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Im soooo weak to when Bond is like casually being used or exploited at his expense for some ostensible Greater Good except the situation doesn't HAVE to come to that, not really, and he's so inured and even numb to it that he barely pays it any mind; meanwhile, Q absolutely minds and is very indignant on his behalf and works overtime to like either try to avert or forestall the situation before it gets to the point where Bond has to dig his own claws into more of his soft underbelly to offer up on the sacrificial alter of politics of all tawdry things, or to manufacture a way in which he does the needless "needful" so as to spare Bond at least one unnecessary additional wound upon his psyche.
bonus if Bond finds out and maybe after being angry or indignant about it - I don't need you to do my job for me, Q, this is what I'm here to do - and either Q tells him/lets slip or he deduces that like, this isn't Q thinking he can't get the job done, this is Q finding him precious and worthy of protecting, and like. he's just very in awe of that and does in fact feel very safe and cherished within the cradle of his Quartermaster's regard
#00q#of like... yes it's constant surveillance. but also it's like. constantly having a companion & constantly having an all-seeing eye#looking out for you and reaching out to influence your life#I'd imagine it's very like religion (*puts a Bond thought bubble on this*)#it's the Take Me to Church-ism of it all#lmao I didn't start this off as a web-weaving but now I'm weaving it into a web#but yeah in this fic - looked it up it's Playing the Part - this other rando agent is like. is he in your ear rn? the Quartermaster?#and the guy is like. I don't know how you handle it‚ being under his watch all the time. I know he's supposed to be your guardian angel but#I hope I never come to his attention‚ I don't want him to care enough to know a thing about me.#and it's sooo so interesting in the context of Q and this like. pathological need for omniscience we often assign him#cuz yeah it COULD be very oppressive and overbearing#but like. I think it complements Bond's Ambiguous Disorders a lot bc it WOULD read to Bond as Caring#like so much of his life doesn't belong to himself anyway so a lot of the puppeting is old hat#but what a novelty to have someone who does it not because they want something from him or because of what he can do for them#but because they care so deeply about *him* as to want to do right by him and look out for his well-being#also sidebar'ing back but like there's a lot stupid about Business English but 'do the needful' is probably one of if not THE dumbest thing#I've ever heard or seen in my life. like. absolute epitome of garbage bullshit bureaucracy-speak nonsense and I know I'm getting into dicey#territory cuz despite whatever origin it may have had it's seen more today as an Indianism. but still like in and of itself it's such#a dumb phrase. and speaks to such a height of bureacracy & it's like. you don't have to say it like that. there are other words you can use#okay anyway. back to 00q#somehow I've brought this into 'blasphemy but make it sexy. as a treat' lmao but yeah... Q as Bond's wrathful & jealous God....#WAIT another web weaving. Ulysses when Bond is like. no not a guardian angel. Q is his patron deity his household god. mm yes *chefs kiss*
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actually I would quite like to hear your thoughts on gender philosophy in omegaverse worldbuilding? :3
hm. anon, I fear this is a far larger can of worms than you probably anticipated. I'm going to spare you the worst of it by only giving you a short version, but be careful what you wish for.
I'm also hiding it under a cut because even the short version is embarrassingly long.
I'm hardly a connoisseur of omegaverse content, nor would I consider myself anywhere near an expert. I don't want to speak for all fics as I've admittedly not read many. I did do my master's diss about legal gender recognition, so this is more about gender and philosophically sound worldbuilding than an indictment of any particular writing or story tbh.
the short answer is I find omegaverse worldbuilding really interesting, but I've never fully been able to enjoy it due to the way a/b/o identities tend to have a biological determinist slant to them imo, and tendency for a lack of real world implications of what the omegaverse does to gender and character interactions anywhere outside the bedroom. I'd love to figure out a version that's more inclusive and philosophically/ideologically consistent, both with itself and with my own views on real life gender (basically, I want to make it make more sense, have less biological determinism, and be more inclusive of the wider range of human experiences). this is a big task, and ngl I haven't achieved it and don't anticipate doing so any time soon. I have like, a concept in my head, taking apart all the key pieces and putting them together again but different, but to make it thorough enough would require more effort and time than I have because I'm like, employed 😔
I feel like someday if I ever get invited to a powerpoint night though, this could be It.
