#i'm ao tired
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#not to vent on main but i'm so fucking sick and tired of my sister lmaoooooo#she has never shown me an ounce of kindness or patience or understanding when it comes to ANYTHING#but she's the FIRST to jump to criticise me mercilessly#and then i receive messages like 'your ignorance towards your family is outrageous' like ?????????????#maybe stop and think for a moment WHY i am trying to have as little contact with you as possible#like the THINGS i could tell#about her or my mother or my father#it left my therapist speechless at times lmao#i'm ao tired#the only family members i care about at this point are my aunt and nephew#and - surprise surprise - my sister and her shitty bigoted fiance make the latter so fucking hard for me#like.....#i'll just have to do this for the rest of my life huh??? drag my family around behind me like a rotting corpse#that keeps grabbing and clawing at my ankles and screeches what an awful ungrateful person i am#i want off this ride#:)))))#end me lmao
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daniel sousa character development from agent carter ⇆ agents of shield
@lgbtqcreators creator bingo challenge - parallels
credit to @wandas-apologist for the one about him telling stories!
#marveledit#danielsousaedit#agentcarteredit#aosedit#daniel sousa#enver gjokaj#agent carter#agents of shield#dailymarvelgifs#marveledits#filmtvcentral#made this because i'm tired of the narrative going around that they messed up sousa's character on aos#when they actually kept his character very consistent#and I really hate that he's getting infantilized so much :s#briegifs*
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Trektober Day 7 - Academy Era
When you and your bestie decide to get lunch at the mall food court after class but he's tired af
#trektober 2024#james t kirk#leonard mccoy#mckirk#star trek aos#star trek alternate original series#academy era#jim kirk#aos mckirk#totally not projecting#still I'm also tired af from college rn
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each time a G/wynriel says "Elriels wants Elain to be Gwyn so bad!" I lose another braincell trying to understand how someone can be so delusional and absolutely blind to canon sequences repeated over and over by multiple characters, yet so passionate in looking for clues between the lines (which in most cases, are simply not there, dare I say) and twisting the most obvious scenes to fit their narrative
we're all entitled to our own opinions and preferences but I simply cannot take them seriously when all I see are those opinions absolutely misreading canon text and giving characters qualities they do not possess - or trying to take away the ones they do - because they do not suit some wild theories which have no reasonable grounds to back them up
if you fail to understand Elain's character, qualities and background even if it's stated blankly in the books, that's on you I guess, but don't embarrass yourself saying anyone would like Elain to be Gwyn - I can assure you that while most of Elriels like or even adore Gwyn's character and the others are neutral towards her, all of us here writing about Elain are here for her exactly how she is being portrayed throughout the whole series
we love her exactly how she is and frankly, none of us has to take away anything from other characters
maybe before stating something so profoundly stupid, take a look in the mirror and look up the word "hypocrisy" first
#pro elriel#elriel#anti g/wynriel#sorry for the rant but I'm so angry#elain has been associated with roses from day one#she has been freinds with the wraths before we even knew Gwyn existed#nesta wonders if she has been taking spy lessons and it's canon#she moves without a sound and is great observer and it's fucking canon#azriel shadows are either protective over her or wanish around her which is a good thing and its canon#rhys is being friendly with her and clearly cares deeply for her and it's canon#I'm ao tired grandpa#elain made azriel laugh so hard feyre has never heard that sound coming from him before and its canon#elain made azriel blush and its canon#just admit you don't know how to read and move on
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I think almost everyone who was around in tnp should drop dead. From full warriors at least. I'm tired of the same cats over and over again because erins keep recycling characters and refuse to kill anyone. If they'd finally kill squilf or idk, even jayfeather or dovewing or something it'd make more space for actually interesting new cats, because rn, i literally don't give a fuck about the new cats. They are uninteresting, i don't even remember their names half the time, and every other cat is the same personality with a different colour. It's kind of a same problem i have with helluva boss, where i like the idea, but the execution is just "meh". The fact that the erins are kind of trying to one-up themselves with new arcs doesn't help either. I'm tired of reading about some supposedly world shattering event only for firestarclone #122 to swoop in and save the day only for it to repeat again in the next arc.
