#i’m so tired. i haven’t slept at ALLLLL

[johndonneswife]

feels like i am one post away from opening the floodgates and reblogging many star trek images…ahhhrhrjf

[floral-hex]

So this is my thing now, I’m afraid to go to sleep. This is kinda bullshit, brain.

[toomanysurveys9]

Has the last person you kissed met your father? the last person i kissed was my son and he has met his grandfather. he lives with us. and jacob has obviously met him too (he’s the last person i kissed romantically). What’s your favourite breed of dog? i love my brother’s akita. but i tend to fall for the mixed breeds. that’s what both of my dogs are. Who is the first person you saw this morning? jacob and wyatt. What would you like to do right now? i don’t know. drink something maybe?

What was the last thing that was on your wrist? i don’t remember. maybe a hair tie? Do you think more about the past, present or future? probably the present these days. just taking it all day by day. When was the last time you spoke to your brother? sunday night before they left our house. Are you outgoing or more reserved? more reserved for sure. Can money buy happiness? eh. not complete happiness, but money can definitely help a lot with some things.. What was the last thing you drank? a glass of water.

Do you swear in front of your parents? my mom i don’t care. but i don’t in front of my dad really because i know he doesn’t like it. When you say you don’t care, do you mean it? not always. Do you know anyone who has messed up your life? just me. Honestly have you kissed someone of the same sex this week? i have not. Who knows you better than you know yourself? i don’t know that anyone knows me that well. not anymore. Have you ever kissed a blonde haired blue eyed person? i have not. Who last texted you? jasmin. Do you listen to music when you’re down? i listen to a lot less music these days. but sometimes. Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with? we’re married and i’m pregnant with our second child. What would you do if you found out you were pregnant to the last person you kissed? we’re going to go with the last person i kissed romantically, which is jacob, and i am pregnant by him. Will your next kiss be a mistake? nope. Have you ever stayed in a hotel? quite a few times. Have you ever dated someone who was not good to you? yeah. jacob has his moments.. Ever been told you were loved by someone who didn’t mean it? probably... Have you ever been cheated on? yeah. towards the beginning of our relationship, jacob cheated on me with his ex. it was just a kiss, otherwise i never would have stayed. Are promises important to you? not really anymore. they always get broken. What’s a fact about the last person who texted you? she’s married to my cousin, scott. Doesn’t it drive you nuts when people think they ‘need’ to have a bf/gf? a little, sure. but i mean. whatever. it’s their life. What is one thing you spend way too much money on? my kids. lol. If you could have something right now, what would it be? someone to hang out with. friends. Are you texting anyone? no. no one talks to me anymore. Do you find it hard to trust others? i do. and i think it’s just going to keep getting worse. Can you honestly say you’re okay right now? yeah. i’m okay for the most part. Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing? yeah. i wear jacob’s shirts a lot. Are you slowly drifting away from someone? it seems like it... Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? most people, yes. but not everyone. Does anyone know your passwords other than you? jacob might. i have gave them to him before. with the exception of my tumblr. that is only mine. What was the last thing you spent money on? lunch stuff for jacob. Are your nails done? they are not. they very rarely are done. How many people have you kissed in this month? jacob and wyatt. Hug anyone last night? wyatt. Who are you talking to? no one at the moment. every now and then, i talk to lilli and wyatt. What’s your middle name? dee after my mom’s foster mom. Where will you be 12 hours from now? in bed. unless i’m in the bathroom. but probably bed. Does the person you like, like you back? i don’t know. i know i go through this a lot. but i just. don’t know. i want to say he does, since we’re married and pregnant with our second... but i don’t know. Where’s your girlfriend/boyfriend at? i’m married, and he’s probably headed home from work but i never really know for sure. Can you make yourself cry? i can’t cry on demand. Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color? it’s all my natural hair color. What color are your socks? not wearing any. Who have you texted in the last 24 hours? jasmin, jacob, kayla, and erin. Do you like someone? i... yeah.. i still do. Current mood? okay. kinda feeling blah a little. but i’m okay. Who were you with Friday night? family, minus jacob. was celebrating lilli’s birthday. Were you in a good mood last night? i was in an okay mood, but kind of felt hurt. i get tired of doing everything on my own. i know jacob works almost every day for us, but he does nothing with wy. i’m raising wy pretty much all on my own, and it’s going to be the same i’m sure when ellie is here. and i kind of wanted jacob to go with us to the store because he’s literally done nothing with us in a very long time. but he didn’t. and he never does. we barely talk. we barely have a relationship at this point... we’re just roommates who share soon to be two kids and have sex occasionally when he feels like it. What should you be doing right now? nothing. Do you have a reason to smile right now? wyatt and ellie always give me reason. Think back to June. Were you in a relationship? yeah. Would you hug the last person that you hugged again (besides family)? i don’t know who i last hugged that was not family. Where did you sleep three nights ago? i slept on the couch for awhile, but then i went to my own bed after jon and jake were done playing ark. Have you argued with anyone today? nope. Are you ready for kids? i am going to have two in november, and i already have one, so i better be. lol. What do you tend to drink a lot of? lately, water. although i’ve barely been drinking anything... Is there someone you can spend every minute with and be happy? wyatt. he’s my only happiness.. Have you ever woke up crying from a bad dream? yeah. Finish the sentence: A relationship cannot work without ____ time together and communication.. Do you have any friends? i hope so. i think kayla is just going through some stuff so we haven’t been talking as much. Who was the last person you gave your number to? i don’t know. erin put my number in her friend kayla’s phone, if that counts. Are you married? i am. Who are you texting? no one. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? obviously. What if someone asked you to be in a relationship with them? i’d say no since i’m married to jake. What is your hair looking like right now? i haven’t brushed it so not great, but it has looked worse. What woke you up this morning? jacob’s alarm, and then wyatt. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? depends. but generally, rainy. Blue or orange? blue. i don’t like orange much. Who made you cry last? jacob. What do you regret doing anything lately? nothing comes to mind. Last person you had a fight with? i don’t know. i haven’t really fought with anyone. you have to care to do that. Where were you 2 hours ago? upstairs in my bedroom with wy. Do you eat breakfast? when i’m pregnant, i do. Do you have plans for tomorrow? we might go to the fair, but i’m sure my mom is going to back out so no. Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot? When was it? i can. i currently do. Will you be in a relationship in the next month? yeah. Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight? doubt it. unless jacob decides to call. Have you ever trusted someone too much? story of my life. Have you ever made someone cry? i probably have. Believe in love at first sight? as a mom, yes. but not the romantic kind. Ever dated two people at once? i have not. Who is your last missed call from? my sixteen year old sister, erin. Are you “with” the very last person you kissed? the very last person? no. he’s my son. What do you do before you go to bed? get wyatt to sleep. it’s usually a lot of flipping sides, and he occasionally will still nurse. but he nurses a lot less so we’re getting closer! Do you wake up to a good morning text? nope. Have you ever had to block anyone online? yeah. a handful of time. Do you miss anything? i do but it doesn’t matter. Are you okay with the life you live? for the most part, yes. How did you get your last bruise? i honestly don’t know. probably hit my leg on something. It’s 4 in the morning and someone is throwing rocks at your window, who? no one i would know. Where were you around 3 PM yesterday? i was at home. napping with wyatt. Where were you at 1:30am? in bed, sleeping. Last time you got a text message and smiled? i don’t remember. Do you regret kissing anyone you have kissed? not really, no. Are you in a relationship? i am. Have you ever made a boy cry? yeah. Are you afraid of thunder and lightning? not generally. Are you scared of ending up alone? not really. more afraid of if something happened to make us split up, he’s already made it known that the house, cars, and basically everything is all his. which is fine. all i need is my kids. but he said he’d take them too... he can’t even take care of wyatt now... Did you sleep alone last night? nope. with wyatt and jacob. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? noooo. Have you ever dyed your hair? it’s been a very long time, but yes. Are you currently looking forward to anything? november or october, whenever ellie makes her appearance. How often do you hold back what you want to say? alllll the time. Is the last person you kissed older than you? nope. Do you think that in the end, everything will fall into place? i hope so.

