#i'm a garbage human
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I'm just getting into Mouthwashing, and I have a take that I haven't seen anyone make yet.
I don't think Jimmy deserves to die. Don't get me wrong, I loathe that pathetic little prick as much as the next person and I wouldn't mind seeing him getting beaten up (which, thankfully, there is no shortage of on this site), but he doesn't deserve to die.
Death's too good for him.
He's constantly refusing to accept responsibility for his actions throughout the entire game, up until the very end. Him killing himself is his ultimate cowardly act, his ultimate refusal of being held accountable for any of the harm he caused the other four, especially Anya.
Jimmy doesn't deserve to just die like that. He shouldn't get to shirk responsibility and then get an easy out without facing any real consequences.
Jimmy deserves to be the sole survivor, not Curly. He deserves to make it back to Earth somehow and be held accountable for what he did. Remember when Daisuke made that comment about the crew possibly ending up on the news? Yeah, Jimmy deserves his wrongdoings to be publicized. He deserves to be tried and imprisoned, for his already shitty reputation to plunge even deeper into the gutter. He deserves to realize the full weight of his actions. He deserves to live with that guilt. He deserves to reckon with the fact that, no, he couldn't fix it. He couldn't fix anything.
He'd finally be forced to truly take responsibility for his actions. And that? That would be the greatest form of retribution he could possibly face.
Sorry if this came across as heated or sadistic, I just watched Jacksepticeye's let's play and I'm very emotional right now. Scrolling through Mouthwashing stuff is helping me cope a bit, but I just had to get this off my chest.
#mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing jimmy#fuck jimmy#honestly i do find jimmy very interesting as a character#absolute piece of human garbage tho#also if jimmy took the cryostasis pod and was the sole survivor then curly would've died on the ship and finally been at peace#i'm not defending curly's turning a blind eye to anya's assault or anything#but the poor guy didn't deserve all THAT#but yeah i want jimmy RUINED#more than he already ruined himself anyway
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hello friends 👋
i had a good vacation but i also have a stomach virus lmao
it only really messed up the last day and the travel day, so not terrible, all things considered! thankfully was not too stubborn to let my friend rescue me from the airport instead of trying to drive my own ass back to milwaukee last night 👍
#i have not thrown up this much in so long#i really thought it was heat stroke the first day because i'm bad with heat and florida is not actually fit for human life imo#but then it just.....kept going....#if you saw a sweaty disgusting little goth creature dry heaving over an airport garbage can in orlando or chicago yesterday that was me ✋️#idk why i'm posting this really lol tmi#but anyway hi i'm back#machinesounds
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lmao a mod just to spill the discourse on the nexus? really? this is where we are coming to?
oh no how dare people find fault with the da4 writing, i'm going to make the most annoying mod of all time just to make fun of them because i'm soooooo mature
#many things have been getting on my nerves today but this is a last straw sorry i'm becoming a villain#like omggg who caressss are you happy? does it give you satisfaction to have made of people a strawman?#ohhhh look at me i don't understand the criticisms people make but i'm going to make fun of you with false equivencies <3#sORRY LIKE#this specific mod is specifically about critisms about like. modern writing#people are still VERY mad at that one thread about various word uses in DA including how much 'okay' is being used#it's almost like this thread had an overrall point and not just 'ahah they say okay too much what losers'#but what would people who's only talent is post passive aggressive mods on nexus dot com would know about anything#oh im just mean today this has been a garbage week and a difficult day but now i just want to maim and kill#demons and humans are too similar indeed bc this is my demon original story#ichatalks about da#ichablogging davg#ichasalty
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ah, youth
listen you lil shit, when you get older maybe you'll realise that actually plenty of people want to be isolated thank you very much, my house is very nice and i prefer to be there as much as possible okay
i'll fight about it 🥊💥💣🔥
#she needs to piss off thanks#jane is a piece of garbage#she has learned nothing and she refuses to even begin to learn anything ever#his look of horror at the idea of everything she's saying and putting on him#his face is screaming “i wish to be isolated RIGHT NOW this very moment actually”#i'm really proud of diew for standing up for himself tho!#he is learning how to people and how to speak to humans and it's so good#this show is very soft and i love it#monster next door#monster next door the series#mia watches things
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I'm not in eclipse path of totality, but my area of Texas is going to get around 99.2% coverage (or so staff at our state park say...)
It's cloudy as all hell, but it did make for a pretty cool picture.
#solar eclipse 2024#the guys helping us clear our yard are also looking up now and then#I'm kinda sad I'm feeling like garbage today bc i work up in austin and theyre getting full coverage there...#unfair. extremely unfair. the human body is a nightmare.
