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silentauthor96 · 1 month ago

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"police said an employee at a McDonald's in Altoona, Pennsylvania, recognized Mangione from photos made public by police and called local authorities"

how could you, fellow laborer???

Literally it costs 0 dollars to not narc. You didn't have to do this 😭😭

#betrayed by one of our own #i'm actually so upset about this rn #best case scenario nypd is lying and it was actually like the franchise owner or something #uhc shooter #uhc ceo #actually me

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claraoswalds · 7 months ago

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#mrs flood who are you: time lord edition

#dwedit #doctor who #mrs flood #fifteenth doctor #the master #jacobi!master #tenth doctor #jack harkness #martha jones #twelfth doctor #ninth doctor #*#okay here is my argument: mrs flood IS a time lord but her presence here has nothing to do with the doctor #instead she's here because of ruby. she's seemingly part of/related to the pantheon of discord & we know that ruby is connected to them too #so i think that she was deliberately placed as ruby's neighbor by the pantheon/oldest one/ruby's mom/? in order to watch over her #it also explains why she was there to check on ruby in 1.04. once she realizes she's on the phone w carla she says 'nothing to do with me'#and she leaves. which implies that it COULD have had something to do with her. if it had been something else going on #ANYWAY. to get to the time lordness of it all. rn i personally believe that she's a time lord that's been hiding on earth for 50+ years #bc i don't think she recognized the police box as a tardis initially. that first quote should be taken at face value.#instead picture this: she's watching over ruby as per usual. a police box is there - weird but nbd. then it dematerializes in front of her.#she drops her groceries. she's shocked. she kinda looks scared. if she already knew it was a tardis why would she react like that?#so imo she knows OF tardises. she DIDN'T know the police box was one. and she's worried the time lords have found her hence the fear.#but when nothing happens and nobody comes at her she realizes she's still safe #later when she sees the doctor she realizes the tardis is his/he must be a time lord. he doesn't identify her but that's happened before #so then when she asks him who he is i think what she's actually asking for is his title. WHICH time lord are you.#bc lbr if she knows abt tardises then she knows about time lords and if she knows abt time lords she knows what it means for ruby #to be joining him - and that's why she wishes ruby good luck. meanwhile this is clearly the outcome she WANTS (them to be together)#bc she gets visibly upset when the doctor seems to decide to leave without ruby.#and for once i'm not master clowning bc the list of names the doctor gives out is VERY interesting. some of them we've never heard before:#the bishop; the conquistador; later he adds the pedant and sagi-shi and reiterates the bishop AGAIN. so i wonder if she's the bishop.....

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lunarharp · 5 months ago

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uhh another modern au agott follow-up. They've gotten progressively sillier

#witch hat tag #orufrey #hopefully you remember where she's at. the original one about her turmoils with art was so sincere....#but this is sincere too. being a 12 year old autistic lesbian is one of the most stupid things to experience. Like what is happening.#Yeah OK maybe i'm a wee lesbo. but i'm focusing on my CAREER rn so idc about that. SO i'm very upset that other ppl are not FOCUSING!!!!#A-AND FYI MY TEACHER HE CARRIES AROUND A GIRLY LIL PURSE!!! SO THERE!!!! Why are they walking away #agott helps me have to decide how to draw expressions i have never drawn before.#i actually realised looking at the concept art book stuff more carefully that coco is canonically 14? Ok....#it's a little too cruel if theyre dealing with periods on top of saving witch society from its foibles..but ok.. i do feel that riche is 12 #also coco's hair is going to turn dark green when she's an adult or something. it's 'blonder' now due to being a kid🤔#abba is bc after a big long modern au orufrey comic where they got together i just strongly felt that they slowdanced to abba that day #feeling the mirth and hope of life and 'young and sweet only 17' why didnt we get together sooner but its ok like this & i love you dearly.#teen qif secretly listening to abba heartache songs after olly's caretaker drives him away..in that faded neopets hoodie.#it became 'their music' their silly little music.. right up there with the faerie bubbles theme.. (<- frustrating neopets minigame.)

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existence-is-a-liminal-space · 7 months ago

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same people that reblog shit about there being no morality in death or how their against punitive justice will say that killing the league was the best end for them. y'all hear how you sound, right?

