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Living with a "functional" non-visible disability is as easy as trying to eat soup with a fork.
And like... yeah you could thecnically finish the soup with the fork but that'd take you like what the whole day?? So you ask for a spoon but then they tell you "Hey, aren't forks silverware too?" And you're like "Well yeah but-" and then they just say "Yeah? Well stop being a fucking crybaby, you can clearly do it, if it's silverware you can eat soup with it."
And it's so stupid and you just kind of take a few seconds to stare flabbergasted, they continue.
"You really need to stop whining, why aren't you more like Larry? He had a plastic forks and he used the little crevices on the back of it to eat the soup with and he finished it without complaining." Everyone agrees and starts talking about how inspirational that is, and you just can't help but think about it, isn't that depressing...? That he had to eat with a plastic fork, using the crevices in the thing to gather the soup instead of just being given a spoon? But you still don't want to bother anyone, so you shut up.
You try to just chug the soup as it is the most logical possible course of action. Everyone stares at you like you just murdered their grandmother and nailed her to the wall. Fuck.
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"Are classes over for today, professor?"
Yes...Classes are over for today. I hope the students learned something.
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@staff Please if you really are getting rid of tumblr live. Pleas keep tv friend safe

He is my son and I would give u my soul for him
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Quick Notes: Chapter 237
Let’s go!
Honestly, it makes sense that Laguna was acting. It’s just weird that this was even a debate.
It’s good to see Aruna and Miimi! I feel like I’m the only person who cared about these two.
It feels that Mashima’s going to hit us with some kind of crazy reveal involving Ziggy and ONE Void. I’m not even willing to guess what that could possibly be at this point.
I guess Mashima’s only willing to show the main cast actually get their memories back. Did Mosco even get his memories back?
You do want to see Shura be a better person, but you’re not sure it’s likely or not.
“The empire’s behaving now.” The Empire Does a Bit of Trolling.
Goodwin as a tiny cat is just not something I’m going to get used to.
We already knew how powerful Xenolith was before this chapter, but yikes. It’s a shame that we’re likely not going to see him train the EZ Crew again. Or will we see him gain memories from the past universe?
See you.
#quicknotes#edens zero#edens zero chapter 237#edens zero 237#edens zero spoilers#this was a solid chapter#i'm a bit tired
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it is unfortunate that the only inspiration i've found while deep in dreadful depression is in a whiskey bottle— a dangerous way to live, and i found myself wondering if i'm doomed to repeat a life my grandfather has already lived. would i go blind same as him? tsk, tsk. better to give up. better to live without. guess i'll have to find something else.
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i'm sorry but i don't think we should call this the "autism website" when there's still posts with tons of notes mocking people who:
struggle with social skills / have anxiety around social settings
are unemployed / unable to work certain jobs
have intense or "age-inappropriate" interests
haven't had certain life experiences that are deemed universal/essential
struggle with personal hygiene
don't have any friends or dating experience
don't go outside much or at all
take things literally / don't get sarcasm/jokes
have unusual ways of speaking
generally aren't "normal"
#+ other things i'm probably forgetting rn#i know most of these apply to other disabilities too but i wanted to focus on autism bc of all the 'autism website' stuff#it's genuinely disturbing to see someone go 'lol autism website'#and then in the next breath be like 'omg look at this loser who [literal symptom of autism]'#but i guess when these people talk about autism they don't mean actual autism#but the tiktok style 'just a bit quirky but still able to assimilate into abled hegemony with ease' autism#i'm just tired of the hypocrisy#autism acceptance month is over now it's time for autism wrath month#being disabled on tumblr can be fucking awful sometimes. might take a break for a while bc i just don't have the energy to deal with it#autism#actually autistic#actuallyautistic
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Learning to celebrate the little wins!
#fersona#While I don't have the capacity to do Hourly Comics Day#I did journal my day hour-by-hour and the sheer difference in my self-care and routines is *staggering*.#Honestly both Feb 1 2024 and 2025 were rough days...but this year I had a far better outlook on it all.#The funny part is that when I drew this a few days ago I actually *was* celebrating not crying.#Might have still cried on Feb 1st. A meagre 4 times. But I also had lot of good moments!#January is a very hard month for me and frankly I've been in a fugue state for most of it.#Drawing helped me pull through these last 2 years but this year I've been finding myself so upset at how I can't seem to focus anymore.#So updates and posts have been slow. I'm just slow. I'm tired and burnt out from work and grieving.#But you know what? The days I do manage to post; I'm never shamed for how long it took. You're all just as excited and kind.#I'm coming home and eating better and sleeping more and spending time with loved ones.#This is all to say; you can be a lot happier when you realize that life can be taken a little slower.#I'm more grateful that words can possibly convey.#If you related to the mindset of constantly feeling like you've 'failed' the day; please know you have done more than you realize.#I'm struggling with it everyday! I'm in the trenches with you!#Life is too short and painful to not celebrate what you *do* accomplish! It's hard work but it is worth it!#Bit by bit...we will learn to live. *Really* live. And enjoy it!
