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redheadarcher · 7 months

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would scarlett be considered like, a nepo baby at shield/academy ? probably yes. i have no doubt that when she started to stand out a little more, some agents and students would think that she was only there and advancing relatively quickly because of who her parents were and not because of her talent or effort.

and this really bothered her at first, when she started to notice. but she’s learning how to deal with it with time. she has to work harder to prove that she’s there because she wants to, and on her own merit, but this is something that she does without complaining too much about it.

#i was reading an interview & ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#this is actually something that #i'd love to explore bc this is something #scarlett couldn't escape from - the comparison #the challenges and #all the downside of being #daughter of two #well known agents/avengers #this is something i never really #deep dive into but i want to #bc i feel like it's pretty important #anyway i'll stop being the worse &#really putting more effort in being here #scarlett is awake &#and get things done :D #i'll try to have more focus #01. ❅ тнaт'ѕ a нιѕтory aвoυт ѕpιderѕ & нawĸѕ ( нeadcanonѕ ) ❅

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italyveneziano · 17 hours

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Obsessed with what America and England have going on in HetaOni. America's like "I keep having to watch my dad die from overusing his magic in past timelines and not knowing how to stop it is killing me inside but I'm not going to talk to him about it" and England's like "I can't seem to hold a conversation with my son without insulting him but I won't hesitate to use my dying breath to ensure I can protect him from beyond the grave"

#good morning i still have hetaoni on the brain #that scene where it looks like america's going to die but turns out past loop england used the last of his strength to cast a shield on him #(+italy and germany) before sending them back to the present.... godddd #and then current loop england goes and takes on the monster america was worried about and succeeds. at the cost of going blind.#one of the very things america was afraid would happen!! he was so relieved when england survived the fight before finding that out too!!!#i don't know if this is coherent im just. they care about each other so much even though they won't say it and 😭😭😭 it makes me ill #sigh. rotating both them and hetaoni in my mind at the same time makes me so. waaughh #(also obligatory disclaimer that hetaoni doesn't label their relationship in any way them being father and son is just canon in my brain)#hetalia #hetaoni #hws america #hws england #tea dad n coffee son #personal #i have an old hetaoni wip fic that i think i intended to do more with but was mostly just about america and england as far as i got...#i can't remember the rest of my plans for it so maybe i'll shift the focus to them and try to get it finished sometime

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boiwcndr · 5 months

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i feel like dick's "no-kill rule" could have so many different interpretations because of contrasting characterisations upon his many years of comics where people could argue that he has taken in bruce's "no-kill rule" for himself due to his intense loyalty to bruce but when it comes down to his own thoughts and feelings, he can, will, and has killed or that he also has his own deep devotion to that "no-kill rule" (because of his own backstory or because of bruce) and he would never kill, and both would be correct.

#dick grayson #i forgot who said it best but #i think bruce's no kill rule comes from his optimism of redemption #while dick's no-kill rule is out of his intense loyalty to bruce #but he has bent that enough or has shown enough doubt in it over the years that #while i think he does BELIEVE in it #there are some circumstances where he would #i mean bruce snaps and tries to kill someone and we get a 100pg hamlet esque monologue about the evils of killing #dick snaps and tries to kill someone and aside from joker and blockbuster he kind of goes about his day #i think people inherently focus in on his reactions to joker and blockbuster because apparently those are THE dick killing storylines #but i think about dick!bats when ollie is going on his sabbatical to kill the guy who ended up killing lian #and he's just like 'i get it'#also more dick!bats when he's like 'WE SHOULD HAVE KILLED YOU A LONG TIME AGO' @ slade #or when he killed a man via lightning strike to save a baby without hesitation or angst #or when the wildebeests kidnapped the titans dick threw himself at them like I'LL KILL YOU #or when --#(yeah there's a lot)#now obviously in some parts this was out of a place of anger and grief #... but not dick killing a man via lightning strike #that was just 'you're about to kill a baby? gotcha' and BOOM #yes i've been trying to compile and make a meta about this for years #but i've been so lazy about it LMAO

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14dayswithyou · 1 year

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are you a compsci major :0

✦゜ANSWERED: I wish I had the brains and dedication for that ^^; If anything, Ren would be the compsci major (if he chose to go to university with you)!! As for me though?? I'm currently double majoring in digital media and social working ;v;

