#i'm a dove 🕊️
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hislittleraincloud · 4 months ago
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“She hasn’t said anything because her stans” Anon be serious, her stans HATE Miller’s Girl but she at least posted stories about it. Stop making excuses for Jenna lmaooo. She had the courage to post about Palestine despite the fact that a lot of people are zionists but is afraid of posting about some romcom movie?
I don't know what stories Ortega posted abt MG because I was too busy writing AB. But from what we did see, I saw VERY LITTLE promotion for Miller's Girl. In fact I think it might've been either the Anon who told me that there was a movie about an Afterburn Wednesday-like character she was playing and that was just before I published the chapter with the MG-like flashback w/Fortunato in it...it was either that Anon or the fic wife, and either way, I didn't see a damn thing about it.
But as for WSSF, let's say that Jercy was an actual thing. That you know, in the normal days of television before this shitty internet happened, that's what co-stars who were attracted to each other would do, and co-stars who are attracted to each other often go do little pet side projects together (or go to fashion and awards shows together). And let's just say, for the sake of argument, that Jercy was happy together before all of the Wenclairs went completely psycho on PHW because of some misplaced possessive protectiveness of JO. That during that happiness, they made a little movie together, a movie they both thought might slip into the pocket of their shared experiences as the weird Tim Burton power couple as they continued on with Wednesday.
If you were Ortega, how would you fucking feel right now about it?
I think the drinking's probably a tell (and may be one of the reasons she's just started...looking like she does). Y'all don't want her to have anything nice, you just want to use her as the rubber doll that you use her as with all of those goddamn Jenna Ortega x reader 'fics'.
Also re: the Palestine stuff, she links but does/says nothing else while Barrera is always yammering on about it on her IG. She's left her charity stuff (all/most of the activist things she "cared about" when she was a teen) behind as far as I can see (if not, feel free to UD me). She seems to want to be that rubber doll for us...disengaging from fans is part of that "here, lookit my face/tits, lookit my work, love me" ride she's on (it's funny because celebs like that often whine about not being understood or appreciated for who they are as people, wahhh I got feelings blah blah...then they refuse to tell us who they are as people, or they make up shit for 🌸Stories🌸).
I mean, do it now before things really go South, do it while young...but don't forget that we have a glut of info/entertainment already and don't get upset over the sketchier things you yourself stepped into eyes wide open.
Ha ha, I think this is the whiplash another Anon mentioned regarding how I yap about her. I guess that I have a compulsion to temper things with a little reality dressing due to the fickle nature of humans. ETA: BRUH THIS IS ONE OF THOSE ANONS I THOUGHT I PUBLISHED LOL
I think it's a combination of the weed, the writing, and whatever the fk else has been on my mind that's making it hard for me to focus. I should try meth again.
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keii-starz · 2 years ago
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I know I said on my introduction post I wanted to do that tag thing other blogs do but I haven't done it yet 😭😭😭 so mutuals please give me ur pronouns and an emoji (I'll put ur tags on this post!!!) (edit: the pronouns are just in case I don't already know your pronouns!!!)
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wordycheeseblob · 1 year ago
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I’m microwaving you
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
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vaaaaaiolet · 3 months ago
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Viviiiii help meeeee 😭 I've started 5 separate fics and every time I try carrying on with one I think about another 🥲 LMAO anyways, I wanted to drop in and say I hope you're doing okay, and staying hydrated, and I hope you've smiled this weekend, and laughed and been happy!! You deserve it all! ✨️✨️💕
Here's a quote for you that made me smile today!
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- 🕊
the endless wip struggle. TELL ME ABOUT IT.
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thank you so much for your kindness, dove, it means the world :,,)) i've definitely felt overwhelmed with things i feel like i need to be doing instead of what makes me happy recently, so your quote hits home 💗 and i hope you've been doing the same, you ANGEL!!
i'll be putting on this song and thinking of you, plus i'm sending you a GREAT BIG HUG through the screen so if you're magically feeling a lot warmer that's me ;)
be gentle with yourself, you're going to CRUSH your wips!! i love you tons <3333
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maliland · 1 year ago
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✧.* as i descend, i see my life flash again...
