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Fandom Puriteens
THIS IS ABOUT FICTIONAL CONTENT MADE IN FANDOM NOT REAL LIFE NOT PUBLISHED LITERATURE (though maybe you all should go fucking read an actual book, maybe 1984 or Brave New World or Animal Farm, and take a class on media literacy)
For every one of you #triggered by dark/explicit content in fics I need you to understand and respect a few things here. I know it's hard for you. I know it's difficult to get out of your own #purelife #tradwife #everclearmind bullshit, but for Christ's sake sit your pansy ass down and listen to me right now.
You control yourself, not other people.
Dark content won't cause the universe to implode or society to collapse.
Outlawing dark content doesn't stop people from writing dark content. It doesn't stop people from making dark content art.
Imprisoning/killing people doesn't stop any of the things you're pearl clutching about. It makes new dark content for us to explore.
What the hell are you doing at the devil's sacrament? We warned you.
"But the childr-" See fucking point number fucking one. YOU CONTROL YOURSELF. IF YOU ARE A CHILD: Going behind your parents' backs and disobeying the boundaries they have set for you is the fastest way to get yourself into serious danger! Turn around, do not pass go, go tell your parents what you've done and fucking stay out of adult only spaces. The ADULT ONLY is the boundary!!
Outlawing ADULT ONLY doesn't fix anything. See points 3 and 4.
FUCKING HELL I HAVE BEEN THROUGH MULTIPLE LEVELS OF BULLSHITRY AND HELL AND I'M SICK OF THE PURITEENS AND MORALITY POLICE SAYING I'M NOT ALLOWED TO EXPLORE THAT IN FIC.
Because it gives them the "ewwies". BOO HOO. "BUT AIRLOCK, I'VE BEEN THROUGH BULLSHITRY HELL AND I'M DISGUSTED" Shh
Sit down. Here's tissues, a blanket, and cocoa. See point number 5. Really though, tags man, why are you here? You knew going in this would upset you.
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You are not a saint just because you shit on the already dirty and rotten.
They will come for you. Eventually.
"But I never-"
Eventually.
Eventually you will also be too impure.
This is how it always goes.
You become the thought/MORALITY police of your peers. The HOA of sin. Your friend beebeebee or whatever gets banned for posting a sketch of Blorbo 9000 biting their lip. Five years later beebeebee is arrested IRL for kissing their gender non-conforming partner in public. You think "no way, kissing???" Bitch, you get arrested a day later for owning a vibrator. Siri reported your purchase. "But I only have this cheap vibrator to clear out my sinuses!!!! I'm not dirty!!!" No one cares, sweet cheeks. Literally no one cares because everyone knows the sick fucks like you are liars and freaks.
And your pure, pearl clutching government of perfect virgin mindhood MURDERED everyone who might have stood up for you.
For fuck's sake, at this rate, we're not going to be able to talk to our therapists about the trauma we've been through because we might "corrupt the therapist's #puremind" and traumatize them.
DEAR FUCKING GOD
Keep your children out of adult only spaces, and control your fucking self. You are the problem. YOU.
#fandom wank#unhinged#my head hurts so bad today#I hate purity culture#I hate the morality police#I have the descent into madness and bullshit#fucking dystopia ass bullshit#cursing#shouting#anger#rage#anti censorship#if you couldn't tell#i'm infuriated#it's my blog#i'll scream and cry if I want to#you could have handled this more maturely#well you see#I'm not here to have a debate with you#I'm telling you to sit down and shut up#the adults are talking
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Worst feeling ever is when you go to reread a fic you really like and find out it's been deleted. Even WORSE worst feeling ever is checking the author's profile and finding out they've deleted all of their fics entirely
#NO!! NO!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!#Collapses to my knees how could this happen...why...#😭😭😭#This is the exact reason why I never delete any of my fics#I just orphan them if I don't want to be associated with them anymore. That way people can still at least READ them#If they want to#AO3 authors please please PLEASE never delete just orphan that way your username gets detached#And nobody will know you wrote it but it's still THERE#Crying screaming throwing up.#At the very least I saved one (1) of their fics. Idk I had a psychic sense and went 'I should save this one'#And thank GOD I did. Aghh#Wayback Machine doesn't even have any records...I'm going to cry#Lies down#I'll miss them forever and ever. They'll probably never know but I want them to know this.#Shima speaks
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𝗆𝖺𝗉 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗅: 𝗌𝖾𝗈𝗄𝗃𝗂𝗇 𝖾𝖽𝗂𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝖿𝗈𝗋 @cordiallyfuturedwight 🩷
#screaming crying actually throwing up from how nervous i am to post this#i mean for a first attempt?#it's pretty decent#i just wanted to do something for you for a change#someday i'll be as good as you are but until then#i'll be content with this#okay love you bye *runs & hides*#userbangtan#usersky#heyryen#userpat#usermaggie#usersolis#annietrack#userkelli#useremmeline#raplinenthusiasts#tuserandi#trackofthesoul#dailybts#dailybangtan#seokjinedit#btsedit#seokjin#various#tw flashing#*mine
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Oh, my love when will you come to look for me?
