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untoterxhund · 2 years ago

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😞 mfw no one wants to actually see the zombie bleed-

#010 //: out of character.#i'll find a way #he deserves to be punished for what he's done in the past tbh #but like i need someone's muse to make it /personal/ y'know? plant a knife between the ribs and t w i s t. break some bones #or even dismember him. force him to feel some fear to tuck tail and run. salamander-regen his hand back or smthign #i'll get to stuff later today or try to #just hoarding asks me'thinks till I get into thhe writing mood #might take an ibuprofen for my headache and see if that does anytrhing. withdrawal symptoms aren't fun y'all

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journey-to-the-attic · 2 years ago

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one thing about ik is that she will always reach out

#obey me #art #i had the idea for this and managed to bulldoze through drawing it all without losing motivation halfway through #but Do Not expect me to post art this frequently in future #idk how to do panels so if the middle bit with the text might be laid out weird #i added the stars and feathers and stuff because there was a bunch of empty space around the boxes #obey me satan #jtta ik #(btw the crumbling symbol next to the exploding feather is the wrath symbol from in-game)#(with the pride symbol attached upside down at the bottom)#(not so much symbolism as it is just me whacking you over the head with the point but it looks cool)#i had a lot of fun doing satan's more monstrous design so i might try my hand at some of the other demons later?#i do have some ideas for levi (deep sea creatures are just really fun)#also happy nightbringer release day!! it showed up on my homescreen like half an hour ago and i was like “wait what”#for some reason i thought it wasn't releasing til next week??#the new genshin patch is today as well so looks like i'll have plenty to do with the rest of my free time for the easter hols #(i promise i'm also working on the next chapter of jtta but i am so stuck on how to get lucifer actually Talking)#anyway. here's a gold star for making it through all my rambling in the tags for anyone who did so: ⭐

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salamispots · 5 months ago

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read a manga and went a little bonkers

#and by bonkers I mean kind of lost my shit a little bitmfghg #ugly wheezing sounds hELP #manga is Super no Ura de Yani Suu Futari #crawls out of the abyss to post a suggestive drawing once every 5 years aKFHJFJH #sketchbook stuff #still trying to get the hang of tones/trying to pay attention a little more when reading manga #I swear I'll get to the asks later today >:'D #my break time went from reading manga to furiously drawing lmao #-squints- jhmmmg actually I think if I showed the girl's right shoulder more/arm stretched out #would work better #also the guy's left arm is a wee wonky but eh #anywaYS

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raiiny-bay · 2 months ago

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i always forget how short marky is compared to everyone else.....

#what makes it funnier is dhes is not even that tall. literally only 5'7 #5'8 on a good day #today i'm working on zip tie's death scene (hence...... marky)#then i have a roadkill scene to do & a red scene #& that might be it #i may........ do one more after that but i've already made 6 scenes so the edit is getting pretty long #i wanted to do more stuff with the side characters but i realized that most of their arcs are only loosely planned #& i don't want to make anything & then change my mind about it later #so i decided to only make scenes that are totally 100% set in stone in the story #i also wanted to try to include some lore about the actual apocalypse & how it started but i just don't know if i can make it fit #i'll probably need to do more than one of these types of edits tbh #which is fine actually bc these are kind of fun #this post is probably just gonna be about the main 7 plus cricket #cricket is like... the honorary 8th main character to me #my lil sad guy #rainyrambles

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audiovisualrecall · 20 days ago

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This is a start, anyway. Lots of research and work ahead.

#still unsure what i can do when adhd brain doesnt let me do my hobbies in the little free time i have #but in the other hand if i can be sure that if i got a health insurance plan thru the ACA on the state market #that it would still cover me even if the ACA gets slashed - including thru the following enrollment period (that they wont be able to drop #me due to 'preexisting condition'. then i can leave my job and have a lot more time to be active and involved with this stuff.)#like I'm gonna do what i can anywY and I'm not gonna assume i cant do anything bc i have a strong motivation w this so adhd brain might be #chill w letting me do something #it feels like theres no time left tho but I'm trying to ignore that #but i just got my work schedule for Thanksgiving week and between the wk before and wk of I'm working 7 days straight. bc I'm dumb and #volunteered to be the one to work on Thanksgiving Day (why. bc i didnt want to make the 60+ yr old do 7+ days in a row or the 20-yr old.)#(shouldve asked if the kid was willing tho tbh. I'm gonna be burned tf out so badly.)#and i shouldve asked for the rest of the week off tbh but only got the 29th and 30th off. boo.#anyway abd then its december and we're gonna be busy busy with stupid Xmas stuff plants decor etc...#I'm just. worried I'll blink and itll be january.#but lets try lets do..something somehow #id like to find a way to squeeze the eye dr. vaccines. and dental extractions and healing time in before January #as well as getting involved in this stuff #and trying to overcome my intense social anxiety to do so #and looking into health insurance stuff #and RESTING too. need to do that. somehow.#but my whole November is booked now bc of work.#id love a 4 day workweek instead of 5 at least tbh but cant be floral specialist if I'm not full time amd cant stay on the insurance thru #work if I'm not fulltime either #and somehwere in the midst is...thanksgiving hah. and hanukkah which is Very important especially noe #now*#one story of hanukkah is of a small group fighting back against oppressors and succeeding #so.#idk where I'm going with this. but this day off is half over and.. i did this list thing yesterday actually but added to it today.#today ive also...devoured all current pages of a miraculous ladybug fancomic. put up one load of laundry. and opened the door #dor some fresh air and commection grounding etc..#i should call the eye dr guy so i can get a basic eye exam sooner than later and get new lenses ordered bc my glasses are at least 2 yrs ood