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Fall of a Giant.
Bug Fact: The Feather-horned Beetle (Rhipicera femorata) is an Australia beetle with over-sized fan-like antennae. The antennae are used to locate mating pheromones. Pictures Below
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#(Also NO she did not break her back!!!)#hmmm I may need to update the uploading schedule to 2 days a week. I'm a bit tired as of late#I had a hard time positioning this shot. But I really like the flow of it#Dewi's Adventures in Hollow Knight#Dewi's Adventures in Hollow Knight V2#hollow knight humans#hornet hollow knight#ghost hollow knight#my art#dewi#comic#hollow knight au#Lilybug Comics#art#Hollow Knight#hollow knight fanart#hk fanart#hollow knight comic#hollow knight art#hk art#hk au#sam
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We don't know that guy.
Before anyone starts whining, go donate to the fund OUR community started for actual SA victims. Shut up and put a dollar on the jar. Thanks, Good Night.
#good omens#neil gaiman#enough people have said what i had to say about both the horrid case of him and those women AND how we reacted as a fanbase#yeah maybe he did part of the book and the second season of the show#but we're the people that brought life to good omens#so this is OUR community and OUR fandom and he is no longer welcome in this place#this is for Terry and Terry only and even Neil knows that#if it wasn't clear already my thoughts go to the victims#sorry if this is a bit ventish but i'm tired of the lack of empathy of some people on this website and i made this as a last call#WE. DON'T. SUPPORT. HIM.
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first 10 days of jurassic june! i'm slow with it but still going ;__;
#drawing marine creatures is really challenging for me#but water render is surprisingly fun#i'm getting a bit tired but i still wanna finish all promts WAHHHH#doing this so im too busy to think about how fucked my life is rn lol#barghestland#art#artists on tumblr#paleoart#paleoland#jurassic june
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Pov the cannibal overlords are judging your outfit (or discussing how they're going to cook you tonight, your choice 👀)
Based on very cool outfits for them I saw on twitter! Here's Alastor and here's Rosie
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin alastor#hazbin rosie#alastor#radiorose#digital art#my art#clip studio paint#YES I'm using clip studio paint for the first time in 3 years damn I missed that bitch#Welp that was tiring but I'm very happy with it#ALSO YES I KNOW ALASTOR'S HAND IS A BIT TOO HIGH I'M SORRY#by the time I noticed it looked weird I had already started painting and all of my layers were merged lmao#oopsie#please just ignore that detail 💃#or maybe this one can be seen as not-so-platonic radiorose?? lmao
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A lot of people don't quite seem to understand queerplatonic relationships at first glance, because at their core, they are designed to be undefinable. Their existence is inherently critical of the pre-established idea of what relationships and attraction means, which is why people seem to think they don't stand up to scrutiny.
Several people intuitively insist on trying to fit queerplatonic neatly in between "friendship" and "romance" in the relationship hierarchy. As if they're inherently something "more" than a friend but "less" than a romantic relationship. However, from my understanding, this is the exact thing the label of queerplatonic is actively trying to fight against.
I'm not saying that this isn't what some queerplatonic relationships are, in a sense, but it's certainly not all of them. Queerplatonic relationships come in all shapes and sizes, and do so by design. There is nothing you can't do in a queerplatonic relationship and nothing you can't feel. Once you start venturing into the community you will find queerplatonic relationships where people have sex, queerplatonic relationships where there is romantic attraction involved on some level, queerplatonic relationships that are prioritized less than friendships, people who have romantic relationships, but are more actively committed to their queerplatonic partner, and plenty of other variations.
Queerplatonic partners are not inherently a "leveled up" version of friendship. They are not inherently a romantic relationship but without the romance. "Queerplatonic" is a word that exists in defiance of the way mainstream society views relationships and their hierarchies altogether. The point of it is not to lie on a sliding scale between friendship and romance, but rather to acknowledge that the widespread understanding of relationships doesn't include us. We have made the active decision to carve out our own space for this reason. Where we set the expectations, feel the ways we feel, and do the things we do, without anyone telling us it's not correct or enough.
That's why they're important. That's why it is a useful label, especially to aspec people, who have often felt alienated from relationship definitions and specificity in feelings. And I think it's important to acknowledge that.
