#i’m so in awe of this shot
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this is an appreciation post for Nace’s tattoos and Nace’s arms in general
#if you know me you know that i love arm#but that’s not the point#i’m so in awe of this shot#look at the sleeve! how we get to see it embrace the front of his shoulder#and the fresh tourbus tattoo#and the chest hair peaking out of the neckline and the sleeves#he's baring himself. not completely but he's showing himself#intentionally and not by accident as it has happened via other's ig stories and during the gigs#maybe i'm reading too much into this but i don't care#i just... love this shot SO DAMN MUCH#joker out#nace jordan
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re the first three tlovm s3 episode title teaser fr. vex getting [redacted] while standing in front of percy . i will undoubtedly have Thoughts about plot n adaption once the whole season is out but i will say people acting like vex potentially dying again is a betrayal of the arc is . i say this politely. ridiculous. vex’s most common habit aside from haggling and flirting in campaign 1 was being knocked unconscious. she required full ass resurrection spells on four separate occasions. we currently have no idea what the shape of any arc in season 3 will look like beyond broad strokes and teasing shots. if they end up wanting to incorporate the exandrian magic lore of it’s harder to come back each time you die, vex seems like the obvious opportunity to do so. please at the very least save the panic posting for when you actually have something to panic about .
#maybe this is just my ‘that’s my favourite character. i’d love to see them Die’ syndrome#but i see vex get shot i start jumping up and down and clapping. yes . yes#potentially exploring vex’s feelings on dying explicitly in the show whereas laura did it fairly subtly/internally with vex’s choices#in the campaign? i’d love to see it. potentially both vex and percy dying and getting sent to hell by ripley’s cursed gun and getting the#Where Do The People I Kill Go convo earlier?#i Would miss the true loves nat 20 don’t get me wrong. but i also think that moment hits so hard Because of the At A Table-ness of it#part of the moment isn’t just vex pleading with percy. it’s laura appealing to tal’s sense of story. it’s laura managing to break notable#Rare Crier Sam Riegel. it’s the fact that it’s a dice roll and travis encouraging matt to look and matt’s awed ‘i believe it’#and i think dialogue wise there’s some stuff with the speech itself that might not be super well suited as writing choices#versus when it was improv.#idk man i just. i’m big on letting mediums play into what mediums play into. telling the same story in different mediums is nonsensical 2 me#how you meet a story is Part of the story#tlovm spoilers#kind of#critical role
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They are my favorites
#how draw. how do I draw#team fortress 2#tf2 scout#tf2 sniper#tf2 medic#sniperscout#tbh scout’s arm is a bit long and I’ve fixed that but that’s a pretty good picture I shot so i don’t feel like retaking#I’m glad to say that after maybe like. 6 months I’ve dramatically improved my ability to draw faces#not that they were awful before but like yknow. anime same face syndrome#went from that and twinks to old knurled men. yippeee!! my true calling
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#well. I did it. talked to The Boy. it went fine he took it just fine and we intend to stay friends and keep in touch#I just feel so awful about it you know? like I know I’m not but what if I made a mistake??? I can’t help wondering if that was my only shot#you know?? but I refuse to date him just because I want a boyfriend. that’s cruel. I just wanna get married and have kids and have a house#and a life of my own you know? like as much as I am a reclusive introvert I don’t want to do life on my own.#currently having to fight this voice in my head that’s wondering how likely I am to find anyone again who’s willing to put up with me#anyway. well. that’s an eventful chapter of my life closed
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In a turn of shocking events absolutely stunning no one more than myself, I might actually enjoy cooking and not only that, be good at it
#it’s like a switch just flipped or something it’s crazy#cooking genuinely used to be in my top 10 most hated activities#but these past couple days I’ve been loving it?#I wonder if the secret is that I’m ACTUALLY cooking#as in like making things from scratch and not relying on premade frozen and stovetop meals#like on Saturday I made a ran of ribs#(made bbq sauce from scratch and everything!)#and then shredded the meat for tacos#they were delicious! and I loved the process of it!#they were so yummy I brought the leftovers to work for lunch the next day!!!!#I’ve *never* done that before#last night I made pasta#and while the pasta was premade (I don’t think I’ll ever reach a point where I’m making pasta from scratch regularly lol)#(I would like to give a shot eventually though)#I made the sauce myself and actually grated fresh Parmesan cheese instead of using the powdered shit#and it was so yummy!!!!#today a friend is coming over and I’m gonna make her fried rice with some of the leftover rib meat#I woke up this morning and first thing made French toast and bacon#not frozen French toast like I actually turned the stove on#tomorrow night I am planning on making Turkey meatloaf with glazed carrots and some peas#what is HAPPENING#this used to be HELL for me and now I’m enjoying it#and food tastes???? good????#this is insane who was gonna tell me food could taste good??????#I used to hate food and only ate when I needed to#is this what cooking from scratch does???? it makes it taste good?????#mannnnnnn#but anyways yes I’m loving it I’m loving the process and it’s tasting good#I haven’t had a horrible accident where something tastes awful yet#(I expect it will happen eventually haha but so far!!!)