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heaven...
ੈ✩‧₊˚ maliland. she/her. 16. black/african. 4thegirls.
*ೃ༄ bliss lies beyond the gates:
╰┈➤ heavenly library
╰┈➤ rules/dni + info
╰┈➤ taglist form
⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ what heaven sent last: resentment pt. 2 ft. miles g
...knows.
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maliland © do NOT steal, rearrange, or replicate any of my work.
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inkybloom-luv · 2 years ago
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I am full on giggling at @dove-da-birb who is frantically trying to reblog on phone
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inkybloom-luv · 2 years ago
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I thought we established this already lmao
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mediummushroom · 1 year ago
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i'm making made-to-order doves to benefit UNRWA for the length of the strike this week, the listing is added to my shop homepage 🕊️ free palestine
the whole fee goes straight to UNRWA and the shiny eye is upcharge because it takes drastically more time to make, i'd like to make as many as possible! 🇵🇸
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la-odette · 1 month ago
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JIMMY DARK NSFW HEADCANONS .🔪୨୧ ˖˚⊹
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Ignore the typos (I'm not a native English speaker)
tw: dark!fic; rape; non-consensual; implied murder; manipulation; misogyny; dead dove don't eat 🕊️
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He would ruin you and your life
Are you the perfect type? Do you get good grades in college, seek a successful career and all that middle-class girl shit? All that would be turned upside down the moment Jimmy got his hands on you. He can't say how, but your naivety made him completely obsessed with you. He needed to burst your pussy, make you bleed beg for him. He needed to corrupt you, you know, turn you into a real woman. 
If he just raped you and got out of your way, you became promiscuous with the trauma, sunk into addictions. "Fuck, you seem like the right type. Never taken a dick before, have you?" The way his wolfish grin flashed when you told him you were a virgin stuck in your mind like chewing gum. You're not sure why (maybe you read some shit about it on the Internet when you were a teenager) but your life was never the same after that night…
If you have three screws loose and a low enough self-esteem to really accept getting into a relationship with someone like Jimmy, he will make severe changes to you. Your flared pants would be replaced by porn-star mini skirts so that he could better grope you whenever and wherever he wanted. "mn, darling. Much better. You know pants are for men, right?"
He forced you into things you never thought you'd accept. A handjob at the movies, or with your ass up sucking his cock while he went over the speed limit on the highways just to compete in some stupid race with Curly. Fuck, you've never had a man make you feel like that. He made you get a nipple piercing, cigarettes became a keychain after he blew smoke in your face during sex. Being with him makes you want to pick up a .40 and do some shit and he loves it. Modesty? Career? Fuck that. He's turned you into a perfect bimbo doll to fuck and brag about. He couldn't stop thinking about it from the first time he touched you.
"I love the lace ones, they're easier to tear."
He loves tearing your clothes, especially your panties.
 If it is a serious relationship Jimmy will do his best to hold back but it's almost instinctive. Most of the time, he just puts it to one side and fucks your brains out while holding onto the bar like a leash, but sometimes (especially when you're on your stomach) he pulls the fabric too hard, leaving only the sharp sound of the lace being torn. "I told you I'll fucking buy ya 'nother one - mnn - . If you don't shut up I'm goin' to shove it down your throat". 
If you're not in a serious relationship, he doesn't care. Tear your panties like paper along with the rest of your clothes if you have to, after all, you probably won't need them later.
"Shut the fuck up" 
When he forces you to fuck in a public place, he'll try to get you to be quiet. If you're in a stable relationship, he'll be more patient, covering your mouth with his big hand until your eyes roll back, sometimes pulling it away to grab your breasts or ass. "Damn, shut the fuck up. nmh shut the fuck up!" He might slap you hard across the face or two to silence you, ignoring the fact that he himself is just as vocal while fucking as you are, biting his own lips to keep from grunting and growling. 
If the two of you have been complete strangers, Jimmy prefers to tie his belt around your lips as a gag. He doesn't make a point of being patient in this scenario, hanging you to silence your crying while making you lose consciousness. 