#With honours because I hate myself xx ;v; /lh #<- But that's also the main reason why I don't have time to work on 14DWY T_T #Had I not become a slave to da unbalanced education system I woulda dropped out and finished the game by now dhdsjghdsj #And also because 14DWY is a fun lil passion project for me ;w;#But seeing so many people love and enjoy the demo makes me wanna put more time and focus on it!!#I appreciate all the support; fan content; kind words; and lovely reviews you all leave me ^^#I also wanna thank everyone for being so patient with me as well!! I know I'm probably the slowest out of all the devs #And I'm also very shy and miss a lot of things because I don't have the time to come online + backread everything #But I genuinely do appreciate y'all trying to involve me in everything that's going on in the yan circle!! I kith you all /p /gen #I'll try my best to come out of my shell for you all <3 ^^#💌 — answered.#🖤 — shut up sai.#I need my own Ranting In The Tags tag hgdsjgs #This has happened one too many times >.<#💖 — 14 days with queue.

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newtness532 · 11 days

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i know that graduating one semester later is not that big of a deal and i haven't made any plans about what comes next so it doesnt even make a difference. so why does it feel just so terrible

#there are no chances of us finishing the thesis on time #i mean the presentations are only until the 24th so we should have already be done with it #but miss girlie said one week ago that she'd add her parts of the introduction and today i asked her and she said she'll do it tomorrow #and then there's the results and conclusions which i havent even started yet cause im a complete idiot and ive wasted so much time #and i very much doubt she has written anything about them yet #which okay i understand that she is working and i know working σεζον isnt easy #but she could have at least done a copy paste #whatever #i need to at least focus on the exam #i only have a few more slides but i started feeling a panic attack coming so i took a break to try and stop it from coming #if anyone knows how to stop that little voice in your head that always tells you how big of a failure you are please lmk 🙃#okay gonna go finish #then I'll cook lunch and maybe if i spend the rest of the day writing we'll make some progress #maybe we can ask for an extension? idk. i doubt she has even bothered calling the professor even tho she said she was going to #whatever im so done with everything #not looking for pity just needed to complain about it #which seems to be the only thing ive been doing sooo yup #okay going fr now #jo says stuff #university update

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parab0mb · 6 months

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Crosscode spoilers:

I DIIIIIID IIIIIIIIT!!!!!!!! *SOBS*

#after all this time it's hard to believe it's finally finished 🥺#LOOK HOW HAPPY THEY ALL ARE #it was such a long time since my 1st playthrough I was re-baffled by just how great this game is C:#I didn't do every single quest or arena challenge so I might still putz around with the game a bit more #and maybe *someday* I'll try new game plus #but as great as this game is playing it is a commitment so I am looking forward to being able to focus on other games again #also I don't have any huge in-depth analyses to give on the game or its characters #but I do wanna type out my general thoughts on the game in a separate post #i have nitpicks but this really is one of the most rock-solid games I've ever played #p.s. fuck the son of the beach that guy sucks >:C #p.p.s. the actual final boss was definitely exists 👌 (probably shoulda fought them first cause they were a joke by comparison)#crosscode #crosscode spoilers #rambling

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fourthclone · 4 months

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i got two replies out , woo . now i'm going to sleep .

#⚡ ⸺ ❝ moghome . [ ooc ]#just kind of. want to clarify i'll still pop in here to reply to stuff #i'm not burnt out on muse soasmuch as i am just #discouraged and uncomfortable #and unsure of what to do #i don't rly. want to steep myself further rn in theory talk anymore than i have or focus on trying to figure roche out.#i've spent too much time and energy on that and tbqh? the more i stress about whether or not square makes him an interesting chara or w/e #the less i want to write roche so i'm just. not gonna bother. lmk if you want to try out any potential avenues concerning my theories #and whatnot #i'll be operating on a strictly au basis so like. assume everything on this blog is bullshit for now #and ig if i don't like what they do w roche in part 3 i'll likely drop him as a muse #i'm not going to waste my time and energy wallowing on omg!!! they didn't give this character his due!!#i'm so tired of muses i write being done dirty man. i just expect it by this point and the less attached i get to it all the better #it just happens way too often so i just gotta. stop thinking so much and having another muse to focus on will help w that #i think i've reached the pt where i'm tired of 'fixing' characters. so i'm not gonna do it

