#i’ve been listening to kikuo a lot

[luminarytex]

rumbus grumbus | lowkey losing my hfx on them but i’m pushing through it bc im not ready yet

i can no longer push off this essay it’s due in 2 days :3!!!!

[dnbrainrot]

I feel like. L would listen to Kikuo. Like as his favorite music artist. And it would drive Light absolutely insane <3

[goldensunset]

surprise art attack!!! here’s @deityofhearts ‘s cashmere, everyone’s favorite whimsical tiefling

[glowyfissh]

hi guys whats up its me jamie and i have vocaloid headcannons for the yv boys cus im bored like really REALLY bored and also ive been hyperfixating on vocaloid for the longest time and yuurivoice

UMMM WARNING FOR THE LINKS lots of flashing lights and for the scary one uhhh blood and ooky spooky things like GORE and KNIVES!!!!!!!! BAHHHHHHHHH!!!!! and also plenty of disturbing topics (mainly for Okaasan, Secrets of Wysteria and The Fox’s Wedding those are freaky deaky)

Faust:

- before i start i wanna say that he definitely used to be a scene kid i can smell it i can smell the sour patch kids and monster energy off of him

- ok anyways this guy was also a HUGE vocaloid fan and im not talking about he only listened to miku songs he listened to ALLLLL of them

- back in the day if u asked him which song was his favorite he’d probably mention some scary, obscure and super old song like idk Alice of Human Sacrifice or (my favorite) Fear Garden but really his favorite song was probably either Romeo and Cinderella (ALSO MY FAVORITE) or World is Mine

- his favorite vocaloid is probably IA

- he’s probably the only one out of the boys that actually knows other vocaloids other than miku

- if you went up to him now and asked him what his favorite song was (cus i know motherfucking well he still listens to vocaloid) he’d still say some obscure shit just to sound cool and original but shhhhh its ok buddy i know your favorite song is Matoryoshka and Magnet

Alphonse:

- i know damn well he listens to vocaloid in private

- “i can’t let the bros know i fuck with this”

- he leans more towards the pop side of vocaloid like GimmexGimme and Freely Tomorrow

- he’s too scared to listen to any of the creepy vocaloid songs cus he’s a PUSSY (this is very lighthearted) he heard one kikuo song and couldn’t sleep

- his favorite vocaloid is rin

Auron:

- you know damn well he also listened to vocaloid i mean like he HAD to because of Faust

- at first he thought it was cringe and told Faust that all the time just to spite him but after a while be was like holy fuck this goes hard????

- he most definitely got too curious when Faust mentioned the scary vocaloid songs and went down a horrible HORRIBLE rabbit hole (its ok me too)

- it started out with Rotten Girl, Grotesque Romance then Secrets of Wysteria and ended with Okaasan

- he ended up pretty NOT normal after that

- his favorite song would either be uhhhh Q or maybe Closer to You

- when it comes to his favorite vocaloid he’d probably tell you its miku just because but i like to think his favorite is ACTUALLY vflower because of how strong her voice is

Charlie:

- HUSH I KNOW HE HAD TO LISTEN TO VOCALOID BECAUSE OF CASPER

- hey do you know what a vocaloid is “is.. that an anime?”

- after hearing about it he got a little curious and started off with a classic Ievan Polkka because everybody knows that song

- he doesn’t really care about vocaloid that much and wouldn’t have a favorite song but shhhhhh he dabbles a little bit into it

Jack:

- i mean come ON guys he said he was a theater kid why wouldn’t he listen to vocaloid at least a LITTLE

- he probably wouldn’t be THAT into it like charlie but if you mentioned it he’d be like “oh yeah! i’ve listened to a couple songs!”

