#i’m mourning tbh
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i miss this era so much ♡
#my fucking boysssss#i took this for granted#i really just need ney and rafa to be back like they’re blood brothers!!!!#to get neyfinha ft. kyky was such a gift#i’m mourning tbh#neymar#rafinha#mbappe#psg#kylian#neyfinha#neybappe#mbapfinha?? slay
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Finished reading The Táin, bon appetit.
As always credits to @sissiarte for the design muack 💙
#denndrawings#digital art#tain bo cuailnge#the tain#cu chulainn#I had so much fun reading it tbh#I’ve read a couple old epic texts and this was by faaaar the best#I’m deeply sad now btw#also I was so surprised by how human the characters are#what do you mean the hero takes long to get asleep like my boyfriend#what do you mean the queen mourns for her pet in the same contained way as my mother#what do you mean this warrior is an awful patient when he’s sick like my sister
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B and I had a Goodwill date this morning. He found several practical household items and I, unsurprisingly, found Many Books.
#I’m slowly starting to rebuild my library#now that I have a library to put books in#still mourning the loss of my original collection to tbh#mylife#myface#books
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When you say it’s normal and valid to mourn things we didn’t experience… can that also apply if we didn’t get to experience things because of mental illness? And not just stuff related to trauma?
Of course!
I also want to say while we’re on the subject that while it doesn’t for everyone, it’s really valid if you have trauma as a result of your mental illness. (Not to invalidate your question, you’re completely valid to mourn anything you didn’t experience, whether it was trauma related or not but I just wanted to share the reminder that trauma from mental illness is also valid).
#I still mourn not getting to do prom#or have a graduation#not for my BA because of Covid#they promised we’d get one eventually#we didn’t#and not for high school because of mental illness tbh#and I realize prom is over hyped and likely not all it’s made out to be#but I’ll still never get to experience that#and I’m sad about it#I’m also constantly sad if I see wedding stuff#because of how poorly my wedding went#so you’re also valid to mourn stuff that didn’t go the way you wanted#neither of these things are trauma related and#I still mourn them
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Penelope and Colin deserved to go traveling the world together. They deserved so much more than what the writers gave them.
#i’m in mourning#bridgerton#polin#I love both these characters so much and they were done so so dirty#colin bridgerton#penelope featherington#it’s what the book did better tbh
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I can’t properly explain my disappointment when I started Awakening and my Warden Alistair was no where to be seen with no explanation. Where is my wife? Why did he leave me? I mean why even go through with the dark ritual if I can’t at least get a letter like with Leliana or Zev? 😭
#when he didn’t appear I looked it up so I would be looking for him the whole time and then took some time to mourn#tbh I’m also missing Zev and Leliana majorly#they leave us fucking Oghren of all people but no Alistair Zev Leliana Wynne Shale or Sten#even my puppy has left my side#where are all my friends 😭#alistair x surana#dragon age origins#alistair theirin#doa#warden alistair#dragon age awakening#dragon age
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every day i think abt this tumblr post in which a us-american was incredibly fascinated by two girls they saw who were speaking english & japanese interchangably. because, like, i speak three languages interchangably on the daily. that’s normal to me. i’m not even fluent in french (been learning it at school for 10 years now tho lmao) but there’s enough french words & phrases i use on the daily. if i can’t remember a (swiss) german word/saying/etc while talking in german i just substitude with english because most people i talk to are fluent in both anyways. i greet my little brother in french and then go on to ask if he wants to go and by ramunae with me sometime, in swiss german, in the same breath, and i answer overmorrow when he asks me when because i think it’s a funkier word than übermorn.
i think about that post every day and i genuinly wonder how someone can grow up and never learn another language. how do you live without this? without the pressure to speak at least two of your country’s four official languages? without the pressure of learning the world’s language as a second/third? without ever seeing all the beauty in knowing more than one language, and being able to understand so much more of the world?
#idk#only speaking one language is strange to me in the way speaking more than one is strange to people who only speak one#i love languages and while i hate (learning) french i am also somewhat grateful i’m forced to tbh#i can read french stuff and understand!! isn’t that amazing? that i am fluent in swiss german german english AND understand basic french?#maybe this is also abt growing up speaking a language with no written rules. simply grouped into german with a hundered dialects more#i am aware it’s hard to classify but german will never be my language the way swiss german is#or they way i made english mine#and sometimes it’s hard to have a mother tongue under a false name bc yes. i do speak german. but german will never be my mother tongue#even if i’m forced to call it that#and yeah i’m aware of the insane privilege i have over ppl speaking forbidden languages etc#but sometimes. sometimes i mourn that my mother tongue will never be a ‘real’ language because it lacks written rules and formality#even if it’s the language i speak with my family & my friends & my teachers during breaks & it’s the first language i ever spoke#but that doesn’t make it real enough for people classificating it. because my family & my friends & my teachers all speak their own+#personal variant of it & i know no 2 people speaking the exact same swiss german even if they are twins+#& you cannot classify a million swiss germans for every swiss german speaker there is#and i think that is beautiful but i also think that is sad because i will never have a ‘real’language to call mine except english.#& english is my third.#☆—`elys rambles
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omg alain delon died
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Why
Why did you do that
I feel like I should mention that my biggest role model when it comes to writing is Gege Akutami, author of JJK.
