#i’m so so so so soooooooooooooo happy and fine!!!

[overwhelmed-frog]

they should invent a version of being disabled that isn’t so lonely

[trying-to-get-somewhere-real]

The Fool, The Magician, Justice 🖤✨

The Fool: answered here

The Magician ▸ What’s something you’re skilled or knowledgeable at?

Oh man, I do not have as many “real” skills as I should because I have off-loaded so many of them to my wife and we’ve been together a long time. (like she is the one who builds things and hangs art and picked up baking in the pandemic and does the taxes) I am a good cook I think? Some random things I am knowledgeable about that are going to make me sound like a total dudebro are Major League Baseball and craft beer (although, my beer knowledge has gotten a little rusty in the pandemic). But those things are for women too and I have been reclaiming them for like 15 years soooooooooooooo yeah. A fun anecdote though about how I got into beer: 13 yrs ago in college (yes, I am old), when I knew nothing about beer and it was just starting to be a thing in the US, a researcher at the campus art museum did this craft beer class over wintersession where he introduced us to like 3 beers each class and told us the history and explained the styles, etc. and it was awesome and then I was hooked for life.  

Justice ▸ How do you treat the people around you?

I feel like I sort of answered this in response to the “what is something you’re proud of about yourself” question, but to reiterate and maybe expand: I treat people extremely well! I have really strong care-taking instincts, I like to make others feel appreciated, I’m a good listener, I’m really affirming and supportive. I am always much more concerned about others being happy and safe and secure and good than I am about myself tbh. Which I sometimes worry is an issue and something I may need to work on. And I am usually good, so it’s fine, but basing your own happiness so much on how other people are feeling isn’t always the best thing. They shouldn’t have to modulate their feelings just because I can’t deal with them being upset, and I should be able to assert my own feelings--including strongly disagreeing with people I love when it’s called for--without crumbling just because someone got mad at me. But I don’t do well with people being mad at me. :/

[moonraccoon-exe]

Friend!!!!!! You're back! I missed your updates on my dashboard... I'm glad you aced those exams, raccoonie. You're a smart raccoonie so I didn't expect any less from you 💖💖 I hope you're doing okay and resting up!! And welcome back 😊😊

*GAAAAAAAAAA-

*CHOKES ON GASPS*

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DREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAMYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! o(≧▽≦)o

IT U!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT MY BUDDY DREAMY, IT BE THE FANTASTIC, MOST PHENOMENAL, ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL AND INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL DREAMY IN MY INBOX!!!!!!! SCREEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM DREAMY I MISSED YOU SO MUCH, I LEFT FOR THE WEEK WITHOUT REPLYING TO YOU ON PMS AND I WAS LIKE AHAHDKG KJADG *THROWS A TANTRUM* DREAMYYYYYYYYYYY AND THEN I CAME BACK AND U HERE!!!!!!!!! U AROUND AND U TOOK THE TIME TO DROP BY MY INBOX AND YOU’VE MADE ME ABSOLUTELY HAPPY OMG YOU HAVE NO IDEA AKSFJDGL I’M SO HAPPY AND I’M I’M- I’M A LITTLE BALL OF FLUFF BOUNCING ALL ACROSS THE ROOM AT ROCKET SPEED FROM THE JOY BECAUSE OMG DREAMY IT U HEWWO I LUV YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (ﾉ´ з `)ノ

I BE BACK, YUSH!!!! 

Lemme just add a keep reading real quick, aye :3

Aaaw….saying that you missed my updates in your dash makes me feel all HNNHGHN GHNFGJHNFGH GNKHLFSFSKLDJGF *IMPLODES AND EXPLODES AT THE SAME TIME* 

*UNINTELLIGIBLE PTERODACTYL SCREECHING NOISES*

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THAT IS SO SPECIAL TO ME AKLSJDFALKGJ MOSTLY BECAUSE I SOMETIMES FEEL I’M SPAMMING OTHERS AND I MEAN that’s fine for those that want FFXV 24/7 but then there’s my followers like you that I think “omg they’re not THAT interested but they don’t want to make me feel bad by unfollowing aklsdjk i’m sorry” SO THE FACT THAT YOU’RE SAYING TAHT YOU MISSED MY UPDATES???????? OMG. *CLUTCHES CHEST AND DROPS TO KNEES* MY HEART. IT IS SO FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

*EXPLODES AGAIN*

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Thank you about my exams, too!! It takes some brain, but it’s mostly practical ability what’s required. Well, more like, being good at the braining part is helpful, but what’s more required is the practical side, but thankfully I did fantastic!! Thank you SO MUCH for being so kind and so sweet and for saying such beautiful things about me, Dreamy, aah… ;A; I really appreciate it so much. Even more so coming from you. You’re a very good person and you’re so kindhearted and so nice, I’m really touched that you dropped by to say such beautiful things about me. Thank you so much… :’)

I’m doing okay and trying to rest, yah! There’s something going on because I’m constantly VERY tired even though I sleep more than well enough (indeed, maybe a bit too much I admit ajlksdjfg), but Imma try and figure out what’s that keeping me so exhausted all day OTL But other than that, I’m doing GREAT, thank you so much!!!! >3

AND THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FOR SAYING WELCOME BACK ALKSJDFD GKJAKLFJDA KF GJAFKLGJ OMG THANK YOOOOUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!

Really, thank you so so much, Dreamy. I’m glad to be back and I’m glad to get to reply to you!!! 