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raiiny-bay · 9 months

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my favorite edits - 2023 edition 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9

#ts4 #simblr #once again i don't know how to tag this so...#i'm just gonna use the same tags i used last year ig #2023 was apparently the year of the monster boyz #only 3 of these are not mb posts & i'm ok with that actually #ik i've said it a million times already but #i had soooo much fun doing mb stuff this year!#i'm really excited about all the stuff i have planned for the AU tbh #like. i have a list #i'm hoping................... to get the origin stories done at some point.#probably gonna do some writing here soon ish.#i've gotta make all of the side characters still & finish the character page so idk. i'll figure it out. i have a lot of ideas #i really wanna start sharing more about the story & the boys' actual personalities so that's probably what i'll focus on this next year #edit-wise i mean. like doing lore edits & stuff. idk #making cricket's was really fun so i think i'll like making stuff for everyone else too #i just have to not try to do a whole story bc then i'll lose interest. it'll be like the degenerates all over again lmao #idk why i just hate making story posts #lore posts are fine but story posts? mm no. not for me. idk how but they are different in my brain ok #n e way #i rambled. sorry. bye lol

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zafiro-anyejo · 2 months

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My brother dragged me to see Deadpool 3. Didn't like it very much. But some of the jokes were funny. Idk man. I'm so tired of multiverses and nothing really meaning anything and characters just getting sidelined/being told things and not shown. Have some heart ffs. Make me feel something. Ugh.

#my brother and partner really liked it though so that's good i guess #deadpool & wolverine #deadpool 3 #the emotional beats did not hit for me at allll #i almost cried at the credit reel because it showed some cute bts footage of the xmen franchise #xmen was so important to me. way more important than marvel/avengers #i'm just kinda weary #also my partner and i ate too much popcorn so we felt sick after #my brother always insists on getting the extra butter #i feel like i can't say what i really feel about a movie around him because he'll try to argue his [pont and act like he is soo right #love him though #think i'll focus on watching more independent films now #have not seen a superhero movies in years. feel like i didn't miss much #delete later #same reason i have trouble with this film is the same reason i have a hard time with Doctor Who #trying to act sooo smart with multiverse stuff when really it's just too convoluted and silly

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icewindandboringhorror · 4 months

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finally finished all of one character's entire quests/optional dialogue/questions/etc.... 100,000 words... .... aughhh

#Given some of it IS lines of code and stuff but like.. minus all that it's still probably at least 85 - 95k words hhhhhh #AND I have to do this for another 3 characters. Then a few partial quests for 3 others. THEN the other random misc stuff in the game #(like there are public areas in the city like a park and a forest that you can go and do a few things at. and chat with a few random #townsfolk that aren't actually full characters or anything. And there's a community board where you can #browse some of the random job advertisments or silly things that happen to be posted around #and also pick up a few odd jobs of your own to help earn coin to buy gifts for the npcs. etc. etc.)#Originally I was thinking like 'ah I'll make a short little game just to try it out! :3 It'll take maybe a few months!''#haha........................hee hee........................................hoho #Also evil that it would have been done already if I didn't totally drop itand stop working on it for like 5 years randomly #i could have made 5 years of steady slow progress gradually. instead of like 'one initial idea dump + about a month of art and writing'#...... 5 year break..... 'sudden mad dash to try to get probably 400.000 words written in a year or less' lol #I just really want to be done and have something out there already so it can lead to doing other things in my world..!!!!!! T o T #Like this can be an introduction and then maybe from that I can make other games. or short story anthologies. or other such things #But there needs to be some initially not very complex easy to interact with starting point first I guess... if that makes sense #That's part of why I stopped posting worldbuilding lore dump stuff as often because its' like.. massive walls of novella length #text are much more inacessible to engage with than like.. ooh a game! and there's characters! so its more approachable! and theres #visuals! oo! and the text is broken up in small bits line by line with other things in betwen! oo! etc. etc. lol #Not that THIS is even very accessible. I think dialogue heavy interactive fiction/visual novel type stuff is pretty niche and considered #boring or tedious compared to something with more ''gamplay'' like where you can actually move around in a world #and shoot things or whatever lol. But its an inbetween point. something SLIGHTLY #more accesible for now. Since i just dont have the budget or means or ability to make some skyrim type thing obviously LOL #Though maybe if theres any interest in the visual novel that could lead to making other things too. or at least I hope. I have a VERY cool #idea for a more ''gamey'' type of game that is a super fun concept and etc. but I would need to hire at least 2 people to make it.. ough..#I could do all the writing and probably half of the art. But I think I'd inevitably need a 3d artist and someone who can Code For Real hbjh #the system for ren'py (the thing I'm making a visual novel in) is not that complicated if you stick to just simple dialogue and stuff.#Making a whole moderately sized 3d game with minigames in it and a bunch of quest features and etc. would be out of my simplistic scope #''just learn it yourself!!' ... i barely manage to eat and sleep reliably every day lol... i do not function well enough to spend months #learning that many new skills. I already have a lot of of things I'm good at (not in a braggy way but just factually like.. i already have #a wide variety of different things under my belt).. at some point I have to just be happy with what i CAN already do and focus on that #and admit I need to get outside help sometimes ghjbh... NO more new skills/hobbies!!! ... ANYWAY

