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#I have a deep obsession with wanting to draw my favorite fictional characters with flower crowns#So here#I'm almost done with summer school#so as soon as I get done with that#i'll be more active on drawing and stuff#in the meantime#take this#rambles#artists on tumblr#traditional art#spooky month#spooky month bob#bob velseb spooky month#spooky month art#spooky month fanart#bob velseb#btw#this is my first time ever drawing roses
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Girlies I have got to stop feeling guilty about creating art I enjoy
#Every time I draw sub/mas I feel bad i have so many faves who get no content and here I am drawing the most popular characters in fandom#And then I'll see a post saying smthng like it's so annoying seeing submas everywhere I KNOWWW I KNOW SORRY FOR LIKING THE POPULAR THING...#And then like. Sometimes i feel weird about drawing my beautiful transgender headcanons. A little bit because#I tend to write off genuine feelings for the bit and drawing that stuff is very personal to me.#And in that vein for some reason I just feel bad for creating art that genuinely resonates with me I don't have a good reason for that#Part of the reason I don't draw my OCs more I think. “Hold your horses don't want to be TOO joyous with it.” Am I fucking catholic#Girlies real question how do I turn my brain off. better question probably how do I unlearn shame#Uh should I tag this as#Vent tw#It's just something I've noticed a lot recently :/#I swear whenever I talk about drayto/n and kiera/n together I feel sick because they're both important characters to me#And this little narrative I've constructed in my head about them is important to me on a deeply personal level#And being too real w it activates my fight or flight instinct. I think I've just gotta push through and make stuff I like anyways#Until I get used to it. Also there is a very traumatized neurodivergent child who lives in my brain who is scared of being too cringe
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annoyingly fit cyclist couple
#fahah#my art#for a horse and horseman#my au ideas are either nightmares or like “what if instead of horses it was x”#i'll post more stuff about this in a sec lol#me after not drawing for enjoyment for over a week: [neurons activate] I must torture myself with bicycles
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torn between not being able to trust goyim to not be antisemitc anymore unless they really prove me otherwise and going "I guess we'll get along" when they find out I'm Israeli and still treat me like a human being
#like i don't really trust you but as long as we don't talk about politics and i don't follow you outside of discord we should be fine#that being said i don't really use discord as much or make new online friends anymore#because i'm too scared that they will bring up politics or won't treat me like a human being#i mostly use discord to vc with my irl friends now but there are still some online friends i'll talk to once in a while#i'm not very active in fandom spaces anymore because of the antisemitism so ig that's why i don't interact as much#needless to say i do not feel safe online anymore#i don't think being treated with basic human decency on the internet should be a privilege but here we are#it's fucked up but i'm israeli so i don't count and also deserve it#no it's not xenophobic at all what are you talking about. israelis are just all heartless monsters it's ok to bully them into paranoia.#maybe i'd post less about leftist antisemitism if i didn't constantly feel like i have to defend myself and drive leftist antisemites away#maybe i'd post more fandom stuff if i wasn't afraid of drawing attention#gee imagine that#leftist antisemitism#antisemitism#jumblr#israblr#hila has spoken
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heres a quick Philby sketch !! just pretend all their clothes are rainbow coloured 🌈 :]
#one day I'll use pencil crayons or smth to colour stuff but it is just not smth I enjoy a whole lot#Lake is the one who rly enjoys using pencil crayons - he doesnt even use pencil fjdkdl just goes right in with the crayolas its crazy#and then a couple of the kiddos use markers and crayons! i want to share one of the kiddos art styles bc its genuinely so cool.... hmmm#maybe I'll make a post just to show our system's different art styles fhfkdl just for funsies#i like sharing stuff on this blog way more than my other account bc this is a smaller space w nicer ppl DBFHDKL#like my other account has some absolutely lovely ppl but theres also some ppl who make me nervous on my main LOL#i dont block them bc they rarely show up in my activity and they dont rly bother me that much#ANYWAYS WOW IM RAMBLING LOL this is what happens when i post less fhdkdl#the ramblers curse stores up power and then BLAM it all comes spewing out#ANYWAYS YAY PHILBY YAY YIPPEE MY BELOVED OC#i do not know how to draw canes very well yet but im going to figure it out!! same with wheelchairs!!#i want(+need) to learn how to draw mobility aids for some other OCs so Philby is good motivation to learn !!!#☎️philby#doodlebug.png#dandy.cmd
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hey, so... you DO know right that if you check out side order on the nintendo e-shop, it has a confirmed release date? 31/12/2024
..... Did this ask time travel, or...?
