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If only Matthew planned to give us a scene a month 🤧
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#My dad in his band#I think some time in the 70s. If anyone could find any of his music#I'd be forever grateful#2018IsBetterThan2017#oldschool
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I know I will word it in a terribly odd way but could you guys give me topics to use for dialogue exercises?
As in, most of my stuff is not in third person, I wanna get some better at writing in 3rd person so you can offer a topic of your choice to let my characters banter on
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#genshin#kachina#kachina genshin#i have had one (1) conversation with her and i want to support her forever and ever#genshin impact#natlan#EDIT: alt text now added!! written by me who has never written image descriptions before so if anyone has any feedback i'd be grateful
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Daredevil Texposts: Frank Castle Edition
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#daredevil#the punisher#frank castle#matt murdock#fratt#nmcu#riker.meme#meme post#text posts#riker.posting#if someone could write an ID I'd be forever grateful I'm too wiped out today
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FINALLY!! At long last, I've gotten my hands on a Pumpkin Kitty, after a whole year of wanting and waiting.
Her name is Latte! (Short for Miss Pumpkin Spice Latte) You can also call her Miss Spice!
#I spent 10 minutes picking her out omfg#not even exaggerating. I was deciding between this one and one of the last 3 unstuffed PKs#altogether there was only 5 of them left in the store including the 2 stuffed displays#the other one I was looking at had a nearly perfect pumpkin eye patch but less pumpkins overall#and their face wasn't as nice plus the ears were a bit wonky for my taste.#tho it was really hard to tell which would be better while they were unstuffed and flat#in the end I chose Latte because right away she looked to have a sweet face. her ears were nice and she had better patch placement#including a couple full patches on her tail#tbh if I'd had the money I might have bought both because the decision was hard#the bear builder actually asked if I was alright while I concentrated on studying each of those damn cats#I apologized and explained wtf was up with me. she was very understanding#I've always had this quirk where sometimes it'll take forever for me to pick between plushies I really want#especially if they're both the same exact plush. because then I gitta focus harder on finding out which has the better personality#you get what I mean?#anyways this has been a thing for me even as a real little kid#I remember spending and hour-hour and a half almost every time when my dad took me to choose my monthly webkinz#“my monthly webkinz” god that makes me sound so privileged. it was the nicest/best thing my dad could afford to get me because we were poor#he wanted to spoil me as all good fathers do but that was the most he could afford and I was always so grateful and still am! but I digress#anyways I took way too long to pick which kitty would become my Latte#but I'm glad I had the opportunity to choose yet alone to actually see pumpkin kitty irl available for purchase#what do you guys think of her?#stuffed animals#plushies#plushblr#build a bear#BAB#pumpkin kitty
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trying to draw fanart for the first time in 89235 years like "what do these people I stare at all day every day look like again"
#seriously whennn did their faces start doing all those things.#all jokes aside I really want to get back into drawing and this is a good way to do it but it's been so fucking long#like I've dabbled with pencil here and there over the last few years but nowhere near like I used to#and I literally haven't touched my digital pad in. forever? to the point that it was visibly dusty when I pulled it out of the drawer#and even when I did do any of it it wasn't a very dedicated effort#so even holding a stylus/pencil now feels so awkward. how do I move my hand!!! how do normal human bodies sit and move and behave again!!!#help#seriously if anyone has any resources for people starting out/getting back into drawing esp digital#i'd be eternally grateful#max.txt
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I am desperate
Please can anyone tell me where i can watch season 5 of lmk
#lmk#lego monkie kid#I'm in the uk of that matters#but i cannot find it anywhere#not my usual go to site nor more official ones like amazon#if anyone could help I'd be forever geateful#grateful*
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hey gamers. the dead man’s chest soundtrack has been rolling around my head a lot lately; the extended soundtrack from this playlist has been a godsend. specifically i want to gush about the instrumentation.
the potc soundtracks use a standard orchestra composition, focusing on strings and brass and less on woodwinds. DMC introduces the kraken and davy jones, who are associated with davy jones’ organ (of course) and — well. hans zimmer went nuts and recorded the orchestra, then piped that recording back over the music through a guitar amp. it sounds uncannily like an electric bass (and yes, a guitar now and then), so for our purposes i am going to say it sounds like electric bass with CRUNCHY reverb. it seems a little counterintuitive to associate ancient and cursed beings with more modern, experimental sounds, but altogether it creates this delightful, otherworldly, primordial rock band feel.