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my brother: probably is going through the worst thing he’s ever been through in his entire life
me: how can i make this about myself and my sadness
#i just#i have spent so much like sooooo much of my life waiting for my parents to get divorced#it never EVER occurred to me that one of my brothers would first or at all#i thought they both found the love of their lives and they broke the mold#the pattern and were truly healed from our family only to find out#(on accident i wasn’t supposed to hear) that there’s no breaking it and live isn’t real and#it’s so stupid like why am i sad? this isn’t my life#but like deep down i think it’s this dark fear that if my golden brother the nicest guy you’ll ever meet who practically raised me#and my other siblings can’t find a forever love what shot do i have#which is awful but it’s just so it’s such a weird thing to witness like i never saw this coming#i saw him choosing his wife over my family and cutting off communication to my parents or some other extreme but never this and#like it’s so stupid but i’m so sad and heartbroken for him#anyway#eris: text#eris: brother 1
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Thinking about Erik snapping at Charles with “well maybe you should have fought harder for them” and the pain in his eyes when Charles told him they didn’t want the same things.
#cherik#going insane Erik sitting in that awful cell thinking that Charles will never rescue him but he’ll still know Erik didn’t do this#and him learning Charles thinks he’s a murderer a monster - the one person who had never thought that of him besides his parents - and that#Charles thinks he did do it and he hates everything so much because if Charles gave up hope on him if even Charles is unwilling to fight for#him anymore maybe he truly is a monster and killing raven for the future is just a who he is#thinking of how much it would break Erik of Charles called him a monster to his face#‘you abandoned us all’ but what he means is you abandoned me! you sent me away and you let me rot in prison and you gave up on me#anyways!!! the way Erik wanted Charles to fight for one thing and that was him and he didn’t!! he just gave up and sent him away#listen ok I know Erik left him bleeding on a beach with no way of getting out of there but man I will always be side Erik in the divorce#look at the day the man had!!! he’s paralyzed by fear when confronting his abuser and then Charles tells him to not kill him even tho Erik-#needed it to feel safe like watch the scene watch it!!! and then he’s facing genocide again and this time he can lift the coin and save his#people. then Charles gets shot and he blames ERIK and then he breaks up with Erik like ok I know he’s wounded and all but the fact the#fandom is like ‘oh Charles didn’t mean for them to go he was shot and mad Erik should know better’#but we’re not like ‘oh Erik faced his childhood abuser and then relived something very similar to his trauma#got blamed for his lover’s injury (and like he doesn’t blame himself for him mom too) and then broken up with. he went through so much#lasting emotional trauma in the span of less than one hour how can he know better’#and there’s like a good explanation for why Charles would still blame him like Erik was wearing the helmet he couldn’t have picked up on all#that depth without one of the senses he relies on. but the fandom being like Erik is the bad person in this instance#it seems unfair. also it screams I’m a gentile honestly.#also you can’t tell me part of Erik wasn’t like ‘maybe he’d be better off without me’ when he left the beach#x men#Charles Xavier#erik lehnsherr#ramble rumble#now just don’t think of ‘let him come’ being Erik hoping Charles will finally fight for him and say they should have been together#and instead Charles throws more unfair (well about raven) blame in his face
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do nothing/go nowhere/eat the exact same foods every day for fear of getting sick and it happens anyway
#i have no idea where i caught this but i’m not pleased :( and i feel fucking awful#idk if it’s the flu bc i have my flu shot but#wait now that i’m thinking of it i don’t know if i got it done last year bc last year was so chaotic? omg#😨
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i love mean evil fucked up women who have awful attitudes and are confident fuck shy anxious good girls for ever and ever