#i'm sorry if this isn't a satisfying answer. i genuinely don't know how to explain this concisely#feel free to follow up if you want - it's not that i don't want to talk about it. i just don't want to write an entire thesis on your dash#originally i'd started drafting a long version to put under a read more or something#but then i went off on wayyy too many tangents#there was stuff about transness#there was stuff about intersex people#there was something about blood types#there was extrapolation to implied historical a/b/o discrimination and the presumed historical fight for omega suffrage#there was more than that too but i realized i was sounding a little like the pepe silvia meme so i stopped myself#i mean i still have all these thoughts and i'm like keeping notes and stuff. the omega suffrage thing is going places.#but tumblr dot com might not be the place for me to figure it out live on the spot#fr tho this is the sort of thing i'd genuinely want to study more full time if i ever went back to academia to do something frivolous#i wish i could cite sources and stuff for you. i want to be an academic expert. unfortunately i have a real life job :(#cool enough for asks#.txt#anon#about#secondary gender studies tag#<- there. fine. since i'll probably come back to this someday. last thing i need is cluttering up my real actually useful tags
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NO FUCKING WAY THEY JUST ENDED MY MAN KASHIWAGI LIKE THAT
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Not like this.... damn.... it was so sudden!! He was one of my faves too...
Kiryu's last proper bond to his old family is gone!! Holy shit that hurts!!
#pain pain suffering pain agony writhing on the ground and screaming#USUALLY I'D PUT THIS UNDER A READ MORE BUT F THAT. I TAG MY SPOILERS SO IF YOU GET SPOILED THAT'S ON YOU#yakuza#yakuza 3 spoilers#yakuza spoilers#rgg spoilers#yakuza thoughts
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Sometimes I have like bad body days but other days like today, I like actually look at myself in mirror and am like "oh wow, I am actually really handsome.".
#dw abt smth angsty under the read more#it's just a little embarrassing#I also don't know how to tell ppl I'd prefer being called handsome over pretty so I put it here ig#mine#maybe delete later
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Working on Revision and having fun with Dani and Jazz's relationship. (Turns out, Jazz's little brother and sister are a bit too similar in some ways.)
Unrelated, but also realized I'm going to have to add 'graphic depictions of violence' as a content warning, so.... There's that, too.
#my writing#ladylynse#fic: revision#I can post the line if someone wants the line but I'd have to put it under a read more for those who'd rather not see anything till later
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You're more amazing than rules
Working on Modified Set 2.0! I've made some commons today and the ally-color archetypes are:
Auras
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Equipment
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Supplies
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And Enchantments
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A lot of these probably really need the context of the enemy-color archetypes to make sense, but this post is already long. One little hint: Red also gets Resonance creatures, but Differently.
#asks#custom cards#i'd put all the cards under a read more but that ruins the image formatting and makes them all huge#resonance originally wasn't an ability word but then i remembered a piece of mtg design wisdom:#if you're writing the same thing on several cards then just keyword it#anyway i'm kinda worried that this set isn't very unique#like the equipment theme is just a basic equipment theme with nothing to set it apart#same with the auras#Resonance helps the enchantment theme stand out a little but it's pretty basic too#oh well probably best to keep things simple#i'm One Person designing a whole magic set solo. making it complicated would be an unnecessary hurdle#in the original modified set i felt like i had to make unique mechanics for the equipments and auras#and for THAT set i probably did because it had like 3 themes. 4 if you count mentor and support as separate and 5 if you count modified#that is Not Enough to fill a set#but now i've broadened the design space a bunch so i'm fine#also thinking about adding Bestow to help get more auras in#supply tokens make for lots of artifacts and +1/+1 counters and auras really need the help#it would be the 5th mechanic in the set (kinda) so that would probably max out my mechanic budget#but i think auras really do need the help#thought about adding Escape but just for auras but that would just make them into equipment#bestow is a very Aura way to make more interesting and better auras and i've already got enchantment creatures so why not
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I wish I was not an unintelligent manchild.