- i know DAMN WELL this man fucks with wowaka HEAVY

- “fuck man unknown mother goose is so good” TWINNNNNNN

- his favorite song would probably be Roki tho

- im still not too sure who his favorite vocaloid is but i think it’d be kaito

Finn:

- i can smell it off of him. he fucks with miku HEAVYYYYY

- also would not fuck with the scary songs if you told him to listen to uhhhh idk The Fox’s Wedding he’d cry

- he likes the much softer songs which is why kaai yuki would be his favorite because of her soft voice BUT he would really like meiko too

- his favorite songs (since he’s indecisive) would probably be Patchwork Staccato OR Deep Sea Girl

[wisp-the-specter]

hii do you have any book or music recommendations 😁

HI HI SRRY FOR SUCH A LATE RESPONSE, MY PHONE DIED AND I COULDNT CHARGE IT UNTIL NOW ;-;

my musical taste is all over the place but i rlly like vocaloid, specifically vane lily and pinocchio-p!! a non vocaloid artist i rlly like tho is will wood :3

for recommendations i could maybe share some of my fave songs/songs i’ve been listening to lately??

-Suburbia Overture (Will Wood)

-Willard! (Will Wood)

-BUTCHER VANITY (Vane)

-Pitter-Patter (Vane)

-Magical Girl and Chocolate (PinocchioP)

-Reincarnation Apple (PinocchioP)

-The Good Child and the Fox Spirit (Kikuo)

-Pathological Facade (Ghost and Pals)

-End-World Normpathy (Ghost and Pals)

-Fly, My wings (Mili)

-String Theocracy (Mili)

-The Woods (San Fermin)

-Enchanté (Dirt Poor Robins)

TBH THERES A LOT MORE I COULD LIST BUT I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE THE LIST TO LONG (>_>”)

[icedtoastt]

See the rhythm game reblogs (especially Miku) so allow me to ask...

Any Vocaloid songs stuck in your head lately? For me it's currently Setsuna Plus!

Thank you so much for the ask anon you are the love of my life. To answer your question, all of them always. My entire music taste is Vocaloid and songs-that-i-don’t-really-like- but-fit-my-blorbos

But really, today I’ve listened to a lot of Kurage-P, so Churirira Churirira Dadada and Kirai Kirai Jigahida has been stuck on loop. In general I’m not very sure, it changes lots

Also I even have a Vocaloid sideblog @kikuop, it’s quite inactive tbh I made it just so I could use Kikuo miku 4 album as a profile but… yeah!!

I already have sortaaa heard Setsuna Plus like.. once. I don’t listen to a lot of MikotoP apart from a few songs my apologies </3 But thank for making me aware of the song it’s really nice! I love the melancholic feel it has

Have a wonderful day and take care!!!

[kronehaze]

Artist Wrapped, 3, 10, 18, 24?

3. How long did you spend creating in an average month this year? Was any month more or less creative?

Uh, if you see my posting schedule you know I draw a lot it’s how I spend most of my free time lol. I think my worst creative month might actually be this December just cuz I’ve been kinda stressed by a lot of things ajgdjsgdjsg but idk if I’d consider one month to have been a peak month for me cuz even if Im not doing a lot of finished stuff Im still constantly doodling and I think that counts as being creative right? (Actually it’s mainly cuz I already can’t remember what’s been this year cuz both my memory and my perception of time is kinda garbage and this is asking for me to both remember and have a good perception of time, I thought half my tumblr year in review posts were things I drew LAST YEAR gdksgdjwhskhs )

10. What inspired/motivated you this year?

Too many things to properly count but mainly my friends and- I know you’re not supposed to look at numbers but I’ve gained a following after getting only like 20 likes average on instagram for a year in a dead fandom and reblogs of my art with commentary in the tags always makes my brain go brrrr

18. What work of yours do you go back and admire again the most?

I’ve answered this before but it’s this tho the reason is kinda self deprecating cuz I feel like I like it the most cuz it doesn’t feel like I drew it (even though I used very little reference)

24. What did you listen to while creating this year?

If I used Spotify I could give you stats but it’s safe to say it’s been mostly vocaloid stuff the producers I listened to the mosy were probably deco 27*(Im counting milgram even tho it’s not vocaloid) hiiragi kirai (may be off on spelling) wowaka (rest in peace) azari (they bugged their YouTube name into being blank but they go by azari, some of their songs “casino” “shadow shadow” and “who”) Kikuo (it’s been idk how many years and I’m still obsessed with aishite aishite) and Pinocchio P (I didn’t vibe with “I’m glad you’re evil too” before but I sure do now). Honourable mentions go to Nakiso and Slave.v-v-r I know I didn’t listen to them that much but they have unique styles I on and off vibe with, also mizore Im not a furry but their music is too good for only 3K subs on YouTube.

