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♡Will you be my valentine?♡
lads x reader
Hehehehe ok ok so i would like to say, keep in mind this is mostly based in american valentines day and not valentines/white day so i tried to mix them, but i'll do white day too. I might make some more spicy hcs later
Cw ; fluff, gn reader (still mc but written to be inclusive), use of pet names, jealousy, possessiveness. Use of the word “bride” but in a gn way? If you know you know. Use of y/n because what else am i supposed to use?? Caleb slander in zayne’s part vice versa. Xavier, zayne, rafayel, sylus, caleb
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Xavier
No
He is not asking to be your valentine, you ARE his valentine and he makes that known so immediately
The month of february hits and he sees you watching those videos of people sad their partner hasnt asked them to be their valentine and he just goes “good thing you are my valentine”
Don't correct him and say he hasn't asked
You. are.
I can absolutely see him getting you one of those teddybears with a heart or some other stuffed animal for the holiday but he is immediately beefing
He has beef with the STUFFY HE GOT YOU.
On a side note i think he 100% is the type to get jealous over your plushies “why do you get to sleep in their bed and i don't?�� those snuggles are HIS and he won't share
If you make him chocolate he is on cloud 9, not only does he get a snack but also its from you and means he's special~
Now if you receive chocolates from someone? Some secret admirer? He is melting those sweets with his gaze- he wants them in the trash 5 seconds ago
I think he would get you one of those softer springtime bouquets, i feel like it just fits him more
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Zayne
He is STRUGGLING
I think he would ask the night before, asking if you'd like to go on a date since it is a special occasion
Based on his 100 days texts he seems like the type who even if it doesn't seem like it holds holidays like this in a surprisingly high regard. So i think he would ask if you would like to be his valentine
Hehe milkshake date with zayne, one of the cute cheesy ones with the heart straws
Big fan of the sweets, usually rejects any attempts to give him chocolates but for you he feels himself almost anticipating it, and when it happens he savors them throughout the day
I think he'd be the type to give you those elegant single roses
I can also see that he REALLY wanted to be your valentine as a kid, with those chalky candy hearts and little kid cards, he always got one frome you and he kept all of them. Unfortunately there was a dirty mutt preventing him from actually being your childhood valentine
If you receive chocolate from some kind of admirer he is a little put off, something about it simmers under his skin just a little bit, fortunately this is an easily curd ailment- the prescription of course being 20 doses of kisses.
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Rafayel
He's lowkey waiting for YOU to ask HIM to be your valentine.
And he will be pouting about it
Feel like we don't talk enough about how the little fishie is lowkey a bit scary?? He sees this as the inevitable, you are his, his valentine, his love, his bride
His fishie <3
When one of you finally cracks and asks the other to be your valentine he is very pleased with himself.
Long walk on the beach, picnic by the shore where the salty air can kiss your skin
If you give him chocolate he is scarfing it down high key. Probably plays the weak frail card complaining about how his wrist hurts so clearly you have to feed him
I can see him getting you those rainbow rose bouquets or one with lots of different colored roses to make a soft but colorful bouquet.
Now if you received chocolate from an admirer he is pouting
Whining frfr
Type to go “oh why don't you go eat THEIR chocolate?” this will either last all of 5 seconds before he is switching it up and demanding kisses as repayment for emotional damages or until you don't give in (5 second max) and he's back to being dramatic
Don't be shocked if they go missing tho
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Sylus
Sylus does not simply ask for you to be his valentine, he woos you
The month of february is his month to shine truly, because it starts small, subtle.
A flower here and there, a single rose or a little heart
It's a few days before valentines day and he's thoroughly romanced you when he pulls you close using his evol to ask if you'd like to be his valentine
The day itself consists of you waking up, bed? Covered in rose petals. Sylus? Holding one of those really big heart shaped rose bouquets made of the glitter roses everyone went crazy for. Then dinner followed by a joyride
Cough cough the biggest teddy bear he could find in white.
If you give him chocolates he's sooooooo pleased. Savors them throughout the day and next day thinking about you
Like i mentioned the rose bouquet game is top tier, his whole house is full of them, every vase full of those deep red roses because he wasn't you to look over and think of him.
Drives you to some obscure far out location to watch the stars for a while, the ride obviously enjoyable but even more so is being in his arms for such a tender moment.
Now if you receive chocolate from someone he is so so smug, sylus gives off the vibes of like “hmm yes i know my kitten is the best, obviously they cant help but be charmed”
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Caleb
Hs been your valentine every year since childhood (the dirty mutt in question)
But this year is the first year he's really going to be your valentine, where he doesn't have to pretend like he doesn't mean it with his whole chest
That isn't stopping him from teasing you, he wants to get you to admit that you want him to be your valentine
But he is a weak man, and he crumbles at the slightest hint of puppy eyes or pouting
He is asking you on feb 1st 12:02am to be his valentine
On the day itself he wakes you up with breakfast, heart shaped pancakes, eggs and your preferred protein
Definitely writing something like “be mine?” on those pancakes
I think the bouquet he gives you is a very classic one, roses and baby's breath tied with a silky red ribbon
If you give him chocolate he is like a excited puppy, he's always given you the chocolate he gets from others, and he's always gotten chocolate from you but this time is special this time it's real
A cute little day date around the city so he can show off that he won. And it includes those matching built a bear with the voice box. “I love you” “Miss me pipsqueak?” “i'll be home soon, love you” “*smooch smooch smooch smooch noise*” “i miss you so much y/n” for your bear and his has “i love you” “miss you so much caleb” “waiting for you at home, love you” “*smooch smooch smooch smooch*” “we’ll be together soon” and you best believe he is going to be taking that bear with him and playing those lines again and again
If you get chocolate from someone else he is laughing on the outside but internally it's just “bomb them, keep bombing them-” if he's there when you get them he is absolutely standing behind you ominously to glare down the poor soul trying to shoot their shot. He spent your childhood puppy guarding you from elsa he is not losing now
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sinful sentences (sixteen)
kimi räikkönen - "i believe i could make you do it."
tags: smut/pwp, dom/sub dynamics, dom!kimi, sub!reader, temperature play (ice), age gap (30s/40s), safe sane & consensual, non-penetrative sex
a/n: and that's a wrap! thank you to those who read sixteen fan fics over sixteen days of smutty goodness! i hope you enjoyed all of them and maybe i'll do something like this in the future! (probably around my birthday). thank you for the love and support and i'll see you in the next one!