#personal#if most of a fandom hates a women good chance i’m latching onto her bc she’s epic#me being in love with courtney total drama as a child was indicative of my future#and then defending and latching onto women everyone hated with my whole chest soemthing something sakura stan as a child#granted she’s not evil fucked up mean but still. number one women defender since childhood#but seriously fuck is a shy anxious good girl gonna do for me. you gotta work for me to love that type of character#i mean it’s not like every single version of that is bad but it’s like. mean awful women are right there.#they are so easy to love like if i think if i knew her irl and had to deal with her id kill her we’re soooooo set#or if i’m like if i knew her irl she’d be so awful to deal with i’d be so in love and at her service 24/7 then we’re soooo set#i sent this to the chat and audrey was like this is why ur obsessed with gg. yeah. yeahhhhh.#she has traits that i have to privately tell her i think are so endearing and are impossible to get mad at for me at least#bc if someone else heard what the fuck i’m saying we’re both getting shot point blank
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hope that man is okay :/
#knee injuries r yucky!!! but hopefully it’s just like some bruising#i’m assuming bc it was just a blocked shot and usually that isn’t. too awful#but it’s also a knee so who knows#stars lb
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thaaaaaanks mai and lian
#i know they have a point. and also it’s not like they’re the leaders of their clans they couldn’t call the shots even if they wanted to#but still. to say ‘aw i’m so sorry for you that you got kicked out into the wilds but. i’m sure you’ll be ok! you’re strong!’#i will be ok and i am strong. but shush you#peachy’s re:pla
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Sometimes I’m vibing, doing my weird zone-out, day-dream and imagine scenarios in my head mood (usually with fictional characters and shows and things) and then I remember a super sad fact about a character I love. And then I stop before I make myself even more upset
Tw for the tags, since that’s where most of this post actually resides:
-little to no association with the actual post itself
-mentions of trauma
-mentions of drug addiction
-mentions of abuse. Like that’s the whole point of the little tangent I go on.
-excusing theft.
-implied Luther Hargreeves (though he is firmly not the character I’m excusing the actions of)
-A complete refusal to mention anything past TUA S1.
#Also like ‘you can’t excuse a characters actions and blame it on their trauma’ is a valid point but that’s exactly what I’m going to do#because he never would’ve been this way if he was raised right. nor would any of his siblings.#the whole point of the show (s1 at least) is to show all these people raised in the same house and how they all had different traumas and#different coping mechanisms to deal with them. so many of them chose mediocrity and poverty over wealth and fame to escape their abuser.#and those that didn’t. the one that never had a shot at fame whilst staying with his abuser ended up reaching it because of his hatred for#his family. the one that reached fame reached it by doing awful things because that’s what her abuser taught her to do. the one that stayed#did it because he’d become so dependant on his abuser because at least the abuse gave him purpose.#they’re all awful people. they do things to endanger eachother or are assholes for the sake of it.#and it’s all because one man decided to play god with seven adopted kids.#so sorry if I maybe excuse the druggie stealing things to satiate the addiction his trauma drove him towards
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tell me in the tags either the worse drink you've ever had or what you do to alcohol to make it palatable
#oh I love the taste of alcohol#whiskey? love that afterburn#baileys is delicious in a cup of hot chocolate or in a milkshake#White Russians especially are amazing#rum is great with coke or ginger beer or some pineapple juice especiallly Wray nephews#cocktails are a whole other ball game I fucking love cocktails#fruity cider is my go to chill out drink it’s delicious#beer is not my jam but there’s some really good ones if you go looking and are willing to try new things#my favourite plain shot will always be sambuca it’s delicious#aniseed yummy#but there are so many fun shots you can make#alien brain hemmorage I am looking at you#OP come take me by the hand I’ll show you a beautiful world#(if you don’t drink there a lot of non-alcoholic cocktails that are also delicious)#gin I’m iffy on not going to lie but my wife bought me some lemon sherbet gin that is absolutely amazing#alcohol#worst drink I’ve ever had was a flatliner#which is half sambuca and half tequila#with a thin line of Tabasco sauce in the middle (hence the name)#it’s a shooter#filled with regret#ginquila’s are also awful