Tom McRae, Still lost | @catws-anniversary
#stucky#stevebucky#CATWS10#happy anniversary to the most epic love story in all of history <3#this is an absolute mess but asgdajshakd#i've been staring at it for too long#can't even tell where the mistakes are anymore but i'm sure i'll see them all once it's posted lmao#i just wanted to make a little something for my bois#eh#when in doubt: cry directly into the nearest pillow#*screams into the void*#rillers has feels
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losing my mind over the hunter's sets trying to incorporate them into so many outfits/plans this is only the beginning
#just adding pieces here and there and whooping and cheering and screaming and crying#mostly the mantles/gloves and boots/tail thing oh my goddddddddddd#honestly kind of overwhelmed like i literally want to slap these onto so many dragons but i cant sit and plan outfits all day long! ahhh!!!#flight rising#i'll prrrrobably come up w just some outfits to share sooner or later as well tho#its been a long time since ive done that!
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maybe if i just put these screenshots together youll understand why i think their relationship just Works so well as it pertains to the characters and themes of S4 in general
neither of them know what theyre doing, but theyre figuring it out Together. the old ways are dead. and together theyll build a new future thats worth fighting for
#twdg#violentine#clems “i dont know” paired with violets “lets figure it out together”. screaming crying throwing up#clem never knew what she was doing!! she was just trying her best!! and now shes tired as SHIT!!! she wants a break 😭!!!#vi helps take that weight off by supporting her as much as she does (which is A LOT!! and clem supports her in return. they grow together)#that bit in the woods where instead of getting grossed out by the guts vi crouches down to ajs level and keeps the situation calm#and she looks up to clem and gives her a little smile. and clem just relaxes and smiles back !! DO YOU UNDERSTAND !!!#clem being anxious about her reaction. violet putting her at ease. clem getting to Relax for 2 seconds. they help each other CHILL 😭#ALSO why their walk home talking about ericson and renaming it and imagining what they could add to it is just so good narratively#they turned that prison into their HOME!! a place worth fighting for!!!#tenn wanting to help rebuild. vi saying Everyone will :') its a home for ALL OF THEM 😭 its about the COMMUNITY !!!#this is also why i think the friends route still works but theres just even more Juice with the romance. even ignoring minnie#violets “you better not disappear on me”. friended clems “ok” to romanced clems “i promise”#in a season about building a home and a family that second one just hits harder you know? and like above with the learning to dance#i just feel like their romantic relationship specifically fits into the overall themes of the game the strongest and elevates it#me talking at the wall (tumblr drafts)#all of my friends who have played twdg are too normie so i gotta make posts like this instead. or i'll die#wont somebody analyze narrative with me#it speaks
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#the way that claudia hasn't been doing what viren wanted for her to do since like. at least season 2#the whole “then i'll look him in the eyes and i'll know what to do” and remembering how she turned her eyes away from soren i'm just#*screaming crying throwing up*#this is not the post i started out to make but#sometimes i just like to rearrange screenshots to hurt my own feelings#4x07#4x02#6x01#6x08#claudia#viren#aaravos#soren#the dragon prince#parallels#mine
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okay but the way tommy's body language changed as soon as buck confessed he was the himbo it set the tone for the rest of the scene.
he even seemed taken aback by his own words and like, immediately tried to fly the scene and looked devastated, it felt like he aged years in a matter of seconds.
in my heart he didn't want that to happen. in my heart he panicked and rushed into a situation that didn't need rushing.
so sad.
