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painted my toes for the first time in a long time and tbh.. i forgot how pretty my feet are. like i could totally sell feet pics if i really wanna
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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#I HATE COLORING I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE#my friends bought me an Apple Pencil and omgggg I’ve never had pressure before in my life#this changes everything#I can actually put my hand down on my iPad to doodle??#I’ve gotten so used to hovering my hand like what is going on#anyways 15!chuuya is actually amazing#I’ve made a recent discovery that I’m a lot similar to Dazai than I thought and idk how I feel about that cause he’s such a brat#ive gotten to the point that I’d actually talk to him on those character ai’s and it’s actually so embarrassing like it’s nothing#like the actual bsd dazai but I’d actually rather talk to a robot than a real person about my problems#I like kids being kids so I’m always down to draw 15!skk#chuuya nakahara#dazai Osamu#bsd#bungou stray dogs#skk#soukoku#myart#I’m gonna post and pass out now
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so five and lila being a thing is going right next to allison literally sexually assaulting luther in the box of things we are absolutely under no circumstances accepting as part of canon right
#tw sa mention#cw sa mention#would love if when yall reblog this you could tag with tw or cw sa mention to keep things safe!!#i actually enjoyed s4 and thought the ending was perfect to be so real#s3 really lowered my expectations lmao#tua#tua season 4#tua spoilers#the umbrella academy#s4 was fun they flubbed so many storylines but it was fun and emotional and klaus got a ton of comic book moments and there was bonding#it was fun ok#honestly in my head s3 wasn’t even canon like the timeline split#sometimes s2 isn’t even canon to me but it’s so fucking fun#it’s all fun and fucking sad and goddammit i liked it more than s3 maybe because there was less incest the bar is really low huh#unless u subscribe to the technically all the kids r biologically related thing (i do) in which case lila/diego & lila/five are also incest#but for this show ‘we may kind of be biologically related bc of magic but we don’t have the same last name & dad & childhood home’ is a win#anyway i love klaus always everyday i love them they’re everything to me#i honestly just really let myself enjoy this season bc it’s the last one and i’ve been through hell#klaus hargreeves#five hargreeves#allison hargreeves#lila pitts#luther hargreeves#reginald hargreeves#diego hargreeves#yeet my deet
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haku auditioning to be your ghibli boyfriend this halloween ⊹₊⟡⋆
been thinking about doodling ghibli bf haku ever since reading @yuri-is-online’s halloween post here (´ཀ`)
#^ this is a lie I’m in fact always thinking about doodling haku actually#tokyo debunker#haku kusanagi#lin doodles#can u tell I thought haku as haku would be mf hilarious#I simply think . matching couple costumes w haku would be neat!!#pt 2 of Haku’s lookbook series!!#I should mmmm make a tag for that#haku’s lookbook#there we go#haku brainrot#pt 3 coming soon tbh I’ve been accumulating tama’s & koji’s posts as insp
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The fun thing about CFAU danny is that he grew up in crime alley during his early developmental and foundational years, and was only in amity park for four years before his accident. Which means: potential to explore how this affects his personality. How does he act?
If he grows up in crime alley, which is rife with violence and crime and he like everyone else bares witness to it, how will that change who he is compared to canon?
Because he’s not gonna be the exact same as canon, thats not how development works. Something’s gonna change. So is he violent? Is he a thief? A liar? A follower, a leader? A backstabber? How selfish is he? Because selflessness gets you killed.
How willing is he to get shot/stabbed/murdered/trafficked for another person when he’s surrounded by people who take priority over themselves more than others? And is largely not taught otherwise? (And are valid for their self-preservation?)
What’s his kindness look like, is it rough? Tough love all the way through, showing other kids how to bloody up their knuckles to keep their own face safe?
Showing kids how to file down their teeth with the broken glass at their feet, so that when they bite they make it hurt?
Or is it more gentle, but still bloody, showing kids how to keep their head down and out of the way of the bigger, meaner kids barreling their way past? How to blend in, how to hide? How to not get caught?
Is it a third option, and always bloody, always hurting? Does he get in the way, take the hits? Always a shield, never the shielded? His nose having been broken so many times it’s permanently crooked, are his eyes always black? His lip always bleeding? Does he have scars?