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it wasn't that you thought much about the finnish. for most of your life you didn't know exactly where it was on a map. you knew the general area, but not the exact borders. it felt like a far off place where winter nights seemed to go on forever.
but when your heart was captivated by the iceman himself, you became more familiar with the country and its people. you became fairly intimate, especially when kimi had his hands all over you every night. and you quickly came to a conclusion, the finnish were a bunch of kinky freaks.
with a shake on the ice tray in his hand, he chuckled lightly, "i believe i could make you do it." and his smile grew a little bit, "make you do anything i ask."
nothing much else to do a friday night. it was cold, so you wondered why kimi wanted to play with ice in the bedroom. it was like him tossing you in the snow outside naked then fucking you until it melted under the heat of your skin.
when you said that to him, he simply chuckled and replied, "there is always next time." then gave you a small wink. you learned quite early on that the stoic, icy driver ran hot in two places; the track and the bedroom. you made quite a pair because you were eager to try new things, and with a slightly older dom with a bit more experience, you felt safe to try new sexual endeavors with him.
he guided you to the bedroom, nudging your hip with his as he carried the ice tray and a few paper towels in his hand. he loomed close to you as if you were going to dart in another direction. instead your pussy was already feeling wet. slick dampening your panties.
maybe you were just as much of a sexual freak as kimi was. you asked as you stood in front of the bed, you could feel him behind you, "and what if i said no?"
he kissed the side of your neck gently, "i don't think so. but we would do what we promised if we had an issue with any kind of play we had together. but when you came into my life you told me that you wanted to try everything. so i know you'd be good for me and let me use ice on you."
"i guess it is fitting for the iceman after all." and shuddered when he pressed the cold try against your lower back, a sweet spot of yours. you let out a moan, this did feel exhilarating.
he pulled away slightly to allow you to undress. he placed the ice tray and the paper towels on the bed. his cold hands helped get your sweater off of you, when his palms touched your inner thighs you felt goosebumps from the sensation of cold skin against the hot skin of your inner thighs.
"kimi."
he made a displeased noise.
"sir."
he kissed the side of your head, "good girl. now get on the bed, on your back." then watched you get into bed and lie up against the pillows. you were more than just a sex toy to him. he loved you, he felt a connection with you. you were exclusive, and he liked that.
he admired you as he got some of the ice cubes out of the tray. he started to explain, he wouldn't leave you in the dark about it. he wrapped the cubes in a paper towel, "i will run them across your middle. i will not touch your pussy with it until the ice melts a little. it is wrapped in a paper towel so it does not stick to your skin." he cupped the bottom of the wrapped ice cubes, "we do not want unwanted injuries, right?"
you nodded, "we don't, sir." and then felt very exposed when he got into bed with you. he was still clothed while you weren't even wearing earrings. stark naked for him. you tensed up for a moment and he pushed your hair back to kiss your on the face before he leaned in further to trail the ice across your skin.
"there." he said softly. the iceman using ice to get his partner off. quite the sight, especially when you started to squirm from the feeling of it all. it was quite beautiful. his cock strained in his sweatpants, but that would be dealt with later. for now, his focus was on you. he said lowly, "see, i can make you do whatever i want. i have quite a bit of power over you."
his words were hot, but the sensations on your skin were cold. and it made your stomach twist in tights knots as you felt your pulse quicken. you were getting off to this.
"you like that?" he asked, his voice heavier with lust. he enjoyed the sight of you coming apart as the ice melted across your skin. he watched your jolt when it grazed your hard nipples. he said, "look at that, someone is very sensitive." he acted like your nipples weren't painfully sensitive sometimes. as if he didn't once spend an hour sucking and biting on them until they were rubbed raw, then made you wear one of his t-shirts so they'd rub up against the fabric while you rode him.
you squirmed a little more and panted. you wanted to cover your face from the embarrassment of coming apart so easily under his cold touches. beads of water dripped down as the ice melted, leaving trails of cold water across your heated flesh. there was something about it that aroused you, it made you feel stirs of pleasure in your core as he continued.
unable to find the words for your pleasure, you let out a small moan. you tensed up as he rested the ice over top over your pussy. he said your slit was the hottest part of you and it was only apparent when cold water danced closer to your sex. you choked out a string of curses and kimi silenced you with a heated kiss.
there was something undeniable about him. you remembered seeing his poster in your brother's room when you were younger. there was about a decade of age gap between you two and you remembered his icy stare on the poster. arms crossed and imposing. closed off completely. but in bed with you, as he pressed himself against you as he rubbed the ice over the top of your pussy. he felt hotter than ever.
he kissed your lips once more and you squirmed further under his touches. he broke away quickly and said, "don't make me tie you under next time."
the idea of a next time made you swallow, your eye fluttered shut as he kissed you once more. the feeling made you run hot. hot to the point that not even the chill of the wrapped ice could calm down the inferno in your soul.
you knew you were going to cum from this. kimi knew that too, he understood your body in such a way that your sweet whimpers and heated gasps as he played with your body meant that you were getting off to this.
he continued to drag the ice across your skin until it all melted, you given a moment to breathe before he got more ice into the soaked paper towel and you tensed up when he dragged it across your sides. he could feel his heart pounding as he watched you edge closer to your orgasm. he asked you, "are you going to make a mess of yourself?"
you meekly nodded and kimi gave you another heated kiss, the combination of temperatures made your head hazy. the pleasure was a vice around you, it made you pulse leap as you laid out there on the bed. it was soaked from warming water under your back. you were covered in goosebumps and shivering a little.
kimi replied, "good, i want you to finish for me. i don't even need to touch you fully and you finish. so good for me." he could see you tensing up and the pleasure rolled of you like a heavy fog. his words were a lull in your lust hazy mind, "show me what you can do."
and with a few more drags of the ice across your skin, the pleasure was mounted on top of each other and soon you climaxed around only the feeling of ice on your skin.
maybe you were a kinky freak too. your pussy clenched around nothing as the pleasure swamped your body and you soon relaxed against the covers and panted heavily.
kimi looked at you with total affection as he watched you relax, near melt into the covers from the intensity of your climax. he chuckled lowly before you let out a small pleasurable noise.
it was cute.
you laid on your side in bed to catch your breath. your face pushed into the pillows as you tried to pull yourself back together. quite the feeling, you had never gotten off from just being toyed with. it was quite the heightened feeling, you rubbed your thighs together as you still felt fuzziness in your mind. you held onto the pillow tightly.
when kimi touched your behind with the cold hand you twitched and he leaned in to kiss you on the cheek. at least his lips were warm. he said softly, "i'm going to put this back in the kitchen. do you need anything?" no matter what kind of play
you looked up from the pillows and said softly, "i think i'm going to need a hot bath after this." then chuckled lightly, "but i'm afraid you might melt."
kimi looked away for a moment and smiled a little before he turned his attention back to you. he got the covers over your bare shoulders and said, "well, i think i have already melted a little for you. but i will happily have a bath with you." and watched you relax further under the covers.
he put away the ice tray and the paper towels. he wondered if he could get a little relief himself with your hot pussy wrapped around his cock. while he was the iceman, you were his little fire. <3
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First date charm
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x singlemom!reader
Summary: You think that Bucky is too good for you
Warnings: fluff, mentions of food, like one swear word
Words: 1.1k
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I'm so sorry, James... but I don't think I'll be able to make it to the restaurant today. Again, I'm really sorry, I don't think i'll be able to see you anymore. You send a text to James Barnes.