How have you been, friend? I hope you’ve been doing good and better. You know you have my good wishes with you, always. Aye? :3

DREAMY MY SWEET MUFFIN

I wish you the best, and I hope you’re having a MOST BEAUTIFUL night and that you shall have a MOST FANTASTIC rest of the week, my dear friend!!! HUGGLES RACCOOGLES FOR YOU, MY BUDDY!!! (ﾉ´ з `)ノ♡

[2scorchedwings]

Detroit Become Human first play through

Kara & Alice + Luther 

OMG

well i started off killing Todd in the bedroom sooooooooo right off the bat not that good I felt. I stayed true to Alice, not stealing clothes or money. Squated in the house and was nice to Ralph and ran from Connor (who I got hit by a truck, whoops) Got memory erased because arrrrgh I wanted the dude to be good sigh im gullible. Saved Alice, Luther came with us and freed the experimented androids. Park went well and safe, good at Roses, Jericho was okay? Was nice with Alice but got separated there from Luther. Saved Luther and made it to the bus where I didnt steal ticket and I went with Adam. Boat SEEMED FINE until they FOUND US AND I WAS LIKE FLOOR IT, BAD CHOICE THERE. Luther Died, Alice got shot and died, Kara went into the water and I had her give up because come on she was living for Alice and even Luther I wasn’t gonna let her be alone like that. (if thats actually the choice gotta replay and find out)

Soooooooooooooo yeah, not a good ending first time round with them. 

Markus

First time round I didn’t run into any problems picking up the paints lol. I painted....Identity and....something, it was Markus’ face red and orange. I did push Leo the first time and was like I KILLED ANOTHER PERSON ALREADY WHAT? (though later he was okay) Repaired myself, I did kill the lady android for the heart piece. Found Jericho, and did peaceful protests, didnt kill anyone. Simon got shot by swat and left him there, I waaaaaaaaas gonna shot him and then didn’t. And Im SO HAPPY BC HE CAME BACK. And then....I did a peaceful march and went to sacrifice myself...and got Simon killed. UGH Then what? I was sad, but stayed pacifist. Tried to help Kara. Convinced Connor  and trusted him later on, saved Josh, and North, and was peaceful with the whole free the androids from the camp and sang my was to freedom. 

So Markus went like so-so I knew I was going to be peaceful before I even got the game but I made some mistakes along the way I feel. 

Connor

This one I knew I wanted him to go deviant from the start because I’m all for Strict Rule Follower to.....Not....Anyway, I saved Emma and got Daniel shot by swat, Hank and I went up and down a bit, some actions that I thought would be positive weren’t. But we never got lower then friends. I did good in finding Carlos’ android and got the confession. I had trouble with Amanda, most of my responses were negative on her in most of our interactions. Waiting for Hank went okay, learned about Sumo and told him i want to listen to music and the Captain yelled at me and Hank left with a lead. Chased Kara and got hit by a truck....my one and only Connor death. In the Nest I met up with Hank and we didn’t talk over lunch really, found Rupert but I chose to save Hank so he got away. Met Sumo and got Hank sobered, was distant, found picture of his son and didn’t ask about the gun.Eden Club, went okay i had a hard time with following the path, made hank spend well over a couple hundred dollars, fought with the girls but yoooo when i saw them hold hands i was like LOVERS?! And did not shot them, I was not about to kill two lesbian androids. Went okay on the bridge, Before and suicidal tendencies and ra9 was discussed. I had Connor respond with feelings towards dying. Public Enemy, I ended up interrogating the androids, didnt get to the roof so Simon stayed safe, I killed the android in the hallway. Kamski, of course i didn’t shot, I wanted him to become deviant. With the evidence, I ignored Gavin and I woke up the CCTV android and posed as Markus and then beat Gavin up. Crossroads, I couldn’t explore much, just saw the bombs and then Lucy stopped me, FINALLY became deviant and escaped with the others. Told Markus about the androids in the Cyberlife place and went to wake them up. I killed guards in the elevator, i didn’t want to but i dont know if there was another action. Double Connor came out with Hank and that ensued and Hank shot the right Connor. Woke up the androids and joined Markus. Finally was about the beat Amanda’s override and ended with a huge from Hank. 

So Connor’s story went relatively well there other then getting hit by a truck. 

It wasn’t a bad first run through other then Kara’s ending I was a little bummed out about that. Now, I’m just going to try and fill up the flowcharts 

But damn some of them are so big and long and I haven’t even unlocked a few of them 

It’ll be interesting and tough, I don’t like making the “wrong” choices and seeing the bad outcomes but...I am a trophy hunter so it must be done.

Just know

I will feel terrible about it

[luminescentglow]

Top 5 Sherlock quotes (from any character)!

This was really hard! Sherlock is full of amazing dialogue! But if I haaad to choose haha...

1. Sherlock: “The point I’m trying to make is that I am the most unpleasant, rude, ignorant and all-round obnoxious arsehole that anyone could possibly have the misfortune to meet. I am dismissive of the virtuous, unaware of the beautiful, and uncomprehending in the face of the happy. So if I didn’t understand I was being asked to be best man, it is because I never expected to be anybody’s best friend. Certainly not the best friend of the bravest and kindest and wisest human being I have ever had the good fortune of knowing. John, I am a ridiculous man redeemed only by the warmth and constancy of your friendship. But, as I’m apparently your best friend, I cannot congratulate you on your choice of companion. Actually, now I can. Mary, when I say you deserve this man, it is the highest compliment of which I am capable. John, you have endured war, and injury, and tragic loss...so sorry again about that last one...So know this: today you sit between the woman you have made your wife and the man you have saved - in short, the two people who love you most in all this world. And I know I speak for Mary as well when I say we will never let you down, and we have a lifetime ahead to prove that.” UM, I’M NOT CRYING, YOU’RE CRYING. Sociopath indeed (sarcastic voice). Methinks John needs to learn from you, Sherlock. 

2. Molly: “I don’t count. What I’m trying to say is, if there’s anything I can do - anything you need, anything at all - you can have me. No, I just mean. I mean, if there’s anything you need, it’s fine. This is one of my favourite Molly quotes because she literally discredits herself and her relationship with Sherlock only to then immediately offer him the world. And that’s beautiful. 