[lovemesomesurveys]

What battery percentage is your phone on right now? It’s at 56%. Do any medical afflictions run in your family? Yeah. Who did you last talk to in person and what did you say? My mom and brother last night before bed. My brother was asking for advice about his job and my mom and I were offering our thoughts and opinions. What's your favourite Mexican dish? Chicken quesadillas or burritos. Have you ever been to a professional sports game? Yes.

How far do you live from New York City? Alllll the way on the opposite side. How often do you talk to your parents? All the time, everyday. We live together. What was the weather like in your town today? It’s currently 75F, but it’s supposed to reach triple digits later on. D: Are there any phrases or words that you say a lot? “I don’t know”, “What the heck?” “Oh wow.”

How many boyfriends or girlfriends have you ever had? Two. Have you ever ordered a specially made cake from a cake shop? Yeah, many times. What was the last movie you saw and who did you watch it with? A Quiet Place 2 with my mom and brother. What's the name of your first real boyfriend or girlfriend? Joseph. Do you clean your ears daily? Not daily, but every other day or two. What accent do you have? I guess a Californian one. It’s weird to think of me having an accent, though, but apparently everyone does. What scent of air freshener do you keep in your bathroom? It varies. Currently, it’s a lavender something or other. Have you ever dated a model? No. What's the best job you've ever had? I’ve never had a job. How about the worst? -- Do you have naturally straight hair? No, it’s wavy. What is your ultimate goal in life? To get my health better managed and do something with my life. Have you ever visited someone in prison? Yes. What months were you and your siblings born in? I was born in July. I don’t know if they want me sharing their birthdays. Do you write down your passwords in a physical place to prevent losing them? Yes. What are your three favourite vegetables? Spinach, potatoes, green onions. How many times a day do you check Facebook or any other social network? A few times. When was the last time you had a blocked nose? Like a year ago. Who is your favourite comedian? I don’t have one. What colour are the socks you're wearing today? They’re white and have Mario on them. What did you have for dinner last night? Wingstop. What was the last concert you went to? Green Day back in 2009. Are you an ugly crier? Yeah. I’m also just ugly. What scent is the soap or body wash you use in the shower? Soap/clean scent? ha. I use Caress body soap. Have you ever had sex in/on a vehicle? No. Or anywhere. Who do you live with? My parents, brother, and doggo. What letter does your street name begin with? -- Do you do anything to groom your eyebrows? I tweeze them. When was the last time you ate at McDonald's? A few weeks ago. What's your favourite Popsicle flavour? I’m not a popsicle gal. Who was the last person you sent a Facebook message to and what did you say? It was to my aunt, but I don’t feel like checking what was said. Do you have any injuries at the moment? Something like that. Have you ever been to an ophthalmologist? No. Do you own any animal print clothes? Nope. Are you tall, short or average? Would you change this? I’m short. Yeah, I wish I were a little taller. When was the last time you went to a drug store/pharmacy? I haven’t gone myself in over a year, but I get prescriptions picked up by my mom every month. Do you ever binge-watch TV shows? Yeah, I do that all the time. Have you ever mustered up the courage to tell someone how you feel only to be rejected? Yes. Twice. Do you keep your files and documents organised in one place? No. :/ I have stuff stored in various places. What's your favourite sweet treat to bake? I’m not a baker, but if I do it’d be something simple and easy from a package/box I’m not whippin’ stuff up from scratch. Are you good at flirting and letting people know you're interested? Noo. What did you have for breakfast today? I haven’t had breakfast, yet. Do you prefer sweet or savoury breakfasts? Savory. Do you like chick-flicks? I do. Have you ever taken an acting class? Yes, actually. I took two for electives in community college. I have no idea what possessed me to do that, but I did. Especially the improv class. That shit is hard and definitely a talent I don’t possess. When was the last time you watched one of your favourite movies? Recently. How often do you use Youtube? Everyday. I watch a lot of YouTube. What's the coolest thing you've ever dressed up as for Halloween? Eh, nothing all that cool. Are you ignoring anyone right now? No. How do you usually style your hair? It’s always up in a messy bun. Do you have any tattoos? Tell me about them. Nope. Have you ever worked in a store while someone shoplifted there? I’ve never had a job. I’ve witnessed that happen, though. When was the last time you used a stove? Last night when I made ramen. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to eat? Seafood. Are you sitting, standing or laying (or something else) right now? I’m sitting on my bed. How many hours per week do you typically work? -- What was the last pill or tablet you took? My pain med a bit ago. How far away from your house is the closest grocery store? Just a few minutes drive away. Have you ever lived in university/college campus housing? Nope. Who was the last person you complimented? One of my cousins. Are you the type of person to take naps, even if you've slept plenty? Hahahah “even if you’ve slept plenty.” When does that happen? Do you have a crush on anyone at the moment? No. The age old question: dogs or cats? Dogs. When was the last time you saw your best friend? Last night (my best friend is my mom). Have you ever been fired from a job? Why? -- Are you tired right now? Always. Do you like spring rolls? I do. What do you live on in terms of a street, road, crescent, place, court etc? Lane. How many purses or handbags do you own? Several. Do you get along with all your aunts and uncles? Yeah. Have you ever eavesdropped and heard something you didn't want to hear? Yes, there’s several instances like that. When was the last time you used a pen, pencil or marker? Not that long ago. What's your favourite type of curry? None. Do you often go to do or say something and then just forget? Ugh, I hate that. Have you ever had casual sex? No. Or sex at all. What was the last thing you paid for with cash? Food. What's the last letter of your middle name? E. If your phone rang right now from a number you don't know, would you answer? Nope. How long is your hair? It goes down to my butt. What was your first pet's name and how did you pick that? The first one I helped name was my doggo now, Princess Leia. I was too little when we got our first doggo and when we got Brandie she was a yea old and already had that name, so we kept it. Do you drink diet or regular soda? I’ll drink both, but prefer regular. Have you ever been to Europe? No, but I’d love to go. Do you worry about your own health? All the time. Who did you last make plans with, and what plans did you make? My mom and I planned to possibly go grocery shopping today, but I don’t know. Can you smell anything right now? Not really. How old were you when you got your first cell phone? I was 15. When was the last time you bought a pair of shoes? I personally haven’t bought a pair of shoes in many years. Majority of my shoes were bought by my parents, usually as birthday and Christmas gifts. Do you like fruit and vegetable combo juices? No. Even though people say you don’t really taste it, for some reason mixing the two just doesn’t sound good to me. I think the color doesn’t help either. Have you ever been on a spring break trip? Yeah. Would you rather be warmer or colder right now? I’m fine at the moment. How tall are your highest heels? I don’t wear heels. What's your favourite flavour of frosting? Vanilla. When did you wake up today? Around 8. Do you change your appearance often? No. What colour are the street signs in your town/suburb? Green.   How many people do you work with? -- What was the last thing you ate? Ramen and a bologna sandwich. Do you have any plans for three hours in the future? I’ll be getting ready for my doctor appointment. Has anyone ever made a comment about your weight that offended or upset you? Yes.