#i feel like i'm coming off really strongly#but i am frustrated#i mean there's a pretty good chance that tawnypelt dies in the next arc#so there's that#but i'm SO TIRED of reading about squilf#i haven't read the newer books ao maybe it'll be slightly better#warrior cats#wc#erin hunter warriors#squirrelflight#squilf#dovewing#jayfeather#rant#ramblings#wc tnp#the new prophecy
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Note to self
Never ever say anything about queer discourse on this site ever again
#i have ao many people replying/messaging me and being like 'you're a danger to trans people because you don't like this specific term!'#and claiming i said i have no privilege/it doesn't exist and just. a whole bunch of stuff i never said or meant#i'm just exhausted and i can't figure out how to turn off replies and i don't want to block a bunch of people#but tbh much more of this and i might have to#mod post#'i think dismissing people's experience based on assumptions is shitty' apparently translates to 'trans women have no problems'#which... ???????? i don't even know anymore. i'm too tired man
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Oughhhhh............. Takumi with the Corrin plush.................. in my feelings about it.......
#feh#i don't have the words for it bc i am so so ao so tireds. late night/hanging out w family#takumi is just so precious to me though. like. on a personal level. it was extremely validating see a chara like him#someone who was deeply affected by a MIA sibling. whole family was affected ofc.#but takumi. when that MIA sibling finally came back. and knowing full well that it was never his sibling's fault either#he was still mad about it. not mad for corrin. but somehow mad At corrin. he was a resentful little prick about it.#BECAUSE LIKE. even if it was never corrin's fault. corrin's absence just... shaped him.#idk idk takumi and corrin were so important to me and still are. i just ended up needing to be more private about it#the corrin plushie is gonna make me cry and throw up. like the second half of this significance actually#hugely. is that corrin wanted to know him. wanted to bond with him. going out of their way to learn what he's passionate about#and takumi is being a bitch about it the entire time. he's stubborn and bitey about it#but corrin... really really just wanted to love him. i like to think that corrin already did. the moment they met him.#and i'm just. gonna cry. the way takumi does quickly warm up to corrin too (and HATES IT LMFAOO)#idk idk. just feh emphasizing that bond is so meaningful to me. you see a lot of that w azura which makes sense!#but what i have wanted for forever actually. was seeing more of that bond between takumi and corrin.#fe takumi#fe corrin
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#ryuuji suguro#rin okumura#ryuji suguro#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#suguro ryuuji#suguro ryuji#bon suguro#manga ryuuji#cram school#kyoto trio#full manga page because i'm tired and don't want to edit xD
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#depressing shit#tw depression#tw depressing stuff#sad shit#i'm sad#mentally tired#tw depressing thoughts#anxienty#mentally unstable#mental health issues#it's out of context#ao haru ride#manga#personal#i want to cry#but it's hard
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I think that it's possible to believe that being the love interest is good for a black female character, that spuhura is a popular ship that has the fandom in a chokehold, that fans made it even more beautiful, and still recognize that 2009 spuhura wasn't greenlighted out of love for black feminism but rather to try to extinguish any gay readings of spock
#not that they succeded#hey. hey you reading. if you don't agree? don't harass. keep on scrolling. or block w/e. ✌️#star trek aos#this is just to say that I'm tired of seeing spirk shippers being accused of racism and misogyny#when they say that spuhura was made canon to straightwash spock#and always being told ''but being the love interest is better for a black woman than being single''#yes friend i can see that and i bet that there were people on the crew who genuinely shipped spuhura and were happy to make it real#but do you really believe that the paramount higher-ups thought about all that?#when spock has been gay-coded and gay representation for gay people for more than 50 years#it was plain and simple homophobia and I'll thank you that you don't downplay it#literally it's not even about spirk it's just that spock has been always gay coded and any reboot made ever since tos always tries to erase#that part of his character. there is no longer even space for nuance#spock is no longer portrayed as mostly disinterested in women except for extraordinary occasions#it's spock x woman or else
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JANUARY
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For this week, Ryuuji getting ready for some training.
#ryuuji suguro#ryuji suguro#my art#ao no exorcist#blue exorcist#bon suguro#ane#aoe#aoex#trying the undercut again#but went with a slightly different style#the hand proportions are off#but i'm still fairly happy#ryuuji getting tired of demons trying to get close when he's doing his arias#time for some self defense#kind of love the idea of him and izumo in the same self defense class#training together#teaching the others some of the basic tips#cute moment where rin can't concentrate when ryuuji teaches him#because 'muscles' and 'close'#weekly ryuuji
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lol. lmao, even.