3. Lestrade: “Well, don’t commit suicide.” OR “Not our division!” OR “Oh my God, really!” (re: Irene’s text alert) OR “And a Happy New Year.” (re: meretricious). I basically love everything that comes out of the mouth of our silver fox. Papa Lestrade ftw. 

4. Mrs. Hudson: “Now, you just listen to me, for once in your stupid life! I know Mary’s dead and I know your heart is broken, but if Sherlock Holmes dies too, who will you have then? Because I’ll tell you something, John Watson, you will not have me!” Telling John how it is. Mrs. Hudson stole series 4 for me tbh. Everything she said and did was epic and savage and badass. *bows down*

5. Moriarty: “Sorry, boys! I’m sooooo changeable! *giggles* It is a weakness with me, but to be fair to myself, it is my only weakness.” Honestly, this Moriarty quote won out simply because of the genius way Andrew Scott delivers it. If you don’t believe me, give The Great Game another go.

And as ever, I shall channel my inner Moriarty by saying that all of these answers are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO changeable. 

ASK ME MY TOP 5 ANYTHING!

[bts-is-my-life-as-always]

Happiness comes from the weirdest places.

Genre: angst with fluff ending (cause I love him too much to make it an angst ending)

Pairing: jungkook x Y/N

Disclaimer: I am writing this on my phone hopefully this works and its angst, if you cry, don’t blame me.

Happiness something that you always yearned for because you’ve never felt it, your parents would always fight, nonstop, mentally abusing each other, and when that happened you seem to always be in the middle.

“LETS END IT HERE, LETS DIVORCE” screamed your mum

“FINEE BUT IM TAKING Y/N” your father fought.

“NO WERE ASKING HER WHO SHE WANTS TO GO WITH”

“FINE, Y/N WHO DO YOU WANT TO GO WITH YOUR MOTHER OR ME?!!?!?!?”

“Huh” you sighed “can you guys just stop now, don’t you think I’m a bit too old for this?”

They stared at you like they were confused because they were you never said anything to them, ever.

“YOUR GOING TO HAVE TO DECIDE”

You walked out.

This fighting thing went on for many years, you were outside and you could still hear them, the neighbours slowly turning their lights on and screaming at your front door, you wanted nothing more to do with this.

When you run, you feel extremely free, invincible even, so you did just that you ran and ran until you couldn’t breathe, you stopped to catch your breath but all you saw was a bright light.

2 years later

You woke up, trying everything to move your body, you couldn’t, once you fully opened your eyes, and you could finally look around, there was no one, no one there to remind you of who you were, or even tell you that everything was fine.

Minutes passed and you could finally move Just your arms, with hardly any strength, slowly you sat up, come to find out your name was Y/N, the hospital contacted your parents but all they did was pay for the hospital fee and pretend like you didn’t exist, it didn’t make you sad, because that’s what they were like.

When no one cares, you start to stop caring too, nothing mattered, why you woke up 2 years later was beyond you.

“You should’ve died.”

Your so called parents say, they were now finally officially broken off, and now it was all your fault, they fell out of love because of you, that’s what they were like, if they could rub the blame and guilt on anyone even their own child, then they felt a whole shittone better.

“This is all we’re giving to you, we should’ve just put you down”

Another few months passed, where it was a blur and pain, you were now able to walk, not properly but enough to leave hospital, you had no where to go.

You walked and walked, your legs were hurting because it hasn’t even been a month since you learnt how to walk again, but you didn’t want to stay I the hospital any longer, you didn’t want to see your Parents face let alone the nurses that looked at you with sympathy, or the doctors that were just full of cold dead stares.

So you were here walking on the streets of Seoul, it was cold you had no idea what day let alone what time it was, you just wanted to get away.

You fell on the floor with a thud, hitting something or someone.

“IM SOOOOOO SORRY” you looked up to a tall male figure covered from head to toe with warmth,

“No I’m sorry I wasn’t looking, hey ummm could you help me up a little, I can’t stand.

“Yeah sure” he smiled, he didn’t question why you needed help, he just helped you up out of kindness

“I’m really sorry about that my names jungkook what’s yours?”

“My names Y/N”

“Soooo what’s a beautiful lady like yourself doing out so late?”

“Sorry do you know what the time is? Or even where I am?”

Over the 2 years and a half that you were asleep for a lot had changed, you looked around the place and had no idea where you were, you would’ve thought it was LA if jungkook hadn’t showed up, you were weirdly happy that you bumped into him.

“Oh it’s 3:15 am and your in Seoul, do you need help getting home?”

“Oh thanks..... I don’t have a home to go to”

You whispered the last part but it was late so no one was around which meant that he could hear your whisper.

“This is strange but... do you want to come with me, to somewhere more warm?”

For some reason you felt really safe around him, and what could be worse going with this young man to a warm place or dying out here cold.

“Ummm sure”

You guys walked for a really long time, too long, he took you to a cafe a small one, in a corner somewhere, all you cared about at this point was the warmth of this place, almost like the owner knew that you were extremely cold.

“Sooooo I’m sort of a very curious person and you still haven’t answered my question”

“Ummmm what was your question?”

“What is a beautiful young lady like yourself doing out this late?”

“Oh, I jut left a hospital I was staying at and I had no idea where I was going and I got lost, and then I met you and now we’re here”

“Oh are you a doctor or a nurse? Transferring from out of Seoul?”

“No no no I was a patient in that hospital, I got into a car accident 2 and a half years ago, and Seoul has really changed at lot in that 2 years, too much for someone like me.”

“.... I won’t question you anymore if it makes you feel uncomfortable, I’m sorry I didn’t mean to intrude on your personal detail”

“It’s fine, I feel a lot better, spilling it all, and shouldn’t we get going? The cafe must be closing soon”

“Actually the cafe is closed”

You lifted one brow, confused

“This cafe is mine, and it’s also christmas so it’s not open for a few days”

“Oh I’m sorry it’s your day off and I’m taking it away from you”

“No no no it’s not that, I like helping people out this is why I opened this shop, to help people feel warm and nice in cold times, and donate the money that I can to charity for people who aren’t as fortunate as I am”

You smiled at him, something you had forgotten how to do, since your birth.