#this probably comes across as kind of pretentious#I'm not saying this like a scholar but as someone who has been in a qpr for several years by now#I find some of the surface level discussions I see about it a bit tiring sometimes is all#also with fear of being misunderstood#I just want to say that this is not me trying to police how you view your personal qpr(s)#it is the opposite of that in fact sjfdkl#I'm sure people have said what I just said better than me but these are my two cents#queerplatonic#qpr
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(1999 spoiler)
why are you two fighting you are both excaliburs
#i just. don't wanna spend much effort on drawing recently#it's more like i'm tired after work than an art block#...maybe#ooookay it kinda looks like an art block my last rendered piece was that nidus from a month ago and that's kinda long#i still don't wanna color stuff now#but this level i can handle. i just added the eye part btw#anyway idk what im gonna draw after shower but at least i can say i got something out today#warframe#warframe excalibur#warframe 1999#warframe spoilers#my art#(a little bit at least)
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it's finally done, and it's probably the gooiest garbage i'll ever make.
credit to my new buddy @i-love-tdp-if-you-can-tell for doing almost all the characters' flat colors!! i am so so so infinitely thankful to them bc otherwise none of the other efforts of making this would have happened. between the lineart, backgrounds, shading, and touch-ups, these five pages have taken years off numerous braincells' lifespans, and without their help, may have annihilated my entire brain capacity.
if you like, please reblog! we put in a Lot of time and effort into this!
you would think that between last time (one other event) i tried comic-ing and now, i would've learned to not handwrite the text, but alas...
thank you for answering my plead for help, sky! and for managing to work around my design inconsistencies and sketchy lineart <3 ik you said you didn't need anything, but if you ever decide you want an art, hit me up any time :)
and to the tdp fandom, whoops… sorry for all the requests rotting in my inbox. it was a fun september and a fun six years of lurking, but alas i think i will be bailing for the moment. maybe you'll see me around.
#tdp#the dragon prince#the dragon prince fanart#tdp fanart#soren tdp#tdp soren#corvus tdp#tdp corvus#sorvus#that's a technically--implied-#lychee's trash art#you guys likely will not be seeing tdp art from me for a hot minute#so please enjoy my offerings#btw the costume details are hell#also corvus' old design was vastly superior#there i said it i'm a hater of arc 2 corvus design#the struggles of the designs i want to draw versus aligning to canon#to be clear that's just arc 1 corvus & clean shaven arc 2 soren LOL#sorry i'm also a hater of soren's facial hair#off topic i really would like 2025 to be my return to ao3 so might see less lychee art#finding that it's easier to pop out a doc and write fic between lectures#sort of thinking to start pulling up on yt too but who knows#you can probably tell the parts where i gave up lol sorry it's a bit scuffed#i'm really tired my eye has been twitching all day#a lot of the details are a bit scuffed and the shading's sorta lazy but#there's a lot of art here okay </333
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Mc tends to accidently falls asleep around the HoL after an exhausting day, like on the couch in the living room or library. Now the question is what do the brothers do if they stumble upon said sleeping Mc?
Lucifer
He'll pick up and carry Mc somewhere else, away from any interruptions that the other brothers might (will definitely) bring
His room is the most ideal place for that since his brothers don't enter his room
He'll lay Mc down on his bed and admire them and their peaceful face for a minute or two
Depending on how much work he has to do, he'll either stay and cuddle or he'll sadly have to leave to return to his work
Mammon
He'll also pick up Mc and take them to his room
Difference is he'll stay and cuddle with them, with him being the big spoon most of the time
His human deserves only the best and most relaxing sleep of all, which of course means that he has to cuddle with them to protect them from nightmares or in case his brothers trying to pester them
Theres no other solution
Levithan
Sadly he won't pick up Mc and take them to his room
Instead he'll go get one of his extra cozy merch blankets to drape onto Mc so that they don't get cold
He might even get one of his pillows to place under Mc's head too
He might feel like he's not able to do much or anything for Mc sometimes, nevertheless he'll try to help Mc have a decent nap as best he can
Satan
First, he's going to make sure he has a book, if he doesn't, he goes to get one then comes back
After that, he'll carefully move Mc so he can lay down on the couch too and then lays them on top of him
He likes feeling Mc softly breathing against him while he reads
Sometimes he'll move them to his room if he doesn't feel social enough that day but still wants quality Mc cuddle time
Asmodeus
Pictures, he's going to take just a few all the pictures of Mc's cute sleeping face
Maybe experiment with some nail design ideas that he has (Mc knows he does this and allows it)
If Mc is still sleeping, he might sit on the couch, move their head to lay on his lap, and brush their hair
It's rare that he naps with, but if he does, he lays on top of Mc and hugs them like a giant teddy bear
Beelzebub
He'd lay down and put Mc on top of him
However, he wouldn't be able to do so for long since he'll start to get hungry quick and will have to get up again
The solution? Carry around Mc in his arms or on his back, similar to what he does with Belphie
He'll even put his jacket on Mc so they don't get cold
If he comes across Belphie while carrying Mc, it's Attic Sandwhich cuddle time
Belphegor
Immediately will lay on top of Mc
Will hug his cow print pillow in one arm and has his other arm wrapped around Mc
Doesn't bother with bringing a blanket, he makes a great heat source all on his own
If Mc is having a dream, he's going to make sure they dont have any bad ones
He knows Mc is exhausted and wants to make sure they get as much rest as they need to feel better again
#obey me#obey me!#obey me nightbringer#obey me mc#obey me x reader#obey me brothers#obey me brothers x reader#obey me brothers x mc#obey me lucifer x mc#obey me lucifer x reader#obey me mammon x reader#obey me mammon x mc#obey me levi x reader#obey me levi x mc#obey me satan x reader#obey me satan x mc#obey me asmo x mc#obey me asmo x reader#obey me beel x reader#obey me beel x mc#obey me belphagor x reader#obey me belphegor x mc#obey me gn!mc#obey me gn!reader#obey me x gn!reader#obey me x gn!mc#Poor Mc needs a break frfr#I'm a bit tired myself lol
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"Luke Skywalker isn’t like the old Jedi. He saves Vader with his attachments!”