"Me? Moaning? That's women's shit" 
He tries hard not to be vocal, but fails miserably. I mean, Jimmy always knew how to use words very well - a born manipulator. "You're lonely, cutie. I can see it on your face." He'd run his hands over your body, say softly in your ear, "You want to feel wanted, don't you, little thing? Come to my home, stop playing hard to get" his voice is low, rough. As if he were telling you a secret while rubbing against you from behind. 
During sex he can't hold back his words, always humiliating you when he's not too busy panting or growling. The hair falling in his face prevents you from seeing clearly when his eyes roll back as he cums. He had to bite his lower lip so fucking hard that it bled afterwards.
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inkybloom-luv · 2 years ago
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AJBSJNSJBSJSBISBSBSUDB DOVE U CAN'T DO TJIS TOMEJAJSBXIBWJEBUEJBEHSH
CONGRADULATIONS ON THE 100 FOLLOWERS!!!! Can I request Idia with the stargazing prompt? Can it please be romantic and fluffy? This event is so fun! I hope you have a wonderful day!!☆彡♡ :)
Stargazing; Idia Shroud
Content; Fluff, gender-neutral reader, romance
Word Count; 700+
AN; Thank you, Sofia! I hope you enjoy the fluffy Idia! He deserves to not always be a wet cat (affectionate)
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The heat of the day was finally gone. Dew covered the grass. Crickets chirped in the undergrowth. And above you were millions of stars, and visible galaxies and nebulas, not obstructed by decades of light pollution. It was beautiful. 
Sitting beside you on the blanket that was spread out to provide a somewhat comfy barrier between you and the ground, was Idia. He had the hood of his sweater tied on tight, as so to hide the fact that his hair was nearly neon pink, and a dead giveaway of how he was feeling. And even though he was out of his comfort zone, he wanted to join you. And he was happy that he did. Yes, he felt nervous, but it wasn’t just because he was out in public — it was because this was a date, an official date. And while the two of you sitting in his room and playing games or watching shows were technically dates, this was the first public one.
“Hey, Idia,” you tugged at his sleeve, pulling him out of his thoughts. “Do you have a favourite constellation? A planet?”
He cleared his throat and hesitantly held your hand in his. His hand shaking the slightest bit. “Not really,” he said quietly looking up to the sky. Well, his head was pointed up, but he wasn’t looking at the countless stars. He was looking at you from the corner of his eye. “And you?”
You hummed, looking up at the unfamiliar sky. “Pluto. It’s a planet from… from back home.”
Idia gently slipped his hand into yours and squeezed it. “I-if you want, you can talk about it,” he internally cringed. He hadn’t stuttered like that since he had truly started feeling comfortable around you.
You squeezed his hand back and leaned your head on his shoulder. “Well, it used to be a planet but then got demoted to a dwarf planet. Which is kind of ironic, seeing that it’s named after the Roman god of the underworld.” You sigh and turn to Idia, whose hood had slipped down, revealing his hair. It was a lovely shade of pastel pink, and it was the entirety of his hair, not just the tips. It cast the both of you in a soft rose light. “... a person people tend to underestimate and judge.”
Idia clamoured to get the hood over his head, but he was stopped by your hand, which gently placed the hood down. Why are they looking at me like I’m the milk bread protag in some cheesy shounen?! He was in his own head, but all of that went away when he felt your hand cup his face.
Idia was similar to Pluto, and not just in the themes of relating to the god of the underworld. For so long, people only saw them as unassuming. But when you get closer, then you can appreciate the beauty and tiny details. Someone that you would stand next to and defend at all costs, even when the rest of the world may say that you shouldn’t, that you should just let it be as is.
“I love you,” you whisper, looking into his gold eyes.
That was the first time you had said that, well, said it out loud. Maybe it was the fact that Idia did something out of his comfort zone for you, maybe it was the setting, or maybe it was something else entirely.
You place your forehead against his. “I love you, Idia Shroud,” you say again, still looking into his eyes.
If Idia’s hair were not already as bright and pink as it could go, it would have gotten brighter, but it was as bright as the sun. But his face was now warm, and he was holding eye contact; even though he wanted to hide. “I-I,” he shut his mouth, took in a deep breath and centred himself. He didn’t want his first time saying the phrase to be stuttered. He wanted it to be perfect. I can do this. “I love you too.”