“Thank you, really, your so kind and you do things hat most people would just ignore, your really amazing”

You say there talking to him for a few more hours.

Few more months passed and jungkook let you stay with him and his friends, the 7 of them were in a group, only jungkook owned a cafe on the side, you worked in the cafe and lived with the 7 dorks.

This made you extremely happy, that was until your parents started looking for you again, hey found you working in the cafe, and made you sit with them and talk.

‘Talk’ or them saying whatever they wanted and leaving.

“What do you want? I’m leaving you guys alone aren’t I?”

“We’ve decided to get married again”

“Really????!!! After all that really?? What’s wrong with you guys? Your old enough to know that this won’t work”

“Y/N HOW DARE YOU TALK BACK TO YOUR PARENTS LIKE THAT?!??!”

“I DONT CARE YOU GUYS CAN DO WHATEVER, I WAS FINE WITHOUT YOU GUYS, YOU BOTH LEFT ME TO DIE, ALL YOU DID WAS PAY FOR THE HOSPITAL AND BASICALLY TOLD ME TO GO DIE, SO HOW DARE YOU COME BACK TO ME AND TELL ME YOUR STARTING THIS STUPIDITY AGAIN”

“We understa..”

You cut them off.

“No... you will never understand what it feels like to wake up without anyone by your side and have doctors tell you, that you’ve been asleep for 2 years and then having to learn how to write read or even lift your arms up and down again, so I don’t care if you want to die together or get married again, I really don’t care, please get out of my shop I need to work”

“WE HAVENT FINISHED TALKING”

Jut then the door opened, it was jungkook, you didn’t want to show your boss/ boyfriend what your parents were really like.

“Oh jungkook your here?”

“Yeah, Oh we have customers I can go wait over there for you”

He smiled melting you.

“We’re not customers, were her parents” they made that smile, that fake smile that you hated.

“There not my parents jungkook, and could you two leave now?”

“FINE YOUR GONNA HAVE TO PAY FOR THE HOSPITAL FEE IT WAS A LOT THATS THE LEAST YOU CAN DO FOR OUR WEDDING”

“So that’s what your here for? Not to see if your daughter is fine? Not to see if your daughter is still alive? Not to apologise?”

You went to the back took your wallet out and threw money at them, all that you had at them and told them to pick it up and get out, they did just that.

You were confused, you didn’t know weather they were your parents or some people that gave you a loan.

You say there and cried, and jungkook closed the shop and sat next to your curled up figure.

“That was your Parents isn’t it? Y/N talk to me, I’m here for you, you know that”

You looked up at his worried and somewhat hurt eyes.

“I’m sorry you shouldn’t have seen that, that was more uglier than...”

He just hugged you.

“That’s you and if that’s you then I love every inch of it, the scares that we’re left by your parents I want to heal and hide and care for, don’t think of anything right now but me, okay?”

“Okay”

Jungkook was everything to you and him saying he loved every inch of your life meant the world to you.

Soooooooooooooo...... I tried?

Okay it might have been kinda bad, tell me how it was guys, AND DONT FORGET TO REQUEST.

Because my imagination is limited, so help a girl out.

Anyways

Bye

[hq-hq-headcanons-blog]

Thanks for your message! How about a scenario where Asahi surprises his fem s/o with a sweet birthday surprise? Can be a present or a treat or whatever. Thanks so much, I'm so honored! 😊💖

Haaaaaaaapy birthday!~ I hope you had a great day today, and I hope you enjoy this scenario! ____________________________________________

Your birthday was finally here, and all you could do is sigh and stare at your phone. Yet another hour has passed, and you’re sitting here still without a single “Happy Birthday!” message. Somehow, even with all the advancements in technology, it seemed as though everyone you knew completely forgot it was your birthday.

Not that you could really blame them. You have been gone for over 4 years now at college, and you’ve hardly been able to talk to them since the beginning of this semester.

But could they really blame you? Not only were the courses harder this semester, but you also worked as an intern to the company of your dreams. And it’s thanks to that internship that you were able to meet your new boyfriend.

You still couldn’t believe it. Sometimes you still pinched your cheeks to see if you were dreaming. While your roommate made fun of you for it, you couldn’t help it. Asahi was just so… perfect in your eyes.

It was all thanks to your superior, Sugawara, that the two of you met. After a particularly rough work day, he seemingly took pity on you and invited you to have a drink with him and some of his old friends.

Normally, you would be inclined to decline, since you weren’t really comfortable with drinking in front of strangers unless you had to, but with how shitty your entire week had been, you jumped at the chance to get some drinks.

You had been a bit nervous at first. It was clear that the friends had a close history together despite them all having different ways of life now. Maybe it was because of that you had drank as much as you did…

______________________________

“S-Sugawara-senpai!” You hiccuped, “What wa-s your cute friend’s name again?”

“Cute? You mean Nishinoya?”

“N-noooooooooo~! The cute one! The one with buuun!”

“Oh? Asahi?”

“Asahiiiiiiii~!” you repeated loud enough to turn some heads at the bar. While you in your drunkenness ignored them, the man in question certainly couldn’t.

Quickly turning to face him, you wrapped your arms around one of his and leaned your head against his shoulder.

“Asahi-san~! You’re so amazing!”

He let out a nervous chuckle in response. His far shorter friend next to him seemed to grin maliciously before leaning over to talk to you face to face.

“Oh! You think Asahi is amazing!? Why’s that?”

“N-Nishinoya!” Asahi stammered, trying to push Nishinoya back into his seat.

“Beeeecause! He’s like, super handsome and tall, and he gets scared easily, and he’s soooooooooooooo swe-ET!” You hiccuped loud, causing Asahi to jump in his seat and you in turn to have giggle fit.