The babysitter cancelled on you last minute, and with nobody else to watch your son you had to cancel the date.
Yes, you were definitely bummed about it because the first day with him was pretty much perfect. He was such a gentleman, and it felt like you could talk to him about anything. And it was like you could see him in your future immediately.
But you can't escape the nagging feeling that Bucky deserves better than you, than a single mom with a kid. Even though it hurts you more than you can admit.
Bucky feels devastated when he reads your text. He doesn't know what he did wrong. He thought the things were going great?
It was Sam that put you two together, and at first Bucky wanted to throttle him for setting up the date without asking Bucky first.
But after the first date Bucky was more than thankful. You were so kind and lovely and beautiful, and on Bucky's mind all the time since the date.
So he doesn't know what's happened. He tries to call you like 3 times, hoping for more of an explanation than only that text. He even texts you a few more times.
He starts to get worried when you don't respond. He would be thankful even if you just picked up the phone to tell him to fuck off, but you don't, and it drives him crazy.
He waits for your response for 2 hours, debating on just going up to your apartment to see if you are okay.
But after the 2 hours it gets too much for him. His mind going to the worst possible scenarios. He can't help it. The years of trauma don't make it easy for him to live, and not worry.
He gets to your apartment pretty quickly, his motorcycle makes it easy to speed through traffic. He paces nervously in front of the building, maybe he shouldn't have come here.
He contemplates for a few more minutes, and then rings the bell. Maybe you will think that he's crazy psychopath for showing up at your doorsteps, but he has to make sure you're okay.
You don't expect anybody to ring the bell to your apartment as soon as you put your son to sleep. You definitely don't expect to hear Bucky's voice from the intercom.
His soft 'can I come up?' makes your heart flatter, and you buzz him in. He's up the stairs on your floor quickly. And of course, he has a bouquet of flowers in his hands.
"James, what are you doing here?" you ask quietly. He looks so handsome for the cancelled date, and it makes you feel even worse.
"I'm sorry for showing up...You weren't answering your phone, and-and I was worried." He looks apologetically at you.
"My phone....oh-" you quickly dissappear into your apartment, searching for your phone.
Bucky doesn't mean to snoop, but with the door wide open he notices all of the toys and kids stuff. His mouth goes dry a bit.
"I'm sorry, James, I had my phone on quiet.....," you stop talking when you follow Bucky's gaze. His eyes roaming all over the things.
"What's all this? You have a kid?" Bucky looks baffled, like he just saw a ghost in front of him.
"Yes." You admit, guilt for not telling him all over your face. You thought that Sam had told Bucky about Teo, but you realised on the date that he hadn't.
You wanted to tell him, you really did. But you just wanted to see how the first date goes first. And in between the first and the second date the thoughts of Bucky being too good for you settled in your mind.
I mean, he's so charming, and probably the nicest man you have ever met. He's also so so respectful. And god, he's so handsome as well, those piercing blue eyes? To die for...
"I wanted to tell you, Bucky. I just....you deserve someone else. Not me with a kid. I-I loved our date, but I know what guys think about women with kids. It's not very attractive...," you sigh. You have experienced rejections from guys because of Teo before.
"Wait, wait, wait, doll. Did I give you the impression that I'd care about such things?" Bucky almost immediately asks. "I don't care that you have a kid, I like you, and I loved the date with or without knowing that you have a kid."
"You say that now, but what about when-" he interrupts you before you can finish.
"Doll, I like you! How about we just take it one date at a time, yeah? Let's see where this goes?" Bucky tries to reason with you. He doesn't want to let you go without even getting to know you properly. Like fuck, he hasn't felt this kind of connection in a long, long time.
"Are you sure? 'Cause I'd understand if not, I really would," you try to give him a smile to convince him (and yourself) which doesn't really work.
Bucky slowly takes your hand into his, and squeezes your hand in reassurance, "I'm very sure. I like you, and I don't know If I should be a little offended that you thought I'd mind that you are a mom.."
His attempt at lightening the mood is successful. You chuckle at his words, and he gives you a smile in return.
You eye the bouquet of the flowers in his other hand,"are those for me?"
"Who else?" Bucky murmurs teasingly as he hands you the beautiful flowers.
"Thank you, Bucky. They are beautiful," you say sheepishly, "but I still can't go on the date today. There's nobody who can watch Teo." You tell him a little disappointed.
"No, that's okay, doll. I just wanted to make sure that we were okay, but more importantly that you were okay. I should go tho," he says, and leans down bravely to kiss your cheek goodbye.
He can see your cheeks go rosy instantly. The blush making you even more pretty.
"W-wait, Bucky," you catch his hand before he can turn away, " you could stay, Teo is asleep....we could order pizza or-or whatever you like." You almost face slap yourself for acting like some unsure teenager in love. Stammering over your words.
Bucky thinks it over for a few seconds before he smiles at you," I'd love to, and pizza sounds fantastic."
"Great, c'mon." You happily pull him after you inside the apartment while apologising for all the mess. But Bucky couldn't care less about that, he's just more than happy he gets to spend time with you again.
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Galentines, a 141 drabble.
Just a little fluff for us girlies, happy Galentines!
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"What's all this for?" John asks, as you put another handful of pink and red in the trolley, smile beaming as you deposit chocolates, decorations, and snacks.
"Its Galentines!" You smile, eyes shining.
"The girls and i get together, bring a dish, and watch rom coms or something together, with a few games and snacks. It's my chance to show the love for my girlfriends this year."
John smiled, seeing his birdie radiating happiness always put him in a good mood.
"So what do you need?" He asks, his Captain brain mentally checking off things on a list.
"I have decorations, and sweets, i just need something for the girls to drink, and then i can go home and set up."