Is it a fourth option, a fifth option, a sixth? Is it bloody? It may as well be, Crime Alley is always bloody. Always bleeding. Danny will see death, he will see suffering, he won’t unless he closes his eyes and covers his ears.
Does he have bad habits? Stealing, smoking, drinking, kids mimic the adults and even if his parents try to teach him out of it, it takes a village to raise a child. If the village is violent, then the child will be too. Is he malnourished? Jason was. He will be.
How does Dan change in comparison to canon vs a Danny who grew up in crime alley? Does he change at all? Or is Danny just more horrified by him, because he’s more similar to him than he previously thought?
What are his thoughts on Batman and Robin? Does he like them, think them myth, distrust them? How does his time in Gotham influence his perspective on the people there, on the world around him? His thoughts on Bruce Wayne (beyond the improbable him immediately figuring out Bruce Wayne = Batman)? The Elite? Does he have an accent? What’s his education like?
And CFAU Danny is fun because I get to explore that. He is ultimately still Danny - still kind, and selfless, sarcastic, punny. But how does he show it? What other traits does he have? What has changed, and what has stayed?
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#childhood friends au#cfau#just some food for thought. i dont see many aus where danny actually grows up in gotham#like i’ve seen plenty where he’s BORN in gotham#but he’s always out of it before it had any affect on his development and growth#like even if he moves out at eight that’s still gonna affect his personality#kids have a ton of personalities by the time they’re five#like they’re not babbling toddlers#and this is coming from someone who works with 5 year olds and up daily#theyre immature yeah but they have personalities#they’re people#so if danny grows up in gotham and moves out at say. 9. he’s still gonna be affected by his timere thete#ESPECIALLY in crime alley. like there’s no getting out of that#and it doesnt have to be a drastic change but there’s gonna be something#like what i said above: is he a liar? a thief? violent? mean? a backstabber?#was he following a kid gang or was he leading one?#he’s not gonna be sunshine and daisies. something about him is gonna be selfish. mean. what is it?#how much is it?#is he manipulative?#selflessness will get him shot so when does he step in? how?#oh or if he does grow up in gotham - specifically crime alley - he’s exactly the same#which is… interesting to me#canon danny wouldnt really like cfau danny. too much likeness to dan
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More powerpunk girls!!! This time ft some art figuring out brutes design. And a big group picture!! That I’m rlly proud of!
#powerpuff girls#ppg#powerpunk girls#the powerpuff girls#ppnkg#ppg brute#ppg berserk#ppg brat#doodles#i basically just used the same design for brat I used last time I drew her in the group pic#but.. I might change that up a lil in the future.. idk. I feel like it could be better#the last time I posted a sketch of brute was a million years ago. and it was next to a sketch of buttercup#and someone who reblogged it in the tags was like ‘aaa my daughter going thru her emo phase!’#and it’s like I think they thought they both were buttercup.. which is understandable lol.#but no!!! buttercup is a jock!!!! brute is the emo one!!!#and it’s not a phase!!!! she’s going to be covered in fishnets leather and spikes till she dies. it’s a LIFESTYLE. shes COMMITTED#and. she’s actually more punk then emo but ghghg either way!!! either way..#I’m actuslly SO happy w the design I settled on for her! like I knew I wanted to make changes to her og design#cuz like.. I’ve always felt her outfit was a lil weird ghgh. I just wanted to make changes to it#but every time I’ve tried to figure out a design for her in the past I could never find something I liked#but I did it!!! I did it this time! I LOVE this design for her!!!#like. idk!!! idk how I finally did it but I did and I’m so happy w it! she looks so cool!!!#in drawing the powerpunks recently I’ve been having so many more ideas for my ‘powerpuff girls as highschoolers’ au.#SO many ideas…. like holy shit.. mostly. about the powerpunk girls. cuz they’re cool!!#so yeah… hopefully my hands will continue wanting to draw more ppg art ghghgh#cuz it’s fun! and I’m having ideas for it! so. it’d be cool to be able to draw them ghgh
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I am once again mentioning that Atsushi is like the only person in the series who refers to himself and his ability separately.
I have been thinking about this since I first watched the anime- NO ONE ELSE DOES THAT! (That i can think of)
Atsushi Saha things like “I could use the tiger’s claws” THE TIGER’S???? YOU MENA YOUR CLAWS??????