#ask#avfrisk#not a countdown#Crying. Even if this ask didnt time travel#That date was wrong. It was just an estimate. And especially since I made this acc when they announced it would be spring..#That's even more to make you think 'oh maybe this date was wrong' because while yeah it didnt release in spring well#At least. It released near spring? Dude if it released in winter when they said spring i wouldve been soooo upset#Anyway sorry for the inactivity again. Been really low on energy‚ got accepted into a zine‚ and stuff happened irl#After I finish my zine stuff I'll draw some more here. Oh man#Theres a really old ask that ive been wanting to draw something for but i just havent had time!!#Okay‚ thats all for now. It's actually pretty late when I'm writing this‚ not when its posted.. And I should be asleep by now.#It's my birthday. I need to get up...... Earlier than usual for activities. See ya!#(Does anyone read the tag rambling i do..?)
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Day 1: Arrival/Meeting A discarded envelope lays just inside the entrance of the Treacherous Mansion, an invitation dropped from anxious hands. It seems the elusive Evershade Valley houses more than just partygoers...
I may have momentarily blacked out upon seeing the phrase "anyone who has Luigi's Mansion OCs" in the intro post kdjfg. I...also do not remember what the Treacherous Mansion looks like inside so I just made something up, it's been so long since I've played this game I'm sorry kdjfgf (also I hope you can tell she's looking in a mirror) ANYWAY--
I figured this was still a good opportunity to share a relatively old OC of mine that I made after playing Dark Moon: Mona! I haven't used her for anything in a very long time, and I don't know if I will actually end up doing more stuff with her for this event, but I am still very fond of her~
(this is also a relatively old drawing but I still like it c: except the doodles in the top-right which I did earlier today kdfjg)
Some more about her under the cut~
From what I remember (it really has been a long time dkfhg), Mona is a kind and timid little ghost that lives...somewhere in the Evershade Valley. When she first saw Luigi walking around in one of the mansions (probably the first one), looking lost and afraid himself, she wanted to help him...but while she was watching and debating how to approach, she accidentally fell through a wall and scared him away! D:
To make up for it, she started subtly helping him without showing herself - things like moving objects that let him reach new places, causing distractions for the other ghosts that tried to hurt him, or using objects to point him in the right direction. However, Luigi eventually caught on that someone was following him because the flower in her hair was always visible, even when she vanished.
When she finally showed herself (or...maybe he made her show herself, I don't remember which dkfg), she admitted that she was the one helping him the whole time. After he thanks her, and after seeing that he's much less nervous about her now, she starts helping him more openly - doing things like scouting the floors or rooms, telling him where he can find treasure and gems, and even helping him when he gets into scraps with other ghosts! (though it's very minimal and usually just involves her throwing small objects every now and again dfjgh)
She also ends up crushing on Luigi at some point (because I mean...of course) but is never able to work up the courage to tell him. I might be misremembering this part but I think E. Gadd tries to be her wingman sometimes as well kdfgf
#Banshee Blossom Ball 2024#it's okay. I was eager to post this too kdjfhg#also I just realized I might not have any time to draw/post more stuff during this event#MIGHT#I'll at least try to write something small each day or something#but I'm sorry if I'm not active much ;_;#oc#my art
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I've been using this my main blog as my art blog, and keeping all my personal posts and rambles and furry art reblogs to my side blog @notreblogs. But sometimes I wish I could start over and make things a bit more general so I can just start posting thoughts here too :( hmm, I dunno what'd be best.