[nyamikawaii]

yes , you may spamlike my posts :} !

lovely !!! how does being a coyotekin effect your life ?? it’s different w all alterhumans so i’m curious about you !

ooo i haven’t listened to miku :< any favourite songs ?? fashion yes !! i loveee fashion , i believe someone’s sense of style says a lot about them ! THATS SO COOL !!! i want to study zoology and i’ve been an assistant in a veterinary office :}} pink is a lovely color ^_^ stuffed animals <3333

ohh interesting !! does your system have a sys name ? :0 tell me about your darling :D

i’ll tell you about myself in another ask if there’s anything you’d like to know specifically , this ask is getting quite long ^^”

yay, yay!! i’ll go through your blog soon~

honestly i kind of forget i’m a normal human most times, i’m more anthro in our innerworld so i have my ears and a tail, you know? i always move in positions that accommodate those nonexistent appendages, and apparently the way i walk is weird… i also vocalize like a coyote, sometimes, apparently! i make coyote sounds. also our cat hates me, but that may be just a me thing, not a coyote thing, haha!

my favorite miku song right now is hole dwelling by kikuo! honestly everything by that producer is so good… what’s your preferred fashion style? studying zoology sounds so cool! honestly just getting to work with animals in any capacity… absolutely the dream 💘

our system has a couple names, but i’d rather not share them! my darling is named chloe, and i adore her more than anything ❣️🔪 she’s so pretty, with short dark hair and a sort of lacey gothy fashion sense and this gorgeous voice, oh my goodness… i love her more than life itself!

you should tell me about your hobbies, your favorite things! give me the basic rundown, if you would~ 💕💌

[rockonfishboy]

Last Song: Candy by Robbie Williams (I’ve also been listening to Hole-Dwelling by Kikuo- specifically the English cover by Eleanor Forte - an unhealthy amount)

Favourite Colour: I have so many lol but teal, yellow and green are pretty cool >:3

Currently Watching: Slowly getting through Dungeon Meshi with friends, but I’ve also finally started Spy x Family! (And I’ve been trying to get through all the videos on my Watch Later list)

Spicy / Savoury / Sweet: Savoury! (Sweet’s a close second though)

Relationship: Single

Current Obsession: It’s been bouncing around a LOT lately, but right now it’s an odd mix of ROTTMNT, PNGTubing (learning how to), and Starkid!

Some people I want to know better! (No pressure at all though!):

@spoooderdave @kaiidan @blanktrouser @13461387427428124683 @tottmntmikeyreal

Nine people i'd like to get to know better:

Tagged by: @bell-of-indecision, thank you so much for tagging me <3

Last Song: Gmfu by Odetari,6arelyhuman

Favourite colour: Dark red, violet, pink

Currently watching: Death note, ep6

Spicy/Savoury/Sweet: Spicy

Relationship status: Single

Current Obsession: Mbti types and cognitive functions.

Tagging: @somin-yin @a-cloud-for-dreams @axepen @hinsaa-paramo-dharma @basic-bitch-alkali @rhysaka @blackknight-100 @squishywizardd @reykalot

[urlocalnonbinarybastardwrites]

Heyyy 👋 I’m literally copy and pasting this from my Google doc because I wanna make this as detailed as possible, lmao. Sorry in advance for the venting.

Alright, to start off - My name is Emerson. I identify as genderqueer with exclusively they/them pronouns, and I’m also on the aromantic spectrum with a preference towards men/masc- presenting people. To clarify, I can feel romantic attraction, it just takes a lot of time for me to fully open up and be emotionally vulnerable enough for that connection to start.