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tardis--dreams · 1 month ago

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Me panicking because i have 9 missed calls and 5 emails talking about my absence and how "a colleague could take over for me" vs. Me knowing it's really not that important no matter how pushy a client is and that on top of it I'm underpaid and have way to much overtime so i shouldn't even care

#i have 14 hours overtime #collected within 2 weeks lol #you know how it's apparently mandatory for companies in germany to have a way track employees working time? yeah we're #the only company in the whole fucking country who doesn't do that (obviously that's not true there's probably plenty more but it's #still not right.) so we don't get paid overtime nor does it get acknowledged in any way #so technically we're not allowed to even it out (which most people try to do anyway because tf do they think they are asking us to work for #free) but I'm dedicated to not collect any more unpaid working hours so i take the liberty to leave work early this week #so today i left at 12pm (and then got home 4 hours later because another person decided to kill themselves by train. they should call me #first. or anyone else taking the train. I'm sure there'd be plenty of volunteers to do the killing if it means not another miserable day #stuck in a disgusting train). and i logged in again at 6pm today to see if i have anything important messages (stupid i know)#and i saw the missed calls and that there had been an email exchange with me in the cc talking about the 'changes' made in one of the #articles and that someone else could do that for me since i couldn't be reached and at first i felt ashamed and scared #but now it's honestly just pissing me off. that asshole can't write emails and communicate requests like normal people can he #he already called me last week about something completely stupid and acts like his matters are the most important shit in the world #fuck you if you can't wait one day you should have sent this a month earlier because i won't stay online everyday #just to see if there might be an 'important' change you want me to make Immediately. bitch.#also missed two calls from my colleague but she didn't send any messages about what she wanted so i asked her because i felt bad for not #being online and turns out she wanted Nothing. just hear how i was. JUST TEXT ME THEN???? I HATE IT HERE FUCK YOU #seriously i don't get paid enough for this to bother me so much. she probably gets 12-15€ more than me per hour #of course she doesn't care about her overtime as much as i do. i get minimum wage which is less than what I'd get if i still worked at uni #as a student assistant so fuck this shit it's really not important or worth it. from now on i'll only put in minimum effort too #sorry got carried away. rant over now i guess #void screams #work stuff

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missrosegold · 3 months ago

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Looks like I just lost another close friend to guy who isn't worth a pile of dog shit. 😊

#my best friend no less #i cried about this shit practically all afternoon but i'm all out of tears and now i'm just pissed off.#this shit has been going on for a long ass time but i've finally reached my breaking point with it #i love her #but she is delusional #and it kills me to say that #but that whole “relationship” (if you even want to call it that) is fake. all he cares about is money not her #the worst part is that she knows it too #oh but she “loves him” and “wants to give him one last chance” girl what the fuck?#oh but better yet he dumped her once 2 years ago already and i've hated his punk ass since #never should've gotten back tother after that and i told her as much even back then #all he does is make her cry #not do anything arount their town house #and sit on his ass and watch tv or sleep when he's not working #that's the tame stuff too i could say sooo much worse but i'm actually not trying to air her dirty laundry out her #i'm just pissed off #but suddenly IM the bad guy when tell her i won't support her or this “relationship” when she told me they were getting back together today #this is after i helped her and her parents ans brother move all her stuff out of the town house last Monday and back to her parents place #after she told me they were done for good #but IM the bad guy for bringing up all of fhe reasons listed above and all of the REALLY bad things about the relationship #when i tell her i won't be supporting her any longer and that i'll be walking away if she goes back to him #best part is her family agrees with me and they tell her all the things i say about him and then some #but when i go out on the line and put my heart down on the table for her and all i get back is a text saying:#“i don't really like how you're texting right now so we'll talk about this later.”#girl #i don't know whether or not i want to cry harder or strangle her #i think it's both #so yeah i think i just lost my best friend to a guy who doesn't remotly deserve her and everything kicks rocks rn #it's just like my other friend all over again #why do my friend have such dog shit taste in men