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i am having a genuine core memory type of bad day today like serious SERIOUS things are going down and i missed a flight because genuine life changing events are happening and got put on standby for another which got delayed multiple times til i would’ve missed my connecting flight home and anyways it was overbooked so i didn’t make it on, and then now five hours after they left me at the airport im finally heading home and i was like “well at least i can eat the fries i bought that i didn’t get to eat yesterday” but my useless cousin who has not only been completely useless through this weeks long ordeal but has also been making things worse stepped in and ate the whole giant box of fries cause he “thought we were leaving” even though my mom clearly left half her stuff behind at the house and told him we did not make our flight so she was going to stay in town and try and get me home and also this whole situation (except for the fries) is straight up my fault cause i didn’t wanna get out of bed for 20 minutes when we woke up and like normally this would be fine especially since i went to bed at 2 am packing suitcases and then had to wake up at 7 and also slept super poorly anyways but i still have no self discipline and everything has gone wrong because of that
#i should be freshly showered and in bed right now having a good cry#i’m genuinely seething at my cousin btw we keep asking him to do the most basic things and he makes some excuse#and then it turns out to be a lie#like my cousin is stronger/bigger than i am so my mom wanted his help w the suitcases#and we went out for one last dinner last night but he kept telling my mom he wanted to go home and sleep bc his job starts early#and getting irritated at her when she tried to take two minutes to finish eating#anyways we went home early and he did not go to bed. we could hear him gaming and yelling at the computer til we went to bed at 2 am#and his job starts at 3 am so he can’t have actually been worried about sleeping#oh he also just didn’t go to work and this is like a repeated occurrence#and he didn’t bother seeing us off to the airport or wake up til like 11#when i called him saying we needed him to bring my passport and it was an emergency#idk this all seems like super trivial but my mom is straight up handling a tragedy alone#i won’t deny that i haven’t really been useful but i’ve been coming along everywhere on top of remote working from here#meanwhile he’s kinda just been at home gaming and not leaving his room#i can kind of excuse his brother who’s also been at home but he’s also like super obviously been prepping for a super rough final and idk#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. can you at least have some decency and like#try not to pile more work on my mother who is dealing with one of the worst things that can happen to her#and try to use your parents not being around as an excuse to run around town with your friends#while lying to my mom and saying you need to sleep or work or yeah you’ll be straight home (you’re going for lunch with your buds)#i mentioned something about how i’ve spent time with him instead of my friends when he’s visiting us and he was like ‘you have friends?’#i don’t know man i can’t cry in bed i can’t sleep cause they keep the house cold#basic functioning is making me miserable with the brain issues i don’t know what to do#cause if i go home im going to be in the exact same situation just#with a better bathroom and a guitar and feeling useless and sad because i can’t help#anyways i need to text my boss to let her know no shot i can make it tomorrow#which feels awful cause i was supposed to get back A WEEK AGO i had to extend i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here
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Laying in bed drinking a bottle of Jameson, cheers y’all.
#🌱.txt#I had two tall boys and now that kast of this bottle#about 4 shots left in this bottle I already had two#this is all in the span of 2 hours btw I’m at drunk#I used to be able to drink so much and then I lost 170 pounds and know my tolerance in much lower lol#autocorrect is saving me rn im messy#good thing I’m just at home watching YouTube and not at a bar#work was so awful I need a new job before I legitimately kill myself or attack a coworker
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to add on to the “things that i really should probably see a doctor for” list, today i randomly couldn’t breathe and was coughing (which made me know it wasn’t anxiety bc ive never coughed before + it just Felt different) for like 2 mins which isn’t a lot but it felt like i was actively gonna keel over right then and there
#it also happened IMMEDIATELY after i did my t shot#so my first guess was “oh. this is a new vial. maybe it’s Not t and i’m going to die now#i lived though#idk i feel like im always struggling for breath a little bit#i assumed maybe it was long covid but idk because it could’ve been happening to me before i had covid#but my memory is really bad and i have barely existed until this very moment idk anything#but ik for sure it’s been Here since i had it which was like 3 yrs ago maybe close to 4#like when i do laundry i have to sit down and just focus on my breathing for a minute after#which i do not think is Regular People Activities#but alas. still no health insurance. so what can i do really#the good news is that since my anxiety is better i am not having awful hours-long anxiety attacks over health stuff
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