My appearance is pretty plain, I think. When I was younger, I used to wears lots of dresses and skirts and cutesy clothing, but now I’ve settled on the same five sweatpants and three sweaters to wear interchangeably throughout the week. I wouldn’t say I have a certain ‘aesthetic’ or ‘style’, I just wear whatever’s comfortable and convenient. I’m Chinese, so my hair and eyes are both dark. I’ve been growing my hair out since I was a kid, so it goes down to my butt. My skin tone is fair, and I also wear square thin-frame glasses.

As much as I’d like to say I’m a friendly person, I can’t truly guarantee it. I tend to go stiff and quiet when someone is paying attention to me, which I’m sure has made lots of my classmates feel wary of me. When I know someone is looking and listening, I go through a series of conversation starters and responses like a video game catalogue, and I zone out while I do so because I’m desperately trying to figure out what persona I should put on in order to make the best impression. I’ve been like this since childhood, and my therapist says it’s likely due to my autism - I’m perceptive to the point where I physically can’t help being empathetic to anyone and everyone, and I hate the feeling of disappointing/discomforting people due to my intense desire to keep things calm and peaceful. Since I grew up as a middle child of divorced parents, I was ‘The Fixer’. When my baby sibling needed to be looked after, I watched him. When my mom was upset by something my dad did, I took care of the chores so she could have a break. When my dad got upset after an argument with my relatives, I hugged him and silently listened as he told me I’m his favorite. It used to make me happy to hear him say that, but now it’s like rotten fruit on my tongue. If I’m completely honest, most of my personality directly stems from my trauma. I’m attentive because I seek validation through being reliable. I’m observant because I never want to miss a sign that could mean somebody is feeling upset. I’m randomly enthusiastic because I need to boost the room’s spirit when nobody else will. But when I’m on my own or zoned out, I’m as quiet as a mouse. A dead one, in fact. Sometimes I actually forget to breathe because I’m so fixated on controlling my body language

On the upside, I’m really loyal?? The downside to that is I can be obsessive, so..

Even my hobbies kinda reflect my sad life style, lmao. I’m a huge shut-in who hates going out, and I’m constantly on my phone. Whether it’s to listen to music, play games or read fanfics, I’m always finding a way to escape reality. I hardly do anything else, but I enjoy a good true crime podcast while I’m drawing.

Some fun facts about me

I have a sad-looking RBF, according to my dad

I have a cow plushie that my older sibling got me for my 13th birthday (I still cuddle with it every night)

My favorite book genres are fantasy, adventure, drama

I’ve had several girlfriends before I realized I’m gay as shit

My usual playlist is as follows;

Monster by YAOSOBI

Racing Into The Night by YAOSOBI

Ghost City Tokyo by yama

a.m.3:21 by yama

Haru no tsugeru by yama

YELLOW by Yoh Kamiyama

Hong Yeon (Red Ties) by Raon

Darling by Raon

Overdose by Raon

The Vampire by DECO*27

Lost Umbrella by inabakumori

Lagtrain by inabakumori

Aishite Aishite Aishite by Kikuo

Love Ka by Ado

Loveit by bizxZERA

—————

I would like the Texas Chainsaw Masscre, Scream or Outsiders fandom. I really enjoy your writing, so any one of them is fine. Hope you have a good weekend (where I am, it’s Saturday)

(Also you wrote a lot so I’m giving you an analysis, and you are so self aware bro, PS sorry this took sooo long!)