let’s take the track from when we first meet davy jones, dutchman arrival, for instance. it gives us a touch of that electric bass underneath jones’ theme when the sailors first show up, then pivots to normal orchestration as will is fighting. HE doesn’t know who they are, only that they’re odd — and when jones shows up finally, you get the bass holding that melody all on its own, this terrifying, growling refrain that sounds like it’s seething just under the surface. an undercurrent…a heartbeat, perhaps.
hold onto that thought. let’s move on. davy jones and his organ. jones having something as dramatic, expensive, and dominating as an organ on his ship speaks to how authoritative his character is — he’s playing his self-pitying music while his crew is breaking their backs to keep this awful ship sailing. he plays it solo, then the entire orchestra joins in, and beneath it all��the thrum of a heart. the melody of jones’ theme fits lock-and-key with the beat of a heart. here, everything is orchestral, but we’ve added the warm tones of choral voices under it all, like this is a horrible waltz that everyone aboard is doomed to keep dancing. and then it spirals into discordant chaos.
as a bonus: pipe organs have the countermelody playing with foot pedals, usually. imagine jones and his peg leg playing this kind of shit while the squid beard tickles the keys
i also L O V E the chorus humming in the back half of the whipping scene. it makes my skin crawl.
this all builds to the second kraken attack, the attack that introduces the viewer to the kraken in person. just…the constant buzz of the bass under these insane, warning low brass flourishes. the guitar-alike sound is in full force here and drapes this growly, eerie echo over the entire score. just when you hit the natural apex of the song, when you think you might reach some sort of musical resolution, it cuts out for a caesura — and bursts back in with the organ melody, huge and overwhelming over it all, as the kraken FULLY CRACKS A SHIP IN HALF. just in case you forgot who made this all happen. this is the EXACT way a heroic theme would triumphantly emerge in any classical piece of work. eat your heart out, holst.
the way jones’ theme is reprised with horns in the ship to ship score is so chilling too. it’s played in will's instrument after all! it's this teeny little bit of hope, a sign the pearl might get away — yet it’s getting lost in all the tenor voices just to really remind you how hopeless this all is. and then everything drops away and jones’ theme fully emerges in the low bass; it’s raunchy and nasty and so, so scary. god. what a score.
they do such a good job with the themes, even without visuals it’s so easy to tell who is on screen doing what in any of the tracks from the wheel of fortune section (specifically heart madness on the extended soundtrack). if there’s soaring brass and string stings, you know local romance heroes will and norrington are trying to kill each other on the wheel. if it’s quiet with a plucky little string soli, low reeds, and snare accents, you know jack is doing some shenanigans off to the side. if there’s deep and growling bass and organ swells, it’s elizabeth and pintel and ragetti racing against the crew of the dutchman for the heart.
in particular there’s this delightful bit in the track immediately preceding it, 3-way sword fight, where the melody starts and stops as all three dudes with swords are getting their footing on the various precarious places they take their fight. it builds and builds, and soon the melody is getting juggled by three different groups of instruments as elizabeth gets drawn into the fight too. talk about chaos.
on a related, but more lowkey character note: i ADORE that beckett’s associated instrument is the harpsichord. you only hear it a little bit in the track when will is bargaining with beckett. the harpsichord immediately puts you in the mind of aristocratic england; it was a household instrument back then, it’s plausibly an instrument beckett could play himself! it’s particular, but at the same time it’s subtle. it’s not dominating. he’s a new player in the game with a unique position, and damn does he know how to play the game.
and FINALLY. to compare beckett to someone ostentatious in a much different way: jack is associated with two themes, summed up perfectly in this track. this big, great, sweeping, seafaring melody we know and love, with regimented snare drum and timpani, the whole nine yards. it invokes jack’s reputation, the captain in his title…and then it fades to that stupid little soli, the gremlin trickster we all know and love.
yet compare that track with this demo of the same themes — it’s the exact same music, just with a solo piano, and it sounds so moody, even when the key and tempo pick up. THAT’S the power of instrumence baby! the texture, timbre, and context of any given melody changes the weight and impact, even if the notes are exactly the same.
finally finally: i hope the timpani player finds a million dollars every day in the street.
ok. phew. this soundtrack makes me want to go learn cello and i needed to get that out of my system. thanks for coming to my tedtalk.
#bolt watches potc#pirates of the caribbean#dead man's chest#music#(i worked hard on this i'm putting it in the tag)#hey also. if anyone knows which orchestras recorded the soundtracks i'd be forever grateful!! want to make sure they're credited
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RAAGH.!!! I MADE AN OC!!!!!!!