#if I’m understanding correctly#which I might not be#That might’ve been foreshadowing#I’ve always thought it was because Atsushi grew up without knowing about his ability#having an ability at all is new to him#and the tiger thing kinda fucked ip his life and is the reason a lot of bad things happened to him#possibily it’s just hard to accept that the tiger and Atsushi are the same#meaning Atsushi is the one who did all that (property damage hurtinb and possibly eating people etc)#and Atsushi is the reason why Atsushi was locked up and treated so poorly#and etc#but nah perhaps it’s not that deep#maybe The Tiger is actually just a god thing or whatever#bungo stray dogs#bsd atsushi#atsushi bsd#atsushi#atsushi nakajima#bsd#bsd 119#this post was inspired by that chapter#so I’m tagging it#bsd spoilers#bsd manga spoilers#okay I’m down now#hold up actually#bsd shitpost#okay now I’m done
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I woke up and was haunted by visions aka Mlp redesign/rewrite ideas yayyyy :3
#Wanted rarity to be reminiscent of her beta design#And in general needed more coherent color coding or I’d die bc it’s always drove me nuts they are one color off from being the rainbow#And that rarity and twi were Both Purple ?? But also rarity sometimes was white but yeah no that’s dupid so boom indigo and violet#Have the cake and eat it too they can both be purple but not disrupt the rainbow theme#Plus spike actually part of the cast and isn’t just The Boy One#Might play around w other characters bc I’ve been rattling a Mlp rewrite in my head for ages but it’s always just kinda bounced around#Also I deffff wanna take a crack at discord I need him to either be creepy asf or look like a Lisa Frank artwork#I like the thought instead of being really colorful to show chaos he’s more dull? To contrast that technically in Mlp color is just normal#So a chaotic being would NOT be colorful?#But also I’d love to play with color palettes soooo#Maybe he can have a reformed and evil form so he gets color after he reforms?👀 once again having my cake and eating it too shrugs#Anyway tag time yayyyy#mlp#mlp fim#mlp friendship is magic#mlp rw au#mlp redesign#my litte pony#my little pony redesign#my little pony friendship is magic#twilight sparkle#spike mlp#rarity mlp#pinkie pie#apple jack#fluttershy#rainbow dash#twilight mlp#fluttershy mlp#Mlp rw
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RIP to those employees once she gets ahold of that photo 😂
Another one based on the sims. Thank you to them for making Vanessa falling asleep in a bush a reality 💀🌳
#second time I’ve actually drawn her in the security guard outfit 🤣#I have the hc that Vanessa is just tired so much that she falls asleep in random places#and the other staff always find her in a more obscure place than the next#they’ve made it a game on who can guess where she’s gonna fall asleep next#they don’t wake her up though bc she is CRANKY#idk I thought it was funny#fnaf#fnaf art#fnaf Vanessa#Vanessa fnaf#Vanessa sb#security breach#officer Vanessa#fnaf sb#sleeping#procreate art#my art
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Thinking about step 9 and the whole concept of forgiveness of one’s self and others and it bringing healing and how bobby and Eddie have been paralleled a fair amount and the idea that Eddie started this process back at the end of s5 with his forgiveness and acceptance of his father but how he hasn’t yet gone anywhere near his mother and their relationship .