“See! He’d be the peeeeeerfect boyfriend!”______________________________

Looking back on that night, you couldn’t believe that he wanted to see you again. You had been just so… clingy and loud, but everything you said was the truth and turned out to be completely right. He really was the perfect boyfriend, and you really really wish you could spend your birthday with him.

But you forgot to tell him… The two of you have only been dating for almost 3 months now, and you completely forgot to tell him about your birthday.

You couldn’t help but think that it’d would be kind of rude to tell him now, since he’d undoubtedly panic about what he should get you, and apologize for not knowing your birthday as if that was his fault. He was really too sweet.

A knock from the door kicks you from your daydreams as you get up to answer it. You opened it with a pout, thinking that your roommate must have forgotten her keys again, before you realized it was Asahi.

He stood there with flowers and small boxes in hand, holding them up against his chest. When he looked at your face and saw you pouting, he immediately began to fidget nervously

“A-aah! I’m sorry I’m late! Please don’t pout! I had to go to work today and-”

“O-oh! No, Asahi it’s fine! I-I thought you were my roommate! But why are you…?” You looked down at the presents in his arms, feeling yourself blush a little, “H-how did you know?”

“Sugawara told me. Speaking of which, one of these presents is his. He says ‘Happy birthday’. May I come in?”

Blushing even more, you moved to the side to let Asahi in and sat next to him on the couch. Thinking about it now, you must have looked a bit like a mess since you weren’t expecting anyone today. Asahi must have noticed your worry, because he let out a small chuckle before giving you a small kiss on the head.

“Don’t worry, your bed head is cute. Now let’s see. This is your present from Sugawara,” He said, giving you the smaller box. “This is your birthday present from me,” He said, handing over the slightly bigger box.

“And this,” He said, holding up the beautiful bouquet of flowers, “Is our 3 month anniversary gift. I know it’s cheesy, but since it happened to fall on your birthday…”

Your breath caught in your chest, and you honestly felt silly for being surprised. Of course Asahi would notice something like a 3 month anniversary, and of course he wanted to give you a present for that.

All of this. It was all just…

“Hey, Asahi?”

“Y-Yeah?”

You smiled mischievously before wrapping your arms around his neck.

 “You’re soooooooooooooooo sweet~!”

[ourletterstogod]

Yo God! I hope all is fine. Yeah, all is. BTW, I wanna extremely thank you for today's day. OMG, such a beautiful day it was! Who the hell in the world gets a day like so? Oh, nobody except me. Actually, good days for me are once in a quintillion. And you know what? I'm used to it. BTW, yeah yeah, all the credits go to you for making my day so so so so soooooooooooooo wonderful today. It was pretty heavenly. Going to school, having like, too much fun, getting all his attention, beautiful words and encouragement, all have been possible for you. Only because of you. You are actually great, so you keep making great things happen in my life everyday. Because, one day if I feel good and confident, maybe the whole world loses confidence? And that is why, that day is a hypothetical day. THANKS A LOT for today. I am really happy. Really happy. Thanks God. Thanks a lot. Thanks a lot for making me feel that he doesn't care at all. Thanks to you. You do exist indeed. Yeah you do ask everyone to pray through all those inspiring quotes on the internet. You pretend to listen to all of us. Thanks to the internet makers who are in turn made by you. Thanks. From now on, I will always think that he doesn't care and you are responsible for it. Thanks for that. That's what you wanted. I said na, my happiness in once in a quintillion. How can I be happy? Not at all! Then you'll become sad na? Really! Thanks BTW, keep it happening. Keep making me feel low at confidence, making me seem disgusting near all and keep fading my faith away. After all, you can do anything, God, aren't you? 

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(1) Hello Coonie! *hugs you real tight* Thank you so much for being so understanding and not expecting asks when I‘m not feeling like it. You are the most amazing being. How is/was your weekend? Mine was a bit exhausting because my mom made go shopping for a wedding. It was necessary because I had nothing to wear on that wedding but I don’t like shopping. All that changing in tiny hot changing rooms. Not a fan.

PERIDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*TACKLE-HUGS YOU AND STAYS HUGGED TO YOUR HEAD*

PERIDOT MY SWEET MUFFIN, CUTIE PIE DARLING YOU PRECIOUS WONDERFUL SUPERB LITTLE STAR!!!!!!!! HEWWOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( ˙꒳​˙ )❤

ZOMG PERIDOT IT U!!!! I’M SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY TO BE REPLYING TO YOU FINALLY AND TO HEAR FROM YOU AFTER SO LONG, I mean so long after the previous one from the previous one (wat) AKSJDSLAKGDJAKLGJALKG YOU GET MY POINT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, SWEETIE CUPCAKE, IT FEELS LIKE SUCH A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST HEARD ABOUT YOU!!!!!! I’M A MESS OF HYPE AND JOY READING YOU AGAIN AND GETTING TO REPLY TO YOU!!!!!! 

*sQUEEZES YOU* MY PRECIOUS PERIDOT!!! ( ´ ▽ ` )

It okay, Peridot! You and my other friends here have never expected me to put up any content, reblogs, or asks or anything when I’m not feeling like it or when I’m exhausted, so why should I do otherwise? Nono. Real life goes first, even if it’s something “simple” like needing a rest. It’s not a favor you have to say thanks for, it’s what should be done. We’re not entitled (?) to be there for others 24/7, that’s not what friendship is about. So you take all the time you need between asks, dear Peridot. I’ll be here :3

My weekend was okay, I think! Saturday was a bit tired because we were out most of the day, and I feared it’d be horrible because we had to go see some relatives that we don’t get along with very well. And it’s not that they’re bad people, no, they care and we care, and they have good intentions, they just sometimes make some comments and have some behaviors that aren’t really that good. Uncle and one of my cousins, mostly, tend to make and have always made mean comments because they think themselves superior in a lot of senses (classism is abundant in them aaaahhhhh), and a lot of my other relatives have sworn to never again go to their house for their comments XD 