#Vent#I wish I had interests that were properly 'adult'#I wish I didn't like being surrounded by toys and trinkets and games and comics.#I wish my room looked like how you'd expect an adult's room to look#I wish my art was refined. I wish I worked in mediums that were considered respectable to the average person.#I wish I could read. I mean like I really wish I could focus and read a book above a high school reading level. And properly disect it.#I wish I dressed properly. Plainly.#I wish I could feel comfortable surrounded by muted colors.#I wish I didn't enjoy obnoxious music.#I wish I didn't cling to things that reminded me of my childhood.#I wish I could be just like a normal adult office worker who was able to socialize properly and went to the gym#And then would go home and cook myself dinner and read and then go to sleep.#And I would still be miserable. I'd still be undesirable. But at least I'd be normal. I'd probably hate myself less. I'd be more respectabl#Why didn't I ever grow up. Why. What's wrong with me.#Why did I get a weird job. Why do I want weird things. Why am I weird.#Maybe if I was normal I could make fun of adults who have weird interests and get rid of the awful fucking pit in my stomach#Maybe I'd be marginally less miserable because at least my life is put together and at least I'm normal.#And I wouldn't have to waste time and money and energy doing weird things like going to conventions#(I was going to add to that but I rarely leave the house as is)#Instead I would just talk at the water cooler and otherwise think insightfully and deeply. Be a proper philosopher or something.#And with a better more normal job I'd have the money to be a philanthropist too#And I wouldn't bother anyone#And I DEFINITELY wouldn't be FLAPPING MY FUCKING HANDS WHEN I GET EXCITED#OR SINGING UNDER MY BREATH RANDOMLY WITHOUT REALIZING IT#OR BITING MY NAILS OR TAPPING MY FINGERS OR LISTENING TO MUSIC SO LOUD I CAN FEEL IT IN MY CHEST#I WOULDNT BE BOUNCING MY FUCKING LEG#I WOULD BE *FUCKING NORMAL*.
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*Possible The Gilded Age Spoilers*
Don't you fucking dare killing Luke, Fellowes. Don't you fucking dare. Not only because it would absolutely wreck Ada but story-wise it would be quite interesting to see a middle-late age first marriage like theirs.
*End of Possible The Gilded Age Spoilers*
#I'd put this under a Read more but they don't seem to be working for me#He is going to isn't he#the gilded age#the gilded age spoilers#Personal
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As glad as I am that BG3 is being positively received, I hope subsequent patches later on down the road allow you to establish friendships with your companions and allow you the option to leave them at just that while giving you to be able to pursue beyond them into consensual romance, because if I ever get around to trying it out for myself I am not going to look forward to having my PC get sexually harassed over and over and over again until the NPC finally takes no for an answer and backs off.
#like. why are the companions designed like way?#what if i just want to be friends with them#why do they double down on their advances if you keep turning down them?#it's not only obnoxious but extremely uncomfortable#like don't get me wrong i'd still like to play it#but if i want to pursue a romance with a companion in a game#i want it to be done at MY OWN PACE#make me WORK FOR IT#i remember seeing that article where the larian devs say they hope they did '90s bioware proud#with their writing#and maybe the story is good idk#but i played DAO and i'm pretty sure you can't bang your choice in under 8 minutes#w/o cheesing it that quickly#idk i think it should deserve its praise#but that same praise shouldn't overshadow the criticisms it does have#and the romancing aspects - and the lack of platonic relationships - is one of them#from what i have read up so far#like if you can put in that much effort to include a scene where you can bang the druid Like That#then i think more effort can be done to flesh out that system he is a part of#bg3
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i want to hug him so bad - like idk his age in the anecdote (it goes on to say that he only just started working (aka i'd assume he's out of med school) but even then, ten years back would put him as a teenager... that's too young to dream about that...)
[continued reading the anecdote. he was 12 when the dreams started]
#the first time i read this i wasn't as deeply entrenched in his lore#but now this hurts#my poor baby </3#though trying to figure out how my s/i fits into this#bc 12 was when he lost control of his evol and almost killed the mc (which is why i'd assume they lost contact w/ each other)#(more like he distanced himself from her for that reason)#but my s/i makes things complicated bc the whole losing control of his evol is based on the curse astra put on him#hh idk i'll figure it out lol#april rambles#under the aurora's glow 💖🩺#wah i also forgot that for dawnbreaker zayne (aka the one the current one dreams about) killed for the first time at 12#hence why he started dreaming about his alternate self then#again poor baby :(
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heads up fellas I'm about to post a long-ass ask I'm so sorry for clogging your dashboard hang in there 🫡
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got prompted by seeing a horrible Billy-lover take in my notes so feel free to ignore this, just me ranting about Billy's character and how all this apologism is genuinely infuriating to me
because the treatment Billy gets in fandom is so incredibly bizarre to me, especially because it ruins the actual intrigue his character has. when i first watched the show and didn't get involved with the fandom a few years ago i actually thought Billy was quite an interesting character because it was a realistic portrayal of a horrible person.