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skibasyndrome · 4 months ago

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#not to be a broken lil man on main #but I was on the phone with my dad for 30 minutes just now (that's a lot for a phone call with him) and like.... damn. yeah. i do have one #parent who's not horrible huh #we talked a lot about my plans for the future...... which I only now told him bcs scary and bcs........ I never ever during my 25 years of #being alive got the impression from my parents that something like this would be an acceptable career choice or something they'd support #and I mean. my [redacted] of a mother is the best example for how. not alright it is with her that I'm doing something that's not very...#traditional for this family #but anyways. my dad was absolutely fucking lovely #to the point that I get getting teary eyed and felt my throat closing up cause. huh. i guess in his own way he does love me and believe in #he asked me to send him a link or a pdf of my first conference report because he wants to keep it somewhere 😭😭😭😭😭😭#I'm....... ouch. ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch #you know the ghosting I am really good at with tumblr chats (sorry guys. ilu. I just suck at communication)???? i'm also extremely good at #that with whatsapp chats and just. not calling my irl loved ones #so idk. hearing him say he understands and just wanted to make sure I wasn't upset with him and like. wanted to know if I was doing okay.#damn. okay. damn #idk #this was such a good talk and he was so suppertive and non-judgemental and I actually told him about my birthday and how my mother's call #upset me and he was like. yeah. same. and like... he's basically gone no contact with her as well as it turns out #idk. I really should give him more credit and like... I feel like there's so much shifting and change and development happening while I'm n #not there and sometimes it's hard to remember that he actually /could/ understand some things. just cause I've always been so used to not #sharing anything about myself because it wasn't safe when I was younger and... idk........ lots of emotions going on rn #so glad we talked though. so glad #simon.out.#if you read all this.... idk man.... sorry for oversharing but thanks for caring ig <3

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american-neurotypical · 16 days ago

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i think the reason why i almost had 3 mental breakdowns each night for the past 3 days is because this was the month that all the friend drama bullshit started, and all the emotions from that is hitting me again now.

it doesn't help that i'm actually getting triggered from unrelated friend stuff irl. nothing is even happening! the most minor conflict of all time, and i go into a panic attack and feel nauseous. shit sucks

#literally nothing is happening and i almost threatened to kill myself in his text messages because i'm so pissed off at him #i'm pissed off at him because he hasn't been talking to me. but has noooo problems talking to his bf #i text him multiple times throughout the day cuz i'm worried about him? no response #i text his bf to make sure my friend is okay? ''yeah he's feeling okay! he's been talking to me just fine''#i know in my mind that it is fair that he would maybe prefer to talk to his romantic partner about stressful life events or whatever #but i'm still so angry at him for not saying ANYTHING to me.#i would have been fine with a simple ''i'm not in the mood to talk rn''#and then he gets confused as to why i might be a little upset at this #thank god i have some self control or else i would've *actually* ruined our friendship by saying like ''fuck you i'll just kms then'' LOL #either way. haven't been having good evenings/nights lately #hopefully i'll get over it 👍

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menlove · 3 months ago

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https://www.tumblr.com/amoralto/115298794692/august-22nd-1966-warwick-hotel-new-york-as-dj

did you see that?

I'm going to be sick like actually and genuinely I'm sitting here just opened my eyes it is 9am and I need to process

#don't talk to me don't speak to me don't even look at me #THATS NOT JOKING OH MY GOD....#I don't care I don't even care..... oh man #PAULLLLLL 😭#I'm like actually so upset rn I can't think about the implications and his john and yoko freakout and finding linda #and 26 year old unmarried queer...... UGH GOD #no. 👍 I'm very cool about this

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nightmare-foundation · 2 months ago

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Okay so ik it's a common thing for Dick to be triggered by fire and for it to be really upsetting to him for obvious reasons (esp since this is supported in canon). But I think it's equally fun if, bc of that trauma, Dick ends up developing a fascination with fire that he hates himself for

#felix (host)#dick grayson #dc comics #dc #...pyromania? idk i hesitate to say that bc idk much abt it #well i do. i do my research. but I'm very tired and don't wanna sound stupid fhchvhv #but anyways you get what i mean #bonus points if fire still upsets Dick but he's still morbidly fascinated by it #thinking about how Jason constantly blows shit up. along those lines basically LOL #actually how many times has Dick set shit on fire?#ive seen a handful of different times he has i think #but I'm very tired so i can't list them rn #besides uhh. Ric trying to burn the Nightwing suits #but yeah i think it'd be fun if Dick struggled with that <3 #i love conflicting emotions in characters sm #idk I'm not sure if this makes sense or is in character #but I'm having fun so who cares

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literallyjustanerd · 1 year ago

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vader's favourite attack dog

#i'm so unwell about her rn i can't stop thinking about her #this was a very real possibility for her too tbh #ahsoka tano #sw tcw #star wars: the clone wars #abbey does art stuff #anyway this is rough but what else can i expect using my old drawing tablet while in a hostel lol #actually not upset with how it turned out

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my-thoughts-and-junk · 1 month ago

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finished helluva boss and now i have Thoughts