But my aunt and little cousin are okay. My other cousin is more or less okay, too. Another problem was that there’d be my extremist-fanatic catholic aunt there so that’s not very enjoyable, but it was fine in the end. My cousins have a Switch, so I got to play the Smash Ultimate and we have a blast!! It started because my little cousin was playing alone (and we had gone to celebrate HIS birthday lmao) so I joined him, later on my two other cousins, and their friends, so I was mostly with strangers, but they weren’t mean and we had a good time. I was just uncomfortable when they brought up an anti-feminist conversation and some other bad comments, and I was there with my controller nervously sweating because I think I was expected to at least react positively lmao

But it was okay! Smash is one of my ultimate (hah!) favorites and I’m constantly sad that I can’t play the Wii U or the Switch ones, so it was a very good and refreshing evening of gaming :3 

Thank you for asking, dear Peridot

Aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh, I’m sorry you had to go shopping!! Sometimes, when it’s for particular liking, it can be fun, but going because you HAVE to, nhgnnfghf. No wonder it was a bit exhausting. Changing and trying and changing and trying more things on, for something that you’ll rarely wear more than once, it can be sort of a mess, indeed!! 

But it’s over and that’s what matters! Plus, I bet you picked something that you’re happy with, and that you look absolutely R A D I A N T IN IT YOU BEAUTIFUL FIRE WITCH, 10/10, DAMN ON POINT, FLAMING GORGEOUS!!! (╯✧▽✧)╯

GASPS

PERIDOT

IT WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY AND YOUR BROTHER’S AKSDJKLFGDJDAKLFJASLKFDJGAG KLAJG DALKGJ ALKGADJLKGAJG LKAJGALKGJ OMG PERIDOT IT WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY SWEETIE BBY IT WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY AKSLJDKGJDA IT WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY IT WAS YOUT  BIRTH DAY YAD KLGJH KLAJDLFDJF HGLKDFSGJ LFH LTJLFKEJGTR KSJDKS SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

*BURSTS INTO FLAMES AND EXPLODES INTO A THOUSAND SNOWFLAKES ALL AT ONCE*

*AGGRESSIVELY THROWS ALL THE CONFETTI AND SPARKLES AT YOU*

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPY BIIIIIIIIIIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAAY TOOOO YOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUU

HAPPEH BIRRRRRRRRRRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY TOOOOOOO YOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUU ヽ(>∀

*AGGRESSIVELY THROWS A MILLION CAKES AT YOU*

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPEEEEEEEEEEH BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAAY DEAR PEEEEEEEERIDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT o(≧▽≦)o 

*AGGRESSIVELY DROPS A BILLION GIFTS ON YOU*

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAAY TO YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡.:*☆

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PERIDOT

I HAD NO IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YOU SWEETIE COOKIE MADE OF SWEETNESS AND EVERYTHING THAT’S RADIANT AND PURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ

*SQUEEZES SO TIGHTLY I SQUEAK*

Dear Peridot!!!!!!!!!! Happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh, you gave another lap around the sun, and blessed our existence with one more year of your presence here. One more year of all that kindness, warmth, beautiful creativity, immense sweetness, selflessness and goodwill. What a blessing!! ( ´ ▽ ` )

I’m sorry that you guys were busy on the exact day, but the good part is that you got to celebrate, even if a few days later!!! And with your whole family, aaaahh, YOU MUST HAVE HAD A LOT OF FUN!! ヽ(>∀

GASPS

WHAT A TRADITION YOUR BROTHER AND YOU HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I AM SO JEALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! o(≧▽≦)o

Seriously, Peridot, that’s one hella AMAZING tradition you two have, perhaps the goddamn BEST. Avatar is THE MOST EPIC, BESTEST SHOW EVER, I COULD WATCH IT ENDLESS TIMES AND NEVER BE TIRED OF IT. I suck at watching TV even though I love it, I’m lucky if I watch two, three chapters of something the same day, but Avatar? The only show so far that can hook me there for an entire day since morning to night binge watching as much as I can!! AND YOU TWO HAVE THE TRADITION TO START RE-WATCHING YOUR BIRTHDAY?!!?!??! SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’ve got no one in real life to properly nerd out about Avatar, and not only you do, but it’s also your twin!!!!!!! WHAT A BLESSING YOU HAVE, DEAR PERIDOT OMG I WISH I HAD A TWIN BRO TOO AS AWESOME AS YOURS AND WITH A SIBLINGHOOD AS BEAUTIFUL AND NICE AND PURE LIKE YOURS AKLSJDKLDGJAKLGJA OMG PERIDOT PLEASE TREASURE HIM FOREVER

Have LOTS of fun with this new go at Avatar!!! Enjoy all the epic battles, the most exquisite worldbuilding and lore, all the incredible characters, the BEST IMPOSSIBLE-TO-TOP CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT OF ONE FIRE PRINCE, all the dialogues as badass as “I love him more than I fear YOU!” (CHILLSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and “I was never angry at you, I was sad because I thought you’d lost your way” (SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECH) and all the incredible beautiful animation and the cabagges and HOYFUCKNGSHIT HOW IS AVATAR REAL, THIS IS OTHERWORLDY BEST GODDAMN SHOW EVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER

*eXPLODES INTO A MLLION SNOWFLAKES, MOONRACCOON.EXE HAS CRASHED CANNOT REBOOT PLEASE FEED IT SOME AVATAR IT’S MORE NECESSARY THAN OXYGEN*

GASPS

And next year it’s Lord of the Rings marathon!?!?!? PERIDOT YOU AND YOUR BROTHER ARE LIVING LIFE AND BIRTHDAYS DAMN RIGHT :D

I haven’t watched them, BLASPHEMY I KNOW but it’s because I’m waiting to grab the books too. I may as well give in to just watch them anyway before the books lmao hahaha. So I can’t freak out properly about it with you, BUT I FREAK OUT ABOUT IT ANYWAY BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH I HAVEN’T GOTTEN INTO LOTR, IT’S ALREADY ONE OF MY FAVORITES