Shyly, he placed a kiss on your cheek and held eye contact for a few moments before hiding back in his hood. He swore that you were more stunning than all the stars that glittered above.
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vcnillafairy · 2 months ago
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my corpse friend
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pairing: rafe cameron x humanexperiment!reader
summary: after the death of his father, rose taking wheeze with her and sarah not even acknowledging his existence, a sad and lonely but prideful rafe decides to use his money to finance the project of a young and ambitious scientist who assures he can built him the perfect life partner.
warnings: +18 mdni! mention of death, and human corpses used for experimentation. justified physical description of reader (reader not feeling comfortable in her own body is an important part of the story). past trauma. reader hating everything about herself. suicidal thoughts. taking the people pleasing too far. emotional dependency. mention of blood and several other body fluids. not scientifically accurate as the heart and brain are used as a metaphor of human behavior. some could consider this includes necrophiliac tendencies (her body is synthetic but her vital organs and other internal systems are from death people). sexual content. p in v. dubcon. creampie. corruption kink. soft dom rafe. emotional violence. cheating. not happy ending.
dead dove🕊️ the insanely long paragraph of tws is there for a reason, prioritize yourself.
𝜗𝜚 poppy talks₊ ˚ ・ so this was supposed to be a silly creepy self indulgent one shot but i got carried away. now this became my way to deal with my stuff in a multiple part fic. i'm so getting locked up for this one.
coming soon... let me know if you want to be added to the taglist
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my corpse friend
my corpse girlfriend
my corpse burden
my real girlfriend
my corpse
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angrythingstarlight · 7 months ago
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I just know Steve would protect dovie from spiders and other insects
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She calls him, panicked and breath. All he hears is that this spider is massive and blocking her bedroom door.
Of course he shows up when she asks. Doesn't think twice about it. Except Steve was in the middle of yard work when he got her frantic call. So now he's shirtless and sweaty in her bedroom.
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Now she's panicking for an entirely different reason. Because Steve Rogers is shirtless and sweaty in her bedroom. She's had dreams that started like this. And he's flashing that sexy smirk at her like he knows all about her naughty fantasies.
"I'll take care of this for you Dove," Steve grins, tilting his head down as he lifts her chin with his knuckle, deep blue eyes coasting over her face. "And if there's anything else you need me to take care of while I'm here, don't hesitate to ask."
And I—
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wordycheeseblob · 1 year ago
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Dove's first pun
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(printing and pinning it on the fridge)
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bts-trans · 7 months ago
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240917 Weverse Translations
J-Hope's Post ❇️ with Jungkook's Comment 💬
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한 달, 그래 딱 30일! 시간이 야속하기만 했는데 이제는 정이라는 게 생겨 애틋해지네요. 짐 정리도 해보고, 잘 쓰고 애용하던 물품들도 후임들에게 나눠주고서, 가벼워진 관물대를 보니 그 마음이 좀 더 짙어집니다. 돌이켜보면 별거 아닌데 그때는 왜 이렇게 긴장되고 경직되어 있었는지.. ㅎ (관물대 열리는 소리마저도 신경을 자극했던 그 시절) 새로 들어온 전입 신병들 보면서 나름의 동병상련이 생기고 제 모습이 보여 귀여워하는 요즘입니다. 참.. 극한의 F 상태가 되어 제 군 생활을 돌이켜보는 중인데.. 뿌듯합니다! 떳떳하구요! 물론 지금은 말년 병장 그 자체, 침대에 누워 글을 쓰지만요 하하 연휴가 참 좋네요!! 푹 쉴 수 있어서! 사족이 길었지만, 그래서 추석 인사드리러 온 거에요~ 근데 우연하게도 딱 30일이 남은 오늘이네요~ 모든 분들의 가정의 평화가 이루어지고 있는 지금, 제 마음속에도 비둘기가 요동칩니다. 조금은 뜨거운 추석이지만!! 풍요로운 한가위가 되시길 기원하며 여러분들에게 안부를 전해드립니다. 얼른 가을이 왔��면 좋겠습니다. 떨어지는 낙엽 조심해 보게~ 🍃 🍂 다음 달, 이날에 뵙겠습니다. 그날까지 부디 건강 잘 챙기시길..! 충성🫡
ㅇㅁㅅㄹㅎ💜🕊
JK: 고생했어유 쨔홉💜 (https://weverse.io/bts/artist/0-149280230?anchor=4-335171757)
JH: One month, exactly 30 days! At first, time felt so cruel But now I've developed this fondness and am getting sentimental.