#not someone throwing a “beetlebabes don't touch this post” tag on a wolf jackson shitpost after i reblog it#with nothing to do with that ship#i'm not a fandom drama person but man tumblr really gonna tumbl huh#also rich you did this after liking two posts from the person who apparently prompted that warning#(me)#idk man i just think getting mad at people who ship your notp interacting with gen posts is extreme freak behavior!#complaining#ignore me i am tired and jaded from aos ship wars
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girls don't want roses, they want to stand in a stone hall - backlit and despondent - as their loyal advisor firmly straps on their armor. girls want to grip a sword for their hands to remember their old strength.
girls want to ride for a sword-day, a red day, ere the sun rises
#it's me i'm girls#my gender identity is girl queen but also very old and tired#how do you gently (gentle for yourself) start shifting your pronouns#anyway i cannot stop watching lord of the rings#lord of the rings#the two towers#ao writes
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Casually flirting with the idea of fucking around and getting a master's degree. The time will pass anyway, right?
#lynx thinks#oh nooooooooooooooooo#nooooo i can feel the urge to be crazy and act on my hubris#ive just been talking to the grad students in the theater program and theyre taking like 9 credits a semester#and its all stuff that seems interesting or fun or at the very least useful unlike my undergrad degree#and im like... i can already sew as well as if not better than these grad students. i can for sure draw better for any designs i come up w#heck i can draw better than the current head costume designer faculty member for the university#so the little overcommitting gremlin in my brain is like ''yoi could totally do it. do it.''#and the other part of me is like ''im already so tired just from working again after needing to recover from burnout. how would i even?#so I'm sitting here Thinking about it...#a masters degree in theater might be better for finding work at a pre-existing institution than just a bachelors in art#and it might be better than a masters in art too#I'd have to stop taking commissions completely probably if i did it for the sake if time#but if i somehow got an assistantship position? then maybe?? i could do it?#oooooooh i hrm so hard y'all#its only been a week since moving and ao much is still in boxes. im only working part time but I'm tired now so much#idk if its just because my stamina levels have atrophied or what but im so. tired. these days#and by these days i mean in the last week.#maybe a week isn't long enough of a sample to work from.#im hoping my energy levels will even out a bit but with the time zone change and the fact that I'm almost 30 I'm not sure if it will?#so thats worrying#i actually kind of see why people seem to drink coffee every day now#I've definitely been eating a lot more normally since i started. both in timing and quantity#i still have projects of my own to work on i cant afford to be so eepy orz
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Too shy to ask with my normal account BUT, love your golden kingdom drawings, im a big fan as a golden kingdom fan who eats all the crumbs we have.
Do you have some headcannons for the melinis? What about the villagers. Looks at you with big autistic eyes
AHH THANK YOU SM!! We need more content fr ....anime...anime dont do us dirty please...we are starving for golden kingdom content please... You opened pandoras box with this one Anon. i have so many hcs i dont even know where to start LOL here are some of the ones im currently obsessing over
- I feel in my heart the villagers have some great imagination (look at their fashion designs) and theyre just masters at the arts on accident out of trying keep sane. Like the monkey and shakespeare thoery except its a bunch of bored immortal teens with overactive imaginations. At some point they would reinvent romeo and juliet and the Mona Lisa I just know it - Gender fluid / agender Yaad. (Imnotprojectingiamnotprojectingia) - these three are besties. my proof? Shhhhh
the one with the straw hat is also their bestie my proof is still pending My melini centric ones are mostly just angst I'm ngl
- We are told that most of the older folks got turned into spirits because they tried to reach the surface and I wonder If that was the case for yaads mother and grandmother (I WISH THE LADIES OF THE MELINI FAM HAD NAMES I NEED NAMES FOR THEM BEFORE I JUST START COMING UP WITH SOME ISTG ) or if they simply angered thistle. I think Delgals wife tried to get back to the surface but Eodios wife angered thistle at some point but idk
- I l think it would be devastating if yaad when he was rlly young sorta almost idolized thistle. like saw him as his cool uncle who protected the family and everything. Like the scene where he reminisces somewhat kinda fondly abt eating with his family and thistle just always being there by delgal almost like a pillar in his life, a fucked mightve-been-the-one-who-broke-the-walls-in-the-first-place pillar, But that's still a pillar
- This is more of a post canon and a lil bit not canon-ish thing but I think it would be so funny if thistle got out of the desireles-ness through music, writing, and wood carving. Why? Bcs I think so much but abt where tf he could've gotten a giant wooden man from to replace Eodio and how he put yaad into a tiny wooden doll too.
I've been going on too long I needa stop
#ask#I got ao excited seeing this ask I forgot everything I wanted to say I'm crying#Super tired rn so sorry if there r a few typos and unfinished thoughts these r the ramblings of a madman
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