I mean it’s basically the bible of fantasty!! AND YOU KNOW FANTASY IS MY JAM!!! All this about magical creatures, other humanoid races, medieval-like settings, DRAGONS, swords, ADVENTURE!!!!!!!!!!! MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I honestly admire mister Tolkien SO MUCH despite not having yet gotten properly into the story, because I know the size of the importance of his work. It’s, again, like the bible of fantasy writing!!! BOY, WHAT A BEAUTIFUL THING AKSJDKADHJAKLGJADGKAJ

And I knw how much you love fantasy too, and you had already told me that LOTR is your fave. So of course you’ll have a blast of a time with your brother next year!! Meanwhile, AVATAR IT IS!!! Zomg Peridot HAVE LOTSA FUN!! >w

GASPS

YOU GOT THE NICHOLAS FLAMEL BOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ASKLDJKADLGJ AKLFSJALKGJALKGAJDG KDLGJAKLGJDAGLKAJGKGJDA GKLJ SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

OHMY GOD ASJDGKLJGK OH MY GOD YES I HOPE YOU LIKE IT, ARE YOU LIKING IT? AKLLSJDFKLGJDAKGLJA AIN’T THE COVER PRECIOUS? I CHECKED ONLINE AND THE GERMAN COVER IS BASICALLY THE SAME JUST MORE COLORFUL WHAT DO YOU THINK OF NICK? AND JOSH AND SOPHIE? WHO HAVE YOU MET SO FAR? FUCK, GODDAMN, OMG NERD MODE ACTIVATE

*SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK*

PERIDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU GOT THE FIRST OF THE FLAMEL BOOKS!!! HOLYMOOGLESABOVE I’M FREAKING OUT IT’S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I READ IT BUT I REMEMBER LOVING IT IT’S SO FULL OF MYTHOLOGY OF EVERYWHERE ALKJSDKLAJGD YOU’RE GOING TO FREAK OUT WITH EVERY NEW CHARACTER ALONG THE SERIES AKSJDSDKJLFJAJGD

Aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I’m going to stop my nerding here because I’ll just start spoiling you and we don’t want that!!! Where are you in the story so far? Have you started? BOY AM I EXCITED*VIBRATES*

Aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, Peridot, thank you so so so much for taking up on one of my recommendations!! I hope that you like it. It’s modern setting and not the medieval-fantasy we’re so into, but it’s still GORGEOUS and full of magic. I hope you like it and, if that’s the case, can’t wait to nerd out with you about characters and stuff that happens!! KAJSFKGJAKDLGJDKLGJSLDKGJ OMG PERIDOT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAKING MY RECOMMENDATION I FEEL SO FLATTERED!!!!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, sweet precious wonderful Peridot, you’ve no idea how refreshing it’s been to talk with you again. It feels so good!! I’ve missed you dearly, my friend. I’m happy to get to be answering to you again.

Oh, Peridot, by the way, I’m...afraid to say this, but among the asks I lost, I lost some of yours :( I have two in my drafts because I was already answering them, they must be the oldest. But I lost the one where you talked with me about one time when you were away for a couple weeks, partly because of your job tutoring kids in maths and german, and one where you started calling me by “tiny sparkly gem” (LKASJDKLSAJGDAKLGJA KLFAJKLFGDAJGKLAJGADLK GJAD LKGAJ I MELT) and spoke about how you believe in the magic of words, and I think the rest was about how the medieval market was back in december....I kept the one where you talked to me about getting to visit your cousin and we freaked out about our dogs, too, but it’s also a very old ask by now...

I’m very embarrassed, blushing out of embarrassment indeed, but this isn’t about me and apologizing, it’s you and the asks I lost...first to say I’m very sorry. I tend to screenshot the multiple parts and keep them as images, to erase the multiparts from my inbox and keep only part 1, so losing my computer was losing all the multiparts and keeping just part 1 of your asks...I don’t have a way to recover it....but still, I wanted to ask if you want me to reply anyway? To the ones I lost. It’s sorta strange but you could write to me again. It doesn’t make much sense because they were personal asks rather than prompts hahaha, so it’d be like talking to me as if it was november or something, but I could do it if you want. If it’s okay to not answer to them, that’s okay too, though it does embarrass me so deeply...

And should I still reply to that old one about our dogs and your cousin and everything? It’s...so old and I feel very embarrassed for that too (gods I’m a mess hahahahah!) but if you want me to, I can finish the answer no problem. Just tell me what you prefer. Asks are gifts to me, I’m responsible for them and I’m alright with either way, it’s YOU who put the trust to share things with me, so it’s you who has to choose what you’re happier with. Please, do let me know, and agian, I’m so very sorry for losing the asks...more ethan sad, now I’m just plain embarrassed akjsdlkafjglkdj ksdja dkgljlsfjalgj

Aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, but enough of my rant, dear Peridot!!!!

Anyways, buddy

Thank you SO MUCH for taking the time to write to me. Thank you so, so, so much for letting me know what’s been going on, and how you’ve been, It felt so refreshing and so good, you’ve no idea how happy it makes me to hear from you, buddy. Thank you for updating me and for asking how I’ve been. Thank you for taking the time to write to me, and for being as kind as always. :3 

Dear Peridot, I hope you had a FANTASTIC birthday celebration, and that you’ve been alright, buddy!!!! Thank you again for writing to me and for reading me!

Sending lots of raccoonie hugs your way! I HOPE YOU’RE HAVING A FANTASTIC DAY!! (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ

[moonraccoon-exe]

Hi there :) ok, so first of all, your pseudo is amazing. Anyway, you were wondering if I was paying intention to the tags... of course omg!!! You put so much energy and love in your comment how could I not have seen it? seriously?? and true fact, I loose time every morning to check the reblogs just in case people put some stuff in the tags and idk, i cannot ignore it. So don't worry your endless tags full of feels will not end into the void ;) thanks you soooo much and have a great day!!