I've been clearing my things, and giving away some of my belongings that I used a lot to my successors. Now, looking at my locker that's much emptier than before
those feelings are even stronger.
Looking back, it really wasn't such a big deal, I don't know why I was so nervous..ha (back then, when even the sound of the locker door opening would make me flinch) These days, I watch the new recruits come in and feel sense if empathy towards them. I see myself in them, they seem so adorable.
Man…looking back at my military life in this extremely F state*..I'm pretty satisfied with myself! And proud!
Though of course, currently, I'm the typical sergeant at the end if his service—lying on my bed as I write this haha The holidays are so great!! It's so nice to rest! This has become a bit lengthy but, I wanted to come here to wish you a Happy Chuseok~ And then it just happened to be the exact day that marks my last month~
As all families experience peace, a dove flutters in my heart as well. It is a bit of a warm Chuseok, but!! I hope it is a prosperous one. My best wishes to you.
I hope that autumn comes soon. So that be wary of even falling leaves²~🍃🍂
I'll see you next month, in this day. Until then, please stay healthy..!
Salute🫡
I love you ARMY💜🕊️
(T/N: *Refers to the 'F' (feeling) personality type in the MBTI types.
In the military, people say that sergeants close to the end of their service should be wary of "even the falling leaves" as a way of saying that they shouldn't get complacent and make sure that they finish their service without any incidents, especially in the final stretch.)
JK: You've worked so hard and done so well JjyaHop💜
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Jungkook's Post ❇️
추석 잘 보내시길 바랍니다 🫡
I hope you have a great Chuseok 🫡
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askereiniongilgalad · 13 days ago
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The April Fool’s joke could have been worse, sire. They could have said Elrond had joined Celebrimbor in Sauron’s harem, and was currently very scantily clad on Sauron’s lap!
He opens the letter. 📜 The air shifts. 🌬️ Suddenly the magical trio is behind him. 🧝🏻‍♂️🧝🏻‍♀️🧝🏻‍♂️ He raises an eyebrow. Keeps reading. ☕🤨 Elrond: "I DID WHAT?! WITH WHOM??!!" 😱😱💔
The guards look up. 👀 👀 A harp string snaps. 💀🎻 A duck explodes. 🦆💥. Wendy (the dove) gasps. 🕊️😳
Galadriel (not looking up): "Honestly, I saw this coming." 😐✨📜 Gil-galad: "NO, no.... You, especially YOU don't get to speak." 👆😤 Galadriel (sips tea louder) ☕☕☕☕☕☕☕ Celebrimbor: "WAIT... I'M in the harem too? Do I get a crown??" 💍😳 Isildur (somehow there): "I just wanted a pen. Can I go too?" 🖋️😵‍💫
Gil-galad stands. The crown slides. 👑 But his eyes... are: S.H.I.N.I.N.G. ✨😌✨ Free. So free. AT LAST. 🥳🎉🥳 "YOU. YOU. AND YOU. ✋🧝🏻‍♂️🧝🏻‍♀️🧝🏻‍♂️ You are Sauron's problem now. I hereby and forever relinquish all parental rights. 💅🔥 May he lose sleep. May he find no peace. May he regret everything." 😌📜 Gil-galad leaves the chat. So does Círdan. 🌊🛳️ The sky darkens. ☁️ The harpist walks out. The dove files a complaint.  🕊️📋💢 The squirrel sues. 🐿️📞⚖️ (His lawyer is a raccoon.)