Nodding, John turns the trolley to the drinks aisle.
"Want those fancy straws and cups we had for your birthday?" He asks over his shoulder, smirking at the heart eyes you give him.
"Perfect." You reply, throwing your arms around his middle.
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"Babe, the girls are over later, can you pass me the baking tray?" You ask Johnny, who was wolfing down his cereal, staring at his phone.
"Johnny!" You say a little louder, startling him.
"What do you need, hen?" He replies, putting his phone down.
"The baking tray, im making those heart pastries for the girls tonight."
He hands you the tray, a furrow in his brow.
"Have i forgotten something?"
You roll your eyes, lately Johnny had been glued to his phone, so probably didn't even hear you talk about your plans.
"Galentines, the party?" You remind him gently.
A look of recognition passes over him, getting out of the chair, he wraps his arms around you, burying his face into your neck.
"M'sorry lovie. Just had a lot on my mind." He apologises, pressing a kiss to your neck.
"Gotta head out early today, need anything for your party?" He asks. You reply with a shake of your head.
With a quick kiss on your cheek, he heads out the door, waving to you from the car.
"Wonder what has him up so early?" You muse.
Little did you know, he's been planning a valentines surprise, and was waiting on the notification on his phone to say it was ready.
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"The red ones or the pink ones?" Kyle asks, holding out both pairs of shoes from your closet, trying not to stare at you in your pretty outfit.
"I think the red?" You mull over, taking them both and trying them on, walking around your flat.
You and Kyle had been friends for a really long time, so when the opportunity arose that you needed a flatmate, he was the perfect person to ask. Little did you know, he had feelings for you that you matched with your own.
"R-red's good babe." he admits, watching the way the heels made your legs look longer, he wonders what they would look like wrapped around his hips.
You smile, fiddling with the buckles on the ankles before standing up to your full height, even in heels you came up to Kyles chin.
"You look pretty, where are you and the girls headed tonight?" He asks, focusing his gaze on yours.
"The cocktail bar in town, then i think Harriet wants to go to the strip club, they have a male show on tonight." you reply, a little blush fluttered over your cheeks. You wonder what it would be like to have Kyle dance for you.
"Ah, strippers, cocktails, heels.. bad combo, will you need picking up?" Kyle smiles, a dimple flashing in his cheek.
"You read my mind, if you don't mind waiting up?" You laugh, your eyes shining with mirth.
"Let me know when you need me, and i'll be there." With a deep look, you realise Kyle meant so much more than just tonight.
You lean in, the night now charged with a thick tension.
"Promise?" you murmur, eyes not leaving his.
"Promise." He answers easily, before taking you into his arms, pressing a soft kiss on your lips.
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"I miss you." You say into the phone, Your face appearing on Ghost's screen.
"I know, love. But I'm home soon." A gruff voice answers.
"Did you get my flowers?"
You smile, panning the phone back to show him the vase and the matching flowers, a mixture of the darkest tulips and lilies he could find.
"I did, and i love them. Thank you." You beam.
"And you are all ready for the girls thing tonight?" He asks, his voice softening as he relaxes in his chair.
"I am, nice to have the girls over, but-" You pause, not wanting to add the the guilt you knew he was feeling already.
"I know, soon." He finishes your sentence for you.
You hear a commotion on his end, and the call drops suddenly, you send him a text to say you will ring him after the girls leave.
You spend the day prepping food, and making sure the house is clean, along to a playlist of all your favourite alternative love songs.
The party is a success, the girls took your mind off Simon for the night, facemasks, a movie marathon and enough snacks to shake a stick at made you appreciate your girlfriends more.
Shortly after midnight, and the last girl had gone, you heard a key in the door, and there he was.. With a massive smile on his face.
"Told ya it would be soon, love." he mumbles into your hair as you pounce on him, pressing kisses all over his face.
"Happy Valentines."
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・。A Drunk Valentine 💝
You've ordered: a dark chocolate liquor donut! enjoy!
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"But, hey, what can you do? I'm a touchy feely fool~"
Rafayel x reader | word count: 1,059 words
Summary: you accidentally leave out liquor chocolates...what's the worst that could happen? 💝
Warnings: mentions of liquor chocolates, rafayel gets a little tipsy (i imagine him as a lightweight-), mild spice (MDNI). not really a warming, but lowkey clingy rafayel 🤍
Note: my first love and deepspace fic! i haven't played the game (yet), so if anything in this fic seems inaccurate, feel free to (respectfully) let me know. happy valentine's day! 💕
Your Valentine's Day with your boyfriend was rather eventful and warmed your heart to its core. First thing in the morning, you woke up to a pleasant and delicious breakfast in bed. After feeding each other and sneaking kisses, the two of you relaxed in bed for the majority of the day, just enjoying each other's presence.
Later on, Rafayel took you out for a lavish dinner, set right by the ocean. And at the end of it all, you two exchanged gifts. He gave you the gift he'd been working on for weeks on end: a gorgeous painting of you as a merperson. You gave him clay figures you sculpted to look just like the two of you. The night ended off with you and Rafayel playing around in the ocean, splashing each other and having an all around good time.
You two finally made your way back home, stepping into your cozy shared apartment. You had dried off with the towels Rafayel had in the car, but your skin still begged for a shower.
"I'll be right back, I'm gonna go get in the shower." you told your boyfriend, getting a thumbs up in response.
As you disappeared down the hallway, Rafayel floated around the apartment, looking for something to hold his attention until you got back. His eyes soon settled upon two boxes of chocolate, one blue and one red. There weren't any names or labels on them, both boxes filled with the same chocolates.
Surely, you wouldn't mind if Rafayel snuck a few, right? After all, you two were probably going to eat them together after your showers.
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You exited your shared bedroom, all cozy in your pajamas. Now all you needed was for Rafayel to shower and you two could spend the rest of Valentine's Day cuddling and watching a movie.
"Rafayel, the shower's free!" you announced, walking down the hallway. Usually, you'd already hear him making his way down the hall, but this time, you didn't get a response at all.
"Rafayel?" you called out, hearing a faint mumbling from the living room.
There you saw him, slumped onto the couch, his cheeks flushed and eyes half lidded. He was giggling and mumbling something incoherent, his fingers stained with a bit of...brown? Your eyes traveled down to where the blue box of chocolates sat, wide open with half the box gone.
"Rafayel, how many of these did you eat?" you asked, rushing over and taking the box.
"Why are you so...worried about it? Aren't those...for me?" he asked, his speech a bit slured.