he was abusive towards his sister and a raging racist, an absolute piece of shit. but i think it's interesting that the show doesn't just turn him into a one dimensional cartoonish monster, he's one of the human characters after all. so there IS some human aspects we can see, some black and white. like how he also has an abusive relationship with his father and how genuinely scared he was by what the MF was doing to him in s3 (also leading to his death)
because that was Interesting to me. irl horrible racists and pieces of shit are still human. they're also scared of things like spiders or are scared of monsters etc. and so many properties make the mistake of portraying the "bad guy" like an evil caricature. like a guy you can see coming down the block and you already know he's evil without ever talking to him
and that portrayal is so SO dangerous. there's real people today that struggle with picking up on irl racists or homophobes or nazis Because the person doesn't seem cartoonishly evil the way they were taught they Should look like
i'm from a german speaking country and we spend multiple years of our school time going over ww2 over and over again, and something that my teacher kept bringing up is how dangerous some of the education regarding it can actually be. there's this very easy trap you can fall into where you ignore the horrible people's humanity. where hitler just becomes a cartoonishly evil monster you learn about in history class, that you would immediately recognize as such would you meet him irl. when in reality, he was human, which was the whole danger. because today there's multiple politicians i know that are emulating his views and rethoric, but since so many people struggle to recognize that Anyone could be a nazi, and that it's not something you can just "see" like in movies, it's largely ignored. the whole danger that hitler Was just a regular politician at some point and superficially blended in to the mix of other right wingers at the time is often forgotten because people think you should be able to recognize a monster on sight
and that boils down to the problem i often have with books and shows. the bad guy is just... bad. there's no realism there no nuance. when the real danger actually is that you often Don't recognize a monster, or that you do but other people don't believe you because the monster looks normal and human enough. and real people's views often get twisted as a result, to the point where they expect to be able to "clock" real life horrible people just by looking at them, because it has to be obvious right? if a person's only personality trait isn't violent homophobia or racism and they have real fears and wishes, then people often don't recognize how horrible they really are, or don't Want to
and that's what i originally actually enjoyed about what happened with Billy. most people in their school either didn't pick up on it or didn't care about his views, he was actually quite popular. and there is depth to him, it's just that he's still a horrible person regardless. the abuse shown in his family maybe explains things to some degree but it doesn't excuse anything. he torments Lucas specifically because he's black, even the actors and showrunners have spoken out about this by now. and he never makes amends for anything, doesn't even try to change, there's no actions he takes to improve. he lives and dies a racist. he dies scared, yes. but he's still just as racist and abusive as he was when he walked into the show. he doesn't even apologize to Lucas or even Max. he is and stays a racist, no matter how "human" he gets to be, because some humans are just horrible people, see Billy
so now imagine my disappointment when i actually joined the fandom and had to realize that that Wasn't the popular opinion and that the irl phenomena of "but he's scared/he was abused/he's just a kid he can't be a bad person" still happened here. the actual nuance of his character is Gone the moment you start trying to apologize for his actions
he's a walking red flag of how not every monster Looks like a monster. how monsters can have friends, be poplar, be scared. but despite all the things that make him human and that might make you sympathize with a person, he still chooses to be a vile and horrible person regardless. and now in order to "redeem" Billy's character people are making that exact same real life mistake that is so so dangerous irl, where you only see the human aspects of a character and then go "but they're (insert a thing that shows you that they're human) they can't be a horrible person, it was a mistake/misunderstanding/he changed"
it essentially boils down to me originally being interested in Billy's portrayal in the show because he's one of the few examples where monsters aren't portrayed as one dimensional evil guy number xyz. which, in a show filled with real supernatural monsters, getting a guy who acts like a monster but looks like just an ordinary guy is all the more scary. because that is a REALISTIC monster
so then seeing that there's so many people dead set on apologizing all of his actions because they bought into all the things that make him human, but don't realize that that's the Point, that people can be human and still Horrible. is just endlessly frustrating to me
#feel free to ignore this#tw racism#i don't know#tw hitler#? i just briefly mention it so#should i tag this?#i don't like tw tagging real people but i'd also understand if you don't want to see this on a regular wednesday afternoon#putting it under a read more anyways because this is really just ranty#essentially me angrily talking to the mirror and gesticulating widely but doing it in public#also mandatory fuck the B*lly apologists no bigger jumpscare than opening my notes and seeing a 'Billoveriwanttofuckhim123' show up
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just some general Thoughts
with time i think i've become less jumpy about liking "embarrassing" things, but i've never really gotten over the embarrassment i feel over how i talk about them... i won't sincerely apologize to anyone about liking one game/series or another because i know what i see in them to like them. but i do always feel really humiliated whenever i realize that i've rambled, especially if it's someone else pointing it out... i think i might be considered reserved in a lot of ways but it's really hard for me to disguise when i'm excited about something. and i think i get too intense and creep people out
i think growing up i fixated a little too much on what was "normal" to like and to what extent, which led to me having interests i rarely talked about... i tried really hard to moderate my energy to match the people around me. i tried really hard to grow out of that!! but when i got older and gained more tolerant and patient friends, i swung really hard in the other direction, which isn't harmful or anything but makes me think that people probably find me quite annoying to engage with for any substantial amount of time... more than anything i hate the thought of people finding me exhausting T_T
#i'm not begging for reassurance or anything i'm fine. everyone who's known me for a while knows i complain about this constantly already#but it's something i think about whenever i'm depressed about other things#i'd put this under a read more but idk how to operate tumblr mobile i'm a hag
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Re: one small step - isn't that just because we're so used to the phrase now that it no longer registers as wrong? We're kinda biased to think of it as correct, as it's been repeated over and over again
Possible.