Hhey anyway tho uhh
Hi new arrivals :3> i'm elPatrixF, you can call me Pat
#I'll try to be more active here!#I draw pokemon anthros a lot#well i don't draw a lot in general :( but#that's the kind of stuff I draw usually#but also I play FFXIV almost every day so I should doodle that more often hhaha
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Hiatus
I am going on hiatus for a bit more. I really really hoped the stuff that have been going on lately were already "sorted out" but, uhm... they aren't. I need to take a bit more time offline once again, and try to work things out.
Thank you for your patience ❤
Wren
#EDIT: I've deactivated my IG for a bit because it wasn't helping at all. I'll be back there but I need time#wren text tag#somehow issues from mid July/early August have managed to get worse. Like I'm not even surprised bc I'm used to it but GIRL . What the fuck#“it's finally summer”+“can't wait to draw!” * gets 3 hiatus in a row * maybe drawing or summer isn't really meant to be 🤨🤔#I hate having to log-in to post a hiatus message and then dissapear again when I'm supposed to post my doodles n have fun#Feels like one of those jesters that appears at luncheon to entertain the royal court and then they go missing for the rest of the month#bc I'm trying very hard not to hide in my shell + having a bit more presence here to post my artwork#and somehow I fail at both like fucking heck. How can you be so bad at this.#but in short I won't be here to answer stuff and being silly or whatever people expect me to do#because if you're here for the silly stuff. MAN. I'm am sorry but I don't feel silly at all.#Somebody once said “the horrors are never ending yet I remain silly” but I forgot the “remain silly” part#And if you're here for drawings. I don't even have time and I don't feel like drawing at all. Idk which one is worse#The bakery hangs up the “closed today” so people know they have to go to buy bread somewhere else. Same here. But it won't last a day#idk why the bread analogy. Guess I'm a birb after all#this is also the closest thing to a vent post I will ever write and I managed to say nothing at all. Vagueposting about vent. Good job Wren#tw: vent#tagging in case somebody like me needs to have some tags filtered#the hiatus will go on also a bit longer because the last few weeks my mental health suffered a lot and I know my limit#also this post was queued. If I see I can still be active before publishing I will delete it otherwise see for yourself#also queue doesn't work ig like I programmed this for 9 pm hopefully it will be up by then and not any other random time
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normalcy!chase getting a ferret on impulse cuz he was assigned as a ferret furry is very on brand
og post cancelled, writing in the tags has made me decide chase is now a furry and his fursona is a ferret
he still also gets a ferret but this is more important
#ashton is talking#normalcy au#chase brody#FOR CONTEXT#chase streams on twitch basically whenever he can#and through that became acquaintances with a vtuber modeler#like you know those super cool vtubers that are more 2d but have all the different moving parts so they act 3d?#yeah they make that kinda stuff#anyways chase hits them up like 'hey could you make me a vtuber? you can get full creative freedom i've got some money saved up'#and the modeler is like 'can i make you a furry?'#and chase is like 'yeah sure lol do whatever so long as it won't get me banned'#and yeah they make him a ferret furry#and everyone in his chat when they see it are going 'WOAH FURRY'#and chase is like 'yeah sure guess i'm a furry' (/positive)#like he wouldn't actively call himself a furry#but everyone else is cool to call him one#and he uses the vtuber forever so like yeah he's basically a furry now#really gets solidified when someone draws fanart of his fursona and he uses it as a pfp#gimme a bit i'll draw this cuz this just sounds like such a vibe#furry ferret chase is pretty... poggers#god i just aged myself so hard saying that i haven't said pog/poggers in months-
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[id: art of a painting in a simple gold frame. The subject is a featureless white face, save for two black eyes. A meteor with a flaming tail falls from one of the eyes like a tear. Above the head is a solar eclipse, close, but not quite at totality. A small bead of light streams from the top, almost like a diamond ring. /end id]
My first piece inspired by the band Shadow Academy! I discovered this album (thanks @stella-clara!) earlier this year in the midst of a more harrowing time for my life, and it absolutely rewrote my brain in an incredible way, including being the main reason I'm making this sojourn into digital art. I highly recommend giving the album a listen.