#random thoughts #hell #give me more fat characters. where is the body diversity 🔫 stop showing me twinks #i don't like that stella is so monstorously evil. like i enjoy it but i think stolas would be a more compelling character #if his cheating wasn't excused by the narrative #i think she should still be evil but less of an idiot about it #like for the first whatever years of their marriage they're partners who work together to raise their daughter. like platonic life partners #and stolas is like 'Yes this Must be what love is' because he Does care for her but he doesn't have the life experience to quantify it #so when he and blitzo meet (btw i Do think the 'they were childhood friends' thing is. lame? it's lame)#he gets swept away by just how much he's feeling #so he has an affair which he's hiding from his wife until some pictures of stolas and blitzo hit the tabloids #nothing TOO incriminating so the cat's not out of the bag but enough where he's like 'shit man i have to tell my wife'#so he does and he's thrown off by how much more worried she is about their image (and how stolas may ruin it)#than she is about their relationship #so she's preparing all this damage control and he's like '? excuse me? i CHEATED on you are you? are you not getting that?'#and then she reveals that yeah of course they're in a loveless marriage she thought he KNEW #the IMPORTANT thing is not risking their REPUTATION stolas!!!#so basically she's been kind to him all these years to make the best out of a bad situation and doesn't really actually like him as a person #so she's like 'you can fuck your little imp all you want just keep it where no one can see you'#and when he eventually DOES divorce her she's PISSED because how DARE he ruin the life SHE worked so hard on???#and that's when she starts trying to get him assassinated before the divorce can be finalized (so she can inherit)#(i know there's different inheritence laws in universe but i don't remember then rn okay sue me)#and maybe if she's afraid of octavia inheriting before her she could be like 'actually she was never his so we never had a true heir'#because she HAS cheated on him before and oh god now i really like the idea of octavia not being stolas's biological daughter #basically my ideal stella is hannah gill but one who thought truman was aware their marriage was a sham #haha 'you thought we were in love? that i loved YOU? i knew you were sheltered but i didnt think you were that STUPID'#the closest she gets to being upset about the affair personally is that he cheated on her with an IMP??? are you TRYING to make her look BAD #but back to octavia because now i'm like a dog on a bone and i NEED to explore the idea of her not being stolas's #it's revealed by stella during the show and when octavia comes of age she gets some sick new secondary traits from her bio dad #her sperm doner (as she calls him) is some kind of predator to owls

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secretsimpleness · 1 year ago

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I've got problems with whomever designed Thane's fingers. Thane, Shepard / Mass Effect 2 (c) Bioware

Anyone remember that poll I posted in July? I shall share the results:

I did manage to produce two comics during my summer holiday but both were for Dragon Age, haha ha.... So there were delays for our second winner. But here it is! Thanks to those who voted :)

#thane krios #commander shepard #mass effect #mass effect fanart #comic #bioware #thane #shepard #custom shepard #dough scraper #never do I crave a dough scraper as much as when I look at thane's fingers. do people know about dough scrapers? whatever.#why do the fingers have to stick together? just give him one less finger if it's so damn important.#regarding the poll: sucks for everyone not voting for pathfinder as that game probably has the biggest backlog rn.#I don't know why I find that so funny. it just makes me giggle thinking about it.#anyway so I have been sick. I actually thought I would escape my summer sickness this year but alas. it arrived.#and at the worst possible time. every year my town holds this large and free culture festival and I was really looking forward to it -#but then the fever rolled in. I am still so upset. I'm crying over the spilled milk here. betrayal of the year.#it's fine. there will be more chances etc.

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bonestrouslingbones · 30 days ago

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here i always thought i was unlike papyrus in my general demeanor but now i'm learning i just needed 30mg of adderall

#more posting about this topic instead of secret skeleton sex i apologize but i gotta celebrate whatever wins i can get rn lol #got out of bed today thinking about and being EXCITED for all the chores i can do today. who am i #shit has me feeling downright cheery to start my day even if it's starting a bit later than i'd prefer its so awesome #my poor roommate gets to deal with me being very enthusiastically supportive of her getting through her finals today #actually yknow what i think even without the chores i'd be really happy rn bc the thing thats REALLY awesome about all this?#im not even tachycardic!!!!!!! my heart is being NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my adhd meds and my heart meds are working TOGETHER !!!! i can be energetic and excited and productive without needing huge breaks!!!!!!!!!#VERY annoying that this is only finally happening on the very last few days of finals and it's too late to fix anything school-wise BUT #i am too happy about feeling Well for once that i can't even get upset about that rn. i love not having to remember i'm disabled <3333 #i am morphing into that funny skeleton that lives in my brain for today i think. if only i knew how to build puzzles and traps

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peppermintmochafem · 2 months ago