"No! They're liquor filled chocolates, for my boss!" Rafayel raised an eyebrow, scooting over to where you kneeled near the couch.
"You...bought chocolate...for your boss?" he questioned, a frown on his lips.
"Of course I did. My boss gave everyone chocolate yesterday and I just wanted to return the favor." you said, sighing as you looked at the half empty box of chocolates. "I'll have to buy another one."
"Why are you...buying chocolates for...another man?" Rafayel asked, reaching over to tilt your chin up.
You almost burst out laughing at his question, taking his hand and intertwining your fingers. "Rafayel, my boss is a woman."
The purple haired male blinked at you, him frown now turning into a pout. "But maybe she-"
"She's married. And has kids." you said, already knowing what your boyfriend was thinking. He was so clingy when he was drunk, especially right now.
"Come on, let's go get you in the shower, and then we'll get you sobered up, okay?" you hummed, cupping his cheeks in your hands. You couldn't deny how cute he looked, all drunk and blushing and pouty.
As hard as it was to lug a six foot drunk man to the bathroom, you somehow managed to get him there. You let go of him to turn on the shower, turning around to take your leave.
"Let me know if you need anything." you said, sneaking a glance at him unbuttoning his shirt.
Before you knew what was happening, Rafayel pulled you into the shower with him, clothes and all. He pressed you back against the frosty glass, his knee moving to slip between your legs.
"What the hell?" you gasped, your own cheeks starting to heat up. He didn't say anything, just stared at you with those big and beautiful eyes of his.
"Rafayel, this is not the time for this. You need to shower and-!" He quickly silenced you with a kiss, his lips slowly moving against yours. Honestly, you didn't really mind, your senses going numb as you melted into it.
You could taste the sweet chocolate and bitter liquor on his tongue as he deepened the kiss, his grip on your hips tightening. Who would've thought that your Valentine's day would end with a steamy make out session, fully clothed, and in the shower? Obviously not you.
Rafayel let out a soft noise as he moved from your lips to kiss down your neck, a hand coming up to pull down the collar of your shirt. Your head was spinning, the warm steam enveloping you, your now wet clothes sticking to your skin, the smell of Rafayel's cologne in the air. All of it sent your heart into a mad frenzy. And you just wanted more.
You tangled your hand into his hair, sighing softly as his lips pressed to your collarbone. You were starting to feel warm and tingly all over, hearing his deep breathing in your ear.
"Rafayel." you breathed out, your eyes fluttering shut. He continued to kiss over your skin, his movements becoming a bit slower. Then, you felt him still against you.
"Hello? Rafayel?" you murmured, nudging his head with your shoulder. Oh, look at that. He got you all worked up only to fall asleep right in the middle of it! And this was why he didn't drink often.
You somehow managed to get yourself and Rafayel out of the shower and into warm and dry clothes. He sluggishly flopped into bed with you, curling up to your chest like a cat would and falling asleep almost immediately.
His soft snores made you smile as you ran your fingers through his hair, pressing a soft kiss to his forehead.
What an eventful evening.
Note to self: write names on chocolate boxes next year. 💝
© m00nkissedlover, 2025
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The Bluebird Bookstore
pairing: bucky barnes x fem!reader
genre: flufff
el's thoughts: second time writing for bucky!! it's probably a lil ooc, but i figured i'll post it anyway. hope yall like it!!
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Bucky never expected to meet someone like Y/N.
She wasn’t like the people he met these days—those who treated him like a war hero, a monster, or a walking ghost. She didn’t look at him like he was something broken that needed fixing or something dangerous that needed monitoring. No, Y/N looked at him like he was just… Bucky.
And that was something he wasn’t sure he deserved.
He met her at a quiet little bookstore tucked away in Brooklyn, the kind of place that reminded him of the 1940s—dusty wooden shelves, warm lighting, and the faint smell of old paper and coffee. Steve had suggested he start getting out more, “reintroducing” himself to the world. Bucky had scoffed at first, but then he stumble into The Bluebird Bookshop on accident, really.
Or maybe on purpose… He didn’t know anymore.
What he did know was that Y/N had been there, curled up in one of the worn armchairs, completely engrossed in a book. She hadn’t noticed him at first, which was, honestly, a rare occurrence for Bucky. People always noticed him—either because of the metal arm, the history attached to his name, or the hesitance in his posture,
But she hadn’t even looked up. At least he didn’t see her glance at him.
Y/N had noticed him lingering, flipping through an old Hemingway novel, pretending to read but really just watching her out of the corner of his eye. She was completely lost from the plot but continued to flip the pages to distract herself. She bit her lip when she tried to concentrate, brows furrowed slightly as she still felt his eyes on her. She closed the book softly and smiled as she looked up.
Bucky froze, caught red-handed staring. He had expected wariness, maybe even fear in her eyes. Instead, Y/N continued to smile—this soft, knowing thing that made his stomach flip in a way he didn’t quite understand.
“Didn’t take you for a Hemingway guy,” she had said, tilting her head.
Bucky had blinked, then glanced down at the book in his hands like he had forgotten he was holding it.
“Uh–yeah. I mean… I was,” he muttered awkwardly. “Back in the day.”
That had piqued her interest.
“Back in the day, huh?” she had mused, eyes flicking over him curiously. Then she had gestured to the seat across from her. “You want to talk books, Hemingway?”
And somehow, that was how it started.
Over the next few weeks, Bucky kept finding himself at The Bluebird Bookshop. He told himself it was because he liked the atmosphere, the quiet, the books. But deep down, he knew the real reason.
Y/N.
She had this way of making him feel… normal. She never asked about his past unless he brought it up. Never tiptoed around him like he was fragile. Instead, she talked to him about books, music, history, and sometimes, her life.
She loved reading in her free time, obviously. Had a soft spot for old jazz records and always carried a notebook where she scribbled down thoughts, half-finished poems, and ideas for stories she swore she would write one day.
She was good, in a way that didn’t feel forced. And Bucky found himself wanting to be around that goodness.
He tried to keep his distance at first, afraid of what it meant, what he was feeling. But Y/N was patient, and steady. She let him move at his own pace, never pushing, never demanding.
And Bucky?
Bucky fell.
It happened slowly, in the quiet moments between conversations about books and late-night walks home. In the way, she made him coffee just how he liked it, without him ever telling her. In the way she always saved a seat for him at the bookshop, like she just knew he would show up.
In the way, she looked at him—not like he was a soldier or a killer or a man out of time.
Just Bucky.
Her Bucky.
And maybe, just maybe that was enough.