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rosenbraut · 3 months

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🌹Utena inspired🌹 - loving and moving my body this week

Monday. rise and shine yoga [13 mins] // fencing footwork at home practice [16 mins]

Tuesday. power pilates [15 mins]

Wednesday. neighbour-friendly ballet cardio [12 mins]

Thursday. Yoga sculpt [14 mins] // pilates for balance [13 mins]

Friday. beginner ballet cardio [10 mins] // deep stretch for beginners [24 mins]

Saturday. ballet pilates workout [20 mins]

Sunday. pilates for strength & flexibility [24 mins]

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This week (24.06.-30.06.), I felt inspired to try something new: A selection of workouts inspired by the masterpiece that is Shōjo Kakumei Utena. The inspiration here wasn't the body image of 90s Shōjo, but rather the ways the characters move. The idea was to pretend that I was preparing to fight those hyper mannerist duels. Since I'm very limited in what I can do at home (no kendo, no fencing, not even basketball...) AND since the duels themselves are metaphorical kaleidoscopes of dance, fencing and freudian shenanigans, I picked a selection that combines factors that would go into this way: focusing on strength, flexibility and endurance, as well as balance, grace and control.

#workout #sku #shojo kakumei utena #this was such a fun idea to start the l&mmb series out on the new blog!!! I'm so excited #also yes! I did try to find beginner calisthenics but kind of failed tbh. I'll have to do more research since it might also work for this #'Marie this is just pilates yoga and ballet again?' - in a way. But firstly - these are all about grace/strength/balance/flexibility #and I picked a selection I know is going to challenge me. The focus is different than usual #AND I did research on training for fencing and it was a lot of balance - really intriguing #ideally one would add some running imo but I...will not be doing that this week #that's another issue - I had to find stuff that works with my schedule. hence the double workouts: morning/night

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hazellvsq · 1 year

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piper's brown eyes

hazel's brown eyes

nico's brown eyes

frank's brown eyes

(piper's quote is from "dorothy dandridge eyes" by janelle monae, hazel's is from crooked kingdom by leigh bardugo, nico's is a marlon brando quote found on the wikipedia article about actress katy jurado, and frank's is a youtube comment)

#trying to find quotes about how pretty piper and hazel are that don't revolve around their *speshul* eyes or compare them to food...#it was a chore i'll say that much #anyway dorothy dandridge eyes is the piper song of all time to me #i have more brown eye quotes socked away but i couldn't find ones that were good matches for reyna and leo smh #and leo/hazel almost deserves right for leo's description of her bc its very lovely #as long as you block out the gold eyes churro hair of it all and focus on vibes #hazel levesque #piper mclean #nico di angelo #frank zhang

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piplupod · 5 months

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my method of "getting better" has just been Do Everything Possible and latch onto whatever gives you any sense of purpose and/or joy. and i guess it's been working because i am definitely not in quite the same place that i was a few yrs ago