This is Tsunar!!! X3
He's Nonverbal with audhd, but despite that, his bell collar and contant bouncing around and moving make him very loud. He also has a screaming problem.
The name Tsunar is a mix of Tsunami and Sonar. Tsunami, because the little guy is rambunctious and breaks things like it's a competitive sport, and Sonar, because it's a form of communication that isn't verbal (and sonar is mostly used underwater, and a tsunami IS water - you get the idea)
He's one of those cats that love water, though he's awful at swimming, he's learning to!!!
He's based off a ragamuffin tuxedo cat, very fluffy.
He's a kitten!! He's my baby he's 6 months old and the runt of his litter so he's a bit of a late bloomer, lil bro's a bit of a fluff ball (I love him for that), and that also makes him short!! Very much, he's an ear length shorter than Mistoffelees.
He's really competitive, and gets easily frustrated when someone doesn't understand him, as most cats understand his little gestures. He's very extroverted, and a huuge cuddle baby. He uses physical touch more than the other cats, due to it being one of his main ways of communicating with others.
That's enough ranting about my boy. I love him he's so blorbo!!
#he's such a fan of Tugger too#he's just like etcetera with that scream#the boy#the boy ever#the blorbo#i love him#hes so silly#pocket baby#he's palm of hand sized#he's a silly little guy#he's my babygirl#he's my favorite creature#cats the musical#cats musical#cats#cats fan on main#jellicle cats#art#if someone like drew him I'd be forever grateful /nf
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Healing & Growth
(gif made by my friend @robanilla-arts is below - slight warning for flashing! Thanks again, Rob!)
#if you feel like reading it - I'm gonna ramble in the tags.#Don't really feel like having it attached to the post for forever... cause what if i just wanna reblog some fairysona art??#anyways#this year sucked a lot. in a lot of ways. but im grateful for it.#healing is stupidly hard and annoyingly enough? not linear in the slightest. Yet infuriatingly - it is worth it.#I am far from done with healing. I've barely scratched the surface.#but im learning and connecting with myself along the way.#The biggest step I've taken this year is working on my people pleasing ways. it's a bad habit birthed from a lot of different traumas.#but it no longer rules my life.#I am not passive anymore - and surprise! that doesn't make me a horrible or evil person.#my kindness is no longer a weakness. its still a part of me and always will be. i won't let go of it.#but it is no longer to a fault#there are people undeserving of my kindness... i realize that now. I know what i will and will not put up with in every kind of relationshi#im still learning and exploring - and i've said a lot of goodbyes this year. I'm sure i will say more.#but that's okay.#some relationships are forever - some serve you for a while and teach you a lesson when they end.#and some relationships stick around and don't *have* to have a deeper connection#and that's also okay.#I didn't think I'd make it through this year in all honesty. I was very close to ending it all on multiple occasions.#But. for what it's worth - as of now im glad im here.#i will continue to struggle and have my hard times. im not naive enough to think depression just goes away.#but im okay for now and im moving forward.#there will be pauses and abrupt stops and likely some good ol' rotting involved. but when i can - ill be moving forward.#i will not speak a word of 2024 because no matter what it will have it's ups and downs.#but i will continue to keep working on myself. and that's all anyone can do in this weird life.#if you made it through all of that... uhhhh wow you got a crush on me or smth? /j/j/j/j#but fr - if you read this far... thank you. i hope you're faring well and that you have a happy celebration tonight.#sleep well and dream well when it comes to you#yucky draws#my art
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30. What piece of yours do you think is underrated
I'm curious!
Honestly? I can’t think of a single drawing that hasn’t gotten more engagement than I ever dreamed of on Tumblr. Many of my posts on Instagram were lucky to reach up to eight likes and comments collectively on a perfect day, and my posts on here that include art usually get around 30 notes at the lowest— and that’s just for the first 24 hours!
If I had to choose one, maybe that canvas full of brainstorming doodles of possible monster designs for a creature catcher I’d like to make someday? Ultimately, though, it’s not my best work and I tried to crank it out really fast— I think it did pretty well for what it is and the number of followers I had at the time of posting it. It also performed a lot better here than it did on Instagram! 17 likes is a lot more than 3, hehe.