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Me and my friends joke about this all the time, like, if the II contestants aren't immortal anymore, there are a few people on the list who need constant care to not die. First, obviously, Balloon. He can so easily be popped. It seems like most people have gotten over his season 1 attitude, so I don't think anyone would do it on purpose. But all it takes is someone to be a little too forgetful or careless, and he's gone forever. Two, OJ. He can shatter from stress. And he's glass, so I imagine he's pretty fragile. Three, taco. Oh, she's dead so fast, I fear. She's one anxiety attack away. I feel like now that she knows she can die from stress, she'd be a lot more willing to go and look for help if she feels stressed or scared, against her pride. Four, Test Tube. I think it's more likely that she has some sort of reinforced glass, though, considering she holds literal acid. And oh my god lightbulb. She shatters SO MANY times. All it takes is for someone to not look where they're throwing things for her glass to shatter. As a more minor one, Box seems very accident-prone. She keeps getting caught in water and falling down high places; I seriously doubt it won't happen again.
(this is assuming what ever the Prime Shimmers gave them ISN'T a recovery center. I know that's a pretty popular theory)
Hi Moldy!!^^ Welcome back, and thank you for sending in an ask!! :]
Yeah some of the contestants are kind of fucked? Like when Suitcase was telling Balloon that they weren't helpless, I was sitting in the cinema like "I love your girlboss attitude and confidence but he is a balloon" and then I cried some more but that's not relevant to this ask.
But speaking of Balloon!!! He can never go outside again. I have a Balloon that's months old, but that is because it has been in a closet for months. Balloon will have to go back in the closet to survive :( </3. But yeah!!! He's so very vulnerable to literally everything.
I'm putting OJ and Taco in the same spot here, because I'd (in a biased manner, of course) argue that they're the two in some of the most danger because they don't really need anything external to die!! If they spiral too hard, it's over for those gay bitches!! Balloon could at least stay nice and safe in a closet, but at literally any moment OJ or Taco could just fucking snap. At least OJ has his boyfriend, Mepad just fucking died. Taco has earned a couple crash outs after all the bullshit she's been through, I just hope they're not fatal for her.
Testy, I think will be okay, since whatever she's made up is strong enough to hold whatever wacky science liquid is in her, like you said. And she can probably invent something to keep her glass from cracking. Maybe OJ could even get in on that action too!!
Lightbulb... oh dear sweet lightbulb... yeah she's definitely at risk too. Though Painty would certainly be keeping a very close eye on her after having watched her die and all that. Lightbulb is well protected!! And since she's made of glass, Testy could help reinforce her too :)
We have already seen Box eat shit time and time again both alive and as a corpse. She is so accident prone and must avoid all bodies of water and steep hills at all costs. Though, with all that's happened I'm sure she'll be very careful.
(As for what the Shimmers gave them!! Yeah, it could be a recovery center, but as for my thoughts at least, that seems a bit... boring? Obvious, maybe? The crew has mentioned that they're probably not gonna bring Mepad back because it would take away from the emotion and depth of his original sacrifice, and it feels like it would be a similar case for the Shimmer machine. Yeah, it could be a recovery center, and it's not as though I'll be disappointed if it is, but it would negate some of the depth of the sacrifice Mephone4 and the contestants made, yeah?)
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is ML awakening good/worth a watch? I never watched it because ppl kept putting down the show to prop it up as being better at the time so I didnt want any weird biases to cloud my judgment. On the other hand, I remember ppl criticized s5's finale for not having adrien being relevant but then praise the movie's finale despite it not having marinette be relevant (correct me if im wrong, but sounds like things wouldve solved faster if she gave up and didnt believe in herself )
Hey! 😊
I think it depends on your tastes: if you really love the show and the characters, you probably won't like the movie. But if you're salty about the show (especially if you've been salty about it for a long time) then from what I've seen, people tend to like the movie more. Though you might also end up liking both the movie and the show, recognize each their flaws and qualities and have a fun time without feeling like you have to compare them!
So my advice would be :
If you love the show and the characters (and especially Adrien's characterization in the show), I don't think watching the movie is really worth it. But if you have friends who love the show to watch the movie with, it can be a fun experience to watch it together and laugh at it.
If you like the show but aren't necessarily too invested in it or even if you're invested in the show but are a casual watcher who doesn't analyze everything, I'd say you can give the movie a try and you'll probably have a good time at best, or quickly forget about it at worst.
If you are salty about the show and were especially disappointed in the S5 finale (or more about Adrien's non-involvement in the finale fight) and are looking for more Chat Noir / Hawkmoth confrontation than what we got in the show's finale, and if you aren't too attached to Adrien's characterization in the show, I would say you'll probably love the movie and should watch it!
I'll share more of my personal opinions / experience undercut that also answer some of your questions about the finale regarding Marinette and Adrien's involvement without spoiling the plot too much, but beware because I'm not a fan of the movie so it's up to you to read my biased opinion 😆
So even though I was disappointed in a few things in S5 (namely Adrinette dating pre-reveal), I would take that over the movie any day 😅 The characters were ooc to me (especially Adrien, I really didn't like their take on him), the writing is pretty basic imo, the musics aren't "bad" per say but they're cheesy and not at all memorable (and they sing wayyy too much imo - take a Disney and make it worse in terms of musical interruptions). And you're right, the movie finale has more Adrien in it - in fact, it feels a lot like fanservice in terms of Hawkmoth & Chat Noir type of content, but to the expanse of their main character: Marinette. Which is kinda disappointing for a story with a female lead imo. So to me, the movie finale wasn't satisfying to watch - more frustrating than anything because of the conclusion of it (I don't wanna spoil it in case you decide to watch it). We also don't really get to see the characters develop their relationship a lot (which makes sense because you can't have the same development in 1h45 than in 5 seasons), so it also doesn't help in making the finale satisfying to me. And I will say those who were satisfied probably were because they have seen the characters interact in the show and are watching the movie as if Adrien & Marinette had the same development, which they don't have.
I've watched the movie 2 times, one with the ML French culture gang at the theatre and we honestly had a great time laughing at how bad we thought the movie was, but our opinions were the same. And another time with @yeet-noir & @amimons because they hadn't watched it and wanted to see what I meant when I said it was bad. Again, we had fun making fun of it but they also didn't like the movie and I think we were overall frustrated with the fact that we think that it's not depicting a good image of the show, especially for people who only watched the movie (and we were frustrated at people saying it's tooooons better than the show hahahaha). But that's our personal opinion, and someone who loved the movie would tell you a different story for sure!