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The worst part about reading in a genre where you have low expectations (in this case, Christian historical fiction) is that when a book impresses you, you have no idea if it's actually good or if you're just overly impressed because it was a fraction of a degree better than the usual garbage.
#basically lately anytime i read a christian fiction book that isn't romance-based i find myself surprised by the quality#i do think that some christian publishers are getting better#and trying to tell stories that dig deeper into real faith and messy issues#instead of making only vapid squeaky clean prayer-filled tropefests#but i'm not sure *how much* better#because anything above the low bar feels like great literature#the most recent is 'in a far-off land' by stephanie landsem#and let me tell you setting the prodigal son in 1930s hollywood is a genius concept#i have some issues with the history and the mystery#but the characters!#it has been a long time since i cried this hard over a book#several chapters of solid waterworks#(and i also have the issue of figuring out if it's actually that moving or if i'm just hormonal/sleep-deprived)#i keep thinking about this book but also i worry about recommending because what if it's actually terrible by normal book standards?#(also the author DOES NOT understand the seal of confession and i was SHOCKED to find that she's actually catholic)#but also looking at the reviews makes it clear that if most of christian fiction is vapid garbage it's these reviewers' fault#here you have something that's digging into sin and darkness and justice and mercy and these people are just#'how can it call itself christian fiction if it only mentions god at the end?'#are we reading the same book this WHOLE THING is about god! and humanity and our fallen nature and how this breaks relationships!#your pearl-clutching anytime someone tries to get even a tiny bit realistic is destroying this genre#i'm gonna run out of tags so i'll stop now
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chronically online malding but sometimes a post will go around where i'm like ok i am also very unwelcome in most dead dove spaces. lmao
#obviously i don't want to subject anyone to shit they don't wanna see i don't want to be in spaces i'm not wanted in but.#it just stings a bit more than usual lmao#like yeah i feel like a shitty boring writer and more importantly human garbage for what i create all day every day#and if even fellow dark fiction enjoyer think that then maybe the edge really isn't the issue maybe it is just the truth.#for the record i'm just cranky because i've had a head splitting headache the last few days i know this is incredibly online#of me i'm not like oppressed for the shit i create it's all me being neurotic.#romeo's wretched rambles
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Over the last two years, I have spent hours upon hours sitting at my computer and writing, expanding, and sharing my fanfic ideas. I sit with an idea, I love the idea, and then I write the idea. I structure it, I put my blood, sweat, and tears into it, and I then post it.
I don't do this hobby for anybody but myself. This is all self-indulgent, every last bit of it. I join challenges because I enjoy a writing challenge. I join holiday exchange things because I want to gift a person some art or writing about one of their favorite pairings or some of their favorite characters.
At no point have I used AI. I refuse to use generative AI for anything. I think it's cheap and shitty and pointless.
If you're using generative AI for fandom purposes, you're lame and a loser. You choose to love something made by humans—something that took hours upon hours, months, and years—and force it down an AI's gullet, watch it choke on words, and then mama bird regurgitate it into your fucking hands. And then what?
You post it? You post it with a generative AI tag? You post it with excitement? You share something that desecrates not only the source material you based it on, but the characters you apparently love?
Give me a fucking break.
If you love characters or a pairing, you create for them. You create an AU, you revive them, you make them hold each other, you spin them around in your head at all angles until you could describe them to a T. If you love a source material, you put your heart and soul to show how much you want to praise it, how much you want to love it, how much it means to you.
Generative AI has no place in fandom. Not at all.
Also, you can't make a statement in a fanfic about how you hate generative AI, how cheap and stupid it is, and then turn around to generate AI for a character's dialogue—even if they're a robot that speaks with generative AI. What you do instead is view what other people have posted about AI, you hobble together what could be shown off as something similar to how a generative AI program may speak, and you write the dialogue your-fucking-self.
Imagine picking up a hobby full of creativity and fun and going, "Wow, I really don't have the time for this," and instead of commissioning somebody or sending a fic idea to somebody, you turn around and shit on the hobby by generating it. Instead of loving your fandom friends, instead of loving the showrunners and the authors and the directors and the actors, you turn around and let man-made horrors amalgamate the semblance of love in the shape of smears and six-toed feet and stairs that wrap and curve and disappear into utter nonsense.
You're a fool and a phony and a complete fucking coward for not even trying to be creative on your own.
You do it bad. You do it pathetic. You do it shitty. And then you learn and you read and you get better.