Your Fandom Ship: Darry Curtis

Explanation: just start off with your looks I think that number one you would be insanely attracted to Darry if you’re into more masculine or presenting people because I think he’s like the most masculine I mean, I know people say that supposed to be Winston but I honestly see dairy is the most masculine of the group and I think that you guys would make well for each other with that as for your appearance I think that he’s a traditional guy so I think that you would definitely shocking at first I mean with you you know being gender fluid at all and I think that you would definitely catch his eye and that’s probably how he initially met. You is whenever you were probably walking around the street and he was like whoa I have never seen anyone look like that and then he probably like, wanted to talk to you, but be scared to offend you or anything. I also think that you would work out really well because I can’t really see him being the type of person that would be attracted to someone in the moment that he meets them. I feel like he would need to be like best friends with a person for a very long time before he actually became you know attracted slowly to them. I definitely don’t think he’s the type of guy that would see a person on a street and You know be instantly attracted to them wether sexual or romantic. I’ve always kind of headcanon him as being the type of guy to really need to get to know someone before being attracted to them because he just feels like the relationship is more empty and fake if he doesn’t really know someone before diving into something. I think he would definitely love the way you look and he put similar efforts into his style also known as relatively no effort because you know he’s always tired. He has work. He hast to take care of his kid brothers. He doesn’t want to put that much effort into way he dresses so he totally understands if you don’t either and I don’t feel like he would be someone to judge or patronize you for that and I also think that he loves your long hair he would love if you let him play with it if you weren’t into that sort of thing, he would respect it, but he would be a little bit angry about. I’m mostly kidding, but part of me is not because I think that he would love your hair and he thinks your glasses are pretty adorable. I also have this minor head canon that pony boy needed glasses whenever he was a kid, but they couldn’t afford them, so he’s a little bit blind sometimes but anyway, I think he would find years adorable and think that they really suit your face. I think he would also audibly gasp whenever you take them off for night because he’s always so used to seeing you with them on. I don’t think he would mind your lack of friendly gestures whenever you first meet because he definitely understands that it can be hard to do that especially whenever you’re being overwhelmed by someone new that you don’t understand an art familiar with yet and I think that his loudness would contrast perfectly with your quietness and I’m not saying that he’s a particularly loud person but I’m saying he’s so loud. He’s loud enough that your dynamic could actually work well. I also think that he would be one of the few people to observe the fact that he can tell that you’re doing slightly auto pilot responses to whatever he asked to say he was able to tell that you weren’t fully invested in the conversation, he noticed the subtle things like whenever your eyes get a little bit clouded whenever you’re looking at him because you aren’t really Looking at him sure you’re not focused on him and I feel like he would be one of the few people that would try to pull you out of that and say I’m real. I’m here. Don’t try to be who you think I’ll like. Be yourself. I don’t think a lot of the other greeters would make an effort to do that or even notice and I think that he’s one of the few that would, he’s used to taking care of others that he does really tiny things like that and if you wanted to, he would try to help you and if he didn’t, he would trust you to try and improve it upon yourself.

I also think he would understand your people pleasing tendencies because soda pop is a similar way to be familiar with behavior. You’re not disappointing me you’re not disappointment. You’re good enough for me. You’re good enough in general and I’m really proud of you for the effort that you made. nurturing instinct I guess because he’s been so used to that he would notice these small things and I think he would also see kind of bits and pieces of you and his brothers and vice versa and it makes it a lot easier for him to take care of you because he can kind of understand you through them if that makes some sort of sense. another thing I feel like would pair you guys really well together is the fact that you were the middle child having to take care of everyone and he’s the older sibling having to take care of everyone he understands the duties and he understands adults, abusing the fact that they think you’re different and you can handle everything when you really can’t because you’re just a person just like them you can’t handle the weight of the entire family. It’s really really hard to work and work constantly and never feel like you’re good enough and I feel like that’s a feeling only few of us can understand that he would be able to understand and connect with you about, while I don’t feel like he’s the greatest to talking about his feelings or his past childhood trauma with you. I feel like he would be able to find that connection with you if that makes sense like you guys kind of understand it just by looking in each other in the eyes as cheesy as that sounds without even having to talk about it in detail. I think he would also find your loyalist endearing and I don’t think he would ever really be bothered by your obsessiveness unless it goes too far but I think you guys establish boundaries pretty early into the relationship so you know what’s too far and what’s not. But I really think down to the core. You guys have a great dynamic together because you’re so similar yet so different and you bounce each other out in a great way you guys kind of are gravitated towards one another because you’ve had similar experiences and feel the similar pressures that no one else can really understand and yet you guys are different in the aspects of him being more people pleaser being less people pleaser you have differences and similarities and overall, I think you would make a very, very good couple. I feel like he is more of an introvert himself like he can go out, but I feel like that’s not what he prefers so you guys would definitely have the cutest little indoor dates of just chilling, watching movies and things like that and if you went into obsessive rants over a movie or anything like that he would be fascinated and definitely try to add onto the conversation and it would just be the most adorable little thing ever and I have a feeling he probably insisted on reading one of your fanfiction one time and you cringed so hard when he started reading it out loud. He also really loves your drawings and I feel like true crime podcast with freak him out a little bit and he would definitely be like how the hell do you listen to that shit? But if you were listening while you were probably too distracted to pay attention because he would definitely be an Uplifter of your art and always be complementing it even if it’s not your best work he would actually like it is and I think he would really really admire you to the core and he would be sure to definitely always show it off to the gang unless you didn’t want him to. Also, when you first met, he thought that you’re resting bitch face was pretty funny and he definitely asked you why you were sad and then you looked up at him and we’re really confused. 💚💚💚

