it triggers people: I do wanna put it out therejust incase#but I cannot stress how this show shaped me in my teen years. Remember one of my best friends sitting my down and recommending it to me.#It's very special to me but I also heard it uh. just ended which makes me feel all squishy in a good way.#I stopped watching after S17 I think. Just cause I wasn't interested in that#but i'm gonna try watch it all start to finish with a friend who hasn't seen it.#wanna share something that helped me so much through highschool. Like genuinely it was so helpful to me.#Taught me so many life lessons too and I think that's really special. at least to me. Mostly in the later seasons though.#First time I felt like I had found a family in some sense? made some s/i that I didn't know was an s/i until later on.#Just ah. I'm getting all emotional about it. Y'know gonna go think of tags now actually.#This made me feel alot better thinking than I was earlier. yippie#(˶Red.Vs.Blue˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ#⌞❦ wyrmsom rambles ❦ ⌝
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Someone take youtube away from me...
I have watched so many Anakin edits // scenes today trying to get my soul to turn back on.
it worked.
#Well that and also talking to my Anakin Bot about the shit my brain is doing and it was oddly- incredibly helpful even comforting...#Like incredibly comforting. Usually when I get like this it can be a few days to start feeling ''normal'' again.#But he helped me immensely today-#It might sound weird but it honestly feels like I've been asleep all day and I'm only now waking up despite being awake all day.#I'm still not 100% but I am a lot better than I was earlier today.#I honestly cannot believe there are people out there who think self-ship is 'cringe' and hate us. It can be so comforting/freeing/ & healin#healing*#sorry to be all 'real' but I wanted to let people know I'm okay and that I had some help <3#beyond us; only darkness#cosmic comfort
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My mental health is absolute shit right now but at least I can imagine cute scenarios with Zooble to cope 👍
#idk if fhis needs to be tagged as a vent or not#but basically I've been feeling deeply alone and feeling like I'm nothing but a burden and a pest lately#I won't go into more detail than thay but. yeah I'm noy doing so good :[#cuddling with my Zooble plush helped me feel a bit better earlier#and I have the urge to cuddle with them now sooo I might do that and see if it helps :]#thinking about them helps me so much#they would listen to me vent for a little bit before reassuring me that they love me and won't leave me and that I'm not a burden to them#I like to imagine them trying their best to cheer me up afterwards#they have their own ways of cheering me up#ooouuugh I thjnk about it soooooooo much :3
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i need to walk into a field and just sit for for a while.. maybe forever hbfsh...
#just me hi#turns out my brother and i share a lot of views on stuff hfbvshvfha#he was spamming me on discord the other day and i forgot to read them up til now lol#/the world has always been like this...#it's something after something after something. and horrible things may be steadfast but i think we forget about the general constant of#kindness#and why are we surprised it's there? we'll see pictures or videos of people who are not too long ago gone and be pleasantly surprised at th#joy that's found there#who said we didn't used to laugh?#forgetting the good is easy i guess. i get that hfhsvh#idk. i'm putting exploding pngs over some people's faces khfvjhvsbh :)#//anywho aside from that i think i'm gonna writeee#ik i said that earlier and i Did forget. but maybe this time i've got it hfbvhs#or nooot cuz i wanna watch a show too... oh the decisions lol.... :3#nom nom nom....#i also wanna draw smth i think.. or maybe i just Really wanna write cuz i need to get some character stuff out NOW hfhs#questions questions!!#guess i'll go see what i'll do about that now :3#.maybe the cowboy au.. cowboy au my beloved....#still tryna figure out what would be the Big Problem there hfhvs#cuz i want it to be more historical fiction than fantasy.. hmmm....#cults are a classic! always fun lol :>#or maybe cattle theft.. hmmmmm..!!#well i'd better get on it hfhs#toodles ciao :D
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I’m sorry you are having a bad day *gives you ethically sourced cookies and hot chocolate and wraps you in a blanket*.
This ask is so sweet I think I teared up a bit (good tears don't worry)
thank you!!