Wrong!
Luke Skywalker, at the end of Return of the Jedi, after his confrontation with the Emperor drags Darth Vader through the destructing Death Star. He’s desperate, knuckles white under the heavy weight of his father’s body, a little boy dragging his dad to safety. He sets Vader down for a moment, to catch his breath or maybe to get a better grip. He goes to grab Vader again, but Vader, uncomfortable and in pain, asks Luke to take off the mask. He wants to see Luke through his eyes instead of the eyes Palpatine built for him. Luke refuses, says that removing the mask is a sure way for Vader to die. Luke doesn’t want Vader dead, he wants Vader alive. Not to hold him accountable for his many evil acts, but for the same reason why Luke Skywalker can’t kill Darth Vader; Vader is his father and Luke loves him.
And yet, after a moment, Luke removes Vader’s mask. He doesn’t want to, he hesitates, but he removes the mask with enough slowness to allow Vader to take it back. In that moment, Luke sets aside his desire for Vader in his life, sets aside his desire to see him live, and sets aside his entire mission, the reason he was even on the Death Star in the place. In his compassion for his father, Luke stays with Vader until he dies. It is this moment where we see him be the best damn Jedi he can be. I’d even argue that this moment is the greatest example of non-attached love we see. Because Luke lets Vader go! He lets his father die, and in some ways, by removing the mask, he too kills Vader, he stays with him until his last moment, gives him the kindness of granting his last wish and finally chooses Vader.
And Luke doesn’t have to do this. If Luke Skywalker’s love for his father was an attachment, he would ignore Vader and continue dragging him to the escape pod, put his desire for a father as his central focus and ignore Vader’s wants and discomfort. Maybe he would even save him. But he doesn’t. Instead, he watches as Vader dies.
He builds a Jedi burial for his father and watches it burn the remnants of Vader and Anakin Skywalker away. He mourns Vader, he mourns what they could’ve had as father and son, considers what ifs and maybe-if-I-did-this. Vader/ Anakin is released from his mortal body, from his ‘crude matter’ and Luke lets him go. He says one final goodbye to Anakin. Then, he joins Leia, Han, Chewie, Lando, and the rest of the Rebels and celebrates their victory. He lives in the present and celebrates what he has instead of what he lost.
Luke Skywalker is THE Jedi. Everything about Luke Skywalker serves as the foundational cornerstone of the Jedi, everything about the Jedi as a culture and philosophy is reflected in his character. Luke’s desire for the New Jedi Order isn’t to throw away the values of the old Order, but to vitalise them, breathe life back into dying lungs, and rebuild a path that people set out on their way to destroy. (Yes, his Order is different from the Old, but that’s because it has to be. He doesn’t have the resources or the safety of the Old Order.) The philosophies of the Jedi are difficult and they aren’t for everyone, and like the perfect Jedi that Luke is, he struggles and stumbles and sometimes he even rejects it. But, no matter how far he falls, it is a way of life he chooses again and again and again. It is a way of life that welcomes him back each time
#luke skywalker#star wars#pro jedi#jedi positive#luke skywalker meta#luke skywalker loves being a jedi and i'm so tired of people pretending he doesn't#I hate you 'time-travel fics where Luke judges the Order for how they've handled things'#Luke would be the people's padawan actually chasing everyone down to acquire every bit of knowledge that they have#star wars meta#jedi order#the jedi#anakin skywalker#darth vader#the original trilogy#a new hope#empire strikes back#return of the jedi#if I tell you that luke outgrows anakin/vader? if I tell you that Vader is just the start of his Jedi growth and the end of it? then what?#Iong post#it kind of ran away from me
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