This piece is inspired by the song Fall Like a Meteor. Song here, lyrics here. Obviously it's still simple, but I am already really proud of it, and will probably revisit it as my skill level grows (maybe at the end of each year? could be fun). Plus, I have issues with perfectionism, so might as well start this journey knowing I don't have to make everything 100% perfect :)
#shadow academy#i draw sometimes#I also made an insta. Most art will be cross posted here tbh#and I'll probably keep fandom stuff here unless I want to actively show creators over there#but hey if insta is more your vibe feel free to join me#I'm @/onetruehouselight#they stole my emotional support dashes :(
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At the crossroads between wondering if it's worth it to basically completely rewrite all my WIPs or just take a break from writing for the rest of the summer
#i noticed every summer i get progressively worse lol#like not in terms of writing but in terms of everything else goin on in my head#i mean if anyone is craving some dark and depressing shit i've got bits and pieces here#it's like i'm writing for an audience even in my own mind. can't finish anything because it's __ __ __ etc and my niche is too niche.#did my last fic really burn me out that much?? i mean it was basically 30 thousand words and there was a LOT packed into it#maybe i should finally respond to comments and i'll feel better.#something's been going on with me for the past couple months (maybe longer) and i'm just annoyed ALL the time#feel like i want to give up everything and stop talking to everyone. ((it could be my out of whack hormones mind))#so if i haven't been as active and haven't drawn or written much that's why. i'm pulling away and curling in like an atrophied limb.#my brain is just permanently in school mode. i can feel it gearing up for the oncoming year that's going to be super intense.#like would it even matter if i post any more work before september? idk why i can never seem to chill or take a break for even a minute.#i still have drawing projects i want to finish at least! taking me literally all summer because of surprise health problems.#partner was consoling me about how i feel for writing '''weird''' stuff with almost no focus on romance#saying that SOMEbody has to write what i write so that should keep me going. i just tell myself that it could be worse -#- i could be primarily a femslash writer. they are the real heroes and they get no respect.#idk why i'm getting so angsty#i think i might be romance/sex repulsed atm. not in real life at all but in fandom. i'm bored of it. and i'm bored of conversations about i#i'm sure i'll change my mind in what two weeks or so.#maybe i'll try to write something original#i have things in my ask box i should respond to. like asks about my writing. i just haven't been feeling well#so i haven't had the right brain to respond :( but i see the asks and i'm grateful <3#anyway peace and love
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Real 😔
Happy Pride Month 🌈🫶✨️
As soon as I'm normal again I'm going to draw so much homosexual angst
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odd night. friend came over to make tomato soup and Grillchy's Andwich bc her power went out (ours stayed on miraculously, it was out last night but i didn't even know until later today when i noticed microwave clock was wrong lmao) and i had some of the soup bc I'd only eaten some sad frozen pasta earlier. she stayed for a couple hours and it was all good but brother just had a scary freak-out where he was cussing out ??? someone? something? and was . kicking his chair maybe? idk he was kicking smth or punching smth in the other room. i thought he'd fallen over and hurt himself at first and was abt to go see if he was okay (i did take a peek down the hall to see if he was hurt and i didn't see him and he wasn't yelling anymore so. idk.) but then he went quiet so erm idk. scary! also the package was just sister's bday present (we need to make a card for her still oops, got a couple days left to do that) so I'll prob have to email the artist's shop's support contact to ask abt our order bc it's been saying UPS still doesn't have it though a label's been created since the 8th 🧍
#❔🌻#also anxious abt sister's bday bc she reeeeally likes celebration#and . with mother's medical shit going on. uhm. yeah. idk.#im glad at least we have a gift for her this year and it's a very good gift (l.oops earplugs ^_^ she's been wanting a pair for like 2 yrs)#if I'm feeling niceys I'll see if i can do some decorations maybe for her#write on the mirror upstairs (I'll text parents and get permission to go upstairs beforehand if they're not home yet lmfao)#maybe do some balloons. idk#perhaps we could even make a balloon animal or two... we haven't done that in ages....#also brother was saying we should make a nice card all together for parents or smth but ugghhhh#and activity worker at centre was saying i should do a drawing or smth too lmao#so ig that is smth ppl are supposed to do for stuff like this. sigh.#I don't want to do jackshit for mother but. i also don't want to be worse off in her books than i already probably am#i haven't texted her more than absolutely necessary so she might be pissy abt that lol#a card might neutralize that. idk#i just hate making cards for this family
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AHHHHHH I WANT TO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND SO BADLY!!!!!