I hope it helped, sorry I'm def not the best person to be neutral because of my opinion on the movie hahaha 😅 but no matter what you decide to do and how you personally end up feeling about the movie, the most important is that it brings you enjoyment 😄
#ask#anon#again these are my personal feelings#ppl who liked the movie pleaaase don't come harass me again like back then ahzhdhzjd#awakening salt
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ok i just watched the only friends trailer and on second thought... this series might be too horny for me after all ksjfjksdf
#my ace ass is feeling just a little overwhelmed from that trailer#i'll probably watch it but i feel like this is one of those things#where i'm gonna need to skip the sex scenes#bc i'm not alwas entirely comfortable with those scenes#and this show might just be a little too much for me when it comes to those scenes#i'll wait and see#only friends#of trailer#adrm#airenyah plappert
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Have you ever thought of reading orv? It seems to be something right up your alley
I've heard of it, but I haven't considered reading it; my tastes in contemporary fiction are inane but immutably monopolized by a narrow selection of historical fantasy subgenres + self-published gothic romance novels/novellas that offend my sensibilities and outright violate my boundaries.
#otherwise i struggle to focus enough to read#i dont do it on purpose; i try to read other things.#but it's not even just that i cant muster the sustained attention span to read past their first several pages#it's that i genuinely hate them. you'd think i dont read enough to hate them with any sincerity or substance.#but i do.#in 10 pages of story i will fail to latch onto anything but those details in the setting & characters & dialogue & premise & authorial voice#that provoke in me the same degree of disdain + contempt + odium that bsd-blr likes to project onto my reblogs#it's full-on repugnance. like as much as i love all of bsd#i hate the first ten pages of a LOT of novels that are—by seemingly all other accounts—so-so/just fine or well regarded and widely enjoyed#which is to say i'm charmed you thought of me but im a dumpster creature you found in the woods.#i subsist on nettles and puddles of antifreeze that i find in the crevices of the asphalt at scenic spots on the interstate#like where the shoulder of the road is paved so that drivers can pull over and bask in nature's resplendence#i skitter from the woods to lick the blacktop and be lightly hit by cars that are pulling over to watch the sunset#if a leaf or blade of grass touches my lips i'll start choking like im being poisoned#that is roughly the conditions under which my loved ones recommend books to me#occasionally#unprompted but just to feel close to them i will nibble on the petals of a flower i caught them admiring#and then i will gag and spit it out all over them and squawk at them about how i almost just died#and for years—at a frequency of about once every tenth time i happen by that type of flower—i will ask if they remember how i almost died#which is to say i trust youre right that i would probably love elements of it but because it didnt leak from a tourist's car onto asphalt#my tender stomach is unlikely to tolerate it#but thank you for thinking of me 🤎
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Live streams are so weird. Like what do you mean I'm watching someone do that literally right now. This person is playing a game right now and talking. And these ones are racing at literal breakneck speed and these ones are just some states away from me occasionally if not in my state and these other ones are doing 24 hour endurance races and these people are talking about the weather like what. What do you mean I am getting an uncut view of this thing. This thing is happening actively at this moment simultaneously as to whatever I am doing right now.
#It's like that thing when you get an awareness for other people and like their conciousness and whole life and thoughts and things.#like I am so used to what is simply happening around me and around my house of course. And like out of sight out of mind.#It's so interesting to me to think like. some people are sleeping right now. some are just having dinner. some are.#some are ALSO watching the same live thing that I am doing right now. woa. Like I mean I KNOW that but like.#to properly sit and think about it and things. woa.#me when I do blogging on my blog.#this isnt even selfship related this is literally just me purely running my mouth.#should I make a tag for when I just talk about random non-selfship related things. Ive seen some people do that before.#And as you might tell from my blogs I like having little. organization/sorting if you can call it that.#I used to volunteer to untie the tangled earbuds and sort all the beads when I was younger cause it was just so good to me.#I think about doing that now sometimes still. Just mixing a bunch of things so I can sort them.#Like with M&Ms or skittles I have to eat the ones with the most colors first until there is one of every color left.#And if there is just like four colors left then I'll eat them all at once. but if there's a fair amount or they're like.#peanut m&ms and jt probably wouldnt be a good idea to cram those all in my mouth at once.#Then I just eat them one at a time.#I dont know if a tag for these things would even be of any use to anyone else other than me but I mean yknow.#all the more reason to just... why not.#todat has been a very chill relaxing day. So I'm just hanging out and feeling a little extra loose so im a bit extra talky right now.
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The Bocchi the Rock Recap movies were so much fun. The way they reorganized things and how they cut stuff down without losing much, it was worth the watch.
Using the kessoku band songs that weren't apart of live performances as montage music to cut down the cute girls doing cute things to the important moments without completely losing them was perfect.
And how they used segments from the early episodes as flashbacks, love it.
I can't describe the feeling, getting to the end of the second movie, seeing the shot at the end of Bocchi getting ready to leave home with her new guitar and the movie going to a modified version of the post credits walk down the street where she suddenly stops to think and it starts rewinding EVERYTHING all the way back to the first scene in the entire anime that had been skipped completely in the first movie, of elementary Bocchi being lead away by a teacher.
Oh how far she's come.
#Frin Speaks#Bocchi the Rock#don't want to distract from my thoughts on the movie with random things about the theater going experience of it so I'll drop it in the tag#managed to convince one of my siblings to go see it too. the other was worried about how long it was gonna be with their migraines#I was so anxious of going 'cause it’s the first time I've worn a dress in public and I'd probably have died of a heartattack if I went alon#there was only 4 other people in the theater watching with us. don't know why I was expecting more in Oklahoma of all places#someone did clock what I was wearing when the movies were over tho#I was standing up to put my jacket back on when I heard some dude 3 rows back gasp and whisper excitedly to his friend 'HIROI'#they didn’t say anything to me directly#feel like Bocchi stacking those cd cases on her desk like 'notice me notice me notice me'#sometimes I feel like I've come so far with my social anxiety and other times I feel like I've not changed one bit since I finished school#Oh how far I've come.#and yet so much further to go.