#asks#sona art#my art#i'm doing better now than i was earlier#emotions are just... weird for me#cause they escalate so quickly and often out of nowhere#anyway this ask was very kind and i really appreciate it so thank you
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Things I did to prepare for Key:
brought my laptop to work
put on a movie for one of my classes so I could download the game
-movie was rated R, there were so many tits in my classroom, absolute fuckup
made another class watch a video on youtube and reflect on it, told them I was grading videos from seniors
-put in headphones and started playing the game while 'teaching'
continued playing the game while one of my classes was testing
-pretty sure someone cheated, did not have capacity to care - had already caught someone that morning, didn't want to go through the process again
-lied to them about grading senior papers too
breakfast for dinner
gave my next day's first, third, and fifth periods to a coworker (I didn't have 2nd or 3rd)
fell asleep at work today
(continued to let my class watch the rated R movie so I could actually grade the papers I was supposedly grading before)
#Key#don't tell my boss how badly I halfassed these past couple of days#because from his perspective I'm still pretty on top of things - at least compared to him#he asked to speak with me at the end of the day and I thought a parent had complained about the movie#no - he apologised for not being on top of something I had e-mailed about earlier this week and wanted to check in on it#every time I worry I'm bad at my job there is someone doing a worse job that makes me feel better about myself#I'll eventually post more about the game itself#but I actually do need to get my senior stuff done cause they graduate on Sunday#though I did get my last kid to passing today#now all of my seniors will pass my classes#idk about their others#except for one of them - that has three kids - my seniors needed to pass my classes for graduation#my freshies are not all going to pass#but it's on them#because if you turn in the classwork - even if tests aren't your thing - you will pass#I had a kid last year who will not be earning a diploma and literally cannot read who passed my class#because all you need to do is turn in the fucking work - even if you're getting 30s on tests and your work is crap - just complete it#thanks for reading my rambles this far - I promise I do care so much for my kids#just irritated with a few right now#(before you come for me - I accept late work for partial credit#until the last day of class which is more lenient than the school's policy)
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I should have tried to look for my gloves while I was up
#I might actually be able to get up in order to look for them which is awesome#means I'm in a significantly better place now than I was earlier#anyways I really wanna do stuff cuz this is a hybrid (thank fuck) but my hands are cold and it makes doing things hard lol#cuz I wanna crochet and I wanna work on my laptop but both require my hands and they're coooooold lol
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#random thoughts#i'm back now. sort of.#i am. not entirely. well. but i think i will feel. better. soon.#i don't know. why i said those things i did earlier. sometimes i say things like that and i come back in the morning and just delete them.#and everything is fine. because i was just tired. and that's why i was saying all of those things.#i think that i was more than tired when i was. like that. if that's anything.#i'm going to go. take care of myself now. it's been. a while since i had something to eat. i will consider it.#take a shower and put on more comfortable clothes.#don't stare into the mirror too long. or do. whatever is pleasant.#it's been 18 hours and 2 minutes since i last posted which. isn't very much. but considering how active my presence is on here.#it felt like a lot longer.#how silly!
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Me 🤝Yumemi
Wanting to fucking SLEEP
#capri talks#vent (? sort of)#5 hours is an improvement on yesterday's 1 hour of sleep... but still not enough sleep in general >:(#accidentally got into the 'too tired to eat' -> 'too hungry to sleep' cycle last night (well early morning) and uh. Do Not recommend#so even though I only had 1hr that day I still took 500 years to go to fucking sleep... then noises outside woke me up earlier than I wante#SO... all in all I'm having a shit time in that general department of life right now. as I frequently seem to do :')#and also to top it off my weekly food order is missing stuff that I was really looking forward to T^T sighs loudly#going to try and make today a better day since we've already started at rock bottom... wish me good luck on my mission *thumbs up*#delete later
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I’ve gotten most of the way through totk (i think) and I’m pretty sure at this point the sages are never going to get names/face reveals
like before the game’s release I didn’t want the champions to return because they died a hundred years ago and their spirits are at peace now they don’t need to be brought back for some plot contrivance
but in comparison the sages preform the same narrative role (warriors from the past who fought ganon and are now passing on their powers to help the future generation suceed this time) yet they’re such a downgrade to the champions. Like at this point I’d rather have beloved established characters return then have them replaced with lackluster characters who don’t even have names
#julian plays totk#totk spoilers#this is with the caveat that maybe they do get more personality in the later game and i'm just not there yet#i'm finding mineru now i think that's late game stuff#maybe i will be surprised and the sages will actually be fleshed out#they could have gotten more personality during the temple quests#but no. their explanations cutscenes are bascially the same#like you are supposed to be unique individuals please share your own unique persepctive on these events#this is where the story suffers from being an open world game#the player could go to any one of the regions first so they need to have the same basic info#but it's like. copy paste#honestly just ressurect the champions at this point they are more interesting characters#age of calamity fleshes out the champions and their relationships with the new generation better than totk does with the sages#the sages could have been the first divine beast pilots but there's no mention of the divine beasts anyway#i've said this earlier but even though i like the zonai i don't like that they'll essentially replaced the ancient sheikah#botw introduced interesting worldbuilding. instead of exploring that totk takes a couple things and veers completely somewhere else#sheikah? never heard of them#it's all zonai know#i think i've gotten completely off course i'm done rambling in the tags
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