How his catholic guilt storyline seems more likely to play on his reltionship with his mother than his father (if his father wasn’t around that much it would’ve been Helena taking him to church etc each week) so the idea of an Eddie - Helena storyline that plays on catholic guilt and potentially his queerness in relation to that has me chewing on glass - it could be so epically good
#I’ve always viewed Helena as the biggest issue in Eddie’s relationship with his parents - Ramon has always - to me a least always seemed to#just go along with what Helena wants or dictates#it made sense with how his trauma ptsd army related arc played out that it was Ramon who was the centre of that#now though - catholic guilt - possibly playing into his queerness and suppression of that queerness#to keep some kind of reltionship with his mother - who only seems to view him through a lens of failure#leading him down a road where he wasn’t able to be his true self - it would be so powerful#there is so much potential there#eddie saying his mother wasn’t an issue in s6 - was such a choice and so pointed that they have to be wanting to explore that#so many aspects of who Eddie is and why he is the way he is - his want to nest but not being able to with women - stems from his mommy#issues and the fact he’s been denying they exist#I will eat it up - it would be the right kind of angst for the show and Ryan would deliver#plus the way it parallels with Bobby and his relationship with Catholicism would be fascinating#not to mention the whole Eddie not having a relationship with the faith he was brought up in only to start dating someone who is a literal#embodiment of that faith - and female - as a symbol of his needing to explore and reconcile the actual reasons for his faith lapsing- become#could not be queer and Latino and catholic when Eddie was growing up - it wasn’t an option - so if you step away from the faith that’s#denying a fundamental aspect of who you are#even if you still can’t act upon it - it is easier to keep that part of you concealed#911 spoilers#911 Thinky thoughts#eddie diaz#I need this arc to be a thing so badly#911 abc
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Hi dumb question why is it 'sns' for sasunaru? I thought 'sns' was for sasunarusaku at lease that was the acronym used back in ff. Net days of old
Thanks sorry to bother
so basically in yaoi circles there was a convention to always put the top’s name first. so by calling it either sasunaru or narusasu you were immediately declaring your position on this controversial issue. a lot of people still use those differing names as slang to differentiate who tops in the given work. anyway sns is sasunarusasu, and nsn is narusasunaru, i’m pretty sure both are used to show either 1. you’re not indicating a particular top and/or 2. they switch
i have never heard sns used for sasunarusaku before, but also i only used ffnet for wolfstar. when i was 13. in 2016. so i don’t know the vernacular
#not a bother at all!#ask#also i say sns cuz it sounds more like a word to me. its cuter idk i can’t explain#but i’ve always thought well. nsn actually makes more sense. because naruto could more easily top and bottom at the same time because he#uses shadow clones more. but yeah i just say sns for fun
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aroace autistic culture is realising that MaYbe the reason why back in childhood your favourite character from Frozen was Elsa is because she is clearly on aroace spectrum and is probably autistic.
Aroace autie culture
#aroace autie culture is#oooh I love this take#I have always headcanoned Elsa as aroace but I never thought about the possibility of her being autistic#it makes so much sense though!!#aroace autistic culture#aroace#aromantic#asexual#aro#ace#autistic#autie#actually autistic#actuallyautistic#personally I always loved Anna the most bc I’ve always loved the bubbly kind quirky characters like Riley from GMW and Cat from Victorious#and also Anna has my favourite hair colour#but I have always loved that Elsa didn’t have a love interest
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Anyways the idea of Tubbo’s originally offers of friendship solely for information about the missing eggs eventually becoming him waiting for a letter back from his pen pal
Fred slowly becoming more and more aware as they’ve spent more time with Tubbo, feeling his own heart beat and stomach twist but being scared of it. Their frightened by the new sensation but can’t stop now
They bled into each other and now cannot mend the wound. Connected through their strange relationship.
#having Frubbo thoughts always#but like does this make sense????#Fred is so scared because he now looks back on his soulless self with horror. gaining self reflection but now scared of the vision he’s#attained. he knows every letter back he writes is putting him in more and more danger#but can’t stop. he’s seen the forbidden and now he can’t put that pen down#also non-binary fred my beloved I adore him so much#agh and tubbo being set on the idea of being all for fred but not fully getting the actual horror of his situation#frubbo#qsmp fred#qsmp tubbo#I don’t necessarily know if Fred will use other pronouns so I’ve just stuck with a mix of he/they since they haven’t stated yknow
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About the dlc I’m sorry, I just? Really don’t understand how emmet could be in it? Like just from a game making aspect and gamefreak’s trend of storytelling it’s never been a possibility in my mind.
#idk I’ve always participated in this fandom with the understanding that we wouldn’t get any other submas content#simply because we’re not that big a deal really#ingo was put in pla for a pun and it just so happened to have a story that I and many others loved lmao#I actually wouldn’t Want a hint of submas in the dlc#I wouldn’t want them to just smack them into a game that already has a track record of being rushed#they wouldn’t do the story justice#which is while I’ll just sit in my tiny corner and daydream my own stuff#submas#just wanted to voice my thoughts idk#this is me coming from a place of confusion
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im sorry but has no one ever mentioned or talked about the fucking dan x 1d self insert fic that phil apparently wrote?????
#it’s almost 4 am#rewatching what dan and phil text each other#and i’ve always thought about this#no but i genuinely can’t tell if phil was actually serious when he said this#like????? HUH#i know this was last year but i’ve still never seen anyone mention it 😭#dan and phil#phil lester#dan howell#amazingphil#danisnofonfire
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