#also props to lou 'cause he really made me want to scream at the screen#and also made me want to cry#dammit I'll miss him (i already do)#hope the network realizes this was a mistake too#911 abc#911 spoilers#tommy kinard#lou ferrigno jr#bucktommy
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the tags explain enough <3
#if he gets a song i'll be crying screaming throwing up eating my shirt /vvvvvvpos#i would actually explode#shit would top my spotify charts so fucking fast#it would be so good#and it'd make so much sense#i want 2 see his inner battle and trauma and everything in lyric format#especially in the second act since its likely gonna be the midpoint of the movie#like what better 2 be there than a fantastic music number given by the focal point of the entire finale plotline#anyways yeah lol#inanimate insanity#mephone4 ii#mephone4 inanimate insanity#osc
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i made the mistake of listening to the pjo musical while also being on a spy x family kick and came to the horrifying realization that Damian is so Annabeth-coded, particularly combining their ambitions with the trauma of being seen as invisible and their determination to prove themselves....
so, here is a damian-centric amv to the song "My Grand Plan"
#honestly so many lines in here just scream DAMIAN DESMOND#'if you don't go go you'll never know if you'll ever be good enough'#'my grand plan' nerd damian#'you better wise up cause ill rise up bring on any challenge' ambitious boy~#'so me i tend to stand my ground i find i never can give in' determined boy 😭#and most importantly 'and someday soon i swear i dont know how or when but i PROMISE YOU I'LL NEVER BE INVISIBLE AGAIN'#'someone will notice me...'#THIS LINE JUST MAKES ME CRY FOR THE LONELY AND SAD BOY DAMIAN IS AND HOW ALL HE WANTS IS TO HAVE ALL HIS HARD WORK TO BE APPRECIATED#damian desmond#damianya#spy x family#spy x fam#damian spy x family#my grand plan#lightning thief musical#pjo musical
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#i want to scream into the ether#my thesis supervisor wrote and outlined what is expected and fuck i'm unprepared#like#i just want to cry and wallow in 'i can't do it'#i don't feel enough for this#i know i'll do it#mostly because i don't have a choice#and i know i can do it#but it's terrifying#and i'm really scared#because i can't not do it#it's literally my only job#i'm being overdramatic i'm aware#but i really want a hug and to be allowed to able to feel like a failure for a bit#but let's lock this away#i say as i vent on the internet#might delete like 3 minutes from now when the embarrassment hits#yeah anyway. it's chill
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I REALLY WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS BECAUSE
AMITY'S SECOND SEASON FIT??
WILLOW'S HEXSIDE UNIFORM????
GUS' G R O M SUIT????
AND OH CAN YOU SEE THAT
THE GOLDEN BOY IS BACK!!
I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT THAT
My theory is that Collector will make them "play" the owl house so we'll actually go through the whole series, its most important moments at least
And I'm guessing that each of them will cover a different part and (VERY HOPEFUL FOR THIS) each of them will have their own, even if very short, arc
#BUT HSJXJDID I'M SO EXCITED AND ALSO SCARED AF#I DON'T THINK I'M READY#I'LL CRY SO HARD#the owl house#toh#toh spoilers#AND GG FIT IS BACK I MISSED IT SO MUCH#i remembered that i wanted to scream that after i started tagging already lmao#amity blight#willow park#gus porter#hunter toh#hunter noceda#toh season 3#watching and dreaming#watching and dreaming promo#toh promo
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suddenly very emotional over 0909
#chernikocore#what i get for listening to reversible campaign ig 😪#EVEN IF MY THOUGHTS BECOME VAGUE AND LOSE THEIR COLOURS‚ I'LL ALWAYS PICTURE YOUR IMAGE IN MY MIND??????#EVEN IF THE RED THREAD BECOMES UNTIED AND I CAN'T GRASP IT AGAIN‚ I'LL ALWAYS SING ABOUT YOU??????????#YOUR LOVE IS BURNED IN ME‚ NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I TRY TO WASH IT AWAY?????????????#IT'S TURNED ME UPSIDE DOWN BUT I'M A BIT HAPPY ABOUT IT??????????????????????!??!?!??!?!?!??!??!?!??!?!??!?!?!??!?!??!?!??!?!??!?!??!?!??!?!#ok homos#seriously. what the hell#system yaoi so tragic it makes me want to puke and cry and scream and wail and throw up some more