It may have taken me two years to get to where I'm at, and I may have posted some terribly written bullshit, but at least I fucking did it. At least I took the first step towards being better, and that was trying. I tried and I'm better for it.
AI is horseshit and has no place here. Go fuck yourself.
#fandom#I'm sick and tired of seeing AI garbage everywhere#I'm even sicker that it's infiltrating *fandom*#Y'know the thing humans made to gush and fan-girl and scream about their favorite things?#The community humans made so they could share their artwork and writing with other people and have long conversations about their faves?#Either create or perish
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honestly had no idea mspec lesbian exclusionism is still a thing on tumblr. maybe bc a bunch of its believers have blocked me? i still think there's more acceptance for it here than on twitter but damn. must be quite a sad existence to hold onto pointless hatred most people moved on from years ago
#anyway i'm glad my bio is doing its job of naturally selecting out most of the garbage <3#i used to hide who i am and my beliefs a lot more bc i hoped ppl would befriend me for my less controversial traits#and maybe i could slowly accustom them to the fact the people they vehemently hate are human beings much like them#but there's just too many that are beyond ever convincing. it's a timesink into a relationship that will never yield anything but pain#i'm thankful to my abuser for teaching me that at least. they were right to tell me to be more honest and leave when i'm uncomfortable#genuinely.
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billiam will scurry up the walls to chew on light fixtures sometimes. it freaks people out. she’s also quite stealthy. houston SHOULD like them but he doesn’t….
what if hous has an arc where he warms up to strange child
she's straight up moving like an invasive species-- quick and silent. and oftentimes in places he should not be. billiam please get down from there... buddy please get off the chandELIERRR
i have hope in my heart that houston could learn to tolerate his weird niecephew under the right circumstances. like tht'd be unironically cute. but it's definitely a real slow process
#SORRY been sitting on this because i'm a sad bastard#obligatory dolores amcar billiam steele tag. i guess.#asks from the cashbox#hoostin cmon... read them a fuckin car owner's manual like it were a bedtime story idk#i can see hous being most willing to interact with billiam once they're like. old enough to mimic human appearance decently.#because 1.) toddlers objectively suck. and 2.) tbh the whole blue skin and antennae thing was unsettling as hell#okay i know “alien autism” allegory is garbage tier BUT i cant stop thinkin bout masking behaviors as tips for passing as human#or other similar shit. hous wears sunglasses indoors bc fluorescent lighting is the devil. billiam does it bc human eyes suck to replicate
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tried to vectorise an image
#bro like actually fuck adobe with a battering ram covered in razors#up the pee hole#in the cenobyte dimension where every moment of pain lasts an eternity but minus the pain is pleasure part#so just pure unadulterated pain#also stop peddling your AI garbage to me I'm a fucking artist. a human artist#that thing is like salt to my slug get it away from me and kys#m
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bro why did no one tell me how good don juan in soho was <- talking about a play like 10 people have seen
#ooooooooooooogh don juan is suuuuuch an interesting character and david was born to play him#i'm sooooo fascinated by how deeply angry dj is at the shallowness and unfairness of the world while being the very reflection of it#sooooo fascinated by his ambiguity. does he have a bit of humanity buried deep down behind his awfulness or is he just pretending#HOW MUCH IS HIS LACK OF AUTHENTICITY LACKING IN AUTHENTICITY!!!!!!#in the hands of a lesser actor he would be so . i cant say unlikable HE IS UNLIKABLE but hes such an interesting garbage fire to witness#and oozed a sort of fascinating charisma that only david tennant could give really#don juan in soho#to be so clear i watched the slime tutorial bootleg and i kind of couldn't make out many lines or characters but i think i got the gist#and i think it was kind of amazing
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Just a shout out to Jisoo’s new boyfriend Ahn Bo Hyun!
#yes i'm a garbage human#so what#ahn bo hyun#a cutie and a good pick#that's a gorgeous couple ok#jisoo x ahn bo hyun#relationships that are none of my business#but like soompi told me so let's celebrate!#random
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Every other car company watching Elon Musk crumble
#memes#political memes#fuck musk#fuck tesla#i'm glad you're suffering#you piece of human garbage#elongated muskrat#elon musk#may you suffer indefinitely
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i'm in the third year of a three year degree i can't quit now
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no way am I seeing 🪖 pictures in the cc tags... y'all are sick
#if you're going to be absolute garbage human beings at least keep it to your own accounts and leave cc tags alone#I'm at my limit with the lack of self-awareness and empathy some of you guys are exhibiting#anyway. reblog ccs sets please#and only reblog 🪖 content that is EXCLUSIVELY from the boys official accounts. it's not hard to be a good person.
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