Hi! A little ramble, if you will. Important, perhaps.
You may have noticed my post activity decreasing, and honestly, I’m well aware of it. I feel almost guilty for not posting as much— but in truth, I’m struggling. School/college has started and it’s not going so well, I’m eating alone in bathrooms type thing. The point is, mentally, I’m not doing so hot. I’m not going to put my problems on everyone, I’m mostly suffering alone, even if I tell my good friends some of it, they don’t know most of it. I’m in a little bit of a block in general, and writing for my comfort character doesn’t work either. I’ve sat down, prepared to write, and not much comes. I’m doubting my own writing abilities, too. It’s hard to post something when it feels like my standard has turned to shit.
My interactions have lowered considerably, and I get it. It’s difficult to support someone who posts once every 10 days when their posts were every day/every couple of days. Either way, though, I hope you guys can be patient and wait. I see your requests! I do, and I will get to them, but.. I don’t know. It might take time. I’m sort of picking and choosing what I feel I have the motivation to write. I truly apologise for the wait, or if my work isn’t what it was during the summer. It will come back, and I’m not abandoning my dear blog, it’s just, I’m navigating my way through my own things and I’m trying my best to balance everything. I love you all, and again, I’m so sorry for the slowness. Posts will pick back up in time.
Anyway, a fun poll.
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I always hate being that guy when watching a movie but I just feel a need to discuss as it happens cuz I’m fucked up and evil I guess….
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Every time I see someone I follow post their own face on this website I go OHMYGODIFORGOTYOUARENTYOURAVATAR
Like, you’re beautiful, all of you, but istg it’s always a jumpscare because your avatar takes the place of your actual face in my brain😭
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House has definitely sent Wilson a dick pic or several but he sends them by email because they are both old men and the titles are things like ‘URGENT: please identify if lung cancer’ or ‘patient biopsy results - respond ASAP’ so that Wilson’s guilt complex makes him feel obligated to open each one just in case someone’s life is actually on the line
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My anxious avoidant attachment is realllllly screwing me over and is slowly catching up to me 🙃
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