I believe that speaks for itself.
#the sun and the sea#ask stygianheart#I’m that kind of author that drinks the tears of their readers tbh#like I mourn with you#but I’m also laughing
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how bad is it to say you hate your mother lmao
#x#she has turned into the most inconsiderate selfish person#and I think I mourned who she used to be but now everything she does she makes me angry#she just takes and takes and takes#I never wanted to say this here but she basically took my first car#and she uses shit without a backup plan - it was never for hers to keep#but she just thinks that solves her problem#I worked so hard for it too among many other things#and this move also has just shown how fucking selfish and ungrateful she is#my parents are divorced by my dad still helped move her shit and clean#she had her brother come down to help and she wasn’t even prepared bc nothing was packed even though I told her to start weeks ago#I’m so angry and upset and now they’re telling me they’re back tracking on taking one of the cats so now I’ll have both#and I can’t talk to anyone about it bc no one gets it!!!!!!#this is just one of a few problems tbh there is so much more but I’m done I’m at my wits end with her
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(JJK 236 spoilers)
i know gege personally which is why there’s no way next chapter won’t be the most frustrating choice of direction by making it solely about kashimo fighting sukuna instead of giving anyone resolve
#half joking. not about next chapter being about kashimo LMAO#but really it’s not jjk unless you’re waiting chapters to get resolution or answers if you get anything at all#jjk spoilers#jjk leaks#so get ready for some kashimo funny one liners while still mourning gojo#🤐 tbh I’m not even convinced there will be that much focus on gojo and how everyone feels about his death ajfjjdjf#apart from maybe them looking distressed#yuujis worst year of his life 😔#this post sounds overly negative but I’m just having a bit of fun lmaooooo
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I’ve been playing omori for the last few days and it took me forever to realise aubrey isn’t kel and hero’s sister </3 by the time I reached the real world segments I was genuinely so confused because kel would be like “aubrey’s really changed…” and I was like ??? your sister ??? why are you acting like you don’t live together 😭
#I literally thought aubrey and kel were twins or something I’m SILLY#it’s my one complaint about the game#the relationships aren’t really clear at first#like aubrey kel and hero all have the same colour palette in headspace#and they all live together in the tree stump + kel and aubrey bicker like siblings#and aubrey treats hero like he’s her older brother#HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW#and I’m kinda mourning that dynamic tbh… it makes more sense to me#but other than that the game is so good I’ve been very hyperfixated on it <3#omori#omori aubrey#omori kel#omori hero#ghost speaks
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I rewatched 3x05 A Day in The Life and then 4x05 Escape from the Happy Place back to back and I am unwell
#the magicians#Quentin coldwater#elliot waugh#quelliot#they deserved so much better#I will never forgive Sarah gamble for that shit#anyways now I’m watching 4x10 All That Hard Glossy Armor#is it comforting? no not resllg but it is fun and I do love all the songs#tbh this is my favorite musical episode I just love Don’t get me wrong Elliot version#I will forever mourn quelliot
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on s8 of little house on the prairie now and am losing both mary and nellie i’m Devastated
#well i know mary will be in like. three of the eps but STILL#in mourning#and tbh i’m just guessing nellie is gonna leave this season based on the ep 1 synopsis and info i know about alison
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Your gifs would get SO many more notes without the watermark and I know why you’re doing it (I did it too). I just wish more people would appreciate your gifs but I also know that many people don’t reblog gifs like that :(
i actually haven’t noticed a decrease in the amount of notes my sets get tbh like i was definitely nervous abt that but i like having them there so if they do get reposted onto twitter i can tell w/o having to double check. but also i haven’t seen any reposts (at least by ppl i haven’t blocked yet lol) since the initial ones. anyways the lack of decrease is honestly still a little sad like literally the txf fandom shrank so much after the revival...
#i don’t doubt that they’d be getting more notes though#around the time i changed my editing to the way it is now i started watermarking bc i into txf twitter#however. while i mourn that loss i also have learned to live w it#i’m happy with my gifs and my friends#and tbh every couple months one of my sets will get past 1k randomly so that’s always nice dkhdjdj#part of it is definitely that i didn’t get on here until 2019 so i literally have never lived in a tumblr where#1k+ notes was the usual for gifmakers#ask
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- was supposed to stop cyn.
- killed everyone instead.
- has the blood on her hands from everyone at the gala including her friend.
- likely blames herself for what happened at the mansion but also what they got turned into. None of them would be in this situation if she could have just stopped Cyn and then yay Cyn tricked her and she has to face the consequences for it too so she has that on her conscience too
#;playing://bestmonologueever.mp3 (j)#i mourn the wasted potential she got and loathe that stupid running gag we got instead with her#girl you got done so dirty you don’t deserve to be in this franchise#i don’t say this often but the writers literally do not deserve her#sorry im so bitter since the finale in regards to her#the idea was good but nah let’s just make her a punching bag#but tbh I’m so glad I’m not the only one who feels that way about her#YouTubers are so upset with how J was handled#everyone was like justice for j bc they have so much preview with her#only for them to screw up even more with her so now that whole thing felt like bait#Kind of hoping the writers take that criticism to heart#if they ever try to plan something with her in the future bc tbh I don’t … trust them when it comes to J#J headcanons
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