Really though, I’m still flabbergasted that any piece I post on here gets more than twelve notes in a month before dying off entirely. The more time I spend here the more I realize Instagram is heck on earth for artists trying to get a business of the ground. You guys are angels 😭
#100% blaming Instagram for my hesitancy to put more effort into re-launching my art business.#posting more often + at good times for activity + using SEO optimized phrases + abiding by trends + creating evergreen content as well---#--- only to be consistently rewarded with less than a third of the usual engagement I'd receive was a slap in the face.#every improvement I made was one step forward and two steps back.#I'm forever grateful that I decided to take the leap and make a tumblr account after feeling prompted to do so.#I love it here :>#ask games#sofie answers asks
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💞 Candy Heart Valentine Event Survey💞
Heyo everyone! I hope January is going well for you all! As we get closer to February the Candy Heart Event is starting soon (Jan 28!) This year I wanted to change things up and ask y'all for your thoughts on the prompts; which sentence starters you liked and which you wouldn't mind seeing replaced with new ones!
The form will be open until Jan 26, after that I'm closing it down and working on the official prompt sheet for then event. This is by no means mandatory- if y'all choose to fill out the survey I'd be incredibly grateful!
Thanks y'all and Happy Thursday!
#squiggily rambles#Candy Heart Valentine Event#chve2k24#prep work#survey#I'm excited to hear from y'all!#No pressure to do this but if you'd like to participate I'd be forever grateful#sentence starters
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i seriously don't feel any "post eras tour depression" i'm just so over the moon that i got to go and that i could cheer for taylor!! and sing along with her!!🫶🏻
#the show was everything i ever dreamed of i'm so happy it is now a memory that i can cherish forever#i thought it would hit me really bad that the day i'd been waiting for for over a year is now over but not at all#just so grateful and happy#personal
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Idk if there's enough people talking about what a gigantic energy drain Complex PTSD is. It's not just one single traumatic event, it's having lived in a traumatic situation for a long time. And in the case of child abuse, your entire formative life period. Everything is a trigger, anxiety is your default, and your brain keeps trying to keep you safe by yelling at you about everything you're doing "wrong", which will lead to pain. Your brain is a constant war zone, braced for attack, rarely relaxed, at least some part of you always hypervigilant. The stress it takes on your body is insane. It's why trauma is linked to autoimmune issues, heart disease, type 2 diabetes, and, according to one study, cancer.
Physical disability leaves you even more vulnerable and less able to live up to the impossible standards of control and "correct" behaviour your brain insists on, not to mention the free gift given to all patients of chronic illness that is medical gaslighting and patient-blaming, all of which simply compounds the trauma. Reduced physical and mental health obviously leads to systemic risk factors such as inability to pursue academic and professional qualifications, poverty and financial struggle, malnutrition, becoming unhoused or bad living conditions, exacerbated medical issues and further lack of medical resources, reliance on welfare and care networks, and becoming trapped in codependent, abusive or toxic relationships. The knock-on effects are endless.
This is all to say— if you're wondering why you can't seem to do more than the bare minimum every day when you haven't been diagnosed with a physical illness, or you're "not that disabled", or you think your symptoms are "just psychosomatic" (which means your brain is under so much intolerable stress that it's started taking a chair to the windows and destroying the furniture just to get you to NOTICE AND MAKE IT STOP): the answer is that your body is actually struggling under the kind of stress that kills trained soldiers and disables them for life. So stop trying to convince yourself that you're just not trying hard enough when what you really, desperately need to get your life on track is community, care, rest and ease.
#the medicalization of mental health is just capitalism trying to cover its ass#isolating physical and mental illness makes the entire medical complex an abject failure actually#''disease'' should refer to a state of being rather than its outcome imo#i've never heard of one that wasnt simply the visible symptom or ramification of the core problem or situation#like I'm grateful for the anti-depressants and bipolar meds and all but i just think a lot more problems would be solved#if someone gave me a place to live with peace and quiet and living assistance#i mean I'd still need the meds its not either/or#but I wouldn't need to be on ever increasing doses for the rest of forever#also if there was some kind of holistic understanding of health that bridged psychiatry with the fest of the medical complex#they could have taken one look at how badly I broke down at age twenty and worked to prevent my inflammatory disease being triggered#or at least not gaslit me about it for seven years until i nearly lost a colon#you just absolutely bloody cannot treat health as separate from socioeconomics and community support#this shouldn't be new or revolutionary#actually cptsd#complex ptsd#ableism#disability#healthism#child abuse#emotional abuse#domestic abuse#intimate partner violence#parental abuse#chronic illness#spoonie#knee of huss#mental illness#autoimmune disease#social justice#psychosomatic
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I have decided that this is the year I'm going to buy a sketchbook and force myself to learn how to draw
#I can't go any longer without at LEAST putting some effort into trying#if anyone has any tips#I'd be forever grateful <3#chaz chats
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