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<3 little diary post

#Reached out to the girl who has beef with me to try to apologize instead of make a scene at the next social event please clap #Like being soo mature about this :)#Hmm making my friendsgiving invites and upset that like half people from last year I don't talk to now #And like the invite list is the same length and I'm grateful for everyone but don't feel like as close yknow?#Miss *****#Anyways I think my apology will be like a -what can we do to avoid this going forward-#Because like to be so fr if I wasn't a lesbian I wouldn't have to apologize and she wouldn't be upset soooo #Just feel kinda detached and disinterested rn even though on paper everything is perfect which it is #But I guess that literally is what depression is lmao I do have the type of bipolar where I forget I have bipolar #But I getting more and more instructive thoughts and like yikes i hate it here -in my mind-#Wait so the girl I am trying to apologize to hasn't responded to me but ***** is trying to apologize??? Girl --#Might use part of her apology if I do actually meet up with the girl I am supposed to say sorry to bc it's a good amount of detached lmao

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13eyond13 · 1 year ago

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HOLD ON YOU CAN'T JUST SAY THAT NANA 1... WHAT DO YOU MEAN

#i'm really upset rn that i can't figure out which way she's talking about the unrequited love going?#she's talking about nana 2 getting married to ren and trying to help her pick up the certificates #but does she mean 'maybe... yes this must be unrequited love' about her not loving nana 2 back???#or does she think SHE loves nana 2 but nana 2 doesn't love HER back?#or is she actually just referring to ren and nana 2???#in context i feel it makes more sense that she means she does believe nana 2 might love her now #but she doesn't feel the same which would be SO SAD #but unless nana 1 has changed quite a bit character-wise i feel it'd be almost more in-character for her to think she loved nana 2 #and it wasn't returned??#but then at the same time she's gone through some shit and it never really got fully resolved between them when things went sour???#so if their feelings for each other aren't matching up totally anymore i can kinda see that too?#and it's like i was thinking... that nana 1 had to grow up in certain ways and finds nana 2 too immature in certain ways now??#arghhh this is why reading fan translations can be rough sometimes i feel they aren't always as clear #i will have to wait for the library to loan me this volume to check that version too....#13readsmanga #nana spoilers #nana #p

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theladygazingatemptiness · 8 months ago

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q.... how does one go about informing/reaching out to people about having suicidal thoughts

#wak #negative /#suicide tw #i'm not doing anything/planning to do anything to myself dw #but. I've been having more and more of those Thoughts™ recently #and Ik if I let them fester and stay silent about it I'm going to end up doing something extremely dumb #I have literally no access to any therapist rn and haven't since 2018 #but. if I tell my grandmother it's just going to upset her even more #and if I tell my mom she's going to find some way to antagonize me about it/tell me that I'm wrong and abusive for having those thoughts-#-or start some type of fight with my grandmother over it and basically doing everything but showing me empathy and compassion #my siblings are. out of the question lol #there's my friends but.. my friends aren't my therapists and I've lost several friends via whining all the time #and like.... why be selfish and stress them out. as if they don't have their own issues to deal with #and I'm.. really not willing to call any hotlines (esp since idk which ones are good and I absolutely Do Not want cops sent to my place)#so. rn I'm just sitting here with my thumb up my ass I guess #and ngl fsr I'm actually kind of embarrassed about having the thoughts but. that does nothing to help me lol #just.. idk

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nobodybetterlookatme · 10 months ago

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Okay I'm not saying that this semester's students suck ass bc I'm not there to teach them, but isn't it just such a coincidence that the vast majority are failing so miserably and they don't have someone who will tutor them outside of class and go over notes and skills with them, while the previous semesters did have that and the majority passed? Super interesting stuff. Too bad we'll never know if things could've been different if they had just fucking paid me :)

#can you tell I'm peeved lmao #i went to one of the classes today just so i can keep it on my resume #and holy fuck #weeks into the semester and they should have the basics down #they do not #absolutely floundering #granted I'm sure I'm not actually the reason lmao #like yeah i helped a shit ton of students outside class too #but they probably could've passed without me #these new ones tho are awful #no drive no nothing just looking for others to blame for their own failures #i didn't even stay the whole time like i was planning #bc i found out that they hired four other fucking people for the program #who all have less experience than me #and have been with the program for a way shorter time than i have #who don't do half the extra shit i do #and don't get me wrong this isn't a slight at them they're all fully qualified #but why the fuck not hire me #like i genuinely am so pissed #have to email my supervisor but I'm too upset to make it sound civil #like fucking fine if you don't wanna pay me you never get to see me again #I'm not working ten hour days plus extra outside of class for nothing anymore that's insane #I'll keeping being a private tutor for the students but I'm not doing a single thing for the program without pay #i mean holy shit hiring at least four other people and not saying shit to me??#like fine that's fine fuck you you're getting an email ultimatum good luck finding someone else willing to do all that for free #i cried about it for like an hour and now I'm just mad lmao having a super normal one rn #anyway #not snz

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