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Recent random life images ~
#photo diary#1 - picture of flowers with a cool pattern on the petals. 2 - son baby boy son baby with his arm out in a way that almost looks like he's#taking a selfie or something lol. 3 - some tacos made like I think last summer but somehow I just refound the picture of it lol. 4&5 -#flower with a really cool structure! Like how it's made of these little tiers of smaller flowers going up in a cyllinder type shape but fro#afar just looks like one flower. 6 - the stem of a broccoli that I cut very thin and put small slices of green bean inside of?? I like#messing around with produce scraps sometimes. no idea why I took a picture of this like a year ago. I guess maybe it kind of looks like#a spine or something interesting? 7 - a frozen icy bush from last year. The ice was like an inch thick layered on everything#8 - I just like the term useage here 'Storage under shadow place' which sounds far more ominous than 'keep out of direct sunlight' or whate#ver it probably meant to say lol. 9 - sometimes I get these notifications and they always make me weirdly whimsical feeling like..#imagining a life where I'm a retired elerly person in a quaint little home and I just get up and read the newspaper and play solitaire#and garden and then sleep. no large aspirations. no war. no climate change. just some little alternate reality where all is well#and you have your little cards and your little routine and etc. But rather than evoking a negative like 'grr i'll never have that ToT' sort#of feeling it's more just like. 'ah. a nice glimpse of an alternate reality. perhaps one day microsoft solitaire. perhaps one day.#*calm sigh*' lol. 10 - solitaire board with a lasagna theme. 11 - stil... trying to write... aughh..................#11 - The 'mist' icon for the weather looks really cool? I've never seen it before as I guess I've never seen misty weather. I only ever se#'fog' listed. I like the mist being these little squiggles with dots between? lol. 12 - random boring image but I thought the way my hair#happened to be laying when I looked down seemed kind of artistic-y like the even swoopy little swirl bit at the end looks like#how people often Draw Hair in pictures and etc I guess. 13 - SKY picture.. sky.. clouds.. of course.. always#anyway.. grhgh.. have been very barely online recently due to stress and so on. There's just So Many Things always lol...#It's still very hard for me to balance the fact that I need to be focusing just on my projects. yet also I'msupposed to be posting about#my projects.. Those are just such two entirely seperate worlds to me? a Good And Successful Artist would be marketing and posting#always promoting everything they're doing. But I have such more of a sense of like.. when I am being productive I am in my Isolation Cave#. Goign out to contact the real world and talk about the goingson within my Isolation Cave then breaks my focus lol. It's like just SO hard#to do both at the same time so I never do. grggg... Anyway.. also still working on the friend quiz thing. and sculptures. and I had#done a few commissions for people recently. and dr appointments.. and Existence. and watching geese out the window
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it's both a really good feeling and a really bad feeling to have the next three videos planned out and drafted, and the next four to six videos planned for after that...
like i'm glad to have a vision and all, but i'm staring down the barrel of a lot of work, and a path which i can't necessarily diverge from now
#IV#it feels episodic which i guess might be fun to watch!#this is kind of why i'd like to do one long video to get it all done with but that wouldn't allow me to be as detailed as i'd like to#what was supposed to be a quick interlude video has now evolved into a large video has now involved into three successive videos#that is going to be so much work but well it needs to be done and said and it's not gonna do itself#like there is a whole timeline of 'first this then that' which needs to happen IN ORDER#and it's annoying bc i'd like to do some videos on more specific topics but before i get these done i can't do those#because these topics are literally foundational to everything else i'll talk about ever#im just relieved that large video is done as i explained witcher's origins in fantastyka and why i dont like the netflix show LOL#because those things are probably the hardest to explain#everything else is like OK well we have a book series in front of us. read it lol
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Can't stop thinking about royal guard Hyunjin x princess reader AU. They cannot communicate much due to a language barrier, but he protects her with his life.
#like maybe she travels to meet some prince and Hyunjin works there and they meet and something happens where he needs to protect reader#all fluff and slow burn#i'm sure this has been done before or seen in a kdrama i'm a baby stay so idk hehe#scared to tag this with stray kids tbh but i guess i just did writing it in this sentence anyway haha#i just idk if i'm having a temporary kpop obsession or a long term one it feels very overwhelming when they've been a group for a while to#learn everything and see every video of them i wanna see and idk how the fandom is it's probably super lovely but what if i make friends an#then my obsession fades away and i'll lose people like i remember being in a fandom for a few years making friends and then my interest#faded and slowly lost contact with those people like i still follow some on ig but yeah i cannot afford to lose more people tbh#idk skz kinda brings me back to my 1d days for some reason like watching the funny moments and reading fics on tumblr haha#i just hate that kpop is linked to bad memories and bad people to me but the difference now is that i'm liking it on my own iniative#not because i feel like i have to change myself in order to be liked to be seen and heard from what was supposed to be my friends#but what i love is that it reminds me that now i'm so comfortable with who i am and i'm not changing myself for anyone#to tell it shortly: friends froze me out because i didn't listen to kpop so even tho it was not my thing i forced myself to get into it so#i could be a part of their conversations and they would like me again i did find songs i liked and such but it wasn't my thing at the time#so it's a bit surprising to me that i am getting into it now but because i want to and it just reminds me of the situation and them but as#said it's also a reminder that now i'm very comfortable about who i am
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Internet archive I love you❤️❤️❤️
#my 14 year old self is crying tears of joy rn#I was able to recover videos of a yt channel that I used to follow as a teen but was closed by the owner from one day to the other#for *years* I thought I'd never see them again (aside very few scattered reuploads)#granted my interests changed and I was occupied with other things#but every once in a while I was wishing I could just watch at least my nr 1 favourite video of them just one more time#but NOW I found out that someone salvaged basically the entire channel and just - put the videos up for downloading?!#it feels so unreal because after all this time I can just watch them again? as often as I want?! and they're mine to keep forever?!! ahhhh#I'm getting unreasonably emotional over this but that channel genuinely meant a lot to me at the time#I still remember that I was on the school bus home when I discovered it was gone#and I swear if I hadn't been in a public setting I'd legit have cried over it. it certainly ruined an otherwise really nice day for me#granted my 14y/o self probably had a bit of a dumb sense of humour (harmless. but dumb. what do you expect from a 14y/o?)#(hence I'm also hesitant to mention the channel name bc I'm not sure if I'm ready to potentially embarrass myself)#but I still feel an odd fondness looking back because I know how much those videos meant to her <3#especially my one favourite video which 1. was the sole reason I discovered one of my favourite tv shows ever#and 2. was probably the spark that really ignited my initial interest in animation and digital arts#bc for the first time I consciously realised that you can actually do cool and fun stuff even as just one single person#and that you don't need an entire animation team to just - express yourself creatively and bring your ideas to life#like I'm not even joking when I say if it wasn't for that channel I might have ended up in an entirely different education/career path#anyway I'm happy. but I'll stop now. oh gods I'm abusing the tags again instead of just writing all that *into* the actual post#internet archive#personal#selnia talks
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