The crown hits the floor. No one moves to pick it up. 👑💔
P.S. Elrond, do send me the address for the wedding present 🎁 P.P.S. Celebrimbor, you are not getting a crown. Sit down. 💍🫢
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shegatsby · 1 year ago
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Love Thy Enemy
Summary; Y/N Atreides had always been a stranger to the entire galaxy, her bed wasn’t her bed, her home wasn’t her home due to the fact that she was sent to accompany and be sisters with Irulan. She had limited access to her actual family and over the years they grew distant. She thought she would be like Reverend Mother, alone, yet powerful, and soon she would realize that there was no need of being alone when a wild creature had his eyes on her for a long time.
A/N; Hi my little doves, I've missed you, I'm in love with my work lol I really enjoy writing this series so don't forget to share your thoughts with me. Don't worry, there will be SMUT in the future chapters. Sorry for any typos English isn't my first language.
TAG LIST IS OPEN! (Text me if i forgot to tag you little doves 🕊️ ♥️)
Warnings; Violence. Angst. Enemies to lovers. Female Bene Gesserit Reader x Feyd-Rautha,reader is reffered to as she/her.
Words; 2.232K
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Chapter Four- ‘’Misery Begins’’
Giedi Prime, House Harkonenn
The air felt heavy in her lungs, the planet was orbiting a black sun, thus, everything outside looked black and white, no wonder these people were raised like animals, planet’s harsh conditions shaped their characteristics. The second she stepped out of the ship she hated every single thing but kept a firm stance.
Now she was settling in the guest quarters, the wedding was to be in 7 days and thankfully Harkonnen traditions says that they, under any circumstance, cannot stay in the same room.
Y/N had few of her personal maids and the rest was Harkonnen servants, all dressed in black with bald heads and pale, thin figures. Y/N noticed the looks she got from them, an outsider…
Inside the fortress one could see colors yet Harkonenns choose to keep it simple, her chambers consisted of a bedroom,  a small living room, and bathroom. Without a word she moved to the velvet armchair which was facing outside, she didn’t want to engage in any conversation with anyone, ‘’Prepare my bath.’’ She ordered without looking at any of them and then moved to the desk in her bedroom to write a letter to her family saying that she landed on the planet safely and everything was fine of course she knew that every letter she would sent was going to be read by Feyd-Rautha’s most trusted politicians, maybe even by himself so she kept the letter short. ‘’Send this to my family.’’ She gave the metal, thin device which was the letter to a servant, ‘’Yes my Lady.’’
After her bath which consisted of warm water and bath oils she brought from home, she smelled fresh and felt better. She was on her desk reading when her door was knocked, ‘’Yes?’’
A servant girl entered, she looked sickly pale and thin, her eyes on the floor, her hands interlaced on her thin stomach, ‘’Na-Baron wishes to dine with you my Lady.’’ It wasn’t a wish, it was an order. ‘’The trip have made me exhausted, please tell Na-Baron that I desire to rest.’’
She noticed the girl’s change of body language, her eyes rose to look at her ladyship pleadingly.  Y/N kindly smiled at the girl, oblivious to what was going to happen, she dismissed the servant girl.
The black sun of Giedi Prime shone bright just like the day before, Y/N decided to do some reading, learn more about the planet’s ecosystem. She had a light breakfast, the air still stingy in her lungs, she didn’t have much appetite.
Y/N Atreides was on her desk, taking notes and reading and her door knocked, ‘’Come in.’’ she was focused on the old books, ‘’My Lady.’’
‘’Yes?’’ she turned to face a man, he was a guard in his dark uniform. ‘’Na-Baron has a gift for you. He insists that you should open it after I am dismissed.’’ A strange request but what wasn’t strange about him anyways?!
Y/N couldn’t read the guard’s expression, his face was a blank slate, however he look more pale than usual skin color, was he ill? ‘’Thank you, place the box on the floor and you may be dismissed.’’ He did what he was told. She stood up and approached to the metal box, there was a strong smell of iron coming from it, it appeared there was no lock, no writings. Just in case, she placed the portable force field on her hand, activated it and tested it, working just fine.
Her hand went to open the metal box and her first reaction was to scream in terror, and her second reaction was to run to her bathroom and throw up her breakfast, shaking uncontrollably, on her knees like a wild animal.