#had a little break but we're back with 2am lesbian yearning#was talking to a girl recently and she asked me if i ever had a boyfriend and i said no but i wasn't just randomly gonna come out to this#girl and anyways it doesn't even matter because i've never had a girlfriend either and i just want to have a girlfriend!!!!!!!#i wanna kiss a girl and like cuddle and idk do girlfriend stuff#like draw her and make her stuff and call her and do fun activitys and hold hands and i'm so gay and i just want a girlfriendddd#i'm 20 now and have never kissed a girl and i think it's about damn time that finally happened so when will a pretty girl come and kiss me?#okay bye i think i'll go watch uhh a league of their own or idk atypical because if i can't kiss a girl i can at least watch women kissing#in my shows okay?!?? :(#lea's random thoughts#lesbian#the yearning is strong tonight#maybe i'll draw more self insert fanart of grace chasity and me but also its after 2am and i should sleep so that's probably not a good idea
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just read the 2022-present daredevil runs and oh boy do I think that guy has some religious issues. oh boy he is quite a guy ever. I may have a new fixation up my arm just hold on with me for a bit here. the urge to morph my art style is hitting with the power of ten thousand suns. I read all of these to correctly and accurately attempt a compare/contrast of daredevil and other mythologies for a class (I have to make a power point on this eventually) and so far I've read comics for several hours. all in all a very well rounded day of research for this assignment. I am on track. surely.
#something in his catholic guilt really hits the spot#yeah you may not be me and I may not be you but we all still experience religious guilt#something something the worth of souls is great something something#don't feel bad about yourself uhhh#I feel like this should go in#spencer's lds activities#becauee while it's not inherently religious that is what I am mostly focusing on here#he has catholic guilt I have mormon guilt#they are not the same but dammit do they work pretty similarly#I've spent so much of my life in church it'd be insane to not feel guilty about myself#some people set their phone backgrounds to jesus as a way to virtue signal. I do not. it is jesus because I went to a meeting and got told#it should be and after going to church the next sunday I felt so bad about it not being jesus that I changed it mid class#it has been the same picture since. which is actually a very nice picture I'll elaborate if that's what the people want but this is tumblr#I fear the day I get babies first hate comment and decide to not post for monghs#sorry I am scared of people I actively avoid walking by other people because what if I do something odd that they hate and then they hate me#getting back on track though#daredevil. what a guy.#the artists in the 2022 run really knew what they were doing by giving that guy pants and boots#like yeah I get it skin tight stuff is probably easier to draw then trying to get clothing folds right every time but cmon#the pants and boots look so much better then when they are Not Pants With Some Slack and something more akin to socks then boots#anyway that's my ramble maybe I'll draw him later#with pants. and boots. because that is what god intended for him to wear.#that's my story and I'm stickin to it
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