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PEOPLE GO CHECK THEIR ART OUT IT’S FANTASTIC AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH ASDKLJDAG KDJ GLAKDJGAD

OMG. OMG. ASKJDAFDKHLJ ADKLFAJ DGKLADJGADK ADKLGJADLGKAD

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH, AESTRAMA SAMA I DON’T KNOW HOW TO REPLY TO YOU HGNNHFHNFG HKFGNH OMG I DIDN’T REALLY THINK YOU’D ACTUALLY DROP BY HNHG AAAAAHHHHH

Let me- let me add a keep reading here, aye? Ah. Omh. Aha,dg

Look, I REALLY want to freak out here because ZOMG IT U, but the truth is I can’t look at your inbox and freak out because I HAVE FAILED YOU OTL

It took me forever, but I did add the tags to yoru artwork where I asked you if you wanted me to…it’s here, if you want to check it out, but…know that I failed you… ;A;

Tumblr only allows 30 tags and there was NO WAY on this planet that I would put my thoughts and impressions of your artwork in only 30 tags, considering as well the space I use for search purposes which left me with like 20 and as hard as I tried to fill them as much as they allow me to, I just…didn’t get even ¼ to what I wanted to express… OTL

So I’m sorry that I kept you waiting for so AGONIZINGLY LONG and it’s not a big deal. You probably expected more but what did you expect me to say? Your art is beyond my vocabulary and mortal comprehension, I couldn’t do it as hard as I tried…forgive this mortal that adores your art but has no idea of how to express how much, almighty Aestrama… OTL

SO WHAT ABOUT I KEEP RANTING HERE BECAUSE I DON’T FEEL FULFILLED YET

IT’S JUST

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I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY WHOLEHEARTEDLY LOVE THAT ARTWORK OF YOURS KAJSDKALJG OMG I HAD ALREADY SEEN TWO OR SO ARTWORKS FROM YOU BUT THAT ONE SORTA SLAYED ME ;A;

The Regis-Noct relationship is my fave and it’s always so heartbreaking and touching, and you made it so…beautiful in a way I can’t describe. Your artwork itself radiates all this joy, all this sentiment, kasjdladkgjadkgjda, the artwork contains some load of emotion, and it transmits another load, and honestly, that’s what I think art is.

Not to talk about your art. Which is what I think I talked the less about when it should have been in first place because WOWEE, LOOK AT YOUR ART!!!!!!!!!!

And that one artwork is so good and so nice, because while it’s a fun and cute style, it’s not an artwork to laugh with, it really is touching and heartwarming. It may be the look on Regis’ face, happy and content, when in canon we’re not used to see him smile. I LOVE the colors and how you mad eof blue and black hues so happy and lighthearted. Lighthearted, that’s a word I’d give to it. That, and wholesome.

All in all, I think that your WONDERFUL art skills and the emotion within, plus the emotion it transmits really do a fantastic and phenomenal job at giving that one artwork its impact and impression. It’s really something I can’t put into words and that I will forever love akjsdlkajg aaah… ;__________;

AND THAT’S THAT. I’M SORRY I BURST INTO A RANT, IT’S JUST- I LOVE THAT WORK SO MUCH OTL

A-aah….and…omg…thank you for thinking that my pseudo is amazing, ahah, aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!!!!!!!! (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄) Thank you!!!

Also, I get what you mean with checking reblogs in case people put something in the tags. I do that, too, but sometimes I just stop checking because no one ever says a thing and I feel I’m just wasting my time. Which really made me think that the chances YOU checked the tags were so scarce, because a little writer with 20 or 30 tags gets tired sometimes from lack of tag content, and YOU, such a wonderful and skilled artist with 200 or more notes…??? So you probably check more reblogs with no tags, so it was probable you just didn’t check them anymore, which is fine and understandable!!

So it really surprised me that you sent this and let me know that you check them. That speaks so nicely about you…Thank you for taking the time to check the tags, despite knowing that maybe 1 in 15 people will say anything. Thank you, really, for checking them. It makes me so, so, so happy to know that my comments didn’t go to the void, at least now with you…thank you… :’)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND THANK YOU SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FOR THINKING THAT I PUT SO MUCH ENERGY AND LOVE IN MY COMMENTS KLAJSD ALKGJ ADLKG JADLKGJ ADLKGAJD GLKA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Silly as it may sound, sometimes I do put so much energy into things, and I reblog so many things, that it does tire me out? Which is why, when I first reblogged that artwork of yours, I said that about being exhausted. Sorry if it sounds absurd… OTL

So that you notice that I put energy and love into my comments really makes me so, so, soooooooooooooo happy!!!!! OMg, thank you SO MUCH and immensely for acknowledging that!!!!!!!!! My tags most of the time (or so it feels) go to the void, so that you not only read them, but also acknowledge all the hype I put into them, it really means a lot to me!! ZOMG I DON’T KNOW HOW TO THANK YOU ASLDKFJG LKAJDG AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH ;w;

Thank you so, so, soooooooooo very and so dearly much for everything, dear artist. Thank you for taking the time to read the tags. Thank you even more for having taken up on my request and having dropped by to let me know that you were reading them. It really means a lot that despite how busy you may be and how much of a small blog I am, you still took the effort to write to me as a reply. Thank you for that, so, so immensely.

Thank you for your time and your attention, and thank you for being so immensely, incredibly kind and sweet with me. Besides a super skilled artist, you behaved with me like an incredible person. Thank you so much for being so nice and so friendly, you, wonderful creature… :’)

Thank you as well for sharing your PHENOMENAL art with us!!!! It’s made me so happy and I’m still marveled by it. Thank you!!!

All in all, thank you for everything, dear artist!!!!

I hope you’re having a MOST PHENOMENAL day or night!! Thank you!!! (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