Y/N Atreides didn’t know how many minutes or decades she had spent in that position, finally one of her old maids came for her rescue. ‘’My Lady…’’ she was an old woman with white hair and motherly touch, ‘’It’s okay now..’’ she was rubbing Y/N’s back gently and whispering kind words.  ‘’Is it-‘’ she sobbed, ‘’is it gone?’’
‘’I took care of it my Lady.’’ She helped Y/N stand up and leave the bathroom. The metal box which had the servant girl’s head was gone and yet she could feel her eyes watching her every move. She threw the shield on her hand and marched out of her chambers. There was a solider guarding her chambers, ‘’Where is Na-Baron?’’ she asked trying to control her tone. ‘’He has a meeting with Baron Vladimir and Glossu Rabban.’’
‘’Take me to him.’’ She said, could feel the anger on her chest, so hefty. ‘’But my Lady-‘’
‘’Take me to him.’’ She used the voice on him, the guard, without a word started to guide her to the meeting room. The corridors of the fortress were mostly black, some grey and white here and there, there were guards on watch duties, servants cleaning or carrying stuff. It was so different than the environment she grew up in, in Caladan or Emperor’s planet was vivid and thriving, here it was just… lifeless. She cursed her fate.
There were two guards on the doors of the meeting room, ‘’Open.’’ She used the voice again and the doors were opened slowly, Baron Vladimir was sitting on a metal chair which was placed on marble steps, towering over Glossu Rabban and Feyd-Rautha who were standing and looking up at him, listening to him as if their lives depend on it.. well.. they weren’t wrong. Baron was surprised to see her. ‘’Lady Y/N!’’ he announced which made the boys look at her direction but she refused to look at them, her focus was on Baron. ‘’What a lovely surprise, I hope you quarters to your liking.’’ Y/N bowed in courtesy, ‘’Thank you my Baron, you are the most generous.’’ She had to control her anger and she was doing a good job, keeping things formal. She had to be respectful to the family otherwise her position let alone her life would be at stake, she remembered Feyd’s words; ‘’Try to humiliate me again and see what happens, little dove.’’ The room was barren with only a long marble table and chairs, the curtains were closed and white glowglobes lighting the room, no carpets, no ornaments. ‘’What do we owe the pleasure of your visit?’’ he asked, she could see he was trying to understand her moves. ‘’I must speak with Na-Baron. It is urgent.’’ Finally she turned to face him, even though he was standing far away she could see his body reacting to her words, he was alert and an animalistic shine on his eyes. ‘’Feyd, please escort your wife-to-be to a more secluded area and discuss.’’ His uncle said and Feyd bowed to him quickly, ‘’Yes uncle.’’ And then he turned to her, marching like a soldier, he held her arm and escorted her out of the room, his grip was tight, he made her follow him. Since there were guards and servants everywhere she didn’t dare to utter a word.
Y/N had no idea where they were going, the fortress was a maze and every corridor looked similar. They reached a door, Feyd dismissed the guards and opened the heavy black door. Quite frankly he threw her inside, before she got a chance to look around she spit her venom. ‘’What is wrong with you?!’’ Feyd looked puzzled, ‘’Did you really beheaded that girl just because I refused to dine with you?!’’ she could feel her whole body shake in anger, being in his presence disturbed her equilibrium. ‘’Oh, that.’’ He remembered, his behavior made it worse for her. ‘’Yes, that!’’ He didn’t close the space between them, his hands behind his back. ‘’Did I upset you, little dove?’’ was he mocking her? ‘’Upset?!’’ Y/N couldn’t believe her ears, what happened to that sweet boy she met years ago?
He started to move towards her like a predator, he was much taller than her, towering above her she had to look up to meet his icy blue orbits. Years had turned him into a killing machine, what a shame. She hoped to see remorse in those beautiful eyes but found nothing. Back of his hand found her heated cheek, touching ever so gently, it made one wonder how could he behead an innocent girl and then touch his wife-to-be like a tender lover. ‘’This is what happens when you reject my orders.’’ His voice calm and collective. ‘’I hate you!’’ and she pushed his chest but had no impact so she moved away from his aura. That’s when she noticed that they were in his quarters of the fortress, she remembered the fact that he dismissed the guards, no one to help her if things were to took a turn. ‘’You hate me?’’ he asked, still calm. ‘’What else… do you also fear me?’’