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ereborne · 7 months ago

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Song of the Day: May 3

"Life Less Frightening" by Rise Against

#song of the day #'I don't ask for much / truth be told I'd settle / for a life less frightening'#another song that when I sing it alone it doesn't sound much like the original but I do so like to sing it #check me stirring my roux humming 'these lives we live test negative for happiness' sweetly to myself #today was Friday and I'm still trying to decide if I'm satisfied with the amount of work I got done this week #I suppose I'll have to be #I had my weekly report meeting and again the updates my boss asked for in the meeting were not the ones she asked me to prepare #so I split-screened her and delivered the prepared updates as I frantically opened and updated the new request #and then when she finished making politely falsely interested sounds (I'm not bitter I'm not I'm not) she asked again for the new update #and by then I had it ready! saved it as I brought up the share-screen and showed it to her #too frustrated in the moment to be properly proud of myself but now it's hours later and I'm feeling a little smug about it #little back-pats for me #I have something like a project timeline worked out for the idiot project #and I did some good work in the garden (nasturtium growing up the post under the bird feeder. very pleased it took the transplant so well)#and I sooooort of sorted the freezer stuff. kind of. mostly we ate the things I wanted to rearrange but I've got a plan for moving forward #the last non-work thing I'd really wanted to accomplish this week was getting my queue set up again here #I've gone through my drafts and done some prep but as you can see the queue isn't actually running again yet #hopefully I'll do that tomorrow. we'll see how it goes #the queue may have to wait until Sunday because I must confess if I can accomplish only one single solitary thing tomorrow #I would like it to be six hours of uninterrupted sleep. may it please the gods I shall rest tomorrow. blessed weekend #edit: wait wait I'm a fool I'm a fool I just typed 'May 3' and still I am a fool #it's May the Fourth!!#happy star wars day my loves if I don't get the queue up today after all #it's because I'm reshuffling everything because I've got a new influx of SW posts to distribute!!

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seaofreverie · 6 months ago

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Wanted to start working on projects for my part-time school this weekend but instead all I have the energy to do is lay in bed and play mario kart or lay in bed and listen to music

#i started taking meds two days ago and over those two days i've felt even more dead energy-wise than before. if that's even possible #i hope this passes sooner than later because the semester's almost over #and i want to prepare something better to pass this course with than those projects that everyone did in class #and then it will finally (or rather already. time feels fake) be summer and no more obligations of such type. for now #altough i'll admit these last few months were rather easygoing #in terms of stuff i had to do for a set deadline and such #it would have been a much harder time for me otherwise #at least i'm getting this stuff sorted at last. slowly but surely #and enjoying my time gaming and listening to 4-5 albums a day on average as of the last two days #maybe 2024 is the year when my mental health problems finally caught up with me #but then with some dedication and direction i can also start getting out of it for once and for all #like i actually want to be proud of what i've done this year. because it's a lot #and it's things i wouldn't have found myself capable of just a few months ago #like. making this blog and actually sharing my feelings and thoughts somewhere #years of being your own only confidant really messes with your brain and ability to function as an adult it turns out #but yeah i hope i can get this sorted now and the meds help and make it easier to go about my previous plans for making myself feel better #i'll try not to post about this too much but i really needed to get this out today #i know many people vent on tumblr anyway but my brain will always make me feel bad about anything and everything i do lol #vent tag

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the-n3w3st-g1rl-g1rl · 1 year ago

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monster food is already different to human food (does not pass through a monster's whole body, does not spoil, etc.)

but then there's also ghost food (like the ghost sandwich blooky offers you). so like I guess there's sub-categories of monster food for different monster types sometimes?

humans are capable of eating some monster foods (Frisk can use consumable items and Chara lived underground for a while so they had to be eating something). but no one other than incorporeal ghosts can eat ghost food (even if they were a ghost but they now have a body)

ghosts might be able to eat other types of monster food (didn't Napstablook have a flier for the spider bake sale? so maybe they can eat that)

just wondering if there are other types of monster food and what sort of properties they might have…

#also. monsters might be able to eat human food?#the mouth monster at grillby's wants to try human food at least #and we know they can eat physical matter because asgore accidentally ate buttercups. made him sick ofc but he was able to swallow and stuff-#-I guess so #might depend on the monster type though because I don't know how a ghost or a skeleton would digest human food #grrr grr grr I feel like shit today and felt like rambling sorry #don't feel like elaborating on any more thoughts or headcanons here because I'm foggy #but feel free to reblog and add stuff if you want I guess #or send an ask and maybe I'll get to it later #idk. also wonder if human food can be converted into monster food #and just how monster food works in general #hhhh I'm a mess okay BYE

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raksh-writes · 10 months ago

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Somehow, after months of not moving a muscle, I managed to get off my ass and do some light stretching + a whole damn abs routine too, that I still have no idea how I got through it, I remember it being hard on Normal day, and now my whole body is feeling this little workout and I'm like?? WHo are you?

Now to keep it going, tho...