I always find it hard to use myself as a frame of reference whenever I have to focus on anything English-only because I'm considered bilingual. For what it's worth, casual Vietnamese does have tendency to drop information and the listener has to extrapolate based on what's not being said out loud, so I always presumed I was just used to it.
In theory, I'd imagine "one small step for man" while it doesn't make sense semantically (I believe the full quote is meant that Armstrong is literally taking the first step and then the latter quote saying it is symbolically a huge accomplishment for man kind as a whole), it does flow better from a phonetic perspective. Take this with a grain of salt since I never finished my linguistics degree and so I might not be applying the theory correctly, but the reason "one small step for a man" is awkward to say is due to the Stress Clash Avoidance Principle.
The general gist being that in English has an alternating pattern of stress and unstressed syllables where "content words" (like nouns and verbs) will have a little more emphasis when said and less important words like articles can sometimes sound distorted or unclear. This is why when you say 'a' in context of a sentence it gets shortened and will sound like 'uh'.
So going back to the phrase, if we try to say the original phrase intuition will put emphasis on 'step', no emphasis on 'for' but then, we run into a problem of needing to put emphasis on both 'a' and 'man' which is why there's that awkward feeling. In theory you could try to omit the emphasis on both 'for' and 'a' but I don't think that'd be possible either since English does require an alternating stressed/unstressed syllable pattern and there's not really a way to insert more syllables in something like' for' or 'a'...
Ultimately, while it doesn't make much sense, I do have a feeling this is the reason why "one small step for man" is a lot more natural to say than "one small step for a man".
#blossomingardently#asks#put some linguistics nerdism under the cut and i am stressing to take my speculation with a grain of salt#since i'm not like a licensed linguist and all#(i only say this because i never finished the degree)#this does remind me my bilingualism has caused some problems in research when they're short on participants since it's very common#to not ask for bilinguals since a second language can sometimes mess up studies#i also get casually eliminated because too many members of immediate family are left handed#including my mom#which also can really hamper some reads for other data sets#basically i was super useless to help projects get the number of participants on that front lmao#i'd like to blog about more linguistics but this is enough for now#if you're at the end of this thanks for reading#and as always#thanks for the ask!
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YES RID WE NEED TO BEHAVE TODAY AND AS FOR THE OTHER DAYS TOO BECAUSE I KNOW THAT HE WILL BE THE DEATH OF US HE IS THE DEATH OF US
I SAW THE CONCEPT PICS RIGHT AFTER I FINISHED MY FINAL EXAM. WHAT KIND OF REWARD WAS THIS? HUH JEON JUNGKOOK? WHAT WAS IT
LOSING MY MIND RN
HE MAKES ME SO DRAMATIC GOD
HOLD UP, YOUR FINAL EXAM?? CONGRATULATIONS !!!! please, that's the perfect reward. this is him saying, "i'm proud of my good girl, here's some chest" </3
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#i really am behaving#bc i have so much to say that i'd have to put under a read more cut lmao#notes for rid 🌹#axelle <3#seven
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Everyone keeps saying how tattoos are addictive, and "you'll see, once you get one, you're gonna want more". But honestly, my first tattoo left me pretty satisfied with my experience, and with no desire to get another one.
If my friend didn't die suddenly I would probably never want a second tattoo.
#personal#tattoo#tattoos#putting this under a read more because.. you know#sorry for being dark#I can't help myself#I think I want to get the memorial tattoo#Right now I'm debating whether I should wait for my first choice of artist to visit from berlin (far!)#or go to a local one who has a unique style but I'm a little unsure of how his work would look after a long while#he has a hatching style that looks amazing#but his oldest healed photo is only 8 months post heal#is that enough to know? I'm not sure#I don't know enough about tattoos to tell#I'm also a little scared about having to explain people what the tattoo means#I'd rather not bring up my dead friend every time thank you very much#anyway#can I debate the idea with anyone who knows more than me maybe?#thanks#(yeah that's why I tagged my personal post)
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