‘’No.’’ she simply answered. His none existent eyebrows rose, his pupils dilated ever so slightly, she noticed how still he was, like a statue. His nostrils flared with a passion she could not placed.
‘’No? So you don’t fear me.’’ He repeated back, folding his arms, he wasn’t angry, only curious. ‘’Not at all?’’
‘’You aren’t allowed to hurt me.’’ Her voice higher than his.
‘’Not allowed?’’ he tilted his head, his voice low and husky, ‘’and how can you be so certain of such?’’ a slight smile pulled at his plump lips, ‘’What makes you so confident in that?’’ he knew his own intentions but he was curios of what went on within her pretty head. There was a certain aura about Y/N that intrigued Feyd, he was watching, listening and studying her.
‘’Let me go back to my home.’’ She whispered, even she didn’t believe herself but that was her intention, to go back and ride her horse, walk in the lush gardens, laugh with her other Bene Gesserit friends. ‘’You assume you have the final word where you go.’’ He chuckled, his voice lower than before. ‘’I decide where you go.’’ His gaze grew sharp like an animal, ‘’I decide what you do. And what I decide..’’ Feyd laughed again, ‘’You’re going to obey.’’
‘’I had a life before you took me, I had a family and friends and, and..’’ she could feel her eyes getting blurry, ‘’And?’’ he insisted, ‘’I had a partner, a lover, and you scared him away!’’ she was practically yelling at this point, female rage taking over her body. ‘’A lover? Don’t make me laugh little girl. If he was so in love with you-‘’ he opened his arms looking around, ‘’where is he? Why isn’t he here defending your honor and saving you from me?!’’ with the mention of Y/N’a former partner Pyramus, Feyd-Rautha wasn’t so calm anymore, he could feel rage rising in his body.  
‘’Because of you! You scared him and he ran! Otherwise he would be here-‘’
‘’Don’t be that stupid Y/N! He wasn’t so scared when I offered him a deal.’’
And with that Y/N was confused, ‘’What deal?’’
Feyd-Rautha was pacing in the room in anger, he couldn’t believe she was still ‘’in love’’ with that low life, waste of space. ‘’I offered him a supply of spice which will outlive him and his children and his children’s children. A generation wealth so to speak.’’
Y/N was shaking her head in rejection, her gaze focused on the floor, ‘’No, no,’’ she whispered, not believing what Feyd was suggesting. ‘’Yes Y/N! Your lover didn’t hesitate a second and took the deal.’’
‘’Then why did he try to escape with me?!’’ she yelled in pain, her heart was torn into pieces, ‘’I wanted you to see how pathetic he was and I staged it.’’ Feyd’s chest heaving with anger and he was so passionate to prove her he was right, he turned to go to the next room and brought back a metal device, he opened it, ‘’Here, he signed the deal.’’ She took it and saw the spice deal written on it, millions of gallons.. and Pyramus’ signature at the bottom…
Feyd grabbed the metal device and threw it on the couch near him, ‘’Not going to lie, you weren’t cheap.’’ And she slapped him.
Feyd-Rautha was slapped by a woman for the first time in his life, he froze for a second, shocked to see how bold she could be. He was even turned on a bit. With both of his hands he grabbed her delicate shoulders tightly, he was much stronger than her. ‘’LET GO OF ME-‘’
Feyd-Rautha didn’t care what she wanted, ‘’I might hurt you physically Y/N, but I would never do that to you. I would never sell what’s mine for something else. Do you hear me?!’’ his voice was rough and irritated her ears, her body was in shock and her shoulders hurting her. ‘’I would never leave what’s mine behind and walk away, I am a man, see me as a man not that little boy you met years ago!’’
Was that a love confession, no it couldn’t be.. someone like Feyd-Rautha Harkonnen couldn’t possibly feel something so pure and innocent, or was it just being possessive and showing her that her life was in his hands till death do them apart. The stress overcame her body, her vision was getting darker and the last thing she saw was Feyd’s pretty eyes.
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