I am so so so so so so so sorry for taking this long to complete this. I have been in a mess of events and I’ve kind of gotten burnt out after doing so many of these requests but I really wanted to do yours justice because of how much detail and effort you put into your ask. Not that many people go to those lakes to be that open and vulnerable about their childhood traumas and insecurities and you just do into it you, you understood the assignment just really thank you for letting me do this for you. Also excuse any grammatical errors I do use voice type to do these because I mean, I am not writing all that shit man but yeah so if anything sounds a little weird just try and put two and two together in your head.

[vocaloidutau-lovr-2011]

INTRODUCTION

♫

Hi I’m vocaloidutau-lovr-2011

I got into vocaloid when I was 9 so about 2011/2012, I’ve been a huge fan ever since. I remember quite clearly that the first vocaloid song I ever listened to is World is Mine by Ryo Supercell ft. Hatsune Miku

My favorites artists, including vocaloid producers and not, are those listed below, but not in any particular order except my top favorites are in bold:

Kikuo (きくお), Wowaka (ヲワカ), Slipknot, System of a Down, Ling Tosite Sigure (凛として時雨), Kenshi Yonezu (米津玄師) / Hachi (ハチ), GACKT / Malice Mizer, Korn, IC3PEAK, Kostromin, Duran Duran, Indila, Michael Jackson, OTYKEN, P.K. 14, Nashimoto Ui (梨本うい), Ghost B.C., Melanie Martinez, Neru (ネル), Marina and the Diamonds, Crusher-P, Ghost and Pals, The Living Tombstone, Susumu Hirasawa (平沢進), …there maybe more that I’m just not remembering. There’s a lot of bands I like, these are just my favorites and most listened to.

My favorite songs is also a longer list, and I’ll probably make an entire post dedicated to ranking it, but my favorites of all time currently are:

I’m Sorry, I’m Sorry (ごめんね ごめんね) by Kikuo, Meltdown (炉心融解) by iroha, Wait and Bleed by Slipknot, Make Me Bad, Here to Stay and I Did My Time by Korn, Dollhouse by Melanie Martinez, Matryoshka by Hachi, Jesus He Knows Me by Genesis, Mother, Hai Yo (灰よ), Parade, and Aria by Susumu Hirasawa, Melissa by Porno Graffiti …again there may be more but I can’t remember right now LOL

If you want to talk about music or anything, feel free to message me or comment, I don’t judge music taste, I mean just look at mine lol it’s all over the place :)

[gayhokage]

thanks for the tag @hxh ♡

5 of my currrent fav songs 

1. Love of Love by Love for Love - PinocchioP

2. うっせぇわ - Giga Remix 

3. ロストワンの号哭 - Neru 

4. あなぐらぐらし - Kikuo 

5. Dramaturgy - Eve 

i’ve been listening to an extra lot of vocaloid these past few days -w7

tagging: @iinane @ploymus @evilsexy @yoyojojoyo @biitachi but no pressure :3

[arikot27]

thanks for tagging me :]