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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but#today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh#I know how to change a tire but I was – again – sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so#anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik#“follow me to my shop I can do the tires for you” and I was like okay! 👍 but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was#just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao#I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because#AGAIN – I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like “YOU OWE ME $200!!!!”#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him#he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number 💀#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where#I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote#like a nice-ish one where I'm like “okay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the world”#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow#(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like “it's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 min”#and I'm like okay. OKAY. 🙌💪 I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway#but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay#one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay – I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says “I'm 20-25 min away” at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half#I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like “okay let me check on him”#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says “okay he says 15 minutes” I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE#I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like “oh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.”#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like “you know what we're just going to let this one slide”#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP
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one surefire way to kill me stone dead at any given moment is putting the opening lines of the Revenge of the Sith novelization in a photoset
#matthew stover opening that fucking book up with 'this is a greek tragedy. you are reading a book where everyone dies#this is a story about the fall of the jedi and the murder of thousands. nothing can be done to change it. you are reading the end'#just makes me go INSANE every time I think about it#it makes me want to pull my hair out#it makes me want to scream and cry and shout about the injustice I'm about to witness#which. of course. is the whole point#I love him for it and I'll never forgive him for it and god if that isn't the experience of someone doing justice to the Purges as a writer#matthew stover#revenge of the sith#star wars#rots
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i’m so happy you liked the hinata fic 😭😭 and the fact that YOU reread MY fics?? LITERALLY GOING CRAZY RN
i’m taking this as the compliment of all compliments omg and my own category?? crying real quick just so you know <33
PLEASEEE OH MY GOSH I'M CRYING WITH U!!! YOU WERE ONTO SOMETHING WHEN YOU SAID WE WERE MORE LIKE TWINS THAN ATSUMU AND OSAMU!! THAT'S OUR DUO NOW <3 I'M MAKING THAT A TAG OR SOMETHING AT SOME POINT BUT YES I LOVED THAT HINATA FIC!! wyr I said this before but your works are just so comforting omg yk I just kind of fully pieced this together but do you remember when I decided you were a fae and everything in that game about what mythical creature you see your mutual as?? your works all feel so comforting and earthy in the same way. i'm such a color person and this is obvious but I just get the green, brown, earthy tones kind of colors in my mind whenever I think about your works OMG IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE NOW your works just feel like such a solace 😭 like going out to a forest in the early morning when it's still foggy and the smell of rain is still in the air from a heavy storm last night ❤️ and just sitting there against a tree and reading and being calm and at peace ❤️ that's what your works feel like. AND THEY'RE LITERALY HEALING AAA I LOVE YOUR WORKS SO MUCH YOU'RE AMAZING this is also a really random comparison but your works and you remind me of this youtuber named aameliaa who makes these really cozy and cool playlists I've stolen so much of my music from her and her playlists are always such a comfort for me and I listen to them when I can't focus on anything else so just know this is a huge compliment 😭😭 I just wanted to mention her in case you somehow happen to have also listened to her I'm sorry this is so long 😭
#sorry i was having this revelation literally as i was typing this out THIS WAS GROUND BREAKING#who is who in our twin bond#i believe i may be more of an atsumu bc i just be acting like a rabid dog in some moments#case and point those hinata fic tags and this ask#and i def see u as an osamu#BUT LMK WHAT YOU THINK#RHAHHH#i heart wyr <3#i have to stop myself from typing that in caps bc it's your moot tag now BUT I WANT TO SO BAD#WHATEVER I CAN DO WHAT I WANT#I HEART WYR <3333333#okay thank u#bro also i kinda ate up those hinata fic tags lowkey#i've gone back to read them like three times bc i thought i was sooo funny#then tumblr was like “bro shut tf up you're at 30 tags ✋️”#they're trying to silence me 😔 but i cannot be silenced#answers <3#wyr i love you#you make me feel so safe omg#i want to cry in a good way#I HEART WYR#okay sorry last time i'll scream it#FOR NOW#stopped halway thru my answer to write these tags and i've just realized i'm acting super energetic bc i drank a matcha#i think#they usually don't even have an effect on me 😭 but idk how else to explain this
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