first vocaloid song I remember listening to: first song i remember listening to while i had a vague idea of what vocaloid is was “Kimi wa dekinai ko” by Kikuo. The first actual vocaloid song i listened to was probably something like Echo or other song that was used a lot in animation memes

first vocaloid i recognized as a vocaloid: hatsune miku, shes basicly the face of the program

favorite vocaloid song: way too many to choose one, some of my faves are: Unknown mother goose, Heaven Dope, Court jester, Abnormality dancin girl and Snobbism

favorite vocaloid producer: not sure, probably NILFRUITS, tho i’ve been listining to a lot of Syudou and GHOST stuff lately

favorite vocaloid: Fukase (mental illness), Utatane Piko is a very close second

favorite design: Fukases standard design is a peak of male vocaloid design imo, for Piko, the design from this cover of 39 music is soooo gooood 

favorite vocaloid song character: Flurry and Welter from traffic jam (sillies :]) 

@brisskwinds @plush-pigeon get tagged >:3

so I have an idea for a vocaloid ask game but I don’t know if anyone else wants to do it

[vicxy]

favorite song at the moment?

I’ve been listening to a lot of music lately, arctic monkeys, Lana del Rey, and lykke li too

current favs are west coast & sad girl — Lana del Rey (I found this really good remix of west coast on soundcloud HAHHA)

other than that I also like listening to doomer wave music and molchat doma, as well as kikuo!

ty for the question 🤍

[r6shippingdelivery]

Hey I had an angst/horror idea bc I’ve been listening to Aishite Aishite Aishite by Kikuo nonstop and I need to share it with someone: after Outbreak, when Jager is recovering in the hospital, he overhears a conversation between two recruits saying how annoying he is, how he thinks everyone loves him when in reality most people avoid him, and how the team would be better off if he had died in New Mexico. After this he starts noticing that most people do, in fact, seem to make excuses (part 1)

Well, as an angsty Outbreak AU it’s certainly excellent and I’m sure a lot of people will get a kick out of reading this cause I know I’m surrounded by angst lovers 😄 As for me, I’ll be quietly crying in a corner cause what do you mean both Jäger and Bandit die??! It’s okay, I’m fine, I’m... 

I mean, it’s a good premise for a story, but those kind of sad endings where someone dies always leave me itching to spin my own alternate version where the conflict is solved in another way and they live happily ever after  I’m allergic to heavy angst that ends unhappily, sorry  😅 I mean, I looove hurt/comfort, but because of the comfort part at the end... I am soft and thrive in fluff (and smut).

And what do you mean you’re running a fever? I hope you’ll be feeling better soon, take care!

[lowcallyfruity]

Being so honest I was surprised when I saw I got tagged for something.. uhhh Ty for the tag silly billy 🥺!!!!!

Last song I listened to

ごめんね ごめんね (Gomenne Gomenne) by Kikuo!!! :)

Currently reading

A twst fic on Ao3!! And it’s been a while since I’ve read it, but I’ve been reading the Harry Potter books!!!

Currently watching

I’m currently watching South Park (main one I’m watching rn) , Bungo stray dogs, Buddy Daddies

and lots of other stuff but I haven’t continued them in a long while. 😔💔

Currently obsessed with

TWISTED WONDERLAND!!!!!!!!!!!! <-this is my main hyperfixation and brainrot right now

I’m also really onto PJSK!! (Mostly the songs and SEKAI covers…) and also Vocaloid in general!!!!!!!

I really like Honkai star rail!!! :3

Lowkey obsessed with Obey me Nightbringer too

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Last song listened to?

Hm it was radio and I definitely heard something else after but last song I remember was Nobody by Avenged Sevenfold

Currently reading

Murderbot number 3 (Martha Wells)!! And The Damnation Game by Clive Barker

Currently watching

Lots! Started Schitts Creek with my brother and watching it’s always sunny for the first time on my own B) (like the books, I’m also reading/watching many other things but these are the ones I’m actually working on the most lol)

Currently obsessed with

Movie wise I just watched the passenger (2023) and it’s super stuck in my head. Fandom interaction wise I suppose Dead by Daylight! Playing A LOT of it lol 

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